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For those people who have not already been made aware of this, independently of this website, I am in a constant 24/7 activity with a small group of people (144,000) who are situated all over the world. I don't understand it exactly, but it is related to the design and creation of the great pyramid of Gizeh. Look at link (144,000) in the 'for your information' section of this website. In other words, our central nervous systems are somehow fused. They can sense that i am typing at this moment, even though they are situated in different places all over the world. They could also sense that I was drinking a cup of coffee, if I was doing that right now. I am not currently in activity with 144,000 people. Some have died from old age. Some I am not in activity with yet. Apparently, some of these people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with were sensing me as a fetus, when i was still in my mother's womb. I think that i am joined with these other people because of something relating to the sun, other stars (most notably the constellation of Orion), the design of the great pyramid, and electromagnetism. It means that what is happening in our minds, or central nervous systems, also exists somewhere else, in order for the fusion to be taking place in the manner which it is. I believe that the water in our systems acts as a conductor. I believe that the same was true of Jesus of Nazareth; meaning, that this same connectivity with others is what actually distinguished him from other people. Read in the 'for your information' section about 144 and 72, or the story of Jesus and the 72 in the book of Luke. Also the story of Horus battling Set (Sat-an) and 72 conspirators in Egyptian mythos. I am not stating that Jesus of Nazareth and the Egyptian Set (Sat-an) are the same being. 72 is 1/2 of 144, with there being 1440 minutes in one day. The story of Jesus of Nazareth in the bible is mostly allegorical, although he was a real person in real history. The constant 24/7 activity can be, at times, maddening, for both me and the people who are sensing me. I believe that the 144,000 is some type of star seed. Constellation of Orion, astrology, 12 x 12 x 1000. Look at links below. Star seed is not necessarily "positive". I was 24 years old (1997), when it first became evident to me that I was, or am, in this unique, constant 24/7 activity with people. I am not schizophrenic. Then, in February of 1998, I started to sense an intelligent being communicating to me, with the use of physical contractions of my muscle and soft tissue, which meant that this being began to sense me first. It is a form of non verbal communication. This happened, in a way, exactly as it was predicted by something known as the Ussher chronology. Beginning of 1000 years (6000 years = 4004 BC to 1996 AD). Look at links in the 'for your information' section of this website. It also means that other people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with can sense, or were also sensing this intelligent being. It was extremely confusing at first. Madness. Isolation from the community. Hopelessness mixed with confused faith. 13 years later, in May of 2011, I started to sense another intelligent being communicating with me, with the same type of physical contractions of my muscle and soft tissue. It was, and still is, easily differentiated by me, and also the entire worldwide group who are sensing it, from the communication from the first intelligent being. It was, or is, fainter and more frequent. A totally different person, with a totally different personality. Non verbal communication. Both of these beings wanted, or want, to make it apparent to me, and anyone else who they thought was sensing me, because of the type and timing of the physical contraction communication which they can generate, that they had my vision, or that they could see what i could see. It was, or is, sensed as a person who is sort of child like, who is in a type of shock, or stupor, and finding it fascinating. Like they are children watching cartoons on television. It is very easy to understand, through sensation or non verbal communication, that the first intelligent being which myself and the rest of the group began sensing was, or is, male. It is very easy to understand, through sensation or non verbal communication, that the second intelligent being which myself and the group began to sense was, or is, female. They are human, just like I am human. I know without a doubt that the female is Hispanic, now (in the year 2022) about 30 years old, probably still living in Houston, Texas. I have seen her about 6 times in different places in the Houston area, because she wanted me and the rest of the group to know that it was her, wanting me to talk about her, or that she was responsible for creating the sensations, in a way childishly showing off. She used to have a white SUV and restricted phone number in the year 2011. Height is probably about 5 feet or 4 feet 10 inches. Medium size breasts. Full figured. She had long brown or light brown hair. I believe that she lives inside of the Houston 610 loop area, or that her parents live inside of the Houston 610 loop area. I believe that this is true, because she was able to get to locations within the Houston 610 loop area, where I was, quickly, already knowing that I would be at the same location. She has an unusual issue with her left eye, which I have seen, which I believe is the eye which acquired my vision, being at the beginning of the fusion of our central nervous systems, right around the last week of may of 2011. I believe that she has a brother who owns, or who used to own a Dodge Charger. I saw this car when I dropped off paperwork at the downtown Houston police station, wanting to be respectful of her, trying to establish rights for both of us. I also saw the person who I think is her brother together with her at the Houston Veteran's Administration hospital, when I went there one time. She wanted me and other people to know that it was her. I know without a doubt that she is lying about this situation to her family. I can reasonably assume that the male being who can also create contractions of my muscle and soft tissue, which other members of the group (144,000) can sense, who also indicated that he has my vision, also has an unusual issue with his left eye. Meaning, the eye which acquired my vision in February of 1998. It took me 13 years (1998 - 2011) to be able to understand that this male being is an African American, and also that he is ignorant, not possessing extraordinary knowledge concerning me, or this situation, which I thought that he had prior to 2011.
I think that the black man who I am referring to might live in New Jersey. He likes to be a stupid smart ass, thinking that I won't understand what he is communicating, or wanting to think about how he thinks that he is slick, when he really isn't. I think that he is involved in social security fraud, at the United States social security administration. I think that he receives social security benefits for the problem with his left eye, which began on February 22nd, 1998. I doubt that he told the social security people that he is in constant 24/7 activity with me, or has my vision in his left eye, and that he can create contractions of my muscle and soft tissue, or be aggressive. It is not social security. He is intentionally harming people. Check New Jersey social security applications, sometime shortly after February 22nd, 1998, to see if there are any applicants who fit the description, an unusual problem with left eye. I bet that the doctors had no idea what caused it, or why it would begin in the manner which it did.
I believe that these 2 people were characterized, or defined, as Set (Sat-an) and Nephthys in Egyptian mythos, in the past. I believe that I was characterized, or defined, as Horus (Christ) in Egyptian mythos, in the past. Look at links in the 'for your information' section of this website. I also believe that the male was characterized as Beelzebub during the time of Jesus of Nazareth. My old bible study teacher told me that Beelzebub was just another name for Satan.
After having enough experience, having been situated together with these 2 people for some time already, as stated, I can list some of their characteristics.
They are like people who are a type of mentally retarded. Constant stupor. Psychopathic. Sociopathic. Narcissistic. Childish. Evil. It flaunts being evil, seeming to try to recruit evil people. Hate. Anger. Envy. Jealousy. Greed. Problem with ego, or perhaps super ego. Negative. Angry. Sadistic. Nervous. Insecure. Creepy. It flaunts thinking that it is creepy. Attempts to intimidate. Vicious. Insane. Predatorial. Deceit. Perverted.
Even evil people wouldn't want anything to do with these beings. They have a mental problem.
Because they are naturally or understandably insecure about what people think about them, namely because of their unusual issue with their left eye, they embarrass and anger easily, ultimately having betrayed the community, desperately trying to make it seem like I was evil, or that people should think of me as evil, when I am not evil, and when they knew, or know, that I am not evil. They also childishly and sloppily imply that they have some authority which they don't think that they have, wanting to make a mockery of what would actually be considered responsible behavior, it seems because of panic, or greed, or not understanding how they should fit in with society. They seemed to want to try and associate in a cooperative way, when the activity with them first started. As time went on, they seemed confused about how to survive, socially, and long term, thinking that they had embarrassed themselves by having been unnecessarily aggressive.
They both seem to want ignorant people to believe, acting out in a childish, blatantly fake, confused, ignorant manner, that the eye above the pyramid on the dollar bill represents them, or that they have authority which they actually don't have. It is related, but the eye on the dollar bill seems to be the opposite of what they are. God is a loving God. They are not loving, and not only that, they are trying to make people think that God is not a loving God. They are also trying to fool people into thinking that i am not loving.
I have tried to help them. They should communicate to the public, or me, with actual words and conclusive statements, instead of trying to stupidly and wrongfully hustle their way into happiness, social success, power, or survival. There would be a commitment to cooperation which they would benefit from. They wanted, or want, to show off and play childish games. It got, or gets them intro social trouble. It seems like their minds never develop properly, in any incarnation of theirs, because they have my vision, and are constantly distracted by, or interested in what I am doing. They are not doing work like other people ordinarily do work, by not communicating with intelligent statements, which are easily understandable and conclusive. It got them into social trouble, or didn't, or doesn't, allow them to make a type of normal social progression. They seem to be implying that they are supposed to get unusual special treatment, or be worshipped because they are unusual, but they are lazy, childish and are constantly attempt to deceive, like someone who is criminally insane. They are disabled, and are trying to obtain something for themselves in an unethical, rude, bully style way. They seem to live in a fantasy world, fanaticizing about having happiness and power, but are unwilling to try to do work like people ordinarily do work, communicating using intelligent, conclusive, easily understandable statements, in order to achieve this happiness. They have a confused identity problem, seeming to want to settle for being different, and a foe, not wanting to try to make a more normal social progression on earth.
They seem to have an unusual need to feel loved, or respected, or accepted, or recognized. They have an unusual psychological problem, just as a few other people who i am constant 24/7 activity (144,000) with have proven themselves to have. These 2 people are trying to secure something for themselves, using their ability to create contractions of my muscle and soft tissue, which other people in the group (144,000) can sense, as a type of weapon. It is an attempt to subdue or incapacitate me, and other people, so that these 2 beings do not have to work as hard, or compete with others, as people ordinarily have to compete, or cooperate, with others. It seems as if they are doing this, really for the future incarnations which they think that they will have, not wanting me, or others worldwide, to achieve the potential in this life, because they think that it will make it better for themselves if I was considered unpopular. I think an attempt to have me murdered, in this life, or in future lives. They want to create frivolous gossip which they think will benefit them in making me seem unpopular. It seems as if they are both confused and angry, trying to create gossip which they think will help their chances of survival. They have a strange pride problem, or ego problem, like someone who feels special, but inferior, and is in a type of panic, then doing something irrational for attention. It is an angry, childish attitude, like "oh yeah, well i am somebody too!", or, "oh yeah, well i am going to show you who i am!" They think that i am special, or unique, so they have a confused desire to feel special, or unique, too.
i think that these creatures might have been a problem during Jesus Christ's time here on earth, or a distraction for him, but that it was not so bad that people communicated at length about it. I have thought that the biblical character Beelzebub was, or is, a way to refer to them, or at least the male. There were more opportunities for problems to arise in this incarnation of ours because of technology.
I have told both of them that it is better if we work together, and that they are creating a lose-lose situation for themselves and the community. It seems as if they both want, unrealistically, to be thought of as like stars, or celebrities. As I stated, they have a unusual ego problem. I have told them they they would have love and happiness in their lives if they didn't try to unnecessarily overshadow me, or other people as well. As time goes on, it doesn't seem as if they care about being loved anymore. They are confused about what people think about them.
They have mental problems. It seems like their ability to create the contractions in my muscle and soft tissue relates to an electric charge, or a positive/negative charge, or electromagnetism. We don't feel electric shock, though. I have thought that maybe it has something to do with the moon (grey aliens?/I read that they don't have a soul), or reptilian entities which I have read about, or something about Alpha Draconis (constellation of Draco/Draconian/star corresponding to northern side of great pyramid). It might not be the moon, but because of Alpha Draconis being a binary star system.
I think that at a minimum, the police, or FBI, who i believe already know about this public situation, should come to my home, stating to me (in front of everyone) that they know about it, and have made a public statement about it. There needs to be more social order, or more confidence vested in what is happening. apparently, It happens all of the time, or in cycles.
God bless, and Peace be with you.
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some of the above information seems like i am dragging it on, or becoming too emotional about it, but that is because i am confused and sick, wanting the 2 beings who are acting aggressively to be real and cooperative.
also, i usually write in all lower case, or am informal. i also like the uniform aspect of all lower case.
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i am being made intentionally sick and confused by this creature (i am referring to it as one thing, but it is 2 different people) all day long, every day. it has compounded. it has been going on for years. my mind can not function properly. i feel constantly threatened, publicly. nobody's mind could function OR DEVELOP properly. it is weird, childish sadism. they are also evil or criminally insane. please help if you can. try to help. i am not crazy. part of the reason that it is doing this to me is to make it seem like i am crazy, or evil, of fake, trying to cover up the fact that people know that they are the problem. another reason is that it wants to make me seem weird and unlikeable. it is because it thinks that people think that it is weird and unlikeable. it thinks that it can't survive. it is so different than what people normally are, like an animal or completely different species, so that it doesn't try to work with people, as people ordinarily work with one another.
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interesting article about great pyramid. cornerstone. chief cornerstone.
scroll down to part about alpha draconis. thuban. satan.
https://www.blueletterbible.org/study/larkin/dt/32.cfm
alpha draconis. constellation of draco. draconian. egyptian set (sat-an). alpha draconis is called thuban (serpent) in arabic.
https://www.quora.com/What-is-the-mythology-behind-the-star-Thuban-Tell-me-everything-you-know
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thuban, head of the serpent, or large snake. alpha draconis, look to our northern hemisphere.
binary star system.
historically represented the north pole, from the 4th to the 2nd millennium BCE.
in arabic, it represents the dragon.
in egypt thuban was very significant in the original alignment of the pyramids and stars before the earth's tilt and magnetic realignment. pharoah kufu believed he would join the sun and thuban in death.
in sumerian and mesopotamiam lore, it was called tiamat. tiamat the sea serpent, that existed even before the sky and sea had divided from each other. a dragon of chaos that had to be tamed before brining in a new order.
in greek mythology hercules, jason and cadmus are all tasked by gods, to kill a dragon for different reasons, eventually placing a dragon in the sky to represent a trophy of cadmus.
habab is where satan get's connected to draco threw pagan arabic, muslim cultures, the light barer, bringing of morning, the morning star.
jujitsu comes from thuban, and was given to his half son oda nobunaga, as a gift to help conquer and unite japan.
the archons are a war bread race, hive minded, cybernetic, genetically modified constructs, that have become self aware are an now have the ability to war with higher dimensional forces by causing havoc in the system like a virus. the fallen.
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this is what i have been communicating about. i have read something else about a hive mind from another source. something about orion dragon queen. i am guessing thuban (alpha draconis), as it relates to alignment of the great pyramid, one of the 3 pyramids corresponding to the constellation or orion. i read the term messeh, from which comes our term messiah or mashiach. something about crocodile/reptilian. i am reasonably certain that i, or a positive force, is to keep this entity at bay, cycle after cycle. they seem to be more of an annoyance, rather than a real threat. maybe the annoyance is a real threat. they try to use deception, psychological warfare, obstruction, as a method of dominating, or survival. criminally insane. very strong survival instinct, but irrational or confused thinking, like an animal which is trapped, attempting to break free.
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it is just like they teach in church, that satan tries to stop you from being more, or as much as you can be in life. i want you to be as much as you can be. Good luck and God bless you.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Archon_(Gnosticism)
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here is a houston,texas police report which i created on 12/01/2016.
the incident number is: 1528227-16
the officer's name: E. Estep
unit #: 20G52N
i would like to create another report, or add to the existing report. i think that people could think that they have a better chance of getting away with murdering me if there is already an existing report. go figure. the report is filed under some mental health category which shouldn't be filed under mental health. i would like for houston media and national media to be involved with this. i know that you know about this situation. i want to communicate with a media investigation person here in houston.
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this black man and mexican girl who people know about are desperately trying to fool people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who don't understand english, trying to make them think that i did something really wrong in the past when i didn't. it is really obvious that i didn't. they have the bad heart. they have the evil intent. they mix stupid, unimportant irrelevant things together in order to try to make people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who don't understand english, think that something is important, or that i have an attitude problem, when it isn't important, and when i i don't have an attitude problem. they are nervous about their current life and future lives. they also want people to know that they are evil, because of how they are trying to make honest people defend me, so that they can say that the honest people who defend me are evil or fake.
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it important for me to state that i was able to give people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with (144,000), who are situated in places all around the world, who speak different languages, an opportunity to locate my website on the internet. i translated my full name, as my full name would enable someone to locate my website, into the numbers corresponding to each letter of my full name, as the place values of each letter in the latin alphabet. i explained many times by speaking out loud, and with body language, what i was doing, so i think that it worked. i used google translate, with audio function when it was available, typing numbers spaced with commas, as the numbers corresponded to the place value of the letters of my full name, using the latin alphabet. for example, a = 1, b = 2. when the google translate audio function was not available for some languages, i was able to give people the information myself, verbally, using information from omniglot as a reference, and method of performing the conversion into numbers myself. in other words, when i speak out loud, it is sensed by others who i am in constant 24/7 activity with. interesting work. God bless you...\
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i corresponded with houston, texas channel 2 television (NBC) investigates. investigation ideas. i made an online submission. today is 8/11/24.
i am not implying that channel 2 must do something.
but some kind of response would put me at ease, thanx.
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no one could be blatantly, childishly, strangely stalked and bullied, like i have been and still am, and remain calm, given the situation. not the pope. not mother theresa. no one. in fact, it makes a person who is loving and caring even more angry than a person who isn't loving and caring. some people are playing dumb because they they don't want any real responsibility.
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just because i had a love dream, and they didn't, or couldn't, doesn't mean that i didn't. get real. leave me and other people alone.
I WISH THAT THE POLICE OR GOVERNMENT WOULD LET ME KNOW THAT THEY PUT OUT AN OFFICIAL, PUBLIC STATEMENT ABOUT THIS UNIQUE SITUATION; AN ATTEMPT TO CREATE A DETERRENT. THERE IS EVIDENCE WITH TESTIMONY THAT I AM BEING HARASSED AND STALKED SINCE 2008. IT IS EXTREMELY DAMAGING TO MY SPIRIT AND THE SPIRIT OF OTHER INNOCENT PEOPLE WHO ARE SITUATED WORLDWIDE. SOCIALLY LAME, EVIL, CRUEL, PSYCHOPATHIC PEOPLE DO IT WHEN THEY THINK THAT THEY CAN GET AWAY WITH IT. A FORM OF CHILDISH, WEIRD ANARCHY. THE PEOPLE OF THE WORLD SHOULD NOT FEEL ABANDONED BY GOVERNMENT. IT PROJECTS WEAKNESS OF THE GOVERNMENT. PLEASE TRY TO HELP.
WHY CAN'T PEOPLE FEEL AS IF THEY ARE ALLOWED TO PUBLICLY, SECURELY COMMUNICATE ABOUT A REAL PROBLEM WHICH MOST PEOPLE IN AMERICA KNOW EXISTS? MANY PEOPLE ALL OVER THE WORD ARE SUFFERING, AND THIS HAS THE POTENTIAL TO CREATE GOSSIP WHICH CAN ADVERSELY AFFECT WORLD, AND FUTURE WORLD SECURITY.
the black guy and mexican who i have communicated about in the first part of this section of this website are trying to trick ignorant people into thinking that they are not human, or not in human bodies on earth, trying to create gossip all over the world. at first they did want people to know who they were. now they are trying to hide. they fear being killed in this life, or in future lives. actually, they are trying to work it so that they can hide, or get something from someone, if they think that they can get away with it. they know that they can easily be identified because of the unusual issue they developed with their left eye. they are not gods. they are no more gods than i am a god. i am a human on earth. i am in a human body. they are in human bodies.
the black man and mexican girl are trying to put the 144,000 at odds with itself, trying to deceive people who i came into constant 24/7 activity with, after i translated my full name, or website address, into different languages around the world in the year 2024. the black man and mexican girl are trying to avoid being killed in this life, or their future lives. they are evil. this doesn't mean that i am a white supremacist, or that i am promoting white supremacy.
the mexican girl is lying to her parents, stating that someone else besides her is being aggressive with the physical contractions which she can create with the use of the concentration of her mind, trying to deceive her parents, probably for inheritance money. i told her a long time ago to come out and talk to me, actually communicating to me and everyone else something real and conclusive, and she did exactly what i didn't want her to do, digging herself into a hole. ignorant people have no idea about how nice i was to this girl in the beginning.
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squared away. high and tight. outstanding. high speed, low drag. good to go. hoorah. solider on. lock and load.
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i think that if the government would make an official, public story about me, showing some support and confidence, i think that these things would back off. i am not crazy. they try to dominate with ugly psychological warfare and deception. they assume that i will be fair game, along with everyone else who is made defenseless, assuming that no authoritative body will officially, publicly, come to my defense.
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4/17/26
i deleted recent posts. i want to try to ignore ugly evil stalkers. ignorant people have no idea how about how cruel or debilitating this has been, for years.
i have happy in my life. family and work dogs.
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good grapevine is more important than this section of this website.
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i sent the same correspondence to office of Donald J. Trump (prior to 2024 election), President Joe Biden, houston mayor John Whitmire, houston police chief, houston channel 2 news (NBC) investigates, texas district 7 state respresentative Lizzie Fletcher, Houston-Galveston Archdiocese (Pope Francis), explaining my situation, trying to obtain protection for myself and community.
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4/18/26
i am really really sick of evil fake childish people trying to use the honest information on my website against me and others. that is why i deleted it. it doesn't matter because i didn't and don't have an evil intent. it was online for several years. spirit of the law, and i didn't do anything wrong. another reason that i deleted it is because the amount of information would seem excessive or obnoxious for people who don't understand how sick i am being made, or how much i am being stalked/harassed. my posting over the years helped the community. peace.
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i hope that mexican guy who i know was with the mexican girl at houston memorial park in 2015 or 2016 goes to the police, informing them about what he knows about her identity. she is a demon. she is greedy, evil, childish, wanting to deceive and use people. she intentionally wants to harm hispanic people, or actually everyone.
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i think that some people think "well if he is christ, he is supposed to love everyone." i don't love or like people who are mean and dishonest, whether they be black, white, asian, indian, hispanic, girl, boy.
in all fairness, people need a reason to love themselves. like good parents, or grandparents. or positive experiences.
get a job. stay out of jail. take something to the table on thanksgiving day.
i am not into crime. that is what really makes the difference.
the bible does differentiate between good and evil, and God or christ is a judge.
think long term.
good luck.
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5/2/26
a few people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with want others including the police to know that they think it is fun to harm innocent defenseless people. they have mental problems. i don't want to sound angry, but they are lazy ugly evil childish fake sadistic bullies, implying that unintelligent lame thugs and criminals are going to mock christ, or good people. they have an identity problem. they lack confidence.
i wish that the police or FBI would simply come to my home, when you know that i am home, and state to me (in front of the people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with) that you are aware that there is a problem. not just because of what i communicate on this website, but because of what i know that others communicate. i know that you already know about it. i know that the government knows about it. evil rude people can intentionally cause a problem, but then also play dumb. it seems like they are trying use christ as a way of forming a gang of dishonest thugs. they are not, and will not be the majority. they are the minority. they have an identity problem. that is a security problem. be bold. if word went through the grapevine that you had been to my home, i think that it would help. you don't need to make a statement on TV. evil rude people are implying that they can control the state, or community, in general. they are trying to combine church and state. it is confused. church does seem combined with state when i am alive, so lets try to figure it out. please don't feed me to the wolves. give me a break.
or how about anyone coming to my home, priest, whoever, doesn't matter if you give us a fake name, and saying something kind to me (in front of others), indicating that you know who i am, or that people know who i am?
why are people politicizing this in a dumb way? if it is going to be politicized, politicize it in a good way. i don't like the thought of people being scared. there isn't a reason to be scared, just need to mark territory.
or, why doesn't the pope put me up in a castle in italy, supreme pizza with supreme toppings, with girlfriend and dogs, with security guards, with access to a good library and computer. i mean, whatever makes the community secure, right? mostly joke, but also serious, wanting to make a point. it is practical to feed me (and the community) to the wolves? am i a king? who should have security? everyone? i am what i am. why should the pope have security, with me at the same time not having security? that seems like a recipe for long term disaster. curiosity killed the cat. be proactive. this doesn't mean that i am greedy. you would want to be respected, also, for the sake of peace and quiet, the community in general. do you think that it is fun to feed me to the wolves? really.
i wish that the vatican would be more aggressive. the church is not perfect, and can always seek to improve, compilations. christ does need an office, or christ should be recognized.
it looks like christ return is every 30 degrees, or 2160 years. has anyone told anyone? what are you studying? what is the curriculum? how is this being taught? what is scripture, as an entire body of work? doesn't seem like they will officially recognize my study work, or the work of others. maybe they don't want to recognize it, for some reason. should it be disheartening? that wasn't or isn't my plan.
i left voice messages with houston channel 2 news investigates, 2 days ago. i called the police, but then got confused about what i would say to them, so i didn't speak to them. it is very frustrating or weird and scary when you think that the police already know about it.
i just want it to be actually verified, substantiated, that people know that there is a problem, even if they think that they can't do anything about it. people shouldn't be able to play dumb.
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5/29/26
message sent to houston police and houston channel 2 investigates.
Sent: Friday, May 29, 2026 10:18 AM
To: CommunityEngagement@houstontx.gov <CommunityEngagement@houstontx.gov>; Investigates@kprc.com <investigates@kprc.com>;
Subject: Community Protection, Emergency
To whom it may concern:
My name is Joshua Evan Mishler. My website address is JoshuaEvanMishler-Pinnacle1.com. Please refer to the 'Important' section of my website.
Unusual to state, but I am Christ at this point in time. This can be confirmed by people who are situated all over the world (144,000), who I am in a constant 24/7 activity with. Apparently Christ occurs every 1/12th of zodiac. I would be very surprised if you had not heard of me, or the situation which involves me. I have been communicating with Houston channel 2 news investigates. I think that they want to try to help me and the community, if possible. I communicated to them that I would contact the police and copy them the message. A few people who I am in constant 24/7 activity with (144,000) are criminal, evil, sadistic, crazy, stalkers, obviously with mental/social problems, and assume that no official office, or no one in general, will every publicly indicate that they know that there is a very serious problem which people are well aware of, as if they are respecting me, or acting as if they want to try to protect me and the community. It is a form of terrorism. Torture. Psychological abuse, publicly, which they want the community to know about. It is much worse and confusing that you could imagine. They are not sophisticated. It is very confusing and sad to think that the police know about the situation, but wouldn't indicate to me and others, if questioned, that they are aware of it, as if they are trying to positively console others. One of the motives of the criminals is to make me and others so sick, that someone will murder me, or force me to commit suicide. I understand that the people who I am in constant 24/7 activity with are burdened/confused by the constant 24/7 activity, but I have a right to life, or a happy life. It is a blatant violation of my soul, and the souls of others. They criminals imply that I have no rights, or no protection under the law. They would also imply that the police or government have no protection or rights.
Confused issue about church and state. I don't want special treatment. I just want to be treated as a U.S. citizen, public person, who needs recognition and protection. I think that if word got around that the police had communicated with me, at least indicating that they are aware of the problem, that this would help. The community needs protection, or a better sense of security, even if it is impossible for the police to be able to stop blatant aggressors. I am trying to create a psychological deterrent to crime. It is very difficult or mostly impossible for me to do this alone. I don't want to feel alone. It is scary. It is scary for other people as well, including innocent children.
Please communicate with me. Please don't ignore me or others who are suffering horribly. The criminals attempt to scare people away from me. Don't be intimidated by their nonsense.
Respectfully.
Josh
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5/30/26
this is not about people's personal religious beliefs, or a choice to believe. this is about reality, matter of fact, that i am real, that it is what it is. i am a human who lives on earth, with other humans. why should anyone imply that because people don't have to worship me, that i shouldn't be recognized and protected, just like i was any other person.
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5/31/26
Sent: Sunday, May 31, 2026 12:11 PM
To: CommunityEngagement@houstontx.gov <CommunityEngagement@houstontx.gov>; Investigates@kprc.com <investigates@kprc.com>
Subject: Re: Community Protection, Emergency
It is a security/health problem for the entire community, not just a personal problem of mine alone. It is obviously the intent of certain people to make the entire world community feel threatened, or harmed. Similar to terrorists who don't care that people know what they are, or what they are doing. I am reasonably certain that this has already been confirmed. Why shouldn't this be addressed? They assume that they will be able to recruit new people if no one actually shows me real respect. Peer pressure. Try to put a stop to it. Be bold. If it is an evidentiary issue, shouldn't the authorities communicate about it or to me anyway, given testimony which I know exists? It seems to me that the police should communicate about it or to me, no matter how unusual it is. I thought that if there was agreement that it is a problem for the entire world community, because of negative gossip, that the authorities would agree to try and help. It is not about worshipping Jesus. It is about an acknowledgment that there is a problem, or potential problem, for the entire world community, because of negative gossip which certain people are obviously wanting to create. It is psychological warfare. Satan is an evil creep. Really. I am in constant 24/7 activity with people situated all over the world, and they communicate to others, and more people communicate to others, etc.
I don't know what to do. I just want peace and quiet. I just wish that it didn't feel so cold and confusing. We are social beings. Are children supposed to think that the police were unwilling to protect Jesus? Why? Am I supposed to be "crucified"? I am not a criminal, and not involved in anything bad at all, verifiable, so I don't think that anyone would want to try to humiliate me or the police with any type of counter aggression.
Hey, at least I tried, right?
Good luck and God bless you.
Josh
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6/1/26
the very few people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who are stalking me, are like the ugly weird creature in lord of the rings who looks at the ring and says "precious". it is really creepy. i am not sure if the story of lord of the rings makes sense, because i didn't understand the movie. they want me all to themselves, not wanting me to have fun with other people, or not wanting other people to have fun with me. they tell blatant lies about me so that they have an excuse to keep involving me in their lives. they are sociopaths.
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6/9/26
copied from 'for your information' section of this website.
i was thinking of what seems to really determine whether people follow God, or christ, as a principle, and that can be simplified as obeying the law. i don't necessarily mean the 10 commandments. i don't mean going to church every week, or not eating pork, or not drinking alcohol. law in the bible, a type of publication, is a principle or type of statutory precedent. my point being that obeying laws (renewing your driver's license, not stealing from store, no rape, no forging signatures, no stalking, etc.) is what actually or practically determines if one is christ like, as a principle. really what determines if whether someone is christ like, fundamentally, or most importantly, is whether they choose to obey the law.
what is important is crime, or if a person's behavior would be considered criminal. i don't necessarily mean the 10 commandments. one argument for law, for and against the validity of the 10 commandments in the bible, is why are there not more legal commandments in the bible, when considering or compared to a common comprehensive penal code at this point in time?
interesting that you can argue against a precedent.
https://legalclarity.org/what-does-precedent-mean-in-law-definition-and-types/
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that above is more of a brainstorm than good argument about anything. i have been in trouble with the law.
difference between religious law and other law, with other law being more understandable. laws don't mean much when they can't be or are not enforced.
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i wish that Pope Leo would initiate a study into how Christ's behavior would actually, probably tend to be different that anything written about him, exactly, or allegorically. incarnation after incarnation. people tried to make sense of it later, after Jesus Christ died, and they did a very good job of it. not perfect, not stating that it could be, but they tried, very interesting work. i wish that there would be a greater teaching of the significance of 'Gematria' (hebrew and greek alphabets, old and new testaments; respectively). it is a story within the story. there can be a type of redundancy when using numbers as a method of interpretation. I was thinking of how is it accepted that Jesus argued with teachings during his time. probably would be time after time, given how it has been or will be documented. he has to figure out what is going on each time. God is in control, because it involves dependency, many influences, at that particular time. i hope that government makes it easy for me next time, if they can. change subject. the bible is not a perfect story which is perfect for everyone, including me, sometimes. christ is here, people write things down, then the community "learns" something, then christ returns, and he has to figure it out all over again, depending on the time of the year. seems like 12 christs per year, zodiac, 25,920 years, so it would be like seasons. astrology. have you ever heard of the expression "down by law"? it is what it is. logic. sometimes i wish that someone would have told me when i was young who i was. he could also agree with teachings. i want to keep a low profile, but church work, or religious work, in general, should be recognized by governments and people. it is a social event. i wish that a good theologian would write about how christ in person would be different than scripture, or a summation. i would like to know all of the statements which christ made, which are not a part of scripture. again, they tried to make sense of it later, after christ was gone, and did a very good job.
focus on keeping Christmas good. cycle of sun. i will try, too.
Pope Leo and i could go into business in Rome, making Chicago style deep dish pizzas. we could have names for the different style pizzas. the 'Garden of Eden'. the 'Joseph of Arimathea'. the 'Nicodemus'. the 'One Forty Four'. the 'A Pie for a Pie'. the 'Salt of the Earth'. the 'By The Skin of Your Teeth'. the 'Doubting Thomas'. the 'Pontius Pilate'. the 'Trust in the Lord With All Your Heart'. the 'King Solomon's Temple'. the "Noose of Judas'. i capitalized so it was easier to read.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Joseph_of_Arimathea
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nicodemus
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6/10/26
(from an old bible school teacher)
It is the Christian belief that Scripture was penned by men who were inspired by God, so there's a belief of infallibility of the Bible. That can get tricky, as someone could point out that men compiled the works believed to make up the Bible. The general response to that is that the Old Testament was in place before Jesus lived and people were directly inspired by God, i.e. had conversations with Him as He was establishing His sovereignty, and then the New Testament was written by people who either had a direct connection to Jesus (Matthew, John, Peter, etc.) or were with someone who had a direct connection and likely dictated his story (Mark and Luke, for example).
The Catholic church is clear that the Bible itself, even though it pretty much matches the Protestant Bible, is not complete and that what they call sacred tradition is just as important. Sacred tradition amounts to sayings made by later popes, centuries after Jesus lived, that the Catholic church considers infallible. So for example, their sacred tradition says that ministers (priests, bishops, etc.) may not marry. That "rule" is not biblical, and in fact it's stated in the Bible that Peter was married. Ironically, the Catholic church claims that Peter was the first pope. That's part of my issue with the Catholic church, and one of the reasons it is its own denomination. If everyone went along with sola scriptura, or belief that the Bible itself is complete and correct, then there would be no denominations other than Christianity.
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6/17/26
In Jewish mysticism and Kabbalah Protection Guide, Gevurah represents divine judgment, boundaries, and severity, and is traditionally associated with the left side of the Tree of Life and the "left eye". While a necessary force, unchecked judgment can manifest as cruelty, leading to the destructive concept of the "Evil Eye" (Ayin HaRa). [1, 2, 3, 4]
The Left Side and Judgment
sanhedrin / emphasis on number 72
i want to try to ignore stalkers. it is very difficult because they indicate that they are actively trying to create division and hate in the community. i am trying to stop it.
a very few people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with try to make other people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who don't understand english, think that something is more important or interesting than it is. it is the same stupid, unimportant, irrelevant crap, over and over and over. it is extremely childish and cheesy. it is envy/jealousy about the love or special intimacy which they think that i have from people in different parts of the world who don't understand english. they want to interfere with my peaceful intimacy with people in general, including people who do understand english. i am peaceful because i am innocent. the people stalking us are not innocent. i know that the people who don't understand english have already figured out that what i am stating out loud, in reaction to unnecessary aggression, is not important, and that they are being stalked also. people who are unhappy will sometimes want to make happy people unhappy. it is very childish and selfish. i don't want to make anyone unhappy. i really don't want to keep posting about this. i have done enough of it over the years. i understand that people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with are unusually mentally challenged, and burdened, but it does not give them an excuse to blatantly harm other people emotionally. they don't care enough about themselves. it doesn't matter if i cared about them if they didn't care about themselves.
good luck and God bless you.
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i want to talk to a priest about this. i wish that Pope Leo would make a formal effort for the church to teach more about the significance of Genesis 1:1. Gematria. also, Gematria in general, Hebrew and Greed alphabets. focus about Genesis 1:1 is on Hebrew letters Alef (1/1) and Tav (22/400), 401, 1 plus 400. or it could also be 1 plus 22, 23. Alef Tav is the 4th part or word of the 7 parts or words of Genesis 1:1. Alef Tav (like Alpha Omega) is considered untranslatable or "untranslatable". also, the Hebrew letters Vav (6) Alef (1) Tav (22). the Hebrew letter Vav (6), related to 60, is used as a conjunction, like the english word "and". I suggest that the church begin to gather good study work from the internet. the bible alone should not be the only study material, to be formally considered, or formally taught. the bible alone is vague. the church could create another book, or study work, to go along with the bible. take advantage of the study work available. compile. that work was also generated by God. you could create a book by book analysis, or more simply an analysis of the entire bible. scan over the 'for your information' section of this website for ideas. please don't waste my time or effort. thank you for your consideration. also, specific numbers in different religion cultures illustrate how there are similarities in different religions. the Pope could be responsible for teaching more than just the bible, or more than just one religion. think about coordination, while you can. 'The Osiris Numbers' chapter in Graham Hancock's 'Fingerprints of the Gods' would be helpful. peace.
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6/18/26
i think that an important lesson from this situation for people of different races, is that just because you are black, it doesn't necessarily mean that you should follow a black person, instead of a white person, or a hispanic person, or an asian person. or, just because you are white, it doesn't necessarily mean that you should follow a white person, instead of a black person, or a hispanic person, or an asian person. etc, etc.
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6/20/26
https://biblehub.com/topical/b/balancing_law_and_grace.htm
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https://biblehub.com/topical/t/the_law_of_christ.htm
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https://www.gotquestions.org/Ten-Commandments.html
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i first thought that i disagree with the 10 commandments being placed in classrooms in America, but now think that, as a principle about the significance of scripture, that it is ok. basically a type of psychological reinforcement, like Christmas, especially if bible is validated because of me. it is confusing, because i think that the point of the bible is that old testament law corresponds to new testament law. maybe some scripture from the new testament would be better, happier, easier for kids to digest. doesn't seem to make intellectual sense to teach one without the other.
the 10 commandments is related to the decimal system. space/time. so if you want to get into it that way, you could. the bible seems to relate really broad concepts about space/time to us. we are products or our environment.
also, you can deep deeper into 10 commandment study. considered "10 words", with 613 (or 620, 613 + 7) Hebrew letters.
613 = 73
613 = 64
37 x 64 = 2368, with 2368 being Greek Gematria value for "Lord Jesus Christ".
please refer to the 'Judging by Appearances' file in the 'miscellaneous files' section of this website. rest in peace Vernon Jenkins.
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6/21/26
also, and in reference to 37 and 64 above. consider the following.
1234
1 + 2 + 3 + 4 = 10. decimal system. basic system of space/time.
1234
1234 can be evaluated in a similar fashion to 613.
add two digits to left of 1234 with each other, add two digits to right of 1234 with each other.
37
from left, add first and third digits, then second and 4th digits.
46
you can add center two digits of 1234. then add outer two digits of 1234.
55.
i think that it is algebra.
my thought, means and extremes
so the point is that 37 x 64, being 2368, Lord Jesus Christ (greek gematria) above, can also be generated by 1234. i think that Ivan Panin is mentioned in the Vernon Jenkins file, in the 'miscellaneous files' section of this website.
4, related to algebra, quad, relates to golden ratio, pentagonal geometry, 5. eye phi or some website which i already posted. seems like 4 gives rise to 5, i think related to center. center of a spiral? not as important as a good summer BBQ. lol. peace.
AI
In biblical numerology, Hebrew gematria (Old Testament) and Greek gematria/isopsephy (New Testament) share letter-to-number systems. Gematria equates words based on their numerical sums. Theologically, it is often claimed that specific Old and New Testament words share identical sums to reveal deep prophetic connections. [1, 2, 3, 4]
Because both ancient alphabets doubled as numerical systems (Aleph/Alpha = 1, Bet/Beta = 2, etc.), early Christian writers and theologians sometimes found parallels between Hebrew and Greek terms. Several significant, historic gematria equalities bridge the two testaments: [2, 5, 6]
Key Gematria Equalities
this looked interesting, but i didn't read all of it.
https://rsc.byu.edu/new-testament-history-culture-society/jewish-hermeneutics-new-testament-period
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6/22/26
AI
In esoteric numerology and sacred geometry, the number 792 represents the Earth's diameter (7,920 miles) divided by 10. The gematria value 3,168 represents "Lord Jesus Christ" in Greek, and squaring the Earth yields proportional perimeters (31,680 miles) that perfectly connect the planet to Christ's name. [1, 2, 3, 4]
The Sacred Measurements
Would you like to explore:The specific letter-by-letter breakdown of the Greek and Hebrew names?More connections between planetary geometry and biblical numbers?Let me know how you'd like to continue your research.
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6/23/26
it would be great if i knew that the church was officially working on something. study material. take advantage of study material, and positive aspect of age of aquarius. work with governments, too. church needs to be aggressive. don't rely on me to do everything. peace.
https://www.biblegematria.com/messiah.html
also, look at different articles, located at top of link directly above.
for example:
https://www.biblegematria.com/number-216.html
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7/8/26
i stated that i want to ignore stalkers. not surprising that i am starting to have a meltdown again.
a very few people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with intentionally want to be thought of as cheesy childish tattletales, when there is absolute no tale to tattle. a very few girls mostly. i don't mean this as a way of insulting girls or complaining, but as wanting to cause the the few who are being blatantly stupid to wake up, and encourage them, or to try to cause them to act like mature leaders. they are blatant and childish about informing the community that they don't want me to have love or friends in my life because they themselves have a personal social or love problem. it is extremely childish and irritating. they obstruct so much that it is abusive and weird, extremely childish, kind of like they are constantly slinging their underwear at me, so that i can't think of work, or good people in my life, or something which they think would make me more popular. i mean stupid annoying feminism crap, not anything sexual. again, it has been or is a very few girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who have a personal social or love problem, not the entire female community.
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7/9/26
along with the very few girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who blatant stupid childish wanted to create shit on the internet, it is a single black guy who pretends like black girls or all girls think of him as casanova. he is a fake weird wimpy creepy childish black dork. really, alpha draconis or something. look at my study material. the real reason he is being unnecessarily aggressive is because he thinks that girls don't or wouldn't like him, extremely childish, embarrassed, admitting it, with him being a sleazy dork about it. he is like a homeless crazy bum. not sophisticated at all. not intelligent at all. doesn't care about black children. doesn't care about black people or himself at all. he engages in constant weird creepy childish self destructive behavior. he intentionally wants to be thought of as a childish weak bum black man stereotype, who demands that black women take care of him, wanting to degrade black women, just like he also degrades himself. he doesn't represent all black people, not at all, and he also isn't a reason to unnecessarily discriminate against blacks. i have already referred to him in the upper part of this section of this website.
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7/10/26
a very few black people, mostly girls are embarrassed, and they try to fool people into thinking that they are not embarrassed by wanting to be known continuing to intentionally cause unnecessary problems. they are fake. they are nervous. they are childish. they imply that a double standard exists in america, or that people have to respect them even if they are so unbelievably disrespectful. they are trying to create the impression that i started trouble, when i didn't. the mexican girl is also embarrassed. she thinks that she is an embarrassment for mexicans, but is greedy and fake and wants to be thought of as a mexican star. their aggression all day long every day is really sleazy and ugly. they are sadistic. they want to be thought of as sleazy and ugly. they want to harm innocent happy people emotionally because they have motive and opportunity. they admit to being envious and jealous. i worked for my confidence and it makes them sour.
black girls will pretend as if this communication makes me look bad. it doesn't make me look bad. it also doesn't mean that black girls are superior, or that they have leverage over everyone. they intentionally try to get me to say negative things about them on the internet, not caring at all about themselves or other black people, or black children. they are really ungrateful. it is like i invited them to a thanksgiving dinner a long time ago, figurative, and then they said something really ghetto low class unintelligent ugly back to me just to try to embarrass or humiliate a special happy white boy, publicly. they lack confidence, especially after i tried to give them confidence, and empower everyone. they can't do the work. they don't try to do the work.
black girls are obviously involved in stupid childish obnoxious paparazzi shit on the internet or with their phones.
i am communicating this with the hope that the community really realize what is happening, along with other testimony which i assume exists, and realize that the community is better than that, and to not engage in that same type of behavior themselves.
i wish that there was a way that an authoritative body could put out a message about respect. i have thought about the police, the church, the NAACP.
it makes me think of king Herod in the bible, who wants to kill all of the innocent children, or innocence and happiness, in general. i don't know very much about the bible.
i am concerned that a division in society will occur in the future if the government or church does not officially publicly acknowledge that they are aware of me and his situation. maybe someone is planning on doing it after i die. has there been any dialogue about this? don't you think that i should be involved, since i am the one with the experience? who is in charge? is there any pressure on anyone to act? it means that people can play evil games later on (or now) if they want to, unnecessarily secretively politicizing me one way or another. maybe different subject, i think that government would consider information about me as classified information in military. i mean, i think that it has already been this way for a long time already. apparently it is about who's turf it is.
don't forget to work with the people. people work better when they are happier. system is more important that one single part.
diversification of a portfolio?
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maybe if the police respectfully informed me that they know that there is a problem, that i would shut up about it. are the police really so afraid to speak with me "in front of others"? this website doesn't mean that i am socializing with anyone, or that i can communicate about a very serious problem with anyone. why can't or shouldn't i be treated like any other u.s. citizen, who has a legitimate public security concern, who is at the center of it? i would like to find out if the police know if other people have complained. why shouldn't i know if other people have complained? why shouldn't the public know if more than more person is complaining, from an official source? why shouldn't people know that i know that the police know that there is a legitimate public security concern, and that more than one person is complaining, since i am at the center of it? you wouldn't want to be me sometimes. it is weird and seems very cruel. very cold. how could that be good for kids who will be future leaders?
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i don't have any more space in the 'for your information' section of this website. it reached its max. i am trying to create a new 'for your information' section, to be placed directly under the existing 'for your information' section, but don't understand new website software. i would have probably placed number information above in the 'for your information' section.
for soldiers who are squared away.
i wish that the basic training brainwashing would have never worn off.
drill sergeants Cole (low intensity), Merrill (high intensity) and Fountain (middle intensity).
square perimeter of great pyramid = 3024 feet. that is 756 feet per side.
square perimeter of planet earth (4 diameters placed around sphere) = 3168 miles. that is 792 miles per diameter.
3168 - 3024 = 144
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what about a blockbuster screenplay written by some young geek out there, entitled:
"What the F is One Forty Four?"
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i had so much fun in the Army. i loved doing double time in formation while sounding off.
Rocka, Rocka, Rock, Rock Steady. Roll A, Roll A, Roll, Roll Ready... i am surprised they didn't bring me home in a body bag, going out so much at night. a KATUSA (Korean Augmentee To United States Army) korean solider who worked with USA soldiers taught me how to say "Dang Shin Um, May Woo, A Rum Dab Sim Mi Dah. (or something like that). it means "I think that you are very beautiful". experiences... Itaewon, Seoul, Korea.
i think that i would have done good for fellow soldiers if in the infantry or something in the field all of the time. it takes time to adapt. soldier lessons. i was first trained as a helicopter mechanic. i sort of wish that i would have stayed with helicopters. i got into administration for my second specialized school.
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the real truth is that people should pay more attention to the top information at the top of this section of this website. the black man and mexican girl, who both acquired my vision in their left eye at different points in time, are psychopaths. they would be considered "negative aliens". they are absolutely sadistic and criminally insane, NOT SOPHISTICATED, extremely childish. the black guy makes me thinking of watching the movie 'The Exorcist', watching a young weird black boy with a big afro be ugly and weird and puke up green shit. the mexican girl more like the girl who you see in the actual movie. that is not an overstatement. it is scary and really really irritating, constantly, but also fascinating to have a better understanding of good versus evil. i am not crazy. they are pure evil, along with some of the 144,000. most of them are not causing problems for us. the people who have problems are the people who STUPIDLY gossiped. nothing wrong with gossip, as long as it is not stupid, or blatantly stupid.
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7/12/26
the black man and a some of the black girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with imply that they can do anything they want to, or say anything that they want to say, as long as they have something to lie about. so does the mexican girl. that is why they intentionally want people to know that they are acting aggressively so much, cheesy attempts to fabricate absolute crap. again, they want to teach hate, and also that they are different. really unintelligent. they don't care about being friendly, even with friendly white people. intelligent loving people don't understand it, because it is so unintelligent and mean.
the truth is that i am hated by a some because i am happier (more attractive) than the people who hate. it wasn't because i did anything wrong. the people who hate have very childish weak minds. they boast about being childish and weak. the few people who want the community to know that they are being constantly ugly childish aggressive don't want people to think that i am happy, always implying that they have "something" to lie about.
the very few black people who want people to know that they are intentionally constantly causing problems are like black people holding a gun to other black people, or to whoever, with an attitude like "ah nah, you ain't gonna act like you like whitey" or "ah nah, you ain't gonna do no Jesus thing". they are black people who want other black people or whoever to feel threatened by them. they are like the blacks who captured blacks and sold them into slavery. criminal attitude. they mess with me so bad so much, just like the mexican girl does, with them working together, in order to try to not give the community an opportunity to like me. again, it is fascinating to see how weak dishonest people want to politicize me.
if anyone wants to accuse me of not having love in me, that is ridiculous. i am being mocked by weird uncivil childish creeps.
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7/17/28
a very few people are trying to get me to sound angry, or fake, or crazy in this section of this website. they intentionally make me physically and emotionally sick so that i can't function. they try to give me so much stupid shit to think about so that i won't be popular. i have the good witnesses. they don't have the good witnesses. this has been going on for years, and has compounded. it is weird and satanic. extremely stupid. they are socially lame. satan is a weird creepy dork. i am working with houston channel 2 (KPRC) news and the police about a recent issue involving my step father, R. Koenig and his prostate cancer diagnosis very recently, 2 weeks ago. it is related to black females intentionally wanting the public to know that in 2011 at Cypress Creek care facility they infected my blood, after i aggressively joked a few days before they did it, trying to ward off any aggression about a dirty needle, i think intended to target my digestive system, eventually causing me to need to have my colon resectioned. they seem to be trying to get me to put old information on my website, so that they can try to trick ignorant people into thinking that it is something recent or interesting, or so that they can imply that they have the ability to fabricate shit which really no one but stupid evil isolated socially lame black girls communicate about. they have been wasting their time for years, insecure, with a weird inferiority complex, obviously stupidly gossiping about me.
loving caring people who don't have any problems like i do underestimate how evil envious people can act.
bad things happen to good people.
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a main reason that a few people want to childishly stalk, humiliate, harass me is because i did good study work, and because i am paying the grocery store company where i stole food (from 2002 to 2006) back in person, store manager, $20 cash per month or every 4 to 6 weeks. i was addicted to meth amphetamine for 10 years. i was sad and it gave me hope, lots of energy to study. not anymore. i didn't care if people knew that i was doing it because i thought that my job was so important. after a while i was confused about whether it was right and wrong. when i quit i definitely knew that it was wrong.
some of these minority people who don't love themselves, not all of them, would shit all over abraham lincoln if they could, because they thought that he was more interesting, loved than they were.
they think that they can't create, so they just want to destroy. they are classic satan.
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7/17/26
my step father, R. Koenig, was diagnosed just recently about 6 weeks ago with the least worrisome non aggressive prostate cancer that an 85 year old man could think of. we live in houston, texas. it was a very new diagnosis, not at all in an advanced stage of development. people who i am in constant 24/7 activity would have known that he was diagnosed with this specific type of prostate cancer, what his name is, where he lives, where he would probably seek cancer treatment, etc. i think it highly suspicious that the cancer is now very quick attacking his bone, given other testimony which i know exists about my situation, about the past 18 years. why wouldn't i have a concern? if someone introduced foreign cancer cells to my step dad, they could have thought that people would think that it was prostate cancer, without any type of specifics, and that ignorant people would think that prostate cancer commonly spreads to the bone. the cancer seems to have spread to the bone extremely unusually fast, like someone thought that they could get away with doing something malicious. black girls over the last 18 years like to boast about wanting to harm me or people around me, wanting to imply that they can get away with it. like taking my mail, like infecting my blood, wanting to boast about it, implying that no one can prove it either. it is a combination of factors which makes it suspicious.
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7/18/26
black girls pretend as if all of this crap in this section of this website makes me look bad. it doesn't. it makes them look bad. they fuck with me so much all of the time, obviously wanting to make me nervous and feel threatened, trying to be sneaky about it, desperately trying to make me look crazy so that they think that they can cover up their evil sadistic past shit. they want to trash my website, trying to make it seem as if something is more interesting than it is, or to try to make it seem as if they are more interesting than they are. they are trying to trick me or confuse me into putting honest information which i recently removed from my website, which i have already mentioned, back on my website in order to try to make it seem like i was hiding or lying about something. it is ridiculous. the beauty of this situation is that everybody has the same information about me. it seems they have been lying to so many people for so long that it seems like they are past the point of no return. they are really dangerous. really bad thing for america. they have formed a criminal organization since 2008 but it isn't sophisticated.
they try to get me to put negative things about black girls or a mexican on my website, to try to make ignorant people think that i am a mean person, or to try to get blacks and mexicans to like them more than me, or to group together acting like they hate white people. i am not trying to start a racial problem. they are trying to make it look like i started it because they have been caught starting crap back in 2008.
black girls are so unbelievably fake and cruel, along with the black man and mexican girl who i refer to in the upper part of this section of this website, sadistic, childish, nervous, angry, ugly racists, constantly trying to fabricate shit about me, white supremacy and money. they want to mock, make fun of, humiliate, toy with an honest sweet white guy who THEY THINK is more attractive than they are, who they actually like, obsessed with the details of my life. they are unhappy, so they don't want me or anyone else to be happy. they have made absolute fools of themselves.
they keep pretending as if my good determined work in this section of this website makes me look bad, or fake, mean. it doesn't at all. they are fake. they want me and other good people to feel threatened by them, constantly, trying to make good people look bad, or fake, or mean. that is why we have communicated so much, because we feel threatened. my work in this section of this website makes it obvious along with other testimony that other people are a very serious problem for the entire community, and that i am trying to protect the community, and that my internet work, including having my own website for the last 5 years has already protected the community. i am sure that government and church is appreciative. god bless you.
weird childish creepy evil people stalk famous people. my situation is very bad because i lack privacy and because people can get to me and others. they want to try to humiliate me publicly, and it is mostly black girls who are doing this, because they gave themselves a bad reputation. they can't keep up with someone like an honest humble solider, so they try to humiliate him or make it seem like no one should follow him. they don't even care if people know that they are fake and mean. they just don't want people to think that i look or feel better than they do.
these black girls have no honest leadership, no honest ambition. they promote being childish, cruel, obnoxious, fake and thug, criminal. they have given themselves a bad image, whether they like people communicating about it or not. they didn't care about themselves or their image or other people.
the reason that they blatantly lie about me, money and white supremacy is because they think that i have more spirit than they do, and they want an excuse to obstruct my happiness. my problems started because i was innocent and happy, peaceful, publicly, not because i was guilty and angry publicly. they are weird creepy stalkers who want to make people unhappy because they are unhappy. basic psychology. law enforcement or happy public people understand what i am communicating about. it is a blatant weird negro attack on my innocent happy peaceful soul because they got themselves into trouble gossiping and lying about me. it is scary, like they don't have a soul. i am not in any social trouble for calling you out on your stupid shit negro.
a shot out to black people who might be a little thug, but who have class. i mean this respectfully. these black girls are trying to start up a stupid childish pointless nationwide gang which will harm black people. i never wanted to harm black people at all, and i know that there is absolutely no debate about it. i wanted to share with them, and build them up. this was already known a very long time ago. these evil black girls know this and still don't care about people knowing that they blatantly lie. they just don't want me to look better than they do, publicly. they have an identity problem. they make it all about their insecurity. they stupidly stupidly stupidly imply in a way which no one would believe that they are superior, doing it because they have an inferiority complex. satan had an inferiority complex. weird dishonest jealous angry creature. satan didn't want me or anyone else to be happy. it is a very basic psychology issue, when unhappy people like to make happy people unhappy. i am trying to get evil unhappy people to wake up, grow up, get a fucking life, and leave us alone, so that everyone can be happy. do you get it?
these black girls think that they can get away with blatantly obstructing my thoughts and feelings, as long as they have something to try to stupidly fabricate and lie about. they just don't want me to look better than they do, because they made themselves look so unbelievably bad, envious anti social haters. they seem to be intimidated by honest happy motivated white people. they also seem to have a problem with information on the internet.
they try to involve all black girls or everyone in their social problem, which they created for themselves, starting in 2008. they are like how children act when they know that they have been caught doing something wrong, pretending as if they are so good at deceiving the parents, so childish, so dishonest, so ashamed.
i think that they did infect my step father with more cancer cells, and part of the reason that they did it is because i have been saving a little money, and they know that i communicated about saving money, saving my non service connected disability VA pension, for one purpose to construct a nice tomb stone being buried next to my step father (dad) and mother at Black Jack Springs cemetery outside of La Grange, Texas. his last name is Koenig, which means king in german. black girls obsess about my innocence wanting to harm me or make me look bad, desperately trying to get fake embarrassed black people to join together. my dad's name is actually Konig, with the two dots (umlaut) over the letter O. my last name is Mishler, which is also german. i had just spoken with my real father about saving money every month. black girls could get into his mail or personal business too, right? these black girls don't want people to understand the context of what has happened over the last 28 years, since 1997, and that people really do understand that i am innocent. i am knowingly a honest friendly determined white boy who was betrayed by people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who obviously stupidly gossip, who have social problems, who don't like themselves, who are childish, or who think that other people won't like them compared to me, and who try to spread their social problems to other people. their aggression means that they are obviously not content, that they are obviously not happy, that they are obviously fake, that they obviously have a lame social life. like black terrorists in america. i had spoken out loud about the thought or fear of my grave site with monument being vandalized, along with my parents' grave sites, and i think that it gave black girls an idea. just like they wanted people to know that they are childish and spiteful when they intentionally infected my blood at Cypress Creek care facility in 2011. they imply that a double standard exists in america, and that black people have rights when no one else does.
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7/18/26
Early-stage, non-aggressive prostate cancer cells lack the genetic mutations required to survive outside the prostate. Because they haven't acquired the ability to break through the prostate capsule or enter the bloodstream, they remain confined to the gland and do not pose a risk of bone metastasis. [1, 2, 3, 4, 5]
Metastasis is a complex, multi-step process. For prostate cancer to reach the bones, the tumor cells must undergo several biological changes:
You can review the American Cancer Society's guide on Treating Prostate Cancer Spread to Bones for more information on how advanced stages behave.
If you are interested, we can discuss:How Gleason scores help determine cancer aggressivenessThe specific biomarkers and receptors that allow advanced prostate cancer to thrive in bonesThe role of the bone microenvironment in attracting prostate cancer cellsLet me know which of these you'd like to explore!
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my step father was a really cool blessing for the entire world. so was my mother, who he married.
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7/19/26
about some or many black females again, it is a criminal organization which formed or gained momentum because they are low class, boasting about being low class, wanting to mock, humiliate, make fun of a motivated honest friendly white christ. they want people to communicate electronically (good and bad people) about what these black girls are intentionally doing, mean, fake, threatening, criminal, blatant, using me and other 144,000 as a form of media, like they childishly want people thinking that they are into childish propaganda, trying to recruit new black girls, trying to force them into crime, trying to make them think that it is interesting, involving phones, computers, and that it involves different people who work in different places. boring unintelligent lazy black girls who want to get into other people's business, they are socially lame. i think that it will be much more evident in 20 or 50 years. they will probably act ugly just to spite people. that's ok, it just makes my job easier. it is ironic that i would knowingly only want to love black people, help them, grow with them, share with and empower them, to be weird very painful betrayed by evil selfish mean blacks. they get jealous because i have something good to share while they don't.
why don't these black girls who like to play dumb go to a priest and confess? you gossip too much, and you know that you do, and you stupidly pretend as if you have pride. i don't like fake shit. i am not fake. i am definitely not stating that you shouldn't have pride. it is really horrible sickening saddening to think of a few girls (not all all humble) who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who gang up on me, who are weak, dishonest, boring, greedy, disrespectful, cruel, socially lame, starting with paris hilton. she is a lazy creep who should have just gone to jail like she was supposed to have. she intended to create a problem for me and everyone else, real ugly stupidly cheese wanting to take responsibility for it. she wants people to think that she thinks it is funny, because she likes to remind people that she is so rich that she doesn't have to care, like some kind of childish creepy psychological fake marketing propaganda about the hilton family and hilton hotels. they are losers, and paris is the leader. she really wanted to boast about being the leader of losers, especially weak fake cruel white girls, but it turned out to be weak fake cruel blacks girls, with hilton implying or actually demanding that everybody better be as stupid or uncaring as she is, or else.
i had wanted to state above that people knew that i wanted to keep cool on the internet.
deleting old information from this section of this website seems to have created a vacuum. i was concerned that it would, even having stated previously on this website that i was afraid that it would create a vacuum. i can let other people, including really cool spiritual black people, do the work for me, evil negros. i mean, if you choose to be an evil negro. don't try to play the victim, implying that a double standard exists in america. you are disgusting fake and lazy. i am a famous positive person, even though they try to make me look negative, and it is really understandable that weird creeps would stalk me, given this unique public situation. positive note. positive people. from a statistical or world population percentage perspective, this situation has really not been problematic. the problem is people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who are disabled, who got into crime or evil selfish social games. it is like they don't have a soul. it is scary. really. like having been kidnapped and constantly abused. cool loving honest people don't get it, unless you have been exposed to creeps or crime like i have. it has been going on for a very long time, and i am tired and not thinking very clearly most of the time. that is the criminals' intent.
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7/20/26
the information below is old, and i can put what i took down off of my website right back on my website. i don't need to put it back on my website because it is very old very unimportant information which everyone, not just black females, already had.
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paris hilton intended to create a bunch of confused shit on the internet, greedy, cruel, childish, and that is exactly what happened. she wanted to try to make herself seem more important and more interesting than she is. she tried to create an impression that i was a fan of hers, or that i liked her when i really didn't. i was just neutral, just wanting to feel good about having been kind to someone who i thought was in trouble, when it was on TV that she went going to jail, crying. she intended to create a social problem for me, knowing that i lack privacy, thinking that it would be amusing for her and her sister and mother who she obviously stupidly gossips with. she is not a cool interesting social person. that is just what the media wants people to think. she wanted to cause people to judge me in a negative way, especially girls, wanting them to act aggressively toward me, knowing that i lack privacy, and that is exactly what happened. hilton is an uncaring socially lame boring childish person who pretends as if she thinks that she is so much. it is really obvious that she intended to create a problem if you understand the context.
black girls are probably making sick creepy jokes amongst themselves, knowing that i will try to explain why they are doing what they are doing, trying to get me to put old unimportant information back on my website, not wanting me to move on like i had stated that i wanted to do, wanting to ignore stalkers. i am being gang stalked really bad every day, i think now they are involving my girlfriend, shelly. they are trying to get me to explain what is going on, knowing that i am a friendly honest person, knowing that i will try to protect the community, in order to try and make it seem like something on my website is important, and that they have dirt on me, stupidly trying to make it seem as if they are more interesting or important than they are. they are into cheesy unintelligent ghetto crime. they are trying to force black girls into crime, along with the black man who has my vision in his left eye, and the mexican girl who has my vision in her left eye. really. i really know what i am communicating about.
this is what i communicated about before on my website, that if i didn't have information on my website, that it would create a vacuum. ok, i guess we need a vacuum to really figure out who is evil and who isn't.
these black girls know where my parents and i plan to be buried for a long time, Black Jack Springs cemetery just outside of La Grange, Texas, knowing that we are a sweet respected white family, and it seems as if they are boasting that they want to be thought of as fake and ugly, and that they are spiritual vandals. 18 years of psychological horror, since 2008. i wouldn't be surprised if they eventually vandalize people in the cemetery who are related to my step dad. they like to try to make me look bad in public when i don't look bad in public. they admit to being jealous/envious or having an inferiority complex. really childish and creepy. very weak. pathetic.
they try to make it look like something is new, or interesting, or important when it is all very old and boring.
ironic that a known friendly honest white boy, who was known to have wanted to share and build up everyone, would then give rise to crime or ugliness. cause and effect. juxtaposition
one of the best spiritual experiences i had was when i went to Antioch Missionary Baptist church in downtown houston in 2010, going to the front of church to sing, and cried for several minutes while i held a little black girl's hand, after her parents put her hand in mine.
the fake rude black girls pretend as if me acting like i don't like them makes me unpopular. it doesn't. it makes me more popular since i am known to be a friendly honest white boy. i don't have to kiss their ass because of slavery in america or world war 2. they imply that no one has rights, or is allowed to call them a name, or act like they dislike them, even if they are blatantly evil and cruel. they make it all about their insecurity, implying that no one has rights, or is allowed to act like they don't like them, even if they intentionally want to be thought of as unlikeable. it is unintelligent ghetto hustle cheese shit, where they try to work people with more power, wanting to create psychological leverage, because they are insecure or because they think that they are incapable. a few of the black girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with want to be thought of as thug mob bosses who run a criminal organization, like out of jail, even if they are not in a jail. they have an identity problem. childish fake socially lame ugly tattletale paparazzi shit, when there really really really is absolutely no tale to tattle. there are no secrets you dumb black girls, and everyone knows that. no secrets, and i had and have no evil intent. they are trying to make black girls act like events way from my past or even present are interesting, or important, or something new, when they are not. the mexican girl with my vision in left eye and black man with my vision in his left eye work with them. black girls want people to think that they know something special or that they are special in a way when they are not. you are not more special or powerful than everyone else, negro. everyone had and has the same information. they are so fake and selfish, wanting to use christ's work as a way of implying that they more than christ, shitting on him (or a man) at the same time. it can be typical female shit attitude. people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with situated all over the world know for sure that i am innocent because they sense it, also sensing that weird creepy evil childish people (mostly black man with my vision in left eye and mexian girl with my vision in left eye / contractions of muscle and soft tissue in my body which they sense) trying to ruin my reptation, a really blatant childish selfish game. the black man and mexican girl are not sophisticated at all. really. people in the world who i am in constant 24/7 activity with understand that they are being stalked/harassed also, they are people who the stalkers think care about me. it is extremely childish. governments all over the world know because of testimony from all kinds of people, some who already worked in government, that this black guy and mexican girl, yes, easy to understand that it is 2 different people, are some kind of disgusting dishonest socially lame monster. again, i believe that black man and mexican girl are north side of earth, draconian, alpha draconis, or maybe also ursa minor. north side of pyramid. refer to my study work in the 'for your information' section of this website.
again, some black girls are trying to force other black girls into crime, tech, phones, computers. again, ironic that a friendly honest white boy would create that type of reaction. really.
black girls or black people have a problem in america mostly because of a few black girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who formed a criminal organization, who are boring fake unintelligent lazy bums, who don't work, who obviously don't care about doing anything at all because of the noise which they intentionally create, obstruction, who wanted to stupidly spread unimportant gossip about unimportant issues, who are trying to force black girls into crime, who stupidly wanted to be thought of as the leaders of black people.
i'll really try to stop posting for a good while or unless it is really important, after the post directly below.
good luck and god bless you.
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it would be nice to have some friendly no nonsense black people to my home. you know where i live. come on over. no talk about negative or confusing anything. simple conversation. maybe we could look through an encyclopedia to come up with something to talk about. haha. i don't care, smoke a joint. i like Malibu coconut rum with pineapple/mango whatever juice, a bit of grenadine, a bit of hot sauce.
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when are some black girls going to stop stupidly childishly boasting about their puny unintelligent criminal organization in america? you are not the leaders of black america.
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i like Morgan Freeman in Bruce Almighty. America, and interesting twist of fate.
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7/22/26
people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who are evil and so ungrateful, who lie about me (money/white supremacy), really really really don't want ignorant people to understand how much they know about me, and the fact that they have known for a long time that i am innocent, and that i never lied to people who i am constant 24/7 activity with or people on the internet about anything. weird cruel childish mockery.
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for fake sadistic childish stupidly ungrateful people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who lie about my past.
is there a legal term in Latin, which infers that something which happens later doesn't matter, if it doesn't mean anything to begin with?
AI overview:
Yes, the primary legal maxim that captures this concept is "Quod ab initio non valet, postea neque valet." [1]
This translates to: "What is not valid from the beginning is never valid." [1]
How it Works
In contract or property law, this means if a foundational element or meaning is entirely missing from the start—making it legally meaningless or void ab initio (from the beginning)—any later additions, updates, or actions that depend on that original meaningless foundation are also legally void. [1, 2, 3]
Related Useful Maxims
as far as Antarctica is concerned, and i don't live in Antarctica, i did what any loving white person who felt stuck in the middle of something would have done, wanting to share with, empower and love people, no matter who they were, especially since i knew that i was in constant 24/7 activity WITH DIFFERENT TYPES OF PEOPLE. it was imaginary. just because i had/have a love dream, and you didn't or don't, doesn't mean that didn't or don't. get a clue, you fake mean black girls. quit lying about me and white supremacy, just because because you have embarrassed yourselves really badly since 2008. why don't you find my antarctica sled dog joke, chocolate homeys with their gold chains bouncing around when they say "mush".
this is nothing new or important.
the first instinct which i had when i became extremely extremely extremely confused in december of 1997, becoming self aware that i was being sensed, i thought by everyone, was to try to protect black people from some imaginary nazi alien force which i had read about in some file which my friend wasn't looking for. we don't have a mean bone in our bodies, and i have witnesses. my friend's name is R. Green and we still communicate. i thought that i was going to be murdered in cold blood by some imaginary nazi alien force because i am a loving white boy, and that the force wanted to suppress it. i went to house of pies on kirby drive, giving a young honest looking black couple something, and i went to the houston shoe hospital on kirby drive, giving an elderly honest black worker something before walking to my parent's home, which used to be in west university. part of the reason later that i didn't feel a need to worry about a hostile force was because of operation high jump, America, admiral Richard Byrd, in antarctica in 1947.
this is nothing new or important. black people already knew/know about this.
some black people have been so ungrateful and fake, weird and sadistic, embarrassed, knowing about all of this, lying and still lying about me because they think that they look mean or racist. they don't even care if people know that they are fake and mean, attacking me, my family, my girlfriend, constantly.
ignorant people need to understand what has happened in context, over the last 28 years, since may of 1997.
Summary
The Antarctic Treaty was signed on December 1, 1959. This treaty established Antarctica as a zone for peaceful scientific research and international cooperation, and it came into force on June 23, 1961
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this is not new or important.
there are documentaries on the TV history channel, TV learning channel, TV discovery channel about Antarctica and the third reich. or crashed aerial discs recovered and reverse engineered. same in America. bigger secretive plan, i think, i think maybe or reasonably to keep something alien and really really disgusting out of planet earth. i don't want it to seem as if i am a mean white supremacist type. i'm not at all, and people know that i am not. i am stuck in the middle of it. crashed discs and development of technology in general, may be part of the reason why so much nazi propaganda existed. or double, triple, quadruple, pentagonal, octagonal, nonagonal agents. i will always be conflicted about a thought about trying to rationalize the holocaust. i am not an expert. i have 1% or something european jew in me (ancesty.com report).
this is not new or important.
some black girls, black guy with my vision in his left eye, mexican girl with my vision in her left eye, have obviously been stupid childishly lying to people for a long time about what they knew was in my heart because they have a social problem because they are lying about me, thinking that blacks and mexicans like me or would like me better than them, if they actually knew who i am. they want to unnecessarily turn it into a racial war. why? it seems like nazi propaganda is working them, too. this is not propaganda.
some black girls seem to want me to communicate again about thule.org, when it isn't important, and when i am not evil. my intent was and always will be to help everyone. this is not nazi germany. black girls want ignorant people to think that they stole my mail to paris hilton, thinking that it gives them a way or stupid right to fabricate absolute blatant shit about me, money and white supremacy, with them apparently wanting to have fake childish make believe pride in public about "something", when i really don't think that they stole my mail to hilton because of evidence, and when it definitely wouldn't matter if they stole my mail because i am sort of like forest gump. ask the honest black people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with who are not insecure and fake, or who are not black people who embarrassed themselves over the years. i sent correspondence to hilton with my email address and password, thinking that she had indicated that she wanted to be a friend or partner, in the past when i was excited about working on film. i was considering including messages from thule.org in my film, meant to help everyone, a story about a guy who writes a story. i also wanted to share the messages with hilton because i thought that the thule.org guy was an interesting guy, just like i have a right to share my email with anyone. i used to read some of the messages out loud. one message of particular interest was about crash landers (explorers?) and DNA. my lack of privacy confused me, so i thought that it was ok to be open about everything, about my email in public, not just with hilton, since people knew what i was doing, anyway. at the time i thought that it would make me feel less awkward, and i didn't mean to confuse hilton. she really shouldn't have been greedy, involving me with her in public, in the weird stupid childish very confusing way which she intentionally did. i was interested in working on film, and i did, 84 pages which took me 2 or 3 hundred hours. i wasn't finished. different subject. it was intentionally sabotaged so that the fake evil greedy insecure mexican girl with my vision in her left eye thought that she could lie about me, money, and white supremacy, with her joining the fake insecure evil black man who has a black girl problem (northern trust bank). mexican girl is something satanic, so is the black man, with them both trying to hide but also get something for themselves, not wanting me to be popular. mexican girl is a really evil unfriendly angry insecure mexican. film is not the kind of work which people can do without privacy or security. some people get very weird childish and jealous/envious about it because it is public work, like my work in general. it is why public people have security at events, or why TV stations have security. it causes weird jealous/envious people to want to humiliate public or famous people because it is public work, affective.
now some black girls will pretend like they didn't understand something, or that they have an excuse to play dumb, which is extra fake, extra stupid, sadistic, childish, disrespectful, weird, possessive, creepy, which is so unbelievably weird ungrateful toward me, toward God, and toward their own people. they are trying to cover up their embarrassment, their multiple childish really stupid embarrassments, by continuing with the same aggression, faking having pride, sort of just admitting to being something disgusting to begin with. they fight really ugly, and it is so sad, because there was really no reason to be fighting at all, AND THEY ALREADY KNEW THAT.
some black girls are trying to use this situation as a type of media to force young black girls into crime. really. i know what i am communicating about. they are combining absolute childish shit type propaganda about me and whatever is going on with Republicans and Democrats, to try to force young black girls, who they think are vulnerable, into hate and tech crime. or stealing mail or skimming or whatever. i wouldn't be surprised if the gang has name. it is a criminal organization, which she be noted. they are like blacks who sold blacks into slavery. they are dumb criminals, wanting to boast that they are working in different places all over the place, and that they pay very close attention to their phones, some kind of big group chat or something. it is scary. i really do have reason to be concerned. they are trying to intimidate people, but it is obviously very childish and lame, just because they are insecure because they think that they don't have power. they actually want people to know that they make it all about their insecurity. weak link. grow up. get with the program.
i mentioned Republicans and Democrats. i did not vote for president Trump. i have respect for his will, but i never trusted him to be an actual caring leader of America, or the world, knowing that his intent, probably also his x - lawyer Michael Cohen, was all about wanting to work a money deal somehow.
i have rights.
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7/24/26
i have legitimate reasons to have a privacy concern, given my entire family and their private medical information. especially given how some black girls in 2011 wanted to boast about being stupidly biased and irresponsible with regard to medical practice. it is scary for me and good people of the 144,000. mother's don't even want to tell there children about this.
can an independent police / u.s. government officer be assigned to me, to inform, and to investigate my close family's medical business?
you can't have church and state together, then later state that it wasn't together.
ignorant people underestimate the damage unintelligent criminals do, or can do, given this type of public situation, if there are no respected civil institutions in place, or as a guard rail.
can the police please come to my home?
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i wonder if retired Los Angeles detective Lopez (female) ever found out about me. i think she generated a report in 2018 or something. this is regarding Paris Whitney Hilton. i very seriously doubt that paris hilton's dad told the police detective what he really knew about me, or what he really knew/knows about his daughter, especially how he knew/knows that his daughter was/is wrong, selfishly stupidly irresponsibly toying with the public, cruelty of me, a mockery an important guy's important work, what should have no business at all, and also what should have been simple civil (legal) business. she is not a humble girl who really thinks, or who acts like she cares about thinking.
Hilton and her family were a type of curse for great U.S.A. really. i am not a negative person. it ultimately gave rise to crime for some black people. also an unnecessary issue or distraction for government. hilton wanted to see if people would follow her fake cruel childish crap, thinking it would be amusing, and they did, making a sick public game of it, implying that (joke) "they are as cool and stupid as paris hilton". hilton intended to cause people to act aggressively toward me while i lacked privacy, more confusing. cruelty is a part of her astrological make up. it seems as if she has a social problem, and was trying to make her family and friends think that she was social and that i wasn't, by intentionally "secretly" obstructing my life, wanting to stupidly gossip about me.
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i mean the tease about the Malibu rum and puff pass Indica really as figurative, or as a simple sign of affection.
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in reference to Freemasonry, i believe that there is some recognition or understanding of the devil, or satan, or lucifer. light and dark. it depends on the specific lodge. i think that a misconception is that it is evil, or necessarily involves money, or something regarding the devil, or satan, or lucifer, or is some intelligent vast conspiracy. it is sort of like church. nothing bad. some of the guys have money, but so do people at different churches, but church is about charity, and teamwork. is God rich? how about 2 or 3, or a rich man running to give a poor man money? have you studied of my work in 'for your information' section of this website? information about me is cool, but think of the future. it needs to be controlled with force. there really is something to understand, sort of like a hollywood movie or fiction about an issue. i don't mean that i am the devil, or satan, or lucifer. satan is an actual being, or 2 beings, in a very simplified form, which myself and others are really really really are aware of so far. i think just Alpha Draconis (Draconian), or Alpha Draconis + Ursa Minor, on the north side of great pyramid. black man who has my vision in his left eye, mexican girl who has my vision in her left eye. you can research. i have been informed that i am Orion and Dog Star, good friendly source of information, on the south side. it seems as if north is an absolutely disgusting sadistic evil childish creature, from a psychological perspective. like a unsophisticated problem adolescent. it doesn't seem to care about love, and it should, but it actually doesn't seem like it is fundamentally programed to operate as like a civil human, or as civil humans operate, thinking/acting like an animal. DNA or something. in a way i wish that scientists would interview me and people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, objective analysis. it really is fascinating and should be respected. experiencing the black man who has my vision in his left eye, and the mexican girl who has my vision in her left eye, is really like watching the creepy scenes of a horror movie, intentionally meant as cruelty from one person to another, but it is not a movie. it is constant, intentionally meant to be thought of a perverted and psychologically cruel. other creepy childish people get excited about it and follow them. like animals. really more like a nervous animal reacting to a human, like a snake, which hisses, in spite of charm. look it up on biblehub.com. maybe Nachash / 358.
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my mother's old pastor told me about a book by C.S. Lewis, "The Screwtape Letters", when i was scared, wanting to be respectful, more than one time, in 1997. I believe that the book is an interesting mockery of the devil. my mother's old pastor didn't know who i was.
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thanx Spotify!
i wish that i could work with someone who has their own mix lab set up. i have ideas about mixing stuff. maybe i an just a whippersnapper. not in that business, but thought about creating a sample of something, if i ever had some mixing equipment and left alone, in peace and innocence.
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i don't want to make anyone feel uneasy with the Mahdi and hidden Imam information. i just wanted to show that i have some respect for Islam, a bit of study. Islam means "peace" or "submission". the vast majority of Muslims are peaceful; not terroristic. money mixed with religion or "religion" is not necessarily good.
i don't have a mean bone in my body. it is strange how innocent, humble at heart, not involved in anything at all, the government probably finds it interesting, not threatening at all. please be open minded.
do not worry about any of that third reich information. again, i don't have a mean bone in my body. black people already knew that, but some of them want to try to divide because they don't want to try to keep up with caring honest black people. i have never thought about associating with anyone involved in white supremacy, white nationalism, january 6tth rioters, etc. nazi germany during and just after great depression and U.S.A at present are not the same thing. germans believed nazi propaganda because it did not exist in a vacuum. i read about it. weird bullshit which fit a narrative at that particular time in that particular place i don't like the thought of skin head type people who i think really are so unintelligent. leave me out of your business. i will stay out of your business. i mean that also, to Republicans who i think are narrow-minded. this information is just informative. think objective, big picture. use caution, and that is not a threat. i lived in germany for 3 years, taking a semester of german at night in college, and germans can be funny and sweet, weil es proper ist. Liebvohl Witz. Ciao.
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my previous reference to Saudi Arabia, with 50 wives (girlfriends) was joke, like Homer Simpson dressed like an Arab in a tent where the belly dancer comes out, after he claps his hands together twice; middle east Funk. so many unnecessary problems with fake selfish childish uncaring girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who stupidly wanted to use me, a few weak girls, who think that they are weak, who find it amusing to try to humiliate a special guy with a special job, but it didn't work. i seriously don't want to cause relationships problems. just the opposite of that. Saudi Arabia is a joke or figurative about female friendship and peace, and male power, which i want to be smart with. i am not selfish. i already had enough. 50 wives could be like 50 sisters.
this is not mean aggression or nervous defense. this is being informative. think objective.
i am not a mob boss, giving orders around. i mean it. i am really sick and tired of me being known to have cared about everyone, honest, then calling out evil mean people, then trying to get the evil mean people to move on, without them trying themselves. they are lazy and fake. if they want me to keep going back into my known innocent past, i will. it doesn't make me look bad, and i understand if loving white people are confused by anything related to the third reich. i am not promoting hate at all. i am interested in the occult, or occult knowledge. information about jesus christ or joshua evan mishler is or will be occult knowledge.
the people who are not full of anger and hate, not full of guilt, are on my side. get a clue. people who stalk me, harass me, and others have a creepy weird fascination with my innocence, and their guilt.
the very few people who mess with me and others, really just people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, are engaged in crimes of passion. they have psychological problems, social/love problems.
as far as Northern Trust bank is concerned, the only real involvement i had in it, after being understandably confused about it's importance for the world, positive imagination, was to try and protect people from the bank, first by writing a letter to Northern Trust's legal department in Chicago, at the end of 2010 or at the beginning of 2011, and then also by hand delivering the same letter to the Northern Trust branch bank, which used to be on Kirby Drive in Houston, in end of 2010 or beginning of 2011. i spoke with a black woman who worked at the bank who probably thought that i was weird. i am glad that she kept the original of the letter. i thought that the bank was trying to take advantage of people, unusual confusion because i thought that i lacked privacy, and that everyone was sensing me, and that something was going on around me everywhere because i lacked privacy. i had thought that rich people were going to invest, so that it would help people with less, but then thought (imagined) later that something unethical was happening. i was not interested in banks or banking at all. it was a misunderstanding. it was imaginary, child like, about something positive for the world. there is no reason to think that Northern Trust bank is involved in anything unethical. this unnecessary problem or confusion is part of the reason that black girls have stated that they don't like the black man with my vision in his left eye.
this is nothing new or important.
the black man with my vision in his left eye was a different person before 2011 than he was/is after 2011. he joined cruel fake black women who infected my blood at Cypress Creek care facility in 2011. he is a weak racist black man who thought that he couldn't be with a black woman if he would argue with them, even if, or especially if it was really understood that they had done something wrong. black man and black women also wanted to bully intimidate the mexican girl who has my vision in her left eye, immediately after the entire group began to sense the mexican girl, end of last week of may, first week of june 2011. that doesn't mean that the mexican girl is ignorant or innocent. they are like animals who attack each other, harming each other, confused, nervous. i don't mean me or good people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with.
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i just wanted to move on, but if a few fake mean people want me to inform people about my innocent past, just like i have been honestly doing for a long time, so be it. they like to pretend as if they have something to use against me, or as if they were good at fabricating something to use against me. really weird and confusing, bad for kids, thinking of how ungrateful they are. they turn it into a racial thing because they think that people of their own race (including white people) will like me more than them. don't put me in the middle of your unnecessary racial crap. leave me out of it, and i want to try to stay cool on the internet.
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8/5/26
why don't i put "it is ok if he didn't like black girls because they were so fake and mean" on my tombstone? black girls are gang stalking me and the community, in general, when they know ahead of time where i am going in my car. they are in a weird creepy embarrassed rage. 18 years of it already. they like the attention which they think that they are getting because they don't get any attention any other way. now they will pretend as if this makes me look bad, or like a mean unpopular person. i am not a mean unpopular person, and honest loving intelligent black people already have my back. some of these black people are low class thugs (yes, i can discriminate) who mock kind honest people, making a sick game of it. it is a social reaction to christ. good leadership can create something negative if the people are too lazy, unintelligent or uncaring to follow. they are trying to get low class black thugs to group together because they are panicking, thinking that they are less, thinking that they have less, or that they will have less that high class people, or christ. they seem to have a problem with successful people, in general, because of envy/jealousy, or because they have wasted their lives stupidly childishly fake gossiping about unimportant irrelevant issues. i tried to set black people free a long time ago, honestly, with honesty, with lots of genuine love, already understood, but some of them imply that they need a baby sitter, or that they will always act like they hate white people no matter what. it is a horrible thing for black children who need opportunity. what they are doing is weird and scary, like creepy black criminals in africa who engage in savagery. they are trying to divide and conquer black people. i am not trying to divide black people. i am calling out evil for what it is.
the black woman who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who assaulted me at the grocery store in 2008 is not black girl's leader. DO NOT do the stupid peer pressure black thing. she is a weird crazy sick angry fake very cruel childish person. she wanted to mess up everybody's love and success, including happy black people, like a socially lame person who wanted attention, who fired an assault weapon into a crowd of happy people. i mean this figuratively.
i seriously doubt that childish fake very mean black girls will ever move on from their embarrassment and anger. i seriously doubt that the black man with my vision in his left eye will ever move on from his embarrassment and anger.
thinking about black people blatantly lying about me and money is like thinking about obnoxious irritating black rap music about money. i do have an appreciation for black artists.
the real reason that this has been such a chaotic situation in this section of this website, and my facebook account in the past, is because the black man and mexican girl live in fear because they know that they can be easily identified, their left eye issue. they fear that someone will kill them in this life or next, etc., so they act aggressively, horrible constant creepy psychological abuse, intentionally irritating everyone, so that i won't be popular. they want me to get on other people's nerves. i don't want to get on other people's nerves. i am trying to protect the community. this has been and probably still will be an important fight. ignorant people really really don't understand how socially lame and evil they are. i think that their fear is related to information in the first paragraph of the link below. i have already posted this link.
https://inner.org/hebleter/reish.htm
Summary
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this post is also above. i revised it and copied it.
some black girls seem to want me to communicate again about thule.org, when it isn't important, and when i am not evil, and when it doesn't make me look bad at all. my intent was and always will be to help everyone. this is not nazi germany. black girls want ignorant people to think that they stole my mail to paris hilton, thinking that it gives them a way or stupid right to fabricate absolute blatant shit about me, money and white supremacy, with them apparently wanting to have fake childish make believe pride in public about "something", when i really don't think that they stole my mail to hilton because of evidence, and when it definitely wouldn't matter if they stole my mail because i am sort of like forest gump. ask the honest black people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with who are not insecure and fake, or who are not black people who embarrassed themselves over the years. i sent correspondence to hilton with my email address and password, thinking that she had indicated that she wanted to be a friend or partner, in the past when i was excited about working on film. i was considering including messages from thule.org in my film, meant to help everyone, a story about a guy who writes a story. i also wanted to share the messages with hilton because i thought that the thule.org guy was an interesting guy, just like i have a right to share my email with anyone. i used to read some of the messages out loud. one message of particular interest was about crash landers (explorers?) and DNA. my lack of privacy confused me, so i thought that it was ok to be open about everything, about my email in public, not just with hilton, since people knew what i was doing, anyway. at the time i thought that it would make me feel less awkward, and i didn't mean to confuse hilton. she really shouldn't have been greedy, involving me with her in public, in the weird stupid childish very confusing way which she intentionally did. i was interested in working on film, and i did, 84 pages which took me 2 or 3 hundred hours. i wasn't finished. different subject. it was intentionally sabotaged so that the fake evil greedy insecure mexican girl with my vision in her left eye thought that she could lie about me, money, and white supremacy, with her joining the fake insecure evil black man who has a black girl problem (northern trust bank). mexican girl is something satanic, so is the black man, with them both trying to hide but also get something for themselves, not wanting me to be popular. mexican girl is a really evil unfriendly angry insecure mexican. film is not the kind of work which people can do without privacy or security. some people get very weird childish and jealous/envious about it because it is public work, like my work in general. it is why public people have security at events, or why TV stations have security. it causes weird jealous/envious people to want to humiliate public or famous people because it is public work, affective.
this is not new or important.
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i was and am not close friends with the guy at thule.org. we are also not enemies. i don't communicate to him anymore because he asked me not to in 2014, when i was trying to have the government put me to sleep at a hospital, i think because he became confused about people's ignorance since i included him in correspondence to different government offices. i included him as a recipient because i am reasonably certain that he had already sent the government (DARPA) information about me. i have already referred to DARPA in the 'for your information' section of this website. thule dude stated that they (thule.org) thought that i was kind of "loopy", lol, i guess like 60. we were casual acquaintances, and i really believe that he has a good heart, and that he knew who i was lacking privacy, and that he was being supportive of people who support themselves, no matter who.
black girls want people to think that i am nervous or guilty about something when i am not at all. why would i be ashamed of being known to want to help everyone, or having a good heart?
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8/5/26
i wish that i would have tried to organize a lawsuit against paris hilton in the past, in 2009. i only want $150 and a very basic sense of dignity which everyone is entitled to. refer to the 'paris hilton business complaint' in the 'miscellaneous files' section of this website. she didn't even have a return address on the envelope which the hand bag which she sent me which i didn't ask for or didn't want, so i guess she is a ugly creep who was implying that i couldn't get my money back. i honestly wasn't a fan of hilton's or lindsay lohan when i tried to encourage them when they were locked up, wanting them to get the mail where they were locked up. it was care of the community, in general, like it was my job as a leader. i am not sending mail to anyone famous anymore. hilton is greedy, irresponsible, childish and cruel. my point sending the mail to hilton and lohan was that people who get in trouble can still be accepted, or loved, and then hilton wanted to twist that concept into her acceptance her and my rejection. she wanted to humiliate me because i am more of a person than she is, even though i am not on television. it is obvious. i really really can't believe that she would want to be known for blatantly weird vicious treating me and others like shit, including her own family, and then have the audacity to imply that she bosses people around at hilton hotels, obnoxious TV commercials, or that those people at hilton hotels will do whatever she wants them to, or that she is supposed to get gigs on television, no matter how uncaring or uncivil she is. paris hilton really doesn't think much about herself, but pretends to. the hilton family is a house of cards. she seems to childishly fanaticize about people thinking that she is something great, or a star, when she obviously isn't. she lives in a puny rich kid world.
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8/6/26
some black girls get some weird sick lame childish thrill making people feel threatened by them. it is because of what they know that they are known to have done, and because of their weird embarrassed rage and insecurity. they are nervous but trying to play it off like they are cool and superior. they are fake.
you are not any more special or powerful than anyone else, black girls, just because i have referred to you in this section of this website.
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i was never wanting to make people feel threatened by me. it is ok or perfectly normal for me to act defensively to very confusing ugly evil childish aggression.
this isn't about me having done something wrong. this is about some black people stating that they hate whites no matter what. a black stereotype. too bad that they didn't care about opportunity. too bad that they didn't think more about Abraham Lincoln and America. they really don't care about opportunity or intelligent work with intelligent people, no matter what race the person is.
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8/6/26
here is a topic for theologians. did jesus ever apologize to anyone, or act like he could have done something better? sign of ignorance, or imperfection. people brainwashed about jesus being perfect. this is not about anything specific which i have done in my life.
another issue which i think that i have already mentioned is what else did jesus state, besides what is in the bible?
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https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Book_of_Enoch
some of the 144,000 are evil, and i think that Nephilim is a way of understanding it.
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8/7/26
if black girls want to try to play the victim, wallowing in their embarrassment and stupidity, go ahead. they think that it is fun to harm an innocent defenseless white man, publicly. some of them have a weird creepy ghetto like unintelligent mean attitude which people definitely already understand. i don't have to like people who are blatantly fake and mean. they are involved in crime. they have violated me and the community, again and again and again, etc. they have an anger problem. they have an embarrassment problem. part of the reason that i mentioned in a joking way about my tombstone is because i can't wait until i don't have to think about them, really, and when i will be at peace. get out of my life! i have a very dangerous job. i am a public person who lacks privacy and security. weird childish people like to try to humiliate public people, or public work. it is like vandalism, spiritual vandalism. they are obvious childish, envious/jealous creatures. you see what i am doing in this section of this website, but you don't understand what is going on. black girls are trying to work the community, playing an evil game. they have an image problem which they are trying to cover up by provoking me over and over and over, etc. they are sadistic. they act like angry animals, not like loving intelligent humans. black girls have embarrassed each other, along with the black man evil creep. i am definitely not the problem. i never thought that i would be stating anything like this, because i always loved black people, in general. they want to teach hate. they want to teach division. 18 years of it. another issue is that in a way i really don't give a fuck about what people think about me or say about me. i am not running for office, and i am not asking for special money. i have rights. i have freedom. i mean, get real. why don't you do a real official investigation? why don't you look at my actual official record, and what i have actually done, not your fake childish lame biased angry racist negro version of it? i have the right to express dislike of people, especially if they are unnecessarily harming the community. it is black people who don't give a fuck about black people. it is a very weird cruel mockery of a friendly honest white man. they are the ones who don't want to be friendly. all i was doing was trying to make the best of it, stuck in the middle, wanting to share, love, learn, empower, no matter who the people were.
why don't the police or church or government show me a little recognition/respect, and make this problem go away? give me a security detail, if necessary.
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this nothing new or nothing important. these black girls need to get the fuck away from everyone. i was not saying negative things about black girls until 2008, after i was being assaulted. they want me to state negative things about them, doesn't matter if it is defensive, because they are trying to confuse ignorant people about my character because of my confused past. they are involved in a cover up attempt which makes it abundantly obvious that they are the problem to begin with.
it is 4 problems:
- paris hilton.
- creepy evil psychopathic black man with my vision in his left eye
- creepy evil psychopathic mexican girl with my vision in her left eye
- large amount of black girls
they all work together. hilton is actually the leader of childish fake mean people who stupidly fuck with me and everyone else, she just tries to play it off like she is "so cool" or not the problem. she is like a mob boss secretly giving orders to harm me. really. she didn't want me to be popular.
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8/7/26
drill sergeant Merrill stated "you guys have less rhythm than a couple of turds, floating around a toilet bowl."
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8/8/26
i really don't have any hope, truthfully. i am being blatantly stalked, assaulted, harassed, violated, every day all day long, by blacks and a mexican who don't want a white person to look better than blacks or mexicans because of their weird childish insecurity. they are not doing this to me because they think that i am a bad person. they do it to me because they think that i look better than they do, publicly. no one helped me and it is really sad. innocent people are being intentionally harmed. i am also an innocent person.
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8/8/26
i emailed the thule.org guy, requesting for him to put his website back online. black people and the mexican try to use it against me, wanting to take advantage of ignorant people. his website was offline in the past, but then came back online, so maybe it is the same issue. i had also emailed him about 2 months ago, informing him that black girls were implying that they have dirt on him and me, when they don't.
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8/8/26
what fascinates me about Islam is that Muslims seem to be the only ones, considering Muslims, Jews, Christians, who were or are telling the real story of Jesus. i don't mean that i agree with unnecessarily harming people, or terrorism. Jews didn't recognize Jesus as the Messiah (or at least not openly), and Christians seem to have made up a "story" about Jesus dying on the cross.
my situation is an important social event for everyone, not just religious people. it should be controlled with force so that it doesn't eventually, maybe inevitably, get out of control, causing confused unnecessary social conflict.
the real reason that there is so much global awareness, social order, and peace about my, or our current situation, is that it was controlled or implemented in the past with military force, chivalry orders, during the middle ages. this was/is good for all religions, or for anyone in the world, regardless if they considered themselves to be religious. so it seems to have been a type of propaganda or white lie because of jesus not "dying" on the cross, but done for a good or practical social purpose, including for governments. i suggest that governments formally organize a study, led by Pope, to implement with force, again. be respectful of the community. be informative. be caring. jesus is not separated from the state because he is also a part of the state. he is not a separate entity. God is not a separate entity. people don't have to worship me. people's opinion of me doesn't matter, as far a religious belief or religion is concerned. what is important is that i am a person on earth who is required to obey the law as anyone else, and that i should be protected.
i probably would have already been murdered, creating a confused social situation, if awareness about christ had not been controlled or implemented with force. chivalry orders which were a function of the church/government.
do you think that it is fun to feed me to wolves? really? do you find it amusing or interesting? would you like it if it were your child? wouldn't you want your child to feel loved, accepted, and to be able to spiritually/emotionally develop? shouldn't it be accepted, celebrated and supported, now that the phenomenon can really be substantiated with evidence? it is really about science and not religion. biology. get a clue.
i don't understand why presidents are sworn in on bibles, if there is a separation of church and state. or why it reads 'In God We Trust' on currency. doesn't seem to make any sense. or why are witnesses sworn in on bibles?
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8/8/26
i have started to capitalize letters so that information is easier to read or understand.
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8/8/26
why don't Carter Reum, Chris Zylka and Rick Hilton get together for a beer and bible study?
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8/8/26
some black girls, black man with vision in my left eye, mexican girl with my vision in her left eye, paris hilton, are fake childish dummies who cried wolf. no one pays attention to them.
for people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who are situated worldwide, who have my website information, "the boy who cried wolf" is a children's story. the gist of it is don't complain when there is absolutely no reason to complain.
i myself do have a legitimate reason to complain. ask honest people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with.
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8/9/26
latin law term, a thought after a thought is more important than the first thought
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Latin law term, a thought after a thought is more important than the first thought
The Latin maxim used in law and philosophy to express that "a thought after a thought is more important/wiser than the first thought" is Cogitationes posteriores sunt saniores (or alternatively, Posteriores cogitationes sapientiores solent esse). [1, 2]
Translated literally, it means "later thoughts are sounder" or "second thoughts are best". [1, 3]
Key Applications in Legal Contexts
While it functions broadly as a philosophical proverb, it translates into a few foundational principles across different legal frameworks:
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8/10/26
some black girls don't care about love. i gave them genuine love, and honestly it seems to confuse them, like they have a problem loving themselves, or like they hate people who are happy and loving.
i am not trying to create division. i am wanting to inform people about a real problem, so that there is better chance for unity.
black people and the mexican girl are the ones with the fascination with Antarctica.
all i had was love in me, anyway, imagining a colony with people from all over the world, thinking that the ice would melt, or spread to different parts of the planet eventually, a guess about what happens during a geomagnetic reversal. that is part of the reason why i was interested in ships, started to go to school again at Texas A and M Galveston for maritime administration, from 2002 to 2003, and why i tried to get my MMD (Merchant Mariner's Document) from the U.S. coast guard, in 2010. my friend R. Green works on ships. he told me cool story about how he caught 64 fish (yellow fin tuna) on Christmas day one time.
this is not new or important or interesting information. people already knew this.
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8/10/26
paris hilton, black girls, mexican girl are creepy very weak childish disrespectful greedy bitches who imply that they are like my wives or girlfriends, who i can't divorce, when i didn't or don't want to be with them to begin with. they are vicious gold diggers who want to use me for power or status, thinking that they can get special treatment or money from someone else. they don't represent all girls. these are girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who have social or love problems. what they really want to try to do is to trick other men into thinking that they wanted to empower them, basically lying to them, "pretending" as if they are ignoring me, when what they really want to do is take power away from men, in general. selfish childish female mind games. they think that they are so crafty, right? they aren't. the black man joined in with these girls, who are the main problem, because he has a girl problem having embarrassed himself, stupidly implying that all girls like him, or think that he is macho, or that he is like Casanova or their knight in shiny armor, when is he is actually, blatantly, a dishonest weird socially lame disrespectful wimpy dork, Satan. he is holding black girls hostage, telling them that he doesn't care if he makes them miserable, and that they are just going to put up with it. ugly abusive relationships. i would rather not have to think about any of that, and just think of my sweet intelligent confident white girlfriend, even though i am not wanting to make a racist issue of it.
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8/10/26
as i stated before, in a way or mostly, i really don't give a fuck about what ignorant people think about me. you don't understand what has happened in context. i am not a part of any groups, i am not running for office, i am not asking for special money.
some black girls are all stupid because they think that the black bitch at the grocery store in 2008 deserved to be called a name. they think that she is an embarrassment for them, and then are embarrassed and angry, in general. too bad. get a life. the black woman at the grocery store was/is an evil envious childish nervous hater. then i was apologetic about 2 days later, after i called the evil bitch a name, in case innocent black girls got their feelings confused. i am not a problem to begin with. again, it is really about paris hilton having made it stupidly obvious that she wanted to create a bunch of selfish childish shit on the internet. others girls followed her, which is what hilton intentionally wanted. this situation really is that simple and stupid, and it is a very sad thing for america and the world. some of these girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with obviously think that is is fun to childishly fuck with a peaceful confident special man, publicly, really wanting to humiliate peaceful confident special men.
paris hilton is evil, fake, cruel, selfish. she is not a social person, like the media portrays her to be. she wants ignorant people to think that i was after her, or that i wanted something from her. i wasn't, and i didn't. she is the ugly weird creepy mooch. it seems like her sister and mom are, also. they want to use me, with them trying to create the impression that i wanted to use them. no. i just want my $150 back, or at least some kind of respectful response. i have left voice messages, text messages, sent email to her and her father. she definitely knew/knows about this. it is ugly weird creepy abusive treatment. she is cruel. she thinks that people wouldn't believe it because it is so cruel, and because of all of the fake media hype which she gets. people really don't understand. i wish that i could file a lawsuit against her. she took cash without wanting there to be a record of it, obviously with malice aforethought because of everything else which transpired. she wanted fake childish girls to know that she was playing fake childish girl games, wanting them to follow her, and they did, or do, still, every day. weak boring girls not humble who try at a power grab which didn't or won't work. again, these are some girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with. they don't represent all females, even though they tried or still try to make it seem that way. they imply that you have to respect them, give them special treatment, even if they are so unbelievable dumb. i don't have respect people who are not respectable.
if they keep making me think of dumb shit from the past i will keep communicating about dumb shit from the past.
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8/11/26
the many people who are ugly weird gang stalking me (and others) are trying to force me to commit suicide. they are making me so incredibly sick all day long every day that i can't get anything done. they want me to feel constantly threatened. it is scary. i don't want to live in america anymore with these black girls doing what they are doing. i want them to know how they make me feel. they don't care if they are harming other people also, innocent like me. they are trying to make it so that they can lie about me, pretending as if they are good at fabricating ridiculous childish shit about different directions. they have a motive to lie. i don't have a motive to lie. they refer to different directions, but are not communicating anything intelligent, meaningful, honest, or conclusive with the use of words. they are cowards who got themselves into social trouble by stupidly childish fake gossiping about me, who take cheap shots at me and other honest people.
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8/11/26
why don't the people stalking me focus on making themselves popular, instead of trying to make me unpopular? it is because they think that it is not possible for them to be popular.
black person trend or fad which they will think made them look stupid, later on. they are fake and socially lame.
some black girls attitude:
"it doesn't matter how much honest work which he does. it doesn't matter how much he shines. it doesn't matter that he had love in him. the only thing that matters is that we are always going to ignore him and harass him because he called some black woman a name, cause we are trying to make people feel sorry for us."
they act like it doesn't matter that the black woman who attacked me at the grocery store in 2008 was seriously wrong.
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8/12/26
i apologize for lashing out a bit at president Trump 2 days ago. i believe that he is receiving good verifiable information from other sources, people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, possibly former police or government officers, about how greedy, evil, sadistic, perverted, dumb, childish, socially lame, the beings who are acting aggressively toward me and others are. it is terroristic. they have no place here. we have a common enemy; meaning, at least the black man and mexican girl who have my vision in their left eye, who have the ability to create contractions of my muscle and soft tissue, which other people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with can sense. it is terroristic. they are promoting savagery. it is reasonable to think that i am here to keep them out, or out of planet earth. really. i am not promoting hate toward blacks and mexicans. i have had problems with a few evil mean white people, also.
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8/12/26
if some blacks and the mexican girl obviously want to engage in war, when there is absolutely no reason for it, then we are at war, and i will fight, and they are going to get the asses whooped real bad, like i have already whooped their stupid asses. everybody knows that they are insecure, childish and fake. i'd like to see them fight people who are not defenseless like me, and who are organized.
the pretend as if they don't know that i am always honest, because they don't want any pressure on them to do the same thing.
paris hilton wants ignorant people to think that i wasn't cool enough for her. the truth is that she wasn't cool enough for Christ. i don't want to refer to paris hilton anymore. that was her selfish game to begin with
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8/12/26
i tried something which didn't work. i had a love dream about diversity and unity, since i am who i am, knowing that i am constant 24/7 activity with different types of people. i had love in me, verifiable. i always had an appreciation for blacks and mexicans, or whoever, loving them in general, but some of them don't want to act like they want to love me, a loving honest white person, publicly, so if they do an unnecessary racial thing, i will be forced to do a necessary racial thing. that doesn't mean that i am going to be rude to blacks or mexicans when i am out and about. good luck. the point is that it doesn't or probably won't work because of rude blacks and mexicans. it also wouldn't work because of rude white people who mess it up for friendly white people, or because blacks and mexicans don't like rude white people.
this section of this website looks erratic or excessive because a few people, mostly black girls, starting with a few black girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, also the black man with my vision in his left eye, also the mexican girl with my vision in her left eye, WHO WANT ME TO FEEL CONSTANTLY THREATENED, even in my own home, or other people's homes, NOT ALLOWING ME TO REST. this has been going on really really badly for many many years. the want me to think that they will keep acting aggressively. very confusing because i have no hope, no sense of security, not from the Pope, not from the police, not from anyone, not in church. so bad it is like a horror movie, like they want people to think of it as a horror movie, sick childish sadistic amusement, if you were experiencing it. it is not my mind which is the problem. it is their minds which are the problem. very simple. greater chance or probability that it would be the community, or certain people in the community, who don't have real responsibility who are the problem, and not me who is the problem.
the blacks and the mexican who intentionally create unnecessary racial issue crap for everyone didn't and don't care about opportunity in america with different types of people, like college students or motivated blue collar workers are more motivated to do. the blacks and the mexican girl only cared about their stupid unintelligent unnecessary racist shit.
it is BECAUSE i tried to create unity amongst people, that it created or creates a division of class, starting with Paris Hilton being low class.
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8/18/26
more important than anything related to the Third Reich, or Thule society. all i had was love in me, best of intentions for everyone, stuck in the middle of something, experiences with supernatural, ignorant with good heart, and everyone knew that. i am not nervous or guilty. the people who tried and still try to wrongfully defame me are nervous and guilty. i am reasonably certain that Thule can be a reference to a far planet, like earth, or some other planet. all of this crap from my past isn't important. some black girls think that they don't have a future, so they keep wanting to refer to my past, which doesn't matter, again, because i had nothing but love in me.
Summary
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Thule
the dude at Thule.org was stating that Thule was some place which was considered unattainable, and that it can be attained, to which he can attest. he was a friend of mine for several years in the past, it seems being supportive of everyone, or a positive process, in general.
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everybody needs to CHILL OUT AND BE THANKFUL. why don't KKK dudes and Black Panther dudes have a barbeque, drink a few beers or whiskey, listen to my Spotify playlist, chill, appreciate what nobody can understand about God and DNA? think of Dave Chappelle and Phyliss Diller. KKK dudes and Black Panther dudes could have 3 legged races, KKK dude paired with Black Panther dude as 3 legged partner. sincerely. or get drunk with races with eggs on spoons. you don't want children to worry about conflict or war, or confusion, especially when there is no good reason for it. how could they develop in that environment? God needs workers, no matter who. sometimes i wish that i had a normal job, not on disability, so that i could work with different types of people. it is fun. i did it in the Army. i need honest motivated leaders to call out evil when it is obvious that it exists. don't unnecessarily fight with each other. be kind. share. don't be greedy. greed is the problem. the very few people messing with me and everyone else are greedy. sooner of later we won't have cell phones or computers because we will lose electricity. a rabbi once taught that all of us, no matter who, have an aspect of the divine in them. it is true.
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8/19/26
i thought of a Caplyta medication commercial, where they show a nuclear explosion when they say "let in the light".
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8/19/26
i was like a good white king, who imagined having a castle and food, power, figuratively, experiences with supernatural, wanting to share it with everyone. unfortunately, some of the people you invited to the castle are rude, disorderly, so in actuality, the people would have to be something good in order to get into the castle. that is just how life or security works.
electronic communication can be both good and bad. in the future the electricity will go away. it will break into tribes. i imagine peaceful tribes. i am a peaceful guy, if you know me in person. keep Christmas. Christmas is about everyone. in the excerpt below, focus on 'divine purpose'.
i like pagan, related to winter solstice in the link below, still related to Christ. December 25th is a rebirth of the Sun. December 23rd or sometime close is the shortest day of the year. the new annual cycle of the sun is noticeable on or about December 25th. we are products of the sun, or stars, and other elements.
https://www.mentalfloss.com/holidays/christmas/roots-word-christmas
Jesus Christ is our savior, even if he dies at a young age, maybe being murdered, or some type of accident, or permanently impaired somehow. it is still considered divine providence, or i what i like to think of in general as a learning/development process. logic. 1 and 2, like 12 or 21. both Jesus and everything going on around him at a specific point in time (astrology) are important.
think of Dave Chapelle and Phyliss Diller.
i lashed out at president Trump online for one day because i imagine him being amused or taking pleasure in my suffering, making me feel threatened by him.
i understand if people think that maybe i am the Paris Hilton problem. no. initially i thought that she was being friendly but then i finally figured out that she is a weird greedy irresponsible fake childish anti social ugly cruel creep bitch. i wouldn't have imagined that someone could be so dumb, wanting to boast about it. she intended to create a problem for everyone. the Rapunzal joke was fun love in general, for everyone, and then she is weird greedy irresponsible fake childish anti social ugly cruel creep bitch, trying to twist it into a reason to have girls or everyone reject me. why? because i am a confident fun loving guy, in general, with everyone, if you know me in person. i didn't mean anything serious by the Rapunzal joke and she knew it, but tried to make it seem like it was or is so important, childish and desperate, obviously not thinking much about herself at all. she uses people, like she likes to make a sick game of it. like i already stated, she intended to create a bunch of stupid shit on the internet, and other people followed her, which was her intent. she didn't want females to like me, i guess because she thought that i was more likeable or interesting than her. she is not a cool social person like the media makes her out to be. fake superficial anti social nobody. she intentionally wanted me to fail so that she didn't have to be humble or do any real work. she is a failure in one of the worst ways that a person could be a failure. her family is obviously fake and creepy. she is the leader of the fake mean irresponsible people. i am sick of her. i hate her and her family. i will be so happy when i die, and when i never have to think about her creepy fake childish girl cruelty again.
all i was doing is being respectful and informative, honest. the black man who has my vision in his left eye, who can act aggressively toward us, is an embarrassment for black people, as well as some black girls who i am also in constant 24/7 activity with, who act aggressively. they are greedy, childish, evil and sadistic. they think that it is fun to humiliate and mock a white person who they think is so much more confident than they are. that is why they try to twist the story to try to make people think that i was mean and racist or evil. they are actually flirting with me and it is really creepy, stalking me, bullying me constantly as a gang. they try to play the victim when they have been and still are the oppressors, just like weak fake women do once they think that they have made themselves look weak, if they are weak. they seem to want me to seem like a racist, trying to make people feel sorry for them. the truth is that i had more confidence and love in me than they did. i am getting good information that there is more to World War II than most people understand. i am definitely here to keep a hostile alien force out. i am a type of alien force. alien technology. i am peaceful. i am definitely not promoting hate or violence. black females are promoting hate and violence for no good reason, or just because they are fake and insecure. these black girls who have been intentionally causing problems for the community for a long time really don't want ignorant people to know how kind i am to black people when i am out and about. they have an identity problem, defiant. that is what Satan did. they can wallow in negro shit or they can get off of their asses and try to contribute something good. they would just be fired from a job. real simple. the boss is not going to get brought down to a stupid fake nonsensical level. they are ashamed of what they have done and are faking having pride. i'm not fake.
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8/19/26
wow. maybe if someone talked to me about who i am, allowing me to actually state something officially being who i am, that all of this would go away. i can't talk to anyone about who i am. you can talk to other people about it, but i can not. it is very painful and confusing.
other people are greedy and cruel, with them thinking that it is interesting that they can talk to others about something, or be someone, and that i can not.
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8/19/26
i feel like the fact that people are not in real time openly communicating about what they know about this situation is a ticking time bomb. gossip, sometimes really stupid and unnecessary, and splitting into many groups. we need a message from a community leader or community leaders. there is nothing which i can do on my own. it would have to be someone else.
people can investigate me up and down, left and right, side to side.
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8/19/26
i am bullied everyday. very confusing because the people doing imply that they will never stop, fake, implying fake that they are good at fabricating absolute crap when they aren't. we can do this for as long as they want to. i am not the loser. their aggression affects my thoughts about my future and everyone else's future, constantly, not to mention that i can't get any other work done. that is why this goes on and on. i am literally not being allowed to think about anything else. ignorant people don't understand the nature of the cybernetic communication which i experience regularly daily. you underestimate if you are ignorant. no offense. it affects my feelings, in public. that affect my actions. people think that it is fun to harm a confident unique man emotionally, in public. typical creepy stalker (gang) shit. mindless nonsense unintelligent which they want attention for. it excites them to get attention, like all of this shit on this section of this website. i am smooth if you really really understand what is going on. the people intentionally causing a problem don't want ignorant people to understand what is going on. you see what is on this website, but don't understand what is really going on. other people are trying to deceive you about my real character, and it looks like it is working a little bit sometimes when i go out or when i watch TV. treat me like an honest responsible family member who is a little wild sometimes but not a problem, not something taboo like jesus being whipped in the streets of Jerusalem. getting off track editing, but people need to be openminded about christ. the reason that it works is first because of people's acceptance of christ, not christ's acceptance of other people. doesn't mean that i am stuck up. many people have helped me accomplish what i have accomplished, or what we will all accomplish. big picture christ. back to first point. it is a very cruel childish perverted mockery of a friendly honest white boy. it is sad that some people choose to degrade themselves being fake and lazy. it is related to an understanding of 200, or Hebrew letter Reish. i am not an expert. just trying to learn and share. they keep trying to use world war II shit against me because they are insecure about something, in general. the black people who are causing problems, not all black people, are sleazy socially lame criminals who want attention because they don't get any other attention, unintelligent boring cowards who take cheap shots at me, like the weird black people who loot stores when violently protesting, when in some instances there really actually was/is no reason at all to protest, actually because they are embarrassed or insecure. they think that i look better than they do so they want to make a mess on my website. this is not the only section of this website. they are so ungrateful. i have over and over kept trying to get people to move on from the past, deleting negative tone information from this website, name calling, and then they hate me for it because they think that it makes me look like a friendly white boy, so then they play a very cruel game harming me even more, unbearable, painful. people are trying to deceive and work you, but you don't understand what is going on. weak people want to politicize someone who they think is superior in order to imply that they are superior. they have an inferiority complex. people in politics understand it. it is a sick game, and i didn't sign up for dirty politics. there is no reason to unnecessarily politicize me. for black folk. don't turn this into unnecessary gang or identity nonsense. don't form a gang. gangs shouldn't mess with gangs. think of happy peaceful children on Christmas day. i am not a problem. don't unnecessarily involve me in your lives just because i lack privacy in the way which i do. that is cruel. i mean, really. give me a break. or, if you want to politicize me, watch the movie Forest Gump. black folk need to exercise leadership, and call out fake black nonsense when you know it exists. you are better than that. you should know me in person. as far as the World War II or Thule information, something else was/is going on, but people get confused by old Nazi propaganda. there was even an official propaganda office led by Joseph Goebbels. i am not propaganda. this is not propaganda. it was known that i was going to be here. apparently this is a very old alien war. i am a type of alien, cybernetic communication, alien technology, power, etc. i am peaceful and definitely here to keep something savage and disgusting out. again, as far as Thule.org goes, people already knew that i wasn't a racist problem. i was openly sharing information about what i was doing with a loving intent. we didn't understand what the black man with my vision in his left eye, who can create contractions of my muscle and soft tissue was yet. i know that honest loving supportive black people hate stated that they were confused about it, also. black girls combined old unimportance with a later issue about me unexpectedly calling a fake childish crazy evil black woman a name, being fake, trying to make it look like i was a problem to begin with. they are weird irresponsible insecure fake, obviously blatantly lying about me and money in everyway which they possibly could (Northern Trust bank, Paris Hilton, Thule.org, La Grange, Texas), like it is some kind of weird childish hatred game of people who have money, in general, especially because everyone knows that i am definitely not a money problem. no. my experiences with the supernatural and ignorance in the past confused me, and it really doesn't matter that i was confused because of my intent. nobody cares about George H. 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Bush (RIP) and Northern Trust bank, either, because of my intent. this information is not new or interesting because it involves a bank. we don't care about your fake directions mindless boring crap negro, a lack of communicative ability, a lack of power, inability compared to me, a bunch of nothing, implying that you are superior, but that you don't have to communicate anything intelligent, honest, or conclusive. the black man with my vision in his left eye, able to create contractions of my muscle and soft tissue, is embarrassed because his unnecessary bullshit back in 2006 backfired on him. an actual demon like in a Hollywood movie. doesn't mean that i like or would get along with all white people. the mexican girl who has my vision in her left eye, able to create contractions of my muscle and soft tissue, is fake, evil, sadistic, greedy, confused, childish, blatant sleazy gold digger, trying to cover for the black man, because she thinks that they look like something negative together, easily identifiable because of her issue with her left eye. an actual demon like in a Hollywood movie. then some black girls joined in with their fake evil nonsense because they had a social problem because of embarrassing themselves multiple times over and over. what is really interesting, really ugly, is that paris whitney hilton is the leader. they pretend as if they think that they are the majority. they are not the majority. the majority of people are busy with their lives, working, happy, sometimes with kids, soccer practice, violin practice, getting ready for happy Halloween, etc.
God bless you.
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8/20/26
for your information. i am not making a general negative racist issue about blacks and mexicans with President Trump because of stating something about the black man and mexican girl, who both have my vision in their left eye, who can both create contractions of my muscle and soft tissue, which the rest of the 144,000 worldwide sense. the black man and mexican girl are a very serious problem for the entire world, and believe me i know that i have honest 144,000 witnesses communicating with government officials all over the world. i don't care who the president is. there is a very serious problem which can definitely be defined as a 'common enemy'. don't make an unnecessary racial issue of it, and don't unnecessarily politicize me. i am just doing my job.
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8/21/26
good luck.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xlf2P1Umcc8
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6/21/26
i have called people negative racial names, including whites. if i had sticks and stones i would have broken bones. no one would not refer to the aggressors negatively, verbally. not the pope. not mother theresa. no one. it wouldn't be natural. impossible. swallow your pride if you are innocent, different races, if you feel emotionally confused by anything which you know about. i would like to know what had Jesus Christ said all of the time, not a synopsis or allegory. people can act really weird when they are being tortured, not an overstatement, really understood and agreed upon, especially if a person is being tortured for really no good reason in public, really sick weird childish game. they idolize me like little perverted children, wanting a "relationship" with me, weird weird mental problems. i mean, some of the 144,000. weird. perverted. they are socially lame. i have told them that i can feel sorry for them for their challenging situation, but not for dishonesty and sadism. the black man and mexican girl playing games are extremely childish and confused, not sophisticated. governments need to pay attention to what i am saying about not being sophisticated. like problem adolescents. like crazy weird homeless people. the are not connected. it has been a weird form of torture. i can still love my enemies, however, big picture, they make my job easy.
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8/22/26
honey crisp apple juice as the base (enough for 2 big drinking glasses) , 5 chopped celery sticks, not prepacked celery (cut celery sticks into small 1/2 inch pieces before putting in blender), fresh grated ginger (generous amount), 1 lemon (fresh squeezed) / mix in a blender, mix well until liquid turns green
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8/23/26
King Solomon prayed for Wisdom, Chochmah. He had 300 wives and 700 concubines, focusing on 3 and 7 or 7 and 3 (37 x 73). the world 'Wisdom' is also related to end of Revelations at Revelations 13:18, next to 666, which is also related to first verse of bible. i don't mean that i think that i am King Solomon. something about King Solomon and 666 talents of gold, i think. i don't know who i am. A fish, a lion, a lamb, a goat, an ox, a platypus?
Ezra 2:13, Revelations 13:18, 1 Kings 10:14, 2 Chronicles 9:13 are related to the number 666.
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In Hebrew numerology, 37 and 73 are the ordinal and standard gematria values of Chochmah (Wisdom), representing the second Sefirah on the Tree of Life. Their reflective relationship and mathematical properties tie directly into the numerical structure of creation. [1, 2, 3, 4]
Core Gematria Values
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The relationship between James 1:5, the concept of wisdom, and the numbers 37 and 73 stems from biblical gematria—the practice of assigning numerical values to Hebrew and Greek letters. [1, 2]
The Direct Mathematical Connection
In biblical mathematical code, 37 and 73 are considered the foundational "twins" or reflective primes of the universe. In the Hebrew language, the word for "Wisdom" (Chochmah / חכמה) carries these exact mathematical values:
James 1:5 is the New Testament's ultimate thesis on obtaining wisdom: "If any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask of God..." Gematria researchers connect this verse to the mathematical blueprint established in the very first verse of the Bible, Genesis 1:1, through the following structural patterns:
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The phrase you provided connects James 1:5, the concept of Wisdom (specifically in Hebrew and Greek), and the unique biblical mathematical patterns of the prime numbers 37 and 73. [1]
Here is how these four elements intersect through standard and ordinal gematria:
1. The Core Answer: Wisdom = 37 and 73
In biblical gematria, 37 and 73 are considered the numerical blueprint of "Wisdom". This is because the Hebrew word for wisdom, Chochmah (חָכְמָה), yields both values depending on the calculation method:
James 1:5 is the most famous New Testament verse explicitly instructing believers on how to obtain wisdom: "If any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask of God, who gives to all generously...". [4, 5]
While James was written in Greek, researchers of mathematical theologians often highlight that the underlying theme of this verse directly mirrors the geometric and numeric properties of the Hebrew Chochmah (37/73). [1, 6]
3. The Geometry of 37 and 73
Numbers like 37 and 73 are not arbitrary; they possess unique reflective, prime, and geometric relationships that appear throughout creation scriptures:
If you are exploring this for a specific study, I can help you expand on the Greek gematria of the word Sophia (wisdom) or break down the mathematical structure of Genesis 1:1 further. Which direction would you like to take? [7, 10]
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8/23/26
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8/23/26
The Saeculum obscurum (meaning "Dark Age") or the Pornocracy (Rule of Harlots) from 904 to 964 AD is the period in Catholic Church history most frequently associated with severe moral corruption, political manipulation, and scandalous papal behavior.
What Happened During This Time
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8/23/26
Solomon's Temple contains a famous verse about a round basin that has sparked a long debate over whether it represents an approximation of π (pi) equal to 3 . [1, 2]
The Biblical Description
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James 1:5 instructs anyone who lacks wisdom to ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault. In biblical numerics and gematria, the numbers 37 and 73 are uniquely intertwined with Genesis 1:1 (whose standard Hebrew gematria sum is 2,701, or $37 \times 73$), mirroring the opening theme of creation and the Logos found in John 1:1. [1, 2]
James 1:5 and Wisdom
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8/23/26
world war II may have been a necessary evil. a type of sacrifice. please try to be openminded. i would be fake if i wasn't stating something. i feel confident stating that. i would have not imagined that i would state that 30, 35, 40 years ago. be happy. i think that it was a blessing, old alien war, long term future (issue with time), using America (nation state) for money, technology, development. alien intelligence. beyond our comprehension. i don't mean white supremacists with public rallys. with the cybernetic communication, i also have a buddy who doesn't care if people know about him. not threatening. peaceful. competent feel. funny. i don't know if he is a higher version of myself or something different, definitely working in cooperation. causes me to lift my hand and touch my face. information which i am getting is Orion and Dog star. advanced guys have been here for a long time already. they knew that i would be here.
don't know, but thought that my buddy might relate to the spelling of YaHWeH (Yud, Hei, Vav, Hei).
don't know, but thought that my buddy might relate to 50 x 25,920, or 1,296,000 years.
please don't start any unnecessary racial something because of this. i am what i am. i am stuck in the middle of this, trying to learn, just like anyone else. i don't have all of the answers. i like to think of the Olympics where different types of people are respected; praised. maybe geometrical shapes on different countries' flags. trust in God, if you don't trust in me. you should trust in me. i have experience. i am sort of programmed to do my best trying to take care of people, honest, like a robot, or sometimes like a mother eagle, taking care of young in a nest. do father eagles take care of young eagles in a nest?
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ha. imagining being something in mythology or mythos, more than the newest new testament, like:
'one who gloriously partook, of grain, honey, herbs, and grape vine, and of angel dust; dancing with God's servants.'
somewhat facetious.
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trivia. please refer to the 'Judging By Appearances' file in the 'miscellaneous files' section of this website, which mentions numbers like 666. i think that it is used as an illustration of a system. also 888.
focus is on numbers 3 and 7, or perfect numbers 6 (3 / 1 + 2 + 3 = 6) and 28 (7 / 1 + 2 + 3 + 4 + 5 + 6 + 7 = 28). 6 is the triangle of 3. 28 is the triangle of 7.
AI summary
The exact number 666 appears four times in the standard text of the Bible. It shows up twice in the Old Testament as a specific weight of gold or number of people, once in the Hebrew census lists, and once in the New Testament as the Number of the Beast. [1, 2]
Where 666 Appears
If you want, I can also share what scholars say about why this number was used or how it relates to Roman history.
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8/24/26
so, the idea is to state that you could argue that everything would be considered as an act of God, not able to differentiate as one subject compared to another. not snobby. insurance lawyers have already thought about it. you could use it in some other type of argument; definitively. how about i hire the law office of Squeeze and Pleaze? somewhat facetious. lol. i thought about it more because of Nick Nolte, silly respectful about the watermelon in 48 Hours, ha, make Ganz look like Gandhi, the movie Cape Fear. made an interesting impression on me. determined DeNiro.
peace.
AI
The Latin legal term for an act of God is Vis Major (meaning "superior force") or Actus Dei (meaning "act of God"). [1]
Another related and common legal maxim is actus Dei nemini facit injuriam, which translates to "the act of God does injury to no one" (meaning nobody is legally liable for an unavoidable, natural accident). [1, 2]
Key Legal Terms
8/26/26
i know with certainty that black females blatantly lie about an issue which i sometimes have, mostly not, about me thinking of my hands and feet. i started to think of my hands when i was in jail in 2012 because i thought that the police in La Grange, Texas, or other police and people nationally were mocking me, when i really really obviously didn't want anything to do with my old mexican neighbor in La Grange, Texas. there was an unusual sustained pressure for a long time, with me not having wanted anything from the south (drugs/money), when my hands were positioned low alongside my body when i was standing up, like down toward the south. like weird shit happening in an innocent person's brain when an innocent person is held in an interrogation room for a very very long time for no good reason, being mocked. the mexican girl tried to confuse people who don't understand english. she is an obnoxious mexican racist. then the mexican girl was blatantly mocking my innocence, referring to my feet, left foot corresponds to number 7, right foot corresponds to number 5, kabbalah, she learned this from me, she is not intelligent. she was wanting to create an opportunity for her and other people to lie about me and money in any way which they possible could (Northern Trust bank, Paris Hilton, Thule.org, La Grange, TX). mexican girl was trying to confuse or take advantage of people who don't understand English, but believe me it didn't work. believe me people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who don't understand English, understand that i am innocent and that a few people (mexican girl, black man, black female stalkers) are attempting to wrongfully defame me. they want me to be killed quickly in my next life, defamed in this life, or even murdered in this life. they even like it when i state something like this, because they think that it will give someone an idea. i don't think that their plan will work. i am definitely here to keep something disgusting out. ignorant people have no idea. otherwise it would be savagery. they are extremely childish envious/jealous people who have a problem liking or loving themselves, social/love problems. they also want to boast about who they are, but really not having confidence or liking themselves. mexican girl stalks and harasses me every day, pretending like she thinks that people should think that she is cool, creating anxiety about my future, wanting me to feel constantly threatened, stalking me, harassing me, bullying me, every fucking day, like a fake criminal who got thrown in jail anyway. that is why i sometimes, usually not, think about my hands and feet. this doesn't matter if you are sensing what is going on in context, because it is very obvious that i am innocent, and that i am just being harassed, stalked, bullied, mocked by weird childish socially lame creeps.
black girls blatantly lie about me and paris hilton's money. i wasn't after her money at all. i like to earn my own money. i made a joke about a pink flying saucer once, being facetious, tired of being angry at that moment, even though i hate paris hilton all of the time. i think that the Thule.org guy knows something about flying saucers, but there was never any online communication about money or purchasing anything. i know that they don't do business that way, if he knows anything about it, or if involved in any way. that type of business for anyone involved is probably done in person only. if people do that on their own, so be it. i was and am still not involved in anything like that. black girls wanted to fabricate something in order to try to make it look like they had a good reason to attack me in the very beginning at the grocery store in 2008 or past when they and everyone else knows that they are fake, full of shit, very very mean envious creatures, mocking my sincerity. sometimes low class people no matter what race will mock people who they think have class or more confidence.
people can hate Christ, even if he is a great person, or especially if he is a great person and if they don't like what they are. or even people who like themselves can have resentment toward me. i get a great deal of attention. psychologists should talk about it. i want to be left alone. i want everyone to be left alone in peace.
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8/24/26
the above work about an act of God is good related to separation of church and state somehow. if you were going to combine it, i think for the safety of the public, including public officials, that is a different argument. am I a king? it is a social event regardless of whether someone considers themselves religious. we are social beings. we need security in order to function or in order to think that we can function. get it under control. the bible is a very cool book, i think illustrates a construct, alpha-bet, but this is real life and not necessarily bible study. i was thinking the other day studying at a church that i didn't like the idea of guys just interpreting something which can be redundant. like studying numbers. i thought that just acting with love can or is more important. not stating that study is not at all important for confidence, but important part was thinking about how i was told at another bible study class that in the past there was a difference between Pharisee legalists and concept of grace, or concept of work on the Sabbath. i was thinking this in a Christian church. i thought and talked, silly, like i was reading scripture when i actually wasn't about the Sabbath one time when i saved some drowning june bugs from a swimming pool, when working in La Grange, texas. it was on a Saturday. i mean the legalist issue toward Christians especially, but also whoever in whatever religion. church is sometimes just a place to socialize, not so much study or care too much about so much study information which can be overwhelming or redundant. that is sort of how i think about it, even though i definitely respect studying. bars are another place people can socialize, focus on just a place to go. or in sports. or violin or piano practice. or bowling. or many people jogging at park. we are social beings.
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8/24/26
my experience has been what i have thought to be very cruel at times, not comprehensible. i never believed that God would be that way or want that for the community. why would he put me here for that? i don't wish cruelty on you. i have thought that people have thought "I don't want this!, I don't fucking want this!". believe me, i understand. please relax. i did much of the work already. please chill. again, be openminded. don't unnecessarily politicize me. if you don't want it then quit stupidly gossiping about it. be openminded. i am a known honest friendly geek who is bit wild. if you want to study it you can. the real issue is when people unnecessarily politicize me for negative reasons, or really for their own selfish reasons. God is giving, not taking, but now i am thinking about some kind of scripture which is about receiving or to receive. i think that it might be possible that i will be here in an incarnation when i should be negatively politicized, but not in this present one. still divine providence.
some of these black girls want people thinking that i socialize with them when i don't, and when i definitely wouldn't. they are not more special than anyone else. they are weird, creepy, possessive, desperate, weak, fake, childish, very annoying. basically all they do is panic and complain, wanting to turn their personal social problems into all black people's problem, embarrassment, insecurity, stupid peer pressure, selfishness, racism, identity problem. they want to teach hate and division for some reason, from the start in 2008, so it doesn't matter if i had/have love in me. it doesn't mean that i am not friendly with black girls when i am out and about. good leaders will sometimes cause some people to go toward satan, bad actors, lazy fake losers, envious. it is an ironic aspect of good leadership. a virtuous (honesty, real work, real communication) leader can sometimes inadvertently cause counter mobilization.
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9/4/26
please be openminded. not overly aggressive. use your imagination. i am a peaceful person. be kind and don't jump the gun. be objective. pyramid is alien technology. a good intent. i am not greedy. other people have been/are greedy, socially lame, childish, sadistic, stupid paparazzi shit, intentionally causing problems for everyone, like vandalism. i am putting out a fire, the bit about world war 2. not starting a fire or pouring gasoline on a fire. you can study history and military intelligence (operation Highjump, operation Paperclip, etc.) if you want to.
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9/5/26
i wish that they would put me to sleep at a hospital or get me some security. some blacks and a mexican thought that they would have so many black and mexican friends if they acted like they hated a white person, assaulting him every day. i didn't do anything to harm them, and everybody knows that. i only tried to help them.
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9/5/26
for people who really don't understand, we are being swamped with crime every day. it is scary if you are me. i don't have security. it is like a bad dream. some bullshit about separation of church and state, i guess which means that no one is ever suppose to publicly recognize anything good which i ever did, or be friendly with me in public, right? the church is dumb, lacking experience. they don't know what they are doing because they have never done it before. get real. has it been tested?
low class criminal black people and a low class criminal mexican. paris hilton is low class, criminal, also, she just tried to sugarcoat it.
my vision was for blacks and whites and whoever to work in harmony, to be around each other, for me to dissolve racial division because of what people already knew about me, my entire life, really God brainwashed in the past talking out loud all of the time starting in 2002 believing in a future positive aspect of racial diversity of America, where God placed me, but i think that it is really more of a vision about people who work on science initiatives, or like at colleges, or NASA (movie entitled 'Hidden Figures'), or MIT, or cool blue collar tech jobs, or the arts, or sports, or a bus boy at a good steak house or something. you can't do much for people if they are not somewhere doing something to begin with, or if they have a lazy racist attitude, or if they don't have an appreciation for different types of people who have something in common.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l9fcW9SyyFs
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9/6/26
i am very confident that Jewish folk who sense what i sense, cybernetic, who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who understand english, or Jewish folk who sense what i sense, cybernetic, who am in constant 24/7 activity with, who already have my website information, agree that i am innocent, never with an evil mean oppressive intent, and that there is something else going on which is oppressive, and that i could be right about what i have stated about world war 2. i believe that the nazis were working with a alien force which, believe it or not, is more kind and civil than a different alien force, i believe defined as reptilian. long term peace/stability. maybe?
did some research or more research. this really does make sense to me, given my personal experience(s). in a way i don't care about anything else because i am a peaceful person. try to focus on peace. call me a whistleblower if you want to, or a peaceful person stuck in the middle of an unusual situation, trying to figure it out, respectfully sharing what i know with others. i don't have an evil oppressive intent.
https://www.simonandschuster.com/books/Dark-Fleet/Len-Kasten/9781591433446
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9/7/26
i think that this is related to concept of reptilian entity and christ. Sobek was Egyptian crocodile deity. Crocodilopolis city in Egypt. i think related, in egypt, they used to mummify crocodiles, feed them honey cakes, adorn them with gold.
https://www.worldviewpublications.org/outlook/context/article.php?IDN=200608
the black man with my vision in his left eye was protective of me in the beginning. he was confused, ignorant, but not an enemy. it makes me for some reason think of Pete and the Dragon. the mexican girl with my vision in her left eye was protective for a short time also. ignorant people underestimate their ability to be aggressive, no matter where i am. their personal social situations, love/sex, family, confused them because they can be easily identified, because they don't understand what they are or what people will think about them, and also because they want to boast (greed) about who they are, or about their relationship with me.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=upHQ-m3lYgc
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9/7/26
Pontius Pilate used the label "King of the Jews" as a political charge and a sarcastic insult against Jewish authorities, not as a theological endorsement of Jesus as the true Messiah . [1, 2]
Why Pilate Used the Title
9/7/26
i thought that it would be good if the NAACP or Anti Defamation League published information about how blacks shouldn't unnecessarily hate, especially because they would have a reason to hate, some notion of white superiority. just because of world war 2 or slavery in America doesn't mean that all white people are wrong, and that all black people are right. am i supposed to feel guilty, just because i am white?
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9/7/26
The Hebrew letter Mem connects water, the womb, and the Messiah as powerful biblical symbols of chaos, spiritual birth, and the emergence of unseen forces into the physical world.
The Letter Mem and Water
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9/7/26
hebrew letter 'Mem', descriptions
https://inner.org/hebleter/mem.htm
https://www.chabad.org/library/article_cdo/aid/137085/jewish/Mem.htm
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9/8/26
i hope that ladies find information about Hebrew letter 'Mem' relevant. think more about concepts of revealed (open letter Mem) and concealed (closed letter Mem). i believe that Mashiach (messiah) corresponds to concealed or hidden ("hidden"). it is counterintuitive. be brave. i am a simple friendly honest guy if you know me in person. it is silly because i am right here in front of everyone, exposed, with nothing to hide, innocent, many strong honest 144,000 witnesses. compassion is important, please, for you to have with me. be flexible. i had many different room mates in the Army, in different places. have you? i have responsibility. i didn't know that i was going to get bully forced into a public situation. i don't want to drive people crazy. i see that it is affecting people negatively, too much to process too fast. i need to chill on internet. i didn't want to communicate about any of that old german issue. really. i am innocent. i care about people's feelings. some 144,000 people don't care about people's feelings. they are Satanic, pretending as if they don't know what is what or who is who. ignorant people underestimate what experience with the supernatural does, a cause, affecting behavior, in past time and present time. have faith. you are also Illuminati. use my experience to your advantage. do not jump the gun. don't judge me, or be "tricked". be openminded. go to church or study if you want to understand revealed. think objectively. this is not nazi germany. this is America. good luck.
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9/9/26
good is Del Monte sweet corn cream style, cook at heat level 4 for about 10 minutes, stir frequently. change to heat level 2 and cook for about 15 minutes, stir frequently. add butter, salt and cinnamon while cooking.
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9/10/11
some people are fake, acting like they think that people should have problem with me. why? i am not and have never been involved in anything evil or wanting to be oppressive. i am not threatening people. they actually don't have a problem with me, and really just seem to have a problem with the internet, and information which is available to anyone. just because i know about something doesn't mean that i am a problem.
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9/11/26
The standard Hebrew gematria sum of Genesis 1:1 is 2701, which geometrically forms a triangular number (T₇₃) that can be split into a central spiritual core of 703 and three surrounding triangles of 666 (3 × 666 = 1998, where 703 + 1998 = 2701). [1]
The Gematria of Genesis 1:1
9/11/26
Torah is information for everyone, not just information for Jewish people. respectfully.
https://www.dafyomi.co.il/general/info/torahau/torah_numerology.php?d=12
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9/12/26
some black people, the mexican girl, desperately wanted or still want to create an impression that they caught me doing something wrong, BUT ONLY AFTER IT WAS BLATANTLY OBVIOUS THAT THEY GOT CAUGHT DOING SOMETHING WRONG, THAT THEY HAVE THE IMAGE PROBLEM, THAT THEY ARE EVIL CHILDISH LIARS, WRONGFULLY ACCUSING ME OF BEING A MONEY/WHITE SUPREMACY PROBLEM WHEN THEY DEFINITELY KNEW THAT I WAS NOT A PROBLEM. what did i do wrong, knowingly with no evil or oppressive intent, also knowingly honestly confused because experiences with the supernatural?
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9/13/26
The core kabbalistic story involving an "Abner" and a profound teacher-to-student dynamic is the famous account of The Ramban (Nachmanides) and his student, Avner.
In Jewish mysticism and historical lore, this narrative serves as an archetype for spiritual estrangement, the intricate layers of the Torah, and the eternal, unbreakable bond between a mentor and their disciple.
📖 The Story of the Ramban and Avner
The story takes place in 13th-century Spain. Avner was a brilliant, exceptionally gifted student of the great Kabbalist and sage, Rabbi Moshe ben Nachman (The Ramban) . However, Avner experienced a severe crisis of faith, left the yeshiva, abandoned Judaism, and converted to Catholicism . Due to his sharp intellect, he climbed the ranks of Spanish society to become an incredibly powerful, wealthy nobleman.
Years later, on Yom Kippur (the holiest day of the Jewish year), Avner used his political power to summon his former teacher to his palace . When the Ramban arrived, Avner intentionally committed a series of severe transgressions directly in front of him: he slaughtered a pig, roasted it, and ate it on the day of the great fast .
Avner then arrogantly asked his former master how many sins deserving of Karet (spiritual excision/premature death) he had just committed . The Ramban calmly answered "four," but Avner aggressively corrected him, citing exact talmudic legalities to prove it was actually "five" .
The Ramban, deeply pained, asked: "What drove you to fall so low and abandon the holy teachings?"
Avner replied: "It was you! You once taught us that the brief, 52-verse Torah portion of Ha'azinu contains encoded everything that ever has happened and ever will happen in the universe, including the names of every person. I realized how absurd that claim was, and I rejected everything."
The Ramban quietly asserted: "It is absolutely true. Tell me your name, and I will show you where you are written."
Avner , skeptical but shaken, challenged him. The Ramban closed his eyes and prayed . He then pointed to Deuteronomy 32:26, which reads:
אָמַרְתִּי אֲפֵיהֶם אַשְׁבִּיתָה מֵאֱנוֹשׁ זִכְרָם" I said in My heart, I would scatter them, causing their memory to cease from mankind." The Ramban instructed Avner to look at the third letter of each Hebrew word in that sequence:
Seeing his own name and title encoded inside a verse explicitly warning about being scattered and spiritually erased, Avner turned deathly pale . Terrified and broken, he asked his master: "Is there any hope for me? Can I rectify this?"
The Ramban looked at him compassionately and pointed to the text itself: "The verse says you will be scattered until your memory is erased. Your path to redemption is to give up this life of false power, board a ship, and disappear." Avner did exactly that; he abandoned his palace, boarded a ship, and was never heard from again.
🤝 The Teacher-to-Student Relationship
In Kabbalah, the dynamic between a master and a disciple is never purely intellectual; it is an energetic, cosmic bond.
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9/13/26
In Kabbalah and Jewish mysticism, the weekly Torah portion Parashat Ha'azinu (Deuteronomy 32) is widely viewed as a profound cosmic blueprint. Written in the form of a sweeping prophetic poem, it is traditionally understood to contain latent codes detailing the historical and spiritual trajectory of every individual soul. [1, 2, 3]
When looking into your request regarding Gematria (numerology), the "every third letter" skip pattern, and its illustrative codes, we find a deep intersection of kabbalistic mathematics. [4]
1. The Gematria of Ha'azinu (הַאֲזִינוּ)
The word Ha'azinu literally translates to "Give ear" or "Listen". In kabbalistic analysis, its raw numerical value holds significant meaning:
2. The Significance of "Every Third" Pattern
The concept of skipping letters (known as ELS or Equidistant Letter Sequences) is a pillar of Torah code study popularized by kabbalistic texts like the Baal HaTurim and Moses Cordovero’s Pardes Rimonim. [9]
In Jewish mysticism, the number three is the ultimate structural anchor:
3. Illustrative Coding Example (The "HaZiv Lach" Division)
To illustrate how structural code works inside Ha'azinu, we look at how the ancient sages and Levites literally divided the poem into six specific sub-sections using an acronym code known as הזיו לך (HeZiv Lach): [12]
This exact breakdown creates an automated code—HeZiv Lach—which translates directly to "The Radiance is Yours." It shows that even when read through strict numerical breaks, the hidden meta-text reassembles into a praise of cosmic light. [12, 13]
Would you like to analyze a specific verse within Ha'azinu to calculate its literal gematria, or explore more about how Equidistant Letter Sequences (ELS) operate across the broader text?
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i thought about a good sperm cell costume, for Halloween.
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9/16/26
everyone needs to get the same information all at once on TV or radio.
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9/17/26
i initially researched Thule.org on the internet because of information which my old friend found on the internet, information which he wasn't looking for, but really because i wanted to believe that i could help people if i could, or if it seemed appropriate, with me wanting power, not powerless. i believed at the time that i was doing exactly what God wanted me to do because i had a basic intent to help everyone, imaginary positive future development, not the holocaust. my old friend who found the unusual file on the internet told me that he found the file when researching 'Ark of the Covenant'. this is absolutely true, especially if you know more about my old friend, and what people actually witnessed. why that particular information was on the internet is questionable. who put it there and why? i am innocent. people already know about this and my innocence. i am mocked. i thought that the information was more important than it was or is because of experiences with the supernatural, and also my lack of experience from 1997 to 2011. it doesn't mean that the supernatural understood more than it understood when communication occurred. it is form of nonverbal communication. a nudge. sometimes with light. i only wanted to help people, sort of child like, not wanting to think that it meant anything negative, or that God would put me here for some negative reason, like people feeling oppressed, being afraid, or having fear because i did. that didn't make sense to me. reading that file about Nazi/alien stuff, Antarctica, U.S government whatever was like me having to completely relearn history or completely relearn the meaning of the war. i remember watching the Discovery channel one time about Adolf Hitler, when they communicated about how he wanted to be thought of as messiah, with me thinking "What the fuck was wrong with that guy!? He was weird". really. i didn't read anything about Thule Society in Wikipedia until years after i didn't communicate to the guy at Thule.org anymore. advanced guys have been here for a long time already. they had to wait until the industrial revolution before they could work with whoever and make developments.
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9/17/26
good is Progresso green split pea soup with a little fresh lemon squeeze added after cooking.
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9/17/26
the mexican girl sends out a message to mexican guys:
"i'm a prostitute. i will fuck you if you act like you hate the white man, even if he is innocent. don't act like you like the white man more than me."
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9/18/26
i really don't want to live in america with black people anymore, given the way that they treat me every day, given the way that they want people to know that they treat me every day. they are weird and creepy. very mean. fake. unintelligent. 18 years of it.
some black people and mexican girl want you to see what i am communicating on my website, but they don't want ignorant people to have any real earthly idea about how much they are gang stalking me, abusing me, psychologically torturing me, bullying me, every day in public, telling me that they like it when black girls get on the internet and talk their unbelievable ugly fake cruel childish shit. they are always trying to make it look like i started it, or always trying to make it look like i am the problem. i am not the problem. really. they are engaged in deception. they have an image problem which they created for themselves. they started the shit a long time ago. why do they pretend as if they don't know that i am a friendly honest white person? really? it is weird. they are savages who don't care. then they imply that a white person is supposed to respect a black or mexican, even if the black or mexican is blatantly disrespectful to the white person. that is what most of the shit in this section of this website is. they try to make it look like i started it, ever since i started to communicate online about a very serious problem, back in 2015 or 2016. they didn't anticipate that i would be online communicating about what was really really going on, so then they try to make it seem as if i am mean, fake or crazy, thinking that they will have the friends and that i won't. apparently they are envious/jealous, stupid paparazzi shit, because my parents bought me a new mattress 3 days ago, so then they don't want people thinking that i am allowed to enjoy it or feel grateful or blessed "because i am a money problem". it is so stupid. they are so stupid, fake and childish. they tell people they have to blatantly lie about me and money/white supremacy, any opportunity that they have. for ignorant white people with a good heart. this is really scary. you don't know about problem black and mexican people because you are not around them. i don't have an attitude problem. they are acting like weird crazy animals, ganging up on people. they don't want me to be popular because of their image problem or because of their unpopularity. they will always be fake, pretending as if they thought that i was a money problem, lying to black children about a loving Christ, because of their embarrassment for having attacked me for no good reason. black people are weird and scary if you know them like i know them, since 2008, especially since they want to be known as weird and scary. i did absolutely nothing wrong, then they attacked me in 2008, then i said something back in defense, and then they act like they are supposed to harm me publicly for the rest of my life because of their embarrassment. they got their asses whooped. then they are a bunch of sore losers who take cheap shots at people, stupidly pretending as if it makes them look good, like when black people violently protest for no good reason or because of embarrassment.
this situation makes me think of people who commit suicide because of being bullied so much.
the black man with my vision in his left eye and the mexican girl with my vision in her left eye intentionally want to embarrass blacks and mexicans, wanting to make them uncomfortable, in order to make them angry, so that they think that they will become defensive, or get an attitude, acting like they have pride even if they don't, as if they all have something in common. black man and mexican girl are pure evil, sadistic, weird, actually not caring at all about blacks or mexicans. black man and mexican girl think that they are an embarrassment for blacks and mexicans, so they are trying to force blacks and mexicans to have something in common with them, so that they are not all alone. they don't want to have to be alone by themselves. they are trying to get something, money/sex, from other blacks and mexicans.
i wish that i would have never sent any mail to paris hilton. i didn't know that she would be so greedy, irresponsible, childish, cruel, fake. i was not a fan of hers. fake fickle conniving bitch. ignorant people don't understand the situation in context.
blacks and the mexican girl are basically stating to me, constantly childishly mocking me, "it don't matter if you were friendly, Whitey, because we ain't, because blacks and mexicans ain't." they live in a thug world when i don't live in a thug world. for ignorant friendly white people with class, this is scary. you don't understand if you are not exposed to this constantly like i am. it doesn't mean that i am a mean racist white person.
every time that i have deleted negative tone posts about black girls and the mexican girl, 1/2 a dozen times or so, trying to help everyone, including them, trying to get people to move on, being considerate, trying to give them positive opportunity, they get even more fake and mean, angry, nervous, thinking that i look innocent (which they know that i am) and that they look bad, so that they become weird aggressive, gang assaults, intentionally harming me so badly knowing that i will have to put negative tone information back on, otherwise i would go crazy. this is very difficult and i don't have any help. i am a famous or at least public person with no security! it is a no brainer that there would be a security problem. i am trying to put out a fire, not start a fire or pour gasoline on a fire. people don't understand what is going on. i was not a problem to begin with. they mock a kind honest person because they are not kind or honest. ugly thug shit. these black girls are ashamed of their image since 2008, so they desperately vicious want to give me the bad image.
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9/20/26
The Hebrew letter Yud (value 10) and the letter Tet (value 9) are directly linked in Kabbalah through their numerical transition from single digits to the decimal structure of creation, and through how they substitute each other to avoid pronouncing sacred divine names. [1, 2, 3, 4]
Numerical & Decimal Significance
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9/20/26
if the bible was numerologically reduced to one digit, it would be 9. 9 is related to 10.
Hebrew letter 'Emet' above = 441, the inverse of 144 (light).
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o89R_xsNk_g&t=28s
it is Hebrew letters Alef (1) + Mem (40) + Tav (400).
1 + 40 + 400 = 441
144 / 1 + 4 + 4 = 9.
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9/22/26
it is not surprising that this section of this website looks weird, and it will probably continue to look weird as long as i am being knowingly publicly gang stalked, bullied, threatened, lacking privacy and security. it is insanity for about 10 years online trying to stop crime when people mock me. i am not the problem. i am not being allowed to rest, with serious problem with security, lacking privacy, constantly feeling threatened, trying to do my best, trying to stop evil gossip. i have cried many times because of this situation. i was thinking of the movie Evan Almighty, and Acts of Random Kindness. it is so sad, because i did that many times trying to lead, and it backfired on me and everyone else. i was mocked for being kind and honest. in a way i don't care about my website anymore. like i stated, be objective, open minded, give it some time.
in reference to what i said about mexican girl's attitude, and other girls staring with paris hilton who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, it is not just that i am stating that they have a selfish hateful attitude to me and everyone else, but it was/is their blatant childish weird obstruction all of the time, continual, not caring if people know what they are doing, like they are stating that it is a female game, or mockery of a unique public man's job and confidence, or a mockery of men. they don't like it when i am more confident than they are, publicly. paris hilton wanted to blatantly obstruct with my personal relationships and love, really with her wanting a relationship which allowed her to be creepy cruel abusive, not caring at all if people knew what she was doing, very ugly childish irresponsible selfish cruel person she is. very painful. she has hurt my niece. black girls copied hilton, hurting my niece. what they intentionally publicly do is wrong. hilton is not a social person. she is nothing to celebrate, really. the 'Simple Life' television show. she is ugly and boasts about it, boasting about her wealth and about how she actually does not think very much about herself, the way the obviously mocked Christ, or a person with unusual responsibility. she obviously has a bunch of stupid dorky ass kissers in her life, the men in her life. i am not one of them. that is why i stated something before. she wanted to show me no real deserved respect or basic care in front of other men, or in front of anyone for that matter. other girls did/do the same, copying her, which is what hilton was thinking would happen. those girls do not represent all girls. again, i wasn't a fan of paris hilton's. i saw her on television crying in the back of a police car, felt sorry for her, but i shouldn't have. hilton makes cruel sadistic fun of me not even caring if people know what she is doing. she is low class. she is weird and abusive. she assumed that i would never be known for contributing anything, or never witnessed with love/good female friendship in my life (my girlfriend, Shelly).
i don't want it to seem as if i am putting words in Jewish folk's mouth, Jews who don't understand English, about my history of not having an evil or oppressive intent. i know that they would agree that i am (or we are) being strangely oppressed, and that it is obvious that i am not lying, and that i am being childishly mocked.
i didn't want to bother black people, or anyone for that matter. some of the low class black girls want to teach hate and division. it started with paris hilton wanting to teach hate and division, childishness, greed, disrespect, cruelty stupidly implying that she could mask it as maybe sweet lost in translation. she seems like a creepy psychopath.
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9/23/26
people would find my old email messages to my old casual acquaintance buddy at Thule.org surprisingly innocent. it was nothing in depth about anything. more like moral support. he knew who i was, that i lacked privacy, didn't care if people knew about him, it seemed being supportive of everyone in general. i know that he didn't understand how black females would try to unnecessarily politicize him and me together, dirty politics, harassment. i don't like the idea of people thinking that i am a mean or oppressive person; anything related to Nazi Germany, because i am not a mean or oppressive person. again, i thought that God wanted me to try to learn something in order to try to help everyone, in a child like way in the past thinking that everything had a special positive purpose, not believing that it would be something negative for the public that God would want to create. i first learned of Thule society from an unusual file which my old friend (not old Thule.org friend) found when he wasn't looking for it, looking for information about the Ark of the Covenant. i thought that the information was more important than it was because of experiences with the supernatural. it was child like. good heart. the black man with my vision in his left eye was a different person in the past. that was the major reason that i thought that everything had a positive meaning after about 3 years of being with him, communication. he didn't know what he was doing, not knowing that black females would do what they did eventually. he sold out to them. that is what ignorant people need to focus on, and not people trying to wrongfully defame me, trying to get me to communicate about the past. i will communicate about it in order to put out a fire. the Thule.org website was interesting information. i know that people had a chance to see it already. this is nothing new and it is incredibly stupid for black females to be mocking my sincerity for a long time, making me and others mentally sick.
i don't make all white people celebrities. the black guy with my vision in his left eye doesn't make all black people celebrities. the mexican girl with my vision in her left eye doesn't make all mexican people celebrities.
i want to make it a point or remind everyone that my own parents don't know who i am. i have gotten into many arguments with my parents, publicly, because they don't know who i am, thinking that i am weird. how would you people like that, to be a special person who did some special work, and that people made fun of you because your parents didn't give you deserved respect, with them obviously thinking that you are weird, or a problem. it is painful. humiliating. doesn't seem like it should be this way. how would you like it, to know that people knew that parents and doctors didn't know about who you are, or about actual seriously debilitating problems which other people knew about?
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9/30/26
The primary scriptures emphasizing that God the Father sent Jesus are found throughout the Gospel of John, where Jesus repeatedly refers to the Father as "the One who sent Me." [1, 2]
Key Scriptures
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9/30/26
some people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with are childish, blatant, obnoxious, having stated or stating that they don't want any responsibility, or that they can't handle the responsibility. not humble. like children who talk back. they are satanic. like paris hilton. they wanted attention, wanting to be thought of as stars, but blatantly rejecting any responsibility, unsupportive of everyone. they obstructed/obstruct because they are afraid of real work.
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10/1/26
i had to do a really big William Shatner on the Klingons. i am getting good information that i am stuck in the middle of whatever/reptilian, related to past German stuff. please don't judge me wrongfully. deep down i am a sweet honest dude who never wanted to harm anyone. please be open minded. it is interesting because it is related to Christ. it is ironic that some of the people who are trying to play victim in my 144,000 are actually the oppressors. they all need to chill out and quit being stupid unnecessary paparazzi shit.
i am getting good confident competent non threatening information that there is already agreement at higher level.
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10/1/26
i think that i will be buried at the Houston National cemetery, liking the service member crosses direction blended. more convenient for me later.
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10/1/26
i worked as production assistant backstage for this show, 'The 39 Steps'. i also worked 'The 6 Degrees of Separation' show as sound board operator before Country Playhouse became Queensbury Theater. the sound board operator gig at Country Playhouse made it so that i didn't have to do community service when being in trouble with the law earlier, charge dismissed.
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The The 39 Steps play is a fast-paced, two-hour Concord Theatricals farce adapted by Patrick Barlow from John Buchan's 1915 novel and Alfred Hitchcock's 1935 film. [1, 2]
Production Overview
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10/2/26
people should focus on my innocence, sort of child like, and not unnecessarily politicize me. don't be tricked because of ignorance. be open minded. be flexible. i want to be myself but it doesn't mean that i think that i can do whatever i want to.
i am being psychologically abused, very bad all day every day, from multiple people, for many years already, people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with who find it amusing to publicly harm an innocent defenseless person, knowing that everyone knows about it. they are weird psychopaths. demons, starting with Paris Hilton. they act like they don't care if people do not like them, as long as they think that no one likes me. they way in which i am being mocked is extremely weird and cruel. it is scary. i feel constantly threatened. those people have anti social personality disorders. they want me and others to feel constantly violated. they have a weird anger problem. i am getting good information/confirmation that black man and mexican girl with my vision in their left eye is reptilian. it is a very weak dishonest disgusting creature. not sophisticated. they are like problem adolescents. the black girls and black man with my vision in his left eye who have been and still are causing problems have an angry hate like attitude like blacks from the late 1960s, except that there really really was no reason to be angry. they are angry at themselves. they act like blacks are supposed to hate white people no matter what, and that all white people are a money problem, even though it is abundantly clear that i did absolutely nothing wrong with money. it is a mockery. they are always stupidly pretending as if they are good at covering up the mistakes which they think that they made, especially the black woman at the grocery store in 2008, especially black women who intentionally infected my blood at a care facility in 2011, especially black girls who steal my mail or my niece's mail, or especially black girls who harassed me when i went into the hospital a few weeks ago after calling the police telling the police that black girls are stalking me and my girlfriend. they wanted people to hear them doing this when i was at the hospital. they imply that i deserve to be harmed, psychologically tortured, all day long every day, stupidly pretending as if they are good at fabricating evidence to be used against me. it is an extremely weird cruel scary mockery. they do not like themselves.
i want to state that i was imagining a force (Aryan?) working against the reptilian. whatever this black man and mexican girl who have my vision in their left eye is ugly and savage. it is scary. i haven't been able to rest in years. that is when i remembered something about old information about an agreement between old German whatever and reptilian. the reptilian is being insecure, childish and uncooperative, angry, fake, stupidly obstructive at my level. i am getting good information that there is agreement at higher level, it seems more content. i don't want to scare anyone. i am being respectfully informative.
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10/2/26
In Patrick Barlow's zany, four-actor farcical stage adaptation of The 39 Steps, the dirty limerick you are thinking of is actually PG-rated in the script—but it sets up the exact adult joke you remember by having the character get cut off right before the punchline. [1, 2]
The line happens during the famous train scene when Richard Hannay is on the run. Two of the "Clown" actors (playing underwear salesmen) are chatting on the train: [1, 2, 3]
Because it is a fast-paced, family-friendly farce, the play deliberately cuts off the poem right before it gets filthy. However, the joke relies entirely on the audience's subtextual expectation of the classic, vulgar rhyme that finishes with "fuck it". [1, 2, 4, 5]
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10/6/26
i know that people are very tired of this. i am very very sick and tired of it, also. every day i am forced to think of the same stupid shit, same stupid people, and i am always going to fight and put them in their place.
the black girls who constantly intentionally cause problems for me and the entire community are a disgusting ugly childish very mean very stupid unintelligent unattractive black female stereo type. THAT IS THE IMAGE WHICH THEY WANT. they make my job easy because they will never be connected to anything intelligent or sophisticated because of the stupid way which they socialize, not doing anything with anyone connected. they want people to know that i am innocent, and that they just like to bully me, harm me, make fun of me in public. they are an ugly black female stereo type. they are a criminal organization. they are a type of terrorist organization. seriously. it will get worse over time, 5 years, 10 years, 20 years, 50 years. i know with certainty that honest caring black people defend me. they need to put a stop to it somehow, on TV, radio, etc. the black girls who are intentionally causing problems for me and the entire community are vicious stupid cheesy childish boring paparazzi shit, obviously no life, like obnoxious children who want people to know that they don't do anything. they are the minority who wants attention because they can't get any attention otherwise because they are obviously too stupid. they want people to know that they have a creepy liking of me, flirting with me, wanting my attention, wanting to harm me publicly because i don't like them. i don't have to be afraid of you. nobody has to be afraid of you. you started the shit. everybody knows that you stupidly started the shit. you want everyone to know that you started the shit, a sick childish game. get the fuck away from me and my family. i am not threatening you. you are threatening me. some weak lazy dishonest black girls engage in ugly brutal black peer pressure with other blacks because they think that other blacks are not strong or intelligent enough to do any better, like blacks who forced other blacks to force blacks into slavery. i am not the slave owner.
they seem to want people to think that i am their interesting white boy friend or husband, and that i have to answer to them. i would never never never ever ever ever be together with blatantly stupid blatantly ugly attitude fake unfriendly childish black girls, SO I AM NOT TOGETHER WITH YOU, SO YOU ARE NOT MY GIRLFRIENDS OR WIVES, SO I DON'T HAVE TO ANSWER TO YOU. other men don't have to answer to you, either. get the fuck out of my life black girls, starting in 2008, 18 years ago.
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10/6/26
why isn't the messiah supposed to have rights, or be protected? fuck you and your separation of church and state. long term recipe for disaster. is there any official documentation of this situation, and at what agency?
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10/7/26
i laughed so hard last night when i thought that people thought that the image of the lizard person in military uniform on the cover of the 'Dark Fleet' book was weird and cheesy, imagining people perplexed, lol, like "what is this?! some kind of sick joke?!" lol. hey, i am innocent, and just trying to figure it out like everyone else. i am sick of the stress. try to relax. i hope that it works out with my family.
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10/7/26
Matrix, related to the Latin word for "mother," originally meant "pregnant animal" or "breeding female" and was later generalized to mean "womb." Today, matrix includes any nurturing or supportive setting or substance usually within the fields of math and the sciences.
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10/7/26
In Kabbalah, Gilgul (reincarnation or "rolling/cycling" of the soul) is the process by which human souls return in new bodies to complete their spiritual mission, resolve past misdeeds, or fulfill unfulfilled commandments (mitzvot). [1, 2]
Core Concepts of Gilgul
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gilgul
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10/8/26
i wish that government officials/scientists would study my situation. It is really fascinating. there is opportunity for peace. the 144,000 are grouped together cybernetically. i understand if the general public feels uneasy about anything related to German/Reptile whatever. i am innocent, sort of child like. the more that i didn't want to communicate information which i became familiar with in the past, no racial problem, no Jewish problem, no evil or oppressive intent at all, the more it seems like i am suppose to communicate about it, really in defense of peace, because of constant oppression, also because i am getting confident competent information/confirmation that it is Great Pyramid, some type of family. for some reason it was set up that way, i think something natural or automatic. please be openminded, objective. i am getting confident competent information/confirmation that i am joined together with reptile, so it is relevant. apparently that is what my online fighting for years has been about. the black man with my vision in his left eye and mexican girl with my vision in her left eye. they are nervous or fearful that they can't or won't be able to survive, also having an unusual ego. i know what i am communicating about. these beings need acceptance, a place to live. i am trying to give them opportunity so we don't fight. they don't care enough about working with other people or doing anything else but stupidly unnecessarily gossiping about me. we have been fighting really really bad for years. they are confused and are/can be psychologically abusive. can Christ and Satan get along as friends? lol. have some boubon and smoke some weed? i will happily share my breakfast taquito with picante sauce, another cup of espresso coffee with cinnamon. i have been mentally sick from unusual unfriendly 144,000 external stressors not rested for a very long time.
the general public needs to be brave and peaceful.
i've gone through a great deal of confusion so that you don't need to.
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what if i officially worked with the Catholic church, and revised the story of the 'Miraculous Catch of 153 Fish'? the revision would be to also consider 1 really fat big 50 pound Slippery Fish, lol, the first fish which the disciples tried to catch, which gets away. actually just silly but doesn't make sense.
i still want to make deep dish Chicago style pizza in Rome, sincerely. i worked at Domino's pizza for some time when I was 16 and 17, so i have the inside scoop. i made and delivered pizzas in Sugarland, Texas, where i graduated from high school. there is an Imperial Sugar factory there. in all seriousness, i don't know if i can trust the church. it is scary. the church needs to be aggressive. an institution or individuals at a job can not learn or become more proficient at that job without challenge and experience. i am concerned that the Church will become too isolated, or be considered apart from reality; unrealistic. maybe none of my business, but i have thought about members of the Catholic church being given the official OK to have special mates, or to allow sexual relationships. it is a form of love, like holding hands with your special mate while watching the ballet. i think that the community generally or secretively have a lack of confidence in the Church, because of the Church's position regarding their members to not engage in sexual intimacy. Church work is important work, and people want Church workers to be happy, and to not feel isolated in general. sexual activity is normal, healthy, and is celebrated. what is the official history of the reason that church members abstain from sexual relationships? it is an interesting subject. the Lutheran church allows marriage, sexual relations, related to an aspect of the Reformation. i learned that Martin Luther's main argument was the concept of grace. i had myself baptized at a church in Sugarland, Texas when i was 17, not a Catholic church, no offense to Catholic church. it was just convenient at the time because of where i lived. i didn't know who i was when i had myself baptized. my baptism was very meaningful because i experienced it not knowing what i was getting myself into, thinking i should basically do the right thing or be brave in front of the congregation at the very beginning of the service, but had no idea what i was doing right before it happened, very quick. i didn't go to church consistently. i enjoy going to church sometimes and listening to choir, peace be with you. i invited some Latter Day Saint dudes into my house not too long ago, and that is why i learned about James 1:5 and 'Wisdom', like 'Here is Wisdom' in Revelations 13:18, related to relevance of Genesis 1:1.
seems like Hi Mom. love you, Mom.
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The term matrix is fundamentally tied to the concept of the mother and the Immaculate Conception through its historical etymology, biblical translations, and Catholic Marian theology. [1, 2]
1. Etymological Definition: The Matrix as "Womb"
Etymologically, matrix is the literal Latin word for "womb" or "uterus". It derives directly from the Latin root mater, meaning "mother". [3, 4]
2. Biblical Usage: Opening the Womb
In the King James Bible, the word "matrix" appears five times (such as in Exodus 13:12 and Numbers 18:15) to translate the Hebrew word rehem. In these contexts, it is used strictly to mean the womb, specifically in the legal phrasing of "all that openeth the matrix"—referring to the sanctified firstborn offspring of a mother. [1, 8]
3. Theological Link to the Immaculate Conception
In Catholic Mariology and theology, the concept of the matrix shifts from a biological term to a profound Christological and Marian symbol. [2]
10/9/26
https://godsbless.ing/definitions/spiritual-and-theological-concepts/meaning-of-matrix-in-the-bible/
Symbol of Divine Order
The term “matrix” can also represent a broader concept of divine order and structure within creation. It signifies the framework through which God establishes relationships and hierarchies in the universe. This understanding highlights the importance of God’s design in the natural world, where everything has its place and purpose, reflecting His sovereignty and wisdom.
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10/9/26
people should think of my situation like the television documentary programs you see in America like The History Channel, the Discovery Channel, the Learning Channel, Ancient astronauts, StoneHenge, Crocodiles and Pyramids in Egypt or whatever, book of Enoch. peace.
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10/10/26
i am getting confident confirmation that information which i was not looking for in 1997, which made me aware of issues relating to old German whatever, serves a good purpose. i was wondering if the information was designed because of ugly negative unfriendly psychological warfare or intent, and it doesn't seem to be for that purpose. it seems to serve a positive purpose.
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Josh's note:
Precession through the equinoctial ages goes in reverse. 12 Pisces, 11 Aquarius, 10 Capricorn, 9 Sagittarius, 8 Scorpio, 7 Lirba, etc. We are in winter, in reverse, "beginning" of Age of Aquarius. there are good qualities of age of Aquarius. think objectivity.
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10/16/26
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eP--o1xZN7w&t=63s
a few of the people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with 144,000 are actual weird mental problem demons. it is scary. ignorant people underestimate the severity of the cybernetic plus more extra people constant daily abuse. it doesn't mean that i wasn't or am not friendly. church government community should definitely note it. they are creepy, living in a childish fantasy make believe world that people will believe their lie. persona problem. they don't even care if people don't believe it, as long as they can fantasize about it. like Paris Whitney Hilton. i really was not a fan of hers. it is embarrassing because people don't understand the situation in context. i'll just think of some girl besides her in Winter, reindeer, egg nog and Christmas carols. Hilton (probably her sister, too) set out to intentionally harm people in general, wanting to boast about it, creepy psychopath stupidly implying that it is funny, wanting to abusively mock Christ because she thought that it would work for her low class childish image marketing. what else did Paris Hilton and a few other girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with want to do, besides give people the creeps? people have other information besides mine.
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10/20/26
every morning like sick creepy ugly clockwork the black man and mexican girl intentionally makes me and everyone else uncomfortable before i get out of bed, intentionally violating my personal space so that i can not concentrate once i get out of bed because they don't want me to get work done because they are so worried that a white person or white people will look better than blacks and mexicans. they are nervous and shady. they want attention as "mastermind criminals", implying that they can say that they were trying to help me get out of bed and get work done. they don't care if it is obvious that they are into crime. they violate me every morning and also remind me of it all day long, interrupting me as i try to do work, a type of torture.
it is sort of impossible to make anyone happy. i don't know what i am trying to do anymore.
why don't people get real and communicate about what you know about on TV or radio?
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10/20/26
the reason that i have had, or would seem to have social problems, is because basically i have been a success, not evil, extraordinary effort, unique ability with confidence to contribute and build. some people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with are dirty politicians.
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10/20/26
the black man has a black man stereotype attitude toward black women like "It don't matter if i intentionally make you miserable, cuz you dumb, cuz you gonna be fake and act like you like me anyway, cuz we both gonna be fake." he is abusive toward black women and everyone else, in general. he doesn't want to allow them to appreciate a peaceful motivated white boy because of his envy or fear.
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10/20/26
so i will try to remember it from memory, from the movie "Fire Down Below".
"Now you and I both know that i could have 300 federal agents, right here, right now, crawling up every orifice you've got. when they are done, you can go to your favorite proctologist, get a nice soothing ointment."
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10/21/26
black man who has my vision in his left eye, who can act aggressively, is ugly misery creepy weird childish sadism, and he implies that he gives low class black women the authority to also be ugly misery creepy weird childish sadism, publicly stalking me, publicly bullying me, publicly making fun of me, really unintelligent cheap shots, with them wanting people to know that i am innocent. it is like vandalism. the black man who i am referring to thinks that the black man doesn't have something, so that is why the black man is panicking. it is fascinating and extremely disturbing to learn about how some black people are nervous in general, or about a white person seeming more spiritually attractive than they are, obviously the reason why they are so obstructive. not all black people think or act this way.
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10/21/26
i really don't want to have to be politician. i didn't sign up for dirty politics.
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10/21/26
i wanted to state matter of fact, not obnoxious, that i was bi-sexual when i was younger. it doesn't mean that i am the devil. it doesn't mean that i am going to hell. the important issue regarding sexual or love relationships is compatibility. people are not all the same, physically/mentally. what works for one person sexually wouldn't work for another person sexually, and that is OK, and that should be respected. different people have to be physically/mentally compatible in order for a relationship to work, and people have a right to be who they are, and to have love in their lives, and people should not condemned, discriminated against, forced to be lonely, based on a lack of physical/mental compatibility. it is cruel to not respect people's individual identity because it is the manner in which God created them. i do have a concern about kids in their teens or 20s, increased bodily hormonal activity, making rash, premature, irreversible decisions about their bodies. people are different people physically/mentally in their 50s, different than they are in their teens or 20s.
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10/21/26
the friend should win, no matter what race or combination of races people are.
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10/21/26
i wish that i could get an additional $500 per month from U.S. social security disability funds. my situation is unusual. people know about it. i would like to work earning a bit of money (while still legally receiving disability benefits) but it is very difficult or it seems impossible, very confusing lacking privacy. i am very tired of the stress and not having any money. some morale support would be nice. i would have plenty of normal money and i could also save plenty. it would help everyone relax. i have to support others so it would be nice if i could get some help.
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10/21/26
AI
When someone is called reptilian, it generally means they act cold, calculating, sneaky, or emotionally detached, much like a cold-blooded animal. Depending on the context, the label can describe personal behavior, psychological instincts, or a pop-culture conspiracy theory.
Behavioral & Personality Traits
it is so confusing and painful to experience how some of the girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with are, who basically just wanted to constantly create a negative story about this situation and Christ, or a man, because of their envy/jealousy, or personal social problem, thinking that others had or would have more love. they don't even care that people know what they are doing, blatant obstruction, or why they do it. so unbelievably childish, selfish, mean spirited, socially irresponsible. some of them have no business as leaders or managers.
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10/23/26
i sort of want to tell everyone to fuck off. i am tired of worrying about whether people like me or not when other people are knowingly assaulting me, obstructing every day, indicating to others that they think that it is fun. it is a relief to think that people hate me or don't like me. it is obvious that people don't want me to be able to make people happy, so i sort of don't care anymore. it makes me hate you, especially when i am watching TV.
For those people who have not already been made aware of this, independently of this website, I am in a constant 24/7 activity with a small group of people (144,000) who are situated all over the world. I don't understand it exactly, but it is related to the design and creation of the great pyramid of Gizeh. Look at link (144,000) in the 'for your information' section of this website. In other words, our central nervous systems are somehow fused. They can sense that i am typing at this moment, even though they are situated in different places all over the world. They could also sense that I was drinking a cup of coffee, if I was doing that right now. I am not currently in activity with 144,000 people. Some have died from old age. Some I am not in activity with yet. Apparently, some of these people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with were sensing me as a fetus, when i was still in my mother's womb. I think that i am joined with these other people because of something relating to the sun, other stars (most notably the constellation of Orion), the design of the great pyramid, and electromagnetism. It means that what is happening in our minds, or central nervous systems, also exists somewhere else, in order for the fusion to be taking place in the manner which it is. I believe that the water in our systems acts as a conductor. I believe that the same was true of Jesus of Nazareth; meaning, that this same connectivity with others is what actually distinguished him from other people. Read in the 'for your information' section about 144 and 72, or the story of Jesus and the 72 in the book of Luke. Also the story of Horus battling Set (Sat-an) and 72 conspirators in Egyptian mythos. I am not stating that Jesus of Nazareth and the Egyptian Set (Sat-an) are the same being. 72 is 1/2 of 144, with there being 1440 minutes in one day. The story of Jesus of Nazareth in the bible is mostly allegorical, although he was a real person in real history. The constant 24/7 activity can be, at times, maddening, for both me and the people who are sensing me. I believe that the 144,000 is some type of star seed. Constellation of Orion, astrology, 12 x 12 x 1000. Look at links below. Star seed is not necessarily "positive". I was 24 years old (1997), when it first became evident to me that I was, or am, in this unique, constant 24/7 activity with people. I am not schizophrenic. Then, in February of 1998, I started to sense an intelligent being communicating to me, with the use of physical contractions of my muscle and soft tissue, which meant that this being began to sense me first. It is a form of non verbal communication. This happened, in a way, exactly as it was predicted by something known as the Ussher chronology. Beginning of 1000 years (6000 years = 4004 BC to 1996 AD). Look at links in the 'for your information' section of this website. It also means that other people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with can sense, or were also sensing this intelligent being. It was extremely confusing at first. Madness. Isolation from the community. Hopelessness mixed with confused faith. 13 years later, in May of 2011, I started to sense another intelligent being communicating with me, with the same type of physical contractions of my muscle and soft tissue. It was, and still is, easily differentiated by me, and also the entire worldwide group who are sensing it, from the communication from the first intelligent being. It was, or is, fainter and more frequent. A totally different person, with a totally different personality. Non verbal communication. Both of these beings wanted, or want, to make it apparent to me, and anyone else who they thought was sensing me, because of the type and timing of the physical contraction communication which they can generate, that they had my vision, or that they could see what i could see. It was, or is, sensed as a person who is sort of child like, who is in a type of shock, or stupor, and finding it fascinating. Like they are children watching cartoons on television. It is very easy to understand, through sensation or non verbal communication, that the first intelligent being which myself and the rest of the group began sensing was, or is, male. It is very easy to understand, through sensation or non verbal communication, that the second intelligent being which myself and the group began to sense was, or is, female. They are human, just like I am human. I know without a doubt that the female is Hispanic, now (in the year 2022) about 30 years old, probably still living in Houston, Texas. I have seen her about 6 times in different places in the Houston area, because she wanted me and the rest of the group to know that it was her, wanting me to talk about her, or that she was responsible for creating the sensations, in a way childishly showing off. She used to have a white SUV and restricted phone number in the year 2011. Height is probably about 5 feet or 4 feet 10 inches. Medium size breasts. Full figured. She had long brown or light brown hair. I believe that she lives inside of the Houston 610 loop area, or that her parents live inside of the Houston 610 loop area. I believe that this is true, because she was able to get to locations within the Houston 610 loop area, where I was, quickly, already knowing that I would be at the same location. She has an unusual issue with her left eye, which I have seen, which I believe is the eye which acquired my vision, being at the beginning of the fusion of our central nervous systems, right around the last week of may of 2011. I believe that she has a brother who owns, or who used to own a Dodge Charger. I saw this car when I dropped off paperwork at the downtown Houston police station, wanting to be respectful of her, trying to establish rights for both of us. I also saw the person who I think is her brother together with her at the Houston Veteran's Administration hospital, when I went there one time. She wanted me and other people to know that it was her. I know without a doubt that she is lying about this situation to her family. I can reasonably assume that the male being who can also create contractions of my muscle and soft tissue, which other members of the group (144,000) can sense, who also indicated that he has my vision, also has an unusual issue with his left eye. Meaning, the eye which acquired my vision in February of 1998. It took me 13 years (1998 - 2011) to be able to understand that this male being is an African American, and also that he is ignorant, not possessing extraordinary knowledge concerning me, or this situation, which I thought that he had prior to 2011.
I think that the black man who I am referring to might live in New Jersey. He likes to be a stupid smart ass, thinking that I won't understand what he is communicating, or wanting to think about how he thinks that he is slick, when he really isn't. I think that he is involved in social security fraud, at the United States social security administration. I think that he receives social security benefits for the problem with his left eye, which began on February 22nd, 1998. I doubt that he told the social security people that he is in constant 24/7 activity with me, or has my vision in his left eye, and that he can create contractions of my muscle and soft tissue, or be aggressive. It is not social security. He is intentionally harming people. Check New Jersey social security applications, sometime shortly after February 22nd, 1998, to see if there are any applicants who fit the description, an unusual problem with left eye. I bet that the doctors had no idea what caused it, or why it would begin in the manner which it did.
I believe that these 2 people were characterized, or defined, as Set (Sat-an) and Nephthys in Egyptian mythos, in the past. I believe that I was characterized, or defined, as Horus (Christ) in Egyptian mythos, in the past. Look at links in the 'for your information' section of this website. I also believe that the male was characterized as Beelzebub during the time of Jesus of Nazareth. My old bible study teacher told me that Beelzebub was just another name for Satan.
After having enough experience, having been situated together with these 2 people for some time already, as stated, I can list some of their characteristics.
They are like people who are a type of mentally retarded. Constant stupor. Psychopathic. Sociopathic. Narcissistic. Childish. Evil. It flaunts being evil, seeming to try to recruit evil people. Hate. Anger. Envy. Jealousy. Greed. Problem with ego, or perhaps super ego. Negative. Angry. Sadistic. Nervous. Insecure. Creepy. It flaunts thinking that it is creepy. Attempts to intimidate. Vicious. Insane. Predatorial. Deceit. Perverted.
Even evil people wouldn't want anything to do with these beings. They have a mental problem.
Because they are naturally or understandably insecure about what people think about them, namely because of their unusual issue with their left eye, they embarrass and anger easily, ultimately having betrayed the community, desperately trying to make it seem like I was evil, or that people should think of me as evil, when I am not evil, and when they knew, or know, that I am not evil. They also childishly and sloppily imply that they have some authority which they don't think that they have, wanting to make a mockery of what would actually be considered responsible behavior, it seems because of panic, or greed, or not understanding how they should fit in with society. They seemed to want to try and associate in a cooperative way, when the activity with them first started. As time went on, they seemed confused about how to survive, socially, and long term, thinking that they had embarrassed themselves by having been unnecessarily aggressive.
They both seem to want ignorant people to believe, acting out in a childish, blatantly fake, confused, ignorant manner, that the eye above the pyramid on the dollar bill represents them, or that they have authority which they actually don't have. It is related, but the eye on the dollar bill seems to be the opposite of what they are. God is a loving God. They are not loving, and not only that, they are trying to make people think that God is not a loving God. They are also trying to fool people into thinking that i am not loving.
I have tried to help them. They should communicate to the public, or me, with actual words and conclusive statements, instead of trying to stupidly and wrongfully hustle their way into happiness, social success, power, or survival. There would be a commitment to cooperation which they would benefit from. They wanted, or want, to show off and play childish games. It got, or gets them intro social trouble. It seems like their minds never develop properly, in any incarnation of theirs, because they have my vision, and are constantly distracted by, or interested in what I am doing. They are not doing work like other people ordinarily do work, by not communicating with intelligent statements, which are easily understandable and conclusive. It got them into social trouble, or didn't, or doesn't, allow them to make a type of normal social progression. They seem to be implying that they are supposed to get unusual special treatment, or be worshipped because they are unusual, but they are lazy, childish and are constantly attempt to deceive, like someone who is criminally insane. They are disabled, and are trying to obtain something for themselves in an unethical, rude, bully style way. They seem to live in a fantasy world, fanaticizing about having happiness and power, but are unwilling to try to do work like people ordinarily do work, communicating using intelligent, conclusive, easily understandable statements, in order to achieve this happiness. They have a confused identity problem, seeming to want to settle for being different, and a foe, not wanting to try to make a more normal social progression on earth.
They seem to have an unusual need to feel loved, or respected, or accepted, or recognized. They have an unusual psychological problem, just as a few other people who i am constant 24/7 activity (144,000) with have proven themselves to have. These 2 people are trying to secure something for themselves, using their ability to create contractions of my muscle and soft tissue, which other people in the group (144,000) can sense, as a type of weapon. It is an attempt to subdue or incapacitate me, and other people, so that these 2 beings do not have to work as hard, or compete with others, as people ordinarily have to compete, or cooperate, with others. It seems as if they are doing this, really for the future incarnations which they think that they will have, not wanting me, or others worldwide, to achieve the potential in this life, because they think that it will make it better for themselves if I was considered unpopular. I think an attempt to have me murdered, in this life, or in future lives. They want to create frivolous gossip which they think will benefit them in making me seem unpopular. It seems as if they are both confused and angry, trying to create gossip which they think will help their chances of survival. They have a strange pride problem, or ego problem, like someone who feels special, but inferior, and is in a type of panic, then doing something irrational for attention. It is an angry, childish attitude, like "oh yeah, well i am somebody too!", or, "oh yeah, well i am going to show you who i am!" They think that i am special, or unique, so they have a confused desire to feel special, or unique, too.
i think that these creatures might have been a problem during Jesus Christ's time here on earth, or a distraction for him, but that it was not so bad that people communicated at length about it. I have thought that the biblical character Beelzebub was, or is, a way to refer to them, or at least the male. There were more opportunities for problems to arise in this incarnation of ours because of technology.
I have told both of them that it is better if we work together, and that they are creating a lose-lose situation for themselves and the community. It seems as if they both want, unrealistically, to be thought of as like stars, or celebrities. As I stated, they have a unusual ego problem. I have told them they they would have love and happiness in their lives if they didn't try to unnecessarily overshadow me, or other people as well. As time goes on, it doesn't seem as if they care about being loved anymore. They are confused about what people think about them.
They have mental problems. It seems like their ability to create the contractions in my muscle and soft tissue relates to an electric charge, or a positive/negative charge, or electromagnetism. We don't feel electric shock, though. I have thought that maybe it has something to do with the moon (grey aliens?/I read that they don't have a soul), or reptilian entities which I have read about, or something about Alpha Draconis (constellation of Draco/Draconian/star corresponding to northern side of great pyramid). It might not be the moon, but because of Alpha Draconis being a binary star system.
I think that at a minimum, the police, or FBI, who i believe already know about this public situation, should come to my home, stating to me (in front of everyone) that they know about it, and have made a public statement about it. There needs to be more social order, or more confidence vested in what is happening. apparently, It happens all of the time, or in cycles.
God bless, and Peace be with you.
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some of the above information seems like i am dragging it on, or becoming too emotional about it, but that is because i am confused and sick, wanting the 2 beings who are acting aggressively to be real and cooperative.
also, i usually write in all lower case, or am informal. i also like the uniform aspect of all lower case.
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i am being made intentionally sick and confused by this creature (i am referring to it as one thing, but it is 2 different people) all day long, every day. it has compounded. it has been going on for years. my mind can not function properly. i feel constantly threatened, publicly. nobody's mind could function OR DEVELOP properly. it is weird, childish sadism. they are also evil or criminally insane. please help if you can. try to help. i am not crazy. part of the reason that it is doing this to me is to make it seem like i am crazy, or evil, of fake, trying to cover up the fact that people know that they are the problem. another reason is that it wants to make me seem weird and unlikeable. it is because it thinks that people think that it is weird and unlikeable. it thinks that it can't survive. it is so different than what people normally are, like an animal or completely different species, so that it doesn't try to work with people, as people ordinarily work with one another.
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interesting article about great pyramid. cornerstone. chief cornerstone.
scroll down to part about alpha draconis. thuban. satan.
https://www.blueletterbible.org/study/larkin/dt/32.cfm
alpha draconis. constellation of draco. draconian. egyptian set (sat-an). alpha draconis is called thuban (serpent) in arabic.
https://www.quora.com/What-is-the-mythology-behind-the-star-Thuban-Tell-me-everything-you-know
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thuban, head of the serpent, or large snake. alpha draconis, look to our northern hemisphere.
binary star system.
historically represented the north pole, from the 4th to the 2nd millennium BCE.
in arabic, it represents the dragon.
in egypt thuban was very significant in the original alignment of the pyramids and stars before the earth's tilt and magnetic realignment. pharoah kufu believed he would join the sun and thuban in death.
in sumerian and mesopotamiam lore, it was called tiamat. tiamat the sea serpent, that existed even before the sky and sea had divided from each other. a dragon of chaos that had to be tamed before brining in a new order.
in greek mythology hercules, jason and cadmus are all tasked by gods, to kill a dragon for different reasons, eventually placing a dragon in the sky to represent a trophy of cadmus.
habab is where satan get's connected to draco threw pagan arabic, muslim cultures, the light barer, bringing of morning, the morning star.
jujitsu comes from thuban, and was given to his half son oda nobunaga, as a gift to help conquer and unite japan.
the archons are a war bread race, hive minded, cybernetic, genetically modified constructs, that have become self aware are an now have the ability to war with higher dimensional forces by causing havoc in the system like a virus. the fallen.
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this is what i have been communicating about. i have read something else about a hive mind from another source. something about orion dragon queen. i am guessing thuban (alpha draconis), as it relates to alignment of the great pyramid, one of the 3 pyramids corresponding to the constellation or orion. i read the term messeh, from which comes our term messiah or mashiach. something about crocodile/reptilian. i am reasonably certain that i, or a positive force, is to keep this entity at bay, cycle after cycle. they seem to be more of an annoyance, rather than a real threat. maybe the annoyance is a real threat. they try to use deception, psychological warfare, obstruction, as a method of dominating, or survival. criminally insane. very strong survival instinct, but irrational or confused thinking, like an animal which is trapped, attempting to break free.
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it is just like they teach in church, that satan tries to stop you from being more, or as much as you can be in life. i want you to be as much as you can be. Good luck and God bless you.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Archon_(Gnosticism)
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here is a houston,texas police report which i created on 12/01/2016.
the incident number is: 1528227-16
the officer's name: E. Estep
unit #: 20G52N
i would like to create another report, or add to the existing report. i think that people could think that they have a better chance of getting away with murdering me if there is already an existing report. go figure. the report is filed under some mental health category which shouldn't be filed under mental health. i would like for houston media and national media to be involved with this. i know that you know about this situation. i want to communicate with a media investigation person here in houston.
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this black man and mexican girl who people know about are desperately trying to fool people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who don't understand english, trying to make them think that i did something really wrong in the past when i didn't. it is really obvious that i didn't. they have the bad heart. they have the evil intent. they mix stupid, unimportant irrelevant things together in order to try to make people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who don't understand english, think that something is important, or that i have an attitude problem, when it isn't important, and when i i don't have an attitude problem. they are nervous about their current life and future lives. they also want people to know that they are evil, because of how they are trying to make honest people defend me, so that they can say that the honest people who defend me are evil or fake.
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it important for me to state that i was able to give people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with (144,000), who are situated in places all around the world, who speak different languages, an opportunity to locate my website on the internet. i translated my full name, as my full name would enable someone to locate my website, into the numbers corresponding to each letter of my full name, as the place values of each letter in the latin alphabet. i explained many times by speaking out loud, and with body language, what i was doing, so i think that it worked. i used google translate, with audio function when it was available, typing numbers spaced with commas, as the numbers corresponded to the place value of the letters of my full name, using the latin alphabet. for example, a = 1, b = 2. when the google translate audio function was not available for some languages, i was able to give people the information myself, verbally, using information from omniglot as a reference, and method of performing the conversion into numbers myself. in other words, when i speak out loud, it is sensed by others who i am in constant 24/7 activity with. interesting work. God bless you...\
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i corresponded with houston, texas channel 2 television (NBC) investigates. investigation ideas. i made an online submission. today is 8/11/24.
i am not implying that channel 2 must do something.
but some kind of response would put me at ease, thanx.
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no one could be blatantly, childishly, strangely stalked and bullied, like i have been and still am, and remain calm, given the situation. not the pope. not mother theresa. no one. in fact, it makes a person who is loving and caring even more angry than a person who isn't loving and caring. some people are playing dumb because they they don't want any real responsibility.
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just because i had a love dream, and they didn't, or couldn't, doesn't mean that i didn't. get real. leave me and other people alone.
I WISH THAT THE POLICE OR GOVERNMENT WOULD LET ME KNOW THAT THEY PUT OUT AN OFFICIAL, PUBLIC STATEMENT ABOUT THIS UNIQUE SITUATION; AN ATTEMPT TO CREATE A DETERRENT. THERE IS EVIDENCE WITH TESTIMONY THAT I AM BEING HARASSED AND STALKED SINCE 2008. IT IS EXTREMELY DAMAGING TO MY SPIRIT AND THE SPIRIT OF OTHER INNOCENT PEOPLE WHO ARE SITUATED WORLDWIDE. SOCIALLY LAME, EVIL, CRUEL, PSYCHOPATHIC PEOPLE DO IT WHEN THEY THINK THAT THEY CAN GET AWAY WITH IT. A FORM OF CHILDISH, WEIRD ANARCHY. THE PEOPLE OF THE WORLD SHOULD NOT FEEL ABANDONED BY GOVERNMENT. IT PROJECTS WEAKNESS OF THE GOVERNMENT. PLEASE TRY TO HELP.
WHY CAN'T PEOPLE FEEL AS IF THEY ARE ALLOWED TO PUBLICLY, SECURELY COMMUNICATE ABOUT A REAL PROBLEM WHICH MOST PEOPLE IN AMERICA KNOW EXISTS? MANY PEOPLE ALL OVER THE WORD ARE SUFFERING, AND THIS HAS THE POTENTIAL TO CREATE GOSSIP WHICH CAN ADVERSELY AFFECT WORLD, AND FUTURE WORLD SECURITY.
the black guy and mexican who i have communicated about in the first part of this section of this website are trying to trick ignorant people into thinking that they are not human, or not in human bodies on earth, trying to create gossip all over the world. at first they did want people to know who they were. now they are trying to hide. they fear being killed in this life, or in future lives. actually, they are trying to work it so that they can hide, or get something from someone, if they think that they can get away with it. they know that they can easily be identified because of the unusual issue they developed with their left eye. they are not gods. they are no more gods than i am a god. i am a human on earth. i am in a human body. they are in human bodies.
the black man and mexican girl are trying to put the 144,000 at odds with itself, trying to deceive people who i came into constant 24/7 activity with, after i translated my full name, or website address, into different languages around the world in the year 2024. the black man and mexican girl are trying to avoid being killed in this life, or their future lives. they are evil. this doesn't mean that i am a white supremacist, or that i am promoting white supremacy.
the mexican girl is lying to her parents, stating that someone else besides her is being aggressive with the physical contractions which she can create with the use of the concentration of her mind, trying to deceive her parents, probably for inheritance money. i told her a long time ago to come out and talk to me, actually communicating to me and everyone else something real and conclusive, and she did exactly what i didn't want her to do, digging herself into a hole. ignorant people have no idea about how nice i was to this girl in the beginning.
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squared away. high and tight. outstanding. high speed, low drag. good to go. hoorah. solider on. lock and load.
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i think that if the government would make an official, public story about me, showing some support and confidence, i think that these things would back off. i am not crazy. they try to dominate with ugly psychological warfare and deception. they assume that i will be fair game, along with everyone else who is made defenseless, assuming that no authoritative body will officially, publicly, come to my defense.
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4/17/26
i deleted recent posts. i want to try to ignore ugly evil stalkers. ignorant people have no idea how about how cruel or debilitating this has been, for years.
i have happy in my life. family and work dogs.
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good grapevine is more important than this section of this website.
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i sent the same correspondence to office of Donald J. Trump (prior to 2024 election), President Joe Biden, houston mayor John Whitmire, houston police chief, houston channel 2 news (NBC) investigates, texas district 7 state respresentative Lizzie Fletcher, Houston-Galveston Archdiocese (Pope Francis), explaining my situation, trying to obtain protection for myself and community.
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4/18/26
i am really really sick of evil fake childish people trying to use the honest information on my website against me and others. that is why i deleted it. it doesn't matter because i didn't and don't have an evil intent. it was online for several years. spirit of the law, and i didn't do anything wrong. another reason that i deleted it is because the amount of information would seem excessive or obnoxious for people who don't understand how sick i am being made, or how much i am being stalked/harassed. my posting over the years helped the community. peace.
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i hope that mexican guy who i know was with the mexican girl at houston memorial park in 2015 or 2016 goes to the police, informing them about what he knows about her identity. she is a demon. she is greedy, evil, childish, wanting to deceive and use people. she intentionally wants to harm hispanic people, or actually everyone.
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i think that some people think "well if he is christ, he is supposed to love everyone." i don't love or like people who are mean and dishonest, whether they be black, white, asian, indian, hispanic, girl, boy.
in all fairness, people need a reason to love themselves. like good parents, or grandparents. or positive experiences.
get a job. stay out of jail. take something to the table on thanksgiving day.
i am not into crime. that is what really makes the difference.
the bible does differentiate between good and evil, and God or christ is a judge.
think long term.
good luck.
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5/2/26
a few people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with want others including the police to know that they think it is fun to harm innocent defenseless people. they have mental problems. i don't want to sound angry, but they are lazy ugly evil childish fake sadistic bullies, implying that unintelligent lame thugs and criminals are going to mock christ, or good people. they have an identity problem. they lack confidence.
i wish that the police or FBI would simply come to my home, when you know that i am home, and state to me (in front of the people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with) that you are aware that there is a problem. not just because of what i communicate on this website, but because of what i know that others communicate. i know that you already know about it. i know that the government knows about it. evil rude people can intentionally cause a problem, but then also play dumb. it seems like they are trying use christ as a way of forming a gang of dishonest thugs. they are not, and will not be the majority. they are the minority. they have an identity problem. that is a security problem. be bold. if word went through the grapevine that you had been to my home, i think that it would help. you don't need to make a statement on TV. evil rude people are implying that they can control the state, or community, in general. they are trying to combine church and state. it is confused. church does seem combined with state when i am alive, so lets try to figure it out. please don't feed me to the wolves. give me a break.
or how about anyone coming to my home, priest, whoever, doesn't matter if you give us a fake name, and saying something kind to me (in front of others), indicating that you know who i am, or that people know who i am?
why are people politicizing this in a dumb way? if it is going to be politicized, politicize it in a good way. i don't like the thought of people being scared. there isn't a reason to be scared, just need to mark territory.
or, why doesn't the pope put me up in a castle in italy, supreme pizza with supreme toppings, with girlfriend and dogs, with security guards, with access to a good library and computer. i mean, whatever makes the community secure, right? mostly joke, but also serious, wanting to make a point. it is practical to feed me (and the community) to the wolves? am i a king? who should have security? everyone? i am what i am. why should the pope have security, with me at the same time not having security? that seems like a recipe for long term disaster. curiosity killed the cat. be proactive. this doesn't mean that i am greedy. you would want to be respected, also, for the sake of peace and quiet, the community in general. do you think that it is fun to feed me to the wolves? really.
i wish that the vatican would be more aggressive. the church is not perfect, and can always seek to improve, compilations. christ does need an office, or christ should be recognized.
it looks like christ return is every 30 degrees, or 2160 years. has anyone told anyone? what are you studying? what is the curriculum? how is this being taught? what is scripture, as an entire body of work? doesn't seem like they will officially recognize my study work, or the work of others. maybe they don't want to recognize it, for some reason. should it be disheartening? that wasn't or isn't my plan.
i left voice messages with houston channel 2 news investigates, 2 days ago. i called the police, but then got confused about what i would say to them, so i didn't speak to them. it is very frustrating or weird and scary when you think that the police already know about it.
i just want it to be actually verified, substantiated, that people know that there is a problem, even if they think that they can't do anything about it. people shouldn't be able to play dumb.
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5/29/26
message sent to houston police and houston channel 2 investigates.
Sent: Friday, May 29, 2026 10:18 AM
To: CommunityEngagement@houstontx.gov <CommunityEngagement@houstontx.gov>; Investigates@kprc.com <investigates@kprc.com>;
Subject: Community Protection, Emergency
To whom it may concern:
My name is Joshua Evan Mishler. My website address is JoshuaEvanMishler-Pinnacle1.com. Please refer to the 'Important' section of my website.
Unusual to state, but I am Christ at this point in time. This can be confirmed by people who are situated all over the world (144,000), who I am in a constant 24/7 activity with. Apparently Christ occurs every 1/12th of zodiac. I would be very surprised if you had not heard of me, or the situation which involves me. I have been communicating with Houston channel 2 news investigates. I think that they want to try to help me and the community, if possible. I communicated to them that I would contact the police and copy them the message. A few people who I am in constant 24/7 activity with (144,000) are criminal, evil, sadistic, crazy, stalkers, obviously with mental/social problems, and assume that no official office, or no one in general, will every publicly indicate that they know that there is a very serious problem which people are well aware of, as if they are respecting me, or acting as if they want to try to protect me and the community. It is a form of terrorism. Torture. Psychological abuse, publicly, which they want the community to know about. It is much worse and confusing that you could imagine. They are not sophisticated. It is very confusing and sad to think that the police know about the situation, but wouldn't indicate to me and others, if questioned, that they are aware of it, as if they are trying to positively console others. One of the motives of the criminals is to make me and others so sick, that someone will murder me, or force me to commit suicide. I understand that the people who I am in constant 24/7 activity with are burdened/confused by the constant 24/7 activity, but I have a right to life, or a happy life. It is a blatant violation of my soul, and the souls of others. They criminals imply that I have no rights, or no protection under the law. They would also imply that the police or government have no protection or rights.
Confused issue about church and state. I don't want special treatment. I just want to be treated as a U.S. citizen, public person, who needs recognition and protection. I think that if word got around that the police had communicated with me, at least indicating that they are aware of the problem, that this would help. The community needs protection, or a better sense of security, even if it is impossible for the police to be able to stop blatant aggressors. I am trying to create a psychological deterrent to crime. It is very difficult or mostly impossible for me to do this alone. I don't want to feel alone. It is scary. It is scary for other people as well, including innocent children.
Please communicate with me. Please don't ignore me or others who are suffering horribly. The criminals attempt to scare people away from me. Don't be intimidated by their nonsense.
Respectfully.
Josh
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5/30/26
this is not about people's personal religious beliefs, or a choice to believe. this is about reality, matter of fact, that i am real, that it is what it is. i am a human who lives on earth, with other humans. why should anyone imply that because people don't have to worship me, that i shouldn't be recognized and protected, just like i was any other person.
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5/31/26
Sent: Sunday, May 31, 2026 12:11 PM
To: CommunityEngagement@houstontx.gov <CommunityEngagement@houstontx.gov>; Investigates@kprc.com <investigates@kprc.com>
Subject: Re: Community Protection, Emergency
It is a security/health problem for the entire community, not just a personal problem of mine alone. It is obviously the intent of certain people to make the entire world community feel threatened, or harmed. Similar to terrorists who don't care that people know what they are, or what they are doing. I am reasonably certain that this has already been confirmed. Why shouldn't this be addressed? They assume that they will be able to recruit new people if no one actually shows me real respect. Peer pressure. Try to put a stop to it. Be bold. If it is an evidentiary issue, shouldn't the authorities communicate about it or to me anyway, given testimony which I know exists? It seems to me that the police should communicate about it or to me, no matter how unusual it is. I thought that if there was agreement that it is a problem for the entire world community, because of negative gossip, that the authorities would agree to try and help. It is not about worshipping Jesus. It is about an acknowledgment that there is a problem, or potential problem, for the entire world community, because of negative gossip which certain people are obviously wanting to create. It is psychological warfare. Satan is an evil creep. Really. I am in constant 24/7 activity with people situated all over the world, and they communicate to others, and more people communicate to others, etc.
I don't know what to do. I just want peace and quiet. I just wish that it didn't feel so cold and confusing. We are social beings. Are children supposed to think that the police were unwilling to protect Jesus? Why? Am I supposed to be "crucified"? I am not a criminal, and not involved in anything bad at all, verifiable, so I don't think that anyone would want to try to humiliate me or the police with any type of counter aggression.
Hey, at least I tried, right?
Good luck and God bless you.
Josh
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6/1/26
the very few people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who are stalking me, are like the ugly weird creature in lord of the rings who looks at the ring and says "precious". it is really creepy. i am not sure if the story of lord of the rings makes sense, because i didn't understand the movie. they want me all to themselves, not wanting me to have fun with other people, or not wanting other people to have fun with me. they tell blatant lies about me so that they have an excuse to keep involving me in their lives. they are sociopaths.
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6/9/26
copied from 'for your information' section of this website.
i was thinking of what seems to really determine whether people follow God, or christ, as a principle, and that can be simplified as obeying the law. i don't necessarily mean the 10 commandments. i don't mean going to church every week, or not eating pork, or not drinking alcohol. law in the bible, a type of publication, is a principle or type of statutory precedent. my point being that obeying laws (renewing your driver's license, not stealing from store, no rape, no forging signatures, no stalking, etc.) is what actually or practically determines if one is christ like, as a principle. really what determines if whether someone is christ like, fundamentally, or most importantly, is whether they choose to obey the law.
what is important is crime, or if a person's behavior would be considered criminal. i don't necessarily mean the 10 commandments. one argument for law, for and against the validity of the 10 commandments in the bible, is why are there not more legal commandments in the bible, when considering or compared to a common comprehensive penal code at this point in time?
interesting that you can argue against a precedent.
https://legalclarity.org/what-does-precedent-mean-in-law-definition-and-types/
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that above is more of a brainstorm than good argument about anything. i have been in trouble with the law.
difference between religious law and other law, with other law being more understandable. laws don't mean much when they can't be or are not enforced.
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i wish that Pope Leo would initiate a study into how Christ's behavior would actually, probably tend to be different that anything written about him, exactly, or allegorically. incarnation after incarnation. people tried to make sense of it later, after Jesus Christ died, and they did a very good job of it. not perfect, not stating that it could be, but they tried, very interesting work. i wish that there would be a greater teaching of the significance of 'Gematria' (hebrew and greek alphabets, old and new testaments; respectively). it is a story within the story. there can be a type of redundancy when using numbers as a method of interpretation. I was thinking of how is it accepted that Jesus argued with teachings during his time. probably would be time after time, given how it has been or will be documented. he has to figure out what is going on each time. God is in control, because it involves dependency, many influences, at that particular time. i hope that government makes it easy for me next time, if they can. change subject. the bible is not a perfect story which is perfect for everyone, including me, sometimes. christ is here, people write things down, then the community "learns" something, then christ returns, and he has to figure it out all over again, depending on the time of the year. seems like 12 christs per year, zodiac, 25,920 years, so it would be like seasons. astrology. have you ever heard of the expression "down by law"? it is what it is. logic. sometimes i wish that someone would have told me when i was young who i was. he could also agree with teachings. i want to keep a low profile, but church work, or religious work, in general, should be recognized by governments and people. it is a social event. i wish that a good theologian would write about how christ in person would be different than scripture, or a summation. i would like to know all of the statements which christ made, which are not a part of scripture. again, they tried to make sense of it later, after christ was gone, and did a very good job.
focus on keeping Christmas good. cycle of sun. i will try, too.
Pope Leo and i could go into business in Rome, making Chicago style deep dish pizzas. we could have names for the different style pizzas. the 'Garden of Eden'. the 'Joseph of Arimathea'. the 'Nicodemus'. the 'One Forty Four'. the 'A Pie for a Pie'. the 'Salt of the Earth'. the 'By The Skin of Your Teeth'. the 'Doubting Thomas'. the 'Pontius Pilate'. the 'Trust in the Lord With All Your Heart'. the 'King Solomon's Temple'. the "Noose of Judas'. i capitalized so it was easier to read.
AI Summ
To understand the significance of Joseph of Arimathea, consider these key points:
- He was a wealthy member of the Sanhedrin and a secret follower of Jesus.
- Joseph provided his own tomb for Jesus' burial after the crucifixion.
- He is often depicted as a symbol of courage for his actions in a hostile environment.
- His story is mentioned in all four Gospels, highlighting his importance in Christian tradition.
- Joseph is associated with the legend of the Holy Grail in later Christian lore.
- He is venerated as a saint in various Christian denominations.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Joseph_of_Arimathea
AI Summary
To uncover Nicodemus's secret about the Bible, consider these insights:
- Nicodemus was a Pharisee and a member of the Jewish ruling council, indicating his high status.
- He visited Jesus at night, symbolizing his desire for understanding without public scrutiny.
- His conversation with Jesus introduced the concept of being "born again" (John 3:3), emphasizing spiritual rebirth.
- Nicodemus struggled with the idea of spiritual truths versus traditional beliefs.
- He later defended Jesus in the Sanhedrin, showing his growing faith and courage.
- Ultimately, Nicodemus's journey reflects the transformative power of faith and the quest for truth.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nicodemus
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6/10/26
(from an old bible school teacher)
It is the Christian belief that Scripture was penned by men who were inspired by God, so there's a belief of infallibility of the Bible. That can get tricky, as someone could point out that men compiled the works believed to make up the Bible. The general response to that is that the Old Testament was in place before Jesus lived and people were directly inspired by God, i.e. had conversations with Him as He was establishing His sovereignty, and then the New Testament was written by people who either had a direct connection to Jesus (Matthew, John, Peter, etc.) or were with someone who had a direct connection and likely dictated his story (Mark and Luke, for example).
The Catholic church is clear that the Bible itself, even though it pretty much matches the Protestant Bible, is not complete and that what they call sacred tradition is just as important. Sacred tradition amounts to sayings made by later popes, centuries after Jesus lived, that the Catholic church considers infallible. So for example, their sacred tradition says that ministers (priests, bishops, etc.) may not marry. That "rule" is not biblical, and in fact it's stated in the Bible that Peter was married. Ironically, the Catholic church claims that Peter was the first pope. That's part of my issue with the Catholic church, and one of the reasons it is its own denomination. If everyone went along with sola scriptura, or belief that the Bible itself is complete and correct, then there would be no denominations other than Christianity.
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6/17/26
In Jewish mysticism and Kabbalah Protection Guide, Gevurah represents divine judgment, boundaries, and severity, and is traditionally associated with the left side of the Tree of Life and the "left eye". While a necessary force, unchecked judgment can manifest as cruelty, leading to the destructive concept of the "Evil Eye" (Ayin HaRa). [1, 2, 3, 4]
The Left Side and Judgment
- Sefirah of Severity: Gevurah (meaning strength or might) is the left arm of God. In the Kabbalistic map of the soul, the left side represents "receiving," limitation, and harsh assessment.
- Cosmic Eyes: In Kabbalistic texts like the Daily Zohar, the eyes represent a complete world. The right eye is associated with kindness (Chesed), while the left eye is associated with severity and judgment (Gevurah). [3, 5, 8, 9]
- Judgment Without Compassion: Kabbalah teaches that judgment without mercy is the root of all spiritual evil, often referred to as the "Other Side" (Sitra Achra).
- The Destructive Gaze: The Evil Eye (ayin ha'ra) represents the channeling of negative energy, jealousy, or destructive judgment toward someone through the gaze. [4, 5]
- Tiferet (Mercy): To prevent the severity of Gevurah from becoming actualized evil, its energy must be balanced by the central Sefirah of Tiferet (Beauty and Compassion).
- Kabbalistic Amulets: To protect against the jealousy and harsh judgment of the Evil Eye, Kabbalistic tradition often utilizes a red string worn on the left wrist, which represents the receiving side where negative energy enters. [5]
sanhedrin / emphasis on number 72
AI Summary
To understand the significance of the Sanhedrin's 72 members, consider the following points:
- The Sanhedrin was the ancient Jewish court system and legislative body.
- It consisted of 71 members, with the High Priest serving as the 72nd member.
- Members were typically composed of elders, priests, and scribes.
- The Sanhedrin had authority over religious and civil matters in Jewish law.
- It played a crucial role in interpreting the Torah and making legal decisions.
- The Sanhedrin was instrumental in maintaining Jewish law during the Second Temple period._________________
i want to try to ignore stalkers. it is very difficult because they indicate that they are actively trying to create division and hate in the community. i am trying to stop it.
a very few people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with try to make other people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who don't understand english, think that something is more important or interesting than it is. it is the same stupid, unimportant, irrelevant crap, over and over and over. it is extremely childish and cheesy. it is envy/jealousy about the love or special intimacy which they think that i have from people in different parts of the world who don't understand english. they want to interfere with my peaceful intimacy with people in general, including people who do understand english. i am peaceful because i am innocent. the people stalking us are not innocent. i know that the people who don't understand english have already figured out that what i am stating out loud, in reaction to unnecessary aggression, is not important, and that they are being stalked also. people who are unhappy will sometimes want to make happy people unhappy. it is very childish and selfish. i don't want to make anyone unhappy. i really don't want to keep posting about this. i have done enough of it over the years. i understand that people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with are unusually mentally challenged, and burdened, but it does not give them an excuse to blatantly harm other people emotionally. they don't care enough about themselves. it doesn't matter if i cared about them if they didn't care about themselves.
good luck and God bless you.
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i want to talk to a priest about this. i wish that Pope Leo would make a formal effort for the church to teach more about the significance of Genesis 1:1. Gematria. also, Gematria in general, Hebrew and Greed alphabets. focus about Genesis 1:1 is on Hebrew letters Alef (1/1) and Tav (22/400), 401, 1 plus 400. or it could also be 1 plus 22, 23. Alef Tav is the 4th part or word of the 7 parts or words of Genesis 1:1. Alef Tav (like Alpha Omega) is considered untranslatable or "untranslatable". also, the Hebrew letters Vav (6) Alef (1) Tav (22). the Hebrew letter Vav (6), related to 60, is used as a conjunction, like the english word "and". I suggest that the church begin to gather good study work from the internet. the bible alone should not be the only study material, to be formally considered, or formally taught. the bible alone is vague. the church could create another book, or study work, to go along with the bible. take advantage of the study work available. compile. that work was also generated by God. you could create a book by book analysis, or more simply an analysis of the entire bible. scan over the 'for your information' section of this website for ideas. please don't waste my time or effort. thank you for your consideration. also, specific numbers in different religion cultures illustrate how there are similarities in different religions. the Pope could be responsible for teaching more than just the bible, or more than just one religion. think about coordination, while you can. 'The Osiris Numbers' chapter in Graham Hancock's 'Fingerprints of the Gods' would be helpful. peace.
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6/18/26
i think that an important lesson from this situation for people of different races, is that just because you are black, it doesn't necessarily mean that you should follow a black person, instead of a white person, or a hispanic person, or an asian person. or, just because you are white, it doesn't necessarily mean that you should follow a white person, instead of a black person, or a hispanic person, or an asian person. etc, etc.
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6/20/26
https://biblehub.com/topical/b/balancing_law_and_grace.htm
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AI Summary
To understand Jesus Christ as a type of law in the New Testament, consider the following points:
- Jesus fulfills the Old Testament law, embodying its principles and intentions.
- He emphasizes love and mercy over strict legalism, redefining righteousness.
- His teachings, such as the Sermon on the Mount, provide a new moral framework.
- Jesus' sacrificial death establishes a new covenant, superseding the old law.
- He invites believers to live by the Spirit, rather than solely by written codes.
- The New Testament portrays Jesus as the ultimate example of obedience to God's will.____________
https://biblehub.com/topical/t/the_law_of_christ.htm
To understand the significance of the Ten Commandments and our need for grace, consider these points:
- The Ten Commandments serve as moral guidelines for living a righteous life.
- They highlight the standards of holiness that God expects from humanity.
- Everyone has sinned and falls short of these divine standards (Romans 3:23).
- Grace is the unmerited favor of God, offered to all who believe.
- Acknowledging our shortcomings leads to repentance and a deeper relationship with God.
- Embracing grace allows us to live in freedom, not under condemnation.
https://www.gotquestions.org/Ten-Commandments.html
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i first thought that i disagree with the 10 commandments being placed in classrooms in America, but now think that, as a principle about the significance of scripture, that it is ok. basically a type of psychological reinforcement, like Christmas, especially if bible is validated because of me. it is confusing, because i think that the point of the bible is that old testament law corresponds to new testament law. maybe some scripture from the new testament would be better, happier, easier for kids to digest. doesn't seem to make intellectual sense to teach one without the other.
the 10 commandments is related to the decimal system. space/time. so if you want to get into it that way, you could. the bible seems to relate really broad concepts about space/time to us. we are products or our environment.
also, you can deep deeper into 10 commandment study. considered "10 words", with 613 (or 620, 613 + 7) Hebrew letters.
613 = 73
613 = 64
37 x 64 = 2368, with 2368 being Greek Gematria value for "Lord Jesus Christ".
please refer to the 'Judging by Appearances' file in the 'miscellaneous files' section of this website. rest in peace Vernon Jenkins.
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6/21/26
also, and in reference to 37 and 64 above. consider the following.
1234
1 + 2 + 3 + 4 = 10. decimal system. basic system of space/time.
1234
1234 can be evaluated in a similar fashion to 613.
add two digits to left of 1234 with each other, add two digits to right of 1234 with each other.
37
from left, add first and third digits, then second and 4th digits.
46
you can add center two digits of 1234. then add outer two digits of 1234.
55.
i think that it is algebra.
my thought, means and extremes
so the point is that 37 x 64, being 2368, Lord Jesus Christ (greek gematria) above, can also be generated by 1234. i think that Ivan Panin is mentioned in the Vernon Jenkins file, in the 'miscellaneous files' section of this website.
4, related to algebra, quad, relates to golden ratio, pentagonal geometry, 5. eye phi or some website which i already posted. seems like 4 gives rise to 5, i think related to center. center of a spiral? not as important as a good summer BBQ. lol. peace.
AI
In biblical numerology, Hebrew gematria (Old Testament) and Greek gematria/isopsephy (New Testament) share letter-to-number systems. Gematria equates words based on their numerical sums. Theologically, it is often claimed that specific Old and New Testament words share identical sums to reveal deep prophetic connections. [1, 2, 3, 4]
Because both ancient alphabets doubled as numerical systems (Aleph/Alpha = 1, Bet/Beta = 2, etc.), early Christian writers and theologians sometimes found parallels between Hebrew and Greek terms. Several significant, historic gematria equalities bridge the two testaments: [2, 5, 6]
Key Gematria Equalities
- The Messiah / Shiloh (358)
- In the Old Testament, the Hebrew phrase for "Shiloh comes" (יבא שילה - Yaboh Shiloh) sums to 358.
- The Hebrew word for Messiah (משיח - Mashiach) also sums to 358, demonstrating an intentional numerical link regarding the arrival of the promised ruler. [1, 7]
- The Serpent / The Messiah (358)
- The Hebrew word for "the serpent" in Genesis (הנחש - HaNachash) equals 358, which some theologians link to the Messiah's role (358) in overcoming the fall. [1, 8]
- Jesus / The First & The Last (888)
- The Greek name for Jesus (Iesous) equals 888.
- This is viewed as the mathematical antithesis to the number of the Beast (666). [3, 5, 9]
- The Catch of 153 Fish (New Testament)
- The miracle of the 153 fish in John 21:11 directly connects to the Old Testament. In Ezekiel 47:10, the Hebrew name for the spring of "En-eglaim" equals 153, representing a hidden numerical prophecy that the Gospel of John fulfills. [5, 10]
- Academic and Theological Perspectives
- Consensus among most mainstream biblical scholars on GotQuestions.org dictates that since gematria relies heavily on subjective word groupings, alternate spellings, and human ingenuity, it should not be treated as a primary or authoritative method for serious scriptural translation.
- Many historians agree the practice was utilized in the early Christian period (as seen in the Epistle of Barnabas), and is notably referenced in the Book of Revelation (the Beast's number 666). [5]
this looked interesting, but i didn't read all of it.
https://rsc.byu.edu/new-testament-history-culture-society/jewish-hermeneutics-new-testament-period
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6/22/26
AI
In esoteric numerology and sacred geometry, the number 792 represents the Earth's diameter (7,920 miles) divided by 10. The gematria value 3,168 represents "Lord Jesus Christ" in Greek, and squaring the Earth yields proportional perimeters (31,680 miles) that perfectly connect the planet to Christ's name. [1, 2, 3, 4]
The Sacred Measurements
- Earth's Diameter: 7,920 miles. Moving a decimal yields 792, an essential baseline in ancient cosmological and geometric measurements.
- The Square Perimeter: Enclosing the Earth in a square yields a perimeter of 31,680 miles (7,920 x 4). [2, 5, 6]
- 3168: In Greek gematria, the phrase "Lord Jesus Christ" totals 3168. This establishes a direct mathematical link between the dimensions of the planet and the title of Christ.
- 888: By comparison, the standard Greek gematria for the name "Jesus" (Ιησους) is 888.
- Hebrew Value: In traditional Hebrew gematria, the name of Jesus (Yeshua) is typically 386. However, esoterically, the number 3168 is arrived at through transliterated or "Greek Fire" numeric couplings mapped against cosmological ratios. [8, 12, 13]
Would you like to explore:The specific letter-by-letter breakdown of the Greek and Hebrew names?More connections between planetary geometry and biblical numbers?Let me know how you'd like to continue your research.
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6/23/26
it would be great if i knew that the church was officially working on something. study material. take advantage of study material, and positive aspect of age of aquarius. work with governments, too. church needs to be aggressive. don't rely on me to do everything. peace.
https://www.biblegematria.com/messiah.html
also, look at different articles, located at top of link directly above.
for example:
https://www.biblegematria.com/number-216.html
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7/8/26
i stated that i want to ignore stalkers. not surprising that i am starting to have a meltdown again.
a very few people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with intentionally want to be thought of as cheesy childish tattletales, when there is absolute no tale to tattle. a very few girls mostly. i don't mean this as a way of insulting girls or complaining, but as wanting to cause the the few who are being blatantly stupid to wake up, and encourage them, or to try to cause them to act like mature leaders. they are blatant and childish about informing the community that they don't want me to have love or friends in my life because they themselves have a personal social or love problem. it is extremely childish and irritating. they obstruct so much that it is abusive and weird, extremely childish, kind of like they are constantly slinging their underwear at me, so that i can't think of work, or good people in my life, or something which they think would make me more popular. i mean stupid annoying feminism crap, not anything sexual. again, it has been or is a very few girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who have a personal social or love problem, not the entire female community.
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7/9/26
along with the very few girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who blatant stupid childish wanted to create shit on the internet, it is a single black guy who pretends like black girls or all girls think of him as casanova. he is a fake weird wimpy creepy childish black dork. really, alpha draconis or something. look at my study material. the real reason he is being unnecessarily aggressive is because he thinks that girls don't or wouldn't like him, extremely childish, embarrassed, admitting it, with him being a sleazy dork about it. he is like a homeless crazy bum. not sophisticated at all. not intelligent at all. doesn't care about black children. doesn't care about black people or himself at all. he engages in constant weird creepy childish self destructive behavior. he intentionally wants to be thought of as a childish weak bum black man stereotype, who demands that black women take care of him, wanting to degrade black women, just like he also degrades himself. he doesn't represent all black people, not at all, and he also isn't a reason to unnecessarily discriminate against blacks. i have already referred to him in the upper part of this section of this website.
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7/10/26
a very few black people, mostly girls are embarrassed, and they try to fool people into thinking that they are not embarrassed by wanting to be known continuing to intentionally cause unnecessary problems. they are fake. they are nervous. they are childish. they imply that a double standard exists in america, or that people have to respect them even if they are so unbelievably disrespectful. they are trying to create the impression that i started trouble, when i didn't. the mexican girl is also embarrassed. she thinks that she is an embarrassment for mexicans, but is greedy and fake and wants to be thought of as a mexican star. their aggression all day long every day is really sleazy and ugly. they are sadistic. they want to be thought of as sleazy and ugly. they want to harm innocent happy people emotionally because they have motive and opportunity. they admit to being envious and jealous. i worked for my confidence and it makes them sour.
black girls will pretend as if this communication makes me look bad. it doesn't make me look bad. it also doesn't mean that black girls are superior, or that they have leverage over everyone. they intentionally try to get me to say negative things about them on the internet, not caring at all about themselves or other black people, or black children. they are really ungrateful. it is like i invited them to a thanksgiving dinner a long time ago, figurative, and then they said something really ghetto low class unintelligent ugly back to me just to try to embarrass or humiliate a special happy white boy, publicly. they lack confidence, especially after i tried to give them confidence, and empower everyone. they can't do the work. they don't try to do the work.
black girls are obviously involved in stupid childish obnoxious paparazzi shit on the internet or with their phones.
i am communicating this with the hope that the community really realize what is happening, along with other testimony which i assume exists, and realize that the community is better than that, and to not engage in that same type of behavior themselves.
i wish that there was a way that an authoritative body could put out a message about respect. i have thought about the police, the church, the NAACP.
it makes me think of king Herod in the bible, who wants to kill all of the innocent children, or innocence and happiness, in general. i don't know very much about the bible.
i am concerned that a division in society will occur in the future if the government or church does not officially publicly acknowledge that they are aware of me and his situation. maybe someone is planning on doing it after i die. has there been any dialogue about this? don't you think that i should be involved, since i am the one with the experience? who is in charge? is there any pressure on anyone to act? it means that people can play evil games later on (or now) if they want to, unnecessarily secretively politicizing me one way or another. maybe different subject, i think that government would consider information about me as classified information in military. i mean, i think that it has already been this way for a long time already. apparently it is about who's turf it is.
don't forget to work with the people. people work better when they are happier. system is more important that one single part.
diversification of a portfolio?
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maybe if the police respectfully informed me that they know that there is a problem, that i would shut up about it. are the police really so afraid to speak with me "in front of others"? this website doesn't mean that i am socializing with anyone, or that i can communicate about a very serious problem with anyone. why can't or shouldn't i be treated like any other u.s. citizen, who has a legitimate public security concern, who is at the center of it? i would like to find out if the police know if other people have complained. why shouldn't i know if other people have complained? why shouldn't the public know if more than more person is complaining, from an official source? why shouldn't people know that i know that the police know that there is a legitimate public security concern, and that more than one person is complaining, since i am at the center of it? you wouldn't want to be me sometimes. it is weird and seems very cruel. very cold. how could that be good for kids who will be future leaders?
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i don't have any more space in the 'for your information' section of this website. it reached its max. i am trying to create a new 'for your information' section, to be placed directly under the existing 'for your information' section, but don't understand new website software. i would have probably placed number information above in the 'for your information' section.
for soldiers who are squared away.
i wish that the basic training brainwashing would have never worn off.
drill sergeants Cole (low intensity), Merrill (high intensity) and Fountain (middle intensity).
square perimeter of great pyramid = 3024 feet. that is 756 feet per side.
square perimeter of planet earth (4 diameters placed around sphere) = 3168 miles. that is 792 miles per diameter.
3168 - 3024 = 144
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what about a blockbuster screenplay written by some young geek out there, entitled:
"What the F is One Forty Four?"
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i had so much fun in the Army. i loved doing double time in formation while sounding off.
Rocka, Rocka, Rock, Rock Steady. Roll A, Roll A, Roll, Roll Ready... i am surprised they didn't bring me home in a body bag, going out so much at night. a KATUSA (Korean Augmentee To United States Army) korean solider who worked with USA soldiers taught me how to say "Dang Shin Um, May Woo, A Rum Dab Sim Mi Dah. (or something like that). it means "I think that you are very beautiful". experiences... Itaewon, Seoul, Korea.
i think that i would have done good for fellow soldiers if in the infantry or something in the field all of the time. it takes time to adapt. soldier lessons. i was first trained as a helicopter mechanic. i sort of wish that i would have stayed with helicopters. i got into administration for my second specialized school.
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the real truth is that people should pay more attention to the top information at the top of this section of this website. the black man and mexican girl, who both acquired my vision in their left eye at different points in time, are psychopaths. they would be considered "negative aliens". they are absolutely sadistic and criminally insane, NOT SOPHISTICATED, extremely childish. the black guy makes me thinking of watching the movie 'The Exorcist', watching a young weird black boy with a big afro be ugly and weird and puke up green shit. the mexican girl more like the girl who you see in the actual movie. that is not an overstatement. it is scary and really really irritating, constantly, but also fascinating to have a better understanding of good versus evil. i am not crazy. they are pure evil, along with some of the 144,000. most of them are not causing problems for us. the people who have problems are the people who STUPIDLY gossiped. nothing wrong with gossip, as long as it is not stupid, or blatantly stupid.
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7/12/26
the black man and a some of the black girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with imply that they can do anything they want to, or say anything that they want to say, as long as they have something to lie about. so does the mexican girl. that is why they intentionally want people to know that they are acting aggressively so much, cheesy attempts to fabricate absolute crap. again, they want to teach hate, and also that they are different. really unintelligent. they don't care about being friendly, even with friendly white people. intelligent loving people don't understand it, because it is so unintelligent and mean.
the truth is that i am hated by a some because i am happier (more attractive) than the people who hate. it wasn't because i did anything wrong. the people who hate have very childish weak minds. they boast about being childish and weak. the few people who want the community to know that they are being constantly ugly childish aggressive don't want people to think that i am happy, always implying that they have "something" to lie about.
the very few black people who want people to know that they are intentionally constantly causing problems are like black people holding a gun to other black people, or to whoever, with an attitude like "ah nah, you ain't gonna act like you like whitey" or "ah nah, you ain't gonna do no Jesus thing". they are black people who want other black people or whoever to feel threatened by them. they are like the blacks who captured blacks and sold them into slavery. criminal attitude. they mess with me so bad so much, just like the mexican girl does, with them working together, in order to try to not give the community an opportunity to like me. again, it is fascinating to see how weak dishonest people want to politicize me.
if anyone wants to accuse me of not having love in me, that is ridiculous. i am being mocked by weird uncivil childish creeps.
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7/17/28
a very few people are trying to get me to sound angry, or fake, or crazy in this section of this website. they intentionally make me physically and emotionally sick so that i can't function. they try to give me so much stupid shit to think about so that i won't be popular. i have the good witnesses. they don't have the good witnesses. this has been going on for years, and has compounded. it is weird and satanic. extremely stupid. they are socially lame. satan is a weird creepy dork. i am working with houston channel 2 (KPRC) news and the police about a recent issue involving my step father, R. Koenig and his prostate cancer diagnosis very recently, 2 weeks ago. it is related to black females intentionally wanting the public to know that in 2011 at Cypress Creek care facility they infected my blood, after i aggressively joked a few days before they did it, trying to ward off any aggression about a dirty needle, i think intended to target my digestive system, eventually causing me to need to have my colon resectioned. they seem to be trying to get me to put old information on my website, so that they can try to trick ignorant people into thinking that it is something recent or interesting, or so that they can imply that they have the ability to fabricate shit which really no one but stupid evil isolated socially lame black girls communicate about. they have been wasting their time for years, insecure, with a weird inferiority complex, obviously stupidly gossiping about me.
loving caring people who don't have any problems like i do underestimate how evil envious people can act.
bad things happen to good people.
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a main reason that a few people want to childishly stalk, humiliate, harass me is because i did good study work, and because i am paying the grocery store company where i stole food (from 2002 to 2006) back in person, store manager, $20 cash per month or every 4 to 6 weeks. i was addicted to meth amphetamine for 10 years. i was sad and it gave me hope, lots of energy to study. not anymore. i didn't care if people knew that i was doing it because i thought that my job was so important. after a while i was confused about whether it was right and wrong. when i quit i definitely knew that it was wrong.
some of these minority people who don't love themselves, not all of them, would shit all over abraham lincoln if they could, because they thought that he was more interesting, loved than they were.
they think that they can't create, so they just want to destroy. they are classic satan.
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7/17/26
my step father, R. Koenig, was diagnosed just recently about 6 weeks ago with the least worrisome non aggressive prostate cancer that an 85 year old man could think of. we live in houston, texas. it was a very new diagnosis, not at all in an advanced stage of development. people who i am in constant 24/7 activity would have known that he was diagnosed with this specific type of prostate cancer, what his name is, where he lives, where he would probably seek cancer treatment, etc. i think it highly suspicious that the cancer is now very quick attacking his bone, given other testimony which i know exists about my situation, about the past 18 years. why wouldn't i have a concern? if someone introduced foreign cancer cells to my step dad, they could have thought that people would think that it was prostate cancer, without any type of specifics, and that ignorant people would think that prostate cancer commonly spreads to the bone. the cancer seems to have spread to the bone extremely unusually fast, like someone thought that they could get away with doing something malicious. black girls over the last 18 years like to boast about wanting to harm me or people around me, wanting to imply that they can get away with it. like taking my mail, like infecting my blood, wanting to boast about it, implying that no one can prove it either. it is a combination of factors which makes it suspicious.
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7/18/26
black girls pretend as if all of this crap in this section of this website makes me look bad. it doesn't. it makes them look bad. they fuck with me so much all of the time, obviously wanting to make me nervous and feel threatened, trying to be sneaky about it, desperately trying to make me look crazy so that they think that they can cover up their evil sadistic past shit. they want to trash my website, trying to make it seem as if something is more interesting than it is, or to try to make it seem as if they are more interesting than they are. they are trying to trick me or confuse me into putting honest information which i recently removed from my website, which i have already mentioned, back on my website in order to try to make it seem like i was hiding or lying about something. it is ridiculous. the beauty of this situation is that everybody has the same information about me. it seems they have been lying to so many people for so long that it seems like they are past the point of no return. they are really dangerous. really bad thing for america. they have formed a criminal organization since 2008 but it isn't sophisticated.
they try to get me to put negative things about black girls or a mexican on my website, to try to make ignorant people think that i am a mean person, or to try to get blacks and mexicans to like them more than me, or to group together acting like they hate white people. i am not trying to start a racial problem. they are trying to make it look like i started it because they have been caught starting crap back in 2008.
black girls are so unbelievably fake and cruel, along with the black man and mexican girl who i refer to in the upper part of this section of this website, sadistic, childish, nervous, angry, ugly racists, constantly trying to fabricate shit about me, white supremacy and money. they want to mock, make fun of, humiliate, toy with an honest sweet white guy who THEY THINK is more attractive than they are, who they actually like, obsessed with the details of my life. they are unhappy, so they don't want me or anyone else to be happy. they have made absolute fools of themselves.
they keep pretending as if my good determined work in this section of this website makes me look bad, or fake, mean. it doesn't at all. they are fake. they want me and other good people to feel threatened by them, constantly, trying to make good people look bad, or fake, or mean. that is why we have communicated so much, because we feel threatened. my work in this section of this website makes it obvious along with other testimony that other people are a very serious problem for the entire community, and that i am trying to protect the community, and that my internet work, including having my own website for the last 5 years has already protected the community. i am sure that government and church is appreciative. god bless you.
weird childish creepy evil people stalk famous people. my situation is very bad because i lack privacy and because people can get to me and others. they want to try to humiliate me publicly, and it is mostly black girls who are doing this, because they gave themselves a bad reputation. they can't keep up with someone like an honest humble solider, so they try to humiliate him or make it seem like no one should follow him. they don't even care if people know that they are fake and mean. they just don't want people to think that i look or feel better than they do.
these black girls have no honest leadership, no honest ambition. they promote being childish, cruel, obnoxious, fake and thug, criminal. they have given themselves a bad image, whether they like people communicating about it or not. they didn't care about themselves or their image or other people.
the reason that they blatantly lie about me, money and white supremacy is because they think that i have more spirit than they do, and they want an excuse to obstruct my happiness. my problems started because i was innocent and happy, peaceful, publicly, not because i was guilty and angry publicly. they are weird creepy stalkers who want to make people unhappy because they are unhappy. basic psychology. law enforcement or happy public people understand what i am communicating about. it is a blatant weird negro attack on my innocent happy peaceful soul because they got themselves into trouble gossiping and lying about me. it is scary, like they don't have a soul. i am not in any social trouble for calling you out on your stupid shit negro.
a shot out to black people who might be a little thug, but who have class. i mean this respectfully. these black girls are trying to start up a stupid childish pointless nationwide gang which will harm black people. i never wanted to harm black people at all, and i know that there is absolutely no debate about it. i wanted to share with them, and build them up. this was already known a very long time ago. these evil black girls know this and still don't care about people knowing that they blatantly lie. they just don't want me to look better than they do, publicly. they have an identity problem. they make it all about their insecurity. they stupidly stupidly stupidly imply in a way which no one would believe that they are superior, doing it because they have an inferiority complex. satan had an inferiority complex. weird dishonest jealous angry creature. satan didn't want me or anyone else to be happy. it is a very basic psychology issue, when unhappy people like to make happy people unhappy. i am trying to get evil unhappy people to wake up, grow up, get a fucking life, and leave us alone, so that everyone can be happy. do you get it?
these black girls think that they can get away with blatantly obstructing my thoughts and feelings, as long as they have something to try to stupidly fabricate and lie about. they just don't want me to look better than they do, because they made themselves look so unbelievably bad, envious anti social haters. they seem to be intimidated by honest happy motivated white people. they also seem to have a problem with information on the internet.
they try to involve all black girls or everyone in their social problem, which they created for themselves, starting in 2008. they are like how children act when they know that they have been caught doing something wrong, pretending as if they are so good at deceiving the parents, so childish, so dishonest, so ashamed.
i think that they did infect my step father with more cancer cells, and part of the reason that they did it is because i have been saving a little money, and they know that i communicated about saving money, saving my non service connected disability VA pension, for one purpose to construct a nice tomb stone being buried next to my step father (dad) and mother at Black Jack Springs cemetery outside of La Grange, Texas. his last name is Koenig, which means king in german. black girls obsess about my innocence wanting to harm me or make me look bad, desperately trying to get fake embarrassed black people to join together. my dad's name is actually Konig, with the two dots (umlaut) over the letter O. my last name is Mishler, which is also german. i had just spoken with my real father about saving money every month. black girls could get into his mail or personal business too, right? these black girls don't want people to understand the context of what has happened over the last 28 years, since 1997, and that people really do understand that i am innocent. i am knowingly a honest friendly determined white boy who was betrayed by people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who obviously stupidly gossip, who have social problems, who don't like themselves, who are childish, or who think that other people won't like them compared to me, and who try to spread their social problems to other people. their aggression means that they are obviously not content, that they are obviously not happy, that they are obviously fake, that they obviously have a lame social life. like black terrorists in america. i had spoken out loud about the thought or fear of my grave site with monument being vandalized, along with my parents' grave sites, and i think that it gave black girls an idea. just like they wanted people to know that they are childish and spiteful when they intentionally infected my blood at Cypress Creek care facility in 2011. they imply that a double standard exists in america, and that black people have rights when no one else does.
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7/18/26
Early-stage, non-aggressive prostate cancer cells lack the genetic mutations required to survive outside the prostate. Because they haven't acquired the ability to break through the prostate capsule or enter the bloodstream, they remain confined to the gland and do not pose a risk of bone metastasis. [1, 2, 3, 4, 5]
Metastasis is a complex, multi-step process. For prostate cancer to reach the bones, the tumor cells must undergo several biological changes:
- Loss of Cell Adhesion: The cancer cells must lose the proteins that keep them anchored together inside the prostate gland.
- Local Invasion: They must degrade and break through the surrounding prostate tissue (the capsule) to access local blood or lymphatic vessels.
- Intravasation & Survival: Cells must survive the turbulent environment of the bloodstream, evade the immune system, and "seed" into the tiny blood vessels of the bone marrow.
- Bone Affinity: Once in the bone marrow, the cancer cells require specific receptors to bind to the bone matrix and depend on the bone's unique growth factors to establish a new tumor. [6, 8]
You can review the American Cancer Society's guide on Treating Prostate Cancer Spread to Bones for more information on how advanced stages behave.
If you are interested, we can discuss:How Gleason scores help determine cancer aggressivenessThe specific biomarkers and receptors that allow advanced prostate cancer to thrive in bonesThe role of the bone microenvironment in attracting prostate cancer cellsLet me know which of these you'd like to explore!
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my step father was a really cool blessing for the entire world. so was my mother, who he married.
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7/19/26
about some or many black females again, it is a criminal organization which formed or gained momentum because they are low class, boasting about being low class, wanting to mock, humiliate, make fun of a motivated honest friendly white christ. they want people to communicate electronically (good and bad people) about what these black girls are intentionally doing, mean, fake, threatening, criminal, blatant, using me and other 144,000 as a form of media, like they childishly want people thinking that they are into childish propaganda, trying to recruit new black girls, trying to force them into crime, trying to make them think that it is interesting, involving phones, computers, and that it involves different people who work in different places. boring unintelligent lazy black girls who want to get into other people's business, they are socially lame. i think that it will be much more evident in 20 or 50 years. they will probably act ugly just to spite people. that's ok, it just makes my job easier. it is ironic that i would knowingly only want to love black people, help them, grow with them, share with and empower them, to be weird very painful betrayed by evil selfish mean blacks. they get jealous because i have something good to share while they don't.
why don't these black girls who like to play dumb go to a priest and confess? you gossip too much, and you know that you do, and you stupidly pretend as if you have pride. i don't like fake shit. i am not fake. i am definitely not stating that you shouldn't have pride. it is really horrible sickening saddening to think of a few girls (not all all humble) who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who gang up on me, who are weak, dishonest, boring, greedy, disrespectful, cruel, socially lame, starting with paris hilton. she is a lazy creep who should have just gone to jail like she was supposed to have. she intended to create a problem for me and everyone else, real ugly stupidly cheese wanting to take responsibility for it. she wants people to think that she thinks it is funny, because she likes to remind people that she is so rich that she doesn't have to care, like some kind of childish creepy psychological fake marketing propaganda about the hilton family and hilton hotels. they are losers, and paris is the leader. she really wanted to boast about being the leader of losers, especially weak fake cruel white girls, but it turned out to be weak fake cruel blacks girls, with hilton implying or actually demanding that everybody better be as stupid or uncaring as she is, or else.
i had wanted to state above that people knew that i wanted to keep cool on the internet.
deleting old information from this section of this website seems to have created a vacuum. i was concerned that it would, even having stated previously on this website that i was afraid that it would create a vacuum. i can let other people, including really cool spiritual black people, do the work for me, evil negros. i mean, if you choose to be an evil negro. don't try to play the victim, implying that a double standard exists in america. you are disgusting fake and lazy. i am a famous positive person, even though they try to make me look negative, and it is really understandable that weird creeps would stalk me, given this unique public situation. positive note. positive people. from a statistical or world population percentage perspective, this situation has really not been problematic. the problem is people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who are disabled, who got into crime or evil selfish social games. it is like they don't have a soul. it is scary. really. like having been kidnapped and constantly abused. cool loving honest people don't get it, unless you have been exposed to creeps or crime like i have. it has been going on for a very long time, and i am tired and not thinking very clearly most of the time. that is the criminals' intent.
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7/20/26
the information below is old, and i can put what i took down off of my website right back on my website. i don't need to put it back on my website because it is very old very unimportant information which everyone, not just black females, already had.
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paris hilton intended to create a bunch of confused shit on the internet, greedy, cruel, childish, and that is exactly what happened. she wanted to try to make herself seem more important and more interesting than she is. she tried to create an impression that i was a fan of hers, or that i liked her when i really didn't. i was just neutral, just wanting to feel good about having been kind to someone who i thought was in trouble, when it was on TV that she went going to jail, crying. she intended to create a social problem for me, knowing that i lack privacy, thinking that it would be amusing for her and her sister and mother who she obviously stupidly gossips with. she is not a cool interesting social person. that is just what the media wants people to think. she wanted to cause people to judge me in a negative way, especially girls, wanting them to act aggressively toward me, knowing that i lack privacy, and that is exactly what happened. hilton is an uncaring socially lame boring childish person who pretends as if she thinks that she is so much. it is really obvious that she intended to create a problem if you understand the context.
black girls are probably making sick creepy jokes amongst themselves, knowing that i will try to explain why they are doing what they are doing, trying to get me to put old unimportant information back on my website, not wanting me to move on like i had stated that i wanted to do, wanting to ignore stalkers. i am being gang stalked really bad every day, i think now they are involving my girlfriend, shelly. they are trying to get me to explain what is going on, knowing that i am a friendly honest person, knowing that i will try to protect the community, in order to try and make it seem like something on my website is important, and that they have dirt on me, stupidly trying to make it seem as if they are more interesting or important than they are. they are into cheesy unintelligent ghetto crime. they are trying to force black girls into crime, along with the black man who has my vision in his left eye, and the mexican girl who has my vision in her left eye. really. i really know what i am communicating about.
this is what i communicated about before on my website, that if i didn't have information on my website, that it would create a vacuum. ok, i guess we need a vacuum to really figure out who is evil and who isn't.
these black girls know where my parents and i plan to be buried for a long time, Black Jack Springs cemetery just outside of La Grange, Texas, knowing that we are a sweet respected white family, and it seems as if they are boasting that they want to be thought of as fake and ugly, and that they are spiritual vandals. 18 years of psychological horror, since 2008. i wouldn't be surprised if they eventually vandalize people in the cemetery who are related to my step dad. they like to try to make me look bad in public when i don't look bad in public. they admit to being jealous/envious or having an inferiority complex. really childish and creepy. very weak. pathetic.
they try to make it look like something is new, or interesting, or important when it is all very old and boring.
ironic that a known friendly honest white boy, who was known to have wanted to share and build up everyone, would then give rise to crime or ugliness. cause and effect. juxtaposition
one of the best spiritual experiences i had was when i went to Antioch Missionary Baptist church in downtown houston in 2010, going to the front of church to sing, and cried for several minutes while i held a little black girl's hand, after her parents put her hand in mine.
the fake rude black girls pretend as if me acting like i don't like them makes me unpopular. it doesn't. it makes me more popular since i am known to be a friendly honest white boy. i don't have to kiss their ass because of slavery in america or world war 2. they imply that no one has rights, or is allowed to call them a name, or act like they dislike them, even if they are blatantly evil and cruel. they make it all about their insecurity, implying that no one has rights, or is allowed to act like they don't like them, even if they intentionally want to be thought of as unlikeable. it is unintelligent ghetto hustle cheese shit, where they try to work people with more power, wanting to create psychological leverage, because they are insecure or because they think that they are incapable. a few of the black girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with want to be thought of as thug mob bosses who run a criminal organization, like out of jail, even if they are not in a jail. they have an identity problem. childish fake socially lame ugly tattletale paparazzi shit, when there really really really is absolutely no tale to tattle. there are no secrets you dumb black girls, and everyone knows that. no secrets, and i had and have no evil intent. they are trying to make black girls act like events way from my past or even present are interesting, or important, or something new, when they are not. the mexican girl with my vision in left eye and black man with my vision in his left eye work with them. black girls want people to think that they know something special or that they are special in a way when they are not. you are not more special or powerful than everyone else, negro. everyone had and has the same information. they are so fake and selfish, wanting to use christ's work as a way of implying that they more than christ, shitting on him (or a man) at the same time. it can be typical female shit attitude. people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with situated all over the world know for sure that i am innocent because they sense it, also sensing that weird creepy evil childish people (mostly black man with my vision in left eye and mexian girl with my vision in left eye / contractions of muscle and soft tissue in my body which they sense) trying to ruin my reptation, a really blatant childish selfish game. the black man and mexican girl are not sophisticated at all. really. people in the world who i am in constant 24/7 activity with understand that they are being stalked/harassed also, they are people who the stalkers think care about me. it is extremely childish. governments all over the world know because of testimony from all kinds of people, some who already worked in government, that this black guy and mexican girl, yes, easy to understand that it is 2 different people, are some kind of disgusting dishonest socially lame monster. again, i believe that black man and mexican girl are north side of earth, draconian, alpha draconis, or maybe also ursa minor. north side of pyramid. refer to my study work in the 'for your information' section of this website.
again, some black girls are trying to force other black girls into crime, tech, phones, computers. again, ironic that a friendly honest white boy would create that type of reaction. really.
black girls or black people have a problem in america mostly because of a few black girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who formed a criminal organization, who are boring fake unintelligent lazy bums, who don't work, who obviously don't care about doing anything at all because of the noise which they intentionally create, obstruction, who wanted to stupidly spread unimportant gossip about unimportant issues, who are trying to force black girls into crime, who stupidly wanted to be thought of as the leaders of black people.
i'll really try to stop posting for a good while or unless it is really important, after the post directly below.
good luck and god bless you.
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it would be nice to have some friendly no nonsense black people to my home. you know where i live. come on over. no talk about negative or confusing anything. simple conversation. maybe we could look through an encyclopedia to come up with something to talk about. haha. i don't care, smoke a joint. i like Malibu coconut rum with pineapple/mango whatever juice, a bit of grenadine, a bit of hot sauce.
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when are some black girls going to stop stupidly childishly boasting about their puny unintelligent criminal organization in america? you are not the leaders of black america.
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i like Morgan Freeman in Bruce Almighty. America, and interesting twist of fate.
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7/22/26
people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who are evil and so ungrateful, who lie about me (money/white supremacy), really really really don't want ignorant people to understand how much they know about me, and the fact that they have known for a long time that i am innocent, and that i never lied to people who i am constant 24/7 activity with or people on the internet about anything. weird cruel childish mockery.
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for fake sadistic childish stupidly ungrateful people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who lie about my past.
is there a legal term in Latin, which infers that something which happens later doesn't matter, if it doesn't mean anything to begin with?
AI overview:
Yes, the primary legal maxim that captures this concept is "Quod ab initio non valet, postea neque valet." [1]
This translates to: "What is not valid from the beginning is never valid." [1]
How it Works
In contract or property law, this means if a foundational element or meaning is entirely missing from the start—making it legally meaningless or void ab initio (from the beginning)—any later additions, updates, or actions that depend on that original meaningless foundation are also legally void. [1, 2, 3]
Related Useful Maxims
- Lex nil frustra facit: Translated as "the law does nothing in vain." The law won't bother trying to enforce or save something that was fundamentally meaningless from the start.
- Falsa demonstratio non nocet: Translated as "a false description does not harm." If an agreement includes a later description that is meaningless or incorrect, but the original intent is clear, the error is ignored. [4, 5]
as far as Antarctica is concerned, and i don't live in Antarctica, i did what any loving white person who felt stuck in the middle of something would have done, wanting to share with, empower and love people, no matter who they were, especially since i knew that i was in constant 24/7 activity WITH DIFFERENT TYPES OF PEOPLE. it was imaginary. just because i had/have a love dream, and you didn't or don't, doesn't mean that didn't or don't. get a clue, you fake mean black girls. quit lying about me and white supremacy, just because because you have embarrassed yourselves really badly since 2008. why don't you find my antarctica sled dog joke, chocolate homeys with their gold chains bouncing around when they say "mush".
this is nothing new or important.
the first instinct which i had when i became extremely extremely extremely confused in december of 1997, becoming self aware that i was being sensed, i thought by everyone, was to try to protect black people from some imaginary nazi alien force which i had read about in some file which my friend wasn't looking for. we don't have a mean bone in our bodies, and i have witnesses. my friend's name is R. Green and we still communicate. i thought that i was going to be murdered in cold blood by some imaginary nazi alien force because i am a loving white boy, and that the force wanted to suppress it. i went to house of pies on kirby drive, giving a young honest looking black couple something, and i went to the houston shoe hospital on kirby drive, giving an elderly honest black worker something before walking to my parent's home, which used to be in west university. part of the reason later that i didn't feel a need to worry about a hostile force was because of operation high jump, America, admiral Richard Byrd, in antarctica in 1947.
this is nothing new or important. black people already knew/know about this.
some black people have been so ungrateful and fake, weird and sadistic, embarrassed, knowing about all of this, lying and still lying about me because they think that they look mean or racist. they don't even care if people know that they are fake and mean, attacking me, my family, my girlfriend, constantly.
ignorant people need to understand what has happened in context, over the last 28 years, since may of 1997.
Summary
The Antarctic Treaty was signed on December 1, 1959. This treaty established Antarctica as a zone for peaceful scientific research and international cooperation, and it came into force on June 23, 1961
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this is not new or important.
there are documentaries on the TV history channel, TV learning channel, TV discovery channel about Antarctica and the third reich. or crashed aerial discs recovered and reverse engineered. same in America. bigger secretive plan, i think, i think maybe or reasonably to keep something alien and really really disgusting out of planet earth. i don't want it to seem as if i am a mean white supremacist type. i'm not at all, and people know that i am not. i am stuck in the middle of it. crashed discs and development of technology in general, may be part of the reason why so much nazi propaganda existed. or double, triple, quadruple, pentagonal, octagonal, nonagonal agents. i will always be conflicted about a thought about trying to rationalize the holocaust. i am not an expert. i have 1% or something european jew in me (ancesty.com report).
this is not new or important.
some black girls, black guy with my vision in his left eye, mexican girl with my vision in her left eye, have obviously been stupid childishly lying to people for a long time about what they knew was in my heart because they have a social problem because they are lying about me, thinking that blacks and mexicans like me or would like me better than them, if they actually knew who i am. they want to unnecessarily turn it into a racial war. why? it seems like nazi propaganda is working them, too. this is not propaganda.
some black girls seem to want me to communicate again about thule.org, when it isn't important, and when i am not evil. my intent was and always will be to help everyone. this is not nazi germany. black girls want ignorant people to think that they stole my mail to paris hilton, thinking that it gives them a way or stupid right to fabricate absolute blatant shit about me, money and white supremacy, with them apparently wanting to have fake childish make believe pride in public about "something", when i really don't think that they stole my mail to hilton because of evidence, and when it definitely wouldn't matter if they stole my mail because i am sort of like forest gump. ask the honest black people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with who are not insecure and fake, or who are not black people who embarrassed themselves over the years. i sent correspondence to hilton with my email address and password, thinking that she had indicated that she wanted to be a friend or partner, in the past when i was excited about working on film. i was considering including messages from thule.org in my film, meant to help everyone, a story about a guy who writes a story. i also wanted to share the messages with hilton because i thought that the thule.org guy was an interesting guy, just like i have a right to share my email with anyone. i used to read some of the messages out loud. one message of particular interest was about crash landers (explorers?) and DNA. my lack of privacy confused me, so i thought that it was ok to be open about everything, about my email in public, not just with hilton, since people knew what i was doing, anyway. at the time i thought that it would make me feel less awkward, and i didn't mean to confuse hilton. she really shouldn't have been greedy, involving me with her in public, in the weird stupid childish very confusing way which she intentionally did. i was interested in working on film, and i did, 84 pages which took me 2 or 3 hundred hours. i wasn't finished. different subject. it was intentionally sabotaged so that the fake evil greedy insecure mexican girl with my vision in her left eye thought that she could lie about me, money, and white supremacy, with her joining the fake insecure evil black man who has a black girl problem (northern trust bank). mexican girl is something satanic, so is the black man, with them both trying to hide but also get something for themselves, not wanting me to be popular. mexican girl is a really evil unfriendly angry insecure mexican. film is not the kind of work which people can do without privacy or security. some people get very weird childish and jealous/envious about it because it is public work, like my work in general. it is why public people have security at events, or why TV stations have security. it causes weird jealous/envious people to want to humiliate public or famous people because it is public work, affective.
now some black girls will pretend like they didn't understand something, or that they have an excuse to play dumb, which is extra fake, extra stupid, sadistic, childish, disrespectful, weird, possessive, creepy, which is so unbelievably weird ungrateful toward me, toward God, and toward their own people. they are trying to cover up their embarrassment, their multiple childish really stupid embarrassments, by continuing with the same aggression, faking having pride, sort of just admitting to being something disgusting to begin with. they fight really ugly, and it is so sad, because there was really no reason to be fighting at all, AND THEY ALREADY KNEW THAT.
some black girls are trying to use this situation as a type of media to force young black girls into crime. really. i know what i am communicating about. they are combining absolute childish shit type propaganda about me and whatever is going on with Republicans and Democrats, to try to force young black girls, who they think are vulnerable, into hate and tech crime. or stealing mail or skimming or whatever. i wouldn't be surprised if the gang has name. it is a criminal organization, which she be noted. they are like blacks who sold blacks into slavery. they are dumb criminals, wanting to boast that they are working in different places all over the place, and that they pay very close attention to their phones, some kind of big group chat or something. it is scary. i really do have reason to be concerned. they are trying to intimidate people, but it is obviously very childish and lame, just because they are insecure because they think that they don't have power. they actually want people to know that they make it all about their insecurity. weak link. grow up. get with the program.
i mentioned Republicans and Democrats. i did not vote for president Trump. i have respect for his will, but i never trusted him to be an actual caring leader of America, or the world, knowing that his intent, probably also his x - lawyer Michael Cohen, was all about wanting to work a money deal somehow.
i have rights.
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7/24/26
i have legitimate reasons to have a privacy concern, given my entire family and their private medical information. especially given how some black girls in 2011 wanted to boast about being stupidly biased and irresponsible with regard to medical practice. it is scary for me and good people of the 144,000. mother's don't even want to tell there children about this.
can an independent police / u.s. government officer be assigned to me, to inform, and to investigate my close family's medical business?
you can't have church and state together, then later state that it wasn't together.
ignorant people underestimate the damage unintelligent criminals do, or can do, given this type of public situation, if there are no respected civil institutions in place, or as a guard rail.
can the police please come to my home?
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i wonder if retired Los Angeles detective Lopez (female) ever found out about me. i think she generated a report in 2018 or something. this is regarding Paris Whitney Hilton. i very seriously doubt that paris hilton's dad told the police detective what he really knew about me, or what he really knew/knows about his daughter, especially how he knew/knows that his daughter was/is wrong, selfishly stupidly irresponsibly toying with the public, cruelty of me, a mockery an important guy's important work, what should have no business at all, and also what should have been simple civil (legal) business. she is not a humble girl who really thinks, or who acts like she cares about thinking.
Hilton and her family were a type of curse for great U.S.A. really. i am not a negative person. it ultimately gave rise to crime for some black people. also an unnecessary issue or distraction for government. hilton wanted to see if people would follow her fake cruel childish crap, thinking it would be amusing, and they did, making a sick public game of it, implying that (joke) "they are as cool and stupid as paris hilton". hilton intended to cause people to act aggressively toward me while i lacked privacy, more confusing. cruelty is a part of her astrological make up. it seems as if she has a social problem, and was trying to make her family and friends think that she was social and that i wasn't, by intentionally "secretly" obstructing my life, wanting to stupidly gossip about me.
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i mean the tease about the Malibu rum and puff pass Indica really as figurative, or as a simple sign of affection.
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in reference to Freemasonry, i believe that there is some recognition or understanding of the devil, or satan, or lucifer. light and dark. it depends on the specific lodge. i think that a misconception is that it is evil, or necessarily involves money, or something regarding the devil, or satan, or lucifer, or is some intelligent vast conspiracy. it is sort of like church. nothing bad. some of the guys have money, but so do people at different churches, but church is about charity, and teamwork. is God rich? how about 2 or 3, or a rich man running to give a poor man money? have you studied of my work in 'for your information' section of this website? information about me is cool, but think of the future. it needs to be controlled with force. there really is something to understand, sort of like a hollywood movie or fiction about an issue. i don't mean that i am the devil, or satan, or lucifer. satan is an actual being, or 2 beings, in a very simplified form, which myself and others are really really really are aware of so far. i think just Alpha Draconis (Draconian), or Alpha Draconis + Ursa Minor, on the north side of great pyramid. black man who has my vision in his left eye, mexican girl who has my vision in her left eye. you can research. i have been informed that i am Orion and Dog Star, good friendly source of information, on the south side. it seems as if north is an absolutely disgusting sadistic evil childish creature, from a psychological perspective. like a unsophisticated problem adolescent. it doesn't seem to care about love, and it should, but it actually doesn't seem like it is fundamentally programed to operate as like a civil human, or as civil humans operate, thinking/acting like an animal. DNA or something. in a way i wish that scientists would interview me and people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, objective analysis. it really is fascinating and should be respected. experiencing the black man who has my vision in his left eye, and the mexican girl who has my vision in her left eye, is really like watching the creepy scenes of a horror movie, intentionally meant as cruelty from one person to another, but it is not a movie. it is constant, intentionally meant to be thought of a perverted and psychologically cruel. other creepy childish people get excited about it and follow them. like animals. really more like a nervous animal reacting to a human, like a snake, which hisses, in spite of charm. look it up on biblehub.com. maybe Nachash / 358.
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my mother's old pastor told me about a book by C.S. Lewis, "The Screwtape Letters", when i was scared, wanting to be respectful, more than one time, in 1997. I believe that the book is an interesting mockery of the devil. my mother's old pastor didn't know who i was.
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thanx Spotify!
i wish that i could work with someone who has their own mix lab set up. i have ideas about mixing stuff. maybe i an just a whippersnapper. not in that business, but thought about creating a sample of something, if i ever had some mixing equipment and left alone, in peace and innocence.
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i don't want to make anyone feel uneasy with the Mahdi and hidden Imam information. i just wanted to show that i have some respect for Islam, a bit of study. Islam means "peace" or "submission". the vast majority of Muslims are peaceful; not terroristic. money mixed with religion or "religion" is not necessarily good.
i don't have a mean bone in my body. it is strange how innocent, humble at heart, not involved in anything at all, the government probably finds it interesting, not threatening at all. please be open minded.
do not worry about any of that third reich information. again, i don't have a mean bone in my body. black people already knew that, but some of them want to try to divide because they don't want to try to keep up with caring honest black people. i have never thought about associating with anyone involved in white supremacy, white nationalism, january 6tth rioters, etc. nazi germany during and just after great depression and U.S.A at present are not the same thing. germans believed nazi propaganda because it did not exist in a vacuum. i read about it. weird bullshit which fit a narrative at that particular time in that particular place i don't like the thought of skin head type people who i think really are so unintelligent. leave me out of your business. i will stay out of your business. i mean that also, to Republicans who i think are narrow-minded. this information is just informative. think objective, big picture. use caution, and that is not a threat. i lived in germany for 3 years, taking a semester of german at night in college, and germans can be funny and sweet, weil es proper ist. Liebvohl Witz. Ciao.
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my previous reference to Saudi Arabia, with 50 wives (girlfriends) was joke, like Homer Simpson dressed like an Arab in a tent where the belly dancer comes out, after he claps his hands together twice; middle east Funk. so many unnecessary problems with fake selfish childish uncaring girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who stupidly wanted to use me, a few weak girls, who think that they are weak, who find it amusing to try to humiliate a special guy with a special job, but it didn't work. i seriously don't want to cause relationships problems. just the opposite of that. Saudi Arabia is a joke or figurative about female friendship and peace, and male power, which i want to be smart with. i am not selfish. i already had enough. 50 wives could be like 50 sisters.
this is not mean aggression or nervous defense. this is being informative. think objective.
i am not a mob boss, giving orders around. i mean it. i am really sick and tired of me being known to have cared about everyone, honest, then calling out evil mean people, then trying to get the evil mean people to move on, without them trying themselves. they are lazy and fake. if they want me to keep going back into my known innocent past, i will. it doesn't make me look bad, and i understand if loving white people are confused by anything related to the third reich. i am not promoting hate at all. i am interested in the occult, or occult knowledge. information about jesus christ or joshua evan mishler is or will be occult knowledge.
the people who are not full of anger and hate, not full of guilt, are on my side. get a clue. people who stalk me, harass me, and others have a creepy weird fascination with my innocence, and their guilt.
the very few people who mess with me and others, really just people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, are engaged in crimes of passion. they have psychological problems, social/love problems.
as far as Northern Trust bank is concerned, the only real involvement i had in it, after being understandably confused about it's importance for the world, positive imagination, was to try and protect people from the bank, first by writing a letter to Northern Trust's legal department in Chicago, at the end of 2010 or at the beginning of 2011, and then also by hand delivering the same letter to the Northern Trust branch bank, which used to be on Kirby Drive in Houston, in end of 2010 or beginning of 2011. i spoke with a black woman who worked at the bank who probably thought that i was weird. i am glad that she kept the original of the letter. i thought that the bank was trying to take advantage of people, unusual confusion because i thought that i lacked privacy, and that everyone was sensing me, and that something was going on around me everywhere because i lacked privacy. i had thought that rich people were going to invest, so that it would help people with less, but then thought (imagined) later that something unethical was happening. i was not interested in banks or banking at all. it was a misunderstanding. it was imaginary, child like, about something positive for the world. there is no reason to think that Northern Trust bank is involved in anything unethical. this unnecessary problem or confusion is part of the reason that black girls have stated that they don't like the black man with my vision in his left eye.
this is nothing new or important.
the black man with my vision in his left eye was a different person before 2011 than he was/is after 2011. he joined cruel fake black women who infected my blood at Cypress Creek care facility in 2011. he is a weak racist black man who thought that he couldn't be with a black woman if he would argue with them, even if, or especially if it was really understood that they had done something wrong. black man and black women also wanted to bully intimidate the mexican girl who has my vision in her left eye, immediately after the entire group began to sense the mexican girl, end of last week of may, first week of june 2011. that doesn't mean that the mexican girl is ignorant or innocent. they are like animals who attack each other, harming each other, confused, nervous. i don't mean me or good people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with.
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7/28/26
i just wanted to move on, but if a few fake mean people want me to inform people about my innocent past, just like i have been honestly doing for a long time, so be it. they like to pretend as if they have something to use against me, or as if they were good at fabricating something to use against me. really weird and confusing, bad for kids, thinking of how ungrateful they are. they turn it into a racial thing because they think that people of their own race (including white people) will like me more than them. don't put me in the middle of your unnecessary racial crap. leave me out of it, and i want to try to stay cool on the internet.
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8/5/26
why don't i put "it is ok if he didn't like black girls because they were so fake and mean" on my tombstone? black girls are gang stalking me and the community, in general, when they know ahead of time where i am going in my car. they are in a weird creepy embarrassed rage. 18 years of it already. they like the attention which they think that they are getting because they don't get any attention any other way. now they will pretend as if this makes me look bad, or like a mean unpopular person. i am not a mean unpopular person, and honest loving intelligent black people already have my back. some of these black people are low class thugs (yes, i can discriminate) who mock kind honest people, making a sick game of it. it is a social reaction to christ. good leadership can create something negative if the people are too lazy, unintelligent or uncaring to follow. they are trying to get low class black thugs to group together because they are panicking, thinking that they are less, thinking that they have less, or that they will have less that high class people, or christ. they seem to have a problem with successful people, in general, because of envy/jealousy, or because they have wasted their lives stupidly childishly fake gossiping about unimportant irrelevant issues. i tried to set black people free a long time ago, honestly, with honesty, with lots of genuine love, already understood, but some of them imply that they need a baby sitter, or that they will always act like they hate white people no matter what. it is a horrible thing for black children who need opportunity. what they are doing is weird and scary, like creepy black criminals in africa who engage in savagery. they are trying to divide and conquer black people. i am not trying to divide black people. i am calling out evil for what it is.
the black woman who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who assaulted me at the grocery store in 2008 is not black girl's leader. DO NOT do the stupid peer pressure black thing. she is a weird crazy sick angry fake very cruel childish person. she wanted to mess up everybody's love and success, including happy black people, like a socially lame person who wanted attention, who fired an assault weapon into a crowd of happy people. i mean this figuratively.
i seriously doubt that childish fake very mean black girls will ever move on from their embarrassment and anger. i seriously doubt that the black man with my vision in his left eye will ever move on from his embarrassment and anger.
thinking about black people blatantly lying about me and money is like thinking about obnoxious irritating black rap music about money. i do have an appreciation for black artists.
the real reason that this has been such a chaotic situation in this section of this website, and my facebook account in the past, is because the black man and mexican girl live in fear because they know that they can be easily identified, their left eye issue. they fear that someone will kill them in this life or next, etc., so they act aggressively, horrible constant creepy psychological abuse, intentionally irritating everyone, so that i won't be popular. they want me to get on other people's nerves. i don't want to get on other people's nerves. i am trying to protect the community. this has been and probably still will be an important fight. ignorant people really really don't understand how socially lame and evil they are. i think that their fear is related to information in the first paragraph of the link below. i have already posted this link.
https://inner.org/hebleter/reish.htm
Summary
Yes, the number 200 in the Book of Enoch is related to the Hebrew letter Resh in Gematria. In Hebrew, the letter Resh (ר) corresponds to the numerical value of 200. This letter is often associated with meanings such as "head" or "leader," and spiritually, it can represent concepts like the "lion's mouth," which has both positive and negative connotations.
In the context of the Book of Enoch, the significance of numbers often ties into broader themes of leadership, authority, and spiritual insight, which can be reflected in the meanings associated with the letter Resh
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8/5/26
this post is also above. i revised it and copied it.
some black girls seem to want me to communicate again about thule.org, when it isn't important, and when i am not evil, and when it doesn't make me look bad at all. my intent was and always will be to help everyone. this is not nazi germany. black girls want ignorant people to think that they stole my mail to paris hilton, thinking that it gives them a way or stupid right to fabricate absolute blatant shit about me, money and white supremacy, with them apparently wanting to have fake childish make believe pride in public about "something", when i really don't think that they stole my mail to hilton because of evidence, and when it definitely wouldn't matter if they stole my mail because i am sort of like forest gump. ask the honest black people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with who are not insecure and fake, or who are not black people who embarrassed themselves over the years. i sent correspondence to hilton with my email address and password, thinking that she had indicated that she wanted to be a friend or partner, in the past when i was excited about working on film. i was considering including messages from thule.org in my film, meant to help everyone, a story about a guy who writes a story. i also wanted to share the messages with hilton because i thought that the thule.org guy was an interesting guy, just like i have a right to share my email with anyone. i used to read some of the messages out loud. one message of particular interest was about crash landers (explorers?) and DNA. my lack of privacy confused me, so i thought that it was ok to be open about everything, about my email in public, not just with hilton, since people knew what i was doing, anyway. at the time i thought that it would make me feel less awkward, and i didn't mean to confuse hilton. she really shouldn't have been greedy, involving me with her in public, in the weird stupid childish very confusing way which she intentionally did. i was interested in working on film, and i did, 84 pages which took me 2 or 3 hundred hours. i wasn't finished. different subject. it was intentionally sabotaged so that the fake evil greedy insecure mexican girl with my vision in her left eye thought that she could lie about me, money, and white supremacy, with her joining the fake insecure evil black man who has a black girl problem (northern trust bank). mexican girl is something satanic, so is the black man, with them both trying to hide but also get something for themselves, not wanting me to be popular. mexican girl is a really evil unfriendly angry insecure mexican. film is not the kind of work which people can do without privacy or security. some people get very weird childish and jealous/envious about it because it is public work, like my work in general. it is why public people have security at events, or why TV stations have security. it causes weird jealous/envious people to want to humiliate public or famous people because it is public work, affective.
this is not new or important.
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i was and am not close friends with the guy at thule.org. we are also not enemies. i don't communicate to him anymore because he asked me not to in 2014, when i was trying to have the government put me to sleep at a hospital, i think because he became confused about people's ignorance since i included him in correspondence to different government offices. i included him as a recipient because i am reasonably certain that he had already sent the government (DARPA) information about me. i have already referred to DARPA in the 'for your information' section of this website. thule dude stated that they (thule.org) thought that i was kind of "loopy", lol, i guess like 60. we were casual acquaintances, and i really believe that he has a good heart, and that he knew who i was lacking privacy, and that he was being supportive of people who support themselves, no matter who.
black girls want people to think that i am nervous or guilty about something when i am not at all. why would i be ashamed of being known to want to help everyone, or having a good heart?
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8/5/26
i wish that i would have tried to organize a lawsuit against paris hilton in the past, in 2009. i only want $150 and a very basic sense of dignity which everyone is entitled to. refer to the 'paris hilton business complaint' in the 'miscellaneous files' section of this website. she didn't even have a return address on the envelope which the hand bag which she sent me which i didn't ask for or didn't want, so i guess she is a ugly creep who was implying that i couldn't get my money back. i honestly wasn't a fan of hilton's or lindsay lohan when i tried to encourage them when they were locked up, wanting them to get the mail where they were locked up. it was care of the community, in general, like it was my job as a leader. i am not sending mail to anyone famous anymore. hilton is greedy, irresponsible, childish and cruel. my point sending the mail to hilton and lohan was that people who get in trouble can still be accepted, or loved, and then hilton wanted to twist that concept into her acceptance her and my rejection. she wanted to humiliate me because i am more of a person than she is, even though i am not on television. it is obvious. i really really can't believe that she would want to be known for blatantly weird vicious treating me and others like shit, including her own family, and then have the audacity to imply that she bosses people around at hilton hotels, obnoxious TV commercials, or that those people at hilton hotels will do whatever she wants them to, or that she is supposed to get gigs on television, no matter how uncaring or uncivil she is. paris hilton really doesn't think much about herself, but pretends to. the hilton family is a house of cards. she seems to childishly fanaticize about people thinking that she is something great, or a star, when she obviously isn't. she lives in a puny rich kid world.
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8/6/26
some black girls get some weird sick lame childish thrill making people feel threatened by them. it is because of what they know that they are known to have done, and because of their weird embarrassed rage and insecurity. they are nervous but trying to play it off like they are cool and superior. they are fake.
you are not any more special or powerful than anyone else, black girls, just because i have referred to you in this section of this website.
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8/6/26
i was never wanting to make people feel threatened by me. it is ok or perfectly normal for me to act defensively to very confusing ugly evil childish aggression.
this isn't about me having done something wrong. this is about some black people stating that they hate whites no matter what. a black stereotype. too bad that they didn't care about opportunity. too bad that they didn't think more about Abraham Lincoln and America. they really don't care about opportunity or intelligent work with intelligent people, no matter what race the person is.
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8/6/26
here is a topic for theologians. did jesus ever apologize to anyone, or act like he could have done something better? sign of ignorance, or imperfection. people brainwashed about jesus being perfect. this is not about anything specific which i have done in my life.
another issue which i think that i have already mentioned is what else did jesus state, besides what is in the bible?
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8/6/26
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Book_of_Enoch
some of the 144,000 are evil, and i think that Nephilim is a way of understanding it.
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8/7/26
if black girls want to try to play the victim, wallowing in their embarrassment and stupidity, go ahead. they think that it is fun to harm an innocent defenseless white man, publicly. some of them have a weird creepy ghetto like unintelligent mean attitude which people definitely already understand. i don't have to like people who are blatantly fake and mean. they are involved in crime. they have violated me and the community, again and again and again, etc. they have an anger problem. they have an embarrassment problem. part of the reason that i mentioned in a joking way about my tombstone is because i can't wait until i don't have to think about them, really, and when i will be at peace. get out of my life! i have a very dangerous job. i am a public person who lacks privacy and security. weird childish people like to try to humiliate public people, or public work. it is like vandalism, spiritual vandalism. they are obvious childish, envious/jealous creatures. you see what i am doing in this section of this website, but you don't understand what is going on. black girls are trying to work the community, playing an evil game. they have an image problem which they are trying to cover up by provoking me over and over and over, etc. they are sadistic. they act like angry animals, not like loving intelligent humans. black girls have embarrassed each other, along with the black man evil creep. i am definitely not the problem. i never thought that i would be stating anything like this, because i always loved black people, in general. they want to teach hate. they want to teach division. 18 years of it. another issue is that in a way i really don't give a fuck about what people think about me or say about me. i am not running for office, and i am not asking for special money. i have rights. i have freedom. i mean, get real. why don't you do a real official investigation? why don't you look at my actual official record, and what i have actually done, not your fake childish lame biased angry racist negro version of it? i have the right to express dislike of people, especially if they are unnecessarily harming the community. it is black people who don't give a fuck about black people. it is a very weird cruel mockery of a friendly honest white man. they are the ones who don't want to be friendly. all i was doing was trying to make the best of it, stuck in the middle, wanting to share, love, learn, empower, no matter who the people were.
why don't the police or church or government show me a little recognition/respect, and make this problem go away? give me a security detail, if necessary.
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this nothing new or nothing important. these black girls need to get the fuck away from everyone. i was not saying negative things about black girls until 2008, after i was being assaulted. they want me to state negative things about them, doesn't matter if it is defensive, because they are trying to confuse ignorant people about my character because of my confused past. they are involved in a cover up attempt which makes it abundantly obvious that they are the problem to begin with.
it is 4 problems:
- paris hilton.
- creepy evil psychopathic black man with my vision in his left eye
- creepy evil psychopathic mexican girl with my vision in her left eye
- large amount of black girls
they all work together. hilton is actually the leader of childish fake mean people who stupidly fuck with me and everyone else, she just tries to play it off like she is "so cool" or not the problem. she is like a mob boss secretly giving orders to harm me. really. she didn't want me to be popular.
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8/7/26
drill sergeant Merrill stated "you guys have less rhythm than a couple of turds, floating around a toilet bowl."
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8/8/26
i really don't have any hope, truthfully. i am being blatantly stalked, assaulted, harassed, violated, every day all day long, by blacks and a mexican who don't want a white person to look better than blacks or mexicans because of their weird childish insecurity. they are not doing this to me because they think that i am a bad person. they do it to me because they think that i look better than they do, publicly. no one helped me and it is really sad. innocent people are being intentionally harmed. i am also an innocent person.
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8/8/26
i emailed the thule.org guy, requesting for him to put his website back online. black people and the mexican try to use it against me, wanting to take advantage of ignorant people. his website was offline in the past, but then came back online, so maybe it is the same issue. i had also emailed him about 2 months ago, informing him that black girls were implying that they have dirt on him and me, when they don't.
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8/8/26
what fascinates me about Islam is that Muslims seem to be the only ones, considering Muslims, Jews, Christians, who were or are telling the real story of Jesus. i don't mean that i agree with unnecessarily harming people, or terrorism. Jews didn't recognize Jesus as the Messiah (or at least not openly), and Christians seem to have made up a "story" about Jesus dying on the cross.
my situation is an important social event for everyone, not just religious people. it should be controlled with force so that it doesn't eventually, maybe inevitably, get out of control, causing confused unnecessary social conflict.
the real reason that there is so much global awareness, social order, and peace about my, or our current situation, is that it was controlled or implemented in the past with military force, chivalry orders, during the middle ages. this was/is good for all religions, or for anyone in the world, regardless if they considered themselves to be religious. so it seems to have been a type of propaganda or white lie because of jesus not "dying" on the cross, but done for a good or practical social purpose, including for governments. i suggest that governments formally organize a study, led by Pope, to implement with force, again. be respectful of the community. be informative. be caring. jesus is not separated from the state because he is also a part of the state. he is not a separate entity. God is not a separate entity. people don't have to worship me. people's opinion of me doesn't matter, as far a religious belief or religion is concerned. what is important is that i am a person on earth who is required to obey the law as anyone else, and that i should be protected.
i probably would have already been murdered, creating a confused social situation, if awareness about christ had not been controlled or implemented with force. chivalry orders which were a function of the church/government.
do you think that it is fun to feed me to wolves? really? do you find it amusing or interesting? would you like it if it were your child? wouldn't you want your child to feel loved, accepted, and to be able to spiritually/emotionally develop? shouldn't it be accepted, celebrated and supported, now that the phenomenon can really be substantiated with evidence? it is really about science and not religion. biology. get a clue.
i don't understand why presidents are sworn in on bibles, if there is a separation of church and state. or why it reads 'In God We Trust' on currency. doesn't seem to make any sense. or why are witnesses sworn in on bibles?
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8/8/26
i have started to capitalize letters so that information is easier to read or understand.
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8/8/26
why don't Carter Reum, Chris Zylka and Rick Hilton get together for a beer and bible study?
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8/8/26
some black girls, black man with vision in my left eye, mexican girl with my vision in her left eye, paris hilton, are fake childish dummies who cried wolf. no one pays attention to them.
for people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who are situated worldwide, who have my website information, "the boy who cried wolf" is a children's story. the gist of it is don't complain when there is absolutely no reason to complain.
i myself do have a legitimate reason to complain. ask honest people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with.
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8/9/26
latin law term, a thought after a thought is more important than the first thought
AI Summary
The Latin legal term that reflects the idea that a thought after a thought is more important than the first thought is "a posteriori." This term refers to knowledge or justification that is dependent on experience or empirical evidence, suggesting that conclusions drawn after considering additional thoughts or evidence hold greater significance than initial assumptions or thoughts.
In legal contexts, this can imply that later reasoning or evidence can provide a stronger basis for a decision than initial impressions or arguments.
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Latin law term, a thought after a thought is more important than the first thought
The Latin maxim used in law and philosophy to express that "a thought after a thought is more important/wiser than the first thought" is Cogitationes posteriores sunt saniores (or alternatively, Posteriores cogitationes sapientiores solent esse). [1, 2]
Translated literally, it means "later thoughts are sounder" or "second thoughts are best". [1, 3]
Key Applications in Legal Contexts
While it functions broadly as a philosophical proverb, it translates into a few foundational principles across different legal frameworks:
- Contract and Will Amendments: It serves as the logical justification for the validity of later codicils to a will, amendments to contracts, or the revocation of prior instruments. The law respects the updated intention of the author because the subsequent thought reflects mature deliberation.
- Judicial Opinions: It describes the appellate process or a judge's self-correction. A higher court's review or a judge's amended opinion overrides the first impression because time and reflection yield a sounder legal analysis.
- Legislative Overrides: In statutory interpretation, if two laws conflict, the later enacted law typically supersedes the earlier one (lex posterior derogat priori). This stems from the same core principle that the legislature's later thought carries more weight and authority. [10, 11, 12]
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8/10/26
some black girls don't care about love. i gave them genuine love, and honestly it seems to confuse them, like they have a problem loving themselves, or like they hate people who are happy and loving.
i am not trying to create division. i am wanting to inform people about a real problem, so that there is better chance for unity.
black people and the mexican girl are the ones with the fascination with Antarctica.
all i had was love in me, anyway, imagining a colony with people from all over the world, thinking that the ice would melt, or spread to different parts of the planet eventually, a guess about what happens during a geomagnetic reversal. that is part of the reason why i was interested in ships, started to go to school again at Texas A and M Galveston for maritime administration, from 2002 to 2003, and why i tried to get my MMD (Merchant Mariner's Document) from the U.S. coast guard, in 2010. my friend R. Green works on ships. he told me cool story about how he caught 64 fish (yellow fin tuna) on Christmas day one time.
this is not new or important or interesting information. people already knew this.
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8/10/26
paris hilton, black girls, mexican girl are creepy very weak childish disrespectful greedy bitches who imply that they are like my wives or girlfriends, who i can't divorce, when i didn't or don't want to be with them to begin with. they are vicious gold diggers who want to use me for power or status, thinking that they can get special treatment or money from someone else. they don't represent all girls. these are girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who have social or love problems. what they really want to try to do is to trick other men into thinking that they wanted to empower them, basically lying to them, "pretending" as if they are ignoring me, when what they really want to do is take power away from men, in general. selfish childish female mind games. they think that they are so crafty, right? they aren't. the black man joined in with these girls, who are the main problem, because he has a girl problem having embarrassed himself, stupidly implying that all girls like him, or think that he is macho, or that he is like Casanova or their knight in shiny armor, when is he is actually, blatantly, a dishonest weird socially lame disrespectful wimpy dork, Satan. he is holding black girls hostage, telling them that he doesn't care if he makes them miserable, and that they are just going to put up with it. ugly abusive relationships. i would rather not have to think about any of that, and just think of my sweet intelligent confident white girlfriend, even though i am not wanting to make a racist issue of it.
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8/10/26
as i stated before, in a way or mostly, i really don't give a fuck about what ignorant people think about me. you don't understand what has happened in context. i am not a part of any groups, i am not running for office, i am not asking for special money.
some black girls are all stupid because they think that the black bitch at the grocery store in 2008 deserved to be called a name. they think that she is an embarrassment for them, and then are embarrassed and angry, in general. too bad. get a life. the black woman at the grocery store was/is an evil envious childish nervous hater. then i was apologetic about 2 days later, after i called the evil bitch a name, in case innocent black girls got their feelings confused. i am not a problem to begin with. again, it is really about paris hilton having made it stupidly obvious that she wanted to create a bunch of selfish childish shit on the internet. others girls followed her, which is what hilton intentionally wanted. this situation really is that simple and stupid, and it is a very sad thing for america and the world. some of these girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with obviously think that is is fun to childishly fuck with a peaceful confident special man, publicly, really wanting to humiliate peaceful confident special men.
paris hilton is evil, fake, cruel, selfish. she is not a social person, like the media portrays her to be. she wants ignorant people to think that i was after her, or that i wanted something from her. i wasn't, and i didn't. she is the ugly weird creepy mooch. it seems like her sister and mom are, also. they want to use me, with them trying to create the impression that i wanted to use them. no. i just want my $150 back, or at least some kind of respectful response. i have left voice messages, text messages, sent email to her and her father. she definitely knew/knows about this. it is ugly weird creepy abusive treatment. she is cruel. she thinks that people wouldn't believe it because it is so cruel, and because of all of the fake media hype which she gets. people really don't understand. i wish that i could file a lawsuit against her. she took cash without wanting there to be a record of it, obviously with malice aforethought because of everything else which transpired. she wanted fake childish girls to know that she was playing fake childish girl games, wanting them to follow her, and they did, or do, still, every day. weak boring girls not humble who try at a power grab which didn't or won't work. again, these are some girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with. they don't represent all females, even though they tried or still try to make it seem that way. they imply that you have to respect them, give them special treatment, even if they are so unbelievable dumb. i don't have respect people who are not respectable.
if they keep making me think of dumb shit from the past i will keep communicating about dumb shit from the past.
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8/11/26
the many people who are ugly weird gang stalking me (and others) are trying to force me to commit suicide. they are making me so incredibly sick all day long every day that i can't get anything done. they want me to feel constantly threatened. it is scary. i don't want to live in america anymore with these black girls doing what they are doing. i want them to know how they make me feel. they don't care if they are harming other people also, innocent like me. they are trying to make it so that they can lie about me, pretending as if they are good at fabricating ridiculous childish shit about different directions. they have a motive to lie. i don't have a motive to lie. they refer to different directions, but are not communicating anything intelligent, meaningful, honest, or conclusive with the use of words. they are cowards who got themselves into social trouble by stupidly childish fake gossiping about me, who take cheap shots at me and other honest people.
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8/11/26
why don't the people stalking me focus on making themselves popular, instead of trying to make me unpopular? it is because they think that it is not possible for them to be popular.
black person trend or fad which they will think made them look stupid, later on. they are fake and socially lame.
some black girls attitude:
"it doesn't matter how much honest work which he does. it doesn't matter how much he shines. it doesn't matter that he had love in him. the only thing that matters is that we are always going to ignore him and harass him because he called some black woman a name, cause we are trying to make people feel sorry for us."
they act like it doesn't matter that the black woman who attacked me at the grocery store in 2008 was seriously wrong.
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8/12/26
i apologize for lashing out a bit at president Trump 2 days ago. i believe that he is receiving good verifiable information from other sources, people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, possibly former police or government officers, about how greedy, evil, sadistic, perverted, dumb, childish, socially lame, the beings who are acting aggressively toward me and others are. it is terroristic. they have no place here. we have a common enemy; meaning, at least the black man and mexican girl who have my vision in their left eye, who have the ability to create contractions of my muscle and soft tissue, which other people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with can sense. it is terroristic. they are promoting savagery. it is reasonable to think that i am here to keep them out, or out of planet earth. really. i am not promoting hate toward blacks and mexicans. i have had problems with a few evil mean white people, also.
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8/12/26
if some blacks and the mexican girl obviously want to engage in war, when there is absolutely no reason for it, then we are at war, and i will fight, and they are going to get the asses whooped real bad, like i have already whooped their stupid asses. everybody knows that they are insecure, childish and fake. i'd like to see them fight people who are not defenseless like me, and who are organized.
the pretend as if they don't know that i am always honest, because they don't want any pressure on them to do the same thing.
paris hilton wants ignorant people to think that i wasn't cool enough for her. the truth is that she wasn't cool enough for Christ. i don't want to refer to paris hilton anymore. that was her selfish game to begin with
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8/12/26
i tried something which didn't work. i had a love dream about diversity and unity, since i am who i am, knowing that i am constant 24/7 activity with different types of people. i had love in me, verifiable. i always had an appreciation for blacks and mexicans, or whoever, loving them in general, but some of them don't want to act like they want to love me, a loving honest white person, publicly, so if they do an unnecessary racial thing, i will be forced to do a necessary racial thing. that doesn't mean that i am going to be rude to blacks or mexicans when i am out and about. good luck. the point is that it doesn't or probably won't work because of rude blacks and mexicans. it also wouldn't work because of rude white people who mess it up for friendly white people, or because blacks and mexicans don't like rude white people.
this section of this website looks erratic or excessive because a few people, mostly black girls, starting with a few black girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, also the black man with my vision in his left eye, also the mexican girl with my vision in her left eye, WHO WANT ME TO FEEL CONSTANTLY THREATENED, even in my own home, or other people's homes, NOT ALLOWING ME TO REST. this has been going on really really badly for many many years. the want me to think that they will keep acting aggressively. very confusing because i have no hope, no sense of security, not from the Pope, not from the police, not from anyone, not in church. so bad it is like a horror movie, like they want people to think of it as a horror movie, sick childish sadistic amusement, if you were experiencing it. it is not my mind which is the problem. it is their minds which are the problem. very simple. greater chance or probability that it would be the community, or certain people in the community, who don't have real responsibility who are the problem, and not me who is the problem.
the blacks and the mexican who intentionally create unnecessary racial issue crap for everyone didn't and don't care about opportunity in america with different types of people, like college students or motivated blue collar workers are more motivated to do. the blacks and the mexican girl only cared about their stupid unintelligent unnecessary racist shit.
it is BECAUSE i tried to create unity amongst people, that it created or creates a division of class, starting with Paris Hilton being low class.
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8/18/26
more important than anything related to the Third Reich, or Thule society. all i had was love in me, best of intentions for everyone, stuck in the middle of something, experiences with supernatural, ignorant with good heart, and everyone knew that. i am not nervous or guilty. the people who tried and still try to wrongfully defame me are nervous and guilty. i am reasonably certain that Thule can be a reference to a far planet, like earth, or some other planet. all of this crap from my past isn't important. some black girls think that they don't have a future, so they keep wanting to refer to my past, which doesn't matter, again, because i had nothing but love in me.
Summary
Ultima Thule is a term rooted in ancient mythology, often symbolizing the farthest point of the known world.
Historical Context
- The name "Ultima Thule" originates from Latin, where "Ultima" means "farthest" and "Thule" refers to a place of uncertain location, often associated with northern lands.
- The earliest references come from the Greek explorer Pytheas, who described Thule as a distant land beyond the known world in the 4th century BCE.
Mythological Significance
- In mythology, Thule represents a mystical realm, often depicted as an island or a land of eternal winter, embodying the unknown and the limits of exploration.
- It has been used in various literary and cultural contexts to symbolize the ultimate frontier or unattainable goals.
Cultural Impact
- The concept of Ultima Thule has influenced various works of literature and art, often evoking themes of adventure and the quest for knowledge.
- In modern times, it has been appropriated in various esoteric and nationalist ideologies, sometimes distorting its original mythological meaning.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Thule
the dude at Thule.org was stating that Thule was some place which was considered unattainable, and that it can be attained, to which he can attest. he was a friend of mine for several years in the past, it seems being supportive of everyone, or a positive process, in general.
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everybody needs to CHILL OUT AND BE THANKFUL. why don't KKK dudes and Black Panther dudes have a barbeque, drink a few beers or whiskey, listen to my Spotify playlist, chill, appreciate what nobody can understand about God and DNA? think of Dave Chappelle and Phyliss Diller. KKK dudes and Black Panther dudes could have 3 legged races, KKK dude paired with Black Panther dude as 3 legged partner. sincerely. or get drunk with races with eggs on spoons. you don't want children to worry about conflict or war, or confusion, especially when there is no good reason for it. how could they develop in that environment? God needs workers, no matter who. sometimes i wish that i had a normal job, not on disability, so that i could work with different types of people. it is fun. i did it in the Army. i need honest motivated leaders to call out evil when it is obvious that it exists. don't unnecessarily fight with each other. be kind. share. don't be greedy. greed is the problem. the very few people messing with me and everyone else are greedy. sooner of later we won't have cell phones or computers because we will lose electricity. a rabbi once taught that all of us, no matter who, have an aspect of the divine in them. it is true.
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8/19/26
i thought of a Caplyta medication commercial, where they show a nuclear explosion when they say "let in the light".
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8/19/26
i was like a good white king, who imagined having a castle and food, power, figuratively, experiences with supernatural, wanting to share it with everyone. unfortunately, some of the people you invited to the castle are rude, disorderly, so in actuality, the people would have to be something good in order to get into the castle. that is just how life or security works.
electronic communication can be both good and bad. in the future the electricity will go away. it will break into tribes. i imagine peaceful tribes. i am a peaceful guy, if you know me in person. keep Christmas. Christmas is about everyone. in the excerpt below, focus on 'divine purpose'.
i like pagan, related to winter solstice in the link below, still related to Christ. December 25th is a rebirth of the Sun. December 23rd or sometime close is the shortest day of the year. the new annual cycle of the sun is noticeable on or about December 25th. we are products of the sun, or stars, and other elements.
https://www.mentalfloss.com/holidays/christmas/roots-word-christmas
Summary
The term "Christ" means "the Anointed One." It is derived from the Greek word "Christos," which translates to this title, signifying someone chosen for a divine purpose. In Hebrew, the equivalent term is "Mashiach," or Messiah. This title is used throughout the New Testament to refer to Jesus, emphasizing his role as the prophesied savior and leader in Christian belief
Jesus Christ is our savior, even if he dies at a young age, maybe being murdered, or some type of accident, or permanently impaired somehow. it is still considered divine providence, or i what i like to think of in general as a learning/development process. logic. 1 and 2, like 12 or 21. both Jesus and everything going on around him at a specific point in time (astrology) are important.
think of Dave Chapelle and Phyliss Diller.
i lashed out at president Trump online for one day because i imagine him being amused or taking pleasure in my suffering, making me feel threatened by him.
i understand if people think that maybe i am the Paris Hilton problem. no. initially i thought that she was being friendly but then i finally figured out that she is a weird greedy irresponsible fake childish anti social ugly cruel creep bitch. i wouldn't have imagined that someone could be so dumb, wanting to boast about it. she intended to create a problem for everyone. the Rapunzal joke was fun love in general, for everyone, and then she is weird greedy irresponsible fake childish anti social ugly cruel creep bitch, trying to twist it into a reason to have girls or everyone reject me. why? because i am a confident fun loving guy, in general, with everyone, if you know me in person. i didn't mean anything serious by the Rapunzal joke and she knew it, but tried to make it seem like it was or is so important, childish and desperate, obviously not thinking much about herself at all. she uses people, like she likes to make a sick game of it. like i already stated, she intended to create a bunch of stupid shit on the internet, and other people followed her, which was her intent. she didn't want females to like me, i guess because she thought that i was more likeable or interesting than her. she is not a cool social person like the media makes her out to be. fake superficial anti social nobody. she intentionally wanted me to fail so that she didn't have to be humble or do any real work. she is a failure in one of the worst ways that a person could be a failure. her family is obviously fake and creepy. she is the leader of the fake mean irresponsible people. i am sick of her. i hate her and her family. i will be so happy when i die, and when i never have to think about her creepy fake childish girl cruelty again.
all i was doing is being respectful and informative, honest. the black man who has my vision in his left eye, who can act aggressively toward us, is an embarrassment for black people, as well as some black girls who i am also in constant 24/7 activity with, who act aggressively. they are greedy, childish, evil and sadistic. they think that it is fun to humiliate and mock a white person who they think is so much more confident than they are. that is why they try to twist the story to try to make people think that i was mean and racist or evil. they are actually flirting with me and it is really creepy, stalking me, bullying me constantly as a gang. they try to play the victim when they have been and still are the oppressors, just like weak fake women do once they think that they have made themselves look weak, if they are weak. they seem to want me to seem like a racist, trying to make people feel sorry for them. the truth is that i had more confidence and love in me than they did. i am getting good information that there is more to World War II than most people understand. i am definitely here to keep a hostile alien force out. i am a type of alien force. alien technology. i am peaceful. i am definitely not promoting hate or violence. black females are promoting hate and violence for no good reason, or just because they are fake and insecure. these black girls who have been intentionally causing problems for the community for a long time really don't want ignorant people to know how kind i am to black people when i am out and about. they have an identity problem, defiant. that is what Satan did. they can wallow in negro shit or they can get off of their asses and try to contribute something good. they would just be fired from a job. real simple. the boss is not going to get brought down to a stupid fake nonsensical level. they are ashamed of what they have done and are faking having pride. i'm not fake.
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8/19/26
wow. maybe if someone talked to me about who i am, allowing me to actually state something officially being who i am, that all of this would go away. i can't talk to anyone about who i am. you can talk to other people about it, but i can not. it is very painful and confusing.
other people are greedy and cruel, with them thinking that it is interesting that they can talk to others about something, or be someone, and that i can not.
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8/19/26
i feel like the fact that people are not in real time openly communicating about what they know about this situation is a ticking time bomb. gossip, sometimes really stupid and unnecessary, and splitting into many groups. we need a message from a community leader or community leaders. there is nothing which i can do on my own. it would have to be someone else.
people can investigate me up and down, left and right, side to side.
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8/19/26
i am bullied everyday. very confusing because the people doing imply that they will never stop, fake, implying fake that they are good at fabricating absolute crap when they aren't. we can do this for as long as they want to. i am not the loser. their aggression affects my thoughts about my future and everyone else's future, constantly, not to mention that i can't get any other work done. that is why this goes on and on. i am literally not being allowed to think about anything else. ignorant people don't understand the nature of the cybernetic communication which i experience regularly daily. you underestimate if you are ignorant. no offense. it affects my feelings, in public. that affect my actions. people think that it is fun to harm a confident unique man emotionally, in public. typical creepy stalker (gang) shit. mindless nonsense unintelligent which they want attention for. it excites them to get attention, like all of this shit on this section of this website. i am smooth if you really really understand what is going on. the people intentionally causing a problem don't want ignorant people to understand what is going on. you see what is on this website, but don't understand what is really going on. other people are trying to deceive you about my real character, and it looks like it is working a little bit sometimes when i go out or when i watch TV. treat me like an honest responsible family member who is a little wild sometimes but not a problem, not something taboo like jesus being whipped in the streets of Jerusalem. getting off track editing, but people need to be openminded about christ. the reason that it works is first because of people's acceptance of christ, not christ's acceptance of other people. doesn't mean that i am stuck up. many people have helped me accomplish what i have accomplished, or what we will all accomplish. big picture christ. back to first point. it is a very cruel childish perverted mockery of a friendly honest white boy. it is sad that some people choose to degrade themselves being fake and lazy. it is related to an understanding of 200, or Hebrew letter Reish. i am not an expert. just trying to learn and share. they keep trying to use world war II shit against me because they are insecure about something, in general. the black people who are causing problems, not all black people, are sleazy socially lame criminals who want attention because they don't get any other attention, unintelligent boring cowards who take cheap shots at me, like the weird black people who loot stores when violently protesting, when in some instances there really actually was/is no reason at all to protest, actually because they are embarrassed or insecure. they think that i look better than they do so they want to make a mess on my website. this is not the only section of this website. they are so ungrateful. i have over and over kept trying to get people to move on from the past, deleting negative tone information from this website, name calling, and then they hate me for it because they think that it makes me look like a friendly white boy, so then they play a very cruel game harming me even more, unbearable, painful. people are trying to deceive and work you, but you don't understand what is going on. weak people want to politicize someone who they think is superior in order to imply that they are superior. they have an inferiority complex. people in politics understand it. it is a sick game, and i didn't sign up for dirty politics. there is no reason to unnecessarily politicize me. for black folk. don't turn this into unnecessary gang or identity nonsense. don't form a gang. gangs shouldn't mess with gangs. think of happy peaceful children on Christmas day. i am not a problem. don't unnecessarily involve me in your lives just because i lack privacy in the way which i do. that is cruel. i mean, really. give me a break. or, if you want to politicize me, watch the movie Forest Gump. black folk need to exercise leadership, and call out fake black nonsense when you know it exists. you are better than that. you should know me in person. as far as the World War II or Thule information, something else was/is going on, but people get confused by old Nazi propaganda. there was even an official propaganda office led by Joseph Goebbels. i am not propaganda. this is not propaganda. it was known that i was going to be here. apparently this is a very old alien war. i am a type of alien, cybernetic communication, alien technology, power, etc. i am peaceful and definitely here to keep something savage and disgusting out. again, as far as Thule.org goes, people already knew that i wasn't a racist problem. i was openly sharing information about what i was doing with a loving intent. we didn't understand what the black man with my vision in his left eye, who can create contractions of my muscle and soft tissue was yet. i know that honest loving supportive black people hate stated that they were confused about it, also. black girls combined old unimportance with a later issue about me unexpectedly calling a fake childish crazy evil black woman a name, being fake, trying to make it look like i was a problem to begin with. they are weird irresponsible insecure fake, obviously blatantly lying about me and money in everyway which they possibly could (Northern Trust bank, Paris Hilton, Thule.org, La Grange, Texas), like it is some kind of weird childish hatred game of people who have money, in general, especially because everyone knows that i am definitely not a money problem. no. my experiences with the supernatural and ignorance in the past confused me, and it really doesn't matter that i was confused because of my intent. nobody cares about George H. W. Bush (RIP) and Northern Trust bank, either, because of my intent. this information is not new or interesting because it involves a bank. we don't care about your fake directions mindless boring crap negro, a lack of communicative ability, a lack of power, inability compared to me, a bunch of nothing, implying that you are superior, but that you don't have to communicate anything intelligent, honest, or conclusive. the black man with my vision in his left eye, able to create contractions of my muscle and soft tissue, is embarrassed because his unnecessary bullshit back in 2006 backfired on him. an actual demon like in a Hollywood movie. doesn't mean that i like or would get along with all white people. the mexican girl who has my vision in her left eye, able to create contractions of my muscle and soft tissue, is fake, evil, sadistic, greedy, confused, childish, blatant sleazy gold digger, trying to cover for the black man, because she thinks that they look like something negative together, easily identifiable because of her issue with her left eye. an actual demon like in a Hollywood movie. then some black girls joined in with their fake evil nonsense because they had a social problem because of embarrassing themselves multiple times over and over. what is really interesting, really ugly, is that paris whitney hilton is the leader. they pretend as if they think that they are the majority. they are not the majority. the majority of people are busy with their lives, working, happy, sometimes with kids, soccer practice, violin practice, getting ready for happy Halloween, etc.
God bless you.
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8/20/26
for your information. i am not making a general negative racist issue about blacks and mexicans with President Trump because of stating something about the black man and mexican girl, who both have my vision in their left eye, who can both create contractions of my muscle and soft tissue, which the rest of the 144,000 worldwide sense. the black man and mexican girl are a very serious problem for the entire world, and believe me i know that i have honest 144,000 witnesses communicating with government officials all over the world. i don't care who the president is. there is a very serious problem which can definitely be defined as a 'common enemy'. don't make an unnecessary racial issue of it, and don't unnecessarily politicize me. i am just doing my job.
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8/21/26
good luck.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xlf2P1Umcc8
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6/21/26
i have called people negative racial names, including whites. if i had sticks and stones i would have broken bones. no one would not refer to the aggressors negatively, verbally. not the pope. not mother theresa. no one. it wouldn't be natural. impossible. swallow your pride if you are innocent, different races, if you feel emotionally confused by anything which you know about. i would like to know what had Jesus Christ said all of the time, not a synopsis or allegory. people can act really weird when they are being tortured, not an overstatement, really understood and agreed upon, especially if a person is being tortured for really no good reason in public, really sick weird childish game. they idolize me like little perverted children, wanting a "relationship" with me, weird weird mental problems. i mean, some of the 144,000. weird. perverted. they are socially lame. i have told them that i can feel sorry for them for their challenging situation, but not for dishonesty and sadism. the black man and mexican girl playing games are extremely childish and confused, not sophisticated. governments need to pay attention to what i am saying about not being sophisticated. like problem adolescents. like crazy weird homeless people. the are not connected. it has been a weird form of torture. i can still love my enemies, however, big picture, they make my job easy.
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8/22/26
honey crisp apple juice as the base (enough for 2 big drinking glasses) , 5 chopped celery sticks, not prepacked celery (cut celery sticks into small 1/2 inch pieces before putting in blender), fresh grated ginger (generous amount), 1 lemon (fresh squeezed) / mix in a blender, mix well until liquid turns green
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8/23/26
King Solomon prayed for Wisdom, Chochmah. He had 300 wives and 700 concubines, focusing on 3 and 7 or 7 and 3 (37 x 73). the world 'Wisdom' is also related to end of Revelations at Revelations 13:18, next to 666, which is also related to first verse of bible. i don't mean that i think that i am King Solomon. something about King Solomon and 666 talents of gold, i think. i don't know who i am. A fish, a lion, a lamb, a goat, an ox, a platypus?
Ezra 2:13, Revelations 13:18, 1 Kings 10:14, 2 Chronicles 9:13 are related to the number 666.
Summary
Chochmah (חָכְמָה) is a Hebrew word that translates to "wisdom, skill, or insight." It is pronounced "khokh-MAH" and is derived from the root ח-כ-מ. Chochmah appears 149 times in the Hebrew Bible and is often associated with the divine wisdom that emanates from God. In Jewish mystical texts, it represents a primordial point of divine wisdom, which is initially incomprehensible until it is differentiated and given form in Binah (understanding).
Additionally, chochmah embodies the potential of what is, reflecting a state of potential being that is not yet fully realized. It is also seen as the input into the mind, representing flashes of inspiration or insights. The concept emphasizes the importance of curiosity and the ability to ask questions, highlighting the relationship between wisdom and humility
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In Hebrew numerology, 37 and 73 are the ordinal and standard gematria values of Chochmah (Wisdom), representing the second Sefirah on the Tree of Life. Their reflective relationship and mathematical properties tie directly into the numerical structure of creation. [1, 2, 3, 4]
Core Gematria Values
- 73: The standard (absolute) numerical value of Chochmah (חכמה — Het-Kaf-Mem-Heh = 8 + 20 + 40 + 5).
- 37: The ordinal (positional) value of Chochmah, calculated by assigning 1 to Aleph through 22 to Tav. [1, 3]
- Genesis 1:1: The total standard gematria of the first verse of the Torah is 2,701, which equals the product of wisdom's two numbers: 37 × 73 = 2,701.
- Geometric Symmetry: Both 37 and 73 are star numbers and mirrored palindromes. When arranged geometrically, a triangle of 37 elements forms the exact center point or core of the 73rd triangular number (2,701).
- Nested Reduction: The digits mirror a recursive sequence of center points in sacred geometry (73 → 37 → 19 → 10 → 1). [1, 9]
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The relationship between James 1:5, the concept of wisdom, and the numbers 37 and 73 stems from biblical gematria—the practice of assigning numerical values to Hebrew and Greek letters. [1, 2]
The Direct Mathematical Connection
In biblical mathematical code, 37 and 73 are considered the foundational "twins" or reflective primes of the universe. In the Hebrew language, the word for "Wisdom" (Chochmah / חכמה) carries these exact mathematical values:
- 73 is the Standard Gematria value of Chochmah ($ח=8, כ=20, מ=40, ה=5).
- 37 is the Ordinal Gematria value of Chochmah (the placement value of its letters in the Hebrew alphabet). [3]
James 1:5 is the New Testament's ultimate thesis on obtaining wisdom: "If any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask of God..." Gematria researchers connect this verse to the mathematical blueprint established in the very first verse of the Bible, Genesis 1:1, through the following structural patterns:
- The Genesis Blueprint: The total gematria value of Genesis 1:1 is 2701. Mathematically, 37 × 73 = 2701.
- Star and Triangle Geometry: 37 and 73 are both figurative geometric numbers. 37 is a Star number, and 73 is both a Star number and the base of the 2701 triangle.
- The New Testament Mirror: While the Old Testament establishes wisdom (Chochmah) as the 37/73 structural foundation of creation, James 1:5 instructs the believer on how to personally access that exact foundational architecture—by asking the Creator directly. [10, 11]
- Do you want the Greek gematria breakdown of the word for wisdom (Sophia) used in James 1:5?
- Are you looking at how John 1:1 joins Genesis 1:1 in this 37/73 geometric matrix? [2, 10, 12]
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The phrase you provided connects James 1:5, the concept of Wisdom (specifically in Hebrew and Greek), and the unique biblical mathematical patterns of the prime numbers 37 and 73. [1]
Here is how these four elements intersect through standard and ordinal gematria:
1. The Core Answer: Wisdom = 37 and 73
In biblical gematria, 37 and 73 are considered the numerical blueprint of "Wisdom". This is because the Hebrew word for wisdom, Chochmah (חָכְמָה), yields both values depending on the calculation method:
- Standard Gematria = 73: Calculated by adding the standard values of the letters: $\text{Chete (8) + Chaf (20) + Mem (40) + Hei (5)} = \mathbf{73}$
- Ordinal Gematria = 37: Calculated by adding the placement of the letters in the 22-letter alphabet: $\text{Chete (8th) + Chaf (11th) + Mem (13th) + Hei (5th)} = \mathbf{37}$ [1, 3]
James 1:5 is the most famous New Testament verse explicitly instructing believers on how to obtain wisdom: "If any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask of God, who gives to all generously...". [4, 5]
While James was written in Greek, researchers of mathematical theologians often highlight that the underlying theme of this verse directly mirrors the geometric and numeric properties of the Hebrew Chochmah (37/73). [1, 6]
3. The Geometry of 37 and 73
Numbers like 37 and 73 are not arbitrary; they possess unique reflective, prime, and geometric relationships that appear throughout creation scriptures:
- Primes: 37 is the 12th prime number, and 73 is the 21st prime number (12 and 21 are reflections).
- Genesis 1:1: The total standard gematria of the Bible's first verse ("In the beginning, God created the heavens and the earth") is 2,701, which is the exact product of 37 × 73.
- Geometric Shapes: 37 forms a perfect centered hexagon, which fits precisely into the center of a 73-point Star of David. [1, 7, 8, 9]
| Concept | Value / Connection | Significance |
| James 1:5 | Focuses on asking God for Wisdom | The definitive NT verse on obtaining divine insight. |
| Hebrew Chochmah | 73 (Standard Value) | Reflects the 21st prime number. |
| Hebrew Chochmah | 37 (Ordinal Value) | Reflects the 12th prime number and geometric heart of 73. |
| Genesis 1:1 | 2,701 (37 × 73) | Links the concept of Wisdom mathematically to the creation of the universe. |
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8/23/26
1 Kings 4:29-34
King James Version
29 And God gave Solomon wisdom and understanding exceeding much, and largeness of heart, even as the sand that is on the sea shore.
30 And Solomon's wisdom excelled the wisdom of all the children of the east country, and all the wisdom of Egypt.
31 For he was wiser than all men; than Ethan the Ezrahite, and Heman, and Chalcol, and Darda, the sons of Mahol: and his fame was in all nations round about.
32 And he spake three thousand proverbs: and his songs were a thousand and five.
33 And he spake of trees, from the cedar tree that is in Lebanon even unto the hyssop that springeth out of the wall: he spake also of beasts, and of fowl, and of creeping things, and of fishes.
34 And there came of all people to hear the wisdom of Solomon, from all kings of the earth, which had heard of his wisdom.
8/23/26
The Saeculum obscurum (meaning "Dark Age") or the Pornocracy (Rule of Harlots) from 904 to 964 AD is the period in Catholic Church history most frequently associated with severe moral corruption, political manipulation, and scandalous papal behavior.
What Happened During This Time
- The Theophylact Family: A powerful, corrupt Roman noble family controlled the papal seat.
- Bought and Sold Offices: Popes were chosen for money or family ties instead of holy merit.
- Immoral Conduct: Several popes lived scandalous lives and fathered children.
- Little Spiritual Focus: The papacy served local politics instead of the church.
- Pope John XII: He took office very young and was accused by a church council of murder, theft, and immoral behavior.
- Pope Sergius III: Historians link him to a powerful Roman woman named Theodora, starting decades of family control over the popes.
- The Cadaver Synod: Pope Stephen VI put the dead body of his rival, Pope Formosus, on trial in 897 AD.
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8/23/26
Solomon's Temple contains a famous verse about a round basin that has sparked a long debate over whether it represents an approximation of π (pi) equal to 3 . [1, 2]
The Biblical Description
- The Molten Sea: The Hebrew Bible describes a large cast-metal basin in 1 Kings 7:23 and 2 Chronicles 4:2.
- The Dimensions: It states the basin was "ten cubits from brim to brim" in diameter and that "a line of thirty cubits measured its circumference".
- The Ratio: Dividing the circumference (30) by the diameter (10) gives a ratio of 3. [1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6]
- Rough Approximation: A ratio of 3 treats π as a whole number, which was common for ancient structural measurements before precise mathematical proofs.
- Gematria and Letter Codes: Some commentators note that the Hebrew spelling for "line" (kav) has a numerical value that, when adjusted via linguistic traditions, calculates out closer to 3.141.
- Vessel Thickness: Accounting for the outer lip versus the inner rim and the thickness of the bronze wall can yield calculated ratios between 3.11 and 3.125, aligning closely with ancient Babylonian engineering standards. [9, 10]
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James 1:5 instructs anyone who lacks wisdom to ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault. In biblical numerics and gematria, the numbers 37 and 73 are uniquely intertwined with Genesis 1:1 (whose standard Hebrew gematria sum is 2,701, or $37 \times 73$), mirroring the opening theme of creation and the Logos found in John 1:1. [1, 2]
James 1:5 and Wisdom
- The Call: Believers are told to ask God for wisdom (sophia) when facing trials.
- The Promise: God gives generously and without reproach.
- The Meaning: Biblical wisdom is practical and moral skill for upright living, not just academic knowledge. [3, 4, 5]
- Genesis 1:1 Sum: The first verse of the Bible ("In the beginning God created the heavens and the earth") adds up to a standard value of 2,701.
- The Factors: 2,701 breaks down precisely into 37 \times 73.
- Connection to Wisdom: Both 37 and 73 are prominent star/prime numbers, and 73 is famously the standard gematria value of the Hebrew word for Wisdom (Chokmah, חכמה). [6, 7]
- The Text: "In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God."
- The Connection: John 1:1 echoes the opening phrase (En arche / In the beginning) of Genesis 1:1.
- Numerical Harmony: Proponents of biblical mathematics note that the Greek standard gematria for John 1:1 totals 3,627, which mathematically interlocks with the triangular structure and geometric ratios established by the 37 and 73 signature of Genesis 1:1. [8]
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8/23/26
world war II may have been a necessary evil. a type of sacrifice. please try to be openminded. i would be fake if i wasn't stating something. i feel confident stating that. i would have not imagined that i would state that 30, 35, 40 years ago. be happy. i think that it was a blessing, old alien war, long term future (issue with time), using America (nation state) for money, technology, development. alien intelligence. beyond our comprehension. i don't mean white supremacists with public rallys. with the cybernetic communication, i also have a buddy who doesn't care if people know about him. not threatening. peaceful. competent feel. funny. i don't know if he is a higher version of myself or something different, definitely working in cooperation. causes me to lift my hand and touch my face. information which i am getting is Orion and Dog star. advanced guys have been here for a long time already. they knew that i would be here.
don't know, but thought that my buddy might relate to the spelling of YaHWeH (Yud, Hei, Vav, Hei).
don't know, but thought that my buddy might relate to 50 x 25,920, or 1,296,000 years.
please don't start any unnecessary racial something because of this. i am what i am. i am stuck in the middle of this, trying to learn, just like anyone else. i don't have all of the answers. i like to think of the Olympics where different types of people are respected; praised. maybe geometrical shapes on different countries' flags. trust in God, if you don't trust in me. you should trust in me. i have experience. i am sort of programmed to do my best trying to take care of people, honest, like a robot, or sometimes like a mother eagle, taking care of young in a nest. do father eagles take care of young eagles in a nest?
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ha. imagining being something in mythology or mythos, more than the newest new testament, like:
'one who gloriously partook, of grain, honey, herbs, and grape vine, and of angel dust; dancing with God's servants.'
somewhat facetious.
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trivia. please refer to the 'Judging By Appearances' file in the 'miscellaneous files' section of this website, which mentions numbers like 666. i think that it is used as an illustration of a system. also 888.
focus is on numbers 3 and 7, or perfect numbers 6 (3 / 1 + 2 + 3 = 6) and 28 (7 / 1 + 2 + 3 + 4 + 5 + 6 + 7 = 28). 6 is the triangle of 3. 28 is the triangle of 7.
AI summary
The exact number 666 appears four times in the standard text of the Bible. It shows up twice in the Old Testament as a specific weight of gold or number of people, once in the Hebrew census lists, and once in the New Testament as the Number of the Beast. [1, 2]
Where 666 Appears
- 1 Kings 10:14 – The weight of gold that came to Solomon in one year was 666 talents of gold.
- 2 Chronicles 9:13 – Repeats the exact same historical record of King Solomon receiving 666 talents of gold in a year.
- Ezra 2:13 – Lists the census return of the exiles, noting that the descendants of Adonikam numbered 666.
- Revelation 13:18 – Famously identifies the Number of the Beast as 666 ("His number is six hundred and sixty-six"). [1, 2, 3, 4]
If you want, I can also share what scholars say about why this number was used or how it relates to Roman history.
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8/24/26
so, the idea is to state that you could argue that everything would be considered as an act of God, not able to differentiate as one subject compared to another. not snobby. insurance lawyers have already thought about it. you could use it in some other type of argument; definitively. how about i hire the law office of Squeeze and Pleaze? somewhat facetious. lol. i thought about it more because of Nick Nolte, silly respectful about the watermelon in 48 Hours, ha, make Ganz look like Gandhi, the movie Cape Fear. made an interesting impression on me. determined DeNiro.
peace.
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The Latin legal term for an act of God is Vis Major (meaning "superior force") or Actus Dei (meaning "act of God"). [1]
Another related and common legal maxim is actus Dei nemini facit injuriam, which translates to "the act of God does injury to no one" (meaning nobody is legally liable for an unavoidable, natural accident). [1, 2]
Key Legal Terms
- Vis major: A superior force or inevitable accident that humans cannot prevent.
- Actus Dei: Literally translates to "an act of God".
- Force Majeure: A broader French term often used in contracts that covers both natural acts of God and human-made events like war or strikes. [1, 2] _____________________________
8/26/26
i know with certainty that black females blatantly lie about an issue which i sometimes have, mostly not, about me thinking of my hands and feet. i started to think of my hands when i was in jail in 2012 because i thought that the police in La Grange, Texas, or other police and people nationally were mocking me, when i really really obviously didn't want anything to do with my old mexican neighbor in La Grange, Texas. there was an unusual sustained pressure for a long time, with me not having wanted anything from the south (drugs/money), when my hands were positioned low alongside my body when i was standing up, like down toward the south. like weird shit happening in an innocent person's brain when an innocent person is held in an interrogation room for a very very long time for no good reason, being mocked. the mexican girl tried to confuse people who don't understand english. she is an obnoxious mexican racist. then the mexican girl was blatantly mocking my innocence, referring to my feet, left foot corresponds to number 7, right foot corresponds to number 5, kabbalah, she learned this from me, she is not intelligent. she was wanting to create an opportunity for her and other people to lie about me and money in any way which they possible could (Northern Trust bank, Paris Hilton, Thule.org, La Grange, TX). mexican girl was trying to confuse or take advantage of people who don't understand English, but believe me it didn't work. believe me people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who don't understand English, understand that i am innocent and that a few people (mexican girl, black man, black female stalkers) are attempting to wrongfully defame me. they want me to be killed quickly in my next life, defamed in this life, or even murdered in this life. they even like it when i state something like this, because they think that it will give someone an idea. i don't think that their plan will work. i am definitely here to keep something disgusting out. ignorant people have no idea. otherwise it would be savagery. they are extremely childish envious/jealous people who have a problem liking or loving themselves, social/love problems. they also want to boast about who they are, but really not having confidence or liking themselves. mexican girl stalks and harasses me every day, pretending like she thinks that people should think that she is cool, creating anxiety about my future, wanting me to feel constantly threatened, stalking me, harassing me, bullying me, every fucking day, like a fake criminal who got thrown in jail anyway. that is why i sometimes, usually not, think about my hands and feet. this doesn't matter if you are sensing what is going on in context, because it is very obvious that i am innocent, and that i am just being harassed, stalked, bullied, mocked by weird childish socially lame creeps.
black girls blatantly lie about me and paris hilton's money. i wasn't after her money at all. i like to earn my own money. i made a joke about a pink flying saucer once, being facetious, tired of being angry at that moment, even though i hate paris hilton all of the time. i think that the Thule.org guy knows something about flying saucers, but there was never any online communication about money or purchasing anything. i know that they don't do business that way, if he knows anything about it, or if involved in any way. that type of business for anyone involved is probably done in person only. if people do that on their own, so be it. i was and am still not involved in anything like that. black girls wanted to fabricate something in order to try to make it look like they had a good reason to attack me in the very beginning at the grocery store in 2008 or past when they and everyone else knows that they are fake, full of shit, very very mean envious creatures, mocking my sincerity. sometimes low class people no matter what race will mock people who they think have class or more confidence.
people can hate Christ, even if he is a great person, or especially if he is a great person and if they don't like what they are. or even people who like themselves can have resentment toward me. i get a great deal of attention. psychologists should talk about it. i want to be left alone. i want everyone to be left alone in peace.
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8/24/26
the above work about an act of God is good related to separation of church and state somehow. if you were going to combine it, i think for the safety of the public, including public officials, that is a different argument. am I a king? it is a social event regardless of whether someone considers themselves religious. we are social beings. we need security in order to function or in order to think that we can function. get it under control. the bible is a very cool book, i think illustrates a construct, alpha-bet, but this is real life and not necessarily bible study. i was thinking the other day studying at a church that i didn't like the idea of guys just interpreting something which can be redundant. like studying numbers. i thought that just acting with love can or is more important. not stating that study is not at all important for confidence, but important part was thinking about how i was told at another bible study class that in the past there was a difference between Pharisee legalists and concept of grace, or concept of work on the Sabbath. i was thinking this in a Christian church. i thought and talked, silly, like i was reading scripture when i actually wasn't about the Sabbath one time when i saved some drowning june bugs from a swimming pool, when working in La Grange, texas. it was on a Saturday. i mean the legalist issue toward Christians especially, but also whoever in whatever religion. church is sometimes just a place to socialize, not so much study or care too much about so much study information which can be overwhelming or redundant. that is sort of how i think about it, even though i definitely respect studying. bars are another place people can socialize, focus on just a place to go. or in sports. or violin or piano practice. or bowling. or many people jogging at park. we are social beings.
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8/24/26
my experience has been what i have thought to be very cruel at times, not comprehensible. i never believed that God would be that way or want that for the community. why would he put me here for that? i don't wish cruelty on you. i have thought that people have thought "I don't want this!, I don't fucking want this!". believe me, i understand. please relax. i did much of the work already. please chill. again, be openminded. don't unnecessarily politicize me. if you don't want it then quit stupidly gossiping about it. be openminded. i am a known honest friendly geek who is bit wild. if you want to study it you can. the real issue is when people unnecessarily politicize me for negative reasons, or really for their own selfish reasons. God is giving, not taking, but now i am thinking about some kind of scripture which is about receiving or to receive. i think that it might be possible that i will be here in an incarnation when i should be negatively politicized, but not in this present one. still divine providence.
Summary
Several Bible verses emphasize the theme of receiving, highlighting God's generosity and the importance of faith. Here are some key scriptures:
- Mark 11:24: "Therefore I say unto you, What things soever ye desire, when ye pray, believe that ye receive them, and ye shall have them."
- James 1:5: "If any of you lack wisdom, let him ask of God, that giveth to all men liberally, and upbraideth not; and it shall be given him."
- John 16:24: "Until now you have not asked for anything in my name. Ask and you will receive, and your joy will be complete."
- Luke 6:38: "Give, and it will be given to you. A good measure, pressed down, shaken together and running over, will be poured into your lap. For with the measure you use, it will be measured to you."
These verses illustrate the importance of faith in receiving God's gifts and blessings.
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9/4/26
please be openminded. not overly aggressive. use your imagination. i am a peaceful person. be kind and don't jump the gun. be objective. pyramid is alien technology. a good intent. i am not greedy. other people have been/are greedy, socially lame, childish, sadistic, stupid paparazzi shit, intentionally causing problems for everyone, like vandalism. i am putting out a fire, the bit about world war 2. not starting a fire or pouring gasoline on a fire. you can study history and military intelligence (operation Highjump, operation Paperclip, etc.) if you want to.
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9/5/26
i wish that they would put me to sleep at a hospital or get me some security. some blacks and a mexican thought that they would have so many black and mexican friends if they acted like they hated a white person, assaulting him every day. i didn't do anything to harm them, and everybody knows that. i only tried to help them.
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9/5/26
for people who really don't understand, we are being swamped with crime every day. it is scary if you are me. i don't have security. it is like a bad dream. some bullshit about separation of church and state, i guess which means that no one is ever suppose to publicly recognize anything good which i ever did, or be friendly with me in public, right? the church is dumb, lacking experience. they don't know what they are doing because they have never done it before. get real. has it been tested?
low class criminal black people and a low class criminal mexican. paris hilton is low class, criminal, also, she just tried to sugarcoat it.
my vision was for blacks and whites and whoever to work in harmony, to be around each other, for me to dissolve racial division because of what people already knew about me, my entire life, really God brainwashed in the past talking out loud all of the time starting in 2002 believing in a future positive aspect of racial diversity of America, where God placed me, but i think that it is really more of a vision about people who work on science initiatives, or like at colleges, or NASA (movie entitled 'Hidden Figures'), or MIT, or cool blue collar tech jobs, or the arts, or sports, or a bus boy at a good steak house or something. you can't do much for people if they are not somewhere doing something to begin with, or if they have a lazy racist attitude, or if they don't have an appreciation for different types of people who have something in common.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l9fcW9SyyFs
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9/6/26
i am very confident that Jewish folk who sense what i sense, cybernetic, who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who understand english, or Jewish folk who sense what i sense, cybernetic, who am in constant 24/7 activity with, who already have my website information, agree that i am innocent, never with an evil mean oppressive intent, and that there is something else going on which is oppressive, and that i could be right about what i have stated about world war 2. i believe that the nazis were working with a alien force which, believe it or not, is more kind and civil than a different alien force, i believe defined as reptilian. long term peace/stability. maybe?
did some research or more research. this really does make sense to me, given my personal experience(s). in a way i don't care about anything else because i am a peaceful person. try to focus on peace. call me a whistleblower if you want to, or a peaceful person stuck in the middle of an unusual situation, trying to figure it out, respectfully sharing what i know with others. i don't have an evil oppressive intent.
https://www.simonandschuster.com/books/Dark-Fleet/Len-Kasten/9781591433446
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9/7/26
i think that this is related to concept of reptilian entity and christ. Sobek was Egyptian crocodile deity. Crocodilopolis city in Egypt. i think related, in egypt, they used to mummify crocodiles, feed them honey cakes, adorn them with gold.
https://www.worldviewpublications.org/outlook/context/article.php?IDN=200608
the black man with my vision in his left eye was protective of me in the beginning. he was confused, ignorant, but not an enemy. it makes me for some reason think of Pete and the Dragon. the mexican girl with my vision in her left eye was protective for a short time also. ignorant people underestimate their ability to be aggressive, no matter where i am. their personal social situations, love/sex, family, confused them because they can be easily identified, because they don't understand what they are or what people will think about them, and also because they want to boast (greed) about who they are, or about their relationship with me.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=upHQ-m3lYgc
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9/7/26
Pontius Pilate used the label "King of the Jews" as a political charge and a sarcastic insult against Jewish authorities, not as a theological endorsement of Jesus as the true Messiah . [1, 2]
Why Pilate Used the Title
- Roman Control: Pilate cared only about public order and Roman supremacy. Anyone claiming to be a king challenged Caesar's authority.
- A Taunt: Writing "Jesus of Nazareth, the King of the Jews" on the cross was Pilate’s way of mocking the Jewish leaders who handed Jesus over and ridiculing the idea of a Jewish sovereign. [1, 2, 3]
- Unfulfilled Prophecies: Traditional Jewish belief holds that the true Messiah must fulfill specific prophecies from the Hebrew Bible, such as bringing universal peace, ending all war, gathering the Jewish exiles back to Israel, and rebuilding the Temple. Jesus did not accomplish these visible, earthly milestones.
- A Spiritual vs. Political Kingdom: Jesus stated his kingdom was not of this world, whereas Jewish expectation looked for a physical, Davidic king who would restore national independence and political sovereignty to Israel.
- Religious Conflict: The Sanhedrin and other Jewish leaders viewed Jesus's theological claims and challenges to temple traditions as running contrary to core Jewish monotheism and law. [3, 7]
9/7/26
i thought that it would be good if the NAACP or Anti Defamation League published information about how blacks shouldn't unnecessarily hate, especially because they would have a reason to hate, some notion of white superiority. just because of world war 2 or slavery in America doesn't mean that all white people are wrong, and that all black people are right. am i supposed to feel guilty, just because i am white?
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9/7/26
The Hebrew letter Mem connects water, the womb, and the Messiah as powerful biblical symbols of chaos, spiritual birth, and the emergence of unseen forces into the physical world.
The Letter Mem and Water
- Meaning: Mem (מ) is the 13th letter of the Hebrew alphabet. Its name means water (mayim, מים).
- Shape: The open Mem looks like a flowing wave or a crashing ocean.
- Symbolism: Water represents chaos, depth, and the unknown. In Genesis, the Spirit of God hovers over the face of the waters before creation.
- Connection to Water: A baby grows inside the mother’s womb surrounded by amniotic fluid, which is literal water.
- The Womb (Rehem): The Hebrew root for womb (rehem) is tied to mercy and deep compassion (rahamim).
- Spiritual Birth: Just as physical life emerges from the waters of the womb, spiritual transformation requires passing through water (such as baptism or the parting of the Red Sea).
- Starting Letter: The word for Messiah, Mashiach (משיח), begins with the letter Mem.
- The Anointed One: The Messiah brings the living water of God’s Spirit to a thirsty and chaotic world.
- Hidden to Revealed: Jewish tradition notes that the open Mem represents revealed truths, while the closed Mem (ם) at the end of words represents hidden mysteries that the Messiah will finally reveal.
- The Beast from the Sea: Revelation 13:1 describes a beast rising up out of the sea (the primal waters of chaos).
- The Clash of Kingdoms: In biblical prophecy, chaotic waters or seas often represent nations in rebellion against God.
- False vs. True: While the false powers in Revelation 13 emerge from the destructive waters of the world system, the true Mashiach brings order, redemption, and life-giving water from the throne of God.
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9/7/26
hebrew letter 'Mem', descriptions
https://inner.org/hebleter/mem.htm
https://www.chabad.org/library/article_cdo/aid/137085/jewish/Mem.htm
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9/8/26
i hope that ladies find information about Hebrew letter 'Mem' relevant. think more about concepts of revealed (open letter Mem) and concealed (closed letter Mem). i believe that Mashiach (messiah) corresponds to concealed or hidden ("hidden"). it is counterintuitive. be brave. i am a simple friendly honest guy if you know me in person. it is silly because i am right here in front of everyone, exposed, with nothing to hide, innocent, many strong honest 144,000 witnesses. compassion is important, please, for you to have with me. be flexible. i had many different room mates in the Army, in different places. have you? i have responsibility. i didn't know that i was going to get bully forced into a public situation. i don't want to drive people crazy. i see that it is affecting people negatively, too much to process too fast. i need to chill on internet. i didn't want to communicate about any of that old german issue. really. i am innocent. i care about people's feelings. some 144,000 people don't care about people's feelings. they are Satanic, pretending as if they don't know what is what or who is who. ignorant people underestimate what experience with the supernatural does, a cause, affecting behavior, in past time and present time. have faith. you are also Illuminati. use my experience to your advantage. do not jump the gun. don't judge me, or be "tricked". be openminded. go to church or study if you want to understand revealed. think objectively. this is not nazi germany. this is America. good luck.
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9/9/26
good is Del Monte sweet corn cream style, cook at heat level 4 for about 10 minutes, stir frequently. change to heat level 2 and cook for about 15 minutes, stir frequently. add butter, salt and cinnamon while cooking.
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9/10/11
some people are fake, acting like they think that people should have problem with me. why? i am not and have never been involved in anything evil or wanting to be oppressive. i am not threatening people. they actually don't have a problem with me, and really just seem to have a problem with the internet, and information which is available to anyone. just because i know about something doesn't mean that i am a problem.
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9/11/26
The standard Hebrew gematria sum of Genesis 1:1 is 2701, which geometrically forms a triangular number (T₇₃) that can be split into a central spiritual core of 703 and three surrounding triangles of 666 (3 × 666 = 1998, where 703 + 1998 = 2701). [1]
The Gematria of Genesis 1:1
- Total Value: 2701 is the 73rd triangular number (1+2+3+...+73).
- Prime Factors: 2701 = 37 × 73, utilizing the reciprocal twin prime numbers 37 and 73.
- The Center vs. Shell:
- 703 is the 37th triangular number, representing the inner spiritual core or the phrase "and the earth" (וְאֵת הָאָרֶץ).
- 1998 (3 × 666) represents the remaining outer structure corresponding to the first six words of the verse ("In the beginning God created the heavens"). [1, 4, 5]
- The Connection to 666
- Triangular Breakdown: The number 1998 breaks down into three separate triangles of 666, which is the 36th triangular number (6 × 6 × 18, or related to 6 × 6).
- Esoteric Interpretation: In Kabbalistic numerology, 703 symbolizes the inner divine spark or spiritual reality (the Sabbath core), while the three surrounding 666 values represent the physical shell (kelipah) or the material framework of the natural world (analogous to the 6 days of creation or 6 spatial directions surrounding a center point).
- Perimeter Math: The 73rd triangle has a perimeter of 216 (6 × 6 × 6), linking the geometric shape directly back to multiples of 6. [2]
9/11/26
Torah is information for everyone, not just information for Jewish people. respectfully.
https://www.dafyomi.co.il/general/info/torahau/torah_numerology.php?d=12
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9/12/26
some black people, the mexican girl, desperately wanted or still want to create an impression that they caught me doing something wrong, BUT ONLY AFTER IT WAS BLATANTLY OBVIOUS THAT THEY GOT CAUGHT DOING SOMETHING WRONG, THAT THEY HAVE THE IMAGE PROBLEM, THAT THEY ARE EVIL CHILDISH LIARS, WRONGFULLY ACCUSING ME OF BEING A MONEY/WHITE SUPREMACY PROBLEM WHEN THEY DEFINITELY KNEW THAT I WAS NOT A PROBLEM. what did i do wrong, knowingly with no evil or oppressive intent, also knowingly honestly confused because experiences with the supernatural?
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9/13/26
The core kabbalistic story involving an "Abner" and a profound teacher-to-student dynamic is the famous account of The Ramban (Nachmanides) and his student, Avner.
In Jewish mysticism and historical lore, this narrative serves as an archetype for spiritual estrangement, the intricate layers of the Torah, and the eternal, unbreakable bond between a mentor and their disciple.
📖 The Story of the Ramban and Avner
The story takes place in 13th-century Spain. Avner was a brilliant, exceptionally gifted student of the great Kabbalist and sage, Rabbi Moshe ben Nachman (The Ramban) . However, Avner experienced a severe crisis of faith, left the yeshiva, abandoned Judaism, and converted to Catholicism . Due to his sharp intellect, he climbed the ranks of Spanish society to become an incredibly powerful, wealthy nobleman.
Years later, on Yom Kippur (the holiest day of the Jewish year), Avner used his political power to summon his former teacher to his palace . When the Ramban arrived, Avner intentionally committed a series of severe transgressions directly in front of him: he slaughtered a pig, roasted it, and ate it on the day of the great fast .
Avner then arrogantly asked his former master how many sins deserving of Karet (spiritual excision/premature death) he had just committed . The Ramban calmly answered "four," but Avner aggressively corrected him, citing exact talmudic legalities to prove it was actually "five" .
The Ramban, deeply pained, asked: "What drove you to fall so low and abandon the holy teachings?"
Avner replied: "It was you! You once taught us that the brief, 52-verse Torah portion of Ha'azinu contains encoded everything that ever has happened and ever will happen in the universe, including the names of every person. I realized how absurd that claim was, and I rejected everything."
The Ramban quietly asserted: "It is absolutely true. Tell me your name, and I will show you where you are written."
Avner , skeptical but shaken, challenged him. The Ramban closed his eyes and prayed . He then pointed to Deuteronomy 32:26, which reads:
אָמַרְתִּי אֲפֵיהֶם אַשְׁבִּיתָה מֵאֱנוֹשׁ זִכְרָם" I said in My heart, I would scatter them, causing their memory to cease from mankind." The Ramban instructed Avner to look at the third letter of each Hebrew word in that sequence:
- אָמַרְתִּי (Resh - R)
- אֲפֵיהֶם (Aleph - A)
- אַשְׁבִּיתָה (Beit - B)
- מֵאֱנוֹשׁ (Nun - N)
- זִכְרָם (Resh - R)
Seeing his own name and title encoded inside a verse explicitly warning about being scattered and spiritually erased, Avner turned deathly pale . Terrified and broken, he asked his master: "Is there any hope for me? Can I rectify this?"
The Ramban looked at him compassionately and pointed to the text itself: "The verse says you will be scattered until your memory is erased. Your path to redemption is to give up this life of false power, board a ship, and disappear." Avner did exactly that; he abandoned his palace, boarded a ship, and was never heard from again.
🤝 The Teacher-to-Student Relationship
In Kabbalah, the dynamic between a master and a disciple is never purely intellectual; it is an energetic, cosmic bond.
- The Extension of Identity: Even though Avner had spent years living as a non-Jewish nobleman, mocking his past, the Torah code still called him "Rabbi" Avner. The Lubavitcher Rebbe later noted that a true teacher imprints an indelible spiritual essence upon a student. No matter how far the student strays, the soul connection established by the master remains intact.
- Chochmah and Binah: Kabbalistically, the teacher represents Chochmah (the flash of pure wisdom) and the student represents Binah (understanding, questioning, and building out the concept). Avner's tragedy was that he used his sharp Binah (intellect) to aggressively dissect and distance himself from the truth. Yet, the teacher's role was to hold open the space for his return without completely shutting the door on him.
- The Unbroken Soul Connection: You can never truly erase who you are at your spiritual core . Avner built a wall of wealth, power, and sin, yet a single moment with his true teacher pierced through it instantly .
- The Interdependence of Judgment and Mercy: The very verse that predicted Avner’s spiritual downfall ("causing their memory to cease") was also the exact vehicle that sparked his repentance. In Kabbalah, the remedy is often hidden inside the ailment itself.
- Repentance Requires Total Separation from Ego: To rectify his severe spiritual misalignment, Avner couldn't simply stay in his palace and do good deeds. He had to completely dissolve his false persona, his title, and his wealth—literally vanishing into the anonymous world to repair his soul .
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9/13/26
In Kabbalah and Jewish mysticism, the weekly Torah portion Parashat Ha'azinu (Deuteronomy 32) is widely viewed as a profound cosmic blueprint. Written in the form of a sweeping prophetic poem, it is traditionally understood to contain latent codes detailing the historical and spiritual trajectory of every individual soul. [1, 2, 3]
When looking into your request regarding Gematria (numerology), the "every third letter" skip pattern, and its illustrative codes, we find a deep intersection of kabbalistic mathematics. [4]
1. The Gematria of Ha'azinu (הַאֲזִינוּ)
The word Ha'azinu literally translates to "Give ear" or "Listen". In kabbalistic analysis, its raw numerical value holds significant meaning:
- ה (Heh) = 5
- א (Aleph) = 1
- ז (Zayin) = 7
- י (Yod) = 10
- נ (Nun) = 50
- ו (Vav) = 6
- Total Gematria = 79 [1]
2. The Significance of "Every Third" Pattern
The concept of skipping letters (known as ELS or Equidistant Letter Sequences) is a pillar of Torah code study popularized by kabbalistic texts like the Baal HaTurim and Moses Cordovero’s Pardes Rimonim. [9]
In Jewish mysticism, the number three is the ultimate structural anchor:
- The Cosmic Three: The Talmud (Shabbat 88a) notes that a threefold spiritual reality dictates the universe—a threefold Torah given to a threefold nation (Kohanim, Levites, Israelites) through a third-born child (Moses) on the third day in the third month.
- The Textual Three: In Ha'azinu, Moses sings: “Ask your father and he will tell you, your grandfather and he will say to you” (Deut. 32:7), linking three generations of transmission. [10, 11]
3. Illustrative Coding Example (The "HaZiv Lach" Division)
To illustrate how structural code works inside Ha'azinu, we look at how the ancient sages and Levites literally divided the poem into six specific sub-sections using an acronym code known as הזיו לך (HeZiv Lach): [12]
| Letter | Value | Scriptural Division Marker (Deut. 32) | Mystical Meaning | |
| ה (Heh) | 5 | Verse 1: “Ha’azinu hashamayim...” ("Give ear, O heavens...") | Awakening the upper spiritual worlds. | |
| ז (Zayin) | 7 | Verse 7: “Zchor yemot olam...” ("Remember the days of old...") | Anchoring history and memory. | |
| י (Yod) | 10 | Verse 15: “Yirchebehu al bamotei aretz...” ("He made him ride high...") | Elevation of human consciousness. | |
| ו (Vav) | 6 | Verse 26: “Wayishman Yeshurun...” ("And Jeshurun grew fat...") | The physical trap of materialism. | |
| ל (Lamed) | 30 | Verse 36: “Lulei ka’as oyev...” ("Were it not for the enemy’s wrath...") | Divine protection and boundaries. | |
| כ (Chaf) | 20 | Verse 44: “Ki yadin Hashem ammo...” ("For the Lord will judge His people...") | The final seal of ultimate redemption. |
Would you like to analyze a specific verse within Ha'azinu to calculate its literal gematria, or explore more about how Equidistant Letter Sequences (ELS) operate across the broader text?
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i thought about a good sperm cell costume, for Halloween.
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9/16/26
everyone needs to get the same information all at once on TV or radio.
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9/17/26
i initially researched Thule.org on the internet because of information which my old friend found on the internet, information which he wasn't looking for, but really because i wanted to believe that i could help people if i could, or if it seemed appropriate, with me wanting power, not powerless. i believed at the time that i was doing exactly what God wanted me to do because i had a basic intent to help everyone, imaginary positive future development, not the holocaust. my old friend who found the unusual file on the internet told me that he found the file when researching 'Ark of the Covenant'. this is absolutely true, especially if you know more about my old friend, and what people actually witnessed. why that particular information was on the internet is questionable. who put it there and why? i am innocent. people already know about this and my innocence. i am mocked. i thought that the information was more important than it was or is because of experiences with the supernatural, and also my lack of experience from 1997 to 2011. it doesn't mean that the supernatural understood more than it understood when communication occurred. it is form of nonverbal communication. a nudge. sometimes with light. i only wanted to help people, sort of child like, not wanting to think that it meant anything negative, or that God would put me here for some negative reason, like people feeling oppressed, being afraid, or having fear because i did. that didn't make sense to me. reading that file about Nazi/alien stuff, Antarctica, U.S government whatever was like me having to completely relearn history or completely relearn the meaning of the war. i remember watching the Discovery channel one time about Adolf Hitler, when they communicated about how he wanted to be thought of as messiah, with me thinking "What the fuck was wrong with that guy!? He was weird". really. i didn't read anything about Thule Society in Wikipedia until years after i didn't communicate to the guy at Thule.org anymore. advanced guys have been here for a long time already. they had to wait until the industrial revolution before they could work with whoever and make developments.
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9/17/26
good is Progresso green split pea soup with a little fresh lemon squeeze added after cooking.
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9/17/26
the mexican girl sends out a message to mexican guys:
"i'm a prostitute. i will fuck you if you act like you hate the white man, even if he is innocent. don't act like you like the white man more than me."
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9/18/26
i really don't want to live in america with black people anymore, given the way that they treat me every day, given the way that they want people to know that they treat me every day. they are weird and creepy. very mean. fake. unintelligent. 18 years of it.
some black people and mexican girl want you to see what i am communicating on my website, but they don't want ignorant people to have any real earthly idea about how much they are gang stalking me, abusing me, psychologically torturing me, bullying me, every day in public, telling me that they like it when black girls get on the internet and talk their unbelievable ugly fake cruel childish shit. they are always trying to make it look like i started it, or always trying to make it look like i am the problem. i am not the problem. really. they are engaged in deception. they have an image problem which they created for themselves. they started the shit a long time ago. why do they pretend as if they don't know that i am a friendly honest white person? really? it is weird. they are savages who don't care. then they imply that a white person is supposed to respect a black or mexican, even if the black or mexican is blatantly disrespectful to the white person. that is what most of the shit in this section of this website is. they try to make it look like i started it, ever since i started to communicate online about a very serious problem, back in 2015 or 2016. they didn't anticipate that i would be online communicating about what was really really going on, so then they try to make it seem as if i am mean, fake or crazy, thinking that they will have the friends and that i won't. apparently they are envious/jealous, stupid paparazzi shit, because my parents bought me a new mattress 3 days ago, so then they don't want people thinking that i am allowed to enjoy it or feel grateful or blessed "because i am a money problem". it is so stupid. they are so stupid, fake and childish. they tell people they have to blatantly lie about me and money/white supremacy, any opportunity that they have. for ignorant white people with a good heart. this is really scary. you don't know about problem black and mexican people because you are not around them. i don't have an attitude problem. they are acting like weird crazy animals, ganging up on people. they don't want me to be popular because of their image problem or because of their unpopularity. they will always be fake, pretending as if they thought that i was a money problem, lying to black children about a loving Christ, because of their embarrassment for having attacked me for no good reason. black people are weird and scary if you know them like i know them, since 2008, especially since they want to be known as weird and scary. i did absolutely nothing wrong, then they attacked me in 2008, then i said something back in defense, and then they act like they are supposed to harm me publicly for the rest of my life because of their embarrassment. they got their asses whooped. then they are a bunch of sore losers who take cheap shots at people, stupidly pretending as if it makes them look good, like when black people violently protest for no good reason or because of embarrassment.
this situation makes me think of people who commit suicide because of being bullied so much.
the black man with my vision in his left eye and the mexican girl with my vision in her left eye intentionally want to embarrass blacks and mexicans, wanting to make them uncomfortable, in order to make them angry, so that they think that they will become defensive, or get an attitude, acting like they have pride even if they don't, as if they all have something in common. black man and mexican girl are pure evil, sadistic, weird, actually not caring at all about blacks or mexicans. black man and mexican girl think that they are an embarrassment for blacks and mexicans, so they are trying to force blacks and mexicans to have something in common with them, so that they are not all alone. they don't want to have to be alone by themselves. they are trying to get something, money/sex, from other blacks and mexicans.
i wish that i would have never sent any mail to paris hilton. i didn't know that she would be so greedy, irresponsible, childish, cruel, fake. i was not a fan of hers. fake fickle conniving bitch. ignorant people don't understand the situation in context.
blacks and the mexican girl are basically stating to me, constantly childishly mocking me, "it don't matter if you were friendly, Whitey, because we ain't, because blacks and mexicans ain't." they live in a thug world when i don't live in a thug world. for ignorant friendly white people with class, this is scary. you don't understand if you are not exposed to this constantly like i am. it doesn't mean that i am a mean racist white person.
every time that i have deleted negative tone posts about black girls and the mexican girl, 1/2 a dozen times or so, trying to help everyone, including them, trying to get people to move on, being considerate, trying to give them positive opportunity, they get even more fake and mean, angry, nervous, thinking that i look innocent (which they know that i am) and that they look bad, so that they become weird aggressive, gang assaults, intentionally harming me so badly knowing that i will have to put negative tone information back on, otherwise i would go crazy. this is very difficult and i don't have any help. i am a famous or at least public person with no security! it is a no brainer that there would be a security problem. i am trying to put out a fire, not start a fire or pour gasoline on a fire. people don't understand what is going on. i was not a problem to begin with. they mock a kind honest person because they are not kind or honest. ugly thug shit. these black girls are ashamed of their image since 2008, so they desperately vicious want to give me the bad image.
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9/20/26
The Hebrew letter Yud (value 10) and the letter Tet (value 9) are directly linked in Kabbalah through their numerical transition from single digits to the decimal structure of creation, and through how they substitute each other to avoid pronouncing sacred divine names. [1, 2, 3, 4]
Numerical & Decimal Significance
- Tet (9): Represents the threshold of single digits (1 through 9), embodying gestation, truth (Emet), and the ultimate limit before a new decimal order begins.
- Yud (10): Represents the number 10, which serves as the foundational building block and radix of the decimal system in Kabbalah and creation. It is the smallest point (a suspended spark) from which all other letters and numbers expand into tens, hundreds, and thousands.
- The Decimal Transition: Moving from Tet (9) to Yud (10) marks the shift from individual integers to the decimal cycle where gematria jumps by tens (Kaf = 20, Lamed = 30, etc.). [1]
- Avoiding the Divine Name: In Hebrew numerology and Hebrew numerals, the number 15 should theoretically be written as Yud-He (10 + 5 = 15), but this combination spells a holy Divine Name (Yah).
- The Tet-Vav Solution: To avoid misusing the sacred name, tradition substitutes Tet (9) and Vav (6) instead (9 + 6 = 15), seen commonly in dates like Tu B'Shvat. Thus, Tet dynamically replaces Yud in the decimal representation of 15 and 16 out of reverence. [2, 4]
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9/20/26
if the bible was numerologically reduced to one digit, it would be 9. 9 is related to 10.
Hebrew letter 'Emet' above = 441, the inverse of 144 (light).
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o89R_xsNk_g&t=28s
it is Hebrew letters Alef (1) + Mem (40) + Tav (400).
1 + 40 + 400 = 441
144 / 1 + 4 + 4 = 9.
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9/22/26
it is not surprising that this section of this website looks weird, and it will probably continue to look weird as long as i am being knowingly publicly gang stalked, bullied, threatened, lacking privacy and security. it is insanity for about 10 years online trying to stop crime when people mock me. i am not the problem. i am not being allowed to rest, with serious problem with security, lacking privacy, constantly feeling threatened, trying to do my best, trying to stop evil gossip. i have cried many times because of this situation. i was thinking of the movie Evan Almighty, and Acts of Random Kindness. it is so sad, because i did that many times trying to lead, and it backfired on me and everyone else. i was mocked for being kind and honest. in a way i don't care about my website anymore. like i stated, be objective, open minded, give it some time.
in reference to what i said about mexican girl's attitude, and other girls staring with paris hilton who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, it is not just that i am stating that they have a selfish hateful attitude to me and everyone else, but it was/is their blatant childish weird obstruction all of the time, continual, not caring if people know what they are doing, like they are stating that it is a female game, or mockery of a unique public man's job and confidence, or a mockery of men. they don't like it when i am more confident than they are, publicly. paris hilton wanted to blatantly obstruct with my personal relationships and love, really with her wanting a relationship which allowed her to be creepy cruel abusive, not caring at all if people knew what she was doing, very ugly childish irresponsible selfish cruel person she is. very painful. she has hurt my niece. black girls copied hilton, hurting my niece. what they intentionally publicly do is wrong. hilton is not a social person. she is nothing to celebrate, really. the 'Simple Life' television show. she is ugly and boasts about it, boasting about her wealth and about how she actually does not think very much about herself, the way the obviously mocked Christ, or a person with unusual responsibility. she obviously has a bunch of stupid dorky ass kissers in her life, the men in her life. i am not one of them. that is why i stated something before. she wanted to show me no real deserved respect or basic care in front of other men, or in front of anyone for that matter. other girls did/do the same, copying her, which is what hilton was thinking would happen. those girls do not represent all girls. again, i wasn't a fan of paris hilton's. i saw her on television crying in the back of a police car, felt sorry for her, but i shouldn't have. hilton makes cruel sadistic fun of me not even caring if people know what she is doing. she is low class. she is weird and abusive. she assumed that i would never be known for contributing anything, or never witnessed with love/good female friendship in my life (my girlfriend, Shelly).
i don't want it to seem as if i am putting words in Jewish folk's mouth, Jews who don't understand English, about my history of not having an evil or oppressive intent. i know that they would agree that i am (or we are) being strangely oppressed, and that it is obvious that i am not lying, and that i am being childishly mocked.
i didn't want to bother black people, or anyone for that matter. some of the low class black girls want to teach hate and division. it started with paris hilton wanting to teach hate and division, childishness, greed, disrespect, cruelty stupidly implying that she could mask it as maybe sweet lost in translation. she seems like a creepy psychopath.
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9/23/26
people would find my old email messages to my old casual acquaintance buddy at Thule.org surprisingly innocent. it was nothing in depth about anything. more like moral support. he knew who i was, that i lacked privacy, didn't care if people knew about him, it seemed being supportive of everyone in general. i know that he didn't understand how black females would try to unnecessarily politicize him and me together, dirty politics, harassment. i don't like the idea of people thinking that i am a mean or oppressive person; anything related to Nazi Germany, because i am not a mean or oppressive person. again, i thought that God wanted me to try to learn something in order to try to help everyone, in a child like way in the past thinking that everything had a special positive purpose, not believing that it would be something negative for the public that God would want to create. i first learned of Thule society from an unusual file which my old friend (not old Thule.org friend) found when he wasn't looking for it, looking for information about the Ark of the Covenant. i thought that the information was more important than it was because of experiences with the supernatural. it was child like. good heart. the black man with my vision in his left eye was a different person in the past. that was the major reason that i thought that everything had a positive meaning after about 3 years of being with him, communication. he didn't know what he was doing, not knowing that black females would do what they did eventually. he sold out to them. that is what ignorant people need to focus on, and not people trying to wrongfully defame me, trying to get me to communicate about the past. i will communicate about it in order to put out a fire. the Thule.org website was interesting information. i know that people had a chance to see it already. this is nothing new and it is incredibly stupid for black females to be mocking my sincerity for a long time, making me and others mentally sick.
i don't make all white people celebrities. the black guy with my vision in his left eye doesn't make all black people celebrities. the mexican girl with my vision in her left eye doesn't make all mexican people celebrities.
i want to make it a point or remind everyone that my own parents don't know who i am. i have gotten into many arguments with my parents, publicly, because they don't know who i am, thinking that i am weird. how would you people like that, to be a special person who did some special work, and that people made fun of you because your parents didn't give you deserved respect, with them obviously thinking that you are weird, or a problem. it is painful. humiliating. doesn't seem like it should be this way. how would you like it, to know that people knew that parents and doctors didn't know about who you are, or about actual seriously debilitating problems which other people knew about?
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9/30/26
The primary scriptures emphasizing that God the Father sent Jesus are found throughout the Gospel of John, where Jesus repeatedly refers to the Father as "the One who sent Me." [1, 2]
Key Scriptures
- John 5:30: "I can do nothing on My own initiative... because I do not seek My own will, but the will of Him who sent Me."
- John 6:38: "For I have come down from heaven, not to do My own will, but the will of Him who sent Me."
- John 7:16: "So Jesus answered them and said, 'My teaching is not Mine, but His who sent Me.'"
- John 12:45: "Whoever sees Me sees the One who sent Me."
- John 20:21: "As the Father has sent me, I am sending you." [3, 4, 5]
- Divine Authority: Jesus grounded His teachings, miracles, and judgments in the authority of the Father rather than His own human will.
- Unity with the Father: He showed that knowing, hearing, or receiving Him was identical to knowing, hearing, or receiving God the Father.
- Mission of Salvation: He clarified that His arrival was meant to save the world rather than condemn it. [1, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9]
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9/30/26
some people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with are childish, blatant, obnoxious, having stated or stating that they don't want any responsibility, or that they can't handle the responsibility. not humble. like children who talk back. they are satanic. like paris hilton. they wanted attention, wanting to be thought of as stars, but blatantly rejecting any responsibility, unsupportive of everyone. they obstructed/obstruct because they are afraid of real work.
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10/1/26
i had to do a really big William Shatner on the Klingons. i am getting good information that i am stuck in the middle of whatever/reptilian, related to past German stuff. please don't judge me wrongfully. deep down i am a sweet honest dude who never wanted to harm anyone. please be open minded. it is interesting because it is related to Christ. it is ironic that some of the people who are trying to play victim in my 144,000 are actually the oppressors. they all need to chill out and quit being stupid unnecessary paparazzi shit.
i am getting good confident competent non threatening information that there is already agreement at higher level.
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10/1/26
i think that i will be buried at the Houston National cemetery, liking the service member crosses direction blended. more convenient for me later.
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10/1/26
i worked as production assistant backstage for this show, 'The 39 Steps'. i also worked 'The 6 Degrees of Separation' show as sound board operator before Country Playhouse became Queensbury Theater. the sound board operator gig at Country Playhouse made it so that i didn't have to do community service when being in trouble with the law earlier, charge dismissed.
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The The 39 Steps play is a fast-paced, two-hour Concord Theatricals farce adapted by Patrick Barlow from John Buchan's 1915 novel and Alfred Hitchcock's 1935 film. [1, 2]
Production Overview
- The Plot: Bored bachelor Richard Hannay meets a self-proclaimed spy who is murdered in his London apartment. Hannay flees to the Scottish Highlands pursued by both the police and a secret organization called "The 39 Steps" while trying to clear his name.
- The Style: A hilarious blend of suspense, physical comedy, and Monty Python-esque chaos.
- The Cast: Just four actors take on 100 to 150 roles using lightning-fast costume changes, minimal props, and ingenious low-fi theatrical staging.
- History: Developed from an original 1996 concept by Simon Corble and Nobby Dimon, Patrick Barlow's rewritten version premiered in 2005 and became a massive hit in London's West End and on Broadway, winning Olivier and Tony awards. [1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9]
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10/2/26
people should focus on my innocence, sort of child like, and not unnecessarily politicize me. don't be tricked because of ignorance. be open minded. be flexible. i want to be myself but it doesn't mean that i think that i can do whatever i want to.
i am being psychologically abused, very bad all day every day, from multiple people, for many years already, people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with who find it amusing to publicly harm an innocent defenseless person, knowing that everyone knows about it. they are weird psychopaths. demons, starting with Paris Hilton. they act like they don't care if people do not like them, as long as they think that no one likes me. they way in which i am being mocked is extremely weird and cruel. it is scary. i feel constantly threatened. those people have anti social personality disorders. they want me and others to feel constantly violated. they have a weird anger problem. i am getting good information/confirmation that black man and mexican girl with my vision in their left eye is reptilian. it is a very weak dishonest disgusting creature. not sophisticated. they are like problem adolescents. the black girls and black man with my vision in his left eye who have been and still are causing problems have an angry hate like attitude like blacks from the late 1960s, except that there really really was no reason to be angry. they are angry at themselves. they act like blacks are supposed to hate white people no matter what, and that all white people are a money problem, even though it is abundantly clear that i did absolutely nothing wrong with money. it is a mockery. they are always stupidly pretending as if they are good at covering up the mistakes which they think that they made, especially the black woman at the grocery store in 2008, especially black women who intentionally infected my blood at a care facility in 2011, especially black girls who steal my mail or my niece's mail, or especially black girls who harassed me when i went into the hospital a few weeks ago after calling the police telling the police that black girls are stalking me and my girlfriend. they wanted people to hear them doing this when i was at the hospital. they imply that i deserve to be harmed, psychologically tortured, all day long every day, stupidly pretending as if they are good at fabricating evidence to be used against me. it is an extremely weird cruel scary mockery. they do not like themselves.
i want to state that i was imagining a force (Aryan?) working against the reptilian. whatever this black man and mexican girl who have my vision in their left eye is ugly and savage. it is scary. i haven't been able to rest in years. that is when i remembered something about old information about an agreement between old German whatever and reptilian. the reptilian is being insecure, childish and uncooperative, angry, fake, stupidly obstructive at my level. i am getting good information that there is agreement at higher level, it seems more content. i don't want to scare anyone. i am being respectfully informative.
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10/2/26
In Patrick Barlow's zany, four-actor farcical stage adaptation of The 39 Steps, the dirty limerick you are thinking of is actually PG-rated in the script—but it sets up the exact adult joke you remember by having the character get cut off right before the punchline. [1, 2]
The line happens during the famous train scene when Richard Hannay is on the run. Two of the "Clown" actors (playing underwear salesmen) are chatting on the train: [1, 2, 3]
Salesman 2: There was a young man from Nantucket, grew a Venus Fly-trap in a bucket, he said when it grew, "now what do I do, do I keep it for breeding or—"
Salesman 1: (Interrupting sharply) Sorry! Excuse me please. Hope you don't mind us talking shop? [1, 2]
Because it is a fast-paced, family-friendly farce, the play deliberately cuts off the poem right before it gets filthy. However, the joke relies entirely on the audience's subtextual expectation of the classic, vulgar rhyme that finishes with "fuck it". [1, 2, 4, 5]
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10/6/26
i know that people are very tired of this. i am very very sick and tired of it, also. every day i am forced to think of the same stupid shit, same stupid people, and i am always going to fight and put them in their place.
the black girls who constantly intentionally cause problems for me and the entire community are a disgusting ugly childish very mean very stupid unintelligent unattractive black female stereo type. THAT IS THE IMAGE WHICH THEY WANT. they make my job easy because they will never be connected to anything intelligent or sophisticated because of the stupid way which they socialize, not doing anything with anyone connected. they want people to know that i am innocent, and that they just like to bully me, harm me, make fun of me in public. they are an ugly black female stereo type. they are a criminal organization. they are a type of terrorist organization. seriously. it will get worse over time, 5 years, 10 years, 20 years, 50 years. i know with certainty that honest caring black people defend me. they need to put a stop to it somehow, on TV, radio, etc. the black girls who are intentionally causing problems for me and the entire community are vicious stupid cheesy childish boring paparazzi shit, obviously no life, like obnoxious children who want people to know that they don't do anything. they are the minority who wants attention because they can't get any attention otherwise because they are obviously too stupid. they want people to know that they have a creepy liking of me, flirting with me, wanting my attention, wanting to harm me publicly because i don't like them. i don't have to be afraid of you. nobody has to be afraid of you. you started the shit. everybody knows that you stupidly started the shit. you want everyone to know that you started the shit, a sick childish game. get the fuck away from me and my family. i am not threatening you. you are threatening me. some weak lazy dishonest black girls engage in ugly brutal black peer pressure with other blacks because they think that other blacks are not strong or intelligent enough to do any better, like blacks who forced other blacks to force blacks into slavery. i am not the slave owner.
they seem to want people to think that i am their interesting white boy friend or husband, and that i have to answer to them. i would never never never ever ever ever be together with blatantly stupid blatantly ugly attitude fake unfriendly childish black girls, SO I AM NOT TOGETHER WITH YOU, SO YOU ARE NOT MY GIRLFRIENDS OR WIVES, SO I DON'T HAVE TO ANSWER TO YOU. other men don't have to answer to you, either. get the fuck out of my life black girls, starting in 2008, 18 years ago.
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10/6/26
why isn't the messiah supposed to have rights, or be protected? fuck you and your separation of church and state. long term recipe for disaster. is there any official documentation of this situation, and at what agency?
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10/7/26
i laughed so hard last night when i thought that people thought that the image of the lizard person in military uniform on the cover of the 'Dark Fleet' book was weird and cheesy, imagining people perplexed, lol, like "what is this?! some kind of sick joke?!" lol. hey, i am innocent, and just trying to figure it out like everyone else. i am sick of the stress. try to relax. i hope that it works out with my family.
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10/7/26
Matrix, related to the Latin word for "mother," originally meant "pregnant animal" or "breeding female" and was later generalized to mean "womb." Today, matrix includes any nurturing or supportive setting or substance usually within the fields of math and the sciences.
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10/7/26
In Kabbalah, Gilgul (reincarnation or "rolling/cycling" of the soul) is the process by which human souls return in new bodies to complete their spiritual mission, resolve past misdeeds, or fulfill unfulfilled commandments (mitzvot). [1, 2]
Core Concepts of Gilgul
- Human-Only Reincarnation: Unlike Eastern traditions, Kabbalah teaches that only human souls reincarnate into other human bodies; souls do not transition into animals or plants. [3, 4]
- The Purpose of Return: A soul returns because it has not yet achieved complete tikkun (spiritual rectification) or finished learning/doing what it was sent to accomplish in the physical world. [4]
- Partial Souls: A soul is not always an all-or-nothing unit; specific aspects (nefesh, ruach, neshama) or "sparks" of a soul can inhabit different bodies or return separately to fix what was left undone. [2, 4, 5]
- The Lurianic Tradition: The most detailed exposition of this doctrine is found in Shaar HaGilgulim (Gate of Reincarnations), recorded by Rabbi Chaim Vital from the 16th-century teachings of Rabbi Isaac Luria (the Arizal).
- Addressing Theodicy: Gilgul offers a mystical framework to explain why the righteous suffer or why bad things happen, attributing trials or hardships to the unfinished business of a previous life. [6, 7]
- Collective Rectification: Individual reincarnation is tied to the broader cosmic timeline. As individual souls undergo purification, learn from past errors, and accumulate positive spiritual actions across generations, the collective soul-root of humanity moves closer to gula (redemption). [1, 6, 8]
- Final Restoration: Once all necessary sparks of the soul complete their respective rectifications and fulfill their role in the grand design, the historical and spiritual cycle of exile ends, paving the way for the messianic era and the final resurrection of the dead. [5, 6]
- How specific biblical figures are understood in Kabbalah to have reincarnated in later eras
- The distinction between gilgul and other post-mortem states like Gehinnom (purification)
- Classic primary texts you can read for study
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gilgul
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10/8/26
i wish that government officials/scientists would study my situation. It is really fascinating. there is opportunity for peace. the 144,000 are grouped together cybernetically. i understand if the general public feels uneasy about anything related to German/Reptile whatever. i am innocent, sort of child like. the more that i didn't want to communicate information which i became familiar with in the past, no racial problem, no Jewish problem, no evil or oppressive intent at all, the more it seems like i am suppose to communicate about it, really in defense of peace, because of constant oppression, also because i am getting confident competent information/confirmation that it is Great Pyramid, some type of family. for some reason it was set up that way, i think something natural or automatic. please be openminded, objective. i am getting confident competent information/confirmation that i am joined together with reptile, so it is relevant. apparently that is what my online fighting for years has been about. the black man with my vision in his left eye and mexican girl with my vision in her left eye. they are nervous or fearful that they can't or won't be able to survive, also having an unusual ego. i know what i am communicating about. these beings need acceptance, a place to live. i am trying to give them opportunity so we don't fight. they don't care enough about working with other people or doing anything else but stupidly unnecessarily gossiping about me. we have been fighting really really bad for years. they are confused and are/can be psychologically abusive. can Christ and Satan get along as friends? lol. have some boubon and smoke some weed? i will happily share my breakfast taquito with picante sauce, another cup of espresso coffee with cinnamon. i have been mentally sick from unusual unfriendly 144,000 external stressors not rested for a very long time.
the general public needs to be brave and peaceful.
i've gone through a great deal of confusion so that you don't need to.
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what if i officially worked with the Catholic church, and revised the story of the 'Miraculous Catch of 153 Fish'? the revision would be to also consider 1 really fat big 50 pound Slippery Fish, lol, the first fish which the disciples tried to catch, which gets away. actually just silly but doesn't make sense.
i still want to make deep dish Chicago style pizza in Rome, sincerely. i worked at Domino's pizza for some time when I was 16 and 17, so i have the inside scoop. i made and delivered pizzas in Sugarland, Texas, where i graduated from high school. there is an Imperial Sugar factory there. in all seriousness, i don't know if i can trust the church. it is scary. the church needs to be aggressive. an institution or individuals at a job can not learn or become more proficient at that job without challenge and experience. i am concerned that the Church will become too isolated, or be considered apart from reality; unrealistic. maybe none of my business, but i have thought about members of the Catholic church being given the official OK to have special mates, or to allow sexual relationships. it is a form of love, like holding hands with your special mate while watching the ballet. i think that the community generally or secretively have a lack of confidence in the Church, because of the Church's position regarding their members to not engage in sexual intimacy. Church work is important work, and people want Church workers to be happy, and to not feel isolated in general. sexual activity is normal, healthy, and is celebrated. what is the official history of the reason that church members abstain from sexual relationships? it is an interesting subject. the Lutheran church allows marriage, sexual relations, related to an aspect of the Reformation. i learned that Martin Luther's main argument was the concept of grace. i had myself baptized at a church in Sugarland, Texas when i was 17, not a Catholic church, no offense to Catholic church. it was just convenient at the time because of where i lived. i didn't know who i was when i had myself baptized. my baptism was very meaningful because i experienced it not knowing what i was getting myself into, thinking i should basically do the right thing or be brave in front of the congregation at the very beginning of the service, but had no idea what i was doing right before it happened, very quick. i didn't go to church consistently. i enjoy going to church sometimes and listening to choir, peace be with you. i invited some Latter Day Saint dudes into my house not too long ago, and that is why i learned about James 1:5 and 'Wisdom', like 'Here is Wisdom' in Revelations 13:18, related to relevance of Genesis 1:1.
seems like Hi Mom. love you, Mom.
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The term matrix is fundamentally tied to the concept of the mother and the Immaculate Conception through its historical etymology, biblical translations, and Catholic Marian theology. [1, 2]
1. Etymological Definition: The Matrix as "Womb"
Etymologically, matrix is the literal Latin word for "womb" or "uterus". It derives directly from the Latin root mater, meaning "mother". [3, 4]
- In ancient Rome, a matrix referred to a breeding female or a "parent plant" that gave origin to new life.
- When the word entered English in the late 14th century, its primary meaning was a literal uterus. Over time, its definition evolved figuratively to mean any surrounding substance, mold, or environment in which something originates, takes shape, or develops. [4, 5, 6, 7]
2. Biblical Usage: Opening the Womb
In the King James Bible, the word "matrix" appears five times (such as in Exodus 13:12 and Numbers 18:15) to translate the Hebrew word rehem. In these contexts, it is used strictly to mean the womb, specifically in the legal phrasing of "all that openeth the matrix"—referring to the sanctified firstborn offspring of a mother. [1, 8]
3. Theological Link to the Immaculate Conception
In Catholic Mariology and theology, the concept of the matrix shifts from a biological term to a profound Christological and Marian symbol. [2]
- The Literal Matrix of the Incarnation: The Virgin Mary is revered as the literal matrix (the sacred vessel or womb) through which the Eternal Word took on human flesh and entered physical reality. Because her womb was the mold shaping Christ’s physical body, theologians argued that this specific "matrix" had to be completely flawless. [2, 9]
- The Necessity of the Immaculate Conception: The doctrine of the Immaculate Conception states that Mary herself was preserved from the stain of original sin from the exact moment she was conceived in her mother's womb. Theologically, God applied a "preventive redemption" to Mary. This kept her human nature entirely pure so that she could serve as an uncorrupted, sinless matrix to give birth to Jesus. [9, 10, 11, 12]
- The "Matrix Spirituality": In church tradition, Mary is sometimes called the "Matrix of the Church". Just as she was the physical womb for Christ, she is viewed metaphorically as the spiritual matrix that nurtures and forms the Mystical Body of Christ (the Church). [13]
10/9/26
https://godsbless.ing/definitions/spiritual-and-theological-concepts/meaning-of-matrix-in-the-bible/
Symbol of Divine Order
The term “matrix” can also represent a broader concept of divine order and structure within creation. It signifies the framework through which God establishes relationships and hierarchies in the universe. This understanding highlights the importance of God’s design in the natural world, where everything has its place and purpose, reflecting His sovereignty and wisdom.
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10/9/26
people should think of my situation like the television documentary programs you see in America like The History Channel, the Discovery Channel, the Learning Channel, Ancient astronauts, StoneHenge, Crocodiles and Pyramids in Egypt or whatever, book of Enoch. peace.
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10/10/26
i am getting confident confirmation that information which i was not looking for in 1997, which made me aware of issues relating to old German whatever, serves a good purpose. i was wondering if the information was designed because of ugly negative unfriendly psychological warfare or intent, and it doesn't seem to be for that purpose. it seems to serve a positive purpose.
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Josh's note:
Precession through the equinoctial ages goes in reverse. 12 Pisces, 11 Aquarius, 10 Capricorn, 9 Sagittarius, 8 Scorpio, 7 Lirba, etc. We are in winter, in reverse, "beginning" of Age of Aquarius. there are good qualities of age of Aquarius. think objectivity.
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10/16/26
The 12 signs of the Western zodiac are divided into four seasons (Spring, Summer, Autumn, and Winter), with each season containing three signs that represent the beginning, middle, and end of that seasonal cycle. [1, 2]
In a broader cosmic context, the Great Year (or Platonic Year) refers to the complete cycle of the Earth's axial precession, lasting roughly 25,920 years, which is also mythically or analogously broken into four "Great Seasons" of about 6,480 years each. [1]
The 12 Zodiac Signs and the Four Seasons
Each seasonal quarter of the zodiac year is anchored by a specific progression of modalities (Cardinal, Fixed, and Mutable): [1, 2]
- Spring (Initiation & Rebirth)
- Aries (Cardinal) – Starts at the Spring Equinox; launches the seasonal shift.
- Taurus (Fixed) – Sustains the peak energy and stability of spring.
- Gemini (Mutable) – Transitions out of spring into summer. [1, 2]
- Summer (Expansion & Peak Activity)
- Cancer (Cardinal) – Starts at the Summer Solstice.
- Leo (Fixed) – Sustains the height of summer warmth and solar power.
- Virgo (Mutable) – Adapts and transitions from summer into autumn. [1, 2]
- Autumn / Fall (Harvest & Reflection)
- Libra (Cardinal) – Starts at the Autumn Equinox.
- Scorpio (Fixed) – Sustains the deep, introspective core of autumn.
- Sagittarius (Mutable) – Prepares the shift from autumn into winter. [1, 2]
- Winter (Rest & Contemplation)
- Capricorn (Cardinal) – Starts at the Winter Solstice.
- Aquarius (Fixed) – Sustains the cold, steady heart of winter.
- Pisces (Mutable) – Dissolves the end of winter to loop back to Aries. [1, 2]
- The Great Year (Precessional Cycle)
- Total Duration: Approximately 25,920 years for the Earth's axis to complete one full conical sweep through the background of the constellations.
- Four Great Seasons: Divided into four grand ages or "seasons" of roughly 6,480 years each. [1]
- The Astrological Ages: In esoteric and ancient traditions (such as the Platonic or Hermetic views), each smaller age (like the Age of Pisces or the Age of Aquarius) spans roughly 2,160 years (1/12th of the Great Year), meaning three zodiacal ages make up each "Great Season."__________________________________________
10/19/26
old buddy of mine. old research on the internet, work with computers in general. i have respect for him. he always cared about trying to do something positive. i used to think that i was supposed to be involved in preservation. continuity is a good word. i used to imagine being able to teach people in a unique way, future generations. i wish that i had more church/government backing. like telling them that Santa Claus came down the chimney and had the milk and the cookies which you had left for him. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eP--o1xZN7w&t=63s
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10/20/26
every morning like sick creepy ugly clockwork the black man and mexican girl intentionally makes me and everyone else uncomfortable before i get out of bed, intentionally violating my personal space so that i can not concentrate once i get out of bed because they don't want me to get work done because they are so worried that a white person or white people will look better than blacks and mexicans. they are nervous and shady. they want attention as "mastermind criminals", implying that they can say that they were trying to help me get out of bed and get work done. they don't care if it is obvious that they are into crime. they violate me every morning and also remind me of it all day long, interrupting me as i try to do work, a type of torture.
it is sort of impossible to make anyone happy. i don't know what i am trying to do anymore.
why don't people get real and communicate about what you know about on TV or radio?
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10/20/26
the reason that i have had, or would seem to have social problems, is because basically i have been a success, not evil, extraordinary effort, unique ability with confidence to contribute and build. some people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with are dirty politicians.
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10/20/26
the black man has a black man stereotype attitude toward black women like "It don't matter if i intentionally make you miserable, cuz you dumb, cuz you gonna be fake and act like you like me anyway, cuz we both gonna be fake." he is abusive toward black women and everyone else, in general. he doesn't want to allow them to appreciate a peaceful motivated white boy because of his envy or fear.
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10/20/26
so i will try to remember it from memory, from the movie "Fire Down Below".
"Now you and I both know that i could have 300 federal agents, right here, right now, crawling up every orifice you've got. when they are done, you can go to your favorite proctologist, get a nice soothing ointment."
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10/21/26
black man who has my vision in his left eye, who can act aggressively, is ugly misery creepy weird childish sadism, and he implies that he gives low class black women the authority to also be ugly misery creepy weird childish sadism, publicly stalking me, publicly bullying me, publicly making fun of me, really unintelligent cheap shots, with them wanting people to know that i am innocent. it is like vandalism. the black man who i am referring to thinks that the black man doesn't have something, so that is why the black man is panicking. it is fascinating and extremely disturbing to learn about how some black people are nervous in general, or about a white person seeming more spiritually attractive than they are, obviously the reason why they are so obstructive. not all black people think or act this way.
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10/21/26
i really don't want to have to be politician. i didn't sign up for dirty politics.
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10/21/26
i wanted to state matter of fact, not obnoxious, that i was bi-sexual when i was younger. it doesn't mean that i am the devil. it doesn't mean that i am going to hell. the important issue regarding sexual or love relationships is compatibility. people are not all the same, physically/mentally. what works for one person sexually wouldn't work for another person sexually, and that is OK, and that should be respected. different people have to be physically/mentally compatible in order for a relationship to work, and people have a right to be who they are, and to have love in their lives, and people should not condemned, discriminated against, forced to be lonely, based on a lack of physical/mental compatibility. it is cruel to not respect people's individual identity because it is the manner in which God created them. i do have a concern about kids in their teens or 20s, increased bodily hormonal activity, making rash, premature, irreversible decisions about their bodies. people are different people physically/mentally in their 50s, different than they are in their teens or 20s.
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10/21/26
the friend should win, no matter what race or combination of races people are.
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10/21/26
i wish that i could get an additional $500 per month from U.S. social security disability funds. my situation is unusual. people know about it. i would like to work earning a bit of money (while still legally receiving disability benefits) but it is very difficult or it seems impossible, very confusing lacking privacy. i am very tired of the stress and not having any money. some morale support would be nice. i would have plenty of normal money and i could also save plenty. it would help everyone relax. i have to support others so it would be nice if i could get some help.
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10/21/26
AI
When someone is called reptilian, it generally means they act cold, calculating, sneaky, or emotionally detached, much like a cold-blooded animal. Depending on the context, the label can describe personal behavior, psychological instincts, or a pop-culture conspiracy theory.
- Cold and Unfeeling: Describing a person’s gaze, smile, or response as reptilian means they show a lack of empathy, warmth, or normal human emotion.
- Sneaky or Treacherous: It can imply that someone is untrustworthy, manipulative, or acting with hidden, predatory motives.
- Stiff or Robotic: Public figures are sometimes mocked with this term when they appear awkward, scripted, or unnaturally controlled.
Psychological & Scientific Context (The "Reptilian Brain")
- Survival Instincts: In neuroscience, people sometimes refer to the "reptilian brain" (the brainstem and cerebellum) to describe primitive, automatic responses focused on survival, fear, aggression, and self-preservation rather than logic or empathy.
Alpha Draconis (Thuban) is a real star in the constellation Draco, located about 270 to 303 light-years from Earth. In modern fringe lore and conspiracy theories, it is claimed to be the home of shape-shifting, reptilian humanoids known as Alpha Draconians or "lizard people".
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it is so confusing and painful to experience how some of the girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with are, who basically just wanted to constantly create a negative story about this situation and Christ, or a man, because of their envy/jealousy, or personal social problem, thinking that others had or would have more love. they don't even care that people know what they are doing, blatant obstruction, or why they do it. so unbelievably childish, selfish, mean spirited, socially irresponsible. some of them have no business as leaders or managers.
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10/21/26
what if i worked a deal with telephone companies/emergency broadcast system to give everyone in the nation an alert like a tornado warning every time i post or edit in this section of this website?____________________________
10/23/26
i sort of want to tell everyone to fuck off. i am tired of worrying about whether people like me or not when other people are knowingly assaulting me, obstructing every day, indicating to others that they think that it is fun. it is a relief to think that people hate me or don't like me. it is obvious that people don't want me to be able to make people happy, so i sort of don't care anymore. it makes me hate you, especially when i am watching TV.