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For those people who have not already been made aware of this, independently of this website, I am in a constant 24/7 activity with a small group of people (144,000) who are situated all over the world. I don't understand it exactly, but it is related to the design and creation of the great pyramid of Gizeh. Look at link (144,000) in the 'for your information' section of this website. In other words, our central nervous systems are somehow fused. They can sense that i am typing at this moment, even though they are situated in different places all over the world. They could also sense that I was drinking a cup of coffee, if I was doing that right now. I am not currently in activity with 144,000 people. Some have died from old age. Some I am not in activity with yet. Apparently, some of these people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with were sensing me as a fetus, when i was still in my mother's womb. I think that i am joined with these other people because of something relating to the sun, other stars (most notably the constellation of Orion), the design of the great pyramid, and electromagnetism. It means that what is happening in our minds, or central nervous systems, also exists somewhere else, in order for the fusion to be taking place in the manner which it is. I believe that the water in our systems acts as a conductor. I believe that the same was true of Jesus of Nazareth; meaning, that this same connectivity with others is what actually distinguished him from other people. Read in the 'for your information' section about 144 and 72, or the story of Jesus and the 72 in the book of Luke. Also the story of Horus battling Set (Sat-an) and 72 conspirators in Egyptian mythos. I am not stating that Jesus of Nazareth and the Egyptian Set (Sat-an) are the same being. 72 is 1/2 of 144, with there being 1440 minutes in one day. The story of Jesus of Nazareth in the bible is mostly allegorical, although he was a real person in real history. The constant 24/7 activity can be, at times, maddening, for both me and the people who are sensing me. I believe that the 144,000 is some type of star seed. Constellation of Orion, astrology, 12 x 12 x 1000. Look at links below. Star seed is not necessarily "positive". I was 24 years old (1997), when it first became evident to me that I was, or am, in this unique, constant 24/7 activity with people. I am not schizophrenic. Then, in February of 1998, I started to sense an intelligent being communicating to me, with the use of physical contractions of my muscle and soft tissue, which meant that this being began to sense me first. It is a form of non verbal communication. This happened, in a way, exactly as it was predicted by something known as the Ussher chronology. Beginning of 1000 years (6000 years = 4004 BC to 1996 AD). Look at links in the 'for your information' section of this website. It also means that other people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with can sense, or were also sensing this intelligent being. It was extremely confusing at first. Madness. Isolation from the community. Hopelessness mixed with confused faith. 13 years later, in May of 2011, I started to sense another intelligent being communicating with me, with the same type of physical contractions of my muscle and soft tissue. It was, and still is, easily differentiated by me, and also the entire worldwide group who are sensing it, from the communication from the first intelligent being. It was, or is, fainter and more frequent. A totally different person, with a totally different personality. Non verbal communication. Both of these beings wanted, or want, to make it apparent to me, and anyone else who they thought was sensing me, because of the type and timing of the physical contraction communication which they can generate, that they had my vision, or that they could see what i could see. It was, or is, sensed as a person who is sort of child like, who is in a type of shock, or stupor, and finding it fascinating. Like they are children watching cartoons on television. It is very easy to understand, through sensation or non verbal communication, that the first intelligent being which myself and the rest of the group began sensing was, or is, male. It is very easy to understand, through sensation or non verbal communication, that the second intelligent being which myself and the group began to sense was, or is, female. They are human, just like I am human. I know without a doubt that the female is Hispanic, now (in the year 2022) about 30 years old, probably still living in Houston, Texas. I have seen her about 6 times in different places in the Houston area, because she wanted me and the rest of the group to know that it was her, wanting me to talk about her, or that she was responsible for creating the sensations, in a way childishly showing off. She used to have a white SUV and restricted phone number in the year 2011. Height is probably about 5 feet or 4 feet 10 inches. Medium size breasts. Full figured. She had long brown or light brown hair. I believe that she lives inside of the Houston 610 loop area, or that her parents live inside of the Houston 610 loop area. I believe that this is true, because she was able to get to locations within the Houston 610 loop area, where I was, quickly, already knowing that I would be at the same location. She has an unusual issue with her left eye, which I have seen, which I believe is the eye which acquired my vision, being at the beginning of the fusion of our central nervous systems, right around the last week of may of 2011. I believe that she has a brother who owns, or who used to own a Dodge Charger. I saw this car when I dropped off paperwork at the downtown Houston police station, wanting to be respectful of her, trying to establish rights for both of us. I also saw the person who I think is her brother together with her at the Houston Veteran's Administration hospital, when I went there one time. She wanted me and other people to know that it was her. I know without a doubt that she is lying about this situation to her family. I can reasonably assume that the male being who can also create contractions of my muscle and soft tissue, which other members of the group (144,000) can sense, who also indicated that he has my vision, also has an unusual issue with his left eye. Meaning, the eye which acquired my vision in February of 1998. It took me 13 years (1998 - 2011) to be able to understand that this male being is an African American, and also that he is ignorant, not possessing extraordinary knowledge concerning me, or this situation, which I thought that he had prior to 2011.
I think that the black man who I am referring to might live in New Jersey. He likes to be a stupid smart ass, thinking that I won't understand what he is communicating, or wanting to think about how he thinks that he is slick, when he really isn't. I think that he is involved in social security fraud, at the United States social security administration. I think that he receives social security benefits for the problem with his left eye, which began on February 22nd, 1998. I doubt that he told the social security people that he is in constant 24/7 activity with me, or has my vision in his left eye, and that he can create contractions of my muscle and soft tissue, or be aggressive. It is not social security. He is intentionally harming people. Check New Jersey social security applications, sometime shortly after February 22nd, 1998, to see if there are any applicants who fit the description, an unusual problem with left eye. I bet that the doctors had no idea what caused it, or why it would begin in the manner which it did.
I believe that these 2 people were characterized, or defined, as Set (Sat-an) and Nephthys in Egyptian mythos, in the past. I believe that I was characterized, or defined, as Horus (Christ) in Egyptian mythos, in the past. Look at links in the 'for your information' section of this website. I also believe that the male was characterized as Beelzebub during the time of Jesus of Nazareth. My old bible study teacher told me that Beelzebub was just another name for Satan.
After having enough experience, having been situated together with these 2 people for some time already, as stated, I can list some of their characteristics.
They are like people who are a type of mentally retarded. Constant stupor. Psychopathic. Sociopathic. Narcissistic. Childish. Evil. It flaunts being evil, seeming to try to recruit evil people. Hate. Anger. Envy. Jealousy. Greed. Problem with ego, or perhaps super ego. Negative. Angry. Sadistic. Nervous. Insecure. Creepy. It flaunts thinking that it is creepy. Attempts to intimidate. Vicious. Insane. Predatorial. Deceit. Perverted.
Even evil people wouldn't want anything to do with these beings. They have a mental problem.
Because they are naturally or understandably insecure about what people think about them, namely because of their unusual issue with their left eye, they embarrass and anger easily, ultimately having betrayed the community, desperately trying to make it seem like I was evil, or that people should think of me as evil, when I am not evil, and when they knew, or know, that I am not evil. They also childishly and sloppily imply that they have some authority which they don't think that they have, wanting to make a mockery of what would actually be considered responsible behavior, it seems because of panic, or greed, or not understanding how they should fit in with society. They seemed to want to try and associate in a cooperative way, when the activity with them first started. As time went on, they seemed confused about how to survive, socially, and long term, thinking that they had embarrassed themselves by having been unnecessarily aggressive.
They both seem to want ignorant people to believe, acting out in a childish, blatantly fake, confused, ignorant manner, that the eye above the pyramid on the dollar bill represents them, or that they have authority which they actually don't have. It is related, but the eye on the dollar bill seems to be the opposite of what they are. God is a loving God. They are not loving, and not only that, they are trying to make people think that God is not a loving God. They are also trying to fool people into thinking that i am not loving.
I have tried to help them. They should communicate to the public, or me, with actual words and conclusive statements, instead of trying to stupidly and wrongfully hustle their way into happiness, social success, power, or survival. There would be a commitment to cooperation which they would benefit from. They wanted, or want, to show off and play childish games. It got, or gets them intro social trouble. It seems like their minds never develop properly, in any incarnation of theirs, because they have my vision, and are constantly distracted by, or interested in what I am doing. They are not doing work like other people ordinarily do work, by not communicating with intelligent statements, which are easily understandable and conclusive. It got them into social trouble, or didn't, or doesn't, allow them to make a type of normal social progression. They seem to be implying that they are supposed to get unusual special treatment, or be worshipped because they are unusual, but they are lazy, childish and are constantly attempt to deceive, like someone who is criminally insane. They are disabled, and are trying to obtain something for themselves in an unethical, rude, bully style way. They seem to live in a fantasy world, fanaticizing about having happiness and power, but are unwilling to try to do work like people ordinarily do work, communicating using intelligent, conclusive, easily understandable statements, in order to achieve this happiness. They have a confused identity problem, seeming to want to settle for being different, and a foe, not wanting to try to make a more normal social progression on earth.
They seem to have an unusual need to feel loved, or respected, or accepted, or recognized. They have an unusual psychological problem, just as a few other people who i am constant 24/7 activity (144,000) with have proven themselves to have. These 2 people are trying to secure something for themselves, using their ability to create contractions of my muscle and soft tissue, which other people in the group (144,000) can sense, as a type of weapon. It is an attempt to subdue or incapacitate me, and other people, so that these 2 beings do not have to work as hard, or compete with others, as people ordinarily have to compete, or cooperate, with others. It seems as if they are doing this, really for the future incarnations which they think that they will have, not wanting me, or others worldwide, to achieve the potential in this life, because they think that it will make it better for themselves if I was considered unpopular. I think an attempt to have me murdered, in this life, or in future lives. They want to create frivolous gossip which they think will benefit them in making me seem unpopular. It seems as if they are both confused and angry, trying to create gossip which they think will help their chances of survival. They have a strange pride problem, or ego problem, like someone who feels special, but inferior, and is in a type of panic, then doing something irrational for attention. It is an angry, childish attitude, like "oh yeah, well i am somebody too!", or, "oh yeah, well i am going to show you who i am!" They think that i am special, or unique, so they have a confused desire to feel special, or unique, too.
i think that these creatures might have been a problem during Jesus Christ's time here on earth, or a distraction for him, but that it was not so bad that people communicated at length about it. I have thought that the biblical character Beelzebub was, or is, a way to refer to them, or at least the male. There were more opportunities for problems to arise in this incarnation of ours because of technology.
I have told both of them that it is better if we work together, and that they are creating a lose-lose situation for themselves and the community. It seems as if they both want, unrealistically, to be thought of as like stars, or celebrities. As I stated, they have a unusual ego problem. I have told them they they would have love and happiness in their lives if they didn't try to unnecessarily overshadow me, or other people as well. As time goes on, it doesn't seem as if they care about being loved anymore. They are confused about what people think about them.
They have mental problems. It seems like their ability to create the contractions in my muscle and soft tissue relates to an electric charge, or a positive/negative charge, or electromagnetism. We don't feel electric shock, though. I have thought that maybe it has something to do with the moon (grey aliens?/I read that they don't have a soul), or reptilian entities which I have read about, or something about Alpha Draconis (constellation of Draco/Draconian/star corresponding to northern side of great pyramid). It might not be the moon, but because of Alpha Draconis being a binary star system.
They (black man and mexican girl) both try to take advantage of ignorant people's ignorance. They try to use their ugliness (behavior) as an alibi, because what they do is so unbelievably ugly, and also because they are thinking that ignorant people wouldn't believe that Satan is in human form. They both know that they can be identified, because of a problem with their left eye, so they are trying to hide and obstruct other people's work at the same time, thinking that it is the only way which they (it) can survive.
I wish that scientists and other people would be informed about what is going on by people who who i am in constant 24/7 activity (144,000) with, who could prove that the constant 24/7 activity is real. They would have to include me and perform a test, publicly certified with television cameras and the police. They could put us in different rooms of a building, say something to me, with me being in one room of the building, and the other people in the other rooms of the building would know what it was. Someone could touch me somewhere on my body not inappropriate, and the other people in the other rooms of the building would know where on my body it was. Give me something to eat, and the other people in the other rooms of the building would know what it was. It could be certified by the police. Television cameras were invented only 70 years ago. The eye (like a camera) connects everything, or allows for information to be gathered and processed. You could use it as an important tool like a microscope. For example, people who don't live in Egypt wouldn't know what the pyramids looked like, unless there were photographs of them. They couldn't understand it, or begin to understand it, or conceptualize it, or appreciate it. The use of a television camera to observe myself connected to the 144,000 would be like looking at a cell, through a powerful microscope. Objectivity. Science, and not religion. I think that it would be good for scientists, politicians, and future politicians to understand, because this constant 24/7 activity which I am in with others applies to people all over the world, not racially or territorially discriminatory. World mind. World consciousness. I think that it will get spiritually messy in the future, or in everyone's future incarnations, if you don't make a story about me now, while you can, in the way that you could. Don't take our current peace or social order for granted. I have a few ideas about how to secure it. One is that if it were acknowledged by the government, it would be respected, but also as a way of making it seem unimportant. I could do something unusual every morning when i get out of bed, which only people who i am in activity would know about. There is a chance of an information leak, I think for people who would try to get social security disability money, when they are not mentally sick, or disabled, or in constant 24/7 activity with me. Another thought is that there would be an agreement that the 144,000, after being officially recognized, do not speak about me, or themselves, in public. If someone who wasn't a person who i am in activity with would try to convince people that they were a person who i was in activity with, no one would believe them, or pay attention to what they had to communicate.
I think that at a minimum, the police, or FBI, who i believe already know about this public situation, should come to my home, stating to me (in front of everyone) that they know about it, and have made a public statement about it. There needs to be more social order, or more confidence vested in what is happening. apparently, It happens all of the time, or in cycles.
God bless, and Peace be with you.
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some of the above information seems like i am dragging it on, or becoming too emotional about it, but that is because i am confused and sick, wanting the 2 beings who are acting aggressively to be real and cooperative.
also, i usually write in all lower case, or am informal. i also like the uniform aspect of all lower case.
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i am being made intentionally sick and confused by this creature (i am referring to it as one thing, but it is 2 different people) all day long, every day. it has compounded. it has been going on for years. my mind can not function properly. i feel constantly threatened, publicly. nobody's mind could function OR DEVELOP properly. it is weird, childish sadism. they are also evil or criminally insane. please help if you can. try to help. i am not crazy. part of the reason that it is doing this to me is to make it seem like i am crazy, or evil, of fake, trying to cover up the fact that people know that they are the problem. another reason is that it wants to make me seem weird and unlikeable. it is because it thinks that people think that it is weird and unlikeable. it thinks that it can't survive. it is so different than what people normally are, like an animal or completely different species, so that it doesn't try to work with people, as people ordinarily work with one another.
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interesting article about great pyramid. cornerstone. chief cornerstone.
scroll down to part about alpha draconis. thuban. satan.
https://www.blueletterbible.org/study/larkin/dt/32.cfm
alpha draconis. constellation of draco. draconian. egyptian set (sat-an). alpha draconis is called thuban (serpent) in arabic.
https://www.quora.com/What-is-the-mythology-behind-the-star-Thuban-Tell-me-everything-you-know
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thuban, head of the serpent, or large snake. alpha draconis, look to our northern hemisphere.
binary star system.
historically represented the north pole, from the 4th to the 2nd millennium BCE.
in arabic, it represents the dragon.
in egypt thuban was very significant in the original alignment of the pyramids and stars before the earth's tilt and magnetic realignment. pharoah kufu believed he would join the sun and thuban in death.
in sumerian and mesopotamiam lore, it was called tiamat. tiamat the sea serpent, that existed even before the sky and sea had divided from each other. a dragon of chaos that had to be tamed before brining in a new order.
in greek mythology hercules, jason and cadmus are all tasked by gods, to kill a dragon for different reasons, eventually placing a dragon in the sky to represent a trophy of cadmus.
habab is where satan get's connected to draco threw pagan arabic, muslim cultures, the light barer, bringing of morning, the morning star.
jujitsu comes from thuban, and was given to his half son oda nobunaga, as a gift to help conquer and unite japan.
the archons are a war bread race, hive minded, cybernetic, genetically modified constructs, that have become self aware are an now have the ability to war with higher dimensional forces by causing havoc in the system like a virus. the fallen.
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this is what i have been communicating about. i have read something else about a hive mind from another source. something about orion dragon queen. i am guessing thuban (alpha draconis), as it relates to alignment of the great pyramid, one of the 3 pyramids corresponding to the constellation or orion. i read the term messeh, from which comes our term messiah or mashiach. something about crocodile/reptilian. i am reasonably certain that i, or a positive force, is to keep this entity at bay, cycle after cycle. they seem to be more of an annoyance, rather than a real threat. maybe the annoyance is a real threat. they try to use deception, psychological warfare, obstruction, as a method of dominating, or survival. criminally insane. very strong survival instinct, but irrational or confused thinking, like an animal which is trapped, attempting to break free.
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it is just like they teach in church, that satan tries to stop you from being more, or as much as you can be in life. i want you to be as much as you can be. Good luck and God bless you.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Archon_(Gnosticism)
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here is a houston,texas police report which i created on 12/01/2016.
the incident number is: 1528227-16
the officer's name: E. Estep
unit #: 20G52N
i would like to create another report, or add to the existing report. i think that people could think that they have a better chance of getting away with murdering me if there is already an existing report. go figure. the report is filed under some mental health category which shouldn't be filed under mental health. i would like for houston media and national media to be involved with this. i know that you know about this situation. i want to communicate with a media investigation person here in houston.
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this black man and mexican girl who people know about are desperately trying to fool people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who don't understand english, trying to make them think that i did something really wrong in the past when i didn't. it is really obvious that i didn't. they have the bad heart. they have the evil intent. they mix stupid, unimportant irrelevant things together in order to try to make people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who don't understand english, think that something is important, or that i have an attitude problem, when it isn't important, and when i i don't have an attitude problem. they are nervous about their current life and future lives. they also want people to know that they are evil, because of how they are trying to make honest people defend me, so that they can say that the honest people who defend me are evil or fake.
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it important for me to state that i was able to give people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with (144,000), who are situated in places all around the world, who speak different languages, an opportunity to locate my website on the internet. i translated my full name, as my full name would enable someone to locate my website, into the numbers corresponding to each letter of my full name, as the place values of each letter in the latin alphabet. i explained many times by speaking out loud, and with body language, what i was doing, so i think that it worked. i used google translate, with audio function when it was available, typing numbers spaced with commas, as the numbers corresponded to the place value of the letters of my full name, using the latin alphabet. for example, a = 1, b = 2. when the google translate audio function was not available for some languages, i was able to give people the information myself, verbally, using information from omniglot as a reference, and method of performing the conversion into numbers myself. in other words, when i speak out loud, it is sensed by others who i am in constant 24/7 activity with. interesting work. God bless you...\
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i corresponded with houston, texas channel 2 television (NBC) investigates. investigation ideas. i made an online submission. today is 8/11/24.
i am not implying that channel 2 must do something.
but some kind of response would put me at ease, thanx.
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no one could be blatantly, childishly, strangely stalked and bullied, like i have been and still am, and remain calm, given the situation. not the pope. not mother theresa. no one. in fact, it makes a person who is loving and caring even more angry than a person who isn't loving and caring. some people are playing dumb because they they don't want any real responsibility.
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just because i had a love dream, and they didn't, or couldn't, doesn't mean that i didn't. get real. leave me and other people alone.
I WISH THAT THE POLICE OR GOVERNMENT WOULD LET ME KNOW THAT THEY PUT OUT AN OFFICIAL, PUBLIC STATEMENT ABOUT THIS UNIQUE SITUATION; AN ATTEMPT TO CREATE A DETERRENT. THERE IS EVIDENCE WITH TESTIMONY THAT I AM BEING HARASSED AND STALKED SINCE 2008. IT IS EXTREMELY DAMAGING TO MY SPIRIT AND THE SPIRIT OF OTHER INNOCENT PEOPLE WHO ARE SITUATED WORLDWIDE. SOCIALLY LAME, EVIL, CRUEL, PSYCHOPATHIC PEOPLE DO IT WHEN THEY THINK THAT THEY CAN GET AWAY WITH IT. A FORM OF CHILDISH, WEIRD ANARCHY. THE PEOPLE OF THE WORLD SHOULD NOT FEEL ABANDONED BY GOVERNMENT. IT PROJECTS WEAKNESS OF THE GOVERNMENT. PLEASE TRY TO HELP.
WHY CAN'T PEOPLE FEEL AS IF THEY ARE ALLOWED TO PUBLICLY, SECURELY COMMUNICATE ABOUT A REAL PROBLEM WHICH MOST PEOPLE IN AMERICA KNOW EXISTS? MANY PEOPLE ALL OVER THE WORD ARE SUFFERING, AND THIS HAS THE POTENTIAL TO CREATE GOSSIP WHICH CAN ADVERSELY AFFECT WORLD, AND FUTURE WORLD SECURITY.
the black guy and mexican who i have communicated about in the first part of this section of this website are trying to trick ignorant people into thinking that they are not human, or not in human bodies on earth, trying to create gossip all over the world. at first they did want people to know who they were. now they are trying to hide. they fear being killed in this life, or in future lives. actually, they are trying to work it so that they can hide, or get something from someone, if they think that they can get away with it. they know that they can easily be identified because of the unusual issue they developed with their left eye. they are not gods. they are no more gods than i am a god. i am a human on earth. i am in a human body. they are in human bodies.
the black man and mexican girl are trying to put the 144,000 at odds with itself, trying to deceive people who i came into constant 24/7 activity with, after i translated my full name, or website address, into different languages around the world in the year 2024. the black man and mexican girl are trying to avoid being killed in this life, or their future lives. they are evil. this doesn't mean that i am a white supremacist, or that i am promoting white supremacy.
the mexican girl is lying to her parents, stating that someone else besides her is being aggressive with the physical contractions which she can create with the use of the concentration of her mind, trying to deceive her parents, probably for inheritance money. i told her a long time ago to come out and talk to me, actually communicating to me and everyone else something real and conclusive, and she did exactly what i didn't want her to do, digging herself into a hole. ignorant people have no idea about how nice i was to this girl in the beginning.
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squared away. high and tight. outstanding. high speed, low drag. good to go. hoorah. solider on. lock and load.
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i think that if the government would make an official, public story about me, showing some support and confidence, i think that these things would back off. i am not crazy. they try to dominate with ugly psychological warfare and deception. they assume that i will be fair game, along with everyone else who is made defenseless, assuming that no authoritative body will officially, publicly, come to my defense.
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4/17/26
i deleted recent posts. i want to try to ignore ugly evil stalkers. ignorant people have no idea how about how cruel or debilitating this has been, for years.
i have happy in my life. family and work dogs.
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good grapevine is more important than this section of this website.
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i sent the same correspondence to office of Donald J. Trump (prior to 2024 election), President Joe Biden, houston mayor John Whitmire, houston police chief, houston channel 2 news (NBC) investigates, texas district 7 state respresentative Lizzie Fletcher, Houston-Galveston Archdiocese (Pope Francis), explaining my situation, trying to obtain protection for myself and community.
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4/18/26
i am really really sick of evil fake childish people trying to use the honest information on my website against me and others. that is why i deleted it. it doesn't matter because i didn't and don't have an evil intent. it was online for several years. spirit of the law, and i didn't do anything wrong. another reason that i deleted it is because the amount of information would seem excessive or obnoxious for people who don't understand how sick i am being made, or how much i am being stalked/harassed. my posting over the years helped the community. peace.
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i hope that mexican guy who i know was with the mexican girl at houston memorial park in 2015 or 2016 goes to the police, informing them about what he knows about her identity. she is a demon. she is greedy, evil, childish, wanting to deceive and use people. she intentionally wants to harm hispanic people, or actually everyone.
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does the pope want to help me out? can he help? can he make a statement stating that christ should not be stalked, or tormented, and that they know that i am here, even if they don't reveal my identity for security reasons? there is already a security problem. can people figure out a way of showing me some real respect, protection, somehow, trying to deter sadistic childish evil people, indicating that some people care about me, or are allowed to care about me? i am sick of this. i want the entire community to be protected. it seems like there needs to be more support, or more confidence. what is the message?
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i think that some people think "well if he is christ, he is supposed to love everyone." i don't love or like people who are mean and dishonest, whether they be black, white, asian, indian, hispanic, girl, boy.
in all fairness, people need a reason to love themselves. like good parents, or grandparents. or positive experiences.
get a job. stay out of jail. take something to the table on thanksgiving day.
i am not into crime. that is what really makes the difference.
the bible does differentiate between good and evil, and God or christ is a judge.
think long term.
good luck.
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5/2/26
a few people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with want others including the police to know that they think it is fun to harm innocent defenseless people. they have mental problems. i don't want to sound angry, but they are lazy ugly evil childish fake sadistic bullies, implying that unintelligent lame thugs and criminals are going to mock christ, or good people. they have an identity problem. they lack confidence.
i wish that the police or FBI would simply come to my home, when you know that i am home, and state to me (in front of the people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with) that you are aware that there is a problem. not just because of what i communicate on this website, but because of what i know that others communicate. i know that you already know about it. i know that the government knows about it. evil rude people can intentionally cause a problem, but then also play dumb. it seems like they are trying use christ as a way of forming a gang of dishonest thugs. they are not, and will not be the majority. they are the minority. they have an identity problem. that is a security problem. be bold. if word went through the grapevine that you had been to my home, i think that it would help. you don't need to make a statement on TV. evil rude people are implying that they can control the state, or community, in general. they are trying to combine church and state. it is confused. church does seem combined with state when i am alive, so lets try to figure it out. please don't feed me to the wolves. give me a break.
or how about anyone coming to my home, priest, whoever, doesn't matter if you give us a fake name, and saying something kind to me (in front of others), indicating that you know who i am, or that people know who i am?
why are people politicizing this in a dumb way? if it is going to be politicized, politicize it in a good way. i don't like the thought of people being scared. there isn't a reason to be scared, just need to mark territory.
or, why doesn't the pope put me up in a castle in italy, supreme pizza with supreme toppings, with girlfriend and dogs, with security guards, with access to a good library and computer. i mean, whatever makes the community secure, right? mostly joke, but also serious, wanting to make a point. it is practical to feed me (and the community) to the wolves? am i a king? who should have security? everyone? i am what i am. why should the pope have security, with me at the same time not having security? that seems like a recipe for long term disaster. curiosity killed the cat. be proactive. this doesn't mean that i am greedy. you would want to be respected, also, for the sake of peace and quiet, the community in general. do you think that it is fun to feed me to the wolves? really.
i wish that the vatican would be more aggressive. the church is not perfect, and can always seek to improve, compilations. christ does need an office, or christ should be recognized.
it looks like christ return is every 30 degrees, or 2160 years. has anyone told anyone? what are you studying? what is the curriculum? how is this being taught? what is scripture, as an entire body of work? doesn't seem like they will officially recognize my study work, or the work of others. maybe they don't want to recognize it, for some reason. should it be disheartening? that wasn't or isn't my plan.
i left voice messages with houston channel 2 news investigates, 2 days ago. i called the police, but then got confused about what i would say to them, so i didn't speak to them. it is very frustrating or weird and scary when you think that the police already know about it.
i just want it to be actually verified, substantiated, that people know that there is a problem, even if they think that they can't do anything about it. people shouldn't be able to play dumb.
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5/20/26
it is frustration in general. i've tried so hard to positively empower, wanting to live a normal life after i worked through my initial confusion, 1997 - 2007, being honest friendly, who always wanted to help EVERYONE. instinctual. what else would i have been thinking, since i know that i am in activity with different types of people? i've been childishly weird mocked and stalked by a very few people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, blacks and whites, a mexican, who have personal problems. i don't like the idea of ignorant people thinking that i am an uptight person, or not cheerful, because of this section of this website.
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5/27/26
a few people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who made fools of themselves, are constantly stalking me, childishly stupid mocking me, intentionally irritating me, actually weird scary childish sadism, because they are so afraid that i will look better than they will if they left me alone in peace. they are actually cheesy creepy fans of mine who want my attention in public. they don't even care if people know that they were or are the problem. they just don't want me to look better or more confident than they do because of their insecurity and personal social problems. they are scared. they are embarrassed. they are confused. they don't want me to move on, because they think that they can't move on. they engage in unnecessary weird childish dirty politics, and i didn't sign up for dirty politics. i signed up to try to be a help for everyone. they pretend as if they make me look bad, when they know that they don't. they keep trying to get me to communicate about them in this section of this website, fake, implying that it makes me look so bad, when it doesn't. they like for people to read this, because they don't want people to think that i am more confident than they are. it is important for me to state, anyway. it seems like they hate happy people, and want to drag the community into their obvious misery. i'm really going to try to ignore these evil ugly stalkers, again, and i sincerely want the community to be happy. think of pancakes and bacon on christmas morning.
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5/29/26
message sent to houston police and houston channel 2 investigates.
Sent: Friday, May 29, 2026 10:18 AM
To: CommunityEngagement@houstontx.gov <CommunityEngagement@houstontx.gov>; Investigates@kprc.com <investigates@kprc.com>;
Subject: Community Protection, Emergency
To whom it may concern:
My name is Joshua Evan Mishler. My website address is JoshuaEvanMishler-Pinnacle1.com. Please refer to the 'Important' section of my website.
Unusual to state, but I am Christ at this point in time. This can be confirmed by people who are situated all over the world (144,000), who I am in a constant 24/7 activity with. Apparently Christ occurs every 1/12th of zodiac. I would be very surprised if you had not heard of me, or the situation which involves me. I have been communicating with Houston channel 2 news investigates. I think that they want to try to help me and the community, if possible. I communicated to them that I would contact the police and copy them the message. A few people who I am in constant 24/7 activity with (144,000) are criminal, evil, sadistic, crazy, stalkers, obviously with mental/social problems, and assume that no official office, or no one in general, will every publicly indicate that they know that there is a very serious problem which people are well aware of, as if they are respecting me, or acting as if they want to try to protect me and the community. It is a form of terrorism. Torture. Psychological abuse, publicly, which they want the community to know about. It is much worse and confusing that you could imagine. They are not sophisticated. It is very confusing and sad to think that the police know about the situation, but wouldn't indicate to me and others, if questioned, that they are aware of it, as if they are trying to positively console others. One of the motives of the criminals is to make me and others so sick, that someone will murder me, or force me to commit suicide. I understand that the people who I am in constant 24/7 activity with are burdened/confused by the constant 24/7 activity, but I have a right to life, or a happy life. It is a blatant violation of my soul, and the souls of others. They criminals imply that I have no rights, or no protection under the law. They would also imply that the police or government have no protection or rights.
Confused issue about church and state. I don't want special treatment. I just want to be treated as a U.S. citizen, public person, who needs recognition and protection. I think that if word got around that the police had communicated with me, at least indicating that they are aware of the problem, that this would help. The community needs protection, or a better sense of security, even if it is impossible for the police to be able to stop blatant aggressors. I am trying to create a psychological deterrent to crime. It is very difficult or mostly impossible for me to do this alone. I don't want to feel alone. It is scary. It is scary for other people as well, including innocent children.
Please communicate with me. Please don't ignore me or others who are suffering horribly. The criminals attempt to scare people away from me. Don't be intimidated by their nonsense.
Respectfully.
Josh
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5/30/26
this is not about people's personal religious beliefs, or a choice to believe. this is about reality, matter of fact, that i am real, that it is what it is. i am a human who lives on earth, with other humans. why should anyone imply that because people don't have to worship me, that i shouldn't be recognized and protected, just like i was any other person.
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5/31/26
Sent: Sunday, May 31, 2026 12:11 PM
To: CommunityEngagement@houstontx.gov <CommunityEngagement@houstontx.gov>; Investigates@kprc.com <investigates@kprc.com>
Subject: Re: Community Protection, Emergency
It is a security/health problem for the entire community, not just a personal problem of mine alone. It is obviously the intent of certain people to make the entire world community feel threatened, or harmed. Similar to terrorists who don't care that people know what they are, or what they are doing. I am reasonably certain that this has already been confirmed. Why shouldn't this be addressed? They assume that they will be able to recruit new people if no one actually shows me real respect. Peer pressure. Try to put a stop to it. Be bold. If it is an evidentiary issue, shouldn't the authorities communicate about it or to me anyway, given testimony which I know exists? It seems to me that the police should communicate about it or to me, no matter how unusual it is. I thought that if there was agreement that it is a problem for the entire world community, because of negative gossip, that the authorities would agree to try and help. It is not about worshipping Jesus. It is about an acknowledgment that there is a problem, or potential problem, for the entire world community, because of negative gossip which certain people are obviously wanting to create. It is psychological warfare. Satan is an evil creep. Really. I am in constant 24/7 activity with people situated all over the world, and they communicate to others, and more people communicate to others, etc.
I don't know what to do. I just want peace and quiet. I just wish that it didn't feel so cold and confusing. We are social beings. Are children supposed to think that the police were unwilling to protect Jesus? Why? Am I supposed to be "crucified"? I am not a criminal, and not involved in anything bad at all, verifiable, so I don't think that anyone would want to try to humiliate me or the police with any type of counter aggression.
Hey, at least I tried, right?
Good luck and God bless you.
Josh
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6/1/26
the very few people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who are stalking me, are like the ugly weird creature in lord of the rings who looks at the ring and says "precious". it is really creepy. i am not sure if the story of lord of the rings makes sense, because i didn't understand the movie. they want me all to themselves, not wanting me to have fun with other people, or not wanting other people to have fun with me. they tell blatant lies about me so that they have an excuse to keep involving me in their lives. they are sociopaths.
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6/9/26
copied from 'for your information' section of this website.
i was thinking of what seems to really determine whether people follow God, or christ, as a principle, and that can be simplified as obeying the law. i don't necessarily mean the 10 commandments. i don't mean going to church every week, or not eating pork, or not drinking alcohol. law in the bible, a type of publication, is a principle or type of statutory precedent. my point being that obeying laws (renewing your driver's license, not stealing from store, no rape, no forging signatures, no stalking, etc.) is what actually or practically determines if one is christ like, as a principle. really what determines if whether someone is christ like, fundamentally, or most importantly, is whether they choose to obey the law.
what is important is crime, or if a person's behavior would be considered criminal. i don't necessarily mean the 10 commandments. one argument for law, for and against the validity of the 10 commandments in the bible, is why are there not more legal commandments in the bible, when considering or compared to a common comprehensive penal code at this point in time?
interesting that you can argue against a precedent.
https://legalclarity.org/what-does-precedent-mean-in-law-definition-and-types/
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that above is more of a brainstorm than good argument about anything. i have been in trouble with the law.
difference between religious law and other law, with other law being more understandable. laws don't mean much when they can't be or are not enforced.
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i wish that Pope Leo would initiate a study into how Christ's behavior would actually, probably tend to be different that anything written about him, exactly, or allegorically. incarnation after incarnation. people tried to make sense of it later, after Jesus Christ died, and they did a very good job of it. not perfect, not stating that it could be, but they tried, very interesting work. i wish that there would be a greater teaching of the significance of 'Gematria' (hebrew and greek alphabets, old and new testaments; respectively). it is a story within the story. there can be a type of redundancy when using numbers as a method of interpretation. I was thinking of how is it accepted that Jesus argued with teachings during his time. probably would be time after time, given how it has been or will be documented. he has to figure out what is going on each time. God is in control, because it involves dependency, many influences, at that particular time. i hope that government makes it easy for me next time, if they can. change subject. the bible is not a perfect story which is perfect for everyone, including me, sometimes. christ is here, people write things down, then the community "learns" something, then christ returns, and he has to figure it out all over again, depending on the time of the year. seems like 12 christs per year, zodiac, 25,920 years, so it would be like seasons. astrology. have you ever heard of the expression "down by law"? it is what it is. logic. sometimes i wish that someone would have told me when i was young who i was. he could also agree with teachings. i want to keep a low profile, but church work, or religious work, in general, should be recognized by governments and people. it is a social event. i wish that a good theologian would write about how christ in person would be different than scripture, or a summation. i would like to know all of the statements which christ made, which are not a part of scripture. again, they tried to make sense of it later, after christ was gone, and did a very good job.
focus on keeping Christmas good. cycle of sun. i will try, too.
Pope Leo and i could go into business in Rome, making Chicago style deep dish pizzas. we could have names for the different style pizzas. the 'Garden of Eden'. the 'Joseph of Arimathea'. the 'Nicodemus'. the 'One Forty Four'. the 'A Pie for a Pie'. the 'Salt of the Earth'. the 'By The Skin of Your Teeth'. the 'Doubting Thomas'. the 'Pontius Pilate'. the 'Trust in the Lord With All Your Heart'. the 'King Solomon's Temple'. the "Noose of Judas'. i capitalized so it was easier to read.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Joseph_of_Arimathea
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nicodemus
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6/10/26
(from an old bible school teacher)
It is the Christian belief that Scripture was penned by men who were inspired by God, so there's a belief of infallibility of the Bible. That can get tricky, as someone could point out that men compiled the works believed to make up the Bible. The general response to that is that the Old Testament was in place before Jesus lived and people were directly inspired by God, i.e. had conversations with Him as He was establishing His sovereignty, and then the New Testament was written by people who either had a direct connection to Jesus (Matthew, John, Peter, etc.) or were with someone who had a direct connection and likely dictated his story (Mark and Luke, for example).
The Catholic church is clear that the Bible itself, even though it pretty much matches the Protestant Bible, is not complete and that what they call sacred tradition is just as important. Sacred tradition amounts to sayings made by later popes, centuries after Jesus lived, that the Catholic church considers infallible. So for example, their sacred tradition says that ministers (priests, bishops, etc.) may not marry. That "rule" is not biblical, and in fact it's stated in the Bible that Peter was married. Ironically, the Catholic church claims that Peter was the first pope. That's part of my issue with the Catholic church, and one of the reasons it is its own denomination. If everyone went along with sola scriptura, or belief that the Bible itself is complete and correct, then there would be no denominations other than Christianity.
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6/17/26
In Jewish mysticism and Kabbalah Protection Guide, Gevurah represents divine judgment, boundaries, and severity, and is traditionally associated with the left side of the Tree of Life and the "left eye". While a necessary force, unchecked judgment can manifest as cruelty, leading to the destructive concept of the "Evil Eye" (Ayin HaRa). [1, 2, 3, 4]
The Left Side and Judgment
[1] https://www.jilli.org/2021/08/16/wir-08-16-2021/
[2] https://inner.org/sefirot/sefgevur.htm
[3] https://inner.org/hebleter/ayin.htm
[4] https://www.myjewishlearning.com/article/evil-eye-in-judaism/
[5] https://judaica101.ajudaica.com/kabbalah-protection-guide/
[6] https://www.scribd.com/document/918680781/Meaning-of-the-Hebrew-Gevurah-Google-Docs
[7] http://www.13petals.org/matrixstudy/gevurah/
[8] https://dailyzohar.com/daily-zohar-941/
[9] https://judaica101.ajudaica.com/kabbalah-protection-guide/
[10] https://www.sparknotes.com/philosophy/kabbalah/section6/
[11] https://www.jewishvirtuallibrary.org/ten-sefirot-din-gevurah
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sanhedrin / emphasis on number 72
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i want to try to ignore stalkers. it is very difficult because they indicate that they are actively trying to create division and hate in the community. i am trying to stop it.
the very few people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who stalk me and the community, in general, are socially lame, lacking confidence, wanting people to know that they lack confidence, not wanting people to think that me or other people in general are more confident than they are. their envy/jealousy and childishness is weird and cheesy. they have a problem with people who are more confident than they are, in general. that is why the trouble started back in 2008. get a life.
a very few people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with try to make other people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who don't understand english, think that something is more important or interesting than it is. it is the same stupid, unimportant, irrelevant crap, over and over and over. it is extremely childish and cheesy. it is envy/jealousy about the love or special intimacy which they think that i have from people in different parts of the world who don't understand english. they want to interfere with my peaceful intimacy with people in general, including people who do understand english. i am peaceful because i am innocent. the people stalking us are not innocent. i know that the people who don't understand english have already figured out that what i am stating out loud, in reaction to unnecessary aggression, is not important, and that they are being stalked also. people who are unhappy will sometimes want to make happy people unhappy. it is very childish and selfish. i don't want to make anyone unhappy. i really don't want to keep posting about this. i have done enough of it over the years. i understand that people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with are unusually mentally challenged, and burdened, but it does not give them an excuse to blatantly harm other people emotionally. they don't care enough about themselves. it doesn't matter if i cared about them if they didn't care about themselves.
good luck and God bless you.
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i want to talk to a priest about this. i wish that Pope Leo would make a formal effort for the church to teach more about the significance of Genesis 1:1. Gematria. also, Gematria in general, Hebrew and Greed alphabets. focus about Genesis 1:1 is on Hebrew letters Alef (1/1) and Tav (22/400), 401, 1 plus 400. or it could also be 1 plus 22, 23. Alef Tav is the 4th part or word of the 7 parts or words of Genesis 1:1. Alef Tav (like Alpha Omega) is considered untranslatable or "untranslatable". also, the Hebrew letters Vav (6) Alef (1) Tav (22). the Hebrew letter Vav (6), related to 60, is used as a conjunction, like the english word "and". I suggest that the church begin to gather good study work from the internet. the bible alone should not be the only study material, to be formally considered, or formally taught. the bible alone is vague. the church could create another book, or study work, to go along with the bible. take advantage of the study work available. compile. that work was also generated by God. you could create a book by book analysis, or more simply an analysis of the entire bible. scan over the 'for your information' section of this website for ideas. please don't waste my time or effort. thank you for your consideration. also, specific numbers in different religion cultures illustrate how there are similarities in different religions. the Pope could be responsible for teaching more than just the bible, or more than just one religion. think about coordination, while you can. 'The Osiris Numbers' chapter in Graham Hancock's 'Fingerprints of the Gods' would be helpful. peace.
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6/18/26
i think that an important lesson from this situation for people of different races, is that just because you are black, it doesn't necessarily mean that you should follow a black person, instead of a white person, or a hispanic person, or an asian person. or, just because you are white, it doesn't necessarily mean that you should follow a white person, instead of a black person, or a hispanic person, or an asian person. etc, etc.
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i appreciate honest people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with helping the community, but seriously, who cares anymore? a very few people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who have personal problems, or who created personal problems for themselves, try to wrongfully defame me. there was a reaction to it by honest people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, but seriously, why should people pay attention to what any of them have to communicate about me? it was very important for some time, but not anymore. if people want to get to know me, they can think about this website, or go to church, or study the bible, or come to my home to have a cup of coffee with me. there is some confusion, because i do want people to know that i am here, so that the bible or other types of religious scripture can be validated. it is a social event which should be respected. it looks like it is every month, or 1/12th of the zodiac, which basically means that it is constant.
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6/20/26
https://biblehub.com/topical/b/balancing_law_and_grace.htm
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https://biblehub.com/topical/t/the_law_of_christ.htm
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https://www.gotquestions.org/Ten-Commandments.html
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i first thought that i disagree with the 10 commandments being placed in classrooms in America, but now think that, as a principle about the significance of scripture, that it is ok. basically a type of psychological reinforcement, like Christmas, especially if bible is validated because of me. it is confusing, because i think that the point of the bible is that old testament law corresponds to new testament law. maybe some scripture from the new testament would be better, happier, easier for kids to digest. doesn't seem to make intellectual sense to teach one without the other.
the 10 commandments is related to the decimal system. space/time. so if you want to get into it that way, you could. the bible seems to relate really broad concepts about space/time to us. we are products or our environment.
also, you can deep deeper into 10 commandment study. considered "10 words", with 613 (or 620, 613 + 7) Hebrew letters.
613 = 73
613 = 64
37 x 64 = 2368, with 2368 being Greek Gematria value for "Lord Jesus Christ".
please refer to the 'Judging by Appearances' file in the 'miscellaneous files' section of this website. rest in peace Vernon Jenkins.
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6/21/26
also, and in reference to 37 and 64 above. consider the following.
1234
1 + 2 + 3 + 4 = 10. decimal system. basic system of space/time.
1234
1234 can be evaluated in a similar fashion to 613.
add two digits to left of 1234 with each other, add two digits to right of 1234 with each other.
37
from left, add first and third digits, then second and 4th digits.
46
you can add center two digits of 1234. then add outer two digits of 1234.
55.
i think that it is algebra.
my thought, means and extremes
so the point is that 37 x 64, being 2368, Lord Jesus Christ (greek gematria) above, can also be generated by 1234. i think that Ivan Panin is mentioned in the Vernon Jenkins file, in the 'miscellaneous files' section of this website.
4, related to algebra, quad, relates to golden ratio, pentagonal geometry, 5. eye phi or some website which i already posted. seems like 4 gives rise to 5, i think related to center. center of a spiral? not as important as a good summer BBQ. lol. peace.
AI
In biblical numerology, Hebrew gematria (Old Testament) and Greek gematria/isopsephy (New Testament) share letter-to-number systems. Gematria equates words based on their numerical sums. Theologically, it is often claimed that specific Old and New Testament words share identical sums to reveal deep prophetic connections. [1, 2, 3, 4]
Because both ancient alphabets doubled as numerical systems (Aleph/Alpha = 1, Bet/Beta = 2, etc.), early Christian writers and theologians sometimes found parallels between Hebrew and Greek terms. Several significant, historic gematria equalities bridge the two testaments: [2, 5, 6]
Key Gematria Equalities
While these numerical equivalencies are often explored, the academic consensus is that gematria largely remains an interpretive tool rather than a strict structural rule.
AI responses may include mistakes.
[1] https://medium.com/@remnant-95127/biblical-gematria-its-wonders-269f8ada70ce
[2] https://earlywritings.com/forum/viewtopic.php?t=13594
[3] https://propheticnumbers.com/category/hebrew-greek-gematria
[4] https://www.chabad.org/library/article_cdo/aid/5541252/jewish/What-Is-Gematria.htm
[5] https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gematria
[6] https://ehrmanblog.org/ancient-numerical-interpretations-of-the-bible/
[7] https://medium.com/@remnant-95127/biblical-gematria-its-wonders-269f8ada70ce
[8] https://medium.com/@remnant-95127/biblical-gematria-its-wonders-269f8ada70ce
[9] https://www.bibleodyssey.org/articles/gematria/
[10] https://www.biblestudytools.com/bible-study/topical-studies/what-is-gematria-and-should-christians-use-it.html
[11] https://www.gotquestions.org/gematria.html
[12] https://allaboutgod.quora.com/What-do-you-think-about-Bible-Gemantria-How-do-atheists-explain-it-When-is-a-coincidence-no-longer-a-coincidence
this looked interesting, but i didn't read all of it.
https://rsc.byu.edu/new-testament-history-culture-society/jewish-hermeneutics-new-testament-period
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i wish that i could know if i put a little pressure on people to work on this, and do it quickly, officially. Church. Good luck and God bless you.
All Saints/Souls day. Peace.
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6/22/26
AI
In esoteric numerology and sacred geometry, the number 792 represents the Earth's diameter (7,920 miles) divided by 10. The gematria value 3,168 represents "Lord Jesus Christ" in Greek, and squaring the Earth yields proportional perimeters (31,680 miles) that perfectly connect the planet to Christ's name. [1, 2, 3, 4]
The Sacred Measurements
Would you like to explore:The specific letter-by-letter breakdown of the Greek and Hebrew names?More connections between planetary geometry and biblical numbers?Let me know how you'd like to continue your research.
AI responses may include mistakes.
[1] https://www.scribd.com/doc/75434493/3168-gematria
[2] https://www.facebook.com/groups/SacredGeometry369/posts/3996915260634319/
[3] https://sites.google.com/site/alphagematria/prime-square
[4] https://faithnews.cc/?p=29775
[5] https://www.scirp.org/journal/paperinformation?paperid=141847
[6] https://www.scribd.com/document/227328645/Gematria-How-It-Works
[7] https://www.scribd.com/document/227328645/Gematria-How-It-Works
[8] https://www.scribd.com/document/356113370/Ian-Shanahan-Greek-Fire-An-Introduction-to-Gematria-and-Isopsephia-Within-the-New-Testament
[9] https://medium.com/@remnant-95127/biblical-gematria-its-wonders-269f8ada70ce
[10] https://bible-menorah.jimdofree.com/english/888/
[11] https://www.facebook.com/yhara.rigodon.7/posts/using-greek-letter-numerology-to-calculate-the-value-of-a-word-in-this-case-the-/1512012269772989/
[12] https://www.academia.edu/36671458/Greek_Fire_An_Introduction_to_Gematria_and_Isopsephia_in_the_New_Testament_of_the_Holy_Bible_Revised_Edition_
[13] https://www.biblegematria.com/messiah.html
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6/23/26
it would be great if i knew that the church was officially working on something. study material. take advantage of study material, and positive aspect of age of aquarius. work with governments, too. church needs to be aggressive. don't rely on me to do everything. peace.
https://www.biblegematria.com/messiah.html
also, look at different articles, located at top of link directly above.
for example:
https://www.biblegematria.com/number-216.html
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7/8/26
i stated that i want to ignore stalkers. not surprising that i am starting to have a meltdown again.
a very few people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with intentionally want to be thought of as cheesy childish tattletales, when there is absolute no tale to tattle. a very few girls mostly. i don't mean this as a way of insulting girls or complaining, but as wanting to cause the the few who are being blatantly stupid to wake up, and encourage them, or to try to cause them to act like mature leaders. they are blatant and childish about informing the community that they don't want me to have love or friends in my life because they themselves have a personal social or love problem. it is extremely childish and irritating. they obstruct so much that it is abusive and weird, extremely childish, kind of like they are constantly slinging their underwear at me, so that i can't think of work, or good people in my life, or something which they think would make me more popular. i mean stupid annoying feminism crap, not anything sexual. again, it has been or is a very few girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who have a personal social or love problem, not the entire female community.
it is a few girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who want to be thought of as my wives or girlfriends, who know that i don't like them, and who know that i have a good reason to not like them. weak. desperate. possessive. they try to use me. get a life. quit involving my in your lives, or your stupid childish gossip, or your problems with other guys.
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7/9/26
along with the very few girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who blatant stupid childish wanted to create shit on the internet, it is a single black guy who pretends like black girls or all girls think of him as casanova. he is a fake weird wimpy creepy childish black dork. really, alpha draconis or something. look at my study material. the real reason he is being unnecessarily aggressive is because he thinks that girls don't or wouldn't like him, extremely childish, embarrassed, admitting it, with him being a sleazy dork about it. he is like a homeless crazy bum. not sophisticated at all. not intelligent at all. doesn't care about black children. doesn't care about black people or himself at all. he engages in constant weird creepy childish self destructive behavior. he intentionally wants to be thought of as a childish weak bum black man stereotype, who demands that black women take care of him, wanting to degrade black women, just like he also degrades himself. he doesn't represent all black people, not at all, and he also isn't a reason to unnecessarily discriminate against blacks. i have already referred to him in the upper part of this section of this website.
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7/10/26
a very few black people, mostly girls are embarrassed, and they try to fool people into thinking that they are not embarrassed by wanting to be known continuing to intentionally cause unnecessary problems. they are fake. they are nervous. they are childish. they imply that a double standard exists in america, or that people have to respect them even if they are so unbelievably disrespectful. they are trying to create the impression that i started trouble, when i didn't. the mexican girl is also embarrassed. she thinks that she is an embarrassment for mexicans, but is greedy and fake and wants to be thought of as a mexican star. their aggression all day long every day is really sleazy and ugly. they are sadistic. they want to be thought of as sleazy and ugly. they want to harm innocent happy people emotionally because they have motive and opportunity. they admit to being envious and jealous. i worked for my confidence and it makes them sour.
black girls will pretend as if this communication makes me look bad. it doesn't make me look bad. it also doesn't mean that black girls are superior, or that they have leverage over everyone. they intentionally try to get me to say negative things about them on the internet, not caring at all about themselves or other black people, or black children. they are really ungrateful. it is like i invited them to a thanksgiving dinner a long time ago, figurative, and then they said something really ghetto unintelligent ugly back to me just to try to embarrass or humiliate a special happy white boy, publicly. they lack confidence, especially after i tried to give them confidence, and empower everyone. they can't do the work. they don't try to do the work.
black girls are obviously involved in stupid childish obnoxious paparazzi shit on the internet or with their phones. they want people to know that they are. they are dumb. they gang stalk/harass me. i think that it is dark web crap. they are very boring unattractive unintelligent creatures, who tell people that they want a unique white boy to entertain them, or to make them feel special. weak desperate female crap. they want people to think that they are more interesting or attractive than they are, wanting people to think that i am involved with them. they are actively trying to create division within black people, trying to work other black people to do something for them, or to try to force black people to like them and not like me, constantly stalking me and irritating me, lying, blatantly cheesy fake childish trying to fabricate shit about me, wanting people to think that they have a reason to, stupid fake lying about me and money and my heart, wanting to get fake childish unintelligent insecure black girls to group together. they pretend as if they think that people believe them. they think that they made it look like they have the bad hearts, and they did, because they didn't care if they did. again, they don't care about their image. they want people to feel threatened by them. they are dangerous, wanting people to know that they are playing ugly games with computers and phones, and that they work in different places with access to information. they are boasting about it, like dumb criminals. they have a bad image because they don't care about their image. they put pressure on blacks to degrade themselves, to be fake, and to not care about their image or to be real in life. i don't like mean dishonest people, including some white people, also.
i am communicating this with the hope that the community really realize what is happening, along with other testimony which i assume exists, and realize that the community is better than that, and to not engage in that same type of behavior themselves.
i am not a weak man.
i wish that there was a way that an authoritative body could put out a message about respect. i have thought about the police, the church, the NAACP.
these people actually have the audacity to imply that their known blatant ugliness for 18 years doesn't matter, smug, ugly evil, childish, because there is no law about this situation, or because they think that no one will or can ever publicly act like they love me or care about me.
it makes me think of king Herod in the bible, who wants to kill all of the innocent children, or innocence and happiness, in general. i don't know very much about the bible.
i am concerned that a division in society will occur in the future if the government or church does not officially publicly acknowledge that they are aware of me and his situation. maybe someone is planning on doing it after i die. has there been any dialogue about this? don't you think that i should be involved, since i am the one with the experience? who is in charge? is there any pressure on anyone to act? it means that people can play evil games later on (or now) if they want to, unnecessarily secretively politicizing me one way or another. maybe different subject, i think that government would consider information about me as classified information in military. i mean, i think that it has already been this way for a long time already. apparently it is about who's turf it is.
don't forget to work with the people. people work better when they are happier. system is more important that one single part.
diversification of a portfolio?
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maybe if the police respectfully informed me that they know that there is a problem, that i would shut up about it. are the police really so afraid to speak with me "in front of others"? this website doesn't mean that i am socializing with anyone, or that i can communicate about a very serious problem with anyone. why can't or shouldn't i be treated like any other u.s. citizen, who has a legitimate public security concern, who is at the center of it? i would like to find out if the police know if other people have complained. why shouldn't i know if other people have complained? why shouldn't the public know if more than more person is complaining, from an official source? why shouldn't people know that i know that the police know that there is a legitimate public security concern, and that more than one person is complaining, since i am at the center of it? you wouldn't want to be me sometimes. it is weird and seems very cruel. very cold. how could that be good for kids who will be future leaders?
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i don't have any more space in the 'for your information' section of this website. it reached its max. i am trying to create a new 'for your information' section, to be placed directly under the existing 'for your information' section, but don't understand new website software. i would have probably placed number information above in the 'for your information' section.
for soldiers who are squared away.
i wish that the basic training brainwashing would have never worn off.
drill sergeants Cole (low intensity), Merrill (high intensity) and Fountain (middle intensity).
square perimeter of great pyramid = 3024 feet. that is 756 feet per side.
square perimeter of planet earth (4 diameters placed around sphere) = 3168 miles. that is 792 miles per diameter.
3168 - 3024 = 144
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what about a blockbuster screenplay written by some young geek out there, entitled:
"What the F is One Forty Four?"
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i had so much fun in the Army. i loved doing double time in formation while sounding off.
Rocka, Rocka, Rock, Rock Steady. Roll A, Roll A, Roll, Roll Ready... i am surprised they didn't bring me home in a body bag, going out so much at night. a KATUSA (Korean Augmentee To United States Army) korean solider who worked with USA soldiers taught me how to say "Dang Shin Um, May Woo, A Rum Dab Sim Mi Dah. (or something like that). it means "I think that you are very beautiful". experiences... like in Itaewon, Seoul, Korea.
i think that i would have done good for fellow soldiers if in the infantry or something in the field all of the time. it takes time to adapt. soldier lessons. i was first trained as a helicopter mechanic. i sort of wish that i would have stayed with helicopters. i got into administration for my second specialized school.
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some black girls are so afraid because they think that there is evidence that a white person is superior. i had no problem with 50% - 50%, but since THEY think that they are inferior, they want to be thought of as superior, which just makes my job easier, because they are classic Satan. they have made it all about their blatant insecurity for 18 years. they have an attitude problem. i wouldn't be doing my job if i didn't say so. i have had problems with white people, also, but black girls are the biggest group of criminal behavior regarding me and this situation. they lie to young black girls, like they are secretly trying to form some kind of army of crap (tech) in america. really. they boast about it. they intentionally want to teach hate. i am so proud of my unique experiences with black folk in my past, male solders, girls, and a few black people want other black people to hate me because of it, and other good qualities about me, because they think that i am more liked by intelligent blacks than they are, or than they would be.
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the real truth is that people should pay more attention to the top information at the top of this section of this website. the black man and mexican girl, who both acquired my vision in their left eye at different points in time, are psychopaths. they would be considered "negative aliens". they are absolutely sadistic and criminally insane, NOT SOPHISTICATED, extremely childish. the black guy makes me thinking of watching the movie 'The Exorcist', watching a young weird black boy with a big afro be ugly and weird and puke up green shit. the mexican girl more like the girl who you see in the actual movie. that is not an overstatement. it is scary and really really irritating, constantly, but also fascinating to have a better understanding of good versus evil. i am not crazy. they are pure evil, along with some of the 144,000. most of them are not causing problems for us. the people who have problems are the people who STUPIDLY gossiped. nothing wrong with gossip, as long as it is not stupid, or blatantly stupid.
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7/12/26
the black man and a some of the black girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with imply that they can do anything they want to, or say anything that they want to say, as long as they have something to lie about. so does the mexican girl. that is why they intentionally want people to know that they are acting aggressively so much, cheesy attempts to fabricate absolute crap. again, they want to teach hate, and also that they are different. really unintelligent. they don't care about being friendly, even with friendly white people. intelligent loving people don't understand it, because it is so unintelligent and mean.
the truth is that i am hated by a some because i am happier (more attractive) than the people who hate. it wasn't because i did anything wrong. the people who hate have very childish weak minds. they boast about being childish and weak. the few people who want the community to know that they are being constantly ugly childish aggressive don't want people to think that i am happy, always implying that they have "something" to lie about.
the very few black people who want people to know that they are intentionally constantly causing problems are like black people holding a gun to other black people, or to whoever, with an attitude like "ah nah, you ain't gonna act like you like whitey" or "ah nah, you ain't gonna do no jesus thing". they are black people who want other black people or whoever to feel threatened by them. they are like the blacks who captured blacks and sold them into slavery. criminal attitude. they mess with me so bad so much, just like the mexican girl does, with them working together, in order to try to not give the community an opportunity to like me. again, it is fascinating to see how weak dishonest people want to politicize me.
if anyone wants to accuse me of not having love in me, that is ridiculous. i am being mocked by weird uncivil childish creeps.
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7/17/28
a very few people are trying to get me to sound angry, or fake, or crazy in this section of this website. they intentionally make me physically and emotionally sick so that i can't function. they try to give me so much stupid shit to think about so that i won't be popular. i have the good witnesses. they don't have the good witnesses. this has been going on for years, and has compounded. it is weird and satanic. extremely stupid. they are socially lame. satan is a weird creepy dork. i am working with houston channel 2 (KPRC) news and the police about a recent issue involving my step father, R. Koenig and his prostate cancer diagnosis very recently, 2 weeks ago. it is related to black females intentionally wanting the public to know that in 2011 at Cypress Creek care facility they infected my blood, after i aggressively joked a few days before they did it, trying to ward off any aggression about a dirty needle, i think intended to target my digestive system, eventually causing me to need to have my colon resectioned. they seem to be trying to get me to put old information on my website, so that they can try to trick ignorant people into thinking that it is something recent or interesting, or so that they can imply that they have the ability to fabricate shit which really no one but stupid evil isolated socially lame black girls communicate about. they have been wasting their time for years, insecure, with a weird inferiority complex, obviously stupidly gossiping about me.
loving caring people who don't have any problems like i do underestimate how evil envious people can act.
bad things happen to good people.
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a main reason that a few people want to childishly stalk, humiliate, harass me is because i did good study work, and because i am paying the grocery store company where i stole food (from 2002 to 2006) back in person, store manager, $20 cash per month or every 4 to 6 weeks. i was addicted to meth amphetamine for 10 years. i was sad and it gave me hope, lots of energy to study. not anymore. i didn't care if people knew that i was doing it because i thought that my job was so important. after a while i was confused about whether it was right and wrong. when i quit i definitely knew that it was wrong.
some of these minority people who don't love themselves, not all of them, would shit all over abraham lincoln if they could, because they thought that he was more interesting, loved than they were.
they think that they can't create, so they just want to destroy. they are classic satan.
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7/17/26
my step father, R. Koenig, was diagnosed just recently about 6 weeks ago with the least worrisome non aggressive prostate cancer that an 85 year old man could think of. we live in houston, texas. it was a very new diagnosis, not at all in an advanced stage of development. people who i am in constant 24/7 activity would have known that he was diagnosed with this specific type of prostate cancer, what his name is, where he lives, where he would probably seek cancer treatment, etc. i think it highly suspicious that the cancer is now very quick attacking his bone, given other testimony which i know exists about my situation, about the past 18 years. why wouldn't i have a concern? if someone introduced foreign cancer cells to my step dad, they could have thought that people would think that it was prostate cancer, without any type of specifics, and that ignorant people would think that prostate cancer commonly spreads to the bone. the cancer seems to have spread to the bone extremely unusually fast, like someone thought that they could get away with doing something malicious. black girls over the last 18 years like to boast about wanting to harm me or people around me, wanting to imply that they can get away with it. like taking my mail, like infecting my blood, wanting to boast about it, implying that no one can prove it either. it is a combination of factors which makes it suspicious.
do not aggressive prostate cancer spread to bone in humans?
AI summary
Yes, even "not aggressive" (low-grade or slow-growing) prostate cancer can theoretically spread, or metastasize, to the bone, though it is highly uncommon compared to aggressive forms of the disease. [1, 2]
Prostate cancer cells have a biological affinity for bone tissue. When the disease does spread, the bones (especially the spine, pelvis, and ribs) are the most common initial sites of metastasis. This happens because cancer cells can escape the primary tumor, travel through the bloodstream or lymphatic system, and settle into the bone marrow where they find an environment that allows them to thrive. [1, 2, 3, 4, 5]
For more details on how prostate cancer behaves and the diagnostic tools used to monitor it, you can consult the American Cancer Society or ZERO Cancer. [6, 7, 8]
If you are asking about a specific case, it would be helpful to know:What was the Gleason score or prostate cancer stage at diagnosis?Are there currently any symptoms such as new bone pain or stiffness?Knowing this can help clarify the level of risk and how closely the cancer is being monitored.
AI responses may include mistakes.
[1] https://www.roswellpark.org/cancertalk/202211/where-does-prostate-cancer-spread
[2] https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=014O4F971u0
[3] https://zerocancer.org/stages-and-grades/metastatic-prostate-cancer
[4] https://www.cancer.org/cancer/types/prostate-cancer/treating/treating-pain.html
[5] https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T87n5aFqlbw&vl=en
[6] https://www.pfizer.com/disease-and-conditions/prostate-cancer
[7] https://prostatecancerleague.org/prostate-cancer/
[8] https://zerocancer.org/educational-materials/advanced-prostate-cancer-one-pager-pdf
could a nurse break the law and introduce cancer cells into a patient?
AI summary
Yes, a nurse could break the law by introducing cancer cells into a patient without informed consent. This action would violate ethical standards and legal regulations governing medical practice.
Legal and Ethical Implications
Yes, a nurse could break the law by injecting a patient with prostate cancer, depending on the circumstances. While legally administering medication is a fundamental part of a nurse's role, an injection can become illegal or constitute malpractice in several specific situations. [1, 2, 3, 4, 5]
The following scenarios are common examples of when an injection crosses the line into a legal violation:
If you are asking about a specific type of injection or legal jurisdiction, please provide:The state or location where the treatment occurredThe role of the nurse (e.g., RN, LPN, or Nurse Practitioner)I can help you understand the specific legal boundaries.
AI responses may include mistakes.
[1] https://www.rivasgoldstein.com/blog/2021/01/can-a-nurse-face-criminal-charges-for-a-medical-mistake/
[2] https://allnurses.com/injections-who-can-give-texas-t1800/
[3] https://resources.healthgrades.com/right-care/patient-advocate/treatments-a-nurse-practitioner-can-provide
[4] https://www.defranciscolaw.com/medication-errors-overdoses.html
[5] https://www.fifthavenueagency.com/nurse-be-sued-for-medical-malpractice-2/
[6] https://boundslawgroup.com/firm-news/unapproved-treatments-without-consent-can-you-file-a-lawsuit/
[7] https://www.facebook.com/groups/3750860935173809/posts/4163086750617890/
[8] https://nursing.wa.gov/faq/can-registered-nurse-perform-bladder-instillation-therapy
[9] https://nursing.wa.gov/faq/can-licensed-practical-nurse-give-antineoplastic-drugs-including-administration-bladder-installation
[10] https://www.ons.org/publications-research/voice/news-views/11-2018/which-rn-competent-chemotherapy-administration
[11] https://www.law.cornell.edu/regulations/alaska/12-AAC-44.966
[12] https://psnet.ahrq.gov/web-mm/chemotherapy-administration-safety-standards
[13] https://www.nextech.com/blog/who-can-perform-injectable-neuromodulators-and-derm-fillers
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7/18/26
black girls pretend as if all of this crap in this section of this website makes me look bad. it doesn't. it makes them look bad. they fuck with me so much all of the time, obviously wanting to make me nervous and feel threatened, trying to be sneaky about it, desperately trying to make me look crazy so that they think that they can cover up their evil sadistic past shit. they want to trash my website, trying to make it seem as if something is more interesting than it is, or to try to make it seem as if they are more interesting than they are. they are trying to trick me or confuse me into putting honest information which i recently removed from my website, which i have already mentioned, back on my website in order to try to make it seem like i was hiding or lying about something. it is ridiculous. the beauty of this situation is that everybody has the same information about me. it seems they have been lying to so many people for so long that it seems like they are past the point of no return. they are really dangerous. really bad thing for america. they have formed a criminal organization since 2008 but it isn't sophisticated.
they try to get me to put negative things about black girls or a mexican on my website, to try to make ignorant people think that i am a mean person, or to try to get blacks and mexicans to like them more than me, or to group together acting like they hate white people. i am not trying to start a racial problem. they are trying to make it look like i started it because they have been caught starting crap back in 2008.
black girls are so unbelievably fake and cruel, along with the black man and mexican girl who i refer to in the upper part of this section of this website, sadistic, childish, nervous, angry, ugly racists, constantly trying to fabricate shit about me, white supremacy and money. they want to mock, make fun of, humiliate, toy with an honest sweet white guy who THEY THINK is more attractive than they are, who they actually like, obsessed with the details of my life. they are unhappy, so they don't want me or anyone else to be happy. they have made absolute fools of themselves.
they keep pretending as if my good determined work in this section of this website makes me look bad, or fake, mean. it doesn't at all. they are fake. they want me and other good people to feel threatened by them, constantly, trying to make good people look bad, or fake, or mean. that is why we have communicated so much, because we feel threatened. my work in this section of this website makes it obvious along with other testimony that other people are a very serious problem for the entire community, and that i am trying to protect the community, and that my internet work, including having my own website for the last 5 years has already protected the community. i am sure that government and church is appreciative. god bless you.
weird childish creepy evil people stalk famous people. my situation is very bad because i lack privacy and because people can get to me and others. they want to try to humiliate me publicly, and it is mostly black girls who are doing this, because they gave themselves a bad reputation. they can't keep up with someone like an honest humble solider, so they try to humiliate him or make it seem like no one should follow him. they don't even care if people know that they are fake and mean. they just don't want people to think that i look or feel better than they do.
these black girls have no honest leadership, no honest ambition. they promote being childish, cruel, obnoxious, fake and thug, criminal. they have given themselves a bad image, whether they like people communicating about it or not. they didn't care about themselves or their image or other people.
the reason that they blatantly lie about me, money and white supremacy is because they think that i have more spirit than they do, and they want an excuse to obstruct my happiness. my problems started because i was innocent and happy, peaceful, publicly, not because i was guilty and angry publicly. they are weird creepy stalkers who want to make people unhappy because they are unhappy. basic psychology. law enforcement or happy public people understand what i am communicating about. it is a blatant weird negro attack on my innocent happy peaceful soul because they got themselves into trouble gossiping and lying about me. it is scary, like they don't have a soul. i am not in any social trouble for calling you out on your stupid shit negro.
a shot out to black people who might be a little thug, but who have class. i mean this respectfully. these black girls are trying to start up a stupid childish pointless nationwide gang which will harm black people. i never wanted to harm black people at all, and i know that there is absolutely no debate about it. i wanted to share with them, and build them up. this was already known a very long time ago. these evil black girls know this and still don't care about people knowing that they blatantly lie. they just don't want me to look better than they do, publicly. they have an identity problem. they make it all about their insecurity. they stupidly stupidly stupidly imply in a way which no one would believe that they are superior, doing it because they have an inferiority complex. satan had an inferiority complex. weird dishonest jealous angry creature. satan didn't want me or anyone else to be happy. it is a very basic psychology issue, when unhappy people like to make happy people unhappy. i am trying to get evil unhappy people to wake up, grow up, get a fucking life, and leave us alone, so that everyone can be happy. do you get it?
these black girls think that they can get away with blatantly obstructing my thoughts and feelings, as long as they have something to try to stupidly fabricate and lie about. they just don't want me to look better than they do, because they made themselves look so unbelievably bad, envious anti social haters. they seem to be intimidated by honest happy motivated white people. they also seem to have a problem with information on the internet.
they try to involve all black girls or everyone in their social problem, which they created for themselves, starting in 2008. they are like how children act when they know that they have been caught doing something wrong, pretending as if they are so good at deceiving the parents, so childish, so dishonest, so ashamed.
i think that they did infect my step father with more cancer cells, and part of the reason that they did it is because i have been saving a little money, and they know that i communicated about saving money, saving my non service connected disability VA pension, for one purpose to construct a nice tomb stone being buried next to my step father (dad) and mother at Black Jack Springs cemetery outside of La Grange, Texas. his last name is Koenig, which means king in german. black girls obsess about my innocence wanting to harm me or make me look bad, desperately trying to get fake embarrassed black people to join together. my dad's name is actually Konig, with the two dots (umlaut) over the letter O. my last name is Mishler, which is also german. i had just spoken with my real father about saving money every month. black girls could get into his mail or personal business too, right? these black girls don't want people to understand the context of what has happened over the last 28 years, since 1997, and that people really do understand that i am innocent. i am knowingly a honest friendly determined white boy who was betrayed by people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who obviously stupidly gossip, who have social problems, who don't like themselves, who are childish, or who think that other people won't like them compared to me, and who try to spread their social problems to other people. their aggression means that they are obviously not content, that they are obviously not happy, that they are obviously fake, that they obviously have a lame social life. like black terrorists in america. i had spoken out loud about the thought or fear of my grave site with monument being vandalized, along with my parents' grave sites, and i think that it gave black girls an idea. just like they wanted people to know that they are childish and spiteful when they intentionally infected my blood at Cypress Creek care facility in 2011. they imply that a double standard exists in america, and that black people have rights when no one else does.
i am not a terrorist, although i do have great respect for Islam, peace by upon Him. i don't understand Muhammad and Christ, or maybe Mahdi and hidden Imam. it was so unbelievably cool to cry at the prayer call. i am not an expert, but i know that 114 is significant, # of Surahs in the Koran. or the 19th chapter of the Koran? i have some study work done in the 'for your information' section of this website. that was a different subject. it is ironic that there is so much tension in the Mid East. it was something about the truth of Jesus which became politicized or territorial, then eventually really because of money, or who had control. i am very happy that the church has done so much work, but don't get complacent, or selfish, or disoriented, because you are thinking that you are already so cool. be aggressive like it was life or death. Pope Leo could try to form a union of all religions, because numbers or concepts in different parts of the world relate. refer to book Fingerprints of the Gods, by Graham Hancock. also, megalithic structures. the past is the future.
i have been capitalizing letters to make it more easy to read.
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7/18/26
Early-stage, non-aggressive prostate cancer cells lack the genetic mutations required to survive outside the prostate. Because they haven't acquired the ability to break through the prostate capsule or enter the bloodstream, they remain confined to the gland and do not pose a risk of bone metastasis. [1, 2, 3, 4, 5]
Metastasis is a complex, multi-step process. For prostate cancer to reach the bones, the tumor cells must undergo several biological changes:
You can review the American Cancer Society's guide on Treating Prostate Cancer Spread to Bones for more information on how advanced stages behave.
If you are interested, we can discuss:How Gleason scores help determine cancer aggressivenessThe specific biomarkers and receptors that allow advanced prostate cancer to thrive in bonesThe role of the bone microenvironment in attracting prostate cancer cellsLet me know which of these you'd like to explore!
AI responses may include mistakes.
[1] https://www.roswellpark.org/cancertalk/202211/where-does-prostate-cancer-spread
[2] https://www.ucsfhealth.org/care/conditions/prostate-cancer-localized
[3] https://www.medicinenet.com/how_quickly_does_prostate_cancer_spread/article.htm
[4] https://durwardblack.com/prostate-health/
[5] https://sperlingprostatecenter.com/extracapsular-extension-and-treatment-decisions/
[6] https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T87n5aFqlbw&vl=en
[7] https://www.jamesvito.com/blog/2025/6/3/prostate-cancer-with-bone-metastases-answers-to-your-questions/
[8] https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC3082284/
[9] https://www.thefocaltherapyclinic.co.uk/living-with-prostate-cancer/where-does-prostate-cancer-spread-to/
[10] https://www.cancer.gov/news-events/cancer-currents-blog/2022/prostate-cancer-active-surveillance-increasing
[11] https://drsumansahoourologist.in/why-does-prostate-cancer-act-differently-in-every-man/
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my step father was a really cool blessing for the entire world. so was my mother, who he married.
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7/19/26
about some or many black females again, it is a criminal organization which formed or gained momentum because they are low class, boasting about being low class, wanting to mock, humiliate, make fun of a motivated honest friendly white christ. they want people to communicate electronically (good and bad people) about what these black girls are intentionally doing, mean, fake, threatening, criminal, blatant, using me and other 144,000 as a form of media, like they childishly want people thinking that they are into childish propaganda, trying to recruit new black girls, trying to force them into crime, trying to make them think that it is interesting, involving phones, computers, and that it involves different people who work in different places. boring unintelligent lazy black girls who want to get into other people's business, they are socially lame. i think that it will be much more evident in 20 or 50 years. they will probably act ugly just to spite people. that's ok, it just makes my job easier. it is ironic that i would knowingly only want to love black people, help them, grow with them, share with and empower them, to be weird very painful betrayed by evil selfish mean blacks. they get jealous because i have something good to share while they don't.
it is very important for people to know that i know that it is very important for me to stay cool on the internet. it can involve international law, which is fascinating. combination of 1 and 2. a few people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with are gang staking me and the 144,000, very nervous, very evil, very ugly. they are miserable creatures, i think related to Nephilim or something in the Book of Enoch. something about Luciferian rebellion. Lucifer was good but then became Satan. i think that 200 can be reduced to 144,000. just thinking now, 144,000, divided by 200 = 720, which is # of minutes in one day. i am pyramid geek. sometimes in the past i would be a cheese wizz, thinking that i knew more about something than i did. i already joked about it before more than once. i was motivated by supernatural experiences and my own 1,296,000, or 50 x 25,920.
why don't these black girls who like to play dumb go to a priest and confess? you gossip too much, and you know that you do, and you stupidly pretend as if you have pride. i don't like fake shit. i am not fake. i am definitely not stating that you shouldn't have pride. it is really horrible sickening saddening to think of a few girls (not all all humble) who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who gang up on me, who are weak, dishonest, boring, greedy, disrespectful, cruel, socially lame, starting with paris hilton. she is a lazy creep who should have just gone to jail like she was supposed to have. she intended to create a problem for me and everyone else, real ugly stupidly cheese wanting to take responsibility for it. she wants people to think that she thinks it is funny, because she likes to remind people that she is so rich that she doesn't have to care, like some kind of childish creepy psychological fake marketing propaganda about the hilton family and hilton hotels. they are losers, and paris is the leader. she really wanted to boast about being the leader of losers, especially weak fake cruel white girls, but it turned out to be weak fake cruel blacks girls, with hilton implying or actually demanding that everybody better be as stupid or uncaring as she is, or else.
i had wanted to state above that people knew that i wanted to keep cool on the internet.
it is important for me to state that the black guy who i think lives on usa east coast (new jersey?) and mexican girl who i definitely know used to, probably still does, live in houston texas, are trying to force people into crime. really. they want to be thought of as criminal stereo types, very childish like characters in a movie because they are disabled and don't care about honest work, stupidly pretending as if they are cool or more interesting than they are. they are really boring and don't have a life or friends. like problem adolescents. they work with the black girls who want people to know that they are being blatantly ugly. 18 years of this. paris hilton wanted to intentionally be thought of as the leader of dumb fake shit in america, or the world, wanting to make an ugly paris joke about it, but it didn't work. she is evil. criminally insane. her "socialite" whatever is propaganda. she is childish and socially lame. i have been around the block or street since i was 12 years old.
extremely painful experience with childish sadistic girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who really act like they think that girls are not supposed to care about building or caring about the community makes me sometimes wish that i could live in saudia arabia, with 50 happy friendly wives (girlfriends). something good and something good. i have been to religious ceremonies in both buddhism and islam which separate men from women, or women from men, respectfully. it is considered a social norm.
deleting old information from this section of this website seems to have created a vacuum. i was concerned that it would, even having stated previously on this website that i was afraid that it would create a vacuum. i can let other people, including really cool spiritual black people, do the work for me, evil negros. i mean, if you choose to be an evil negro. don't try to play the victim, implying that a double standard exists in america. you are disgusting fake and lazy. i am a famous positive person, even though they try to make me look negative, and it is really understandable that weird creeps would stalk me, given this unique public situation. positive note. positive people. from a statistical or world population percentage perspective, this situation has really not been problematic. the problem is people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who are disabled, who got into crime or evil selfish social games. it is like they don't have a soul. it is scary. really. like having been kidnapped and constantly abused. cool loving honest people don't get it, unless you have been exposed to creeps or crime like i have. it has been going on for a very long time, and i am tired and not thinking very clearly most of the time. that is the criminals' intent.
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7/20/26
the information below is old, and i can put what i took down off of my website right back on my website. i don't need to put it back on my website because it is very old very unimportant information which everyone, not just black females, already had.
in 2008 some unintelligent ugly fake evil sadistic childish black women, who wanted everyone to know that she was a person who i was in constant 24/7 activity with; attacked me at a grocery store, blatantly lying about me and money, not caring if people knew that she was lying, trying to force people to be fake about me and money, who was intentionally wanting to complicate my relationships with everyone, so i called her a name. she was cruel and weird. totally normal to call someone a name, for stress relief. she wanted to try to humiliate me, publicly, but i had done nothing wrong, so i wanted to humiliate her, publicly, because she had done something wrong. i had and have no problem with people knowing that i called her a name, because everyone already knew that i was honest and sweet, and that i cared about black people. black women got embarrassed even though i immediately apologized to innocent black girls if they got hurt, and instead the black women for 18 years already did the unintelligent fake embarrassed cruel negro peer pressure thing, blatantly lying about me, money and white supremacy. they have a motive to lie about me, to try to cover up the horrible act of the black woman at the grocery store, and their embarrassment, implying that i am ugly and that they are not. i am not lying about anything, and i also don't have a motive to lie. they are so ungrateful. it seems like they want to harm me and people around me because they are jealous/envious. now years later they are admitting to being ugly and disrespectful to begin with. you can't call a black woman name, especially if they deserve it, right? they are embarrassed and very very mean. me calling her a name doesn't mean that i am a mean white person, it means that i am a confident innocent white person who didn't and doesn't have anything to hide, who isn't going to take any fake cheesy cruel shit from black females. i already knew that people knew that i was innocent, so i had and have no problem having stated something IN DEFENSE.
paris hilton intended to create a bunch of confused shit on the internet, greedy, cruel, childish, and that is exactly what happened. she wanted to try to make herself seem more important and more interesting than she is. she tried to create an impression that i was a fan of hers, or that i liked her when i really didn't. i was just neutral, just wanting to feel good about having been kind to someone who i thought was in trouble, when it was on TV that she went going to jail. she intended to create a social problem for me, knowing that i lack privacy, thinking that it would be amusing for her and her sister and mother who she obviously stupidly gossips with. she is not a cool interesting social person. that is just what the media wants people to think. she wanted to cause people to judge me in a negative way, especially girls, wanting them to act aggressively toward me, knowing that i lack privacy, and that is exactly what happened. hilton is an uncaring socially lame boring childish person who pretends as if she thinks that she is so much. it is really obvious that she intended to create a problem if you understand the context.
black girls are probably making sick creepy jokes amongst themselves, knowing that i will try to explain why they are doing what they are doing, trying to get me to put old unimportant information back on my website, not wanting me to move on like i had stated that i wanted to do, wanting to ignore stalkers. i am being gang stalked really bad every day, i think now they are involving my girlfriend, shelly. they are trying to get me to explain what is going on, knowing that i am a friendly honest person, knowing that i will try to protect the community, in order to try and make it seem like something on my website is important, and that they have dirt on me, stupidly trying to make it seem as if they are more interesting or important than they are. they are into cheesy unintelligent ghetto crime. they are trying to force black girls into crime, along with the black man who has my vision in his left eye, and the mexican girl who has my vision in her left eye. really. i really know what i am communicating about.
it has always been 4 problems. paris hilton, black girls (starting with the one at the grocery store in 2008), black guy who has my vision in his left eye, mexican girl who has my vision in her left eye. they all evil, wanting to use each other, all of them in social trouble. they gang up on us. paris tries to play it off with her family and friends like she is not a part of the problem, and is "so cool and socialite", but she actually really wanted to be the leader of the problem or leader of mean fake people. hilton intended to cause a social problem for me, but she didn't know that it would get as bad as it has gotten, so then she tries to play innocent when she isn't at all. she is evil. she did it with malice, really obviously, not caring if people knew but also implying that she had alibi, making a sick childish ugly paris hilton joke about it. some of the 144,000 are really bad people. she is a cheesy creepy stalker who wanted to boast about it. creepy feminine childish sadistic shit. like an unintelligent unattractive dominatrix who pretends like she is attractive when she isn't. the hiltons are selfish childish irresponsible really uncaring dorks, and paris is the leader.
i want to keep cool, but i wrote some good stuff down when i was camping with shelly a few days ago. evil people were/are trying to make me sick on the internet, wanting me to seem fake, mean, crazy, before i put the following information down, to try to have me be discredited. they might as well face it, that i am more popular than they are, and that people are allowed to act like they care about or love me if they want to. they are really so weird jealous/envious because i have something to share which they don't.
stalking me even more, gang stalking, since i stated that i wanted to ignore stalkers above in this section of this website, with them thinking that people think that they are already cheesy and guilty for a very long time being stalkers, or socially lame, with them trying to make it look like i am fake, mean, crazy, and that i have no right to think people are stalking me, even when they obviously are, or that i have no right to act like i dislike black women, publicly. they intentionally wanted to be thought of as an ugly stereotype, peer pressure, and now childishly pretend as if they are covering it up by doing it even more. really scary and weird. they pretend as if they make me look bad. they pretend as if they think that i look bad, in general. no. i don't look bad. i am very proud of what people know about me. they don't want me to rest or to able to work or function well. actually black girls are just admitting to being dumb from the start, an intimidation tactic, implying that they can get away with it, or that they are superior no matter what, really because they are embarrassed. they are obviously becoming more and more sloppy and desperate.
this is what i communicated about before on my website, that if i didn't have information on my website, that it would create a vacuum. ok, i guess we need a vacuum to really figure out who is evil and who isn't.
these black girls know where my parents and i plan to be buried for a long time, Black Jack Springs cemetery just outside of La Grange, Texas, knowing that we are a sweet respected white family, and it seems as if they are boasting that they want to be thought of as fake and ugly, and that they are spiritual vandals. 18 years of psychological horror, since 2008. i wouldn't be surprised if they eventually vandalize people in the cemetery who are related to my step dad. they like to try to make me look bad in public when i don't look bad in public. they admit to being jealous/envious or having an inferiority complex. really childish and creepy. very weak. pathetic.
they try to make it look like something is new, or interesting, or important when it is all very old and boring.
ironic that a known friendly honest white boy, who was known to have wanted to share and build up everyone, would then give rise to crime or ugliness. cause and effect. juxtaposition
some of these people are ashamed for being utterly stupid with their gossip, as much as they have been for years. they are ashamed of it and what they are, and are trying to cover it up, pretending as if they think that i am ugly and that they are not.
it was known that i was promoting unity but some of the negro wants to be different or states that they don't give a damn about trying to be anyone respected in life. i was promoting something positive about the future, imaginary, not something negative about the past which i have no control over. world history is important, or cause and effect.
black girls (or many girls) try to play the victim when they are actually the oppressors.
i am like a humble solider in life and i am mocked/harassed by lazy fake disrespectful uncaring socially lame people.
one of the best spiritual experiences i had was when i went to Antioch Missionary Baptist church in downtown houston in 2010, going to the front of church to sing, and cried for several minutes while i held a little black girl's hand, after her parents put her hand in mine.
the fake rude black girls pretend as if me acting like i don't like them makes me unpopular. it doesn't. it makes me more popular since i am known to be a friendly honest white boy. i don't have to kiss their ass because of slavery in america or world war 2. they imply that no one has rights, or is allowed to call them a name, or act like they dislike them, even if they are blatantly evil and cruel. they make it all about their insecurity, implying that no one has rights, or is allowed to act like they don't like them, even if they intentionally want to be thought of as unlikeable. it is unintelligent ghetto hustle cheese shit, where they try to work people with more power, wanting to create psychological leverage, because they are insecure or because they think that they are incapable. a few of the black girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with want to be thought of as thug mob bosses who run a criminal organization, like out of jail, even if they are not in a jail. they have an identity problem. childish fake socially lame ugly tattletale paparazzi shit, when there really really really is absolutely no tale to tattle. there are no secrets you dumb black girls, and everyone knows that. no secrets, and i had and have no evil intent. they are trying to make black girls act like events way from my past or even present are interesting, or important, or something new, when they are not. the mexican girl with my vision in left eye and black man with my vision in his left eye work with them. black girls want people to think that they know something special or that they are special in a way when they are not. you are not more special or powerful than everyone else, negro. everyone had and has the same information. they are so fake and selfish, wanting to use christ's work as a way of implying that they more than christ, shitting on him (or a man) at the same time. it can be typical female shit attitude. people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with situated all over the world know for sure that i am innocent because they sense it, also sensing that weird creepy evil childish people (mostly black man with my vision in left eye and mexian girl with my vision in left eye / contractions of muscle and soft tissue in my body which they sense) trying to ruin my reptation, a really blatant childish selfish game. the black man and mexican girl are not sophisticated at all. really. people in the world who i am in constant 24/7 activity with understand that they are being stalked/harassed also, they are people who the stalkers think care about me. it is extremely childish. governments all over the world know because of testimony from all kinds of people, some who already worked in government, that this black guy and mexican girl, yes, easy to understand that it is 2 different people, are some kind of disgusting dishonest socially lame monster. again, i believe that black man and mexican girl are north side of earth, draconian, alpha draconis, or maybe also ursa minor. north side of pyramid. refer to my study work in the 'for your information' section of this website.
again, some black girls are trying to force other black girls into crime, tech, phones, computers. again, ironic that a friendly honest white boy would create that type of reaction. really.
black girls or black people have a problem in america mostly because of a few black girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who formed a criminal organization, who are boring fake unintelligent lazy bums, who don't work, who obviously don't care about doing anything at all because of the noise which they intentionally create, obstruction, who wanted to stupidly spread unimportant gossip about unimportant issues, who are trying to force black girls into crime, who stupidly wanted to be thought of as the leaders of black people.
i'll really try to stop posting for a good while or unless it is really important, after the post directly below.
good luck and god bless you.
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it would be nice to have some friendly no nonsense black people to my home. you know where i live. come on over. no talk about negative or confusing anything. simple conversation. maybe we could look through an encyclopedia to come up with something to talk about. haha. i don't care, smoke a joint. i like Malibu coconut rum with pineapple/mango whatever juice, a bit of grenadine, a bit of hot sauce.
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when are some black girls going to stop stupidly childishly boasting about their puny unintelligent criminal organization in america? you are not the leaders of black america.
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i like Morgan Freeman in Bruce Almighty. America, and interesting twist of fate.
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7/22/26
people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who are evil and so ungrateful, who lie about me (money/white supremacy), really really really don't want ignorant people to understand how much they know about me, and the fact that they have known for a long time that i am innocent, and that i never lied to people who i am constant 24/7 activity with or people on the internet about anything. weird cruel childish mockery.
the evil sadistic childish black woman, a person who wanted me and others to know that she is in constant 24/7 activity with me, who wanted people to know that she assaulted me at the grocery store in 2008, didn't know that i would call her a name which then black women obviously childishly gossiped about, confusing the black community as a whole, giving uncaring dishonest black women a motive to try and humiliate me in the future. i didn't want to harm the black community as a whole. i was calling one single evil sadistic childish black woman out, trying to be funny about it. the black woman who was at the grocery store just thought that she would try to make me look stupid, or try to humiliate me, but she didn't. again, the real problem is paris hilton because hilton intended to create a problem, confusing shit on the internet, childish, selfish, cruel, thinking that it would be amusing. really.
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for fake sadistic childish stupidly ungrateful people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who lie about my past.
is there a legal term in Latin, which infers that something which happens later doesn't matter, if it doesn't mean anything to begin with?
AI overview:
Yes, the primary legal maxim that captures this concept is "Quod ab initio non valet, postea neque valet." [1]
This translates to: "What is not valid from the beginning is never valid." [1]
How it Works
In contract or property law, this means if a foundational element or meaning is entirely missing from the start—making it legally meaningless or void ab initio (from the beginning)—any later additions, updates, or actions that depend on that original meaningless foundation are also legally void. [1, 2, 3]
Related Useful Maxims
it is interesting to learn how some of the people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with don't want ignorant people to know me, brutally honest all of the time, a guy with a good heart, known, already understood, like what you would imagine a preacher or pastor stating about satan not wanting people to know about christ. they are weird, childish and satanic. socially lame. very jealous/envious people with a social problem. they don't want people to know about me, honest and positive, because they don't want people to understand what they are, dishonest and negative. they are afraid. they are nervous. satan is trying to hide. get out of our lives. quit harming happy people just because you are unhappy. i am a happy person. they try to make me and everyone else unhappy. i am trying to get people to grow up and leave others alone, so that everyone can be happy.
the black girls who are into crime, not just people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who associate with the criminal black girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, think that ignorant people would underestimate or not imagine what they are doing with phones, computers, maybe dark web. that is how criminals think that they will get away with crime, that no one will be able to imagine what they are doing, because they are so "smart". the reason that we all know about it is because they were/are very childish dumb criminals who don't have anything real going on in their lives, who wanted to boast about crime, stupidly wanting attention for something. it is obviously a criminal organization. black girls have given themselves a creepy psychological problem and they are using each other as a crutch. they are pretending as if they think that they seem attractive because they have confused their image, desperately trying to make me look weird, fake or mean in this section of this website. they are actively trying to recruit young ignorant black girls. it is scary. they don't give a damn about right and wrong. i am warning the U.S. FBI. i was into a bit of crime with dope people when i was younger, when i was into illegal dope, and i am intuitive, and understand people who are involved in crime, or people who are criminally insane. they are desperate for a fix or some type of relief. sorry. it is not going to happen unless they change their behavior.
as far as Antarctica is concerned, and i don't live in Antarctica, i did what any loving white person who felt stuck in the middle of something would have done, wanting to share with, empower and love people, no matter who they were, especially since i knew that i was in constant 24/7 activity WITH DIFFERENT TYPES OF PEOPLE. it was imaginary. just because i had/have a love dream, and you didn't or don't, doesn't mean that didn't or don't. get a clue, you fake mean black girls. quit lying about me and white supremacy, just because because you have embarrassed yourselves really badly since 2008. why don't you find my antarctica sled dog joke, chocolate homeys with their gold chains bouncing around when they say "mush".
this is nothing new or important.
i really want to quit posting. some black girls are in a very very weird denial about thinking that they have made themselves seem very very unattractive, since 2008. the problem is that they didn't care about their image, like black people who do stupid uncivil shit when they violently protest for no good reason. i am not the problem, and people know it, especially caring honest black people.
the first instinct which i had when i became extremely extremely extremely confused in december of 1997, becoming self aware that i was being sensed, i thought by everyone, was to try to protect black people from some imaginary nazi alien force which i had read about in some file which my friend wasn't looking for. we don't have a mean bone in our bodies, and i have witnesses. my friend's name is R. Green and we still communicate. i thought that i was going to be murdered in cold blood by some imaginary nazi alien force because i am a loving white boy, and that the force wanted to suppress it. i went to house of pies on kirby drive, giving a young honest looking black couple something, and i went to the houston shoe hospital on kirby drive, giving an elderly honest black worker something before walking to my parent's home, which used to be in west university. part of the reason later that i didn't feel a need to worry about a hostile force was because of operation high jump, America, admiral Richard Byrd, in antarctica in 1947.
this is nothing new or important. black people already knew/know about this.
some black people have been so ungrateful and fake, weird and sadistic, embarrassed, knowing about all of this, lying and still lying about me because they think that they look mean or racist. they don't even care if people know that they are fake and mean, attacking me, my family, my girlfriend, constantly.
ignorant people need to understand what has happened in context, over the last 28 years, since may of 1997.
Summary
The Antarctic Treaty was signed on December 1, 1959. This treaty established Antarctica as a zone for peaceful scientific research and international cooperation, and it came into force on June 23, 1961
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this is not new or important.
there are documentaries on the TV history channel, TV learning channel, TV discovery channel about Antarctica and the third reich. or crashed aerial discs recovered and reverse engineered. same in America. bigger secretive plan, i think, i think maybe or reasonably to keep something alien and really really disgusting out of planet earth. i don't want it to seem as if i am a mean white supremacist type. i'm not at all, and people know that i am not. i am stuck in the middle of it. crashed discs and development of technology in general, may be part of the reason why so much nazi propaganda existed. or double, triple, quadruple, pentagonal, octagonal, nonagonal agents. i will always be conflicted about a thought about trying to rationalize the holocaust. i am not an expert. i have 1% or something european jew in me (ancesty.com report).
this is not new or important.
some black girls, black guy with my vision in his left eye, mexican girl with my vision in her left eye, have obviously been stupid childishly lying to people for a long time about what they knew was in my heart because they have a social problem because they are lying about me, thinking that blacks and mexicans like me or would like me better than them, if they actually knew who i am. they want to unnecessarily turn it into a racial war. why? it seems like nazi propaganda is working them, too. this is not propaganda.
some black girls seem to want me to communicate again about thule.org, when it isn't important, and when i am not evil. my intent was and always will be to help everyone. this is not nazi germany. black girls want ignorant people to think that they stole my mail to paris hilton, thinking that it gives them a way or stupid right to fabricate absolute blatant shit about me, money and white supremacy, with them apparently wanting to have fake childish make believe pride in public about "something", when i really don't think that they stole my mail to hilton because of evidence, and when it definitely wouldn't matter if they stole my mail because i am sort of like forest gump. ask the honest black people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with who are not insecure and fake, or who are not black people who embarrassed themselves over the years. i sent correspondence to hilton with my email address and password, thinking that she had indicated that she wanted to be a friend or partner, in the past when i was excited about working on film. i was considering including messages from thule.org in my film, meant to help everyone, a story about a guy who writes a story. i also wanted to share the messages with hilton because i thought that the thule.org guy was an interesting guy, just like i have a right to share my email with anyone. i used to read some of the messages out loud. one message of particular interest was about crash landers (explorers?) and DNA. my lack of privacy confused me, so i thought that it was ok to be open about everything, about my email in public, not just with hilton, since people knew what i was doing, anyway. at the time i thought that it would make me feel less awkward, and i didn't mean to confuse hilton. she really shouldn't have been greedy, involving me with her in public, in the weird stupid childish very confusing way which she intentionally did. i was interested in working on film, and i did, 84 pages which took me 2 or 3 hundred hours. i wasn't finished. different subject. it was intentionally sabotaged so that the fake evil greedy insecure mexican girl with my vision in her left eye thought that she could lie about me, money, and white supremacy, with her joining the fake insecure evil black man who has a black girl problem (northern trust bank). mexican girl is something satanic, so is the black man, with them both trying to hide but also get something for themselves, not wanting me to be popular. mexican girl is a really evil unfriendly angry insecure mexican. film is not the kind of work which people can do without privacy or security. some people get very weird childish and jealous/envious about it because it is public work, like my work in general. it is why public people have security at events, or why TV stations have security. it causes weird jealous/envious people to want to humiliate public or famous people because it is public work, affective.
now some black girls will pretend like they didn't understand something, or that they have an excuse to play dumb, which is extra fake, extra stupid, sadistic, childish, disrespectful, weird, possessive, creepy, which is so unbelievably weird ungrateful toward me, toward God, and toward their own people. they are trying to cover up their embarrassment, their multiple childish really stupid embarrassments, by continuing with the same aggression, faking having pride, sort of just admitting to being something disgusting to begin with. they fight really ugly, and it is so sad, because there was really no reason to be fighting at all, AND THEY ALREADY KNEW THAT.
some black girls are trying to use this situation as a type of media to force young black girls into crime. really. i know what i am communicating about. they are combining absolute childish shit type propaganda about me and whatever is going on with Republicans and Democrats, to try to force young black girls, who they think are vulnerable, into hate and tech crime. or stealing mail or skimming or whatever. i wouldn't be surprised if the gang has name. it is a criminal organization, which she be noted. they are like blacks who sold blacks into slavery. they are dumb criminals, wanting to boast that they are working in different places all over the place, and that they pay very close attention to their phones, some kind of big group chat or something. it is scary. i really do have reason to be concerned. they are trying to intimidate people, but it is obviously very childish and lame, just because they are insecure because they think that they don't have power. they actually want people to know that they make it all about their insecurity. weak link. grow up. get with the program.
i mentioned Republicans and Democrats. i did not vote for president Trump. i have respect for his will, but i never trusted him to be an actual caring leader of America, or the world, knowing that his intent, probably also his x - lawyer Michael Cohen, was all about wanting to work a money deal somehow.
i have rights.
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7/24/26
i have legitimate reasons to have a privacy concern, given my entire family and their private medical information. especially given how some black girls in 2011 wanted to boast about being stupidly biased and irresponsible with regard to medical practice. it is scary for me and good people of the 144,000. mother's don't even want to tell there children about this.
can an independent police / u.s. government officer be assigned to me, to inform, and to investigate my close family's medical business?
you can't have church and state together, then later state that it wasn't together.
ignorant people underestimate the damage unintelligent criminals do, or can do, given this type of public situation, if there are no respected civil institutions in place, or as a guard rail.
can the police please come to my home?
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i wonder if retired Los Angeles detective Lopez (female) ever found out about me. i think she generated a report in 2018 or something. this is regarding Paris Whitney Hilton. i very seriously doubt that paris hilton's dad told the police detective what he really knew about me, or what he really knew/knows about his daughter, especially how he knew/knows that his daughter was/is wrong, selfishly stupidly irresponsibly toying with the public, cruelty of me, a mockery an important guy's important work, what should have no business at all, and also what should have been simple civil (legal) business. she is not a humble girl who really thinks, or who acts like she cares about thinking.
Hilton and her family were a type of curse for great U.S.A. really. i am not a negative person. it ultimately gave rise to crime for some black people. also an unnecessary issue or distraction for government. hilton wanted to see if people would follow her fake cruel childish crap, thinking it would be amusing, and they did, making a sick public game of it, implying that (joke) "they are as cool and stupid as paris hilton". hilton intended to cause people to act aggressively toward me while i lacked privacy, more confusing. cruelty is a part of her astrological make up. it seems as if she has a social problem, and was trying to make her family and friends think that she was social and that i wasn't, by intentionally "secretly" obstructing my life, wanting to stupidly gossip about me.
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i mean the tease about the Malibu rum and puff pass Indica really as figurative, or as a simple sign of affection.
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in reference to Freemasonry, i believe that there is some recognition or understanding of the devil, or satan, or lucifer. light and dark. it depends on the specific lodge. i think that a misconception is that it is evil, or necessarily involves money, or something regarding the devil, or satan, or lucifer, or is some intelligent vast conspiracy. it is sort of like church. nothing bad. some of the guys have money, but so do people at different churches, but church is about charity, and teamwork. is God rich? how about 2 or 3, or a rich man running to give a poor man money? have you studied of my work in 'for your information' section of this website? information about me is cool, but think of the future. it needs to be controlled with force. there really is something to understand, sort of like a hollywood movie or fiction about an issue. i don't mean that i am the devil, or satan, or lucifer. satan is an actual being, or 2 beings, in a very simplified form, which myself and others are really really really are aware of so far. i think just Alpha Draconis (Draconian), or Alpha Draconis + Ursa Minor, on the north side of great pyramid. black man who has my vision in his left eye, mexican girl who has my vision in her left eye. you can research. i have been informed that i am Orion and Dog Star, good friendly source of information, on the south side. it seems as if north is an absolutely disgusting sadistic evil childish creature, from a psychological perspective. like a unsophisticated problem adolescent. it doesn't seem to care about love, and it should, but it actually doesn't seem like it is fundamentally programed to operate as like a civil human, or as civil humans operate, thinking/acting like an animal. DNA or something. in a way i wish that scientists would interview me and people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, objective analysis. it really is fascinating and should be respected. experiencing the black man who has my vision in his left eye, and the mexican girl who has my vision in her left eye, is really like watching the creepy scenes of a horror movie, intentionally meant as cruelty from one person to another, but it is not a movie. it is constant, intentionally meant to be thought of a perverted and psychologically cruel. other creepy childish people get excited about it and follow them. like animals. really more like a nervous animal reacting to a human, like a snake, which hisses, in spite of charm. look it up on biblehub.com. maybe Nachash / 358.
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my mother's old pastor told me about a book by C.S. Lewis, "The Screwtape Letters", when i was scared, wanting to be respectful, more than one time, in 1997. I believe that the book is an interesting mockery of the devil. my mother's old pastor didn't know who i was.
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thanx Spotify!
i wish that i could work with someone who has their own mix lab set up. i have ideas about mixing stuff. maybe i an just a whippersnapper. not in that business, but thought about creating a sample of something, if i ever had some mixing equipment and left alone, in peace and innocence.
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i don't want to make anyone feel uneasy with the Mahdi and hidden Imam information. i just wanted to show that i have some respect for Islam, a bit of study. Islam means "peace" or "submission". the vast majority of Muslims are peaceful; not terroristic. money mixed with religion or "religion" is not necessarily good.
i don't have a mean bone in my body. it is strange how innocent, humble at heart, not involved in anything at all, the government probably finds it interesting, not threatening at all. please be open minded.
do not worry about any of that third reich information. again, i don't have a mean bone in my body. black people already knew that, but some of them want to try to divide because they don't want to try to keep up with caring honest black people. i have never thought about associating with anyone involved in white supremacy, white nationalism, january 6tth rioters, etc. nazi germany during and just after great depression and U.S.A at present are not the same thing. germans believed nazi propaganda because it did not exist in a vacuum. i read about it. weird bullshit which fit a narrative at that particular time in that particular place i don't like the thought of skin head type people who i think really are so unintelligent. leave me out of your business. i will stay out of your business. i mean that also, to Republicans who i think are narrow-minded. this information is just informative. think objective, big picture. use caution, and that is not a threat. i lived in germany for 3 years, taking a semester of german at night in college, and germans can be funny and sweet, weil es proper ist. Liebvohl Witz. Ciao.
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my previous reference to Saudi Arabia, with 50 wives (girlfriends) was joke, like Homer Simpson dressed like an Arab in a tent where the belly dancer comes out, after he claps his hands together twice; middle east Funk. so many unnecessary problems with fake selfish childish uncaring girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who stupidly wanted to use me, a few weak girls, who think that they are weak, who find it amusing to try to humiliate a special guy with a special job, but it didn't work. i seriously don't want to cause relationships problems. just the opposite of that. Saudi Arabia is a joke or figurative about female friendship and peace, and male power, which i want to be smart with. i am not selfish. i already had enough. 50 wives could be like 50 sisters.
for government, please be open minded. i have 28 years of practical experience WHICH YOU COULD NOT IMAGINE. i am not involved in anything at all, really. i know that you already know that. I don't vote for Republicans, but we need new young male and female muscle in both parties, if the system is to be true. i sometimes think about simplified scenario, like a good king who gave rise to greatness, less people involved, but you need workers. how to organize it? conscripts? conscriptions? i have respect for different official classes of government, at least insofar as they are officially recognized.
this is not mean aggression or nervous defense. this is being informative. think objective.
i am not a mob boss, giving orders around. i mean it. i am really sick and tired of me being known to have cared about everyone, honest, then calling out evil mean people, then trying to get the evil mean people to move on, without them trying themselves. they are lazy and fake. if they want me to keep going back into my known innocent past, i will. it doesn't make me look bad, and i understand if loving white people are confused by anything related to the third reich. i am not promoting hate at all. i am interested in the occult, or occult knowledge. information about jesus christ or joshua evan mishler is or will be occult knowledge.
the people who are not full of anger and hate, not full of guilt, are on my side. get a clue. people who stalk me, harass me, and others have a creepy weird fascination with my innocence, and their guilt.
the very few people who mess with me and others, really just people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, are engaged in crimes of passion. they have psychological problems, social/love problems.
as far as Northern Trust bank is concerned, the only real involvement i had in it, after being confused about it's importance for the world, positive imagination, was to try and protect people from the bank, first by writing a letter to Northern Trust's legal department in Chicago, at the end of 2010 or at the beginning of 2011, and then also by hand delivering the same letter to the Northern Trust branch bank, which used to be on Kirby Drive in Houston, in end of 2010 or beginning of 2011. i spoke with a black woman who worked at the bank who probably thought that i was weird. i am glad that she kept the original of the letter. i thought that the bank was trying to take advantage of people, unusual confusion because i thought that i lacked privacy, and that everyone was sensing me, and that something was going on around me everywhere because i lacked privacy. i had thought that rich people were going to invest, so that it would help people with less, but then thought (imagined) later that something unethical was happening. i was not interested in banks or banking at all. it was a misunderstanding. it was imaginary, child like, about something positive for the world. there is no reason to think that Northern Trust bank is involved in anything unethical. this unnecessary problem or confusion is part of the reason that black girls have stated that they don't like the black man with my vision in his left eye.
this is nothing new or important.
the black man with my vision in his left eye was a different person before 2011 than he was/is after 2011. he joined cruel fake black women who infected my blood at Cypress Creek care facility in 2011. he is a weak racist black man who thought that he couldn't be with a black woman if he would argue with them, even if, or especially if it was really understood that they had done something wrong. black man and black women also wanted to bully intimidate the mexican girl who has my vision in her left eye, immediately after the entire group began to sense the mexican girl, end of last week of may, first week of june 2011. that doesn't mean that the mexican girl is ignorant or innocent. they are like animals who attack each other, harming each other, confused, nervous. i don't mean me or good people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with.
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i just wanted to move on, but if a few fake mean people want me to inform people about my innocent past, just like i have been honestly doing for a long time, so be it. they like to pretend as if they have something to use against me, or as if they were good at fabricating something to use against me. really weird and confusing, bad for kids, thinking of how ungrateful they are. they turn it into a racial thing because they think that people of their own race (including white people) will like me more than them. don't put me in the middle of your unnecessary racial crap. leave me out of it, and i want to try to stay cool on the internet.
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why don't i put "it is ok if he didn't like black girls because they were so fake and mean" on my tombstone? black girls are gang stalking me and the community, in general, when they know ahead of time where i am going in my car. they are in a weird creepy embarrassed rage. 18 years of it already. they like the attention which they think that they are getting because they don't get any attention any other way. now they will pretend as if this makes me look bad, or like a mean unpopular person. i am not a mean unpopular person, and honest loving intelligent black people already have my back. some of these black people are low class thugs (yes, i can discriminate) who mock kind honest people, making a sick game of it. it is a social reaction to christ. good leadership can create something negative if the people are too lazy, unintelligent or uncaring to follow. they are trying to get low class black thugs to group together because they are panicking, thinking that they are less, thinking that they have less, or that they will have less that high class people, or christ. they seem to have a problem with successful people, in general, because of envy/jealousy, or because they have wasted their lives stupidly childishly fake gossiping about unimportant irrelevant issues. i tried to set black people free a long time ago, honestly, with honesty, with lots of genuine love, already understood, but some of them imply that they need a baby sitter, or that they will always act like they hate white people no matter what. it is a horrible thing for black children who need opportunity. what they are doing is weird and scary, like creepy black criminals in africa who engage in savagery. they are trying to divide and conquer black people. i am not trying to divide black people. i am calling out evil for what it is.
the black woman who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who assaulted me at the grocery store in 2008 is not black girl's leader. DO NOT do the stupid peer pressure black thing. she is a weird crazy sick angry fake very cruel childish person. she wanted to mess up everybody's love and success, including happy black people, like a socially lame person who wanted attention, who fired an assault weapon into a crowd of happy people. i mean this figuratively.
i seriously doubt that childish fake very mean black girls will ever move on from their embarrassment and anger. i seriously doubt that the black man with my vision in his left eye will ever move on from his embarrassment and anger.
thinking about black people blatantly lying about me and money is like thinking about obnoxious irritating black rap music about money. i do have an appreciation for some black artists.
the real reason that this has been such a chaotic situation in this section of this website, and my facebook account in the past, is because the black man and mexican girl live in fear because they know that they can be easily identified, their left eye issue. they fear that someone will kill them in this life or next, etc., so they act aggressively, horrible constant creepy psychological abuse, intentionally irritating everyone, so that i won't be popular. they want me to get on other people's nerves. i don't want to get on other people's nerves. i am trying to protect the community. this has been and probably still will be an important fight. ignorant people really really don't understand how socially lame and evil they are. i think that their fear is related to information in the first paragraph of the link below. i have already posted this link.
https://inner.org/hebleter/reish.htm
Summary
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this post is also above. i revised it and copied it.
some black girls seem to want me to communicate again about thule.org, when it isn't important, and when i am not evil, and when it doesn't make me look bad at all. my intent was and always will be to help everyone. this is not nazi germany. black girls want ignorant people to think that they stole my mail to paris hilton, thinking that it gives them a way or stupid right to fabricate absolute blatant shit about me, money and white supremacy, with them apparently wanting to have fake childish make believe pride in public about "something", when i really don't think that they stole my mail to hilton because of evidence, and when it definitely wouldn't matter if they stole my mail because i am sort of like forest gump. ask the honest black people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with who are not insecure and fake, or who are not black people who embarrassed themselves over the years. i sent correspondence to hilton with my email address and password, thinking that she had indicated that she wanted to be a friend or partner, in the past when i was excited about working on film. i was considering including messages from thule.org in my film, meant to help everyone, a story about a guy who writes a story. i also wanted to share the messages with hilton because i thought that the thule.org guy was an interesting guy, just like i have a right to share my email with anyone. i used to read some of the messages out loud. one message of particular interest was about crash landers (explorers?) and DNA. my lack of privacy confused me, so i thought that it was ok to be open about everything, about my email in public, not just with hilton, since people knew what i was doing, anyway. at the time i thought that it would make me feel less awkward, and i didn't mean to confuse hilton. she really shouldn't have been greedy, involving me with her in public, in the weird stupid childish very confusing way which she intentionally did. i was interested in working on film, and i did, 84 pages which took me 2 or 3 hundred hours. i wasn't finished. different subject. it was intentionally sabotaged so that the fake evil greedy insecure mexican girl with my vision in her left eye thought that she could lie about me, money, and white supremacy, with her joining the fake insecure evil black man who has a black girl problem (northern trust bank). mexican girl is something satanic, so is the black man, with them both trying to hide but also get something for themselves, not wanting me to be popular. mexican girl is a really evil unfriendly angry insecure mexican. film is not the kind of work which people can do without privacy or security. some people get very weird childish and jealous/envious about it because it is public work, like my work in general. it is why public people have security at events, or why TV stations have security. it causes weird jealous/envious people to want to humiliate public or famous people because it is public work, affective.
this is not new or important.
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i was and am not close friends with the guy at thule.org. we are also not enemies. i don't communicate to him anymore because he asked me not to in 2014, when i was trying to have the government put me to sleep at a hospital, i think because he became confused about people's ignorance since i included him in correspondence to different government offices. i included him as a recipient because i am reasonably certain that he had already sent the government (DARPA) information about me. i have already referred to DARPA in the 'for your information' section of this website. thule dude stated that they (thule.org) thought that i was kind of "loopy", lol, i guess like 60. we were casual acquaintances, and i really believe that he has a good heart, and that he knew who i was lacking privacy, and that he was being supportive of people who support themselves, no matter who.
black girls want people to think that i am nervous or guilty about something when i am not at all. why would i be ashamed of being known to want to help everyone, or having a good heart?
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i wish that i would have tried to organize a lawsuit against paris hilton in the past, in 2009. i only want $150 and a very basic sense of dignity which everyone is entitled to. refer to the 'paris hilton business complaint' in the 'miscellaneous files' section of this website. she didn't even have a return address on the envelope which the hand bag which she sent me which i didn't ask for or didn't want, so i guess she is a ugly creep who was implying that i couldn't get my money back. i honestly wasn't a fan of hilton's or lindsay lohan when i tried to encourage them when they were locked up, wanting them to get the mail where they were locked up. it was care of the community, in general, like it was my job as a leader. i am not sending mail to anyone famous anymore. hilton is greedy, irresponsible, childish and cruel. my point sending the mail to hilton and lohan was that people who get in trouble can still be accepted, or loved, and then hilton wanted to twist that concept into her acceptance her and my rejection. she wanted to humiliate me because i am more of a person than she is, even though i am not on television. it is obvious. i really really can't believe that she would want to be known for blatantly weird vicious treating me and others like shit, including her own family, and then have the audacity to imply that she bosses people around at hilton hotels, obnoxious TV commercials, or that those people at hilton hotels will do whatever she wants them to, or that she is supposed to get gigs on television, no matter how uncaring or uncivil she is. paris hilton really doesn't think much about herself, but pretends to. the hilton family is a house of cards. she seems to childishly fanaticize about people thinking that she is something great, or a star, when she obviously isn't. she lives in a puny rich kid world.
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8/6/26
some black girls get some weird sick lame childish thrill making people feel threatened by them. it is because of what they know that they are known to have done, and because of their weird embarrassed rage and insecurity. they are nervous but trying to play it off like they are cool and superior. they are fake.
you are not any more special or powerful than anyone else, black girls, just because i have referred to you in this section of this website.
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i was never wanting to make people feel threatened by me. it is ok or perfectly normal for me to act defensively to very confusing ugly evil childish aggression.
this isn't about me having done something wrong. this is about some black people stating that they hate whites no matter what. a black stereotype. too bad that they didn't care about opportunity. too bad that they didn't think more about Abraham Lincoln and America. they really don't care about opportunity or intelligent work with intelligent people, no matter what race the person is.
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8/6/26
here is a topic for theologians. did jesus ever apologize to anyone, or act like he could have done something better? sign of ignorance, or imperfection. people brainwashed about jesus being perfect. this is not about anything specific which i have done in my life.
another issue which i think that i have already mentioned is what else did jesus state, besides what is in the bible?
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https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Book_of_Enoch
some of the 144,000 are evil, and i think that Nephilim is a way of understanding it.
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8/7/26
if black girls want to try to play the victim, wallowing in their embarrassment and stupidity, go ahead. they think that it is fun to harm an innocent defenseless white man, publicly. some of them have a weird creepy ghetto like unintelligent mean attitude which people definitely already understand. i don't have to like people who are blatantly fake and mean. they are involved in crime. they have violated me and the community, again and again and again, etc. they have an anger problem. they have an embarrassment problem. part of the reason that i mentioned in a joking way about my tombstone is because i can't wait until i don't have to think about them, really, and when i will be at peace. get out of my life! i have a very dangerous job. i am a public person who lacks privacy and security. weird childish people like to try to humiliate public people, or public work. it is like vandalism, spiritual vandalism. they are obvious childish, envious/jealous creatures. you see what i am doing in this section of this website, but you don't understand what is going on. black girls are trying to work the community, playing an evil game. they have an image problem which they are trying to cover up by provoking me over and over and over, etc. they are sadistic. they act like angry animals, not like loving intelligent humans. black girls have embarrassed each other, along with the black man evil creep. i am definitely not the problem. i never thought that i would be stating anything like this, because i always loved black people, in general. they want to teach hate. they want to teach division. 18 years of it. another issue is that in a way i really don't give a fuck about what people think about me or say about me. i am not running for office, and i am not asking for special money. i have rights. i have freedom. i mean, get real. why don't you do a real official investigation? why don't you look at my actual official record, and what i have actually done, not your fake childish lame biased angry racist negro version of it? i have the right to express dislike of people, especially if they are unnecessarily harming the community. it is black people who don't give a fuck about black people. it is a very weird cruel mockery of a friendly honest white man. they are the ones who don't want to be friendly. all i was doing was trying to make the best of it, stuck in the middle, wanting to share, love, learn, empower, no matter who the people were.
why don't the police or church or government show me a little recognition/respect, and make this problem go away? give me a security detail, if necessary.
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8/7/26
black girls and other people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who speak english, knew that i wasn't a racist problem in the past, when i used to communicate openly and honestly about everything in my life, starting in 2002, including about messaging the guy at thule.org. i didn't think that everyone was supposed to be scared of some IMAGINARY nazi/alien whatever which i read about, not looking for the information, so after a few years of being scared and isolated, extremely confusing, i thought that i was maybe i was supposed to be involved in something which the germans had engaged in, so that i could share power with and assist everyone. this america, not nazi germany. that is the only way which it made sense to me at that time. if i would have researched something and thought that it wasn't good for everyone, i wouldn't have pursued it. at that time, that is the only way it made sense to me. i didn't want to believe that God would put me here to create division or something negative. i don't care anymore about antarctica or thule.org because i know that the black man with my vision in his left eye, who has been messing with me and other people since february of 1998, is an ignorant evil perverted weirdo dork creep, not some government agent who was encouraging me, also making me think that everything in my life was more important than it was, including George H. W. Bush. it is really interesting, and a testament for my innocence, because no one bothered me at all when i was using methamphetamine, a weird confused slob from 1997 to 2007, going crazy sometimes, and when i was honestly sharing information with people about whatever, including anything which i knew about germans and antarctica, thule.org, with lots and lots of love in my heart. people knew what i was confused, in general. it wasn't until i got sober, started exercising, obeying the law, praising the police for arresting me, had really cool job at live theater working backstage, happy, peaceful, positive, successful, optimistic, that black women started to violate me, harass me, stalk me, blatant sabotage of everyone's happiness in general, envy, jealously, starting with the black woman at the grocery store in 2008. she is a weird crazy lame angry bitch. they had been talking all kinds of mean shit about me for years, and they all of a sudden thought that they looked dumb for having done that. the black woman who was at the grocery store is an embarrassment for black women, and they know this, and they really stupidly fake try to cover it up. paris hilton is really to blame for this entire mess because she intended to create a bunch of unnecessary selfish childish shit on the internet.
this nothing new or nothing important. these black girls need to get the fuck away from everyone. i was not saying negative things about black girls until 2008, after i was being assaulted. they want me to state negative things about them, doesn't matter if it is defensive, because they are trying to confuse ignorant people about my character because of my confused past. they are involved in a cover up attempt which makes it abundantly obvious that they are the problem to begin with.
it is 4 problems:
- paris hilton.
- creepy evil psychopathic black man with my vision in his left eye
- creepy evil psychopathic mexican girl with my vision in her left eye
- large amount of black girls
they all work together. hilton is actually the leader of childish fake mean people who stupidly fuck with me and everyone else, she just tries to play it off like she is "so cool" or not the problem. she is like a mob boss secretly giving orders to harm me. really. she didn't want me to be popular.
i am not the one going around all day long every day stupidly fake defiant stating that i am superior. paris hilton is, black man is, mexican girl is, some black girls. they are something satanic or demonic. really. it is is so spiritually painful and confusing. they want people to know that they are something childish and evil, sadistic, boasting about it, also stating that they are superior. they tempt people to follow them, like satan.
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8/7/26
drill sergeant Merrill stated "you guys have less rhythm than a couple of turds, floating around a toilet bowl."
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8/8/26
i really don't have any hope, truthfully. i am being blatantly stalked, assaulted, harassed, violated, every day all day long, by blacks and a mexican who don't want a white person to look better than blacks or mexicans because of their weird childish insecurity. they are not doing this to me because they think that i am a bad person. they do it to me because they think that i look better than they do, publicly. no one helped me and it is really sad. innocent people are being intentionally harmed. i am also an innocent person.
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8/8/26
i emailed the thule.org guy, requesting for him to put his website back online. black people and the mexican try to use it against me, wanting to take advantage of ignorant people. his website was offline in the past, but then came back online, so maybe it is the same issue. i had also emailed him about 2 months ago, informing him that black girls were implying that they have dirt on him and me, when they don't.
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they harm me really badly, knowing that it is very confusing for me in public, knowing that i am honest and that i will try to protect the community, just so that they can then imply that i should be ignored. they are cruel and fake black girls, a black stereotype. again, they are trying to cover up their black embarrassment by provoking me again and again again, etc. they also want to try to discredit me by implying that i am crazy. they are crazy.
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8/8/26
i mentioned the Mahdi and hidden Imam, but i did not mean that i really understand it. i don't think that Muslims or most Muslims understand it, either. i think that it is related to Shia Muslim belief. there is a difference between Shia and Sunni Muslims, which has to do with the succession from Muhammad. don't understand Isa (Jesus) compared to or contrasted with Muhammad.
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what fascinates me about Islam is that Muslims seem to be the only ones, considering Muslims, Jews, Christians, who were or are telling the real story of Jesus. i don't mean that i agree with unnecessarily harming people, or terrorism. Jews didn't recognize Jesus as the Messiah (or at least not openly), and Christians seem to have made up a "story" about Jesus dying on the cross.
my situation is an important social event for everyone, not just religious people. it should be controlled with force so that it doesn't eventually, maybe inevitably, get out of control, causing confused unnecessary social conflict.
the real reason that there is so much global awareness, social order, and peace about my, or our current situation, is that it was controlled or implemented in the past with military force, chivalry orders, during the middle ages. this was/is good for all religions, or for anyone in the world, regardless if they considered themselves to be religious. so it seems to have been a type of propaganda or white lie because of jesus not "dying" on the cross, but done for a good or practical social purpose, including for governments. i suggest that governments formally organize a study, led by Pope, to implement with force, again. be respectful of the community. be informative. be caring. jesus is not separated from the state because he is also a part of the state. he is not a separate entity. God is not a separate entity. people don't have to worship me. people's opinion of me doesn't matter, as far a religious belief or religion is concerned. what is important is that i am a person on earth who is required to obey the law as anyone else, and that i should be protected.
i probably would have already been murdered, creating a confused social situation, if awareness about christ had not been controlled or implemented with force. chivalry orders which were a function of the church/government.
do you think that it is fun to feed me to wolves? really? do you find it amusing or interesting? would you like it if it were your child? wouldn't you want your child to feel loved, accepted, and to be able to spiritually/emotionally develop? shouldn't it be accepted, celebrated and supported, now that the phenomenon can really be substantiated with evidence? it is really about science and not religion. biology. get a clue.
i don't understand why presidents are sworn in on bibles, if there is a separation of church and state. or why it reads 'In God We Trust' on currency. doesn't seem to make any sense. or why are witnesses sworn in on bibles?
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i have started to capitalize letters so that information is easier to read or understand.
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some blacks and the mexican girl stupidly imply that there is no such thing a loving honest white person because they themselves are not loving or honest. i have led, really wanting to be more of a worker than a leader, i think doing a good job all things considered, but some people don't want to follow or honestly recognize who i am, what i have actually done, because they are defiant, like Satan, something demonic, or lazy, or because they think that they are incapable for some reason.
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8/8/26
why don't Carter Reum, Chris Zylka and Rick Hilton get together for a beer and bible study?
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8/8/26
some black girls, black man with vision in my left eye, mexican girl with my vision in her left eye, paris hilton, are fake childish dummies who cried wolf. no one pays attention to them.
for people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who are situated worldwide, who have my website information, "the boy who cried wolf" is a children's story. the gist of it is don't complain when there is absolutely no reason to complain.
i myself do have a legitimate reason to complain. ask honest people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with.
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8/9/26
latin law term, a thought after a thought is more important than the first thought
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Latin law term, a thought after a thought is more important than the first thought
The Latin maxim used in law and philosophy to express that "a thought after a thought is more important/wiser than the first thought" is Cogitationes posteriores sunt saniores (or alternatively, Posteriores cogitationes sapientiores solent esse). [1, 2]
Translated literally, it means "later thoughts are sounder" or "second thoughts are best". [1, 3]
Key Applications in Legal Contexts
While it functions broadly as a philosophical proverb, it translates into a few foundational principles across different legal frameworks:
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8/10/26
some black girls don't care about love. i gave them genuine love, and honestly it seems to confuse them, like they have a problem loving themselves, or like they hate people who are happy and loving.
i am not trying to create division. i am wanting to inform people about a real problem, so that there is better chance for unity.
black people and the mexican girl are the ones with the fascination with Antarctica.
all i had was love in me, anyway, imagining a colony with people from all over the world, thinking that the ice would melt, or spread to different parts of the planet eventually, a guess about what happens during a geomagnetic reversal. that is part of the reason why i was interested in ships, started to go to school again at Texas A and M Galveston for maritime administration, from 2002 to 2003, and why i tried to get my MMD (Merchant Mariner's Document) from the U.S. coast guard, in 2010. my friend R. Green works on ships. he told me cool story about how he caught 64 fish (yellow fin tuna) on Christmas day one time.
this is not new or important or interesting information. people already knew this.
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8/10/26
paris hilton, black girls, mexican girl are creepy very weak childish disrespectful greedy bitches who imply that they are like my wives or girlfriends, who i can't divorce, when i didn't or don't want to be with them to begin with. they are vicious gold diggers who want to use me for power or status, thinking that they can get special treatment or money from someone else. they don't represent all girls. these are girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who have social or love problems. what they really want to try to do is to trick other men into thinking that they wanted to empower them, basically lying to them, "pretending" as if they are ignoring me, when what they really want to do is take power away from men, in general. selfish childish female mind games. they think that they are so crafty, right? they aren't. the black man joined in with these girls, who are the main problem, because he has a girl problem having embarrassed himself, stupidly implying that all girls like him, or think that he is macho, or that he is like Casanova or their knight in shiny armor, when is he is actually, blatantly, a dishonest weird socially lame disrespectful wimpy dork, Satan. he is holding black girls hostage, telling them that he doesn't care if he makes them miserable, and that they are just going to put up with it. ugly abusive relationships. i would rather not have to think about any of that, and just think of my sweet intelligent confident white girlfriend, even though i am not wanting to make a racist issue of it.
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8/10/26
as i stated before, in a way or mostly, i really don't give a fuck about what ignorant people think about me. you don't understand what has happened in context. i am not a part of any groups, i am not running for office, i am not asking for special money.
some black girls are all stupid because they think that the black bitch at the grocery store in 2008 deserved to be called a name. they think that she is an embarrassment for them, and then are embarrassed and angry, in general. too bad. get a life. the black woman at the grocery store was/is an evil envious childish nervous hater. then i was apologetic about 2 days later, after i called the evil bitch a name, in case innocent black girls got their feelings confused. i am not a problem to begin with. again, it is really about paris hilton having made it stupidly obvious that she wanted to create a bunch of selfish childish shit on the internet. others girls followed her, which is what hilton intentionally wanted. this situation really is that simple and stupid, and it is a very sad thing for america and the world. some of these girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with obviously think that is is fun to childishly fuck with a peaceful confident special man, publicly, really wanting to humiliate peaceful confident special men.
some of the black girls are trying to work everyone, involved in an evil childish game. they are trying to make people feel sorry for them, in order to try to get people to do something for them, like a childish make believe fantasy of theirs, because they think that they can't do it themselves. they are not innocent. they are fake and vicious.
paris hilton is evil, fake, cruel, selfish. she is not a social person, like the media portrays her to be. she wants ignorant people to think that i was after her, or that i wanted something from her. i wasn't, and i didn't. she is the ugly weird creepy mooch. it seems like her sister and mom are, also. they want to use me, with them trying to create the impression that i wanted to use them. no. i just want my $150 back, or at least some kind of respectful response. i have left voice messages, text messages, sent email to her and her father. she definitely knew/knows about this. it is ugly weird creepy abusive treatment. she is cruel. she thinks that people wouldn't believe it because it is so cruel, and because of all of the fake media hype which she gets. people really don't understand. i wish that i could file a lawsuit against her. she took cash without wanting there to be a record of it, obviously with malice aforethought because of everything else which transpired. she wanted fake childish girls to know that she was playing fake childish girl games, wanting them to follow her, and they did, or do, still, every day. weak boring girls not humble who try at a power grab which didn't or won't work. again, these are some girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with. they don't represent all females, even though they tried or still try to make it seem that way. they imply that you have to respect them, give them special treatment, even if they are so unbelievable dumb. i don't have respect people who are not respectable.
if they keep making me think of dumb shit from the past i will keep communicating about dumb shit from the past.
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8/11/26
the many people who are ugly weird gang stalking me (and others) are trying to force me to commit suicide. they are making me so incredibly sick all day long every day that i can't get anything done. they want me to feel constantly threatened. it is scary. i don't want to live in america anymore with these black girls doing what they are doing. i want them to know how they make me feel. they don't care if they are harming other people also, innocent like me. they are trying to make it so that they can lie about me, pretending as if they are good at fabricating ridiculous childish shit about different directions. they have a motive to lie. i don't have a motive to lie. they refer to different directions, but are not communicating anything intelligent, meaningful, honest, or conclusive with the use of words. they are cowards who got themselves into social trouble by stupidly childish fake gossiping about me, who take cheap shots at me and other honest people.
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8/11/26
why don't the people stalking me focus on making themselves popular, instead of trying to make me unpopular? it is because they think that it is not possible for them to be popular.
black person trend or fad which they will think made them look stupid, later on. they are fake and socially lame.
some black girls attitude:
"it doesn't matter how much honest work which he does. it doesn't matter how much he shines. it doesn't matter that he had love in him. the only thing that matters is that we are always going to ignore him and harass him because he called some black woman a name, cause we are trying to make people feel sorry for us."
they act like it doesn't matter that the woman who attacked me at the grocery store in 2008 was seriously wrong.
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8/12/26
for your information, i have been and still am being psychologically tortured for many years. really. there are really ugly sadistic people in the world. it is pure weird evil which is unchecked. it is much worse than you could possibly imagine. ignorant people would underestimate how bad it is. i am not allowed to rest, or have a sense of peace. people want me to feel constantly threatened. people want me to look weird on the internet. i look forward to dying, after i spend time with people who are close to me, family, girlfriend, my dogs and cats, too.
i have happy reasons to live.
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8/12/26
i apologize for lashing out a bit at president Trump 2 days ago. i believe that he is receiving good verifiable information from other sources, people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, possibly former police or government officers, about how greedy, evil, sadistic, perverted, dumb, childish, socially lame, the beings who are acting aggressively toward me and others are. it is terroristic. they have no place here. we have a common enemy; meaning, at least the black man and mexican girl who have my vision in their left eye, who have the ability to create contractions of my muscle and soft tissue, which other people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with can sense. it is terroristic. they are promoting savagery. it is reasonable to think that i am here to keep them out, or out of planet earth. really. i am not promoting hate toward blacks and mexicans. i have had problems with a few evil mean white people, also.
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8/12/26
if some blacks and the mexican girl obviously want to engage in war, when there is absolutely no reason for it, then we are at war, and i will fight, and they are going to get the asses whooped real bad, like i have already whooped their stupid asses. everybody knows that they are insecure, childish and fake. i'd like to see them fight people who are not defenseless like me, and who are organized.
the pretend as if they don't know that i am always honest, because they don't want any pressure on them to do the same thing.
paris hilton wants ignorant people to think that i wasn't cool enough for her. the truth is that she wasn't cool enough for Christ. i don't want to refer to paris hilton anymore. that was her selfish game to begin with
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8/12/26
sorry if all of this gets on people's nerves. just know that i was an honest friendly happy white boy who was betrayed. the real problem is people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who have social/love problems, who are greedy, fake, disrespectful, childish, evil, who want to unnecessarily politicize me. paris hilton is one of them, or the leader of those people. i don't want to refer to her anymore.
i tried something which didn't work. i had a love dream about diversity and unity, since i am who i am, knowing that i am constant 24/7 activity with different types of people. i had love in me, verifiable. i always had an appreciation for blacks and mexicans, or whoever, loving them in general, but some of them don't want to act like they want to love me, a loving honest white person, publicly, so if they do an unnecessary racial thing, i will be forced to do a necessary racial thing. that doesn't mean that i am going to be rude to blacks or mexicans when i am out and about. good luck. the point is that it doesn't or probably won't work because of rude blacks and mexicans. it also wouldn't work because of rude white people who mess it up for friendly white people, or because blacks and mexicans don't like rude white people.
this section of this website looks erratic or excessive because a few people, mostly black girls, starting with a few black girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, also the black man with my vision in his left eye, also the mexican girl with my vision in her left eye, WHO WANT ME TO FEEL CONSTANTLY THREATENED, even in my own home, or other people's homes, NOT ALLOWING ME TO REST. this has been going on really really badly for many many years. the want me to think that they will keep acting aggressively. very confusing because i have no hope, no sense of security, not from the Pope, not from the police, not from anyone, not in church. so bad it is like a horror movie, like they want people to think of it as a horror movie, sick childish sadistic amusement, if you were experiencing it. it is not my mind which is the problem. it is their minds which are the problem. very simple. greater chance or probability that it would be the community, or certain people in the community, who don't have real responsibility who are the problem, and not me who is the problem.
the blacks and the mexican who intentionally create unnecessary racial issue crap for everyone didn't and don't care about opportunity in america with different types of people, like college students or motivated blue collar workers are more motivated to do. the blacks and the mexican girl only cared about their stupid unintelligent unnecessary racist shit.
it is BECAUSE i tried to create unity amongst people, that it created or creates a division of class, starting with Paris Hilton being low class.
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8/18/26
more important than anything related to the Third Reich, or Thule society. all i had was love in me, best of intentions for everyone, stuck in the middle of something, experiences with supernatural, ignorant with good heart, and everyone knew that. i am not nervous or guilty. the people who tried and still try to wrongfully defame me are nervous and guilty. i am reasonably certain that Thule can be a reference to a far planet, like earth, or some other planet. all of this crap from my past isn't important. some black girls think that they don't have a future, so they keep wanting to refer to my past, which doesn't matter, again, because i had nothing but love in me.
Summary
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Thule
the dude at Thule.org was stating that Thule was some place which was considered unattainable, and that it can be attained, to which he can attest. he was a friend of mine for several years in the past, it seems being supportive of everyone, or a positive process, in general.
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everybody needs to CHILL OUT AND BE THANKFUL. why don't KKK dudes and Black Panther dudes have a barbeque, drink a few beers or whiskey, listen to my Spotify playlist, chill, appreciate what nobody can understand about God and DNA? think of Dave Chappelle and Phyliss Diller. KKK dudes and Black Panther dudes could have 3 legged races, KKK dude paired with Black Panther dude as 3 legged partner. sincerely. or get drunk with races with eggs on spoons. you don't want children to worry about conflict or war, or confusion, especially when there is no good reason for it. how could they develop in that environment? God needs workers, no matter who. sometimes i wish that i had a normal job, not on disability, so that i could work with different types of people. it is fun. i did it in the Army. i need honest motivated leaders to call out evil when it is obvious that it exists. don't unnecessarily fight with each other. be kind. share. don't be greedy. greed is the problem. the very few people messing with me and everyone else are greedy. sooner of later we won't have cell phones or computers because we will lose electricity. a rabbi once taught that all of us, no matter who, have an aspect of the divine in them. it is true.
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8/19/26
i thought of a Caplyta medication commercial, where they show a nuclear explosion when they say "let in the light".
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8/19/26
people shouldn't be making me go back into my past. doesn't mean that i have anything to hide. it isn't important because i always had a friendly honest intent. my experiences with the supernatural and ignorance at the time confused me. i am still ignorant. i am not a bad person just because i called some mean fake black woman a name. i wasn't a money problem. i am not a money problem. i don't lie about anything. i am being mocked. if some black girls want to make a martyr of me, so be it. the are intentionally provoking me in public to desperately try to make it seem like i started it. no. it is a weird mockery of an honest friendly white boy.
i was like a good white king, who imagined having a castle and food, power, figuratively, experiences with supernatural, wanting to share it with everyone. unfortunately, some of the people you invited to the castle are rude, disorderly, so in actuality, the people would have to be something good in order to get into the castle. that is just how life or security works.
electronic communication can be both good and bad. in the future the electricity will go away. it will break into tribes. i imagine peaceful tribes. i am a peaceful guy, if you know me in person. keep Christmas. Christmas is about everyone. in the excerpt below, focus on 'divine purpose'.
i like pagan, related to winter solstice in the link below, still related to Christ. December 25th is a rebirth of the Sun. December 23rd or sometime close is the shortest day of the year. the new annual cycle of the sun is noticeable on or about December 25th. we are products of the sun, or stars, and other elements.
https://www.mentalfloss.com/holidays/christmas/roots-word-christmas
Jesus Christ is our savior, even if he dies at a young age, maybe being murdered, or some type of accident, or permanently impaired somehow. it is still considered divine providence, or i what i like to think of in general as a learning/development process. logic. 1 and 2, like 12 or 21. both Jesus and everything going on around him at a specific point in time (astrology) are important.
think of Dave Chapelle and Phyliss Diller.
i lashed out at president Trump online for one day because i imagine him being amused or taking pleasure in my suffering, making me feel threatened by him.
i understand if people think that maybe i am the Paris Hilton problem. no. initially i thought that she was being friendly but then i finally figured out that she is a weird greedy irresponsible fake childish anti social ugly cruel creep bitch. i wouldn't have imagined that someone could be so dumb, wanting to boast about it. she intended to create a problem for everyone. the Rapunzal joke was fun love in general, for everyone, and then she is weird greedy irresponsible fake childish anti social ugly cruel creep bitch, trying to twist it into a reason to have girls or everyone reject me. why? because i am a confident fun loving guy, in general, with everyone, if you know me in person. i didn't mean anything serious by the Rapunzal joke and she knew it, but tried to make it seem like it was or is so important, childish and desperate, obviously not thinking much about herself at all. she uses people, like she likes to make a sick game of it. like i already stated, she intended to create a bunch of stupid shit on the internet, and other people followed her, which was her intent. she didn't want females to like me, i guess because she thought that i was more likeable or interesting than her. she is not a cool social person like the media makes her out to be. fake superficial anti social nobody. she intentionally wanted me to fail so that she didn't have to be humble or do any real work. she is a failure in one of the worst ways that a person could be a failure. her family is obviously fake and creepy. she is the leader of the fake mean irresponsible people. i am sick of her. i hate her and her family. i will be so happy when i die, and when i never have to think about her creepy fake childish girl cruelty again.
all i was doing is being respectful and informative, honest. the black man who has my vision in his left eye, who can act aggressively toward us, is an embarrassment for black people, as well as some black girls who i am also in constant 24/7 activity with, who act aggressively. they are greedy, childish, evil and sadistic. they think that it is fun to humiliate and mock a white person who they think is so much more confident than they are. that is why they try to twist the story to try to make people think that i was mean and racist or evil. they are actually flirting with me and it is really creepy, stalking me, bullying me constantly as a gang. they try to play the victim when they have been and still are the oppressors, just like weak fake women do once they think that they have made themselves look weak, if they are weak. they seem to want me to seem like a racist, trying to make people feel sorry for them. the truth is that i had more confidence and love in me than they did. i am getting good information that there is more to World War II than most people understand. i am definitely here to keep a hostile alien force out. i am a type of alien force. alien technology. i am peaceful. i am definitely not promoting hate or violence. black females are promoting hate and violence for no good reason, or just because they are fake and insecure. these black girls who have been intentionally causing problems for the community for a long time really don't want ignorant people to know how kind i am to black people when i am out and about. they have an identity problem, defiant. that is what Satan did. they can wallow in negro shit or they can get off of their asses and try to contribute something good. they would just be fired from a job. real simple. the boss is not going to get brought down to a stupid fake nonsensical level. they are ashamed of what they have done and are faking having pride. i'm not fake.
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8/19/26
wow. maybe if someone talked to me about who i am, allowing me to actually state something officially being who i am, that all of this would go away. i can't talk to anyone about who i am. you can talk to other people about it, but i can not. it is very painful and confusing.
other people are greedy and cruel, with them thinking that it is interesting that they can talk to others about something, or be someone, and that i can not.
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8/19/26
i feel like the fact that people are not in real time openly communicating about what they know about this situation is a ticking time bomb. gossip, sometimes really stupid and unnecessary, and splitting into many groups. we need a message from a community leader or community leaders. there is nothing which i can do on my own. it would have to be someone else.
people can investigate me up and down, left and right, side to side.
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8/19/26
i am bullied everyday. very confusing because the people doing imply that they will never stop, fake, implying fake that they are good at fabricating absolute crap when they aren't. we can do this for as long as they want to. i am not the loser. their aggression affects my thoughts about my future and everyone else's future, constantly, not to mention that i can't get any other work done. that is why this goes on and on. i am literally not being allowed to think about anything else. ignorant people don't understand the nature of the cybernetic communication, which i experience regularly daily. you underestimate if you are ignorant. no offense. it affects my feelings, in public. that affect my actions. people think that it is fun to harm a confident unique man emotionally, in public. typical creepy stalker (gang) shit. mindless nonsense unintelligent which they want attention for. it excites them to get attention, like all of this shit on this section of this website. i am smooth if you really really understand what is going on. the people intentionally causing a problem don't want ignorant people to understand what is going on. you see what is on this website, but don't understand what is really going on. other people are trying to deceive you about my real character, and it looks like it is working a little bit sometimes when i go out or when i watch TV. treat me like an honest responsible family member who is a little wild sometimes but not a problem, not something taboo like jesus being whipped in the streets of Jerusalem. getting off track editing, but people need to be openminded about christ. the reason that it works is first because of people's acceptance of christ, not christ's acceptance of other people. doesn't mean that i am stuck up. many people have helped me accomplish what i have accomplished, or what we will all accomplish. big picture christ. back to first point. it is a very cruel childish perverted mockery of a friendly honest white boy. it is sad that some people choose to degrade themselves being fake and lazy. it is related to an understanding of 200, or Hebrew letter Reish. i am not an expert. just trying to learn and share. they keep trying to use world war II shit against me because they are insecure about something, in general. the black people who are causing problems, not all black people, are sleazy socially lame criminals who want attention because they don't get any other attention, unintelligent boring cowards who take cheap shots at me, like the weird black people who loot stores when violently protesting, when in some instances there really actually was/is no reason at all to protest, actually because they are embarrassed or insecure. they think that i look better than they do so they want to make a mess on my website. this is not the only section of this website. they are so ungrateful. i have over and over kept trying to get people to move on from the past, deleting negative tone information from this website, name calling, and then they hate me for it because they think that it makes me look like a friendly white boy, so then they play a very cruel game harming me even more, unbearable, painful. people are trying to deceive and work you, but you don't understand what is going on. weak people want to politicize someone who they think is superior in order to imply that they are superior. they have an inferiority complex. people in politics understand it. it is a sick game, and i didn't sign up for dirty politics. there is no reason to unnecessarily politicize me. for black folk. don't turn this into unnecessary gang or identity nonsense. don't form a gang. gangs shouldn't mess with gangs. think of happy peaceful children on Christmas day. i am not a problem. don't unnecessarily involve me in your lives just because i lack privacy in the way which i do. that is cruel. i mean, really. give me a break. or, if you want to politicize me, watch the movie Forest Gump. black folk need to exercise leadership, and call out fake black nonsense when you know it exists. you are better than that. you should know me in person. as far as the World War II or Thule information, something else was/is going on, but people get confused by old Nazi propaganda. there was even an official propaganda office led by Joseph Goebbels. i am not propaganda. this is not propaganda. it was known that i was going to be here. apparently this is a very old alien war. i am a type of alien, cybernetic communication, alien technology, power, etc. i am peaceful and definitely here to keep something savage and disgusting out. again, as far as Thule.org goes, people already knew that i wasn't a racist problem. i was openly sharing information about what i was doing with a loving intent. we didn't understand what the black man with my vision in his left eye, who can create contractions of my muscle and soft tissue was yet. i know that honest loving supportive black people hate stated that they were confused about it, also. black girls combined old unimportance with a later issue about me unexpectedly calling a fake childish crazy evil black woman a name, being fake, trying to make it look like i was a problem to begin with. they are weird irresponsible insecure fake, obviously blatantly lying about me and money in everyway which they possibly could (Northern Trust bank, Paris Hilton, Thule.org, La Grange, Texas), like it is some kind of weird childish hatred game of people who have money, in general, especially because everyone knows that i am definitely not a money problem. no. my experiences with the supernatural and ignorance in the past confused me, and it really doesn't matter that i was confused because of my intent. nobody cares about George H. W. Bush (RIP) and Northern Trust bank, either, because of my intent. this information is not new or interesting because it involves a bank. we don't care about your fake directions mindless boring crap negro, a lack of communicative ability, a lack of power, inability compared to me, a bunch of nothing, implying that you are superior, but that you don't have to communicate anything intelligent, honest, or conclusive. the black man with my vision in his left eye, able to create contractions of my muscle and soft tissue, is embarrassed because his unnecessary bullshit back in 2006 backfired on him. an actual demon like in a Hollywood movie. doesn't mean that i like or would get along with all white people. the mexican girl who has my vision in her left eye, able to create contractions of my muscle and soft tissue, is fake, evil, sadistic, greedy, confused, childish, blatant sleazy gold digger, trying to cover for the black man, because she thinks that they look like something negative together, easily identifiable because of her issue with her left eye. an actual demon like in a Hollywood movie. then some black girls joined in with their fake evil nonsense because they had a social problem because of embarrassing themselves multiple times over and over. what is really interesting, really ugly, is that paris whitney hilton is the leader. they pretend as if they think that they are the majority. they are not the majority. the majority of people are busy with their lives, working, happy, sometimes with kids, soccer practice, violin practice, getting ready for happy Halloween, etc.
God bless you.
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8/20/26
for your information. i am not making a general negative racist issue about blacks and mexicans with President Trump because of stating something about the black man and mexican girl, who both have my vision in their left eye, who can both create contractions of my muscle and soft tissue, which the rest of the 144,000 worldwide sense. the black man and mexican girl are a very serious problem for the entire world, and believe me i know that i have honest 144,000 witnesses communicating with government officials all over the world. i don't care who the president is. there is a very serious problem which can definitely be defined as a 'common enemy'. don't make an unnecessary racial issue of it, and don't unnecessarily politicize me. i am just doing my job.
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8/21/26
believe it or not, all of this repetitive crap is because of weird childish desperate obstruction by a few other people for many years. they are nervous, insecure, and there is no reason to be nervous or insecure.
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8/21/26
good luck.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xlf2P1Umcc8
Beeswax and light hold rich practical and spiritual roles across African traditions. Long before modern paraffin, indigenous communities utilized natural local resources like plant oils, animal fats, and pure beeswax to produce illumination, seal items, and fuel sacred rites. [1, 2]
Traditional and Spiritual Uses
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6/21/26
i have called people negative racial names, including whites. if i had sticks and stones i would have broken bones. no one would not refer to the aggressors negatively, verbally. not the pope. not mother theresa. no one. it wouldn't be natural. impossible. swallow your pride if you are innocent, different races, if you feel emotionally confused by anything which you know about. i would like to know what had Jesus Christ said all of the time, not a synopsis or allegory. people can act really weird when they are being tortured, not an overstatement, really understood and agreed upon, especially if a person is being tortured for really no good reason in public, really sick weird childish game. they idolize me like little perverted children, wanting a "relationship" with me, weird weird mental problems. i mean, some of the 144,000. weird. perverted. they are socially lame. i have told them that i can feel sorry for them for their challenging situation, but not for dishonesty and sadism. the black man and mexican girl playing games are extremely childish and confused, not sophisticated. governments need to pay attention to what i am saying about not being sophisticated. like problem adolescents. like crazy weird homeless people. the are not connected. it has been a weird form of torture. i can still love my enemies, however, big picture, they make my job easy.
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8/21/26
i had a thought not serious but interesting about Congress taking a a regulated amount of MDMA once a week, imagining that it would help ease tension, help with relationships, if it wasn't abused. i mean it, really objectively in terms of clinical research about the positive effects of MDMA. i have experimented with it before.
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8/22/26
honey crisp apple juice as the base (enough for 2 big drinking glasses) , 5 chopped celery sticks, not prepacked celery (cut celery sticks into small 1/2 inch pieces before putting in blender), fresh grated ginger (generous amount), 1 lemon (fresh squeezed) / mix in a blender, mix well until liquid turns green
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8/22/26
i accidentally discovered when wanting to just get pure CBD that they still legally sell delta 9 THC edibles and a certain type of indica strain hemp cigarette. i smoked one yesterday. i don't want to smoke.
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8/23/26
King Solomon prayed for Wisdom, Chochmah. He had 300 wives and 700 concubines, focusing on 3 and 7 or 7 and 3 (37 x 73). the world 'Wisdom' is also related to end of Revelations at Revelations 13:18, next to 666, which is also related to first verse of bible. i don't mean that i think that i am King Solomon. something about King Solomon and 666 talents of gold, i think. i don't know who i am. A fish, a lion, a lamb, a goat, an ox, a platypus?
Ezra 2:13, Revelations 13:18, 1 Kings 10:14, 2 Chronicles 9:13 are related to the number 666.
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In Hebrew numerology, 37 and 73 are the ordinal and standard gematria values of Chochmah (Wisdom), representing the second Sefirah on the Tree of Life. Their reflective relationship and mathematical properties tie directly into the numerical structure of creation. [1, 2, 3, 4]
Core Gematria Values
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The relationship between James 1:5, the concept of wisdom, and the numbers 37 and 73 stems from biblical gematria—the practice of assigning numerical values to Hebrew and Greek letters. [1, 2]
The Direct Mathematical Connection
In biblical mathematical code, 37 and 73 are considered the foundational "twins" or reflective primes of the universe. In the Hebrew language, the word for "Wisdom" (Chochmah / חכמה) carries these exact mathematical values:
James 1:5 is the New Testament's ultimate thesis on obtaining wisdom: "If any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask of God..." Gematria researchers connect this verse to the mathematical blueprint established in the very first verse of the Bible, Genesis 1:1, through the following structural patterns:
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The phrase you provided connects James 1:5, the concept of Wisdom (specifically in Hebrew and Greek), and the unique biblical mathematical patterns of the prime numbers 37 and 73. [1]
Here is how these four elements intersect through standard and ordinal gematria:
1. The Core Answer: Wisdom = 37 and 73
In biblical gematria, 37 and 73 are considered the numerical blueprint of "Wisdom". This is because the Hebrew word for wisdom, Chochmah (חָכְמָה), yields both values depending on the calculation method:
James 1:5 is the most famous New Testament verse explicitly instructing believers on how to obtain wisdom: "If any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask of God, who gives to all generously...". [4, 5]
While James was written in Greek, researchers of mathematical theologians often highlight that the underlying theme of this verse directly mirrors the geometric and numeric properties of the Hebrew Chochmah (37/73). [1, 6]
3. The Geometry of 37 and 73
Numbers like 37 and 73 are not arbitrary; they possess unique reflective, prime, and geometric relationships that appear throughout creation scriptures:
If you are exploring this for a specific study, I can help you expand on the Greek gematria of the word Sophia (wisdom) or break down the mathematical structure of Genesis 1:1 further. Which direction would you like to take? [7, 10]
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The Saeculum obscurum (meaning "Dark Age") or the Pornocracy (Rule of Harlots) from 904 to 964 AD is the period in Catholic Church history most frequently associated with severe moral corruption, political manipulation, and scandalous papal behavior.
What Happened During This Time
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Solomon's Temple contains a famous verse about a round basin that has sparked a long debate over whether it represents an approximation of π (pi) equal to 3 . [1, 2]
The Biblical Description
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James 1:5 instructs anyone who lacks wisdom to ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault. In biblical numerics and gematria, the numbers 37 and 73 are uniquely intertwined with Genesis 1:1 (whose standard Hebrew gematria sum is 2,701, or $37 \times 73$), mirroring the opening theme of creation and the Logos found in John 1:1. [1, 2]
James 1:5 and Wisdom
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8/23/26
world war II may have been a necessary evil. a type of sacrifice. please try to be openminded. i would be fake if i wasn't stating something. i feel confident stating that. i would have not imagined that i would state that 30, 35, 40 years ago. be happy. i think that it was a blessing, old alien war, long term future (issue with time), using America (nation state) for money, technology, development. alien intelligence. beyond our comprehension. i don't mean white supremacists with public rallys. with the cybernetic communication, i also have a buddy who doesn't care if people know about him. not threatening. peaceful. competent feel. funny. i don't know if he is a higher version of myself or something different, definitely working in cooperation. causes me to lift my hand and touch my face. information which i am getting is Orion and Dog star. advanced guys have been here for a long time already. they knew that i would be here.
don't know, but thought that my buddy might relate to the spelling of YaHWeH (Yud, Hei, Vav, Hei).
don't know, but thought that my buddy might relate to 50 x 25,920, or 1,296,000 years.
please don't start any unnecessary racial something because of this. i am what i am. i am stuck in the middle of this, trying to learn, just like anyone else. i don't have all of the answers. i like to think of the Olympics where different types of people are respected; praised. maybe geometrical shapes on different countries' flags. trust in God, if you don't trust in me. you should trust in me. i have experience. i am sort of programmed to do my best trying to take care of people, honest, like a robot, or sometimes like a mother eagle, taking care of young in a nest. do father eagles take care of young eagles in a nest?
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ha. imagining being something in mythology or mythos, more than the newest new testament, like:
'one who gloriously partook, of grain, honey, herbs, and grape vine, and of angel dust; dancing with God's servants.'
somewhat facetious.
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trivia. please refer to the 'Judging By Appearances' file in the 'miscellaneous files' section of this website, which mentions numbers like 666. i think that it is used as an illustration of a system. also 888.
focus is on numbers 3 and 7, or perfect numbers 6 (3 / 1 + 2 + 3 = 6) and 28 (7 / 1 + 2 + 3 + 4 + 5 + 6 + 7 = 28). 6 is the triangle of 3. 28 is the triangle of 7.
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The exact number 666 appears four times in the standard text of the Bible. It shows up twice in the Old Testament as a specific weight of gold or number of people, once in the Hebrew census lists, and once in the New Testament as the Number of the Beast. [1, 2]
Where 666 Appears
If you want, I can also share what scholars say about why this number was used or how it relates to Roman history.
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8/24/26
so, the idea is to state that you could argue that everything would be considered as an act of God, not able to differentiate as one subject compared to another. not snobby. insurance lawyers have already thought about it. you could use it in some other type of argument; definitively. how about i hire the law office of Squeeze and Pleaze? somewhat facetious. lol. i thought about it more because of Nick Nolte, silly respectful about the watermelon in 48 Hours, ha, make Ganz look like Gandhi, the movie Cape Fear. made an interesting impression on me. determined DeNiro.
peace.
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The Latin legal term for an act of God is Vis Major (meaning "superior force") or Actus Dei (meaning "act of God"). [1]
Another related and common legal maxim is actus Dei nemini facit injuriam, which translates to "the act of God does injury to no one" (meaning nobody is legally liable for an unavoidable, natural accident). [1, 2]
Key Legal Terms
8/26/26
i know with certainty that black females blatantly lie about an issue which i sometimes have, mostly not, about me thinking of my hands and feet. i started to think of my hands when i was in jail in 2012 because i thought that the police in La Grange, Texas, or other police and people nationally were mocking me, when i really really obviously didn't want anything to do with my old mexican neighbor in La Grange, Texas. there was an unusual sustained pressure for a long time, with me not having wanted anything from the south (drugs/money), when my hands were positioned low alongside my body when i was standing up, like down toward the south. like weird shit happening in an innocent person's brain when an innocent person is held in an interrogation room for a very very long time for no good reason, being mocked. the mexican girl tried to confuse people who don't understand english. she is an obnoxious mexican racist. then the mexican girl was blatantly mocking my innocence, referring to my feet, left foot corresponds to number 7, right foot corresponds to number 5, kabbalah, she learned this from me, she is not intelligent. she was wanting to create an opportunity for her and other people to lie about me and money in any way which they possible could (Northern Trust bank, Paris Hilton, Thule.org, La Grange, TX). mexican girl was trying to confuse or take advantage of people who don't understand English, but believe me it didn't work. believe me people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who don't understand English, understand that i am innocent and that a few people (mexican girl, black man, black female stalkers) are attempting to wrongfully defame me. they want me to be killed quickly in my next life, defamed in this life, or even murdered in this life. they even like it when i state something like this, because they think that it will give someone an idea. i don't think that their plan will work. i am definitely here to keep something disgusting out. ignorant people have no idea. otherwise it would be savagery. they are extremely childish envious/jealous people who have a problem liking or loving themselves, social/love problems. they also want to boast about who they are, but really not having confidence or liking themselves. mexican girl stalks and harasses me every day, pretending like she thinks that people should think that she is cool, creating anxiety about my future, wanting me to feel constantly threatened, stalking me, harassing me, bullying me, every fucking day, like a fake criminal who got thrown in jail anyway. that is why i sometimes, usually not, think about my hands and feet. this doesn't matter if you are sensing what is going on in context, because it is very obvious that i am innocent, and that i am just being harassed, stalked, bullied, mocked by weird childish socially lame creeps.
black girls blatantly lie about me and paris hilton's money. i wasn't after her money at all. i like to earn my own money. i made a joke about a pink flying saucer once, being facetious, tired of being angry at that moment, even though i hate paris hilton all of the time. i think that the Thule.org guy knows something about flying saucers, but there was never any online communication about money or purchasing anything. i know that they don't do business that way, if he knows anything about it, or if involved in any way. that type of business for anyone involved is probably done in person only. if people do that on their own, so be it. i was and am still not involved in anything like that. black girls wanted to fabricate something in order to try to make it look like they had a good reason to attack me in the very beginning or past when they and everyone else knows that they are fake, full of shit, very very mean envious creatures, mocking my sincerity. sometimes low class people no matter what race will mock people who they think have class or more confidence.
people can hate Christ, even if he is a great person, or especially if he is a great person and if they don't like what they are. or even people who like themselves can have resentment toward me. i get a great deal of attention. psychologists should talk about it. i am actually a humble person who socially lame weak people want to keep fucking with in public, annoying, intentionally obstructive, with them getting some weird childish thrill. they want to humiliate a person who they think is so much more than they are, like how weird crazy homeless bums will state creepy things to people when they walk by them sometimes. weak insecure childish people are causing a very serious problem for the community. i want to be left alone. i want everyone to be left alone in peace.
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8/24/26
the above work about an act of God is good related to separation of church and state somehow. if you were going to combine it, i think for the safety of the public, including public officials, that is a different argument. am I a king? it is a social event regardless of whether someone considers themselves religious. we are social beings. we need security in order to function or in order to think that we can function. get it under control. the bible is a very cool book, i think illustrates a construct, alpha-bet, but this is real life and not necessarily bible study. i was thinking the other day studying at a church that i didn't like the idea of guys just interpreting something which can be redundant. like studying numbers. i thought that just acting with love can or is more important. not stating that study is not at all important for confidence, but important part was thinking about how i was told at another bible study class that in the past there was a difference between Pharisee legalists and concept of grace, or concept of work on the Sabbath. i was thinking this in a Christian church. i thought and talked, silly, like i was reading scripture when i actually wasn't about the Sabbath one time when i saved some drowning june bugs from a swimming pool, when working in La Grange, texas. it was on a Saturday. i mean the legalist issue toward Christians especially, but also whoever in whatever religion. church is sometimes just a place to socialize, not so much study or care too much about so much study information which can be overwhelming or redundant. that is sort of how i think about it, even though i definitely respect studying. bars are another place people can socialize, focus on just a place to go. or in sports. or violin or piano practice. or bowling. or many people jogging at park. we are social beings.
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8/24/26
my experience has been what i have thought to be very cruel at times, not comprehensible. i never believed that God would be that way or want that for the community. why would he put me here for that? i don't wish cruelty on you. i have thought that people have thought "I don't want this!, I don't fucking want this!". believe me, i understand. please relax. i did much of the work already. please chill. again, be openminded. don't unnecessarily politicize me. if you don't want it then quit stupidly gossiping about it. be openminded. i am a known honest friendly geek who is bit wild. if you want to study it you can. the real issue is when people unnecessarily politicize me for negative reasons, or really for their own selfish reasons. God is giving, not taking, but now i am thinking about some kind of scripture which is about receiving or to receive. i think that it might be possible that i will be here in an incarnation when i should be negatively politicized, but not in this present one. still divine providence.
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Josh's note:
a political science teacher could use this, to hand out to students, maybe part of a larger academic outline. it is good that young kid read this. good for me to read it. there is a reason for both political parties, in theory.
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An objective political and psychological analysis shows that characterizing Democrats as "imaginative" and Republicans as "constricted" oversimplifies distinct, well-documented personality dimensions and structural approaches to governance. Rather than indicating a deficit in intelligence or creativity, these traits reflect different psychological profiles, worldviews, and institutional goals. [1]
Political scientists and psychologists evaluate these differences through established behavioral frameworks, analyzing how each side functions. [1, 2]
1. The Psychological Framework: The Big Five Traits
Political psychology often maps partisan leanings to the Big Five personality traits, specifically Openness to Experience and Conscientiousness.
The two parties view the role and capabilities of the state through fundamentally different lenses. [6]
The Democratic View: System-Fixing and Outcomes Democrats generally operate under the belief that human institutions are malleable and can be consciously improved through governance.
An objective analysis avoids loaded labels and reframes the dynamic as a classic balancing act:
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8/25/26
a few girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with don't want me to have fun with other people at a real job in Houston. i still work in the country every few weeks, but i wanted a city job, fun, active. these girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with have mental problems, are envious/jealous, very childish, very greedy, desperate, blatantly childishly obstructive, because of their personal situations, obviously wanting to gossip about me with people who they are around, and wanting to be thought of as stereotype weak female fake. they try to create the impression that i am no fun to be with, bullying me, stalking me, intentionally obstructing, intentionally changing my behavior in public, starting with Paris Hilton. she actually admits to being dumb and loud, fake, like it is suppose to be a joke on 'the simple life'. really tacky and cruel. the hiltons are a house of cards. you guys don't know me in person. i work really hard at jobs and around family. they don't want people to know that. paris wanted me all to herself. creepy stalker. mexican girl wants me all to herself. many black girls want me all to themselves. creepy stalkers who want people to think that they are my girlfriends or wives who i have to answer to. they are totally stupid, blatantly possessive, blatantly creepy. they didn't want to be humble, like i am, so they obstructed knowing that they could twist my sincerity into horrible confusion, publicly, over and over, etc., to try to make people think that i am not humble, and that i shouldn't be followed. it is an ugly sadistic mockery. sick weird blatant childish female sadism and possessiveness. they find it amusing. sick entertainment. they are angry because i have more ability than they do. intellect + unique public person. they are like Lucy taking the football away from Charlie Brown, knowing that Charlie Brown would kick a field goal. it is not funny at all, over and over, etc. not at all. it wouldn't be funny to watch again and again. these few girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with are fake lazy and creepy, very greedy, very childish, socially lame, not humble, not intelligent. they try to take power away from humble people, in general. weird cruel sleazy mockery. really creepy possessive childish stalker shit. work was sabotaged again. difficult to explain. very painful. the mexican girl wants attention as a criminal, or a stereotype disrespectful obnoxious mexican, because she thought that she would have so much opportunity to be a gold digger with mexican men that way. she is also trying to meet a guy in church later on, after i die, so that her left eye probably returns to normal, trying to trick us into thinking we know something. she is a dumb criminal. she is like a woman who marries a man for money, forges the life insurance policy, murders him, and keeps doing the same thing, eventually being featured on the TV show Forensic Files. i texted in to cancel the job interview. i'm not fake at all. these girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with are weird and scary. girls who i'm not in constant 24/7 with don't understand. i am a happy motivated worker. really. like both my Dad and Mom. as i already stated, all of this chaotic online crap is intentional obstruction mostly because of female panic. they use each other even though they hate each other, ganging up on everyone. i mean girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with.
all some black girls want to do is input negative racial crap in my mind to try to make it look like i started some shit when i didn't at all. they feel ashamed, maybe they need to talk about it openly. some blacks girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with are holding everyone hostage. black girls playing games with black people, or everyone. don't hate me because i am white or because you think that i have ability which you don't.
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8/25/26
it looks like someone might be changing the font size on these posts. a black female has been Wi Fi hacking me real ugly real childish real angry real dumb real nervous real boring real fake real mean for about 6 years. many people do not understand how hacking can give the hacker a limited remote access of your computer, bullying, a form of assault. she is not making major changes to anything because i would see it. it is ugly dirty political games, with her wanting people to communicate about what she is doing, how obnoxious she is, attempting to discredit my good work somehow, or to imply that maybe it would be China or :Russia or Trump or something when honesty i don't think those guys care about me, because there is no personal problem. she wants people to talk about her and her creepy racism. she is a very very big part of black community's problem, holding us hostage. horrible weird childish disrespect on a daily basis. i think probably same black woman who assaulted me at the grocery store in 2008. comes on my property leaving shit around. stalks me and my girlfriend. other black girls stalk me and my girlfriend, wanting people to communicate about it, stalking everyone. i called the police about 2 weeks ago, really imagining the police helping me, confused, wanting to reach out to someone. got a time out in the hospital for 5 days. it is ridiculous sham, having to repeat myself to ignorant people over and over. that is when i get to the point when i want there to be real accountability for this situation. it is a sham, and i think a waste of God's time. some people like to make it more and more and more of a mockery. it is like a horror movie but not amusing for me. they have mental problems but that doesn't excuse them.
i talked with a computer specialist who knows about security and hacking about what he could do and i don't really have the money. i think that he stated that he would create 2 modems or something which would add a layer of security because the 2 modems or something have to talk to each other. the black woman hacking me has a very weak mind, got nervous, aggressive, wanting people to know that she is implying that black girls can lie or act like they don't care as much as they want to. they are like workers who fake call in sick to work. "The Negros Who Cried Wolf". i am a shepherd, protecting sheep.
some of these black girls want people thinking that i socialize with them when i don't, and when i definitely wouldn't. they are not more special than anyone else. they are weird, creepy, possessive, desperate, weak, fake, childish, very annoying. basically all they do is panic and complain, wanting to turn their personal social problems into all black people's problem, embarrassment, insecurity, stupid peer pressure, selfishness, racism, identity problem. they want to teach hate and division for some reason, from the start in 2008, so it doesn't matter if i had/have love in me. it doesn't mean that i am not friendly with black girls when i am out and about. good leaders will sometimes cause some people to go toward satan, bad actors, lazy fake losers, envious. it is an ironic aspect of good leadership. a virtuous (honesty, real work, real communication) leader can sometimes inadvertently cause counter mobilization.
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9/4/26
please be openminded. not overly aggressive. use your imagination. i am a peaceful person. be kind and don't jump the gun. be objective. pyramid is alien technology. a good intent. i am not greedy. other people have been/are greedy, socially lame, childish, sadistic, stupid paparazzi shit, intentionally causing problems for everyone, like vandalism. i am putting out a fire, the bit about world war 2. not starting a fire or pouring gasoline on a fire. you can study history and military intelligence (operation Highjump, operation Paperclip, etc.) if you want to.
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9/5/26
i wish that they would put me to sleep at a hospital or get me some security. some blacks and a mexican thought that they would have so many black and mexican friends if they acted like they hated a white person, assaulting him every day. i didn't do anything to harm them, and everybody knows that. i only tried to help them.
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9/5/26
for people who really don't understand, we are being swamped with crime every day. it is scary if you are me. i don't have security. it is like a bad dream. some bullshit about separation of church and state, i guess which means that no one is ever suppose to publicly recognize anything good which i ever did, or be friendly with me in public, right? the church is dumb, lacking experience. they don't know what they are doing because they have never done it before. get real. has it been tested?
low class criminal black people and a low class criminal mexican. paris hilton is low class, criminal, also, she just tried to sugarcoat it.
my vision was for blacks and whites and whoever to work in harmony, to be around each other, for me to dissolve racial division because of what people already knew about me, my entire life, really God brainwashed in the past talking out loud all of the time starting in 2002 believing in a future positive aspect of racial diversity of America, where God placed me, but i think that it is really more of a vision about people who work on science initiatives, or like at colleges, or NASA (movie entitled 'Hidden Figures'), or MIT, or cool blue collar tech jobs, or the arts, or sports, or a bus boy at a good steak house or something. you can't do much for people if they are not somewhere doing something to begin with, or if they have a lazy racist attitude, or if they don't have an appreciation for different types of people who have something in common.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l9fcW9SyyFs
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9/6/26
i am very confident that Jewish folk who sense what i sense, cybernetic, who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who understand english, or Jewish folk who sense what i sense, cybernetic, who am in constant 24/7 activity with, who already have my website information, agree that i am innocent, never with an evil mean oppressive intent, and that there is something else going on which is oppressive, and that i could be right about what i have stated about world war 2. i believe that the nazis were working with a alien force which, believe it or not, is more kind and civil than a different alien force, i believe defined as reptilian. long term peace/stability.
did some research or more research. this really does make sense to me, given my personal experience(s). in a way i don't care about anything else because i am a peaceful person. try to focus on peace. call me a whistleblower if you want to, or a peaceful person stuck in the middle of an unusual situation, trying to figure it out, respectfully sharing what i know with others. i don't have an evil oppressive intent.
https://www.simonandschuster.com/books/Dark-Fleet/Len-Kasten/9781591433446
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9/7/26
i think that this is related to concept of reptilian entity and christ. Sobek was Egyptian crocodile deity. Crocodilopolis city in Egypt. i think related, in egypt, they used to mummify crocodiles, feed them honey cakes, adorn them with gold.
https://www.worldviewpublications.org/outlook/context/article.php?IDN=200608
the black man with my vision in his left eye was protective of me in the beginning. he was confused, ignorant, but not an enemy. it makes me for some reason think of Pete and the Dragon. the mexican girl with my vision in her left eye was protective for a short time also. ignorant people underestimate their ability to be aggressive, no matter where i am. their personal social situations, love/sex, family, confused them because they can be easily identified, because they don't understand what they are or what people will think about them, and also because they want to boast (greed) about who they are, or about their relationship with me.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=upHQ-m3lYgc
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9/7/26
Pontius Pilate used the label "King of the Jews" as a political charge and a sarcastic insult against Jewish authorities, not as a theological endorsement of Jesus as the true Messiah . [1, 2]
Why Pilate Used the Title
9/7/26
i thought that it would be good if the NAACP or Anti Defamation League published information about how blacks shouldn't unnecessarily hate, especially because they would have a reason to hate. just because of world war 2 or slavery in America doesn't mean that all white people are wrong, and that all black people are right. am i supposed to feel guilty, just because i am white?
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9/7/26
The Hebrew letter Mem connects water, the womb, and the Messiah as powerful biblical symbols of chaos, spiritual birth, and the emergence of unseen forces into the physical world.
The Letter Mem and Water
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9/7/26
hebrew letter 'Mem', descriptions
https://inner.org/hebleter/mem.htm
https://www.chabad.org/library/article_cdo/aid/137085/jewish/Mem.htm
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9/8/26
i hope that ladies find information about Hebrew letter 'Mem' relevant. think more about concepts of revealed (open letter Mem) and concealed (closed letter Mem). i believe that Mashiach (messiah) corresponds to concealed or hidden ("hidden"). it is counterintuitive. be brave. i am a simple friendly honest guy if you know me in person. it is silly because i am right here in front of everyone, exposed, with nothing to hide, many strong honest 144,000 witnesses. compassion is important, please, for you to have with me. be flexible. i had many different room mates in the Army, in different places. have you? i have responsibility. i didn't know that i was going to get bully forced into a public situation. i don't want to drive people crazy. i see that it is affecting people negatively, too much to process too fast. i need to chill on internet. i didn't want to communicate about any of that old german issue. really. i am innocent. i care about people's feelings. some 144,000 people don't care about people's feelings. they are Satanic, pretending as if they don't know what is what or who is who. ignorant people underestimate what experience with the supernatural does, a cause, affecting behavior, in past time and present time. have faith. you are also Illuminati. use my experience to your advantage. do not jump the gun. don't judge me, or be "tricked". be openminded. go to church or study if you want to understand revealed. think objectively. this is not nazi germany. this is America. good luck.
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9/9/26
good is Del Monte sweet corn cream style, cook at heat level 4 for about 5 minutes, stir frequently. change to heat level 2 and cook for about 12 minutes, stir frequently. add butter, salt and cinnamon while cooking.
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9/10/11
some people are fake, acting like they think that people should have problem with me. why? i am not and have never been involved in anything evil or wanting to be oppressive. i am not threatening people. they actually don't have a problem with me, and really just seem to have a problem with the internet, and information which is available to anyone. just because i know about something doesn't mean that i am a problem.
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9/11/26
The standard Hebrew gematria sum of Genesis 1:1 is 2701, which geometrically forms a triangular number (T₇₃) that can be split into a central spiritual core of 703 and three surrounding triangles of 666 (3 × 666 = 1998, where 703 + 1998 = 2701). [1]
The Gematria of Genesis 1:1
9/11/26
Torah is information for everyone, not just information for Jewish people. respectfully.
https://www.dafyomi.co.il/general/info/torahau/torah_numerology.php?d=12
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9/12/26
some black people, the mexican girl, desperately wanted or still want to create an impression that they caught me doing something wrong, ONLY AFTER IT WAS BLATANTLY OBVIOUS THAT THEY GOT CAUGHT DOING SOMETHING WRONG, THAT THEY HAVE AN IMAGE PROBLEM, THAT THEY ARE EVIL CHILDISH LIARS, WRONGFULLY ACCUSING ME OF BEING A MONEY/WHITE SUPREMACY PROBLEM WHEN THEY DEFINITELY KNEW THAT I WAS NOT A PROBLEM. what did i do wrong, knowingly with no evil or oppressive intent, also knowingly confused because experience with the supernatural?
For those people who have not already been made aware of this, independently of this website, I am in a constant 24/7 activity with a small group of people (144,000) who are situated all over the world. I don't understand it exactly, but it is related to the design and creation of the great pyramid of Gizeh. Look at link (144,000) in the 'for your information' section of this website. In other words, our central nervous systems are somehow fused. They can sense that i am typing at this moment, even though they are situated in different places all over the world. They could also sense that I was drinking a cup of coffee, if I was doing that right now. I am not currently in activity with 144,000 people. Some have died from old age. Some I am not in activity with yet. Apparently, some of these people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with were sensing me as a fetus, when i was still in my mother's womb. I think that i am joined with these other people because of something relating to the sun, other stars (most notably the constellation of Orion), the design of the great pyramid, and electromagnetism. It means that what is happening in our minds, or central nervous systems, also exists somewhere else, in order for the fusion to be taking place in the manner which it is. I believe that the water in our systems acts as a conductor. I believe that the same was true of Jesus of Nazareth; meaning, that this same connectivity with others is what actually distinguished him from other people. Read in the 'for your information' section about 144 and 72, or the story of Jesus and the 72 in the book of Luke. Also the story of Horus battling Set (Sat-an) and 72 conspirators in Egyptian mythos. I am not stating that Jesus of Nazareth and the Egyptian Set (Sat-an) are the same being. 72 is 1/2 of 144, with there being 1440 minutes in one day. The story of Jesus of Nazareth in the bible is mostly allegorical, although he was a real person in real history. The constant 24/7 activity can be, at times, maddening, for both me and the people who are sensing me. I believe that the 144,000 is some type of star seed. Constellation of Orion, astrology, 12 x 12 x 1000. Look at links below. Star seed is not necessarily "positive". I was 24 years old (1997), when it first became evident to me that I was, or am, in this unique, constant 24/7 activity with people. I am not schizophrenic. Then, in February of 1998, I started to sense an intelligent being communicating to me, with the use of physical contractions of my muscle and soft tissue, which meant that this being began to sense me first. It is a form of non verbal communication. This happened, in a way, exactly as it was predicted by something known as the Ussher chronology. Beginning of 1000 years (6000 years = 4004 BC to 1996 AD). Look at links in the 'for your information' section of this website. It also means that other people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with can sense, or were also sensing this intelligent being. It was extremely confusing at first. Madness. Isolation from the community. Hopelessness mixed with confused faith. 13 years later, in May of 2011, I started to sense another intelligent being communicating with me, with the same type of physical contractions of my muscle and soft tissue. It was, and still is, easily differentiated by me, and also the entire worldwide group who are sensing it, from the communication from the first intelligent being. It was, or is, fainter and more frequent. A totally different person, with a totally different personality. Non verbal communication. Both of these beings wanted, or want, to make it apparent to me, and anyone else who they thought was sensing me, because of the type and timing of the physical contraction communication which they can generate, that they had my vision, or that they could see what i could see. It was, or is, sensed as a person who is sort of child like, who is in a type of shock, or stupor, and finding it fascinating. Like they are children watching cartoons on television. It is very easy to understand, through sensation or non verbal communication, that the first intelligent being which myself and the rest of the group began sensing was, or is, male. It is very easy to understand, through sensation or non verbal communication, that the second intelligent being which myself and the group began to sense was, or is, female. They are human, just like I am human. I know without a doubt that the female is Hispanic, now (in the year 2022) about 30 years old, probably still living in Houston, Texas. I have seen her about 6 times in different places in the Houston area, because she wanted me and the rest of the group to know that it was her, wanting me to talk about her, or that she was responsible for creating the sensations, in a way childishly showing off. She used to have a white SUV and restricted phone number in the year 2011. Height is probably about 5 feet or 4 feet 10 inches. Medium size breasts. Full figured. She had long brown or light brown hair. I believe that she lives inside of the Houston 610 loop area, or that her parents live inside of the Houston 610 loop area. I believe that this is true, because she was able to get to locations within the Houston 610 loop area, where I was, quickly, already knowing that I would be at the same location. She has an unusual issue with her left eye, which I have seen, which I believe is the eye which acquired my vision, being at the beginning of the fusion of our central nervous systems, right around the last week of may of 2011. I believe that she has a brother who owns, or who used to own a Dodge Charger. I saw this car when I dropped off paperwork at the downtown Houston police station, wanting to be respectful of her, trying to establish rights for both of us. I also saw the person who I think is her brother together with her at the Houston Veteran's Administration hospital, when I went there one time. She wanted me and other people to know that it was her. I know without a doubt that she is lying about this situation to her family. I can reasonably assume that the male being who can also create contractions of my muscle and soft tissue, which other members of the group (144,000) can sense, who also indicated that he has my vision, also has an unusual issue with his left eye. Meaning, the eye which acquired my vision in February of 1998. It took me 13 years (1998 - 2011) to be able to understand that this male being is an African American, and also that he is ignorant, not possessing extraordinary knowledge concerning me, or this situation, which I thought that he had prior to 2011.
I think that the black man who I am referring to might live in New Jersey. He likes to be a stupid smart ass, thinking that I won't understand what he is communicating, or wanting to think about how he thinks that he is slick, when he really isn't. I think that he is involved in social security fraud, at the United States social security administration. I think that he receives social security benefits for the problem with his left eye, which began on February 22nd, 1998. I doubt that he told the social security people that he is in constant 24/7 activity with me, or has my vision in his left eye, and that he can create contractions of my muscle and soft tissue, or be aggressive. It is not social security. He is intentionally harming people. Check New Jersey social security applications, sometime shortly after February 22nd, 1998, to see if there are any applicants who fit the description, an unusual problem with left eye. I bet that the doctors had no idea what caused it, or why it would begin in the manner which it did.
I believe that these 2 people were characterized, or defined, as Set (Sat-an) and Nephthys in Egyptian mythos, in the past. I believe that I was characterized, or defined, as Horus (Christ) in Egyptian mythos, in the past. Look at links in the 'for your information' section of this website. I also believe that the male was characterized as Beelzebub during the time of Jesus of Nazareth. My old bible study teacher told me that Beelzebub was just another name for Satan.
After having enough experience, having been situated together with these 2 people for some time already, as stated, I can list some of their characteristics.
They are like people who are a type of mentally retarded. Constant stupor. Psychopathic. Sociopathic. Narcissistic. Childish. Evil. It flaunts being evil, seeming to try to recruit evil people. Hate. Anger. Envy. Jealousy. Greed. Problem with ego, or perhaps super ego. Negative. Angry. Sadistic. Nervous. Insecure. Creepy. It flaunts thinking that it is creepy. Attempts to intimidate. Vicious. Insane. Predatorial. Deceit. Perverted.
Even evil people wouldn't want anything to do with these beings. They have a mental problem.
Because they are naturally or understandably insecure about what people think about them, namely because of their unusual issue with their left eye, they embarrass and anger easily, ultimately having betrayed the community, desperately trying to make it seem like I was evil, or that people should think of me as evil, when I am not evil, and when they knew, or know, that I am not evil. They also childishly and sloppily imply that they have some authority which they don't think that they have, wanting to make a mockery of what would actually be considered responsible behavior, it seems because of panic, or greed, or not understanding how they should fit in with society. They seemed to want to try and associate in a cooperative way, when the activity with them first started. As time went on, they seemed confused about how to survive, socially, and long term, thinking that they had embarrassed themselves by having been unnecessarily aggressive.
They both seem to want ignorant people to believe, acting out in a childish, blatantly fake, confused, ignorant manner, that the eye above the pyramid on the dollar bill represents them, or that they have authority which they actually don't have. It is related, but the eye on the dollar bill seems to be the opposite of what they are. God is a loving God. They are not loving, and not only that, they are trying to make people think that God is not a loving God. They are also trying to fool people into thinking that i am not loving.
I have tried to help them. They should communicate to the public, or me, with actual words and conclusive statements, instead of trying to stupidly and wrongfully hustle their way into happiness, social success, power, or survival. There would be a commitment to cooperation which they would benefit from. They wanted, or want, to show off and play childish games. It got, or gets them intro social trouble. It seems like their minds never develop properly, in any incarnation of theirs, because they have my vision, and are constantly distracted by, or interested in what I am doing. They are not doing work like other people ordinarily do work, by not communicating with intelligent statements, which are easily understandable and conclusive. It got them into social trouble, or didn't, or doesn't, allow them to make a type of normal social progression. They seem to be implying that they are supposed to get unusual special treatment, or be worshipped because they are unusual, but they are lazy, childish and are constantly attempt to deceive, like someone who is criminally insane. They are disabled, and are trying to obtain something for themselves in an unethical, rude, bully style way. They seem to live in a fantasy world, fanaticizing about having happiness and power, but are unwilling to try to do work like people ordinarily do work, communicating using intelligent, conclusive, easily understandable statements, in order to achieve this happiness. They have a confused identity problem, seeming to want to settle for being different, and a foe, not wanting to try to make a more normal social progression on earth.
They seem to have an unusual need to feel loved, or respected, or accepted, or recognized. They have an unusual psychological problem, just as a few other people who i am constant 24/7 activity (144,000) with have proven themselves to have. These 2 people are trying to secure something for themselves, using their ability to create contractions of my muscle and soft tissue, which other people in the group (144,000) can sense, as a type of weapon. It is an attempt to subdue or incapacitate me, and other people, so that these 2 beings do not have to work as hard, or compete with others, as people ordinarily have to compete, or cooperate, with others. It seems as if they are doing this, really for the future incarnations which they think that they will have, not wanting me, or others worldwide, to achieve the potential in this life, because they think that it will make it better for themselves if I was considered unpopular. I think an attempt to have me murdered, in this life, or in future lives. They want to create frivolous gossip which they think will benefit them in making me seem unpopular. It seems as if they are both confused and angry, trying to create gossip which they think will help their chances of survival. They have a strange pride problem, or ego problem, like someone who feels special, but inferior, and is in a type of panic, then doing something irrational for attention. It is an angry, childish attitude, like "oh yeah, well i am somebody too!", or, "oh yeah, well i am going to show you who i am!" They think that i am special, or unique, so they have a confused desire to feel special, or unique, too.
i think that these creatures might have been a problem during Jesus Christ's time here on earth, or a distraction for him, but that it was not so bad that people communicated at length about it. I have thought that the biblical character Beelzebub was, or is, a way to refer to them, or at least the male. There were more opportunities for problems to arise in this incarnation of ours because of technology.
I have told both of them that it is better if we work together, and that they are creating a lose-lose situation for themselves and the community. It seems as if they both want, unrealistically, to be thought of as like stars, or celebrities. As I stated, they have a unusual ego problem. I have told them they they would have love and happiness in their lives if they didn't try to unnecessarily overshadow me, or other people as well. As time goes on, it doesn't seem as if they care about being loved anymore. They are confused about what people think about them.
They have mental problems. It seems like their ability to create the contractions in my muscle and soft tissue relates to an electric charge, or a positive/negative charge, or electromagnetism. We don't feel electric shock, though. I have thought that maybe it has something to do with the moon (grey aliens?/I read that they don't have a soul), or reptilian entities which I have read about, or something about Alpha Draconis (constellation of Draco/Draconian/star corresponding to northern side of great pyramid). It might not be the moon, but because of Alpha Draconis being a binary star system.
They (black man and mexican girl) both try to take advantage of ignorant people's ignorance. They try to use their ugliness (behavior) as an alibi, because what they do is so unbelievably ugly, and also because they are thinking that ignorant people wouldn't believe that Satan is in human form. They both know that they can be identified, because of a problem with their left eye, so they are trying to hide and obstruct other people's work at the same time, thinking that it is the only way which they (it) can survive.
I wish that scientists and other people would be informed about what is going on by people who who i am in constant 24/7 activity (144,000) with, who could prove that the constant 24/7 activity is real. They would have to include me and perform a test, publicly certified with television cameras and the police. They could put us in different rooms of a building, say something to me, with me being in one room of the building, and the other people in the other rooms of the building would know what it was. Someone could touch me somewhere on my body not inappropriate, and the other people in the other rooms of the building would know where on my body it was. Give me something to eat, and the other people in the other rooms of the building would know what it was. It could be certified by the police. Television cameras were invented only 70 years ago. The eye (like a camera) connects everything, or allows for information to be gathered and processed. You could use it as an important tool like a microscope. For example, people who don't live in Egypt wouldn't know what the pyramids looked like, unless there were photographs of them. They couldn't understand it, or begin to understand it, or conceptualize it, or appreciate it. The use of a television camera to observe myself connected to the 144,000 would be like looking at a cell, through a powerful microscope. Objectivity. Science, and not religion. I think that it would be good for scientists, politicians, and future politicians to understand, because this constant 24/7 activity which I am in with others applies to people all over the world, not racially or territorially discriminatory. World mind. World consciousness. I think that it will get spiritually messy in the future, or in everyone's future incarnations, if you don't make a story about me now, while you can, in the way that you could. Don't take our current peace or social order for granted. I have a few ideas about how to secure it. One is that if it were acknowledged by the government, it would be respected, but also as a way of making it seem unimportant. I could do something unusual every morning when i get out of bed, which only people who i am in activity would know about. There is a chance of an information leak, I think for people who would try to get social security disability money, when they are not mentally sick, or disabled, or in constant 24/7 activity with me. Another thought is that there would be an agreement that the 144,000, after being officially recognized, do not speak about me, or themselves, in public. If someone who wasn't a person who i am in activity with would try to convince people that they were a person who i was in activity with, no one would believe them, or pay attention to what they had to communicate.
I think that at a minimum, the police, or FBI, who i believe already know about this public situation, should come to my home, stating to me (in front of everyone) that they know about it, and have made a public statement about it. There needs to be more social order, or more confidence vested in what is happening. apparently, It happens all of the time, or in cycles.
God bless, and Peace be with you.
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some of the above information seems like i am dragging it on, or becoming too emotional about it, but that is because i am confused and sick, wanting the 2 beings who are acting aggressively to be real and cooperative.
also, i usually write in all lower case, or am informal. i also like the uniform aspect of all lower case.
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i am being made intentionally sick and confused by this creature (i am referring to it as one thing, but it is 2 different people) all day long, every day. it has compounded. it has been going on for years. my mind can not function properly. i feel constantly threatened, publicly. nobody's mind could function OR DEVELOP properly. it is weird, childish sadism. they are also evil or criminally insane. please help if you can. try to help. i am not crazy. part of the reason that it is doing this to me is to make it seem like i am crazy, or evil, of fake, trying to cover up the fact that people know that they are the problem. another reason is that it wants to make me seem weird and unlikeable. it is because it thinks that people think that it is weird and unlikeable. it thinks that it can't survive. it is so different than what people normally are, like an animal or completely different species, so that it doesn't try to work with people, as people ordinarily work with one another.
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interesting article about great pyramid. cornerstone. chief cornerstone.
scroll down to part about alpha draconis. thuban. satan.
https://www.blueletterbible.org/study/larkin/dt/32.cfm
alpha draconis. constellation of draco. draconian. egyptian set (sat-an). alpha draconis is called thuban (serpent) in arabic.
https://www.quora.com/What-is-the-mythology-behind-the-star-Thuban-Tell-me-everything-you-know
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thuban, head of the serpent, or large snake. alpha draconis, look to our northern hemisphere.
binary star system.
historically represented the north pole, from the 4th to the 2nd millennium BCE.
in arabic, it represents the dragon.
in egypt thuban was very significant in the original alignment of the pyramids and stars before the earth's tilt and magnetic realignment. pharoah kufu believed he would join the sun and thuban in death.
in sumerian and mesopotamiam lore, it was called tiamat. tiamat the sea serpent, that existed even before the sky and sea had divided from each other. a dragon of chaos that had to be tamed before brining in a new order.
in greek mythology hercules, jason and cadmus are all tasked by gods, to kill a dragon for different reasons, eventually placing a dragon in the sky to represent a trophy of cadmus.
habab is where satan get's connected to draco threw pagan arabic, muslim cultures, the light barer, bringing of morning, the morning star.
jujitsu comes from thuban, and was given to his half son oda nobunaga, as a gift to help conquer and unite japan.
the archons are a war bread race, hive minded, cybernetic, genetically modified constructs, that have become self aware are an now have the ability to war with higher dimensional forces by causing havoc in the system like a virus. the fallen.
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this is what i have been communicating about. i have read something else about a hive mind from another source. something about orion dragon queen. i am guessing thuban (alpha draconis), as it relates to alignment of the great pyramid, one of the 3 pyramids corresponding to the constellation or orion. i read the term messeh, from which comes our term messiah or mashiach. something about crocodile/reptilian. i am reasonably certain that i, or a positive force, is to keep this entity at bay, cycle after cycle. they seem to be more of an annoyance, rather than a real threat. maybe the annoyance is a real threat. they try to use deception, psychological warfare, obstruction, as a method of dominating, or survival. criminally insane. very strong survival instinct, but irrational or confused thinking, like an animal which is trapped, attempting to break free.
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it is just like they teach in church, that satan tries to stop you from being more, or as much as you can be in life. i want you to be as much as you can be. Good luck and God bless you.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Archon_(Gnosticism)
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here is a houston,texas police report which i created on 12/01/2016.
the incident number is: 1528227-16
the officer's name: E. Estep
unit #: 20G52N
i would like to create another report, or add to the existing report. i think that people could think that they have a better chance of getting away with murdering me if there is already an existing report. go figure. the report is filed under some mental health category which shouldn't be filed under mental health. i would like for houston media and national media to be involved with this. i know that you know about this situation. i want to communicate with a media investigation person here in houston.
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this black man and mexican girl who people know about are desperately trying to fool people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who don't understand english, trying to make them think that i did something really wrong in the past when i didn't. it is really obvious that i didn't. they have the bad heart. they have the evil intent. they mix stupid, unimportant irrelevant things together in order to try to make people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who don't understand english, think that something is important, or that i have an attitude problem, when it isn't important, and when i i don't have an attitude problem. they are nervous about their current life and future lives. they also want people to know that they are evil, because of how they are trying to make honest people defend me, so that they can say that the honest people who defend me are evil or fake.
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it important for me to state that i was able to give people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with (144,000), who are situated in places all around the world, who speak different languages, an opportunity to locate my website on the internet. i translated my full name, as my full name would enable someone to locate my website, into the numbers corresponding to each letter of my full name, as the place values of each letter in the latin alphabet. i explained many times by speaking out loud, and with body language, what i was doing, so i think that it worked. i used google translate, with audio function when it was available, typing numbers spaced with commas, as the numbers corresponded to the place value of the letters of my full name, using the latin alphabet. for example, a = 1, b = 2. when the google translate audio function was not available for some languages, i was able to give people the information myself, verbally, using information from omniglot as a reference, and method of performing the conversion into numbers myself. in other words, when i speak out loud, it is sensed by others who i am in constant 24/7 activity with. interesting work. God bless you...\
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i corresponded with houston, texas channel 2 television (NBC) investigates. investigation ideas. i made an online submission. today is 8/11/24.
i am not implying that channel 2 must do something.
but some kind of response would put me at ease, thanx.
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no one could be blatantly, childishly, strangely stalked and bullied, like i have been and still am, and remain calm, given the situation. not the pope. not mother theresa. no one. in fact, it makes a person who is loving and caring even more angry than a person who isn't loving and caring. some people are playing dumb because they they don't want any real responsibility.
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just because i had a love dream, and they didn't, or couldn't, doesn't mean that i didn't. get real. leave me and other people alone.
I WISH THAT THE POLICE OR GOVERNMENT WOULD LET ME KNOW THAT THEY PUT OUT AN OFFICIAL, PUBLIC STATEMENT ABOUT THIS UNIQUE SITUATION; AN ATTEMPT TO CREATE A DETERRENT. THERE IS EVIDENCE WITH TESTIMONY THAT I AM BEING HARASSED AND STALKED SINCE 2008. IT IS EXTREMELY DAMAGING TO MY SPIRIT AND THE SPIRIT OF OTHER INNOCENT PEOPLE WHO ARE SITUATED WORLDWIDE. SOCIALLY LAME, EVIL, CRUEL, PSYCHOPATHIC PEOPLE DO IT WHEN THEY THINK THAT THEY CAN GET AWAY WITH IT. A FORM OF CHILDISH, WEIRD ANARCHY. THE PEOPLE OF THE WORLD SHOULD NOT FEEL ABANDONED BY GOVERNMENT. IT PROJECTS WEAKNESS OF THE GOVERNMENT. PLEASE TRY TO HELP.
WHY CAN'T PEOPLE FEEL AS IF THEY ARE ALLOWED TO PUBLICLY, SECURELY COMMUNICATE ABOUT A REAL PROBLEM WHICH MOST PEOPLE IN AMERICA KNOW EXISTS? MANY PEOPLE ALL OVER THE WORD ARE SUFFERING, AND THIS HAS THE POTENTIAL TO CREATE GOSSIP WHICH CAN ADVERSELY AFFECT WORLD, AND FUTURE WORLD SECURITY.
the black guy and mexican who i have communicated about in the first part of this section of this website are trying to trick ignorant people into thinking that they are not human, or not in human bodies on earth, trying to create gossip all over the world. at first they did want people to know who they were. now they are trying to hide. they fear being killed in this life, or in future lives. actually, they are trying to work it so that they can hide, or get something from someone, if they think that they can get away with it. they know that they can easily be identified because of the unusual issue they developed with their left eye. they are not gods. they are no more gods than i am a god. i am a human on earth. i am in a human body. they are in human bodies.
the black man and mexican girl are trying to put the 144,000 at odds with itself, trying to deceive people who i came into constant 24/7 activity with, after i translated my full name, or website address, into different languages around the world in the year 2024. the black man and mexican girl are trying to avoid being killed in this life, or their future lives. they are evil. this doesn't mean that i am a white supremacist, or that i am promoting white supremacy.
the mexican girl is lying to her parents, stating that someone else besides her is being aggressive with the physical contractions which she can create with the use of the concentration of her mind, trying to deceive her parents, probably for inheritance money. i told her a long time ago to come out and talk to me, actually communicating to me and everyone else something real and conclusive, and she did exactly what i didn't want her to do, digging herself into a hole. ignorant people have no idea about how nice i was to this girl in the beginning.
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squared away. high and tight. outstanding. high speed, low drag. good to go. hoorah. solider on. lock and load.
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i think that if the government would make an official, public story about me, showing some support and confidence, i think that these things would back off. i am not crazy. they try to dominate with ugly psychological warfare and deception. they assume that i will be fair game, along with everyone else who is made defenseless, assuming that no authoritative body will officially, publicly, come to my defense.
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4/17/26
i deleted recent posts. i want to try to ignore ugly evil stalkers. ignorant people have no idea how about how cruel or debilitating this has been, for years.
i have happy in my life. family and work dogs.
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good grapevine is more important than this section of this website.
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i sent the same correspondence to office of Donald J. Trump (prior to 2024 election), President Joe Biden, houston mayor John Whitmire, houston police chief, houston channel 2 news (NBC) investigates, texas district 7 state respresentative Lizzie Fletcher, Houston-Galveston Archdiocese (Pope Francis), explaining my situation, trying to obtain protection for myself and community.
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4/18/26
i am really really sick of evil fake childish people trying to use the honest information on my website against me and others. that is why i deleted it. it doesn't matter because i didn't and don't have an evil intent. it was online for several years. spirit of the law, and i didn't do anything wrong. another reason that i deleted it is because the amount of information would seem excessive or obnoxious for people who don't understand how sick i am being made, or how much i am being stalked/harassed. my posting over the years helped the community. peace.
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i hope that mexican guy who i know was with the mexican girl at houston memorial park in 2015 or 2016 goes to the police, informing them about what he knows about her identity. she is a demon. she is greedy, evil, childish, wanting to deceive and use people. she intentionally wants to harm hispanic people, or actually everyone.
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does the pope want to help me out? can he help? can he make a statement stating that christ should not be stalked, or tormented, and that they know that i am here, even if they don't reveal my identity for security reasons? there is already a security problem. can people figure out a way of showing me some real respect, protection, somehow, trying to deter sadistic childish evil people, indicating that some people care about me, or are allowed to care about me? i am sick of this. i want the entire community to be protected. it seems like there needs to be more support, or more confidence. what is the message?
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i think that some people think "well if he is christ, he is supposed to love everyone." i don't love or like people who are mean and dishonest, whether they be black, white, asian, indian, hispanic, girl, boy.
in all fairness, people need a reason to love themselves. like good parents, or grandparents. or positive experiences.
get a job. stay out of jail. take something to the table on thanksgiving day.
i am not into crime. that is what really makes the difference.
the bible does differentiate between good and evil, and God or christ is a judge.
think long term.
good luck.
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5/2/26
a few people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with want others including the police to know that they think it is fun to harm innocent defenseless people. they have mental problems. i don't want to sound angry, but they are lazy ugly evil childish fake sadistic bullies, implying that unintelligent lame thugs and criminals are going to mock christ, or good people. they have an identity problem. they lack confidence.
i wish that the police or FBI would simply come to my home, when you know that i am home, and state to me (in front of the people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with) that you are aware that there is a problem. not just because of what i communicate on this website, but because of what i know that others communicate. i know that you already know about it. i know that the government knows about it. evil rude people can intentionally cause a problem, but then also play dumb. it seems like they are trying use christ as a way of forming a gang of dishonest thugs. they are not, and will not be the majority. they are the minority. they have an identity problem. that is a security problem. be bold. if word went through the grapevine that you had been to my home, i think that it would help. you don't need to make a statement on TV. evil rude people are implying that they can control the state, or community, in general. they are trying to combine church and state. it is confused. church does seem combined with state when i am alive, so lets try to figure it out. please don't feed me to the wolves. give me a break.
or how about anyone coming to my home, priest, whoever, doesn't matter if you give us a fake name, and saying something kind to me (in front of others), indicating that you know who i am, or that people know who i am?
why are people politicizing this in a dumb way? if it is going to be politicized, politicize it in a good way. i don't like the thought of people being scared. there isn't a reason to be scared, just need to mark territory.
or, why doesn't the pope put me up in a castle in italy, supreme pizza with supreme toppings, with girlfriend and dogs, with security guards, with access to a good library and computer. i mean, whatever makes the community secure, right? mostly joke, but also serious, wanting to make a point. it is practical to feed me (and the community) to the wolves? am i a king? who should have security? everyone? i am what i am. why should the pope have security, with me at the same time not having security? that seems like a recipe for long term disaster. curiosity killed the cat. be proactive. this doesn't mean that i am greedy. you would want to be respected, also, for the sake of peace and quiet, the community in general. do you think that it is fun to feed me to the wolves? really.
i wish that the vatican would be more aggressive. the church is not perfect, and can always seek to improve, compilations. christ does need an office, or christ should be recognized.
it looks like christ return is every 30 degrees, or 2160 years. has anyone told anyone? what are you studying? what is the curriculum? how is this being taught? what is scripture, as an entire body of work? doesn't seem like they will officially recognize my study work, or the work of others. maybe they don't want to recognize it, for some reason. should it be disheartening? that wasn't or isn't my plan.
i left voice messages with houston channel 2 news investigates, 2 days ago. i called the police, but then got confused about what i would say to them, so i didn't speak to them. it is very frustrating or weird and scary when you think that the police already know about it.
i just want it to be actually verified, substantiated, that people know that there is a problem, even if they think that they can't do anything about it. people shouldn't be able to play dumb.
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5/20/26
it is frustration in general. i've tried so hard to positively empower, wanting to live a normal life after i worked through my initial confusion, 1997 - 2007, being honest friendly, who always wanted to help EVERYONE. instinctual. what else would i have been thinking, since i know that i am in activity with different types of people? i've been childishly weird mocked and stalked by a very few people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, blacks and whites, a mexican, who have personal problems. i don't like the idea of ignorant people thinking that i am an uptight person, or not cheerful, because of this section of this website.
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5/27/26
a few people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who made fools of themselves, are constantly stalking me, childishly stupid mocking me, intentionally irritating me, actually weird scary childish sadism, because they are so afraid that i will look better than they will if they left me alone in peace. they are actually cheesy creepy fans of mine who want my attention in public. they don't even care if people know that they were or are the problem. they just don't want me to look better or more confident than they do because of their insecurity and personal social problems. they are scared. they are embarrassed. they are confused. they don't want me to move on, because they think that they can't move on. they engage in unnecessary weird childish dirty politics, and i didn't sign up for dirty politics. i signed up to try to be a help for everyone. they pretend as if they make me look bad, when they know that they don't. they keep trying to get me to communicate about them in this section of this website, fake, implying that it makes me look so bad, when it doesn't. they like for people to read this, because they don't want people to think that i am more confident than they are. it is important for me to state, anyway. it seems like they hate happy people, and want to drag the community into their obvious misery. i'm really going to try to ignore these evil ugly stalkers, again, and i sincerely want the community to be happy. think of pancakes and bacon on christmas morning.
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5/29/26
message sent to houston police and houston channel 2 investigates.
Sent: Friday, May 29, 2026 10:18 AM
To: CommunityEngagement@houstontx.gov <CommunityEngagement@houstontx.gov>; Investigates@kprc.com <investigates@kprc.com>;
Subject: Community Protection, Emergency
To whom it may concern:
My name is Joshua Evan Mishler. My website address is JoshuaEvanMishler-Pinnacle1.com. Please refer to the 'Important' section of my website.
Unusual to state, but I am Christ at this point in time. This can be confirmed by people who are situated all over the world (144,000), who I am in a constant 24/7 activity with. Apparently Christ occurs every 1/12th of zodiac. I would be very surprised if you had not heard of me, or the situation which involves me. I have been communicating with Houston channel 2 news investigates. I think that they want to try to help me and the community, if possible. I communicated to them that I would contact the police and copy them the message. A few people who I am in constant 24/7 activity with (144,000) are criminal, evil, sadistic, crazy, stalkers, obviously with mental/social problems, and assume that no official office, or no one in general, will every publicly indicate that they know that there is a very serious problem which people are well aware of, as if they are respecting me, or acting as if they want to try to protect me and the community. It is a form of terrorism. Torture. Psychological abuse, publicly, which they want the community to know about. It is much worse and confusing that you could imagine. They are not sophisticated. It is very confusing and sad to think that the police know about the situation, but wouldn't indicate to me and others, if questioned, that they are aware of it, as if they are trying to positively console others. One of the motives of the criminals is to make me and others so sick, that someone will murder me, or force me to commit suicide. I understand that the people who I am in constant 24/7 activity with are burdened/confused by the constant 24/7 activity, but I have a right to life, or a happy life. It is a blatant violation of my soul, and the souls of others. They criminals imply that I have no rights, or no protection under the law. They would also imply that the police or government have no protection or rights.
Confused issue about church and state. I don't want special treatment. I just want to be treated as a U.S. citizen, public person, who needs recognition and protection. I think that if word got around that the police had communicated with me, at least indicating that they are aware of the problem, that this would help. The community needs protection, or a better sense of security, even if it is impossible for the police to be able to stop blatant aggressors. I am trying to create a psychological deterrent to crime. It is very difficult or mostly impossible for me to do this alone. I don't want to feel alone. It is scary. It is scary for other people as well, including innocent children.
Please communicate with me. Please don't ignore me or others who are suffering horribly. The criminals attempt to scare people away from me. Don't be intimidated by their nonsense.
Respectfully.
Josh
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5/30/26
this is not about people's personal religious beliefs, or a choice to believe. this is about reality, matter of fact, that i am real, that it is what it is. i am a human who lives on earth, with other humans. why should anyone imply that because people don't have to worship me, that i shouldn't be recognized and protected, just like i was any other person.
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5/31/26
Sent: Sunday, May 31, 2026 12:11 PM
To: CommunityEngagement@houstontx.gov <CommunityEngagement@houstontx.gov>; Investigates@kprc.com <investigates@kprc.com>
Subject: Re: Community Protection, Emergency
It is a security/health problem for the entire community, not just a personal problem of mine alone. It is obviously the intent of certain people to make the entire world community feel threatened, or harmed. Similar to terrorists who don't care that people know what they are, or what they are doing. I am reasonably certain that this has already been confirmed. Why shouldn't this be addressed? They assume that they will be able to recruit new people if no one actually shows me real respect. Peer pressure. Try to put a stop to it. Be bold. If it is an evidentiary issue, shouldn't the authorities communicate about it or to me anyway, given testimony which I know exists? It seems to me that the police should communicate about it or to me, no matter how unusual it is. I thought that if there was agreement that it is a problem for the entire world community, because of negative gossip, that the authorities would agree to try and help. It is not about worshipping Jesus. It is about an acknowledgment that there is a problem, or potential problem, for the entire world community, because of negative gossip which certain people are obviously wanting to create. It is psychological warfare. Satan is an evil creep. Really. I am in constant 24/7 activity with people situated all over the world, and they communicate to others, and more people communicate to others, etc.
I don't know what to do. I just want peace and quiet. I just wish that it didn't feel so cold and confusing. We are social beings. Are children supposed to think that the police were unwilling to protect Jesus? Why? Am I supposed to be "crucified"? I am not a criminal, and not involved in anything bad at all, verifiable, so I don't think that anyone would want to try to humiliate me or the police with any type of counter aggression.
Hey, at least I tried, right?
Good luck and God bless you.
Josh
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6/1/26
the very few people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who are stalking me, are like the ugly weird creature in lord of the rings who looks at the ring and says "precious". it is really creepy. i am not sure if the story of lord of the rings makes sense, because i didn't understand the movie. they want me all to themselves, not wanting me to have fun with other people, or not wanting other people to have fun with me. they tell blatant lies about me so that they have an excuse to keep involving me in their lives. they are sociopaths.
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6/9/26
copied from 'for your information' section of this website.
i was thinking of what seems to really determine whether people follow God, or christ, as a principle, and that can be simplified as obeying the law. i don't necessarily mean the 10 commandments. i don't mean going to church every week, or not eating pork, or not drinking alcohol. law in the bible, a type of publication, is a principle or type of statutory precedent. my point being that obeying laws (renewing your driver's license, not stealing from store, no rape, no forging signatures, no stalking, etc.) is what actually or practically determines if one is christ like, as a principle. really what determines if whether someone is christ like, fundamentally, or most importantly, is whether they choose to obey the law.
what is important is crime, or if a person's behavior would be considered criminal. i don't necessarily mean the 10 commandments. one argument for law, for and against the validity of the 10 commandments in the bible, is why are there not more legal commandments in the bible, when considering or compared to a common comprehensive penal code at this point in time?
interesting that you can argue against a precedent.
https://legalclarity.org/what-does-precedent-mean-in-law-definition-and-types/
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that above is more of a brainstorm than good argument about anything. i have been in trouble with the law.
difference between religious law and other law, with other law being more understandable. laws don't mean much when they can't be or are not enforced.
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i wish that Pope Leo would initiate a study into how Christ's behavior would actually, probably tend to be different that anything written about him, exactly, or allegorically. incarnation after incarnation. people tried to make sense of it later, after Jesus Christ died, and they did a very good job of it. not perfect, not stating that it could be, but they tried, very interesting work. i wish that there would be a greater teaching of the significance of 'Gematria' (hebrew and greek alphabets, old and new testaments; respectively). it is a story within the story. there can be a type of redundancy when using numbers as a method of interpretation. I was thinking of how is it accepted that Jesus argued with teachings during his time. probably would be time after time, given how it has been or will be documented. he has to figure out what is going on each time. God is in control, because it involves dependency, many influences, at that particular time. i hope that government makes it easy for me next time, if they can. change subject. the bible is not a perfect story which is perfect for everyone, including me, sometimes. christ is here, people write things down, then the community "learns" something, then christ returns, and he has to figure it out all over again, depending on the time of the year. seems like 12 christs per year, zodiac, 25,920 years, so it would be like seasons. astrology. have you ever heard of the expression "down by law"? it is what it is. logic. sometimes i wish that someone would have told me when i was young who i was. he could also agree with teachings. i want to keep a low profile, but church work, or religious work, in general, should be recognized by governments and people. it is a social event. i wish that a good theologian would write about how christ in person would be different than scripture, or a summation. i would like to know all of the statements which christ made, which are not a part of scripture. again, they tried to make sense of it later, after christ was gone, and did a very good job.
focus on keeping Christmas good. cycle of sun. i will try, too.
Pope Leo and i could go into business in Rome, making Chicago style deep dish pizzas. we could have names for the different style pizzas. the 'Garden of Eden'. the 'Joseph of Arimathea'. the 'Nicodemus'. the 'One Forty Four'. the 'A Pie for a Pie'. the 'Salt of the Earth'. the 'By The Skin of Your Teeth'. the 'Doubting Thomas'. the 'Pontius Pilate'. the 'Trust in the Lord With All Your Heart'. the 'King Solomon's Temple'. the "Noose of Judas'. i capitalized so it was easier to read.
AI Summary
To understand the significance of Joseph of Arimathea, consider these key points:
- He was a wealthy member of the Sanhedrin and a secret follower of Jesus.
- Joseph provided his own tomb for Jesus' burial after the crucifixion.
- He is often depicted as a symbol of courage for his actions in a hostile environment.
- His story is mentioned in all four Gospels, highlighting his importance in Christian tradition.
- Joseph is associated with the legend of the Holy Grail in later Christian lore.
- He is venerated as a saint in various Christian denominations.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Joseph_of_Arimathea
AI Summary
To uncover Nicodemus's secret about the Bible, consider these insights:
- Nicodemus was a Pharisee and a member of the Jewish ruling council, indicating his high status.
- He visited Jesus at night, symbolizing his desire for understanding without public scrutiny.
- His conversation with Jesus introduced the concept of being "born again" (John 3:3), emphasizing spiritual rebirth.
- Nicodemus struggled with the idea of spiritual truths versus traditional beliefs.
- He later defended Jesus in the Sanhedrin, showing his growing faith and courage.
- Ultimately, Nicodemus's journey reflects the transformative power of faith and the quest for truth.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nicodemus
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6/10/26
(from an old bible school teacher)
It is the Christian belief that Scripture was penned by men who were inspired by God, so there's a belief of infallibility of the Bible. That can get tricky, as someone could point out that men compiled the works believed to make up the Bible. The general response to that is that the Old Testament was in place before Jesus lived and people were directly inspired by God, i.e. had conversations with Him as He was establishing His sovereignty, and then the New Testament was written by people who either had a direct connection to Jesus (Matthew, John, Peter, etc.) or were with someone who had a direct connection and likely dictated his story (Mark and Luke, for example).
The Catholic church is clear that the Bible itself, even though it pretty much matches the Protestant Bible, is not complete and that what they call sacred tradition is just as important. Sacred tradition amounts to sayings made by later popes, centuries after Jesus lived, that the Catholic church considers infallible. So for example, their sacred tradition says that ministers (priests, bishops, etc.) may not marry. That "rule" is not biblical, and in fact it's stated in the Bible that Peter was married. Ironically, the Catholic church claims that Peter was the first pope. That's part of my issue with the Catholic church, and one of the reasons it is its own denomination. If everyone went along with sola scriptura, or belief that the Bible itself is complete and correct, then there would be no denominations other than Christianity.
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6/17/26
In Jewish mysticism and Kabbalah Protection Guide, Gevurah represents divine judgment, boundaries, and severity, and is traditionally associated with the left side of the Tree of Life and the "left eye". While a necessary force, unchecked judgment can manifest as cruelty, leading to the destructive concept of the "Evil Eye" (Ayin HaRa). [1, 2, 3, 4]
The Left Side and Judgment
- Sefirah of Severity: Gevurah (meaning strength or might) is the left arm of God. In the Kabbalistic map of the soul, the left side represents "receiving," limitation, and harsh assessment.
- Cosmic Eyes: In Kabbalistic texts like the Daily Zohar, the eyes represent a complete world. The right eye is associated with kindness (Chesed), while the left eye is associated with severity and judgment (Gevurah). [3, 5, 8, 9]
- Judgment Without Compassion: Kabbalah teaches that judgment without mercy is the root of all spiritual evil, often referred to as the "Other Side" (Sitra Achra).
- The Destructive Gaze: The Evil Eye (ayin ha'ra) represents the channeling of negative energy, jealousy, or destructive judgment toward someone through the gaze. [4, 5]
- Tiferet (Mercy): To prevent the severity of Gevurah from becoming actualized evil, its energy must be balanced by the central Sefirah of Tiferet (Beauty and Compassion).
- Kabbalistic Amulets: To protect against the jealousy and harsh judgment of the Evil Eye, Kabbalistic tradition often utilizes a red string worn on the left wrist, which represents the receiving side where negative energy enters. [5]
[1] https://www.jilli.org/2021/08/16/wir-08-16-2021/
[2] https://inner.org/sefirot/sefgevur.htm
[3] https://inner.org/hebleter/ayin.htm
[4] https://www.myjewishlearning.com/article/evil-eye-in-judaism/
[5] https://judaica101.ajudaica.com/kabbalah-protection-guide/
[6] https://www.scribd.com/document/918680781/Meaning-of-the-Hebrew-Gevurah-Google-Docs
[7] http://www.13petals.org/matrixstudy/gevurah/
[8] https://dailyzohar.com/daily-zohar-941/
[9] https://judaica101.ajudaica.com/kabbalah-protection-guide/
[10] https://www.sparknotes.com/philosophy/kabbalah/section6/
[11] https://www.jewishvirtuallibrary.org/ten-sefirot-din-gevurah
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sanhedrin / emphasis on number 72
AI Summary
To understand the significance of the Sanhedrin's 72 members, consider the following points:
- The Sanhedrin was the ancient Jewish court system and legislative body.
- It consisted of 71 members, with the High Priest serving as the 72nd member.
- Members were typically composed of elders, priests, and scribes.
- The Sanhedrin had authority over religious and civil matters in Jewish law.
- It played a crucial role in interpreting the Torah and making legal decisions.
- The Sanhedrin was instrumental in maintaining Jewish law during the Second Temple period.
i want to try to ignore stalkers. it is very difficult because they indicate that they are actively trying to create division and hate in the community. i am trying to stop it.
the very few people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who stalk me and the community, in general, are socially lame, lacking confidence, wanting people to know that they lack confidence, not wanting people to think that me or other people in general are more confident than they are. their envy/jealousy and childishness is weird and cheesy. they have a problem with people who are more confident than they are, in general. that is why the trouble started back in 2008. get a life.
a very few people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with try to make other people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who don't understand english, think that something is more important or interesting than it is. it is the same stupid, unimportant, irrelevant crap, over and over and over. it is extremely childish and cheesy. it is envy/jealousy about the love or special intimacy which they think that i have from people in different parts of the world who don't understand english. they want to interfere with my peaceful intimacy with people in general, including people who do understand english. i am peaceful because i am innocent. the people stalking us are not innocent. i know that the people who don't understand english have already figured out that what i am stating out loud, in reaction to unnecessary aggression, is not important, and that they are being stalked also. people who are unhappy will sometimes want to make happy people unhappy. it is very childish and selfish. i don't want to make anyone unhappy. i really don't want to keep posting about this. i have done enough of it over the years. i understand that people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with are unusually mentally challenged, and burdened, but it does not give them an excuse to blatantly harm other people emotionally. they don't care enough about themselves. it doesn't matter if i cared about them if they didn't care about themselves.
good luck and God bless you.
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i want to talk to a priest about this. i wish that Pope Leo would make a formal effort for the church to teach more about the significance of Genesis 1:1. Gematria. also, Gematria in general, Hebrew and Greed alphabets. focus about Genesis 1:1 is on Hebrew letters Alef (1/1) and Tav (22/400), 401, 1 plus 400. or it could also be 1 plus 22, 23. Alef Tav is the 4th part or word of the 7 parts or words of Genesis 1:1. Alef Tav (like Alpha Omega) is considered untranslatable or "untranslatable". also, the Hebrew letters Vav (6) Alef (1) Tav (22). the Hebrew letter Vav (6), related to 60, is used as a conjunction, like the english word "and". I suggest that the church begin to gather good study work from the internet. the bible alone should not be the only study material, to be formally considered, or formally taught. the bible alone is vague. the church could create another book, or study work, to go along with the bible. take advantage of the study work available. compile. that work was also generated by God. you could create a book by book analysis, or more simply an analysis of the entire bible. scan over the 'for your information' section of this website for ideas. please don't waste my time or effort. thank you for your consideration. also, specific numbers in different religion cultures illustrate how there are similarities in different religions. the Pope could be responsible for teaching more than just the bible, or more than just one religion. think about coordination, while you can. 'The Osiris Numbers' chapter in Graham Hancock's 'Fingerprints of the Gods' would be helpful. peace.
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6/18/26
i think that an important lesson from this situation for people of different races, is that just because you are black, it doesn't necessarily mean that you should follow a black person, instead of a white person, or a hispanic person, or an asian person. or, just because you are white, it doesn't necessarily mean that you should follow a white person, instead of a black person, or a hispanic person, or an asian person. etc, etc.
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i appreciate honest people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with helping the community, but seriously, who cares anymore? a very few people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who have personal problems, or who created personal problems for themselves, try to wrongfully defame me. there was a reaction to it by honest people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, but seriously, why should people pay attention to what any of them have to communicate about me? it was very important for some time, but not anymore. if people want to get to know me, they can think about this website, or go to church, or study the bible, or come to my home to have a cup of coffee with me. there is some confusion, because i do want people to know that i am here, so that the bible or other types of religious scripture can be validated. it is a social event which should be respected. it looks like it is every month, or 1/12th of the zodiac, which basically means that it is constant.
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6/20/26
https://biblehub.com/topical/b/balancing_law_and_grace.htm
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AI Summary
To understand Jesus Christ as a type of law in the New Testament, consider the following points:
- Jesus fulfills the Old Testament law, embodying its principles and intentions.
- He emphasizes love and mercy over strict legalism, redefining righteousness.
- His teachings, such as the Sermon on the Mount, provide a new moral framework.
- Jesus' sacrificial death establishes a new covenant, superseding the old law.
- He invites believers to live by the Spirit, rather than solely by written codes.
- The New Testament portrays Jesus as the ultimate example of obedience to God's will.
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https://biblehub.com/topical/t/the_law_of_christ.htm
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AI Summary
To understand the significance of the Ten Commandments and our need for grace, consider these points:
- The Ten Commandments serve as moral guidelines for living a righteous life.
- They highlight the standards of holiness that God expects from humanity.
- Everyone has sinned and falls short of these divine standards (Romans 3:23).
- Grace is the unmerited favor of God, offered to all who believe.
- Acknowledging our shortcomings leads to repentance and a deeper relationship with God.
- Embracing grace allows us to live in freedom, not under condemnation.
https://www.gotquestions.org/Ten-Commandments.html
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i first thought that i disagree with the 10 commandments being placed in classrooms in America, but now think that, as a principle about the significance of scripture, that it is ok. basically a type of psychological reinforcement, like Christmas, especially if bible is validated because of me. it is confusing, because i think that the point of the bible is that old testament law corresponds to new testament law. maybe some scripture from the new testament would be better, happier, easier for kids to digest. doesn't seem to make intellectual sense to teach one without the other.
the 10 commandments is related to the decimal system. space/time. so if you want to get into it that way, you could. the bible seems to relate really broad concepts about space/time to us. we are products or our environment.
also, you can deep deeper into 10 commandment study. considered "10 words", with 613 (or 620, 613 + 7) Hebrew letters.
613 = 73
613 = 64
37 x 64 = 2368, with 2368 being Greek Gematria value for "Lord Jesus Christ".
please refer to the 'Judging by Appearances' file in the 'miscellaneous files' section of this website. rest in peace Vernon Jenkins.
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6/21/26
also, and in reference to 37 and 64 above. consider the following.
1234
1 + 2 + 3 + 4 = 10. decimal system. basic system of space/time.
1234
1234 can be evaluated in a similar fashion to 613.
add two digits to left of 1234 with each other, add two digits to right of 1234 with each other.
37
from left, add first and third digits, then second and 4th digits.
46
you can add center two digits of 1234. then add outer two digits of 1234.
55.
i think that it is algebra.
my thought, means and extremes
so the point is that 37 x 64, being 2368, Lord Jesus Christ (greek gematria) above, can also be generated by 1234. i think that Ivan Panin is mentioned in the Vernon Jenkins file, in the 'miscellaneous files' section of this website.
4, related to algebra, quad, relates to golden ratio, pentagonal geometry, 5. eye phi or some website which i already posted. seems like 4 gives rise to 5, i think related to center. center of a spiral? not as important as a good summer BBQ. lol. peace.
AI
In biblical numerology, Hebrew gematria (Old Testament) and Greek gematria/isopsephy (New Testament) share letter-to-number systems. Gematria equates words based on their numerical sums. Theologically, it is often claimed that specific Old and New Testament words share identical sums to reveal deep prophetic connections. [1, 2, 3, 4]
Because both ancient alphabets doubled as numerical systems (Aleph/Alpha = 1, Bet/Beta = 2, etc.), early Christian writers and theologians sometimes found parallels between Hebrew and Greek terms. Several significant, historic gematria equalities bridge the two testaments: [2, 5, 6]
Key Gematria Equalities
- The Messiah / Shiloh (358)
- In the Old Testament, the Hebrew phrase for "Shiloh comes" (יבא שילה - Yaboh Shiloh) sums to 358.
- The Hebrew word for Messiah (משיח - Mashiach) also sums to 358, demonstrating an intentional numerical link regarding the arrival of the promised ruler. [1, 7]
- The Serpent / The Messiah (358)
- The Hebrew word for "the serpent" in Genesis (הנחש - HaNachash) equals 358, which some theologians link to the Messiah's role (358) in overcoming the fall. [1, 8]
- Jesus / The First & The Last (888)
- The Greek name for Jesus (Iesous) equals 888.
- This is viewed as the mathematical antithesis to the number of the Beast (666). [3, 5, 9]
- The Catch of 153 Fish (New Testament)
- The miracle of the 153 fish in John 21:11 directly connects to the Old Testament. In Ezekiel 47:10, the Hebrew name for the spring of "En-eglaim" equals 153, representing a hidden numerical prophecy that the Gospel of John fulfills. [5, 10]
While these numerical equivalencies are often explored, the academic consensus is that gematria largely remains an interpretive tool rather than a strict structural rule.
- Consensus among most mainstream biblical scholars on GotQuestions.org dictates that since gematria relies heavily on subjective word groupings, alternate spellings, and human ingenuity, it should not be treated as a primary or authoritative method for serious scriptural translation.
- Many historians agree the practice was utilized in the early Christian period (as seen in the Epistle of Barnabas), and is notably referenced in the Book of Revelation (the Beast's number 666). [5]
AI responses may include mistakes.
[1] https://medium.com/@remnant-95127/biblical-gematria-its-wonders-269f8ada70ce
[2] https://earlywritings.com/forum/viewtopic.php?t=13594
[3] https://propheticnumbers.com/category/hebrew-greek-gematria
[4] https://www.chabad.org/library/article_cdo/aid/5541252/jewish/What-Is-Gematria.htm
[5] https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gematria
[6] https://ehrmanblog.org/ancient-numerical-interpretations-of-the-bible/
[7] https://medium.com/@remnant-95127/biblical-gematria-its-wonders-269f8ada70ce
[8] https://medium.com/@remnant-95127/biblical-gematria-its-wonders-269f8ada70ce
[9] https://www.bibleodyssey.org/articles/gematria/
[10] https://www.biblestudytools.com/bible-study/topical-studies/what-is-gematria-and-should-christians-use-it.html
[11] https://www.gotquestions.org/gematria.html
[12] https://allaboutgod.quora.com/What-do-you-think-about-Bible-Gemantria-How-do-atheists-explain-it-When-is-a-coincidence-no-longer-a-coincidence
this looked interesting, but i didn't read all of it.
https://rsc.byu.edu/new-testament-history-culture-society/jewish-hermeneutics-new-testament-period
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i wish that i could know if i put a little pressure on people to work on this, and do it quickly, officially. Church. Good luck and God bless you.
All Saints/Souls day. Peace.
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6/22/26
AI
In esoteric numerology and sacred geometry, the number 792 represents the Earth's diameter (7,920 miles) divided by 10. The gematria value 3,168 represents "Lord Jesus Christ" in Greek, and squaring the Earth yields proportional perimeters (31,680 miles) that perfectly connect the planet to Christ's name. [1, 2, 3, 4]
The Sacred Measurements
- Earth's Diameter: 7,920 miles. Moving a decimal yields 792, an essential baseline in ancient cosmological and geometric measurements.
- The Square Perimeter: Enclosing the Earth in a square yields a perimeter of 31,680 miles (7,920 x 4). [2, 5, 6]
- 3168: In Greek gematria, the phrase "Lord Jesus Christ" totals 3168. This establishes a direct mathematical link between the dimensions of the planet and the title of Christ.
- 888: By comparison, the standard Greek gematria for the name "Jesus" (Ιησους) is 888.
- Hebrew Value: In traditional Hebrew gematria, the name of Jesus (Yeshua) is typically 386. However, esoterically, the number 3168 is arrived at through transliterated or "Greek Fire" numeric couplings mapped against cosmological ratios. [8, 12, 13]
Would you like to explore:The specific letter-by-letter breakdown of the Greek and Hebrew names?More connections between planetary geometry and biblical numbers?Let me know how you'd like to continue your research.
AI responses may include mistakes.
[1] https://www.scribd.com/doc/75434493/3168-gematria
[2] https://www.facebook.com/groups/SacredGeometry369/posts/3996915260634319/
[3] https://sites.google.com/site/alphagematria/prime-square
[4] https://faithnews.cc/?p=29775
[5] https://www.scirp.org/journal/paperinformation?paperid=141847
[6] https://www.scribd.com/document/227328645/Gematria-How-It-Works
[7] https://www.scribd.com/document/227328645/Gematria-How-It-Works
[8] https://www.scribd.com/document/356113370/Ian-Shanahan-Greek-Fire-An-Introduction-to-Gematria-and-Isopsephia-Within-the-New-Testament
[9] https://medium.com/@remnant-95127/biblical-gematria-its-wonders-269f8ada70ce
[10] https://bible-menorah.jimdofree.com/english/888/
[11] https://www.facebook.com/yhara.rigodon.7/posts/using-greek-letter-numerology-to-calculate-the-value-of-a-word-in-this-case-the-/1512012269772989/
[12] https://www.academia.edu/36671458/Greek_Fire_An_Introduction_to_Gematria_and_Isopsephia_in_the_New_Testament_of_the_Holy_Bible_Revised_Edition_
[13] https://www.biblegematria.com/messiah.html
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6/23/26
it would be great if i knew that the church was officially working on something. study material. take advantage of study material, and positive aspect of age of aquarius. work with governments, too. church needs to be aggressive. don't rely on me to do everything. peace.
https://www.biblegematria.com/messiah.html
also, look at different articles, located at top of link directly above.
for example:
https://www.biblegematria.com/number-216.html
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7/8/26
i stated that i want to ignore stalkers. not surprising that i am starting to have a meltdown again.
a very few people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with intentionally want to be thought of as cheesy childish tattletales, when there is absolute no tale to tattle. a very few girls mostly. i don't mean this as a way of insulting girls or complaining, but as wanting to cause the the few who are being blatantly stupid to wake up, and encourage them, or to try to cause them to act like mature leaders. they are blatant and childish about informing the community that they don't want me to have love or friends in my life because they themselves have a personal social or love problem. it is extremely childish and irritating. they obstruct so much that it is abusive and weird, extremely childish, kind of like they are constantly slinging their underwear at me, so that i can't think of work, or good people in my life, or something which they think would make me more popular. i mean stupid annoying feminism crap, not anything sexual. again, it has been or is a very few girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who have a personal social or love problem, not the entire female community.
it is a few girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who want to be thought of as my wives or girlfriends, who know that i don't like them, and who know that i have a good reason to not like them. weak. desperate. possessive. they try to use me. get a life. quit involving my in your lives, or your stupid childish gossip, or your problems with other guys.
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7/9/26
along with the very few girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who blatant stupid childish wanted to create shit on the internet, it is a single black guy who pretends like black girls or all girls think of him as casanova. he is a fake weird wimpy creepy childish black dork. really, alpha draconis or something. look at my study material. the real reason he is being unnecessarily aggressive is because he thinks that girls don't or wouldn't like him, extremely childish, embarrassed, admitting it, with him being a sleazy dork about it. he is like a homeless crazy bum. not sophisticated at all. not intelligent at all. doesn't care about black children. doesn't care about black people or himself at all. he engages in constant weird creepy childish self destructive behavior. he intentionally wants to be thought of as a childish weak bum black man stereotype, who demands that black women take care of him, wanting to degrade black women, just like he also degrades himself. he doesn't represent all black people, not at all, and he also isn't a reason to unnecessarily discriminate against blacks. i have already referred to him in the upper part of this section of this website.
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7/10/26
a very few black people, mostly girls are embarrassed, and they try to fool people into thinking that they are not embarrassed by wanting to be known continuing to intentionally cause unnecessary problems. they are fake. they are nervous. they are childish. they imply that a double standard exists in america, or that people have to respect them even if they are so unbelievably disrespectful. they are trying to create the impression that i started trouble, when i didn't. the mexican girl is also embarrassed. she thinks that she is an embarrassment for mexicans, but is greedy and fake and wants to be thought of as a mexican star. their aggression all day long every day is really sleazy and ugly. they are sadistic. they want to be thought of as sleazy and ugly. they want to harm innocent happy people emotionally because they have motive and opportunity. they admit to being envious and jealous. i worked for my confidence and it makes them sour.
black girls will pretend as if this communication makes me look bad. it doesn't make me look bad. it also doesn't mean that black girls are superior, or that they have leverage over everyone. they intentionally try to get me to say negative things about them on the internet, not caring at all about themselves or other black people, or black children. they are really ungrateful. it is like i invited them to a thanksgiving dinner a long time ago, figurative, and then they said something really ghetto unintelligent ugly back to me just to try to embarrass or humiliate a special happy white boy, publicly. they lack confidence, especially after i tried to give them confidence, and empower everyone. they can't do the work. they don't try to do the work.
black girls are obviously involved in stupid childish obnoxious paparazzi shit on the internet or with their phones. they want people to know that they are. they are dumb. they gang stalk/harass me. i think that it is dark web crap. they are very boring unattractive unintelligent creatures, who tell people that they want a unique white boy to entertain them, or to make them feel special. weak desperate female crap. they want people to think that they are more interesting or attractive than they are, wanting people to think that i am involved with them. they are actively trying to create division within black people, trying to work other black people to do something for them, or to try to force black people to like them and not like me, constantly stalking me and irritating me, lying, blatantly cheesy fake childish trying to fabricate shit about me, wanting people to think that they have a reason to, stupid fake lying about me and money and my heart, wanting to get fake childish unintelligent insecure black girls to group together. they pretend as if they think that people believe them. they think that they made it look like they have the bad hearts, and they did, because they didn't care if they did. again, they don't care about their image. they want people to feel threatened by them. they are dangerous, wanting people to know that they are playing ugly games with computers and phones, and that they work in different places with access to information. they are boasting about it, like dumb criminals. they have a bad image because they don't care about their image. they put pressure on blacks to degrade themselves, to be fake, and to not care about their image or to be real in life. i don't like mean dishonest people, including some white people, also.
i am communicating this with the hope that the community really realize what is happening, along with other testimony which i assume exists, and realize that the community is better than that, and to not engage in that same type of behavior themselves.
i am not a weak man.
i wish that there was a way that an authoritative body could put out a message about respect. i have thought about the police, the church, the NAACP.
these people actually have the audacity to imply that their known blatant ugliness for 18 years doesn't matter, smug, ugly evil, childish, because there is no law about this situation, or because they think that no one will or can ever publicly act like they love me or care about me.
it makes me think of king Herod in the bible, who wants to kill all of the innocent children, or innocence and happiness, in general. i don't know very much about the bible.
i am concerned that a division in society will occur in the future if the government or church does not officially publicly acknowledge that they are aware of me and his situation. maybe someone is planning on doing it after i die. has there been any dialogue about this? don't you think that i should be involved, since i am the one with the experience? who is in charge? is there any pressure on anyone to act? it means that people can play evil games later on (or now) if they want to, unnecessarily secretively politicizing me one way or another. maybe different subject, i think that government would consider information about me as classified information in military. i mean, i think that it has already been this way for a long time already. apparently it is about who's turf it is.
don't forget to work with the people. people work better when they are happier. system is more important that one single part.
diversification of a portfolio?
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maybe if the police respectfully informed me that they know that there is a problem, that i would shut up about it. are the police really so afraid to speak with me "in front of others"? this website doesn't mean that i am socializing with anyone, or that i can communicate about a very serious problem with anyone. why can't or shouldn't i be treated like any other u.s. citizen, who has a legitimate public security concern, who is at the center of it? i would like to find out if the police know if other people have complained. why shouldn't i know if other people have complained? why shouldn't the public know if more than more person is complaining, from an official source? why shouldn't people know that i know that the police know that there is a legitimate public security concern, and that more than one person is complaining, since i am at the center of it? you wouldn't want to be me sometimes. it is weird and seems very cruel. very cold. how could that be good for kids who will be future leaders?
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i don't have any more space in the 'for your information' section of this website. it reached its max. i am trying to create a new 'for your information' section, to be placed directly under the existing 'for your information' section, but don't understand new website software. i would have probably placed number information above in the 'for your information' section.
for soldiers who are squared away.
i wish that the basic training brainwashing would have never worn off.
drill sergeants Cole (low intensity), Merrill (high intensity) and Fountain (middle intensity).
square perimeter of great pyramid = 3024 feet. that is 756 feet per side.
square perimeter of planet earth (4 diameters placed around sphere) = 3168 miles. that is 792 miles per diameter.
3168 - 3024 = 144
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what about a blockbuster screenplay written by some young geek out there, entitled:
"What the F is One Forty Four?"
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i had so much fun in the Army. i loved doing double time in formation while sounding off.
Rocka, Rocka, Rock, Rock Steady. Roll A, Roll A, Roll, Roll Ready... i am surprised they didn't bring me home in a body bag, going out so much at night. a KATUSA (Korean Augmentee To United States Army) korean solider who worked with USA soldiers taught me how to say "Dang Shin Um, May Woo, A Rum Dab Sim Mi Dah. (or something like that). it means "I think that you are very beautiful". experiences... like in Itaewon, Seoul, Korea.
i think that i would have done good for fellow soldiers if in the infantry or something in the field all of the time. it takes time to adapt. soldier lessons. i was first trained as a helicopter mechanic. i sort of wish that i would have stayed with helicopters. i got into administration for my second specialized school.
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some black girls are so afraid because they think that there is evidence that a white person is superior. i had no problem with 50% - 50%, but since THEY think that they are inferior, they want to be thought of as superior, which just makes my job easier, because they are classic Satan. they have made it all about their blatant insecurity for 18 years. they have an attitude problem. i wouldn't be doing my job if i didn't say so. i have had problems with white people, also, but black girls are the biggest group of criminal behavior regarding me and this situation. they lie to young black girls, like they are secretly trying to form some kind of army of crap (tech) in america. really. they boast about it. they intentionally want to teach hate. i am so proud of my unique experiences with black folk in my past, male solders, girls, and a few black people want other black people to hate me because of it, and other good qualities about me, because they think that i am more liked by intelligent blacks than they are, or than they would be.
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the real truth is that people should pay more attention to the top information at the top of this section of this website. the black man and mexican girl, who both acquired my vision in their left eye at different points in time, are psychopaths. they would be considered "negative aliens". they are absolutely sadistic and criminally insane, NOT SOPHISTICATED, extremely childish. the black guy makes me thinking of watching the movie 'The Exorcist', watching a young weird black boy with a big afro be ugly and weird and puke up green shit. the mexican girl more like the girl who you see in the actual movie. that is not an overstatement. it is scary and really really irritating, constantly, but also fascinating to have a better understanding of good versus evil. i am not crazy. they are pure evil, along with some of the 144,000. most of them are not causing problems for us. the people who have problems are the people who STUPIDLY gossiped. nothing wrong with gossip, as long as it is not stupid, or blatantly stupid.
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7/12/26
the black man and a some of the black girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with imply that they can do anything they want to, or say anything that they want to say, as long as they have something to lie about. so does the mexican girl. that is why they intentionally want people to know that they are acting aggressively so much, cheesy attempts to fabricate absolute crap. again, they want to teach hate, and also that they are different. really unintelligent. they don't care about being friendly, even with friendly white people. intelligent loving people don't understand it, because it is so unintelligent and mean.
the truth is that i am hated by a some because i am happier (more attractive) than the people who hate. it wasn't because i did anything wrong. the people who hate have very childish weak minds. they boast about being childish and weak. the few people who want the community to know that they are being constantly ugly childish aggressive don't want people to think that i am happy, always implying that they have "something" to lie about.
the very few black people who want people to know that they are intentionally constantly causing problems are like black people holding a gun to other black people, or to whoever, with an attitude like "ah nah, you ain't gonna act like you like whitey" or "ah nah, you ain't gonna do no jesus thing". they are black people who want other black people or whoever to feel threatened by them. they are like the blacks who captured blacks and sold them into slavery. criminal attitude. they mess with me so bad so much, just like the mexican girl does, with them working together, in order to try to not give the community an opportunity to like me. again, it is fascinating to see how weak dishonest people want to politicize me.
if anyone wants to accuse me of not having love in me, that is ridiculous. i am being mocked by weird uncivil childish creeps.
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7/17/28
a very few people are trying to get me to sound angry, or fake, or crazy in this section of this website. they intentionally make me physically and emotionally sick so that i can't function. they try to give me so much stupid shit to think about so that i won't be popular. i have the good witnesses. they don't have the good witnesses. this has been going on for years, and has compounded. it is weird and satanic. extremely stupid. they are socially lame. satan is a weird creepy dork. i am working with houston channel 2 (KPRC) news and the police about a recent issue involving my step father, R. Koenig and his prostate cancer diagnosis very recently, 2 weeks ago. it is related to black females intentionally wanting the public to know that in 2011 at Cypress Creek care facility they infected my blood, after i aggressively joked a few days before they did it, trying to ward off any aggression about a dirty needle, i think intended to target my digestive system, eventually causing me to need to have my colon resectioned. they seem to be trying to get me to put old information on my website, so that they can try to trick ignorant people into thinking that it is something recent or interesting, or so that they can imply that they have the ability to fabricate shit which really no one but stupid evil isolated socially lame black girls communicate about. they have been wasting their time for years, insecure, with a weird inferiority complex, obviously stupidly gossiping about me.
loving caring people who don't have any problems like i do underestimate how evil envious people can act.
bad things happen to good people.
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a main reason that a few people want to childishly stalk, humiliate, harass me is because i did good study work, and because i am paying the grocery store company where i stole food (from 2002 to 2006) back in person, store manager, $20 cash per month or every 4 to 6 weeks. i was addicted to meth amphetamine for 10 years. i was sad and it gave me hope, lots of energy to study. not anymore. i didn't care if people knew that i was doing it because i thought that my job was so important. after a while i was confused about whether it was right and wrong. when i quit i definitely knew that it was wrong.
some of these minority people who don't love themselves, not all of them, would shit all over abraham lincoln if they could, because they thought that he was more interesting, loved than they were.
they think that they can't create, so they just want to destroy. they are classic satan.
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7/17/26
my step father, R. Koenig, was diagnosed just recently about 6 weeks ago with the least worrisome non aggressive prostate cancer that an 85 year old man could think of. we live in houston, texas. it was a very new diagnosis, not at all in an advanced stage of development. people who i am in constant 24/7 activity would have known that he was diagnosed with this specific type of prostate cancer, what his name is, where he lives, where he would probably seek cancer treatment, etc. i think it highly suspicious that the cancer is now very quick attacking his bone, given other testimony which i know exists about my situation, about the past 18 years. why wouldn't i have a concern? if someone introduced foreign cancer cells to my step dad, they could have thought that people would think that it was prostate cancer, without any type of specifics, and that ignorant people would think that prostate cancer commonly spreads to the bone. the cancer seems to have spread to the bone extremely unusually fast, like someone thought that they could get away with doing something malicious. black girls over the last 18 years like to boast about wanting to harm me or people around me, wanting to imply that they can get away with it. like taking my mail, like infecting my blood, wanting to boast about it, implying that no one can prove it either. it is a combination of factors which makes it suspicious.
do not aggressive prostate cancer spread to bone in humans?
AI summary
Yes, even "not aggressive" (low-grade or slow-growing) prostate cancer can theoretically spread, or metastasize, to the bone, though it is highly uncommon compared to aggressive forms of the disease. [1, 2]
Prostate cancer cells have a biological affinity for bone tissue. When the disease does spread, the bones (especially the spine, pelvis, and ribs) are the most common initial sites of metastasis. This happens because cancer cells can escape the primary tumor, travel through the bloodstream or lymphatic system, and settle into the bone marrow where they find an environment that allows them to thrive. [1, 2, 3, 4, 5]
For more details on how prostate cancer behaves and the diagnostic tools used to monitor it, you can consult the American Cancer Society or ZERO Cancer. [6, 7, 8]
If you are asking about a specific case, it would be helpful to know:What was the Gleason score or prostate cancer stage at diagnosis?Are there currently any symptoms such as new bone pain or stiffness?Knowing this can help clarify the level of risk and how closely the cancer is being monitored.
AI responses may include mistakes.
[1] https://www.roswellpark.org/cancertalk/202211/where-does-prostate-cancer-spread
[2] https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=014O4F971u0
[3] https://zerocancer.org/stages-and-grades/metastatic-prostate-cancer
[4] https://www.cancer.org/cancer/types/prostate-cancer/treating/treating-pain.html
[5] https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T87n5aFqlbw&vl=en
[6] https://www.pfizer.com/disease-and-conditions/prostate-cancer
[7] https://prostatecancerleague.org/prostate-cancer/
[8] https://zerocancer.org/educational-materials/advanced-prostate-cancer-one-pager-pdf
could a nurse break the law and introduce cancer cells into a patient?
AI summary
Yes, a nurse could break the law by introducing cancer cells into a patient without informed consent. This action would violate ethical standards and legal regulations governing medical practice.
Legal and Ethical Implications
- Informed Consent: Medical professionals, including nurses, are required to obtain informed consent from patients before any treatment or procedure. Introducing cancer cells without consent is a serious breach of this principle.
- Criminal Charges: Such actions could lead to criminal charges against the nurse, including assault or battery, depending on the jurisdiction.
- Professional Consequences: Nurses found guilty of such actions may face disciplinary actions from licensing boards, including suspension or revocation of their nursing license.
- The case of Chester Southam, who injected cancer cells into patients without their knowledge in the 1950s and 1960s, highlights the severe ethical violations and legal repercussions that can arise from such actions
Yes, a nurse could break the law by injecting a patient with prostate cancer, depending on the circumstances. While legally administering medication is a fundamental part of a nurse's role, an injection can become illegal or constitute malpractice in several specific situations. [1, 2, 3, 4, 5]
The following scenarios are common examples of when an injection crosses the line into a legal violation:
- Lack of Informed Consent: Administering any medication or treatment without the patient's valid, informed consent is illegal. Patients have the fundamental right to accept or refuse any medical treatment.
- Practicing Outside of Scope: An injection must be ordered by a licensed, authorized provider (like a doctor or a nurse practitioner). Furthermore, the nurse’s specific license (e.g., Registered Nurse vs. Licensed Practical Nurse) and specialized certifications (like ONS Chemotherapy Certification) must permit the administration of that specific type of medication.
- Medication or Dosage Errors: Gross negligence, administering the wrong medication, or significantly miscalculating the dosage of a chemotherapy or hormone therapy drug can lead to serious legal and criminal charges for the nurse.
- No Valid Order: Injecting a patient without an active, verified prescription or treatment plan in the patient's medical records violates nursing law and hospital policies.
- Physician Delegation Limits: In states where certain injections require direct physician supervision, a nurse injecting a patient without that supervision violates state board of nursing regulations. [13]
If you are asking about a specific type of injection or legal jurisdiction, please provide:The state or location where the treatment occurredThe role of the nurse (e.g., RN, LPN, or Nurse Practitioner)I can help you understand the specific legal boundaries.
AI responses may include mistakes.
[1] https://www.rivasgoldstein.com/blog/2021/01/can-a-nurse-face-criminal-charges-for-a-medical-mistake/
[2] https://allnurses.com/injections-who-can-give-texas-t1800/
[3] https://resources.healthgrades.com/right-care/patient-advocate/treatments-a-nurse-practitioner-can-provide
[4] https://www.defranciscolaw.com/medication-errors-overdoses.html
[5] https://www.fifthavenueagency.com/nurse-be-sued-for-medical-malpractice-2/
[6] https://boundslawgroup.com/firm-news/unapproved-treatments-without-consent-can-you-file-a-lawsuit/
[7] https://www.facebook.com/groups/3750860935173809/posts/4163086750617890/
[8] https://nursing.wa.gov/faq/can-registered-nurse-perform-bladder-instillation-therapy
[9] https://nursing.wa.gov/faq/can-licensed-practical-nurse-give-antineoplastic-drugs-including-administration-bladder-installation
[10] https://www.ons.org/publications-research/voice/news-views/11-2018/which-rn-competent-chemotherapy-administration
[11] https://www.law.cornell.edu/regulations/alaska/12-AAC-44.966
[12] https://psnet.ahrq.gov/web-mm/chemotherapy-administration-safety-standards
[13] https://www.nextech.com/blog/who-can-perform-injectable-neuromodulators-and-derm-fillers
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7/18/26
black girls pretend as if all of this crap in this section of this website makes me look bad. it doesn't. it makes them look bad. they fuck with me so much all of the time, obviously wanting to make me nervous and feel threatened, trying to be sneaky about it, desperately trying to make me look crazy so that they think that they can cover up their evil sadistic past shit. they want to trash my website, trying to make it seem as if something is more interesting than it is, or to try to make it seem as if they are more interesting than they are. they are trying to trick me or confuse me into putting honest information which i recently removed from my website, which i have already mentioned, back on my website in order to try to make it seem like i was hiding or lying about something. it is ridiculous. the beauty of this situation is that everybody has the same information about me. it seems they have been lying to so many people for so long that it seems like they are past the point of no return. they are really dangerous. really bad thing for america. they have formed a criminal organization since 2008 but it isn't sophisticated.
they try to get me to put negative things about black girls or a mexican on my website, to try to make ignorant people think that i am a mean person, or to try to get blacks and mexicans to like them more than me, or to group together acting like they hate white people. i am not trying to start a racial problem. they are trying to make it look like i started it because they have been caught starting crap back in 2008.
black girls are so unbelievably fake and cruel, along with the black man and mexican girl who i refer to in the upper part of this section of this website, sadistic, childish, nervous, angry, ugly racists, constantly trying to fabricate shit about me, white supremacy and money. they want to mock, make fun of, humiliate, toy with an honest sweet white guy who THEY THINK is more attractive than they are, who they actually like, obsessed with the details of my life. they are unhappy, so they don't want me or anyone else to be happy. they have made absolute fools of themselves.
they keep pretending as if my good determined work in this section of this website makes me look bad, or fake, mean. it doesn't at all. they are fake. they want me and other good people to feel threatened by them, constantly, trying to make good people look bad, or fake, or mean. that is why we have communicated so much, because we feel threatened. my work in this section of this website makes it obvious along with other testimony that other people are a very serious problem for the entire community, and that i am trying to protect the community, and that my internet work, including having my own website for the last 5 years has already protected the community. i am sure that government and church is appreciative. god bless you.
weird childish creepy evil people stalk famous people. my situation is very bad because i lack privacy and because people can get to me and others. they want to try to humiliate me publicly, and it is mostly black girls who are doing this, because they gave themselves a bad reputation. they can't keep up with someone like an honest humble solider, so they try to humiliate him or make it seem like no one should follow him. they don't even care if people know that they are fake and mean. they just don't want people to think that i look or feel better than they do.
these black girls have no honest leadership, no honest ambition. they promote being childish, cruel, obnoxious, fake and thug, criminal. they have given themselves a bad image, whether they like people communicating about it or not. they didn't care about themselves or their image or other people.
the reason that they blatantly lie about me, money and white supremacy is because they think that i have more spirit than they do, and they want an excuse to obstruct my happiness. my problems started because i was innocent and happy, peaceful, publicly, not because i was guilty and angry publicly. they are weird creepy stalkers who want to make people unhappy because they are unhappy. basic psychology. law enforcement or happy public people understand what i am communicating about. it is a blatant weird negro attack on my innocent happy peaceful soul because they got themselves into trouble gossiping and lying about me. it is scary, like they don't have a soul. i am not in any social trouble for calling you out on your stupid shit negro.
a shot out to black people who might be a little thug, but who have class. i mean this respectfully. these black girls are trying to start up a stupid childish pointless nationwide gang which will harm black people. i never wanted to harm black people at all, and i know that there is absolutely no debate about it. i wanted to share with them, and build them up. this was already known a very long time ago. these evil black girls know this and still don't care about people knowing that they blatantly lie. they just don't want me to look better than they do, publicly. they have an identity problem. they make it all about their insecurity. they stupidly stupidly stupidly imply in a way which no one would believe that they are superior, doing it because they have an inferiority complex. satan had an inferiority complex. weird dishonest jealous angry creature. satan didn't want me or anyone else to be happy. it is a very basic psychology issue, when unhappy people like to make happy people unhappy. i am trying to get evil unhappy people to wake up, grow up, get a fucking life, and leave us alone, so that everyone can be happy. do you get it?
these black girls think that they can get away with blatantly obstructing my thoughts and feelings, as long as they have something to try to stupidly fabricate and lie about. they just don't want me to look better than they do, because they made themselves look so unbelievably bad, envious anti social haters. they seem to be intimidated by honest happy motivated white people. they also seem to have a problem with information on the internet.
they try to involve all black girls or everyone in their social problem, which they created for themselves, starting in 2008. they are like how children act when they know that they have been caught doing something wrong, pretending as if they are so good at deceiving the parents, so childish, so dishonest, so ashamed.
i think that they did infect my step father with more cancer cells, and part of the reason that they did it is because i have been saving a little money, and they know that i communicated about saving money, saving my non service connected disability VA pension, for one purpose to construct a nice tomb stone being buried next to my step father (dad) and mother at Black Jack Springs cemetery outside of La Grange, Texas. his last name is Koenig, which means king in german. black girls obsess about my innocence wanting to harm me or make me look bad, desperately trying to get fake embarrassed black people to join together. my dad's name is actually Konig, with the two dots (umlaut) over the letter O. my last name is Mishler, which is also german. i had just spoken with my real father about saving money every month. black girls could get into his mail or personal business too, right? these black girls don't want people to understand the context of what has happened over the last 28 years, since 1997, and that people really do understand that i am innocent. i am knowingly a honest friendly determined white boy who was betrayed by people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who obviously stupidly gossip, who have social problems, who don't like themselves, who are childish, or who think that other people won't like them compared to me, and who try to spread their social problems to other people. their aggression means that they are obviously not content, that they are obviously not happy, that they are obviously fake, that they obviously have a lame social life. like black terrorists in america. i had spoken out loud about the thought or fear of my grave site with monument being vandalized, along with my parents' grave sites, and i think that it gave black girls an idea. just like they wanted people to know that they are childish and spiteful when they intentionally infected my blood at Cypress Creek care facility in 2011. they imply that a double standard exists in america, and that black people have rights when no one else does.
i am not a terrorist, although i do have great respect for Islam, peace by upon Him. i don't understand Muhammad and Christ, or maybe Mahdi and hidden Imam. it was so unbelievably cool to cry at the prayer call. i am not an expert, but i know that 114 is significant, # of Surahs in the Koran. or the 19th chapter of the Koran? i have some study work done in the 'for your information' section of this website. that was a different subject. it is ironic that there is so much tension in the Mid East. it was something about the truth of Jesus which became politicized or territorial, then eventually really because of money, or who had control. i am very happy that the church has done so much work, but don't get complacent, or selfish, or disoriented, because you are thinking that you are already so cool. be aggressive like it was life or death. Pope Leo could try to form a union of all religions, because numbers or concepts in different parts of the world relate. refer to book Fingerprints of the Gods, by Graham Hancock. also, megalithic structures. the past is the future.
i have been capitalizing letters to make it more easy to read.
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7/18/26
Early-stage, non-aggressive prostate cancer cells lack the genetic mutations required to survive outside the prostate. Because they haven't acquired the ability to break through the prostate capsule or enter the bloodstream, they remain confined to the gland and do not pose a risk of bone metastasis. [1, 2, 3, 4, 5]
Metastasis is a complex, multi-step process. For prostate cancer to reach the bones, the tumor cells must undergo several biological changes:
- Loss of Cell Adhesion: The cancer cells must lose the proteins that keep them anchored together inside the prostate gland.
- Local Invasion: They must degrade and break through the surrounding prostate tissue (the capsule) to access local blood or lymphatic vessels.
- Intravasation & Survival: Cells must survive the turbulent environment of the bloodstream, evade the immune system, and "seed" into the tiny blood vessels of the bone marrow.
- Bone Affinity: Once in the bone marrow, the cancer cells require specific receptors to bind to the bone matrix and depend on the bone's unique growth factors to establish a new tumor. [6, 8]
You can review the American Cancer Society's guide on Treating Prostate Cancer Spread to Bones for more information on how advanced stages behave.
If you are interested, we can discuss:How Gleason scores help determine cancer aggressivenessThe specific biomarkers and receptors that allow advanced prostate cancer to thrive in bonesThe role of the bone microenvironment in attracting prostate cancer cellsLet me know which of these you'd like to explore!
AI responses may include mistakes.
[1] https://www.roswellpark.org/cancertalk/202211/where-does-prostate-cancer-spread
[2] https://www.ucsfhealth.org/care/conditions/prostate-cancer-localized
[3] https://www.medicinenet.com/how_quickly_does_prostate_cancer_spread/article.htm
[4] https://durwardblack.com/prostate-health/
[5] https://sperlingprostatecenter.com/extracapsular-extension-and-treatment-decisions/
[6] https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T87n5aFqlbw&vl=en
[7] https://www.jamesvito.com/blog/2025/6/3/prostate-cancer-with-bone-metastases-answers-to-your-questions/
[8] https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC3082284/
[9] https://www.thefocaltherapyclinic.co.uk/living-with-prostate-cancer/where-does-prostate-cancer-spread-to/
[10] https://www.cancer.gov/news-events/cancer-currents-blog/2022/prostate-cancer-active-surveillance-increasing
[11] https://drsumansahoourologist.in/why-does-prostate-cancer-act-differently-in-every-man/
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my step father was a really cool blessing for the entire world. so was my mother, who he married.
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7/19/26
about some or many black females again, it is a criminal organization which formed or gained momentum because they are low class, boasting about being low class, wanting to mock, humiliate, make fun of a motivated honest friendly white christ. they want people to communicate electronically (good and bad people) about what these black girls are intentionally doing, mean, fake, threatening, criminal, blatant, using me and other 144,000 as a form of media, like they childishly want people thinking that they are into childish propaganda, trying to recruit new black girls, trying to force them into crime, trying to make them think that it is interesting, involving phones, computers, and that it involves different people who work in different places. boring unintelligent lazy black girls who want to get into other people's business, they are socially lame. i think that it will be much more evident in 20 or 50 years. they will probably act ugly just to spite people. that's ok, it just makes my job easier. it is ironic that i would knowingly only want to love black people, help them, grow with them, share with and empower them, to be weird very painful betrayed by evil selfish mean blacks. they get jealous because i have something good to share while they don't.
it is very important for people to know that i know that it is very important for me to stay cool on the internet. it can involve international law, which is fascinating. combination of 1 and 2. a few people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with are gang staking me and the 144,000, very nervous, very evil, very ugly. they are miserable creatures, i think related to Nephilim or something in the Book of Enoch. something about Luciferian rebellion. Lucifer was good but then became Satan. i think that 200 can be reduced to 144,000. just thinking now, 144,000, divided by 200 = 720, which is # of minutes in one day. i am pyramid geek. sometimes in the past i would be a cheese wizz, thinking that i knew more about something than i did. i already joked about it before more than once. i was motivated by supernatural experiences and my own 1,296,000, or 50 x 25,920.
why don't these black girls who like to play dumb go to a priest and confess? you gossip too much, and you know that you do, and you stupidly pretend as if you have pride. i don't like fake shit. i am not fake. i am definitely not stating that you shouldn't have pride. it is really horrible sickening saddening to think of a few girls (not all all humble) who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who gang up on me, who are weak, dishonest, boring, greedy, disrespectful, cruel, socially lame, starting with paris hilton. she is a lazy creep who should have just gone to jail like she was supposed to have. she intended to create a problem for me and everyone else, real ugly stupidly cheese wanting to take responsibility for it. she wants people to think that she thinks it is funny, because she likes to remind people that she is so rich that she doesn't have to care, like some kind of childish creepy psychological fake marketing propaganda about the hilton family and hilton hotels. they are losers, and paris is the leader. she really wanted to boast about being the leader of losers, especially weak fake cruel white girls, but it turned out to be weak fake cruel blacks girls, with hilton implying or actually demanding that everybody better be as stupid or uncaring as she is, or else.
i had wanted to state above that people knew that i wanted to keep cool on the internet.
it is important for me to state that the black guy who i think lives on usa east coast (new jersey?) and mexican girl who i definitely know used to, probably still does, live in houston texas, are trying to force people into crime. really. they want to be thought of as criminal stereo types, very childish like characters in a movie because they are disabled and don't care about honest work, stupidly pretending as if they are cool or more interesting than they are. they are really boring and don't have a life or friends. like problem adolescents. they work with the black girls who want people to know that they are being blatantly ugly. 18 years of this. paris hilton wanted to intentionally be thought of as the leader of dumb fake shit in america, or the world, wanting to make an ugly paris joke about it, but it didn't work. she is evil. criminally insane. her "socialite" whatever is propaganda. she is childish and socially lame. i have been around the block or street since i was 12 years old.
extremely painful experience with childish sadistic girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who really act like they think that girls are not supposed to care about building or caring about the community makes me sometimes wish that i could live in saudia arabia, with 50 happy friendly wives (girlfriends). something good and something good. i have been to religious ceremonies in both buddhism and islam which separate men from women, or women from men, respectfully. it is considered a social norm.
deleting old information from this section of this website seems to have created a vacuum. i was concerned that it would, even having stated previously on this website that i was afraid that it would create a vacuum. i can let other people, including really cool spiritual black people, do the work for me, evil negros. i mean, if you choose to be an evil negro. don't try to play the victim, implying that a double standard exists in america. you are disgusting fake and lazy. i am a famous positive person, even though they try to make me look negative, and it is really understandable that weird creeps would stalk me, given this unique public situation. positive note. positive people. from a statistical or world population percentage perspective, this situation has really not been problematic. the problem is people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who are disabled, who got into crime or evil selfish social games. it is like they don't have a soul. it is scary. really. like having been kidnapped and constantly abused. cool loving honest people don't get it, unless you have been exposed to creeps or crime like i have. it has been going on for a very long time, and i am tired and not thinking very clearly most of the time. that is the criminals' intent.
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7/20/26
the information below is old, and i can put what i took down off of my website right back on my website. i don't need to put it back on my website because it is very old very unimportant information which everyone, not just black females, already had.
in 2008 some unintelligent ugly fake evil sadistic childish black women, who wanted everyone to know that she was a person who i was in constant 24/7 activity with; attacked me at a grocery store, blatantly lying about me and money, not caring if people knew that she was lying, trying to force people to be fake about me and money, who was intentionally wanting to complicate my relationships with everyone, so i called her a name. she was cruel and weird. totally normal to call someone a name, for stress relief. she wanted to try to humiliate me, publicly, but i had done nothing wrong, so i wanted to humiliate her, publicly, because she had done something wrong. i had and have no problem with people knowing that i called her a name, because everyone already knew that i was honest and sweet, and that i cared about black people. black women got embarrassed even though i immediately apologized to innocent black girls if they got hurt, and instead the black women for 18 years already did the unintelligent fake embarrassed cruel negro peer pressure thing, blatantly lying about me, money and white supremacy. they have a motive to lie about me, to try to cover up the horrible act of the black woman at the grocery store, and their embarrassment, implying that i am ugly and that they are not. i am not lying about anything, and i also don't have a motive to lie. they are so ungrateful. it seems like they want to harm me and people around me because they are jealous/envious. now years later they are admitting to being ugly and disrespectful to begin with. you can't call a black woman name, especially if they deserve it, right? they are embarrassed and very very mean. me calling her a name doesn't mean that i am a mean white person, it means that i am a confident innocent white person who didn't and doesn't have anything to hide, who isn't going to take any fake cheesy cruel shit from black females. i already knew that people knew that i was innocent, so i had and have no problem having stated something IN DEFENSE.
paris hilton intended to create a bunch of confused shit on the internet, greedy, cruel, childish, and that is exactly what happened. she wanted to try to make herself seem more important and more interesting than she is. she tried to create an impression that i was a fan of hers, or that i liked her when i really didn't. i was just neutral, just wanting to feel good about having been kind to someone who i thought was in trouble, when it was on TV that she went going to jail. she intended to create a social problem for me, knowing that i lack privacy, thinking that it would be amusing for her and her sister and mother who she obviously stupidly gossips with. she is not a cool interesting social person. that is just what the media wants people to think. she wanted to cause people to judge me in a negative way, especially girls, wanting them to act aggressively toward me, knowing that i lack privacy, and that is exactly what happened. hilton is an uncaring socially lame boring childish person who pretends as if she thinks that she is so much. it is really obvious that she intended to create a problem if you understand the context.
black girls are probably making sick creepy jokes amongst themselves, knowing that i will try to explain why they are doing what they are doing, trying to get me to put old unimportant information back on my website, not wanting me to move on like i had stated that i wanted to do, wanting to ignore stalkers. i am being gang stalked really bad every day, i think now they are involving my girlfriend, shelly. they are trying to get me to explain what is going on, knowing that i am a friendly honest person, knowing that i will try to protect the community, in order to try and make it seem like something on my website is important, and that they have dirt on me, stupidly trying to make it seem as if they are more interesting or important than they are. they are into cheesy unintelligent ghetto crime. they are trying to force black girls into crime, along with the black man who has my vision in his left eye, and the mexican girl who has my vision in her left eye. really. i really know what i am communicating about.
it has always been 4 problems. paris hilton, black girls (starting with the one at the grocery store in 2008), black guy who has my vision in his left eye, mexican girl who has my vision in her left eye. they all evil, wanting to use each other, all of them in social trouble. they gang up on us. paris tries to play it off with her family and friends like she is not a part of the problem, and is "so cool and socialite", but she actually really wanted to be the leader of the problem or leader of mean fake people. hilton intended to cause a social problem for me, but she didn't know that it would get as bad as it has gotten, so then she tries to play innocent when she isn't at all. she is evil. she did it with malice, really obviously, not caring if people knew but also implying that she had alibi, making a sick childish ugly paris hilton joke about it. some of the 144,000 are really bad people. she is a cheesy creepy stalker who wanted to boast about it. creepy feminine childish sadistic shit. like an unintelligent unattractive dominatrix who pretends like she is attractive when she isn't. the hiltons are selfish childish irresponsible really uncaring dorks, and paris is the leader.
i want to keep cool, but i wrote some good stuff down when i was camping with shelly a few days ago. evil people were/are trying to make me sick on the internet, wanting me to seem fake, mean, crazy, before i put the following information down, to try to have me be discredited. they might as well face it, that i am more popular than they are, and that people are allowed to act like they care about or love me if they want to. they are really so weird jealous/envious because i have something to share which they don't.
stalking me even more, gang stalking, since i stated that i wanted to ignore stalkers above in this section of this website, with them thinking that people think that they are already cheesy and guilty for a very long time being stalkers, or socially lame, with them trying to make it look like i am fake, mean, crazy, and that i have no right to think people are stalking me, even when they obviously are, or that i have no right to act like i dislike black women, publicly. they intentionally wanted to be thought of as an ugly stereotype, peer pressure, and now childishly pretend as if they are covering it up by doing it even more. really scary and weird. they pretend as if they make me look bad. they pretend as if they think that i look bad, in general. no. i don't look bad. i am very proud of what people know about me. they don't want me to rest or to able to work or function well. actually black girls are just admitting to being dumb from the start, an intimidation tactic, implying that they can get away with it, or that they are superior no matter what, really because they are embarrassed. they are obviously becoming more and more sloppy and desperate.
this is what i communicated about before on my website, that if i didn't have information on my website, that it would create a vacuum. ok, i guess we need a vacuum to really figure out who is evil and who isn't.
these black girls know where my parents and i plan to be buried for a long time, Black Jack Springs cemetery just outside of La Grange, Texas, knowing that we are a sweet respected white family, and it seems as if they are boasting that they want to be thought of as fake and ugly, and that they are spiritual vandals. 18 years of psychological horror, since 2008. i wouldn't be surprised if they eventually vandalize people in the cemetery who are related to my step dad. they like to try to make me look bad in public when i don't look bad in public. they admit to being jealous/envious or having an inferiority complex. really childish and creepy. very weak. pathetic.
they try to make it look like something is new, or interesting, or important when it is all very old and boring.
ironic that a known friendly honest white boy, who was known to have wanted to share and build up everyone, would then give rise to crime or ugliness. cause and effect. juxtaposition
some of these people are ashamed for being utterly stupid with their gossip, as much as they have been for years. they are ashamed of it and what they are, and are trying to cover it up, pretending as if they think that i am ugly and that they are not.
it was known that i was promoting unity but some of the negro wants to be different or states that they don't give a damn about trying to be anyone respected in life. i was promoting something positive about the future, imaginary, not something negative about the past which i have no control over. world history is important, or cause and effect.
black girls (or many girls) try to play the victim when they are actually the oppressors.
i am like a humble solider in life and i am mocked/harassed by lazy fake disrespectful uncaring socially lame people.
one of the best spiritual experiences i had was when i went to Antioch Missionary Baptist church in downtown houston in 2010, going to the front of church to sing, and cried for several minutes while i held a little black girl's hand, after her parents put her hand in mine.
the fake rude black girls pretend as if me acting like i don't like them makes me unpopular. it doesn't. it makes me more popular since i am known to be a friendly honest white boy. i don't have to kiss their ass because of slavery in america or world war 2. they imply that no one has rights, or is allowed to call them a name, or act like they dislike them, even if they are blatantly evil and cruel. they make it all about their insecurity, implying that no one has rights, or is allowed to act like they don't like them, even if they intentionally want to be thought of as unlikeable. it is unintelligent ghetto hustle cheese shit, where they try to work people with more power, wanting to create psychological leverage, because they are insecure or because they think that they are incapable. a few of the black girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with want to be thought of as thug mob bosses who run a criminal organization, like out of jail, even if they are not in a jail. they have an identity problem. childish fake socially lame ugly tattletale paparazzi shit, when there really really really is absolutely no tale to tattle. there are no secrets you dumb black girls, and everyone knows that. no secrets, and i had and have no evil intent. they are trying to make black girls act like events way from my past or even present are interesting, or important, or something new, when they are not. the mexican girl with my vision in left eye and black man with my vision in his left eye work with them. black girls want people to think that they know something special or that they are special in a way when they are not. you are not more special or powerful than everyone else, negro. everyone had and has the same information. they are so fake and selfish, wanting to use christ's work as a way of implying that they more than christ, shitting on him (or a man) at the same time. it can be typical female shit attitude. people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with situated all over the world know for sure that i am innocent because they sense it, also sensing that weird creepy evil childish people (mostly black man with my vision in left eye and mexian girl with my vision in left eye / contractions of muscle and soft tissue in my body which they sense) trying to ruin my reptation, a really blatant childish selfish game. the black man and mexican girl are not sophisticated at all. really. people in the world who i am in constant 24/7 activity with understand that they are being stalked/harassed also, they are people who the stalkers think care about me. it is extremely childish. governments all over the world know because of testimony from all kinds of people, some who already worked in government, that this black guy and mexican girl, yes, easy to understand that it is 2 different people, are some kind of disgusting dishonest socially lame monster. again, i believe that black man and mexican girl are north side of earth, draconian, alpha draconis, or maybe also ursa minor. north side of pyramid. refer to my study work in the 'for your information' section of this website.
again, some black girls are trying to force other black girls into crime, tech, phones, computers. again, ironic that a friendly honest white boy would create that type of reaction. really.
black girls or black people have a problem in america mostly because of a few black girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who formed a criminal organization, who are boring fake unintelligent lazy bums, who don't work, who obviously don't care about doing anything at all because of the noise which they intentionally create, obstruction, who wanted to stupidly spread unimportant gossip about unimportant issues, who are trying to force black girls into crime, who stupidly wanted to be thought of as the leaders of black people.
i'll really try to stop posting for a good while or unless it is really important, after the post directly below.
good luck and god bless you.
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it would be nice to have some friendly no nonsense black people to my home. you know where i live. come on over. no talk about negative or confusing anything. simple conversation. maybe we could look through an encyclopedia to come up with something to talk about. haha. i don't care, smoke a joint. i like Malibu coconut rum with pineapple/mango whatever juice, a bit of grenadine, a bit of hot sauce.
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when are some black girls going to stop stupidly childishly boasting about their puny unintelligent criminal organization in america? you are not the leaders of black america.
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i like Morgan Freeman in Bruce Almighty. America, and interesting twist of fate.
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7/22/26
people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who are evil and so ungrateful, who lie about me (money/white supremacy), really really really don't want ignorant people to understand how much they know about me, and the fact that they have known for a long time that i am innocent, and that i never lied to people who i am constant 24/7 activity with or people on the internet about anything. weird cruel childish mockery.
the evil sadistic childish black woman, a person who wanted me and others to know that she is in constant 24/7 activity with me, who wanted people to know that she assaulted me at the grocery store in 2008, didn't know that i would call her a name which then black women obviously childishly gossiped about, confusing the black community as a whole, giving uncaring dishonest black women a motive to try and humiliate me in the future. i didn't want to harm the black community as a whole. i was calling one single evil sadistic childish black woman out, trying to be funny about it. the black woman who was at the grocery store just thought that she would try to make me look stupid, or try to humiliate me, but she didn't. again, the real problem is paris hilton because hilton intended to create a problem, confusing shit on the internet, childish, selfish, cruel, thinking that it would be amusing. really.
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for fake sadistic childish stupidly ungrateful people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who lie about my past.
is there a legal term in Latin, which infers that something which happens later doesn't matter, if it doesn't mean anything to begin with?
AI overview:
Yes, the primary legal maxim that captures this concept is "Quod ab initio non valet, postea neque valet." [1]
This translates to: "What is not valid from the beginning is never valid." [1]
How it Works
In contract or property law, this means if a foundational element or meaning is entirely missing from the start—making it legally meaningless or void ab initio (from the beginning)—any later additions, updates, or actions that depend on that original meaningless foundation are also legally void. [1, 2, 3]
Related Useful Maxims
- Lex nil frustra facit: Translated as "the law does nothing in vain." The law won't bother trying to enforce or save something that was fundamentally meaningless from the start.
- Falsa demonstratio non nocet: Translated as "a false description does not harm." If an agreement includes a later description that is meaningless or incorrect, but the original intent is clear, the error is ignored. [4, 5]
it is interesting to learn how some of the people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with don't want ignorant people to know me, brutally honest all of the time, a guy with a good heart, known, already understood, like what you would imagine a preacher or pastor stating about satan not wanting people to know about christ. they are weird, childish and satanic. socially lame. very jealous/envious people with a social problem. they don't want people to know about me, honest and positive, because they don't want people to understand what they are, dishonest and negative. they are afraid. they are nervous. satan is trying to hide. get out of our lives. quit harming happy people just because you are unhappy. i am a happy person. they try to make me and everyone else unhappy. i am trying to get people to grow up and leave others alone, so that everyone can be happy.
the black girls who are into crime, not just people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who associate with the criminal black girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, think that ignorant people would underestimate or not imagine what they are doing with phones, computers, maybe dark web. that is how criminals think that they will get away with crime, that no one will be able to imagine what they are doing, because they are so "smart". the reason that we all know about it is because they were/are very childish dumb criminals who don't have anything real going on in their lives, who wanted to boast about crime, stupidly wanting attention for something. it is obviously a criminal organization. black girls have given themselves a creepy psychological problem and they are using each other as a crutch. they are pretending as if they think that they seem attractive because they have confused their image, desperately trying to make me look weird, fake or mean in this section of this website. they are actively trying to recruit young ignorant black girls. it is scary. they don't give a damn about right and wrong. i am warning the U.S. FBI. i was into a bit of crime with dope people when i was younger, when i was into illegal dope, and i am intuitive, and understand people who are involved in crime, or people who are criminally insane. they are desperate for a fix or some type of relief. sorry. it is not going to happen unless they change their behavior.
as far as Antarctica is concerned, and i don't live in Antarctica, i did what any loving white person who felt stuck in the middle of something would have done, wanting to share with, empower and love people, no matter who they were, especially since i knew that i was in constant 24/7 activity WITH DIFFERENT TYPES OF PEOPLE. it was imaginary. just because i had/have a love dream, and you didn't or don't, doesn't mean that didn't or don't. get a clue, you fake mean black girls. quit lying about me and white supremacy, just because because you have embarrassed yourselves really badly since 2008. why don't you find my antarctica sled dog joke, chocolate homeys with their gold chains bouncing around when they say "mush".
this is nothing new or important.
i really want to quit posting. some black girls are in a very very weird denial about thinking that they have made themselves seem very very unattractive, since 2008. the problem is that they didn't care about their image, like black people who do stupid uncivil shit when they violently protest for no good reason. i am not the problem, and people know it, especially caring honest black people.
the first instinct which i had when i became extremely extremely extremely confused in december of 1997, becoming self aware that i was being sensed, i thought by everyone, was to try to protect black people from some imaginary nazi alien force which i had read about in some file which my friend wasn't looking for. we don't have a mean bone in our bodies, and i have witnesses. my friend's name is R. Green and we still communicate. i thought that i was going to be murdered in cold blood by some imaginary nazi alien force because i am a loving white boy, and that the force wanted to suppress it. i went to house of pies on kirby drive, giving a young honest looking black couple something, and i went to the houston shoe hospital on kirby drive, giving an elderly honest black worker something before walking to my parent's home, which used to be in west university. part of the reason later that i didn't feel a need to worry about a hostile force was because of operation high jump, America, admiral Richard Byrd, in antarctica in 1947.
this is nothing new or important. black people already knew/know about this.
some black people have been so ungrateful and fake, weird and sadistic, embarrassed, knowing about all of this, lying and still lying about me because they think that they look mean or racist. they don't even care if people know that they are fake and mean, attacking me, my family, my girlfriend, constantly.
ignorant people need to understand what has happened in context, over the last 28 years, since may of 1997.
Summary
The Antarctic Treaty was signed on December 1, 1959. This treaty established Antarctica as a zone for peaceful scientific research and international cooperation, and it came into force on June 23, 1961
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this is not new or important.
there are documentaries on the TV history channel, TV learning channel, TV discovery channel about Antarctica and the third reich. or crashed aerial discs recovered and reverse engineered. same in America. bigger secretive plan, i think, i think maybe or reasonably to keep something alien and really really disgusting out of planet earth. i don't want it to seem as if i am a mean white supremacist type. i'm not at all, and people know that i am not. i am stuck in the middle of it. crashed discs and development of technology in general, may be part of the reason why so much nazi propaganda existed. or double, triple, quadruple, pentagonal, octagonal, nonagonal agents. i will always be conflicted about a thought about trying to rationalize the holocaust. i am not an expert. i have 1% or something european jew in me (ancesty.com report).
this is not new or important.
some black girls, black guy with my vision in his left eye, mexican girl with my vision in her left eye, have obviously been stupid childishly lying to people for a long time about what they knew was in my heart because they have a social problem because they are lying about me, thinking that blacks and mexicans like me or would like me better than them, if they actually knew who i am. they want to unnecessarily turn it into a racial war. why? it seems like nazi propaganda is working them, too. this is not propaganda.
some black girls seem to want me to communicate again about thule.org, when it isn't important, and when i am not evil. my intent was and always will be to help everyone. this is not nazi germany. black girls want ignorant people to think that they stole my mail to paris hilton, thinking that it gives them a way or stupid right to fabricate absolute blatant shit about me, money and white supremacy, with them apparently wanting to have fake childish make believe pride in public about "something", when i really don't think that they stole my mail to hilton because of evidence, and when it definitely wouldn't matter if they stole my mail because i am sort of like forest gump. ask the honest black people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with who are not insecure and fake, or who are not black people who embarrassed themselves over the years. i sent correspondence to hilton with my email address and password, thinking that she had indicated that she wanted to be a friend or partner, in the past when i was excited about working on film. i was considering including messages from thule.org in my film, meant to help everyone, a story about a guy who writes a story. i also wanted to share the messages with hilton because i thought that the thule.org guy was an interesting guy, just like i have a right to share my email with anyone. i used to read some of the messages out loud. one message of particular interest was about crash landers (explorers?) and DNA. my lack of privacy confused me, so i thought that it was ok to be open about everything, about my email in public, not just with hilton, since people knew what i was doing, anyway. at the time i thought that it would make me feel less awkward, and i didn't mean to confuse hilton. she really shouldn't have been greedy, involving me with her in public, in the weird stupid childish very confusing way which she intentionally did. i was interested in working on film, and i did, 84 pages which took me 2 or 3 hundred hours. i wasn't finished. different subject. it was intentionally sabotaged so that the fake evil greedy insecure mexican girl with my vision in her left eye thought that she could lie about me, money, and white supremacy, with her joining the fake insecure evil black man who has a black girl problem (northern trust bank). mexican girl is something satanic, so is the black man, with them both trying to hide but also get something for themselves, not wanting me to be popular. mexican girl is a really evil unfriendly angry insecure mexican. film is not the kind of work which people can do without privacy or security. some people get very weird childish and jealous/envious about it because it is public work, like my work in general. it is why public people have security at events, or why TV stations have security. it causes weird jealous/envious people to want to humiliate public or famous people because it is public work, affective.
now some black girls will pretend like they didn't understand something, or that they have an excuse to play dumb, which is extra fake, extra stupid, sadistic, childish, disrespectful, weird, possessive, creepy, which is so unbelievably weird ungrateful toward me, toward God, and toward their own people. they are trying to cover up their embarrassment, their multiple childish really stupid embarrassments, by continuing with the same aggression, faking having pride, sort of just admitting to being something disgusting to begin with. they fight really ugly, and it is so sad, because there was really no reason to be fighting at all, AND THEY ALREADY KNEW THAT.
some black girls are trying to use this situation as a type of media to force young black girls into crime. really. i know what i am communicating about. they are combining absolute childish shit type propaganda about me and whatever is going on with Republicans and Democrats, to try to force young black girls, who they think are vulnerable, into hate and tech crime. or stealing mail or skimming or whatever. i wouldn't be surprised if the gang has name. it is a criminal organization, which she be noted. they are like blacks who sold blacks into slavery. they are dumb criminals, wanting to boast that they are working in different places all over the place, and that they pay very close attention to their phones, some kind of big group chat or something. it is scary. i really do have reason to be concerned. they are trying to intimidate people, but it is obviously very childish and lame, just because they are insecure because they think that they don't have power. they actually want people to know that they make it all about their insecurity. weak link. grow up. get with the program.
i mentioned Republicans and Democrats. i did not vote for president Trump. i have respect for his will, but i never trusted him to be an actual caring leader of America, or the world, knowing that his intent, probably also his x - lawyer Michael Cohen, was all about wanting to work a money deal somehow.
i have rights.
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i have legitimate reasons to have a privacy concern, given my entire family and their private medical information. especially given how some black girls in 2011 wanted to boast about being stupidly biased and irresponsible with regard to medical practice. it is scary for me and good people of the 144,000. mother's don't even want to tell there children about this.
can an independent police / u.s. government officer be assigned to me, to inform, and to investigate my close family's medical business?
you can't have church and state together, then later state that it wasn't together.
ignorant people underestimate the damage unintelligent criminals do, or can do, given this type of public situation, if there are no respected civil institutions in place, or as a guard rail.
can the police please come to my home?
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i wonder if retired Los Angeles detective Lopez (female) ever found out about me. i think she generated a report in 2018 or something. this is regarding Paris Whitney Hilton. i very seriously doubt that paris hilton's dad told the police detective what he really knew about me, or what he really knew/knows about his daughter, especially how he knew/knows that his daughter was/is wrong, selfishly stupidly irresponsibly toying with the public, cruelty of me, a mockery an important guy's important work, what should have no business at all, and also what should have been simple civil (legal) business. she is not a humble girl who really thinks, or who acts like she cares about thinking.
Hilton and her family were a type of curse for great U.S.A. really. i am not a negative person. it ultimately gave rise to crime for some black people. also an unnecessary issue or distraction for government. hilton wanted to see if people would follow her fake cruel childish crap, thinking it would be amusing, and they did, making a sick public game of it, implying that (joke) "they are as cool and stupid as paris hilton". hilton intended to cause people to act aggressively toward me while i lacked privacy, more confusing. cruelty is a part of her astrological make up. it seems as if she has a social problem, and was trying to make her family and friends think that she was social and that i wasn't, by intentionally "secretly" obstructing my life, wanting to stupidly gossip about me.
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i mean the tease about the Malibu rum and puff pass Indica really as figurative, or as a simple sign of affection.
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in reference to Freemasonry, i believe that there is some recognition or understanding of the devil, or satan, or lucifer. light and dark. it depends on the specific lodge. i think that a misconception is that it is evil, or necessarily involves money, or something regarding the devil, or satan, or lucifer, or is some intelligent vast conspiracy. it is sort of like church. nothing bad. some of the guys have money, but so do people at different churches, but church is about charity, and teamwork. is God rich? how about 2 or 3, or a rich man running to give a poor man money? have you studied of my work in 'for your information' section of this website? information about me is cool, but think of the future. it needs to be controlled with force. there really is something to understand, sort of like a hollywood movie or fiction about an issue. i don't mean that i am the devil, or satan, or lucifer. satan is an actual being, or 2 beings, in a very simplified form, which myself and others are really really really are aware of so far. i think just Alpha Draconis (Draconian), or Alpha Draconis + Ursa Minor, on the north side of great pyramid. black man who has my vision in his left eye, mexican girl who has my vision in her left eye. you can research. i have been informed that i am Orion and Dog Star, good friendly source of information, on the south side. it seems as if north is an absolutely disgusting sadistic evil childish creature, from a psychological perspective. like a unsophisticated problem adolescent. it doesn't seem to care about love, and it should, but it actually doesn't seem like it is fundamentally programed to operate as like a civil human, or as civil humans operate, thinking/acting like an animal. DNA or something. in a way i wish that scientists would interview me and people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, objective analysis. it really is fascinating and should be respected. experiencing the black man who has my vision in his left eye, and the mexican girl who has my vision in her left eye, is really like watching the creepy scenes of a horror movie, intentionally meant as cruelty from one person to another, but it is not a movie. it is constant, intentionally meant to be thought of a perverted and psychologically cruel. other creepy childish people get excited about it and follow them. like animals. really more like a nervous animal reacting to a human, like a snake, which hisses, in spite of charm. look it up on biblehub.com. maybe Nachash / 358.
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my mother's old pastor told me about a book by C.S. Lewis, "The Screwtape Letters", when i was scared, wanting to be respectful, more than one time, in 1997. I believe that the book is an interesting mockery of the devil. my mother's old pastor didn't know who i was.
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thanx Spotify!
i wish that i could work with someone who has their own mix lab set up. i have ideas about mixing stuff. maybe i an just a whippersnapper. not in that business, but thought about creating a sample of something, if i ever had some mixing equipment and left alone, in peace and innocence.
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i don't want to make anyone feel uneasy with the Mahdi and hidden Imam information. i just wanted to show that i have some respect for Islam, a bit of study. Islam means "peace" or "submission". the vast majority of Muslims are peaceful; not terroristic. money mixed with religion or "religion" is not necessarily good.
i don't have a mean bone in my body. it is strange how innocent, humble at heart, not involved in anything at all, the government probably finds it interesting, not threatening at all. please be open minded.
do not worry about any of that third reich information. again, i don't have a mean bone in my body. black people already knew that, but some of them want to try to divide because they don't want to try to keep up with caring honest black people. i have never thought about associating with anyone involved in white supremacy, white nationalism, january 6tth rioters, etc. nazi germany during and just after great depression and U.S.A at present are not the same thing. germans believed nazi propaganda because it did not exist in a vacuum. i read about it. weird bullshit which fit a narrative at that particular time in that particular place i don't like the thought of skin head type people who i think really are so unintelligent. leave me out of your business. i will stay out of your business. i mean that also, to Republicans who i think are narrow-minded. this information is just informative. think objective, big picture. use caution, and that is not a threat. i lived in germany for 3 years, taking a semester of german at night in college, and germans can be funny and sweet, weil es proper ist. Liebvohl Witz. Ciao.
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my previous reference to Saudi Arabia, with 50 wives (girlfriends) was joke, like Homer Simpson dressed like an Arab in a tent where the belly dancer comes out, after he claps his hands together twice; middle east Funk. so many unnecessary problems with fake selfish childish uncaring girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who stupidly wanted to use me, a few weak girls, who think that they are weak, who find it amusing to try to humiliate a special guy with a special job, but it didn't work. i seriously don't want to cause relationships problems. just the opposite of that. Saudi Arabia is a joke or figurative about female friendship and peace, and male power, which i want to be smart with. i am not selfish. i already had enough. 50 wives could be like 50 sisters.
for government, please be open minded. i have 28 years of practical experience WHICH YOU COULD NOT IMAGINE. i am not involved in anything at all, really. i know that you already know that. I don't vote for Republicans, but we need new young male and female muscle in both parties, if the system is to be true. i sometimes think about simplified scenario, like a good king who gave rise to greatness, less people involved, but you need workers. how to organize it? conscripts? conscriptions? i have respect for different official classes of government, at least insofar as they are officially recognized.
this is not mean aggression or nervous defense. this is being informative. think objective.
i am not a mob boss, giving orders around. i mean it. i am really sick and tired of me being known to have cared about everyone, honest, then calling out evil mean people, then trying to get the evil mean people to move on, without them trying themselves. they are lazy and fake. if they want me to keep going back into my known innocent past, i will. it doesn't make me look bad, and i understand if loving white people are confused by anything related to the third reich. i am not promoting hate at all. i am interested in the occult, or occult knowledge. information about jesus christ or joshua evan mishler is or will be occult knowledge.
the people who are not full of anger and hate, not full of guilt, are on my side. get a clue. people who stalk me, harass me, and others have a creepy weird fascination with my innocence, and their guilt.
the very few people who mess with me and others, really just people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, are engaged in crimes of passion. they have psychological problems, social/love problems.
as far as Northern Trust bank is concerned, the only real involvement i had in it, after being confused about it's importance for the world, positive imagination, was to try and protect people from the bank, first by writing a letter to Northern Trust's legal department in Chicago, at the end of 2010 or at the beginning of 2011, and then also by hand delivering the same letter to the Northern Trust branch bank, which used to be on Kirby Drive in Houston, in end of 2010 or beginning of 2011. i spoke with a black woman who worked at the bank who probably thought that i was weird. i am glad that she kept the original of the letter. i thought that the bank was trying to take advantage of people, unusual confusion because i thought that i lacked privacy, and that everyone was sensing me, and that something was going on around me everywhere because i lacked privacy. i had thought that rich people were going to invest, so that it would help people with less, but then thought (imagined) later that something unethical was happening. i was not interested in banks or banking at all. it was a misunderstanding. it was imaginary, child like, about something positive for the world. there is no reason to think that Northern Trust bank is involved in anything unethical. this unnecessary problem or confusion is part of the reason that black girls have stated that they don't like the black man with my vision in his left eye.
this is nothing new or important.
the black man with my vision in his left eye was a different person before 2011 than he was/is after 2011. he joined cruel fake black women who infected my blood at Cypress Creek care facility in 2011. he is a weak racist black man who thought that he couldn't be with a black woman if he would argue with them, even if, or especially if it was really understood that they had done something wrong. black man and black women also wanted to bully intimidate the mexican girl who has my vision in her left eye, immediately after the entire group began to sense the mexican girl, end of last week of may, first week of june 2011. that doesn't mean that the mexican girl is ignorant or innocent. they are like animals who attack each other, harming each other, confused, nervous. i don't mean me or good people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with.
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7/28/26
i just wanted to move on, but if a few fake mean people want me to inform people about my innocent past, just like i have been honestly doing for a long time, so be it. they like to pretend as if they have something to use against me, or as if they were good at fabricating something to use against me. really weird and confusing, bad for kids, thinking of how ungrateful they are. they turn it into a racial thing because they think that people of their own race (including white people) will like me more than them. don't put me in the middle of your unnecessary racial crap. leave me out of it, and i want to try to stay cool on the internet.
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8/5/26
why don't i put "it is ok if he didn't like black girls because they were so fake and mean" on my tombstone? black girls are gang stalking me and the community, in general, when they know ahead of time where i am going in my car. they are in a weird creepy embarrassed rage. 18 years of it already. they like the attention which they think that they are getting because they don't get any attention any other way. now they will pretend as if this makes me look bad, or like a mean unpopular person. i am not a mean unpopular person, and honest loving intelligent black people already have my back. some of these black people are low class thugs (yes, i can discriminate) who mock kind honest people, making a sick game of it. it is a social reaction to christ. good leadership can create something negative if the people are too lazy, unintelligent or uncaring to follow. they are trying to get low class black thugs to group together because they are panicking, thinking that they are less, thinking that they have less, or that they will have less that high class people, or christ. they seem to have a problem with successful people, in general, because of envy/jealousy, or because they have wasted their lives stupidly childishly fake gossiping about unimportant irrelevant issues. i tried to set black people free a long time ago, honestly, with honesty, with lots of genuine love, already understood, but some of them imply that they need a baby sitter, or that they will always act like they hate white people no matter what. it is a horrible thing for black children who need opportunity. what they are doing is weird and scary, like creepy black criminals in africa who engage in savagery. they are trying to divide and conquer black people. i am not trying to divide black people. i am calling out evil for what it is.
the black woman who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who assaulted me at the grocery store in 2008 is not black girl's leader. DO NOT do the stupid peer pressure black thing. she is a weird crazy sick angry fake very cruel childish person. she wanted to mess up everybody's love and success, including happy black people, like a socially lame person who wanted attention, who fired an assault weapon into a crowd of happy people. i mean this figuratively.
i seriously doubt that childish fake very mean black girls will ever move on from their embarrassment and anger. i seriously doubt that the black man with my vision in his left eye will ever move on from his embarrassment and anger.
thinking about black people blatantly lying about me and money is like thinking about obnoxious irritating black rap music about money. i do have an appreciation for some black artists.
the real reason that this has been such a chaotic situation in this section of this website, and my facebook account in the past, is because the black man and mexican girl live in fear because they know that they can be easily identified, their left eye issue. they fear that someone will kill them in this life or next, etc., so they act aggressively, horrible constant creepy psychological abuse, intentionally irritating everyone, so that i won't be popular. they want me to get on other people's nerves. i don't want to get on other people's nerves. i am trying to protect the community. this has been and probably still will be an important fight. ignorant people really really don't understand how socially lame and evil they are. i think that their fear is related to information in the first paragraph of the link below. i have already posted this link.
https://inner.org/hebleter/reish.htm
Summary
Yes, the number 200 in the Book of Enoch is related to the Hebrew letter Resh in Gematria. In Hebrew, the letter Resh (ר) corresponds to the numerical value of 200. This letter is often associated with meanings such as "head" or "leader," and spiritually, it can represent concepts like the "lion's mouth," which has both positive and negative connotations.
In the context of the Book of Enoch, the significance of numbers often ties into broader themes of leadership, authority, and spiritual insight, which can be reflected in the meanings associated with the letter Resh
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this post is also above. i revised it and copied it.
some black girls seem to want me to communicate again about thule.org, when it isn't important, and when i am not evil, and when it doesn't make me look bad at all. my intent was and always will be to help everyone. this is not nazi germany. black girls want ignorant people to think that they stole my mail to paris hilton, thinking that it gives them a way or stupid right to fabricate absolute blatant shit about me, money and white supremacy, with them apparently wanting to have fake childish make believe pride in public about "something", when i really don't think that they stole my mail to hilton because of evidence, and when it definitely wouldn't matter if they stole my mail because i am sort of like forest gump. ask the honest black people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with who are not insecure and fake, or who are not black people who embarrassed themselves over the years. i sent correspondence to hilton with my email address and password, thinking that she had indicated that she wanted to be a friend or partner, in the past when i was excited about working on film. i was considering including messages from thule.org in my film, meant to help everyone, a story about a guy who writes a story. i also wanted to share the messages with hilton because i thought that the thule.org guy was an interesting guy, just like i have a right to share my email with anyone. i used to read some of the messages out loud. one message of particular interest was about crash landers (explorers?) and DNA. my lack of privacy confused me, so i thought that it was ok to be open about everything, about my email in public, not just with hilton, since people knew what i was doing, anyway. at the time i thought that it would make me feel less awkward, and i didn't mean to confuse hilton. she really shouldn't have been greedy, involving me with her in public, in the weird stupid childish very confusing way which she intentionally did. i was interested in working on film, and i did, 84 pages which took me 2 or 3 hundred hours. i wasn't finished. different subject. it was intentionally sabotaged so that the fake evil greedy insecure mexican girl with my vision in her left eye thought that she could lie about me, money, and white supremacy, with her joining the fake insecure evil black man who has a black girl problem (northern trust bank). mexican girl is something satanic, so is the black man, with them both trying to hide but also get something for themselves, not wanting me to be popular. mexican girl is a really evil unfriendly angry insecure mexican. film is not the kind of work which people can do without privacy or security. some people get very weird childish and jealous/envious about it because it is public work, like my work in general. it is why public people have security at events, or why TV stations have security. it causes weird jealous/envious people to want to humiliate public or famous people because it is public work, affective.
this is not new or important.
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i was and am not close friends with the guy at thule.org. we are also not enemies. i don't communicate to him anymore because he asked me not to in 2014, when i was trying to have the government put me to sleep at a hospital, i think because he became confused about people's ignorance since i included him in correspondence to different government offices. i included him as a recipient because i am reasonably certain that he had already sent the government (DARPA) information about me. i have already referred to DARPA in the 'for your information' section of this website. thule dude stated that they (thule.org) thought that i was kind of "loopy", lol, i guess like 60. we were casual acquaintances, and i really believe that he has a good heart, and that he knew who i was lacking privacy, and that he was being supportive of people who support themselves, no matter who.
black girls want people to think that i am nervous or guilty about something when i am not at all. why would i be ashamed of being known to want to help everyone, or having a good heart?
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8/5/26
i wish that i would have tried to organize a lawsuit against paris hilton in the past, in 2009. i only want $150 and a very basic sense of dignity which everyone is entitled to. refer to the 'paris hilton business complaint' in the 'miscellaneous files' section of this website. she didn't even have a return address on the envelope which the hand bag which she sent me which i didn't ask for or didn't want, so i guess she is a ugly creep who was implying that i couldn't get my money back. i honestly wasn't a fan of hilton's or lindsay lohan when i tried to encourage them when they were locked up, wanting them to get the mail where they were locked up. it was care of the community, in general, like it was my job as a leader. i am not sending mail to anyone famous anymore. hilton is greedy, irresponsible, childish and cruel. my point sending the mail to hilton and lohan was that people who get in trouble can still be accepted, or loved, and then hilton wanted to twist that concept into her acceptance her and my rejection. she wanted to humiliate me because i am more of a person than she is, even though i am not on television. it is obvious. i really really can't believe that she would want to be known for blatantly weird vicious treating me and others like shit, including her own family, and then have the audacity to imply that she bosses people around at hilton hotels, obnoxious TV commercials, or that those people at hilton hotels will do whatever she wants them to, or that she is supposed to get gigs on television, no matter how uncaring or uncivil she is. paris hilton really doesn't think much about herself, but pretends to. the hilton family is a house of cards. she seems to childishly fanaticize about people thinking that she is something great, or a star, when she obviously isn't. she lives in a puny rich kid world.
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8/6/26
some black girls get some weird sick lame childish thrill making people feel threatened by them. it is because of what they know that they are known to have done, and because of their weird embarrassed rage and insecurity. they are nervous but trying to play it off like they are cool and superior. they are fake.
you are not any more special or powerful than anyone else, black girls, just because i have referred to you in this section of this website.
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i was never wanting to make people feel threatened by me. it is ok or perfectly normal for me to act defensively to very confusing ugly evil childish aggression.
this isn't about me having done something wrong. this is about some black people stating that they hate whites no matter what. a black stereotype. too bad that they didn't care about opportunity. too bad that they didn't think more about Abraham Lincoln and America. they really don't care about opportunity or intelligent work with intelligent people, no matter what race the person is.
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8/6/26
here is a topic for theologians. did jesus ever apologize to anyone, or act like he could have done something better? sign of ignorance, or imperfection. people brainwashed about jesus being perfect. this is not about anything specific which i have done in my life.
another issue which i think that i have already mentioned is what else did jesus state, besides what is in the bible?
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8/6/26
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Book_of_Enoch
some of the 144,000 are evil, and i think that Nephilim is a way of understanding it.
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8/7/26
if black girls want to try to play the victim, wallowing in their embarrassment and stupidity, go ahead. they think that it is fun to harm an innocent defenseless white man, publicly. some of them have a weird creepy ghetto like unintelligent mean attitude which people definitely already understand. i don't have to like people who are blatantly fake and mean. they are involved in crime. they have violated me and the community, again and again and again, etc. they have an anger problem. they have an embarrassment problem. part of the reason that i mentioned in a joking way about my tombstone is because i can't wait until i don't have to think about them, really, and when i will be at peace. get out of my life! i have a very dangerous job. i am a public person who lacks privacy and security. weird childish people like to try to humiliate public people, or public work. it is like vandalism, spiritual vandalism. they are obvious childish, envious/jealous creatures. you see what i am doing in this section of this website, but you don't understand what is going on. black girls are trying to work the community, playing an evil game. they have an image problem which they are trying to cover up by provoking me over and over and over, etc. they are sadistic. they act like angry animals, not like loving intelligent humans. black girls have embarrassed each other, along with the black man evil creep. i am definitely not the problem. i never thought that i would be stating anything like this, because i always loved black people, in general. they want to teach hate. they want to teach division. 18 years of it. another issue is that in a way i really don't give a fuck about what people think about me or say about me. i am not running for office, and i am not asking for special money. i have rights. i have freedom. i mean, get real. why don't you do a real official investigation? why don't you look at my actual official record, and what i have actually done, not your fake childish lame biased angry racist negro version of it? i have the right to express dislike of people, especially if they are unnecessarily harming the community. it is black people who don't give a fuck about black people. it is a very weird cruel mockery of a friendly honest white man. they are the ones who don't want to be friendly. all i was doing was trying to make the best of it, stuck in the middle, wanting to share, love, learn, empower, no matter who the people were.
why don't the police or church or government show me a little recognition/respect, and make this problem go away? give me a security detail, if necessary.
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black girls and other people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who speak english, knew that i wasn't a racist problem in the past, when i used to communicate openly and honestly about everything in my life, starting in 2002, including about messaging the guy at thule.org. i didn't think that everyone was supposed to be scared of some IMAGINARY nazi/alien whatever which i read about, not looking for the information, so after a few years of being scared and isolated, extremely confusing, i thought that i was maybe i was supposed to be involved in something which the germans had engaged in, so that i could share power with and assist everyone. this america, not nazi germany. that is the only way which it made sense to me at that time. if i would have researched something and thought that it wasn't good for everyone, i wouldn't have pursued it. at that time, that is the only way it made sense to me. i didn't want to believe that God would put me here to create division or something negative. i don't care anymore about antarctica or thule.org because i know that the black man with my vision in his left eye, who has been messing with me and other people since february of 1998, is an ignorant evil perverted weirdo dork creep, not some government agent who was encouraging me, also making me think that everything in my life was more important than it was, including George H. W. Bush. it is really interesting, and a testament for my innocence, because no one bothered me at all when i was using methamphetamine, a weird confused slob from 1997 to 2007, going crazy sometimes, and when i was honestly sharing information with people about whatever, including anything which i knew about germans and antarctica, thule.org, with lots and lots of love in my heart. people knew what i was confused, in general. it wasn't until i got sober, started exercising, obeying the law, praising the police for arresting me, had really cool job at live theater working backstage, happy, peaceful, positive, successful, optimistic, that black women started to violate me, harass me, stalk me, blatant sabotage of everyone's happiness in general, envy, jealously, starting with the black woman at the grocery store in 2008. she is a weird crazy lame angry bitch. they had been talking all kinds of mean shit about me for years, and they all of a sudden thought that they looked dumb for having done that. the black woman who was at the grocery store is an embarrassment for black women, and they know this, and they really stupidly fake try to cover it up. paris hilton is really to blame for this entire mess because she intended to create a bunch of unnecessary selfish childish shit on the internet.
this nothing new or nothing important. these black girls need to get the fuck away from everyone. i was not saying negative things about black girls until 2008, after i was being assaulted. they want me to state negative things about them, doesn't matter if it is defensive, because they are trying to confuse ignorant people about my character because of my confused past. they are involved in a cover up attempt which makes it abundantly obvious that they are the problem to begin with.
it is 4 problems:
- paris hilton.
- creepy evil psychopathic black man with my vision in his left eye
- creepy evil psychopathic mexican girl with my vision in her left eye
- large amount of black girls
they all work together. hilton is actually the leader of childish fake mean people who stupidly fuck with me and everyone else, she just tries to play it off like she is "so cool" or not the problem. she is like a mob boss secretly giving orders to harm me. really. she didn't want me to be popular.
i am not the one going around all day long every day stupidly fake defiant stating that i am superior. paris hilton is, black man is, mexican girl is, some black girls. they are something satanic or demonic. really. it is is so spiritually painful and confusing. they want people to know that they are something childish and evil, sadistic, boasting about it, also stating that they are superior. they tempt people to follow them, like satan.
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8/7/26
drill sergeant Merrill stated "you guys have less rhythm than a couple of turds, floating around a toilet bowl."
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8/8/26
i really don't have any hope, truthfully. i am being blatantly stalked, assaulted, harassed, violated, every day all day long, by blacks and a mexican who don't want a white person to look better than blacks or mexicans because of their weird childish insecurity. they are not doing this to me because they think that i am a bad person. they do it to me because they think that i look better than they do, publicly. no one helped me and it is really sad. innocent people are being intentionally harmed. i am also an innocent person.
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8/8/26
i emailed the thule.org guy, requesting for him to put his website back online. black people and the mexican try to use it against me, wanting to take advantage of ignorant people. his website was offline in the past, but then came back online, so maybe it is the same issue. i had also emailed him about 2 months ago, informing him that black girls were implying that they have dirt on him and me, when they don't.
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8/8/26
they harm me really badly, knowing that it is very confusing for me in public, knowing that i am honest and that i will try to protect the community, just so that they can then imply that i should be ignored. they are cruel and fake black girls, a black stereotype. again, they are trying to cover up their black embarrassment by provoking me again and again again, etc. they also want to try to discredit me by implying that i am crazy. they are crazy.
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8/8/26
i mentioned the Mahdi and hidden Imam, but i did not mean that i really understand it. i don't think that Muslims or most Muslims understand it, either. i think that it is related to Shia Muslim belief. there is a difference between Shia and Sunni Muslims, which has to do with the succession from Muhammad. don't understand Isa (Jesus) compared to or contrasted with Muhammad.
AI Summary
The succession of Muhammad is a key point of divergence between Sunni and Shia Islam.
Sunni Perspective: Sunnis believe that Abu Bakr was the rightful successor to Muhammad, chosen through a process of election. They recognize a series of caliphs, traditionally numbering four, known as the Rightly Guided Caliphs: Abu Bakr, Umar, Uthman, and Ali.
Shia Perspective: Shia Muslims maintain that Ali ibn Abi Talib, Muhammad's cousin and son-in-law, was the designated successor. They believe that leadership should remain within Muhammad's family, specifically through Ali and his descendants, known as Imams.
In summary, while Sunnis recognize multiple successors, Shia Islam emphasizes a singular, divinely appointed line of leadership through Ali and his descendants.
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what fascinates me about Islam is that Muslims seem to be the only ones, considering Muslims, Jews, Christians, who were or are telling the real story of Jesus. i don't mean that i agree with unnecessarily harming people, or terrorism. Jews didn't recognize Jesus as the Messiah (or at least not openly), and Christians seem to have made up a "story" about Jesus dying on the cross.
my situation is an important social event for everyone, not just religious people. it should be controlled with force so that it doesn't eventually, maybe inevitably, get out of control, causing confused unnecessary social conflict.
the real reason that there is so much global awareness, social order, and peace about my, or our current situation, is that it was controlled or implemented in the past with military force, chivalry orders, during the middle ages. this was/is good for all religions, or for anyone in the world, regardless if they considered themselves to be religious. so it seems to have been a type of propaganda or white lie because of jesus not "dying" on the cross, but done for a good or practical social purpose, including for governments. i suggest that governments formally organize a study, led by Pope, to implement with force, again. be respectful of the community. be informative. be caring. jesus is not separated from the state because he is also a part of the state. he is not a separate entity. God is not a separate entity. people don't have to worship me. people's opinion of me doesn't matter, as far a religious belief or religion is concerned. what is important is that i am a person on earth who is required to obey the law as anyone else, and that i should be protected.
i probably would have already been murdered, creating a confused social situation, if awareness about christ had not been controlled or implemented with force. chivalry orders which were a function of the church/government.
do you think that it is fun to feed me to wolves? really? do you find it amusing or interesting? would you like it if it were your child? wouldn't you want your child to feel loved, accepted, and to be able to spiritually/emotionally develop? shouldn't it be accepted, celebrated and supported, now that the phenomenon can really be substantiated with evidence? it is really about science and not religion. biology. get a clue.
i don't understand why presidents are sworn in on bibles, if there is a separation of church and state. or why it reads 'In God We Trust' on currency. doesn't seem to make any sense. or why are witnesses sworn in on bibles?
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8/8/26
i have started to capitalize letters so that information is easier to read or understand.
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8/8/26
some blacks and the mexican girl stupidly imply that there is no such thing a loving honest white person because they themselves are not loving or honest. i have led, really wanting to be more of a worker than a leader, i think doing a good job all things considered, but some people don't want to follow or honestly recognize who i am, what i have actually done, because they are defiant, like Satan, something demonic, or lazy, or because they think that they are incapable for some reason.
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8/8/26
why don't Carter Reum, Chris Zylka and Rick Hilton get together for a beer and bible study?
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8/8/26
some black girls, black man with vision in my left eye, mexican girl with my vision in her left eye, paris hilton, are fake childish dummies who cried wolf. no one pays attention to them.
for people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who are situated worldwide, who have my website information, "the boy who cried wolf" is a children's story. the gist of it is don't complain when there is absolutely no reason to complain.
i myself do have a legitimate reason to complain. ask honest people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with.
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8/9/26
latin law term, a thought after a thought is more important than the first thought
AI Summary
The Latin legal term that reflects the idea that a thought after a thought is more important than the first thought is "a posteriori." This term refers to knowledge or justification that is dependent on experience or empirical evidence, suggesting that conclusions drawn after considering additional thoughts or evidence hold greater significance than initial assumptions or thoughts.
In legal contexts, this can imply that later reasoning or evidence can provide a stronger basis for a decision than initial impressions or arguments.
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Latin law term, a thought after a thought is more important than the first thought
The Latin maxim used in law and philosophy to express that "a thought after a thought is more important/wiser than the first thought" is Cogitationes posteriores sunt saniores (or alternatively, Posteriores cogitationes sapientiores solent esse). [1, 2]
Translated literally, it means "later thoughts are sounder" or "second thoughts are best". [1, 3]
Key Applications in Legal Contexts
While it functions broadly as a philosophical proverb, it translates into a few foundational principles across different legal frameworks:
- Contract and Will Amendments: It serves as the logical justification for the validity of later codicils to a will, amendments to contracts, or the revocation of prior instruments. The law respects the updated intention of the author because the subsequent thought reflects mature deliberation.
- Judicial Opinions: It describes the appellate process or a judge's self-correction. A higher court's review or a judge's amended opinion overrides the first impression because time and reflection yield a sounder legal analysis.
- Legislative Overrides: In statutory interpretation, if two laws conflict, the later enacted law typically supersedes the earlier one (lex posterior derogat priori). This stems from the same core principle that the legislature's later thought carries more weight and authority. [10, 11, 12]
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8/10/26
some black girls don't care about love. i gave them genuine love, and honestly it seems to confuse them, like they have a problem loving themselves, or like they hate people who are happy and loving.
i am not trying to create division. i am wanting to inform people about a real problem, so that there is better chance for unity.
black people and the mexican girl are the ones with the fascination with Antarctica.
all i had was love in me, anyway, imagining a colony with people from all over the world, thinking that the ice would melt, or spread to different parts of the planet eventually, a guess about what happens during a geomagnetic reversal. that is part of the reason why i was interested in ships, started to go to school again at Texas A and M Galveston for maritime administration, from 2002 to 2003, and why i tried to get my MMD (Merchant Mariner's Document) from the U.S. coast guard, in 2010. my friend R. Green works on ships. he told me cool story about how he caught 64 fish (yellow fin tuna) on Christmas day one time.
this is not new or important or interesting information. people already knew this.
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8/10/26
paris hilton, black girls, mexican girl are creepy very weak childish disrespectful greedy bitches who imply that they are like my wives or girlfriends, who i can't divorce, when i didn't or don't want to be with them to begin with. they are vicious gold diggers who want to use me for power or status, thinking that they can get special treatment or money from someone else. they don't represent all girls. these are girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who have social or love problems. what they really want to try to do is to trick other men into thinking that they wanted to empower them, basically lying to them, "pretending" as if they are ignoring me, when what they really want to do is take power away from men, in general. selfish childish female mind games. they think that they are so crafty, right? they aren't. the black man joined in with these girls, who are the main problem, because he has a girl problem having embarrassed himself, stupidly implying that all girls like him, or think that he is macho, or that he is like Casanova or their knight in shiny armor, when is he is actually, blatantly, a dishonest weird socially lame disrespectful wimpy dork, Satan. he is holding black girls hostage, telling them that he doesn't care if he makes them miserable, and that they are just going to put up with it. ugly abusive relationships. i would rather not have to think about any of that, and just think of my sweet intelligent confident white girlfriend, even though i am not wanting to make a racist issue of it.
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8/10/26
as i stated before, in a way or mostly, i really don't give a fuck about what ignorant people think about me. you don't understand what has happened in context. i am not a part of any groups, i am not running for office, i am not asking for special money.
some black girls are all stupid because they think that the black bitch at the grocery store in 2008 deserved to be called a name. they think that she is an embarrassment for them, and then are embarrassed and angry, in general. too bad. get a life. the black woman at the grocery store was/is an evil envious childish nervous hater. then i was apologetic about 2 days later, after i called the evil bitch a name, in case innocent black girls got their feelings confused. i am not a problem to begin with. again, it is really about paris hilton having made it stupidly obvious that she wanted to create a bunch of selfish childish shit on the internet. others girls followed her, which is what hilton intentionally wanted. this situation really is that simple and stupid, and it is a very sad thing for america and the world. some of these girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with obviously think that is is fun to childishly fuck with a peaceful confident special man, publicly, really wanting to humiliate peaceful confident special men.
some of the black girls are trying to work everyone, involved in an evil childish game. they are trying to make people feel sorry for them, in order to try to get people to do something for them, like a childish make believe fantasy of theirs, because they think that they can't do it themselves. they are not innocent. they are fake and vicious.
paris hilton is evil, fake, cruel, selfish. she is not a social person, like the media portrays her to be. she wants ignorant people to think that i was after her, or that i wanted something from her. i wasn't, and i didn't. she is the ugly weird creepy mooch. it seems like her sister and mom are, also. they want to use me, with them trying to create the impression that i wanted to use them. no. i just want my $150 back, or at least some kind of respectful response. i have left voice messages, text messages, sent email to her and her father. she definitely knew/knows about this. it is ugly weird creepy abusive treatment. she is cruel. she thinks that people wouldn't believe it because it is so cruel, and because of all of the fake media hype which she gets. people really don't understand. i wish that i could file a lawsuit against her. she took cash without wanting there to be a record of it, obviously with malice aforethought because of everything else which transpired. she wanted fake childish girls to know that she was playing fake childish girl games, wanting them to follow her, and they did, or do, still, every day. weak boring girls not humble who try at a power grab which didn't or won't work. again, these are some girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with. they don't represent all females, even though they tried or still try to make it seem that way. they imply that you have to respect them, give them special treatment, even if they are so unbelievable dumb. i don't have respect people who are not respectable.
if they keep making me think of dumb shit from the past i will keep communicating about dumb shit from the past.
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8/11/26
the many people who are ugly weird gang stalking me (and others) are trying to force me to commit suicide. they are making me so incredibly sick all day long every day that i can't get anything done. they want me to feel constantly threatened. it is scary. i don't want to live in america anymore with these black girls doing what they are doing. i want them to know how they make me feel. they don't care if they are harming other people also, innocent like me. they are trying to make it so that they can lie about me, pretending as if they are good at fabricating ridiculous childish shit about different directions. they have a motive to lie. i don't have a motive to lie. they refer to different directions, but are not communicating anything intelligent, meaningful, honest, or conclusive with the use of words. they are cowards who got themselves into social trouble by stupidly childish fake gossiping about me, who take cheap shots at me and other honest people.
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8/11/26
why don't the people stalking me focus on making themselves popular, instead of trying to make me unpopular? it is because they think that it is not possible for them to be popular.
black person trend or fad which they will think made them look stupid, later on. they are fake and socially lame.
some black girls attitude:
"it doesn't matter how much honest work which he does. it doesn't matter how much he shines. it doesn't matter that he had love in him. the only thing that matters is that we are always going to ignore him and harass him because he called some black woman a name, cause we are trying to make people feel sorry for us."
they act like it doesn't matter that the woman who attacked me at the grocery store in 2008 was seriously wrong.
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8/12/26
for your information, i have been and still am being psychologically tortured for many years. really. there are really ugly sadistic people in the world. it is pure weird evil which is unchecked. it is much worse than you could possibly imagine. ignorant people would underestimate how bad it is. i am not allowed to rest, or have a sense of peace. people want me to feel constantly threatened. people want me to look weird on the internet. i look forward to dying, after i spend time with people who are close to me, family, girlfriend, my dogs and cats, too.
i have happy reasons to live.
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8/12/26
i apologize for lashing out a bit at president Trump 2 days ago. i believe that he is receiving good verifiable information from other sources, people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, possibly former police or government officers, about how greedy, evil, sadistic, perverted, dumb, childish, socially lame, the beings who are acting aggressively toward me and others are. it is terroristic. they have no place here. we have a common enemy; meaning, at least the black man and mexican girl who have my vision in their left eye, who have the ability to create contractions of my muscle and soft tissue, which other people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with can sense. it is terroristic. they are promoting savagery. it is reasonable to think that i am here to keep them out, or out of planet earth. really. i am not promoting hate toward blacks and mexicans. i have had problems with a few evil mean white people, also.
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if some blacks and the mexican girl obviously want to engage in war, when there is absolutely no reason for it, then we are at war, and i will fight, and they are going to get the asses whooped real bad, like i have already whooped their stupid asses. everybody knows that they are insecure, childish and fake. i'd like to see them fight people who are not defenseless like me, and who are organized.
the pretend as if they don't know that i am always honest, because they don't want any pressure on them to do the same thing.
paris hilton wants ignorant people to think that i wasn't cool enough for her. the truth is that she wasn't cool enough for Christ. i don't want to refer to paris hilton anymore. that was her selfish game to begin with
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8/12/26
sorry if all of this gets on people's nerves. just know that i was an honest friendly happy white boy who was betrayed. the real problem is people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who have social/love problems, who are greedy, fake, disrespectful, childish, evil, who want to unnecessarily politicize me. paris hilton is one of them, or the leader of those people. i don't want to refer to her anymore.
i tried something which didn't work. i had a love dream about diversity and unity, since i am who i am, knowing that i am constant 24/7 activity with different types of people. i had love in me, verifiable. i always had an appreciation for blacks and mexicans, or whoever, loving them in general, but some of them don't want to act like they want to love me, a loving honest white person, publicly, so if they do an unnecessary racial thing, i will be forced to do a necessary racial thing. that doesn't mean that i am going to be rude to blacks or mexicans when i am out and about. good luck. the point is that it doesn't or probably won't work because of rude blacks and mexicans. it also wouldn't work because of rude white people who mess it up for friendly white people, or because blacks and mexicans don't like rude white people.
this section of this website looks erratic or excessive because a few people, mostly black girls, starting with a few black girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, also the black man with my vision in his left eye, also the mexican girl with my vision in her left eye, WHO WANT ME TO FEEL CONSTANTLY THREATENED, even in my own home, or other people's homes, NOT ALLOWING ME TO REST. this has been going on really really badly for many many years. the want me to think that they will keep acting aggressively. very confusing because i have no hope, no sense of security, not from the Pope, not from the police, not from anyone, not in church. so bad it is like a horror movie, like they want people to think of it as a horror movie, sick childish sadistic amusement, if you were experiencing it. it is not my mind which is the problem. it is their minds which are the problem. very simple. greater chance or probability that it would be the community, or certain people in the community, who don't have real responsibility who are the problem, and not me who is the problem.
the blacks and the mexican who intentionally create unnecessary racial issue crap for everyone didn't and don't care about opportunity in america with different types of people, like college students or motivated blue collar workers are more motivated to do. the blacks and the mexican girl only cared about their stupid unintelligent unnecessary racist shit.
it is BECAUSE i tried to create unity amongst people, that it created or creates a division of class, starting with Paris Hilton being low class.
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8/18/26
more important than anything related to the Third Reich, or Thule society. all i had was love in me, best of intentions for everyone, stuck in the middle of something, experiences with supernatural, ignorant with good heart, and everyone knew that. i am not nervous or guilty. the people who tried and still try to wrongfully defame me are nervous and guilty. i am reasonably certain that Thule can be a reference to a far planet, like earth, or some other planet. all of this crap from my past isn't important. some black girls think that they don't have a future, so they keep wanting to refer to my past, which doesn't matter, again, because i had nothing but love in me.
Summary
Ultima Thule is a term rooted in ancient mythology, often symbolizing the farthest point of the known world.
Historical Context
- The name "Ultima Thule" originates from Latin, where "Ultima" means "farthest" and "Thule" refers to a place of uncertain location, often associated with northern lands.
- The earliest references come from the Greek explorer Pytheas, who described Thule as a distant land beyond the known world in the 4th century BCE.
Mythological Significance
- In mythology, Thule represents a mystical realm, often depicted as an island or a land of eternal winter, embodying the unknown and the limits of exploration.
- It has been used in various literary and cultural contexts to symbolize the ultimate frontier or unattainable goals.
Cultural Impact
- The concept of Ultima Thule has influenced various works of literature and art, often evoking themes of adventure and the quest for knowledge.
- In modern times, it has been appropriated in various esoteric and nationalist ideologies, sometimes distorting its original mythological meaning.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Thule
the dude at Thule.org was stating that Thule was some place which was considered unattainable, and that it can be attained, to which he can attest. he was a friend of mine for several years in the past, it seems being supportive of everyone, or a positive process, in general.
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everybody needs to CHILL OUT AND BE THANKFUL. why don't KKK dudes and Black Panther dudes have a barbeque, drink a few beers or whiskey, listen to my Spotify playlist, chill, appreciate what nobody can understand about God and DNA? think of Dave Chappelle and Phyliss Diller. KKK dudes and Black Panther dudes could have 3 legged races, KKK dude paired with Black Panther dude as 3 legged partner. sincerely. or get drunk with races with eggs on spoons. you don't want children to worry about conflict or war, or confusion, especially when there is no good reason for it. how could they develop in that environment? God needs workers, no matter who. sometimes i wish that i had a normal job, not on disability, so that i could work with different types of people. it is fun. i did it in the Army. i need honest motivated leaders to call out evil when it is obvious that it exists. don't unnecessarily fight with each other. be kind. share. don't be greedy. greed is the problem. the very few people messing with me and everyone else are greedy. sooner of later we won't have cell phones or computers because we will lose electricity. a rabbi once taught that all of us, no matter who, have an aspect of the divine in them. it is true.
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8/19/26
i thought of a Caplyta medication commercial, where they show a nuclear explosion when they say "let in the light".
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8/19/26
people shouldn't be making me go back into my past. doesn't mean that i have anything to hide. it isn't important because i always had a friendly honest intent. my experiences with the supernatural and ignorance at the time confused me. i am still ignorant. i am not a bad person just because i called some mean fake black woman a name. i wasn't a money problem. i am not a money problem. i don't lie about anything. i am being mocked. if some black girls want to make a martyr of me, so be it. the are intentionally provoking me in public to desperately try to make it seem like i started it. no. it is a weird mockery of an honest friendly white boy.
i was like a good white king, who imagined having a castle and food, power, figuratively, experiences with supernatural, wanting to share it with everyone. unfortunately, some of the people you invited to the castle are rude, disorderly, so in actuality, the people would have to be something good in order to get into the castle. that is just how life or security works.
electronic communication can be both good and bad. in the future the electricity will go away. it will break into tribes. i imagine peaceful tribes. i am a peaceful guy, if you know me in person. keep Christmas. Christmas is about everyone. in the excerpt below, focus on 'divine purpose'.
i like pagan, related to winter solstice in the link below, still related to Christ. December 25th is a rebirth of the Sun. December 23rd or sometime close is the shortest day of the year. the new annual cycle of the sun is noticeable on or about December 25th. we are products of the sun, or stars, and other elements.
https://www.mentalfloss.com/holidays/christmas/roots-word-christmas
Summary
The term "Christ" means "the Anointed One." It is derived from the Greek word "Christos," which translates to this title, signifying someone chosen for a divine purpose. In Hebrew, the equivalent term is "Mashiach," or Messiah. This title is used throughout the New Testament to refer to Jesus, emphasizing his role as the prophesied savior and leader in Christian belief
Jesus Christ is our savior, even if he dies at a young age, maybe being murdered, or some type of accident, or permanently impaired somehow. it is still considered divine providence, or i what i like to think of in general as a learning/development process. logic. 1 and 2, like 12 or 21. both Jesus and everything going on around him at a specific point in time (astrology) are important.
think of Dave Chapelle and Phyliss Diller.
i lashed out at president Trump online for one day because i imagine him being amused or taking pleasure in my suffering, making me feel threatened by him.
i understand if people think that maybe i am the Paris Hilton problem. no. initially i thought that she was being friendly but then i finally figured out that she is a weird greedy irresponsible fake childish anti social ugly cruel creep bitch. i wouldn't have imagined that someone could be so dumb, wanting to boast about it. she intended to create a problem for everyone. the Rapunzal joke was fun love in general, for everyone, and then she is weird greedy irresponsible fake childish anti social ugly cruel creep bitch, trying to twist it into a reason to have girls or everyone reject me. why? because i am a confident fun loving guy, in general, with everyone, if you know me in person. i didn't mean anything serious by the Rapunzal joke and she knew it, but tried to make it seem like it was or is so important, childish and desperate, obviously not thinking much about herself at all. she uses people, like she likes to make a sick game of it. like i already stated, she intended to create a bunch of stupid shit on the internet, and other people followed her, which was her intent. she didn't want females to like me, i guess because she thought that i was more likeable or interesting than her. she is not a cool social person like the media makes her out to be. fake superficial anti social nobody. she intentionally wanted me to fail so that she didn't have to be humble or do any real work. she is a failure in one of the worst ways that a person could be a failure. her family is obviously fake and creepy. she is the leader of the fake mean irresponsible people. i am sick of her. i hate her and her family. i will be so happy when i die, and when i never have to think about her creepy fake childish girl cruelty again.
all i was doing is being respectful and informative, honest. the black man who has my vision in his left eye, who can act aggressively toward us, is an embarrassment for black people, as well as some black girls who i am also in constant 24/7 activity with, who act aggressively. they are greedy, childish, evil and sadistic. they think that it is fun to humiliate and mock a white person who they think is so much more confident than they are. that is why they try to twist the story to try to make people think that i was mean and racist or evil. they are actually flirting with me and it is really creepy, stalking me, bullying me constantly as a gang. they try to play the victim when they have been and still are the oppressors, just like weak fake women do once they think that they have made themselves look weak, if they are weak. they seem to want me to seem like a racist, trying to make people feel sorry for them. the truth is that i had more confidence and love in me than they did. i am getting good information that there is more to World War II than most people understand. i am definitely here to keep a hostile alien force out. i am a type of alien force. alien technology. i am peaceful. i am definitely not promoting hate or violence. black females are promoting hate and violence for no good reason, or just because they are fake and insecure. these black girls who have been intentionally causing problems for the community for a long time really don't want ignorant people to know how kind i am to black people when i am out and about. they have an identity problem, defiant. that is what Satan did. they can wallow in negro shit or they can get off of their asses and try to contribute something good. they would just be fired from a job. real simple. the boss is not going to get brought down to a stupid fake nonsensical level. they are ashamed of what they have done and are faking having pride. i'm not fake.
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8/19/26
wow. maybe if someone talked to me about who i am, allowing me to actually state something officially being who i am, that all of this would go away. i can't talk to anyone about who i am. you can talk to other people about it, but i can not. it is very painful and confusing.
other people are greedy and cruel, with them thinking that it is interesting that they can talk to others about something, or be someone, and that i can not.
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8/19/26
i feel like the fact that people are not in real time openly communicating about what they know about this situation is a ticking time bomb. gossip, sometimes really stupid and unnecessary, and splitting into many groups. we need a message from a community leader or community leaders. there is nothing which i can do on my own. it would have to be someone else.
people can investigate me up and down, left and right, side to side.
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8/19/26
i am bullied everyday. very confusing because the people doing imply that they will never stop, fake, implying fake that they are good at fabricating absolute crap when they aren't. we can do this for as long as they want to. i am not the loser. their aggression affects my thoughts about my future and everyone else's future, constantly, not to mention that i can't get any other work done. that is why this goes on and on. i am literally not being allowed to think about anything else. ignorant people don't understand the nature of the cybernetic communication, which i experience regularly daily. you underestimate if you are ignorant. no offense. it affects my feelings, in public. that affect my actions. people think that it is fun to harm a confident unique man emotionally, in public. typical creepy stalker (gang) shit. mindless nonsense unintelligent which they want attention for. it excites them to get attention, like all of this shit on this section of this website. i am smooth if you really really understand what is going on. the people intentionally causing a problem don't want ignorant people to understand what is going on. you see what is on this website, but don't understand what is really going on. other people are trying to deceive you about my real character, and it looks like it is working a little bit sometimes when i go out or when i watch TV. treat me like an honest responsible family member who is a little wild sometimes but not a problem, not something taboo like jesus being whipped in the streets of Jerusalem. getting off track editing, but people need to be openminded about christ. the reason that it works is first because of people's acceptance of christ, not christ's acceptance of other people. doesn't mean that i am stuck up. many people have helped me accomplish what i have accomplished, or what we will all accomplish. big picture christ. back to first point. it is a very cruel childish perverted mockery of a friendly honest white boy. it is sad that some people choose to degrade themselves being fake and lazy. it is related to an understanding of 200, or Hebrew letter Reish. i am not an expert. just trying to learn and share. they keep trying to use world war II shit against me because they are insecure about something, in general. the black people who are causing problems, not all black people, are sleazy socially lame criminals who want attention because they don't get any other attention, unintelligent boring cowards who take cheap shots at me, like the weird black people who loot stores when violently protesting, when in some instances there really actually was/is no reason at all to protest, actually because they are embarrassed or insecure. they think that i look better than they do so they want to make a mess on my website. this is not the only section of this website. they are so ungrateful. i have over and over kept trying to get people to move on from the past, deleting negative tone information from this website, name calling, and then they hate me for it because they think that it makes me look like a friendly white boy, so then they play a very cruel game harming me even more, unbearable, painful. people are trying to deceive and work you, but you don't understand what is going on. weak people want to politicize someone who they think is superior in order to imply that they are superior. they have an inferiority complex. people in politics understand it. it is a sick game, and i didn't sign up for dirty politics. there is no reason to unnecessarily politicize me. for black folk. don't turn this into unnecessary gang or identity nonsense. don't form a gang. gangs shouldn't mess with gangs. think of happy peaceful children on Christmas day. i am not a problem. don't unnecessarily involve me in your lives just because i lack privacy in the way which i do. that is cruel. i mean, really. give me a break. or, if you want to politicize me, watch the movie Forest Gump. black folk need to exercise leadership, and call out fake black nonsense when you know it exists. you are better than that. you should know me in person. as far as the World War II or Thule information, something else was/is going on, but people get confused by old Nazi propaganda. there was even an official propaganda office led by Joseph Goebbels. i am not propaganda. this is not propaganda. it was known that i was going to be here. apparently this is a very old alien war. i am a type of alien, cybernetic communication, alien technology, power, etc. i am peaceful and definitely here to keep something savage and disgusting out. again, as far as Thule.org goes, people already knew that i wasn't a racist problem. i was openly sharing information about what i was doing with a loving intent. we didn't understand what the black man with my vision in his left eye, who can create contractions of my muscle and soft tissue was yet. i know that honest loving supportive black people hate stated that they were confused about it, also. black girls combined old unimportance with a later issue about me unexpectedly calling a fake childish crazy evil black woman a name, being fake, trying to make it look like i was a problem to begin with. they are weird irresponsible insecure fake, obviously blatantly lying about me and money in everyway which they possibly could (Northern Trust bank, Paris Hilton, Thule.org, La Grange, Texas), like it is some kind of weird childish hatred game of people who have money, in general, especially because everyone knows that i am definitely not a money problem. no. my experiences with the supernatural and ignorance in the past confused me, and it really doesn't matter that i was confused because of my intent. nobody cares about George H. W. Bush (RIP) and Northern Trust bank, either, because of my intent. this information is not new or interesting because it involves a bank. we don't care about your fake directions mindless boring crap negro, a lack of communicative ability, a lack of power, inability compared to me, a bunch of nothing, implying that you are superior, but that you don't have to communicate anything intelligent, honest, or conclusive. the black man with my vision in his left eye, able to create contractions of my muscle and soft tissue, is embarrassed because his unnecessary bullshit back in 2006 backfired on him. an actual demon like in a Hollywood movie. doesn't mean that i like or would get along with all white people. the mexican girl who has my vision in her left eye, able to create contractions of my muscle and soft tissue, is fake, evil, sadistic, greedy, confused, childish, blatant sleazy gold digger, trying to cover for the black man, because she thinks that they look like something negative together, easily identifiable because of her issue with her left eye. an actual demon like in a Hollywood movie. then some black girls joined in with their fake evil nonsense because they had a social problem because of embarrassing themselves multiple times over and over. what is really interesting, really ugly, is that paris whitney hilton is the leader. they pretend as if they think that they are the majority. they are not the majority. the majority of people are busy with their lives, working, happy, sometimes with kids, soccer practice, violin practice, getting ready for happy Halloween, etc.
God bless you.
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8/20/26
for your information. i am not making a general negative racist issue about blacks and mexicans with President Trump because of stating something about the black man and mexican girl, who both have my vision in their left eye, who can both create contractions of my muscle and soft tissue, which the rest of the 144,000 worldwide sense. the black man and mexican girl are a very serious problem for the entire world, and believe me i know that i have honest 144,000 witnesses communicating with government officials all over the world. i don't care who the president is. there is a very serious problem which can definitely be defined as a 'common enemy'. don't make an unnecessary racial issue of it, and don't unnecessarily politicize me. i am just doing my job.
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8/21/26
believe it or not, all of this repetitive crap is because of weird childish desperate obstruction by a few other people for many years. they are nervous, insecure, and there is no reason to be nervous or insecure.
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8/21/26
good luck.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xlf2P1Umcc8
Beeswax and light hold rich practical and spiritual roles across African traditions. Long before modern paraffin, indigenous communities utilized natural local resources like plant oils, animal fats, and pure beeswax to produce illumination, seal items, and fuel sacred rites. [1, 2]
Traditional and Spiritual Uses
- Healing and Protection: Across various sub-Saharan African cultural practices, natural beeswax candles and elements derived from bees are incorporated into traditional healing sessions to cleanse spaces and ward off negative forces.
- Sacred Offerings: Pure beeswax carries deep symbolic value due to its natural origin. In traditions honoring specific deities or ancestors—such as Yoruba-based reverence for the Orisha Oshun—beeswax items and honey-scented lights serve as pure, devotional offerings .
- Orthodox and Regional Faith: In East Africa, notably within the Ethiopian Orthodox Tewahedo Church, traditional church hand-candles are strictly crafted from 100% local beeswax harvested from regional hives, symbolizing purity and divine light during long nocturnal services. [4]
- Eco-Friendly Production: Contemporary cooperatives and makers across countries like South Africa, Kenya, and Tanzania harvest ethical, chemical-free wax from local acacia and wild floral nectar.
- Fair Trade Markets: Sustainable African beekeeping yields deeply aromatic, rich-colored golden or orange wax that local artisans hand-pour into pillars, tapers, and tealights, supporting rural economies. [2]
Beeswax has significant cultural and historical importance in African traditions. In various African cultures, beeswax is utilized for multiple purposes, including ceremonial uses, art, and practical applications in daily life.
Cultural Significance
- Ceremonial Uses: Beeswax is often used in rituals and ceremonies, symbolizing purity and protection. It may be employed in offerings or as part of traditional healing practices.
- Artistic Expression: Many African artisans use beeswax in crafts, such as batik and sculpture, showcasing its versatility and aesthetic appeal.
Historical Context
- Ancient Practices: Historically, beeswax was valued for its properties and was used in mummification processes by ancient Egyptians, highlighting its long-standing significance in African culture.
- Trade and Economy: Beeswax has also been a trade commodity, contributing to local economies and cultural exchanges across regions.
Overall, beeswax remains a vital element in the cultural fabric of many African societies, reflecting both historical traditions and contemporary practices
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6/21/26
i have called people negative racial names, including whites. if i had sticks and stones i would have broken bones. no one would not refer to the aggressors negatively, verbally. not the pope. not mother theresa. no one. it wouldn't be natural. impossible. swallow your pride if you are innocent, different races, if you feel emotionally confused by anything which you know about. i would like to know what had Jesus Christ said all of the time, not a synopsis or allegory. people can act really weird when they are being tortured, not an overstatement, really understood and agreed upon, especially if a person is being tortured for really no good reason in public, really sick weird childish game. they idolize me like little perverted children, wanting a "relationship" with me, weird weird mental problems. i mean, some of the 144,000. weird. perverted. they are socially lame. i have told them that i can feel sorry for them for their challenging situation, but not for dishonesty and sadism. the black man and mexican girl playing games are extremely childish and confused, not sophisticated. governments need to pay attention to what i am saying about not being sophisticated. like problem adolescents. like crazy weird homeless people. the are not connected. it has been a weird form of torture. i can still love my enemies, however, big picture, they make my job easy.
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8/21/26
i had a thought not serious but interesting about Congress taking a a regulated amount of MDMA once a week, imagining that it would help ease tension, help with relationships, if it wasn't abused. i mean it, really objectively in terms of clinical research about the positive effects of MDMA. i have experimented with it before.
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8/22/26
honey crisp apple juice as the base (enough for 2 big drinking glasses) , 5 chopped celery sticks, not prepacked celery (cut celery sticks into small 1/2 inch pieces before putting in blender), fresh grated ginger (generous amount), 1 lemon (fresh squeezed) / mix in a blender, mix well until liquid turns green
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8/22/26
i accidentally discovered when wanting to just get pure CBD that they still legally sell delta 9 THC edibles and a certain type of indica strain hemp cigarette. i smoked one yesterday. i don't want to smoke.
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8/23/26
King Solomon prayed for Wisdom, Chochmah. He had 300 wives and 700 concubines, focusing on 3 and 7 or 7 and 3 (37 x 73). the world 'Wisdom' is also related to end of Revelations at Revelations 13:18, next to 666, which is also related to first verse of bible. i don't mean that i think that i am King Solomon. something about King Solomon and 666 talents of gold, i think. i don't know who i am. A fish, a lion, a lamb, a goat, an ox, a platypus?
Ezra 2:13, Revelations 13:18, 1 Kings 10:14, 2 Chronicles 9:13 are related to the number 666.
Summary
Chochmah (חָכְמָה) is a Hebrew word that translates to "wisdom, skill, or insight." It is pronounced "khokh-MAH" and is derived from the root ח-כ-מ. Chochmah appears 149 times in the Hebrew Bible and is often associated with the divine wisdom that emanates from God. In Jewish mystical texts, it represents a primordial point of divine wisdom, which is initially incomprehensible until it is differentiated and given form in Binah (understanding).
Additionally, chochmah embodies the potential of what is, reflecting a state of potential being that is not yet fully realized. It is also seen as the input into the mind, representing flashes of inspiration or insights. The concept emphasizes the importance of curiosity and the ability to ask questions, highlighting the relationship between wisdom and humility
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In Hebrew numerology, 37 and 73 are the ordinal and standard gematria values of Chochmah (Wisdom), representing the second Sefirah on the Tree of Life. Their reflective relationship and mathematical properties tie directly into the numerical structure of creation. [1, 2, 3, 4]
Core Gematria Values
- 73: The standard (absolute) numerical value of Chochmah (חכמה — Het-Kaf-Mem-Heh = 8 + 20 + 40 + 5).
- 37: The ordinal (positional) value of Chochmah, calculated by assigning 1 to Aleph through 22 to Tav. [1, 3]
- Genesis 1:1: The total standard gematria of the first verse of the Torah is 2,701, which equals the product of wisdom's two numbers: 37 × 73 = 2,701.
- Geometric Symmetry: Both 37 and 73 are star numbers and mirrored palindromes. When arranged geometrically, a triangle of 37 elements forms the exact center point or core of the 73rd triangular number (2,701).
- Nested Reduction: The digits mirror a recursive sequence of center points in sacred geometry (73 → 37 → 19 → 10 → 1). [1, 9]
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The relationship between James 1:5, the concept of wisdom, and the numbers 37 and 73 stems from biblical gematria—the practice of assigning numerical values to Hebrew and Greek letters. [1, 2]
The Direct Mathematical Connection
In biblical mathematical code, 37 and 73 are considered the foundational "twins" or reflective primes of the universe. In the Hebrew language, the word for "Wisdom" (Chochmah / חכמה) carries these exact mathematical values:
- 73 is the Standard Gematria value of Chochmah ($ח=8, כ=20, מ=40, ה=5).
- 37 is the Ordinal Gematria value of Chochmah (the placement value of its letters in the Hebrew alphabet). [3]
James 1:5 is the New Testament's ultimate thesis on obtaining wisdom: "If any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask of God..." Gematria researchers connect this verse to the mathematical blueprint established in the very first verse of the Bible, Genesis 1:1, through the following structural patterns:
- The Genesis Blueprint: The total gematria value of Genesis 1:1 is 2701. Mathematically, 37 × 73 = 2701.
- Star and Triangle Geometry: 37 and 73 are both figurative geometric numbers. 37 is a Star number, and 73 is both a Star number and the base of the 2701 triangle.
- The New Testament Mirror: While the Old Testament establishes wisdom (Chochmah) as the 37/73 structural foundation of creation, James 1:5 instructs the believer on how to personally access that exact foundational architecture—by asking the Creator directly. [10, 11]
- Do you want the Greek gematria breakdown of the word for wisdom (Sophia) used in James 1:5?
- Are you looking at how John 1:1 joins Genesis 1:1 in this 37/73 geometric matrix? [2, 10, 12]
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The phrase you provided connects James 1:5, the concept of Wisdom (specifically in Hebrew and Greek), and the unique biblical mathematical patterns of the prime numbers 37 and 73. [1]
Here is how these four elements intersect through standard and ordinal gematria:
1. The Core Answer: Wisdom = 37 and 73
In biblical gematria, 37 and 73 are considered the numerical blueprint of "Wisdom". This is because the Hebrew word for wisdom, Chochmah (חָכְמָה), yields both values depending on the calculation method:
- Standard Gematria = 73: Calculated by adding the standard values of the letters: $\text{Chete (8) + Chaf (20) + Mem (40) + Hei (5)} = \mathbf{73}$
- Ordinal Gematria = 37: Calculated by adding the placement of the letters in the 22-letter alphabet: $\text{Chete (8th) + Chaf (11th) + Mem (13th) + Hei (5th)} = \mathbf{37}$ [1, 3]
James 1:5 is the most famous New Testament verse explicitly instructing believers on how to obtain wisdom: "If any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask of God, who gives to all generously...". [4, 5]
While James was written in Greek, researchers of mathematical theologians often highlight that the underlying theme of this verse directly mirrors the geometric and numeric properties of the Hebrew Chochmah (37/73). [1, 6]
3. The Geometry of 37 and 73
Numbers like 37 and 73 are not arbitrary; they possess unique reflective, prime, and geometric relationships that appear throughout creation scriptures:
- Primes: 37 is the 12th prime number, and 73 is the 21st prime number (12 and 21 are reflections).
- Genesis 1:1: The total standard gematria of the Bible's first verse ("In the beginning, God created the heavens and the earth") is 2,701, which is the exact product of 37 × 73.
- Geometric Shapes: 37 forms a perfect centered hexagon, which fits precisely into the center of a 73-point Star of David. [1, 7, 8, 9]
| Concept | Value / Connection | Significance |
| James 1:5 | Focuses on asking God for Wisdom | The definitive NT verse on obtaining divine insight. |
| Hebrew Chochmah | 73 (Standard Value) | Reflects the 21st prime number. |
| Hebrew Chochmah | 37 (Ordinal Value) | Reflects the 12th prime number and geometric heart of 73. |
| Genesis 1:1 | 2,701 (37 × 73) | Links the concept of Wisdom mathematically to the creation of the universe. |
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8/23/26
1 Kings 4:29-34
King James Version
29 And God gave Solomon wisdom and understanding exceeding much, and largeness of heart, even as the sand that is on the sea shore.
30 And Solomon's wisdom excelled the wisdom of all the children of the east country, and all the wisdom of Egypt.
31 For he was wiser than all men; than Ethan the Ezrahite, and Heman, and Chalcol, and Darda, the sons of Mahol: and his fame was in all nations round about.
32 And he spake three thousand proverbs: and his songs were a thousand and five.
33 And he spake of trees, from the cedar tree that is in Lebanon even unto the hyssop that springeth out of the wall: he spake also of beasts, and of fowl, and of creeping things, and of fishes.
34 And there came of all people to hear the wisdom of Solomon, from all kings of the earth, which had heard of his wisdom.
8/23/26
The Saeculum obscurum (meaning "Dark Age") or the Pornocracy (Rule of Harlots) from 904 to 964 AD is the period in Catholic Church history most frequently associated with severe moral corruption, political manipulation, and scandalous papal behavior.
What Happened During This Time
- The Theophylact Family: A powerful, corrupt Roman noble family controlled the papal seat.
- Bought and Sold Offices: Popes were chosen for money or family ties instead of holy merit.
- Immoral Conduct: Several popes lived scandalous lives and fathered children.
- Little Spiritual Focus: The papacy served local politics instead of the church.
- Pope John XII: He took office very young and was accused by a church council of murder, theft, and immoral behavior.
- Pope Sergius III: Historians link him to a powerful Roman woman named Theodora, starting decades of family control over the popes.
- The Cadaver Synod: Pope Stephen VI put the dead body of his rival, Pope Formosus, on trial in 897 AD.
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8/23/26
Solomon's Temple contains a famous verse about a round basin that has sparked a long debate over whether it represents an approximation of π (pi) equal to 3 . [1, 2]
The Biblical Description
- The Molten Sea: The Hebrew Bible describes a large cast-metal basin in 1 Kings 7:23 and 2 Chronicles 4:2.
- The Dimensions: It states the basin was "ten cubits from brim to brim" in diameter and that "a line of thirty cubits measured its circumference".
- The Ratio: Dividing the circumference (30) by the diameter (10) gives a ratio of 3. [1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6]
- Rough Approximation: A ratio of 3 treats π as a whole number, which was common for ancient structural measurements before precise mathematical proofs.
- Gematria and Letter Codes: Some commentators note that the Hebrew spelling for "line" (kav) has a numerical value that, when adjusted via linguistic traditions, calculates out closer to 3.141.
- Vessel Thickness: Accounting for the outer lip versus the inner rim and the thickness of the bronze wall can yield calculated ratios between 3.11 and 3.125, aligning closely with ancient Babylonian engineering standards. [9, 10]
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James 1:5 instructs anyone who lacks wisdom to ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault. In biblical numerics and gematria, the numbers 37 and 73 are uniquely intertwined with Genesis 1:1 (whose standard Hebrew gematria sum is 2,701, or $37 \times 73$), mirroring the opening theme of creation and the Logos found in John 1:1. [1, 2]
James 1:5 and Wisdom
- The Call: Believers are told to ask God for wisdom (sophia) when facing trials.
- The Promise: God gives generously and without reproach.
- The Meaning: Biblical wisdom is practical and moral skill for upright living, not just academic knowledge. [3, 4, 5]
- Genesis 1:1 Sum: The first verse of the Bible ("In the beginning God created the heavens and the earth") adds up to a standard value of 2,701.
- The Factors: 2,701 breaks down precisely into 37 \times 73.
- Connection to Wisdom: Both 37 and 73 are prominent star/prime numbers, and 73 is famously the standard gematria value of the Hebrew word for Wisdom (Chokmah, חכמה). [6, 7]
- The Text: "In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God."
- The Connection: John 1:1 echoes the opening phrase (En arche / In the beginning) of Genesis 1:1.
- Numerical Harmony: Proponents of biblical mathematics note that the Greek standard gematria for John 1:1 totals 3,627, which mathematically interlocks with the triangular structure and geometric ratios established by the 37 and 73 signature of Genesis 1:1. [8]
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8/23/26
world war II may have been a necessary evil. a type of sacrifice. please try to be openminded. i would be fake if i wasn't stating something. i feel confident stating that. i would have not imagined that i would state that 30, 35, 40 years ago. be happy. i think that it was a blessing, old alien war, long term future (issue with time), using America (nation state) for money, technology, development. alien intelligence. beyond our comprehension. i don't mean white supremacists with public rallys. with the cybernetic communication, i also have a buddy who doesn't care if people know about him. not threatening. peaceful. competent feel. funny. i don't know if he is a higher version of myself or something different, definitely working in cooperation. causes me to lift my hand and touch my face. information which i am getting is Orion and Dog star. advanced guys have been here for a long time already. they knew that i would be here.
don't know, but thought that my buddy might relate to the spelling of YaHWeH (Yud, Hei, Vav, Hei).
don't know, but thought that my buddy might relate to 50 x 25,920, or 1,296,000 years.
please don't start any unnecessary racial something because of this. i am what i am. i am stuck in the middle of this, trying to learn, just like anyone else. i don't have all of the answers. i like to think of the Olympics where different types of people are respected; praised. maybe geometrical shapes on different countries' flags. trust in God, if you don't trust in me. you should trust in me. i have experience. i am sort of programmed to do my best trying to take care of people, honest, like a robot, or sometimes like a mother eagle, taking care of young in a nest. do father eagles take care of young eagles in a nest?
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ha. imagining being something in mythology or mythos, more than the newest new testament, like:
'one who gloriously partook, of grain, honey, herbs, and grape vine, and of angel dust; dancing with God's servants.'
somewhat facetious.
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trivia. please refer to the 'Judging By Appearances' file in the 'miscellaneous files' section of this website, which mentions numbers like 666. i think that it is used as an illustration of a system. also 888.
focus is on numbers 3 and 7, or perfect numbers 6 (3 / 1 + 2 + 3 = 6) and 28 (7 / 1 + 2 + 3 + 4 + 5 + 6 + 7 = 28). 6 is the triangle of 3. 28 is the triangle of 7.
AI summary
The exact number 666 appears four times in the standard text of the Bible. It shows up twice in the Old Testament as a specific weight of gold or number of people, once in the Hebrew census lists, and once in the New Testament as the Number of the Beast. [1, 2]
Where 666 Appears
- 1 Kings 10:14 – The weight of gold that came to Solomon in one year was 666 talents of gold.
- 2 Chronicles 9:13 – Repeats the exact same historical record of King Solomon receiving 666 talents of gold in a year.
- Ezra 2:13 – Lists the census return of the exiles, noting that the descendants of Adonikam numbered 666.
- Revelation 13:18 – Famously identifies the Number of the Beast as 666 ("His number is six hundred and sixty-six"). [1, 2, 3, 4]
If you want, I can also share what scholars say about why this number was used or how it relates to Roman history.
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8/24/26
so, the idea is to state that you could argue that everything would be considered as an act of God, not able to differentiate as one subject compared to another. not snobby. insurance lawyers have already thought about it. you could use it in some other type of argument; definitively. how about i hire the law office of Squeeze and Pleaze? somewhat facetious. lol. i thought about it more because of Nick Nolte, silly respectful about the watermelon in 48 Hours, ha, make Ganz look like Gandhi, the movie Cape Fear. made an interesting impression on me. determined DeNiro.
peace.
AI
The Latin legal term for an act of God is Vis Major (meaning "superior force") or Actus Dei (meaning "act of God"). [1]
Another related and common legal maxim is actus Dei nemini facit injuriam, which translates to "the act of God does injury to no one" (meaning nobody is legally liable for an unavoidable, natural accident). [1, 2]
Key Legal Terms
- Vis major: A superior force or inevitable accident that humans cannot prevent.
- Actus Dei: Literally translates to "an act of God".
- Force Majeure: A broader French term often used in contracts that covers both natural acts of God and human-made events like war or strikes. [1, 2] _____________________________
8/26/26
i know with certainty that black females blatantly lie about an issue which i sometimes have, mostly not, about me thinking of my hands and feet. i started to think of my hands when i was in jail in 2012 because i thought that the police in La Grange, Texas, or other police and people nationally were mocking me, when i really really obviously didn't want anything to do with my old mexican neighbor in La Grange, Texas. there was an unusual sustained pressure for a long time, with me not having wanted anything from the south (drugs/money), when my hands were positioned low alongside my body when i was standing up, like down toward the south. like weird shit happening in an innocent person's brain when an innocent person is held in an interrogation room for a very very long time for no good reason, being mocked. the mexican girl tried to confuse people who don't understand english. she is an obnoxious mexican racist. then the mexican girl was blatantly mocking my innocence, referring to my feet, left foot corresponds to number 7, right foot corresponds to number 5, kabbalah, she learned this from me, she is not intelligent. she was wanting to create an opportunity for her and other people to lie about me and money in any way which they possible could (Northern Trust bank, Paris Hilton, Thule.org, La Grange, TX). mexican girl was trying to confuse or take advantage of people who don't understand English, but believe me it didn't work. believe me people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who don't understand English, understand that i am innocent and that a few people (mexican girl, black man, black female stalkers) are attempting to wrongfully defame me. they want me to be killed quickly in my next life, defamed in this life, or even murdered in this life. they even like it when i state something like this, because they think that it will give someone an idea. i don't think that their plan will work. i am definitely here to keep something disgusting out. ignorant people have no idea. otherwise it would be savagery. they are extremely childish envious/jealous people who have a problem liking or loving themselves, social/love problems. they also want to boast about who they are, but really not having confidence or liking themselves. mexican girl stalks and harasses me every day, pretending like she thinks that people should think that she is cool, creating anxiety about my future, wanting me to feel constantly threatened, stalking me, harassing me, bullying me, every fucking day, like a fake criminal who got thrown in jail anyway. that is why i sometimes, usually not, think about my hands and feet. this doesn't matter if you are sensing what is going on in context, because it is very obvious that i am innocent, and that i am just being harassed, stalked, bullied, mocked by weird childish socially lame creeps.
black girls blatantly lie about me and paris hilton's money. i wasn't after her money at all. i like to earn my own money. i made a joke about a pink flying saucer once, being facetious, tired of being angry at that moment, even though i hate paris hilton all of the time. i think that the Thule.org guy knows something about flying saucers, but there was never any online communication about money or purchasing anything. i know that they don't do business that way, if he knows anything about it, or if involved in any way. that type of business for anyone involved is probably done in person only. if people do that on their own, so be it. i was and am still not involved in anything like that. black girls wanted to fabricate something in order to try to make it look like they had a good reason to attack me in the very beginning or past when they and everyone else knows that they are fake, full of shit, very very mean envious creatures, mocking my sincerity. sometimes low class people no matter what race will mock people who they think have class or more confidence.
people can hate Christ, even if he is a great person, or especially if he is a great person and if they don't like what they are. or even people who like themselves can have resentment toward me. i get a great deal of attention. psychologists should talk about it. i am actually a humble person who socially lame weak people want to keep fucking with in public, annoying, intentionally obstructive, with them getting some weird childish thrill. they want to humiliate a person who they think is so much more than they are, like how weird crazy homeless bums will state creepy things to people when they walk by them sometimes. weak insecure childish people are causing a very serious problem for the community. i want to be left alone. i want everyone to be left alone in peace.
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8/24/26
the above work about an act of God is good related to separation of church and state somehow. if you were going to combine it, i think for the safety of the public, including public officials, that is a different argument. am I a king? it is a social event regardless of whether someone considers themselves religious. we are social beings. we need security in order to function or in order to think that we can function. get it under control. the bible is a very cool book, i think illustrates a construct, alpha-bet, but this is real life and not necessarily bible study. i was thinking the other day studying at a church that i didn't like the idea of guys just interpreting something which can be redundant. like studying numbers. i thought that just acting with love can or is more important. not stating that study is not at all important for confidence, but important part was thinking about how i was told at another bible study class that in the past there was a difference between Pharisee legalists and concept of grace, or concept of work on the Sabbath. i was thinking this in a Christian church. i thought and talked, silly, like i was reading scripture when i actually wasn't about the Sabbath one time when i saved some drowning june bugs from a swimming pool, when working in La Grange, texas. it was on a Saturday. i mean the legalist issue toward Christians especially, but also whoever in whatever religion. church is sometimes just a place to socialize, not so much study or care too much about so much study information which can be overwhelming or redundant. that is sort of how i think about it, even though i definitely respect studying. bars are another place people can socialize, focus on just a place to go. or in sports. or violin or piano practice. or bowling. or many people jogging at park. we are social beings.
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8/24/26
my experience has been what i have thought to be very cruel at times, not comprehensible. i never believed that God would be that way or want that for the community. why would he put me here for that? i don't wish cruelty on you. i have thought that people have thought "I don't want this!, I don't fucking want this!". believe me, i understand. please relax. i did much of the work already. please chill. again, be openminded. don't unnecessarily politicize me. if you don't want it then quit stupidly gossiping about it. be openminded. i am a known honest friendly geek who is bit wild. if you want to study it you can. the real issue is when people unnecessarily politicize me for negative reasons, or really for their own selfish reasons. God is giving, not taking, but now i am thinking about some kind of scripture which is about receiving or to receive. i think that it might be possible that i will be here in an incarnation when i should be negatively politicized, but not in this present one. still divine providence.
Summary
Several Bible verses emphasize the theme of receiving, highlighting God's generosity and the importance of faith. Here are some key scriptures:
- Mark 11:24: "Therefore I say unto you, What things soever ye desire, when ye pray, believe that ye receive them, and ye shall have them."
- James 1:5: "If any of you lack wisdom, let him ask of God, that giveth to all men liberally, and upbraideth not; and it shall be given him."
- John 16:24: "Until now you have not asked for anything in my name. Ask and you will receive, and your joy will be complete."
- Luke 6:38: "Give, and it will be given to you. A good measure, pressed down, shaken together and running over, will be poured into your lap. For with the measure you use, it will be measured to you."
These verses illustrate the importance of faith in receiving God's gifts and blessings.
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8/24/26
Josh's note:
a political science teacher could use this, to hand out to students, maybe part of a larger academic outline. it is good that young kid read this. good for me to read it. there is a reason for both political parties, in theory.
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An objective political and psychological analysis shows that characterizing Democrats as "imaginative" and Republicans as "constricted" oversimplifies distinct, well-documented personality dimensions and structural approaches to governance. Rather than indicating a deficit in intelligence or creativity, these traits reflect different psychological profiles, worldviews, and institutional goals. [1]
Political scientists and psychologists evaluate these differences through established behavioral frameworks, analyzing how each side functions. [1, 2]
1. The Psychological Framework: The Big Five Traits
Political psychology often maps partisan leanings to the Big Five personality traits, specifically Openness to Experience and Conscientiousness.
- The "Imaginative" Label (High Openness):
- The Data: Democrats, liberals, and progressives consistently score higher in Openness to Experience. This trait is tied to curiosity, a preference for novelty, and comfort with ambiguity.
- Political Expression: This manifests as a desire to reform systems, envision new social programs, and push progressive social policies (e.g., universal healthcare or green energy transitions).
- The Critique: What supporters call "imaginative," critics often label as unrealistic, fiscally reckless, or untethered from historical precedence. [3, 4, 5]
- The "Constrictive" Label (High Conscientiousness & Order):
- The Data: Republicans, conservatives, and traditionalists score higher in Conscientiousness, particularly in facets like order, duty, and rule-following. They also show a higher psychological need for closure and certainty.
- Political Expression: This manifests as a desire to conserve established institutions, adhere strictly to foundational texts (like the Constitution), and maintain traditional social orders.
- The Critique: What critics call "constrictive" or rigid, supporters view as prudent, disciplined, and protective of the rule of law. [1, 6]
The two parties view the role and capabilities of the state through fundamentally different lenses. [6]
The Democratic View: System-Fixing and Outcomes Democrats generally operate under the belief that human institutions are malleable and can be consciously improved through governance.
- They tend to focus on outcomes (e.g., reducing poverty, ensuring equality) and are often willing to expand federal power or create new regulatory frameworks to achieve them.
- This approach requires a high degree of policy experimentation, which is why it is perceived as imaginative or forward-looking. [5, 6]
- They focus heavily on process and constraints (e.g., strict adherence to constitutional limits, fiscal restraint, and free-market forces) rather than trying to engineer specific societal outcomes.
- They argue that top-down, "imaginative" government interventions cause dangerous unintended consequences. Therefore, imposing strict boundaries ("constrictions") on government power protects individual freedom. [1, 6]
An objective analysis avoids loaded labels and reframes the dynamic as a classic balancing act:
- Democrats prioritize progression and flexibility, risking instability or overreach in pursuit of ideal outcomes.
- Republicans prioritize preservation and constraint, risking stagnation or inequality in pursuit of order and liberty. [1, 5, 6]
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8/24/26
i am going to apply for in person, after initial online employment screening, for part time job as a bus boy tomorrow, in Houston, Texas. people know about this already. i hope that i am left alone. i won't be able to work in La Grange soon, because my family are growing older. please leave me and everyone else alone.
8/25/26
a few girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with don't want me to have fun with other people at a real job in Houston. i still work in the country every few weeks, but i wanted a city job, fun, active. these girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with have mental problems, are envious/jealous, very childish, very greedy, desperate, blatantly childishly obstructive, because of their personal situations, obviously wanting to gossip about me with people who they are around, and wanting to be thought of as stereotype weak female fake. they try to create the impression that i am no fun to be with, bullying me, stalking me, intentionally obstructing, intentionally changing my behavior in public, starting with Paris Hilton. she actually admits to being dumb and loud, fake, like it is suppose to be a joke on 'the simple life'. really tacky and cruel. the hiltons are a house of cards. you guys don't know me in person. i work really hard at jobs and around family. they don't want people to know that. paris wanted me all to herself. creepy stalker. mexican girl wants me all to herself. many black girls want me all to themselves. creepy stalkers who want people to think that they are my girlfriends or wives who i have to answer to. they are totally stupid, blatantly possessive, blatantly creepy. they didn't want to be humble, like i am, so they obstructed knowing that they could twist my sincerity into horrible confusion, publicly, over and over, etc., to try to make people think that i am not humble, and that i shouldn't be followed. it is an ugly sadistic mockery. sick weird blatant childish female sadism and possessiveness. they find it amusing. sick entertainment. they are angry because i have more ability than they do. intellect + unique public person. they are like Lucy taking the football away from Charlie Brown, knowing that Charlie Brown would kick a field goal. it is not funny at all, over and over, etc. not at all. it wouldn't be funny to watch again and again. these few girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with are fake lazy and creepy, very greedy, very childish, socially lame, not humble, not intelligent. they try to take power away from humble people, in general. weird cruel sleazy mockery. really creepy possessive childish stalker shit. work was sabotaged again. difficult to explain. very painful. the mexican girl wants attention as a criminal, or a stereotype disrespectful obnoxious mexican, because she thought that she would have so much opportunity to be a gold digger with mexican men that way. she is also trying to meet a guy in church later on, after i die, so that her left eye probably returns to normal, trying to trick us into thinking we know something. she is a dumb criminal. she is like a woman who marries a man for money, forges the life insurance policy, murders him, and keeps doing the same thing, eventually being featured on the TV show Forensic Files. i texted in to cancel the job interview. i'm not fake at all. these girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with are weird and scary. girls who i'm not in constant 24/7 with don't understand. i am a happy motivated worker. really. like both my Dad and Mom. as i already stated, all of this chaotic online crap is intentional obstruction mostly because of female panic. they use each other even though they hate each other, ganging up on everyone. i mean girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with.
all some black girls want to do is input negative racial crap in my mind to try to make it look like i started some shit when i didn't at all. they feel ashamed, maybe they need to talk about it openly. some blacks girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with are holding everyone hostage. black girls playing games with black people, or everyone. don't hate me because i am white or because you think that i have ability which you don't.
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8/25/26
it looks like someone might be changing the font size on these posts. a black female has been Wi Fi hacking me real ugly real childish real angry real dumb real nervous real boring real fake real mean for about 6 years. many people do not understand how hacking can give the hacker a limited remote access of your computer, bullying, a form of assault. she is not making major changes to anything because i would see it. it is ugly dirty political games, with her wanting people to communicate about what she is doing, how obnoxious she is, attempting to discredit my good work somehow, or to imply that maybe it would be China or :Russia or Trump or something when honesty i don't think those guys care about me, because there is no personal problem. she wants people to talk about her and her creepy racism. she is a very very big part of black community's problem, holding us hostage. horrible weird childish disrespect on a daily basis. i think probably same black woman who assaulted me at the grocery store in 2008. comes on my property leaving shit around. stalks me and my girlfriend. other black girls stalk me and my girlfriend, wanting people to communicate about it, stalking everyone. i called the police about 2 weeks ago, really imagining the police helping me, confused, wanting to reach out to someone. got a time out in the hospital for 5 days. it is ridiculous sham, having to repeat myself to ignorant people over and over. that is when i get to the point when i want there to be real accountability for this situation. it is a sham, and i think a waste of God's time. some people like to make it more and more and more of a mockery. it is like a horror movie but not amusing for me. they have mental problems but that doesn't excuse them.
i talked with a computer specialist who knows about security and hacking about what he could do and i don't really have the money. i think that he stated that he would create 2 modems or something which would add a layer of security because the 2 modems or something have to talk to each other. the black woman hacking me has a very weak mind, got nervous, aggressive, wanting people to know that she is implying that black girls can lie or act like they don't care as much as they want to. they are like workers who fake call in sick to work. "The Negros Who Cried Wolf". i am a shepherd, protecting sheep.
some of these black girls want people thinking that i socialize with them when i don't, and when i definitely wouldn't. they are not more special than anyone else. they are weird, creepy, possessive, desperate, weak, fake, childish, very annoying. basically all they do is panic and complain, wanting to turn their personal social problems into all black people's problem, embarrassment, insecurity, stupid peer pressure, selfishness, racism, identity problem. they want to teach hate and division for some reason, from the start in 2008, so it doesn't matter if i had/have love in me. it doesn't mean that i am not friendly with black girls when i am out and about. good leaders will sometimes cause some people to go toward satan, bad actors, lazy fake losers, envious. it is an ironic aspect of good leadership. a virtuous (honesty, real work, real communication) leader can sometimes inadvertently cause counter mobilization.
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9/4/26
please be openminded. not overly aggressive. use your imagination. i am a peaceful person. be kind and don't jump the gun. be objective. pyramid is alien technology. a good intent. i am not greedy. other people have been/are greedy, socially lame, childish, sadistic, stupid paparazzi shit, intentionally causing problems for everyone, like vandalism. i am putting out a fire, the bit about world war 2. not starting a fire or pouring gasoline on a fire. you can study history and military intelligence (operation Highjump, operation Paperclip, etc.) if you want to.
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9/5/26
i wish that they would put me to sleep at a hospital or get me some security. some blacks and a mexican thought that they would have so many black and mexican friends if they acted like they hated a white person, assaulting him every day. i didn't do anything to harm them, and everybody knows that. i only tried to help them.
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9/5/26
for people who really don't understand, we are being swamped with crime every day. it is scary if you are me. i don't have security. it is like a bad dream. some bullshit about separation of church and state, i guess which means that no one is ever suppose to publicly recognize anything good which i ever did, or be friendly with me in public, right? the church is dumb, lacking experience. they don't know what they are doing because they have never done it before. get real. has it been tested?
low class criminal black people and a low class criminal mexican. paris hilton is low class, criminal, also, she just tried to sugarcoat it.
my vision was for blacks and whites and whoever to work in harmony, to be around each other, for me to dissolve racial division because of what people already knew about me, my entire life, really God brainwashed in the past talking out loud all of the time starting in 2002 believing in a future positive aspect of racial diversity of America, where God placed me, but i think that it is really more of a vision about people who work on science initiatives, or like at colleges, or NASA (movie entitled 'Hidden Figures'), or MIT, or cool blue collar tech jobs, or the arts, or sports, or a bus boy at a good steak house or something. you can't do much for people if they are not somewhere doing something to begin with, or if they have a lazy racist attitude, or if they don't have an appreciation for different types of people who have something in common.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l9fcW9SyyFs
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9/6/26
i am very confident that Jewish folk who sense what i sense, cybernetic, who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who understand english, or Jewish folk who sense what i sense, cybernetic, who am in constant 24/7 activity with, who already have my website information, agree that i am innocent, never with an evil mean oppressive intent, and that there is something else going on which is oppressive, and that i could be right about what i have stated about world war 2. i believe that the nazis were working with a alien force which, believe it or not, is more kind and civil than a different alien force, i believe defined as reptilian. long term peace/stability.
did some research or more research. this really does make sense to me, given my personal experience(s). in a way i don't care about anything else because i am a peaceful person. try to focus on peace. call me a whistleblower if you want to, or a peaceful person stuck in the middle of an unusual situation, trying to figure it out, respectfully sharing what i know with others. i don't have an evil oppressive intent.
https://www.simonandschuster.com/books/Dark-Fleet/Len-Kasten/9781591433446
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9/7/26
i think that this is related to concept of reptilian entity and christ. Sobek was Egyptian crocodile deity. Crocodilopolis city in Egypt. i think related, in egypt, they used to mummify crocodiles, feed them honey cakes, adorn them with gold.
https://www.worldviewpublications.org/outlook/context/article.php?IDN=200608
the black man with my vision in his left eye was protective of me in the beginning. he was confused, ignorant, but not an enemy. it makes me for some reason think of Pete and the Dragon. the mexican girl with my vision in her left eye was protective for a short time also. ignorant people underestimate their ability to be aggressive, no matter where i am. their personal social situations, love/sex, family, confused them because they can be easily identified, because they don't understand what they are or what people will think about them, and also because they want to boast (greed) about who they are, or about their relationship with me.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=upHQ-m3lYgc
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9/7/26
Pontius Pilate used the label "King of the Jews" as a political charge and a sarcastic insult against Jewish authorities, not as a theological endorsement of Jesus as the true Messiah . [1, 2]
Why Pilate Used the Title
- Roman Control: Pilate cared only about public order and Roman supremacy. Anyone claiming to be a king challenged Caesar's authority.
- A Taunt: Writing "Jesus of Nazareth, the King of the Jews" on the cross was Pilate’s way of mocking the Jewish leaders who handed Jesus over and ridiculing the idea of a Jewish sovereign. [1, 2, 3]
- Unfulfilled Prophecies: Traditional Jewish belief holds that the true Messiah must fulfill specific prophecies from the Hebrew Bible, such as bringing universal peace, ending all war, gathering the Jewish exiles back to Israel, and rebuilding the Temple. Jesus did not accomplish these visible, earthly milestones.
- A Spiritual vs. Political Kingdom: Jesus stated his kingdom was not of this world, whereas Jewish expectation looked for a physical, Davidic king who would restore national independence and political sovereignty to Israel.
- Religious Conflict: The Sanhedrin and other Jewish leaders viewed Jesus's theological claims and challenges to temple traditions as running contrary to core Jewish monotheism and law. [3, 7]
9/7/26
i thought that it would be good if the NAACP or Anti Defamation League published information about how blacks shouldn't unnecessarily hate, especially because they would have a reason to hate. just because of world war 2 or slavery in America doesn't mean that all white people are wrong, and that all black people are right. am i supposed to feel guilty, just because i am white?
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9/7/26
The Hebrew letter Mem connects water, the womb, and the Messiah as powerful biblical symbols of chaos, spiritual birth, and the emergence of unseen forces into the physical world.
The Letter Mem and Water
- Meaning: Mem (מ) is the 13th letter of the Hebrew alphabet. Its name means water (mayim, מים).
- Shape: The open Mem looks like a flowing wave or a crashing ocean.
- Symbolism: Water represents chaos, depth, and the unknown. In Genesis, the Spirit of God hovers over the face of the waters before creation.
- Connection to Water: A baby grows inside the mother’s womb surrounded by amniotic fluid, which is literal water.
- The Womb (Rehem): The Hebrew root for womb (rehem) is tied to mercy and deep compassion (rahamim).
- Spiritual Birth: Just as physical life emerges from the waters of the womb, spiritual transformation requires passing through water (such as baptism or the parting of the Red Sea).
- Starting Letter: The word for Messiah, Mashiach (משיח), begins with the letter Mem.
- The Anointed One: The Messiah brings the living water of God’s Spirit to a thirsty and chaotic world.
- Hidden to Revealed: Jewish tradition notes that the open Mem represents revealed truths, while the closed Mem (ם) at the end of words represents hidden mysteries that the Messiah will finally reveal.
- The Beast from the Sea: Revelation 13:1 describes a beast rising up out of the sea (the primal waters of chaos).
- The Clash of Kingdoms: In biblical prophecy, chaotic waters or seas often represent nations in rebellion against God.
- False vs. True: While the false powers in Revelation 13 emerge from the destructive waters of the world system, the true Mashiach brings order, redemption, and life-giving water from the throne of God.
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9/7/26
hebrew letter 'Mem', descriptions
https://inner.org/hebleter/mem.htm
https://www.chabad.org/library/article_cdo/aid/137085/jewish/Mem.htm
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9/8/26
i hope that ladies find information about Hebrew letter 'Mem' relevant. think more about concepts of revealed (open letter Mem) and concealed (closed letter Mem). i believe that Mashiach (messiah) corresponds to concealed or hidden ("hidden"). it is counterintuitive. be brave. i am a simple friendly honest guy if you know me in person. it is silly because i am right here in front of everyone, exposed, with nothing to hide, many strong honest 144,000 witnesses. compassion is important, please, for you to have with me. be flexible. i had many different room mates in the Army, in different places. have you? i have responsibility. i didn't know that i was going to get bully forced into a public situation. i don't want to drive people crazy. i see that it is affecting people negatively, too much to process too fast. i need to chill on internet. i didn't want to communicate about any of that old german issue. really. i am innocent. i care about people's feelings. some 144,000 people don't care about people's feelings. they are Satanic, pretending as if they don't know what is what or who is who. ignorant people underestimate what experience with the supernatural does, a cause, affecting behavior, in past time and present time. have faith. you are also Illuminati. use my experience to your advantage. do not jump the gun. don't judge me, or be "tricked". be openminded. go to church or study if you want to understand revealed. think objectively. this is not nazi germany. this is America. good luck.
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9/9/26
good is Del Monte sweet corn cream style, cook at heat level 4 for about 5 minutes, stir frequently. change to heat level 2 and cook for about 12 minutes, stir frequently. add butter, salt and cinnamon while cooking.
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9/10/11
some people are fake, acting like they think that people should have problem with me. why? i am not and have never been involved in anything evil or wanting to be oppressive. i am not threatening people. they actually don't have a problem with me, and really just seem to have a problem with the internet, and information which is available to anyone. just because i know about something doesn't mean that i am a problem.
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9/11/26
The standard Hebrew gematria sum of Genesis 1:1 is 2701, which geometrically forms a triangular number (T₇₃) that can be split into a central spiritual core of 703 and three surrounding triangles of 666 (3 × 666 = 1998, where 703 + 1998 = 2701). [1]
The Gematria of Genesis 1:1
- Total Value: 2701 is the 73rd triangular number (1+2+3+...+73).
- Prime Factors: 2701 = 37 × 73, utilizing the reciprocal twin prime numbers 37 and 73.
- The Center vs. Shell:
- 703 is the 37th triangular number, representing the inner spiritual core or the phrase "and the earth" (וְאֵת הָאָרֶץ).
- 1998 (3 × 666) represents the remaining outer structure corresponding to the first six words of the verse ("In the beginning God created the heavens"). [1, 4, 5]
- Triangular Breakdown: The number 1998 breaks down into three separate triangles of 666, which is the 36th triangular number (6 × 6 × 18, or related to 6 × 6).
- Esoteric Interpretation: In Kabbalistic numerology, 703 symbolizes the inner divine spark or spiritual reality (the Sabbath core), while the three surrounding 666 values represent the physical shell (kelipah) or the material framework of the natural world (analogous to the 6 days of creation or 6 spatial directions surrounding a center point).
- Perimeter Math: The 73rd triangle has a perimeter of 216 (6 × 6 × 6), linking the geometric shape directly back to multiples of 6. [2]
9/11/26
Torah is information for everyone, not just information for Jewish people. respectfully.
https://www.dafyomi.co.il/general/info/torahau/torah_numerology.php?d=12
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9/12/26
some black people, the mexican girl, desperately wanted or still want to create an impression that they caught me doing something wrong, ONLY AFTER IT WAS BLATANTLY OBVIOUS THAT THEY GOT CAUGHT DOING SOMETHING WRONG, THAT THEY HAVE AN IMAGE PROBLEM, THAT THEY ARE EVIL CHILDISH LIARS, WRONGFULLY ACCUSING ME OF BEING A MONEY/WHITE SUPREMACY PROBLEM WHEN THEY DEFINITELY KNEW THAT I WAS NOT A PROBLEM. what did i do wrong, knowingly with no evil or oppressive intent, also knowingly confused because experience with the supernatural?