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For those people who have not already been made aware of this, independently of this website, I am in a constant 24/7 activity with a small group of people (144,000) who are situated all over the world. I don't understand it exactly, but it is related to the design and creation of the great pyramid of Gizeh. Look at link (144,000) in the 'for your information' section of this website. In other words, our central nervous systems are somehow fused. They can sense that i am typing at this moment, even though they are situated in different places all over the world. They could also sense that I was drinking a cup of coffee, if I was doing that right now. I am not currently in activity with 144,000 people. Some have died from old age. Some I am not in activity with yet. Apparently, some of these people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with were sensing me as a fetus, when i was still in my mother's womb. I think that i am joined with these other people because of something relating to the sun, other stars (most notably the constellation of Orion), the design of the great pyramid, and electromagnetism. It means that what is happening in our minds, or central nervous systems, also exists somewhere else, in order for the fusion to be taking place in the manner which it is. I believe that the water in our systems acts as a conductor. I believe that the same was true of Jesus of Nazareth; meaning, that this same connectivity with others is what actually distinguished him from other people. Read in the 'for your information' section about 144 and 72, or the story of Jesus and the 72 in the book of Luke. Also the story of Horus battling Set (Sat-an) and 72 conspirators in Egyptian mythos. I am not stating that Jesus of Nazareth and the Egyptian Set (Sat-an) are the same being. 72 is 1/2 of 144, with there being 1440 minutes in one day. The story of Jesus of Nazareth in the bible is mostly allegorical, although he was a real person in real history. The constant 24/7 activity can be, at times, maddening, for both me and the people who are sensing me. I believe that the 144,000 is some type of star seed. Constellation of Orion, astrology, 12 x 12 x 1000. Look at links below. Star seed is not necessarily "positive". I was 24 years old (1997), when it first became evident to me that I was, or am, in this unique, constant 24/7 activity with people. I am not schizophrenic. Then, in February of 1998, I started to sense an intelligent being communicating to me, with the use of physical contractions of my muscle and soft tissue, which meant that this being began to sense me first. It is a form of non verbal communication. This happened, in a way, exactly as it was predicted by something known as the Ussher chronology. Beginning of 1000 years (6000 years = 4004 BC to 1996 AD). Look at links in the 'for your information' section of this website. It also means that other people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with can sense, or were also sensing this intelligent being. It was extremely confusing at first. Madness. Isolation from the community. Hopelessness mixed with confused faith. 13 years later, in May of 2011, I started to sense another intelligent being communicating with me, with the same type of physical contractions of my muscle and soft tissue. It was, and still is, easily differentiated by me, and also the entire worldwide group who are sensing it, from the communication from the first intelligent being. It was, or is, fainter and more frequent. A totally different person, with a totally different personality. Non verbal communication. Both of these beings wanted, or want, to make it apparent to me, and anyone else who they thought was sensing me, because of the type and timing of the physical contraction communication which they can generate, that they had my vision, or that they could see what i could see. It was, or is, sensed as a person who is sort of child like, who is in a type of shock, or stupor, and finding it fascinating. Like they are children watching cartoons on television. It is very easy to understand, through sensation or non verbal communication, that the first intelligent being which myself and the rest of the group began sensing was, or is, male. It is very easy to understand, through sensation or non verbal communication, that the second intelligent being which myself and the group began to sense was, or is, female. They are human, just like I am human. I know without a doubt that the female is Hispanic, now (in the year 2022) about 30 years old, probably still living in Houston, Texas. I have seen her about 6 times in different places in the Houston area, because she wanted me and the rest of the group to know that it was her, wanting me to talk about her, or that she was responsible for creating the sensations, in a way childishly showing off. She used to have a white SUV and restricted phone number in the year 2011. Height is probably about 5 feet or 4 feet 10 inches. Medium size breasts. Full figured. She had long brown or light brown hair. I believe that she lives inside of the Houston 610 loop area, or that her parents live inside of the Houston 610 loop area. I believe that this is true, because she was able to get to locations within the Houston 610 loop area, where I was, quickly, already knowing that I would be at the same location. She has an unusual issue with her left eye, which I have seen, which I believe is the eye which acquired my vision, being at the beginning of the fusion of our central nervous systems, right around the last week of may of 2011. I believe that she has a brother who owns, or who used to own a Dodge Charger. I saw this car when I dropped off paperwork at the downtown Houston police station, wanting to be respectful of her, trying to establish rights for both of us. I also saw the person who I think is her brother together with her at the Houston Veteran's Administration hospital, when I went there one time. She wanted me and other people to know that it was her. I know without a doubt that she is lying about this situation to her family. I can reasonably assume that the male being who can also create contractions of my muscle and soft tissue, which other members of the group (144,000) can sense, who also indicated that he has my vision, also has an unusual issue with his left eye. Meaning, the eye which acquired my vision in February of 1998. It took me 13 years (1998 - 2011) to be able to understand that this male being is an African American, and also that he is ignorant, not possessing extraordinary knowledge concerning me, or this situation, which I thought that he had prior to 2011.
I think that the black man who I am referring to might live in New Jersey. He likes to be a stupid smart ass, thinking that I won't understand what he is communicating, or wanting to think about how he thinks that he is slick, when he really isn't. I think that he is involved in social security fraud, at the United States social security administration. I think that he receives social security benefits for the problem with his left eye, which began on February 22nd, 1998. I doubt that he told the social security people that he is in constant 24/7 activity with me, or has my vision in his left eye, and that he can create contractions of my muscle and soft tissue, or be aggressive. It is not social security. He is intentionally harming people. Check New Jersey social security applications, sometime shortly after February 22nd, 1998, to see if there are any applicants who fit the description, an unusual problem with left eye. I bet that the doctors had no idea what caused it, or why it would begin in the manner which it did.
I believe that these 2 people were characterized, or defined, as Set (Sat-an) and Nephthys in Egyptian mythos, in the past. I believe that I was characterized, or defined, as Horus (Christ) in Egyptian mythos, in the past. Look at links in the 'for your information' section of this website. I also believe that the male was characterized as Beelzebub during the time of Jesus of Nazareth. My old bible study teacher told me that Beelzebub was just another name for Satan.
After having enough experience, having been situated together with these 2 people for some time already, as stated, I can list some of their characteristics.
They are like people who are a type of mentally retarded. Constant stupor. Psychopathic. Sociopathic. Narcissistic. Childish. Evil. It flaunts being evil, seeming to try to recruit evil people. Hate. Anger. Envy. Jealousy. Greed. Problem with ego, or perhaps super ego. Negative. Angry. Sadistic. Nervous. Insecure. Creepy. It flaunts thinking that it is creepy. Attempts to intimidate. Vicious. Insane. Predatorial. Deceit. Perverted.
Even evil people wouldn't want anything to do with these beings. They have a mental problem.
Because they are naturally or understandably insecure about what people think about them, namely because of their unusual issue with their left eye, they embarrass and anger easily, ultimately having betrayed the community, desperately trying to make it seem like I was evil, or that people should think of me as evil, when I am not evil, and when they knew, or know, that I am not evil. They also childishly and sloppily imply that they have some authority which they don't think that they have, wanting to make a mockery of what would actually be considered responsible behavior, it seems because of panic, or greed, or not understanding how they should fit in with society. They seemed to want to try and associate in a cooperative way, when the activity with them first started. As time went on, they seemed confused about how to survive, socially, and long term, thinking that they had embarrassed themselves by having been unnecessarily aggressive.
They both seem to want ignorant people to believe, acting out in a childish, blatantly fake, confused, ignorant manner, that the eye above the pyramid on the dollar bill represents them, or that they have authority which they actually don't have. It is related, but the eye on the dollar bill seems to be the opposite of what they are. God is a loving God. They are not loving, and not only that, they are trying to make people think that God is not a loving God. They are also trying to fool people into thinking that i am not loving.
I have tried to help them. They should communicate to the public, or me, with actual words and conclusive statements, instead of trying to stupidly and wrongfully hustle their way into happiness, social success, power, or survival. There would be a commitment to cooperation which they would benefit from. They wanted, or want, to show off and play childish games. It got, or gets them intro social trouble. It seems like their minds never develop properly, in any incarnation of theirs, because they have my vision, and are constantly distracted by, or interested in what I am doing. They are not doing work like other people ordinarily do work, by not communicating with intelligent statements, which are easily understandable and conclusive. It got them into social trouble, or didn't, or doesn't, allow them to make a type of normal social progression. They seem to be implying that they are supposed to get unusual special treatment, or be worshipped because they are unusual, but they are lazy, childish and are constantly attempt to deceive, like someone who is criminally insane. They are disabled, and are trying to obtain something for themselves in an unethical, rude, bully style way. They seem to live in a fantasy world, fanaticizing about having happiness and power, but are unwilling to try to do work like people ordinarily do work, communicating using intelligent, conclusive, easily understandable statements, in order to achieve this happiness. They have a confused identity problem, seeming to want to settle for being different, and a foe, not wanting to try to make a more normal social progression on earth.
They seem to have an unusual need to feel loved, or respected, or accepted, or recognized. They have an unusual psychological problem, just as a few other people who i am constant 24/7 activity (144,000) with have proven themselves to have. These 2 people are trying to secure something for themselves, using their ability to create contractions of my muscle and soft tissue, which other people in the group (144,000) can sense, as a type of weapon. It is an attempt to subdue or incapacitate me, and other people, so that these 2 beings do not have to work as hard, or compete with others, as people ordinarily have to compete, or cooperate, with others. It seems as if they are doing this, really for the future incarnations which they think that they will have, not wanting me, or others worldwide, to achieve the potential in this life, because they think that it will make it better for themselves if I was considered unpopular. I think an attempt to have me murdered, in this life, or in future lives. They want to create frivolous gossip which they think will benefit them in making me seem unpopular. It seems as if they are both confused and angry, trying to create gossip which they think will help their chances of survival. They have a strange pride problem, or ego problem, like someone who feels special, but inferior, and is in a type of panic, then doing something irrational for attention. It is an angry, childish attitude, like "oh yeah, well i am somebody too!", or, "oh yeah, well i am going to show you who i am!" They think that i am special, or unique, so they have a confused desire to feel special, or unique, too.
i think that these creatures might have been a problem during Jesus Christ's time here on earth, or a distraction for him, but that it was not so bad that people communicated at length about it. I have thought that the biblical character Beelzebub was, or is, a way to refer to them, or at least the male. There were more opportunities for problems to arise in this incarnation of ours because of technology.
I have told both of them that it is better if we work together, and that they are creating a lose-lose situation for themselves and the community. It seems as if they both want, unrealistically, to be thought of as like stars, or celebrities. As I stated, they have a unusual ego problem. I have told them they they would have love and happiness in their lives if they didn't try to unnecessarily overshadow me, or other people as well. As time goes on, it doesn't seem as if they care about being loved anymore. They are confused about what people think about them.
They have mental problems. It seems like their ability to create the contractions in my muscle and soft tissue relates to an electric charge, or a positive/negative charge, or electromagnetism. We don't feel electric shock, though. I have thought that maybe it has something to do with the moon (grey aliens?/I read that they don't have a soul), or reptilian entities which I have read about, or something about Alpha Draconis (constellation of Draco/Draconian/star corresponding to northern side of great pyramid). It might not be the moon, but because of Alpha Draconis being a binary star system.
They (black man and mexican girl) both try to take advantage of ignorant people's ignorance. They try to use their ugliness (behavior) as an alibi, because what they do is so unbelievably ugly, and also because they are thinking that ignorant people wouldn't believe that Satan is in human form. They both know that they can be identified, because of a problem with their left eye, so they are trying to hide and obstruct other people's work at the same time, thinking that it is the only way which they (it) can survive.
I wish that scientists and other people would be informed about what is going on by people who who i am in constant 24/7 activity (144,000) with, who could prove that the constant 24/7 activity is real. They would have to include me and perform a test, publicly certified with television cameras and the police. They could put us in different rooms of a building, say something to me, with me being in one room of the building, and the other people in the other rooms of the building would know what it was. Someone could touch me somewhere on my body not inappropriate, and the other people in the other rooms of the building would know where on my body it was. Give me something to eat, and the other people in the other rooms of the building would know what it was. It could be certified by the police. Television cameras were invented only 70 years ago. The eye (like a camera) connects everything, or allows for information to be gathered and processed. You could use it as an important tool like a microscope. For example, people who don't live in Egypt wouldn't know what the pyramids looked like, unless there were photographs of them. They couldn't understand it, or begin to understand it, or conceptualize it, or appreciate it. The use of a television camera to observe myself connected to the 144,000 would be like looking at a cell, through a powerful microscope. Objectivity. Science, and not religion. I think that it would be good for scientists, politicians, and future politicians to understand, because this constant 24/7 activity which I am in with others applies to people all over the world, not racially or territorially discriminatory. World mind. World consciousness. I think that it will get spiritually messy in the future, or in everyone's future incarnations, if you don't make a story about me now, while you can, in the way that you could. Don't take our current peace or social order for granted. I have a few ideas about how to secure it. One is that if it were acknowledged by the government, it would be respected, but also as a way of making it seem unimportant. I could do something unusual every morning when i get out of bed, which only people who i am in activity would know about. There is a chance of an information leak, I think for people who would try to get social security disability money, when they are not mentally sick, or disabled, or in constant 24/7 activity with me. Another thought is that there would be an agreement that the 144,000, after being officially recognized, do not speak about me, or themselves, in public. If someone who wasn't a person who i am in activity with would try to convince people that they were a person who i was in activity with, no one would believe them, or pay attention to what they had to communicate.
I think that at a minimum, the police, or FBI, who i believe already know about this public situation, should come to my home, stating to me (in front of everyone) that they know about it, and have made a public statement about it. There needs to be more social order, or more confidence vested in what is happening. apparently, It happens all of the time, or in cycles.
God bless, and Peace be with you.
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some of the above information seems like i am dragging it on, or becoming too emotional about it, but that is because i am confused and sick, wanting the 2 beings who are acting aggressively to be real and cooperative.
also, i usually write in all lower case, or am informal. i also like the uniform aspect of all lower case.
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i am being made intentionally sick and confused by this creature (i am referring to it as one thing, but it is 2 different people) all day long, every day. it has compounded. it has been going on for years. my mind can not function properly. i feel constantly threatened, publicly. nobody's mind could function OR DEVELOP properly. it is weird, childish sadism. they are also evil or criminally insane. please help if you can. try to help. i am not crazy. part of the reason that it is doing this to me is to make it seem like i am crazy, or evil, of fake, trying to cover up the fact that people know that they are the problem. another reason is that it wants to make me seem weird and unlikeable. it is because it thinks that people think that it is weird and unlikeable. it thinks that it can't survive. it is so different than what people normally are, like an animal or completely different species, so that it doesn't try to work with people, as people ordinarily work with one another.
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interesting article about great pyramid. cornerstone. chief cornerstone.
scroll down to part about alpha draconis. thuban. satan.
https://www.blueletterbible.org/study/larkin/dt/32.cfm
alpha draconis. constellation of draco. draconian. egyptian set (sat-an). alpha draconis is called thuban (serpent) in arabic.
https://www.quora.com/What-is-the-mythology-behind-the-star-Thuban-Tell-me-everything-you-know
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thuban, head of the serpent, or large snake. alpha draconis, look to our northern hemisphere.
binary star system.
historically represented the north pole, from the 4th to the 2nd millennium BCE.
in arabic, it represents the dragon.
in egypt thuban was very significant in the original alignment of the pyramids and stars before the earth's tilt and magnetic realignment. pharoah kufu believed he would join the sun and thuban in death.
in sumerian and mesopotamiam lore, it was called tiamat. tiamat the sea serpent, that existed even before the sky and sea had divided from each other. a dragon of chaos that had to be tamed before brining in a new order.
in greek mythology hercules, jason and cadmus are all tasked by gods, to kill a dragon for different reasons, eventually placing a dragon in the sky to represent a trophy of cadmus.
habab is where satan get's connected to draco threw pagan arabic, muslim cultures, the light barer, bringing of morning, the morning star.
jujitsu comes from thuban, and was given to his half son oda nobunaga, as a gift to help conquer and unite japan.
the archons are a war bread race, hive minded, cybernetic, genetically modified constructs, that have become self aware are an now have the ability to war with higher dimensional forces by causing havoc in the system like a virus. the fallen.
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this is what i have been communicating about. i have read something else about a hive mind from another source. something about orion dragon queen. i am guessing thuban (alpha draconis), as it relates to alignment of the great pyramid, one of the 3 pyramids corresponding to the constellation or orion. i read the term messeh, from which comes our term messiah or mashiach. something about crocodile/reptilian. i am reasonably certain that i, or a positive force, is to keep this entity at bay, cycle after cycle. they seem to be more of an annoyance, rather than a real threat. maybe the annoyance is a real threat. they try to use deception, psychological warfare, obstruction, as a method of dominating, or survival. criminally insane. very strong survival instinct, but irrational or confused thinking, like an animal which is trapped, attempting to break free.
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it is just like they teach in church, that satan tries to stop you from being more, or as much as you can be in life. i want you to be as much as you can be. Good luck and God bless you.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Archon_(Gnosticism)
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here is a houston,texas police report which i created on 12/01/2016.
the incident number is: 1528227-16
the officer's name: E. Estep
unit #: 20G52N
i would like to create another report, or add to the existing report. i think that people could think that they have a better chance of getting away with murdering me if there is already an existing report. go figure. the report is filed under some mental health category which shouldn't be filed under mental health. i would like for houston media and national media to be involved with this. i know that you know about this situation. i want to communicate with a media investigation person here in houston.
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this black man and mexican girl who people know about are desperately trying to fool people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who don't understand english, trying to make them think that i did something really wrong in the past when i didn't. it is really obvious that i didn't. they have the bad heart. they have the evil intent. they mix stupid, unimportant irrelevant things together in order to try to make people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who don't understand english, think that something is important, or that i have an attitude problem, when it isn't important, and when i i don't have an attitude problem. they are nervous about their current life and future lives. they also want people to know that they are evil, because of how they are trying to make honest people defend me, so that they can say that the honest people who defend me are evil or fake.
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it important for me to state that i was able to give people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with (144,000), who are situated in places all around the world, who speak different languages, an opportunity to locate my website on the internet. i translated my full name, as my full name would enable someone to locate my website, into the numbers corresponding to each letter of my full name, as the place values of each letter in the latin alphabet. i explained many times by speaking out loud, and with body language, what i was doing, so i think that it worked. i used google translate, with audio function when it was available, typing numbers spaced with commas, as the numbers corresponded to the place value of the letters of my full name, using the latin alphabet. for example, a = 1, b = 2. when the google translate audio function was not available for some languages, i was able to give people the information myself, verbally, using information from omniglot as a reference, and method of performing the conversion into numbers myself. in other words, when i speak out loud, it is sensed by others who i am in constant 24/7 activity with. interesting work. God bless you...\
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i corresponded with houston, texas channel 2 television (NBC) investigates. investigation ideas. i made an online submission. today is 8/11/24.
i am not implying that channel 2 must do something.
but some kind of response would put me at ease, thanx.
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no one could be blatantly, childishly, strangely stalked and bullied, like i have been and still am, and remain calm, given the situation. not the pope. not mother theresa. no one. in fact, it makes a person who is loving and caring even more angry than a person who isn't loving and caring. some people are playing dumb because they they don't want any real responsibility.
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just because i had a love dream, and they didn't, or couldn't, doesn't mean that i didn't. get real. leave me and other people alone.
I WISH THAT THE POLICE OR GOVERNMENT WOULD LET ME KNOW THAT THEY PUT OUT AN OFFICIAL, PUBLIC STATEMENT ABOUT THIS UNIQUE SITUATION; AN ATTEMPT TO CREATE A DETERRENT. THERE IS EVIDENCE WITH TESTIMONY THAT I AM BEING HARASSED AND STALKED SINCE 2008. IT IS EXTREMELY DAMAGING TO MY SPIRIT AND THE SPIRIT OF OTHER INNOCENT PEOPLE WHO ARE SITUATED WORLDWIDE. SOCIALLY LAME, EVIL, CRUEL, PSYCHOPATHIC PEOPLE DO IT WHEN THEY THINK THAT THEY CAN GET AWAY WITH IT. A FORM OF CHILDISH, WEIRD ANARCHY. THE PEOPLE OF THE WORLD SHOULD NOT FEEL ABANDONED BY GOVERNMENT. IT PROJECTS WEAKNESS OF THE GOVERNMENT. PLEASE TRY TO HELP.
WHY CAN'T PEOPLE FEEL AS IF THEY ARE ALLOWED TO PUBLICLY, SECURELY COMMUNICATE ABOUT A REAL PROBLEM WHICH MOST PEOPLE IN AMERICA KNOW EXISTS? MANY PEOPLE ALL OVER THE WORD ARE SUFFERING, AND THIS HAS THE POTENTIAL TO CREATE GOSSIP WHICH CAN ADVERSELY AFFECT WORLD, AND FUTURE WORLD SECURITY.
the black guy and mexican who i have communicated about in the first part of this section of this website are trying to trick ignorant people into thinking that they are not human, or not in human bodies on earth, trying to create gossip all over the world. at first they did want people to know who they were. now they are trying to hide. they fear being killed in this life, or in future lives. actually, they are trying to work it so that they can hide, or get something from someone, if they think that they can get away with it. they know that they can easily be identified because of the unusual issue they developed with their left eye. they are not gods. they are no more gods than i am a god. i am a human on earth. i am in a human body. they are in human bodies.
the black man and mexican girl are trying to put the 144,000 at odds with itself, trying to deceive people who i came into constant 24/7 activity with, after i translated my full name, or website address, into different languages around the world in the year 2024. the black man and mexican girl are trying to avoid being killed in this life, or their future lives. they are evil. this doesn't mean that i am a white supremacist, or that i am promoting white supremacy.
the mexican girl is lying to her parents, stating that someone else besides her is being aggressive with the physical contractions which she can create with the use of the concentration of her mind, trying to deceive her parents, probably for inheritance money. i told her a long time ago to come out and talk to me, actually communicating to me and everyone else something real and conclusive, and she did exactly what i didn't want her to do, digging herself into a hole. ignorant people have no idea about how nice i was to this girl in the beginning.
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squared away. high and tight. outstanding. high speed, low drag. good to go. hoorah. solider on. lock and load.
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i think that if the government would make an official, public story about me, showing some support and confidence, i think that these things would back off. i am not crazy. they try to dominate with ugly psychological warfare and deception. they assume that i will be fair game, along with everyone else who is made defenseless, assuming that no authoritative body will officially, publicly, come to my defense.
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4/17/26
i deleted recent posts. i want to try to ignore ugly evil stalkers. ignorant people have no idea how about how cruel or debilitating this has been, for years.
i have happy in my life. family and work dogs.
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good grapevine is more important than this section of this website.
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i sent the same correspondence to office of Donald J. Trump (prior to 2024 election), President Joe Biden, houston mayor John Whitmire, houston police chief, houston channel 2 news (NBC) investigates, texas district 7 state respresentative Lizzie Fletcher, Houston-Galveston Archdiocese (Pope Francis), explaining my situation, trying to obtain protection for myself and community.
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4/18/26
i am really really sick of evil fake childish people trying to use the honest information on my website against me and others. that is why i deleted it. it doesn't matter because i didn't and don't have an evil intent. another reason that i deleted it is because the amount of information would seem excessive or obnoxious for people who don't understand how sick i am being made. my posting over the years helped the community.
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i hope that mexican guy who i know was with the mexican girl at houston memorial park in 2015 or 2016 goes to the police, informing them about what he knows about her identity. she is a demon. she is greedy, evil, childish, wanting to deceive and use people. she intentionally wants to harm hispanic people, or actually everyone.
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does the pope want to help me out? can he help? can he make a statement stating that christ should not be stalked, or tormented, and that they know that i am here, even if they don't reveal my identity for security reasons? there is already a security problem. can people figure out a way of showing me some real respect, protection, somehow, trying to deter sadistic childish evil people, indicating that some people care about me, or are allowed to care about me? i am sick of this. i want the entire community to be protected. it seems like there needs to be more support, or more confidence. what is the message?
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4/23/26
this has something to do with black man and mexican girl. problem with left eye, my vision in their left eye. they are evil and brutal. really disturbing, like they have a different DNA. i am not a white supremacist. they don't represent all blacks and mexicans.
mashiach (messiah) = gematria 358
nachash (serpent) = gematria 358
look at term 'gevurah'
https://www.chabad.org/kabbalah/article_cdo/aid/1822159/jewish/The-Heel-361a.htm
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AI overview
In Kabbalah, the left eye is symbolically associated with Gevurah (Severity/Judgment), which represents restriction and restraint. While Gevurah is a holy attribute, its imbalance or degeneration—often termed "the left side" or "Sitra Achra"—is associated with the "evil eye" (Ayin Hara). This force originates from jealousy, malicious intent, or harsh judgment. [1, 2, 3, 4, 5]
Key Associations with Left Eye/Gevurah/Evil Eye:
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gevurah
https://www.jilli.org/2021/08/16/wir-08-16-2021/
gevurah
https://inner.org/sefirot/sefgevur.htm
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https://genesispatternspodcast.substack.com/p/episode-3-the-eve-we-thought-we-knew
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https://www.kabbalahempowerment.com/power-of-restraint-gevurah/
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nachash (snake)
https://biblehub.com/hebrew/5175.htm
please refer to 'great pyramid part I' file in 'miscellaneous files' section of this website. nachash = gematria 358.
you can research gematria 358, nachash (snake) and mashiach (messiah).
For those people who have not already been made aware of this, independently of this website, I am in a constant 24/7 activity with a small group of people (144,000) who are situated all over the world. I don't understand it exactly, but it is related to the design and creation of the great pyramid of Gizeh. Look at link (144,000) in the 'for your information' section of this website. In other words, our central nervous systems are somehow fused. They can sense that i am typing at this moment, even though they are situated in different places all over the world. They could also sense that I was drinking a cup of coffee, if I was doing that right now. I am not currently in activity with 144,000 people. Some have died from old age. Some I am not in activity with yet. Apparently, some of these people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with were sensing me as a fetus, when i was still in my mother's womb. I think that i am joined with these other people because of something relating to the sun, other stars (most notably the constellation of Orion), the design of the great pyramid, and electromagnetism. It means that what is happening in our minds, or central nervous systems, also exists somewhere else, in order for the fusion to be taking place in the manner which it is. I believe that the water in our systems acts as a conductor. I believe that the same was true of Jesus of Nazareth; meaning, that this same connectivity with others is what actually distinguished him from other people. Read in the 'for your information' section about 144 and 72, or the story of Jesus and the 72 in the book of Luke. Also the story of Horus battling Set (Sat-an) and 72 conspirators in Egyptian mythos. I am not stating that Jesus of Nazareth and the Egyptian Set (Sat-an) are the same being. 72 is 1/2 of 144, with there being 1440 minutes in one day. The story of Jesus of Nazareth in the bible is mostly allegorical, although he was a real person in real history. The constant 24/7 activity can be, at times, maddening, for both me and the people who are sensing me. I believe that the 144,000 is some type of star seed. Constellation of Orion, astrology, 12 x 12 x 1000. Look at links below. Star seed is not necessarily "positive". I was 24 years old (1997), when it first became evident to me that I was, or am, in this unique, constant 24/7 activity with people. I am not schizophrenic. Then, in February of 1998, I started to sense an intelligent being communicating to me, with the use of physical contractions of my muscle and soft tissue, which meant that this being began to sense me first. It is a form of non verbal communication. This happened, in a way, exactly as it was predicted by something known as the Ussher chronology. Beginning of 1000 years (6000 years = 4004 BC to 1996 AD). Look at links in the 'for your information' section of this website. It also means that other people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with can sense, or were also sensing this intelligent being. It was extremely confusing at first. Madness. Isolation from the community. Hopelessness mixed with confused faith. 13 years later, in May of 2011, I started to sense another intelligent being communicating with me, with the same type of physical contractions of my muscle and soft tissue. It was, and still is, easily differentiated by me, and also the entire worldwide group who are sensing it, from the communication from the first intelligent being. It was, or is, fainter and more frequent. A totally different person, with a totally different personality. Non verbal communication. Both of these beings wanted, or want, to make it apparent to me, and anyone else who they thought was sensing me, because of the type and timing of the physical contraction communication which they can generate, that they had my vision, or that they could see what i could see. It was, or is, sensed as a person who is sort of child like, who is in a type of shock, or stupor, and finding it fascinating. Like they are children watching cartoons on television. It is very easy to understand, through sensation or non verbal communication, that the first intelligent being which myself and the rest of the group began sensing was, or is, male. It is very easy to understand, through sensation or non verbal communication, that the second intelligent being which myself and the group began to sense was, or is, female. They are human, just like I am human. I know without a doubt that the female is Hispanic, now (in the year 2022) about 30 years old, probably still living in Houston, Texas. I have seen her about 6 times in different places in the Houston area, because she wanted me and the rest of the group to know that it was her, wanting me to talk about her, or that she was responsible for creating the sensations, in a way childishly showing off. She used to have a white SUV and restricted phone number in the year 2011. Height is probably about 5 feet or 4 feet 10 inches. Medium size breasts. Full figured. She had long brown or light brown hair. I believe that she lives inside of the Houston 610 loop area, or that her parents live inside of the Houston 610 loop area. I believe that this is true, because she was able to get to locations within the Houston 610 loop area, where I was, quickly, already knowing that I would be at the same location. She has an unusual issue with her left eye, which I have seen, which I believe is the eye which acquired my vision, being at the beginning of the fusion of our central nervous systems, right around the last week of may of 2011. I believe that she has a brother who owns, or who used to own a Dodge Charger. I saw this car when I dropped off paperwork at the downtown Houston police station, wanting to be respectful of her, trying to establish rights for both of us. I also saw the person who I think is her brother together with her at the Houston Veteran's Administration hospital, when I went there one time. She wanted me and other people to know that it was her. I know without a doubt that she is lying about this situation to her family. I can reasonably assume that the male being who can also create contractions of my muscle and soft tissue, which other members of the group (144,000) can sense, who also indicated that he has my vision, also has an unusual issue with his left eye. Meaning, the eye which acquired my vision in February of 1998. It took me 13 years (1998 - 2011) to be able to understand that this male being is an African American, and also that he is ignorant, not possessing extraordinary knowledge concerning me, or this situation, which I thought that he had prior to 2011.
I think that the black man who I am referring to might live in New Jersey. He likes to be a stupid smart ass, thinking that I won't understand what he is communicating, or wanting to think about how he thinks that he is slick, when he really isn't. I think that he is involved in social security fraud, at the United States social security administration. I think that he receives social security benefits for the problem with his left eye, which began on February 22nd, 1998. I doubt that he told the social security people that he is in constant 24/7 activity with me, or has my vision in his left eye, and that he can create contractions of my muscle and soft tissue, or be aggressive. It is not social security. He is intentionally harming people. Check New Jersey social security applications, sometime shortly after February 22nd, 1998, to see if there are any applicants who fit the description, an unusual problem with left eye. I bet that the doctors had no idea what caused it, or why it would begin in the manner which it did.
I believe that these 2 people were characterized, or defined, as Set (Sat-an) and Nephthys in Egyptian mythos, in the past. I believe that I was characterized, or defined, as Horus (Christ) in Egyptian mythos, in the past. Look at links in the 'for your information' section of this website. I also believe that the male was characterized as Beelzebub during the time of Jesus of Nazareth. My old bible study teacher told me that Beelzebub was just another name for Satan.
After having enough experience, having been situated together with these 2 people for some time already, as stated, I can list some of their characteristics.
They are like people who are a type of mentally retarded. Constant stupor. Psychopathic. Sociopathic. Narcissistic. Childish. Evil. It flaunts being evil, seeming to try to recruit evil people. Hate. Anger. Envy. Jealousy. Greed. Problem with ego, or perhaps super ego. Negative. Angry. Sadistic. Nervous. Insecure. Creepy. It flaunts thinking that it is creepy. Attempts to intimidate. Vicious. Insane. Predatorial. Deceit. Perverted.
Even evil people wouldn't want anything to do with these beings. They have a mental problem.
Because they are naturally or understandably insecure about what people think about them, namely because of their unusual issue with their left eye, they embarrass and anger easily, ultimately having betrayed the community, desperately trying to make it seem like I was evil, or that people should think of me as evil, when I am not evil, and when they knew, or know, that I am not evil. They also childishly and sloppily imply that they have some authority which they don't think that they have, wanting to make a mockery of what would actually be considered responsible behavior, it seems because of panic, or greed, or not understanding how they should fit in with society. They seemed to want to try and associate in a cooperative way, when the activity with them first started. As time went on, they seemed confused about how to survive, socially, and long term, thinking that they had embarrassed themselves by having been unnecessarily aggressive.
They both seem to want ignorant people to believe, acting out in a childish, blatantly fake, confused, ignorant manner, that the eye above the pyramid on the dollar bill represents them, or that they have authority which they actually don't have. It is related, but the eye on the dollar bill seems to be the opposite of what they are. God is a loving God. They are not loving, and not only that, they are trying to make people think that God is not a loving God. They are also trying to fool people into thinking that i am not loving.
I have tried to help them. They should communicate to the public, or me, with actual words and conclusive statements, instead of trying to stupidly and wrongfully hustle their way into happiness, social success, power, or survival. There would be a commitment to cooperation which they would benefit from. They wanted, or want, to show off and play childish games. It got, or gets them intro social trouble. It seems like their minds never develop properly, in any incarnation of theirs, because they have my vision, and are constantly distracted by, or interested in what I am doing. They are not doing work like other people ordinarily do work, by not communicating with intelligent statements, which are easily understandable and conclusive. It got them into social trouble, or didn't, or doesn't, allow them to make a type of normal social progression. They seem to be implying that they are supposed to get unusual special treatment, or be worshipped because they are unusual, but they are lazy, childish and are constantly attempt to deceive, like someone who is criminally insane. They are disabled, and are trying to obtain something for themselves in an unethical, rude, bully style way. They seem to live in a fantasy world, fanaticizing about having happiness and power, but are unwilling to try to do work like people ordinarily do work, communicating using intelligent, conclusive, easily understandable statements, in order to achieve this happiness. They have a confused identity problem, seeming to want to settle for being different, and a foe, not wanting to try to make a more normal social progression on earth.
They seem to have an unusual need to feel loved, or respected, or accepted, or recognized. They have an unusual psychological problem, just as a few other people who i am constant 24/7 activity (144,000) with have proven themselves to have. These 2 people are trying to secure something for themselves, using their ability to create contractions of my muscle and soft tissue, which other people in the group (144,000) can sense, as a type of weapon. It is an attempt to subdue or incapacitate me, and other people, so that these 2 beings do not have to work as hard, or compete with others, as people ordinarily have to compete, or cooperate, with others. It seems as if they are doing this, really for the future incarnations which they think that they will have, not wanting me, or others worldwide, to achieve the potential in this life, because they think that it will make it better for themselves if I was considered unpopular. I think an attempt to have me murdered, in this life, or in future lives. They want to create frivolous gossip which they think will benefit them in making me seem unpopular. It seems as if they are both confused and angry, trying to create gossip which they think will help their chances of survival. They have a strange pride problem, or ego problem, like someone who feels special, but inferior, and is in a type of panic, then doing something irrational for attention. It is an angry, childish attitude, like "oh yeah, well i am somebody too!", or, "oh yeah, well i am going to show you who i am!" They think that i am special, or unique, so they have a confused desire to feel special, or unique, too.
i think that these creatures might have been a problem during Jesus Christ's time here on earth, or a distraction for him, but that it was not so bad that people communicated at length about it. I have thought that the biblical character Beelzebub was, or is, a way to refer to them, or at least the male. There were more opportunities for problems to arise in this incarnation of ours because of technology.
I have told both of them that it is better if we work together, and that they are creating a lose-lose situation for themselves and the community. It seems as if they both want, unrealistically, to be thought of as like stars, or celebrities. As I stated, they have a unusual ego problem. I have told them they they would have love and happiness in their lives if they didn't try to unnecessarily overshadow me, or other people as well. As time goes on, it doesn't seem as if they care about being loved anymore. They are confused about what people think about them.
They have mental problems. It seems like their ability to create the contractions in my muscle and soft tissue relates to an electric charge, or a positive/negative charge, or electromagnetism. We don't feel electric shock, though. I have thought that maybe it has something to do with the moon (grey aliens?/I read that they don't have a soul), or reptilian entities which I have read about, or something about Alpha Draconis (constellation of Draco/Draconian/star corresponding to northern side of great pyramid). It might not be the moon, but because of Alpha Draconis being a binary star system.
They (black man and mexican girl) both try to take advantage of ignorant people's ignorance. They try to use their ugliness (behavior) as an alibi, because what they do is so unbelievably ugly, and also because they are thinking that ignorant people wouldn't believe that Satan is in human form. They both know that they can be identified, because of a problem with their left eye, so they are trying to hide and obstruct other people's work at the same time, thinking that it is the only way which they (it) can survive.
I wish that scientists and other people would be informed about what is going on by people who who i am in constant 24/7 activity (144,000) with, who could prove that the constant 24/7 activity is real. They would have to include me and perform a test, publicly certified with television cameras and the police. They could put us in different rooms of a building, say something to me, with me being in one room of the building, and the other people in the other rooms of the building would know what it was. Someone could touch me somewhere on my body not inappropriate, and the other people in the other rooms of the building would know where on my body it was. Give me something to eat, and the other people in the other rooms of the building would know what it was. It could be certified by the police. Television cameras were invented only 70 years ago. The eye (like a camera) connects everything, or allows for information to be gathered and processed. You could use it as an important tool like a microscope. For example, people who don't live in Egypt wouldn't know what the pyramids looked like, unless there were photographs of them. They couldn't understand it, or begin to understand it, or conceptualize it, or appreciate it. The use of a television camera to observe myself connected to the 144,000 would be like looking at a cell, through a powerful microscope. Objectivity. Science, and not religion. I think that it would be good for scientists, politicians, and future politicians to understand, because this constant 24/7 activity which I am in with others applies to people all over the world, not racially or territorially discriminatory. World mind. World consciousness. I think that it will get spiritually messy in the future, or in everyone's future incarnations, if you don't make a story about me now, while you can, in the way that you could. Don't take our current peace or social order for granted. I have a few ideas about how to secure it. One is that if it were acknowledged by the government, it would be respected, but also as a way of making it seem unimportant. I could do something unusual every morning when i get out of bed, which only people who i am in activity would know about. There is a chance of an information leak, I think for people who would try to get social security disability money, when they are not mentally sick, or disabled, or in constant 24/7 activity with me. Another thought is that there would be an agreement that the 144,000, after being officially recognized, do not speak about me, or themselves, in public. If someone who wasn't a person who i am in activity with would try to convince people that they were a person who i was in activity with, no one would believe them, or pay attention to what they had to communicate.
I think that at a minimum, the police, or FBI, who i believe already know about this public situation, should come to my home, stating to me (in front of everyone) that they know about it, and have made a public statement about it. There needs to be more social order, or more confidence vested in what is happening. apparently, It happens all of the time, or in cycles.
God bless, and Peace be with you.
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some of the above information seems like i am dragging it on, or becoming too emotional about it, but that is because i am confused and sick, wanting the 2 beings who are acting aggressively to be real and cooperative.
also, i usually write in all lower case, or am informal. i also like the uniform aspect of all lower case.
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i am being made intentionally sick and confused by this creature (i am referring to it as one thing, but it is 2 different people) all day long, every day. it has compounded. it has been going on for years. my mind can not function properly. i feel constantly threatened, publicly. nobody's mind could function OR DEVELOP properly. it is weird, childish sadism. they are also evil or criminally insane. please help if you can. try to help. i am not crazy. part of the reason that it is doing this to me is to make it seem like i am crazy, or evil, of fake, trying to cover up the fact that people know that they are the problem. another reason is that it wants to make me seem weird and unlikeable. it is because it thinks that people think that it is weird and unlikeable. it thinks that it can't survive. it is so different than what people normally are, like an animal or completely different species, so that it doesn't try to work with people, as people ordinarily work with one another.
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interesting article about great pyramid. cornerstone. chief cornerstone.
scroll down to part about alpha draconis. thuban. satan.
https://www.blueletterbible.org/study/larkin/dt/32.cfm
alpha draconis. constellation of draco. draconian. egyptian set (sat-an). alpha draconis is called thuban (serpent) in arabic.
https://www.quora.com/What-is-the-mythology-behind-the-star-Thuban-Tell-me-everything-you-know
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thuban, head of the serpent, or large snake. alpha draconis, look to our northern hemisphere.
binary star system.
historically represented the north pole, from the 4th to the 2nd millennium BCE.
in arabic, it represents the dragon.
in egypt thuban was very significant in the original alignment of the pyramids and stars before the earth's tilt and magnetic realignment. pharoah kufu believed he would join the sun and thuban in death.
in sumerian and mesopotamiam lore, it was called tiamat. tiamat the sea serpent, that existed even before the sky and sea had divided from each other. a dragon of chaos that had to be tamed before brining in a new order.
in greek mythology hercules, jason and cadmus are all tasked by gods, to kill a dragon for different reasons, eventually placing a dragon in the sky to represent a trophy of cadmus.
habab is where satan get's connected to draco threw pagan arabic, muslim cultures, the light barer, bringing of morning, the morning star.
jujitsu comes from thuban, and was given to his half son oda nobunaga, as a gift to help conquer and unite japan.
the archons are a war bread race, hive minded, cybernetic, genetically modified constructs, that have become self aware are an now have the ability to war with higher dimensional forces by causing havoc in the system like a virus. the fallen.
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this is what i have been communicating about. i have read something else about a hive mind from another source. something about orion dragon queen. i am guessing thuban (alpha draconis), as it relates to alignment of the great pyramid, one of the 3 pyramids corresponding to the constellation or orion. i read the term messeh, from which comes our term messiah or mashiach. something about crocodile/reptilian. i am reasonably certain that i, or a positive force, is to keep this entity at bay, cycle after cycle. they seem to be more of an annoyance, rather than a real threat. maybe the annoyance is a real threat. they try to use deception, psychological warfare, obstruction, as a method of dominating, or survival. criminally insane. very strong survival instinct, but irrational or confused thinking, like an animal which is trapped, attempting to break free.
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it is just like they teach in church, that satan tries to stop you from being more, or as much as you can be in life. i want you to be as much as you can be. Good luck and God bless you.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Archon_(Gnosticism)
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here is a houston,texas police report which i created on 12/01/2016.
the incident number is: 1528227-16
the officer's name: E. Estep
unit #: 20G52N
i would like to create another report, or add to the existing report. i think that people could think that they have a better chance of getting away with murdering me if there is already an existing report. go figure. the report is filed under some mental health category which shouldn't be filed under mental health. i would like for houston media and national media to be involved with this. i know that you know about this situation. i want to communicate with a media investigation person here in houston.
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this black man and mexican girl who people know about are desperately trying to fool people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who don't understand english, trying to make them think that i did something really wrong in the past when i didn't. it is really obvious that i didn't. they have the bad heart. they have the evil intent. they mix stupid, unimportant irrelevant things together in order to try to make people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who don't understand english, think that something is important, or that i have an attitude problem, when it isn't important, and when i i don't have an attitude problem. they are nervous about their current life and future lives. they also want people to know that they are evil, because of how they are trying to make honest people defend me, so that they can say that the honest people who defend me are evil or fake.
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it important for me to state that i was able to give people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with (144,000), who are situated in places all around the world, who speak different languages, an opportunity to locate my website on the internet. i translated my full name, as my full name would enable someone to locate my website, into the numbers corresponding to each letter of my full name, as the place values of each letter in the latin alphabet. i explained many times by speaking out loud, and with body language, what i was doing, so i think that it worked. i used google translate, with audio function when it was available, typing numbers spaced with commas, as the numbers corresponded to the place value of the letters of my full name, using the latin alphabet. for example, a = 1, b = 2. when the google translate audio function was not available for some languages, i was able to give people the information myself, verbally, using information from omniglot as a reference, and method of performing the conversion into numbers myself. in other words, when i speak out loud, it is sensed by others who i am in constant 24/7 activity with. interesting work. God bless you...\
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i corresponded with houston, texas channel 2 television (NBC) investigates. investigation ideas. i made an online submission. today is 8/11/24.
i am not implying that channel 2 must do something.
but some kind of response would put me at ease, thanx.
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no one could be blatantly, childishly, strangely stalked and bullied, like i have been and still am, and remain calm, given the situation. not the pope. not mother theresa. no one. in fact, it makes a person who is loving and caring even more angry than a person who isn't loving and caring. some people are playing dumb because they they don't want any real responsibility.
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just because i had a love dream, and they didn't, or couldn't, doesn't mean that i didn't. get real. leave me and other people alone.
I WISH THAT THE POLICE OR GOVERNMENT WOULD LET ME KNOW THAT THEY PUT OUT AN OFFICIAL, PUBLIC STATEMENT ABOUT THIS UNIQUE SITUATION; AN ATTEMPT TO CREATE A DETERRENT. THERE IS EVIDENCE WITH TESTIMONY THAT I AM BEING HARASSED AND STALKED SINCE 2008. IT IS EXTREMELY DAMAGING TO MY SPIRIT AND THE SPIRIT OF OTHER INNOCENT PEOPLE WHO ARE SITUATED WORLDWIDE. SOCIALLY LAME, EVIL, CRUEL, PSYCHOPATHIC PEOPLE DO IT WHEN THEY THINK THAT THEY CAN GET AWAY WITH IT. A FORM OF CHILDISH, WEIRD ANARCHY. THE PEOPLE OF THE WORLD SHOULD NOT FEEL ABANDONED BY GOVERNMENT. IT PROJECTS WEAKNESS OF THE GOVERNMENT. PLEASE TRY TO HELP.
WHY CAN'T PEOPLE FEEL AS IF THEY ARE ALLOWED TO PUBLICLY, SECURELY COMMUNICATE ABOUT A REAL PROBLEM WHICH MOST PEOPLE IN AMERICA KNOW EXISTS? MANY PEOPLE ALL OVER THE WORD ARE SUFFERING, AND THIS HAS THE POTENTIAL TO CREATE GOSSIP WHICH CAN ADVERSELY AFFECT WORLD, AND FUTURE WORLD SECURITY.
the black guy and mexican who i have communicated about in the first part of this section of this website are trying to trick ignorant people into thinking that they are not human, or not in human bodies on earth, trying to create gossip all over the world. at first they did want people to know who they were. now they are trying to hide. they fear being killed in this life, or in future lives. actually, they are trying to work it so that they can hide, or get something from someone, if they think that they can get away with it. they know that they can easily be identified because of the unusual issue they developed with their left eye. they are not gods. they are no more gods than i am a god. i am a human on earth. i am in a human body. they are in human bodies.
the black man and mexican girl are trying to put the 144,000 at odds with itself, trying to deceive people who i came into constant 24/7 activity with, after i translated my full name, or website address, into different languages around the world in the year 2024. the black man and mexican girl are trying to avoid being killed in this life, or their future lives. they are evil. this doesn't mean that i am a white supremacist, or that i am promoting white supremacy.
the mexican girl is lying to her parents, stating that someone else besides her is being aggressive with the physical contractions which she can create with the use of the concentration of her mind, trying to deceive her parents, probably for inheritance money. i told her a long time ago to come out and talk to me, actually communicating to me and everyone else something real and conclusive, and she did exactly what i didn't want her to do, digging herself into a hole. ignorant people have no idea about how nice i was to this girl in the beginning.
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squared away. high and tight. outstanding. high speed, low drag. good to go. hoorah. solider on. lock and load.
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i think that if the government would make an official, public story about me, showing some support and confidence, i think that these things would back off. i am not crazy. they try to dominate with ugly psychological warfare and deception. they assume that i will be fair game, along with everyone else who is made defenseless, assuming that no authoritative body will officially, publicly, come to my defense.
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4/17/26
i deleted recent posts. i want to try to ignore ugly evil stalkers. ignorant people have no idea how about how cruel or debilitating this has been, for years.
i have happy in my life. family and work dogs.
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good grapevine is more important than this section of this website.
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i sent the same correspondence to office of Donald J. Trump (prior to 2024 election), President Joe Biden, houston mayor John Whitmire, houston police chief, houston channel 2 news (NBC) investigates, texas district 7 state respresentative Lizzie Fletcher, Houston-Galveston Archdiocese (Pope Francis), explaining my situation, trying to obtain protection for myself and community.
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4/18/26
i am really really sick of evil fake childish people trying to use the honest information on my website against me and others. that is why i deleted it. it doesn't matter because i didn't and don't have an evil intent. another reason that i deleted it is because the amount of information would seem excessive or obnoxious for people who don't understand how sick i am being made. my posting over the years helped the community.
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i hope that mexican guy who i know was with the mexican girl at houston memorial park in 2015 or 2016 goes to the police, informing them about what he knows about her identity. she is a demon. she is greedy, evil, childish, wanting to deceive and use people. she intentionally wants to harm hispanic people, or actually everyone.
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does the pope want to help me out? can he help? can he make a statement stating that christ should not be stalked, or tormented, and that they know that i am here, even if they don't reveal my identity for security reasons? there is already a security problem. can people figure out a way of showing me some real respect, protection, somehow, trying to deter sadistic childish evil people, indicating that some people care about me, or are allowed to care about me? i am sick of this. i want the entire community to be protected. it seems like there needs to be more support, or more confidence. what is the message?
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4/23/26
this has something to do with black man and mexican girl. problem with left eye, my vision in their left eye. they are evil and brutal. really disturbing, like they have a different DNA. i am not a white supremacist. they don't represent all blacks and mexicans.
mashiach (messiah) = gematria 358
nachash (serpent) = gematria 358
look at term 'gevurah'
https://www.chabad.org/kabbalah/article_cdo/aid/1822159/jewish/The-Heel-361a.htm
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AI overview
In Kabbalah, the left eye is symbolically associated with Gevurah (Severity/Judgment), which represents restriction and restraint. While Gevurah is a holy attribute, its imbalance or degeneration—often termed "the left side" or "Sitra Achra"—is associated with the "evil eye" (Ayin Hara). This force originates from jealousy, malicious intent, or harsh judgment. [1, 2, 3, 4, 5]
Key Associations with Left Eye/Gevurah/Evil Eye:
- The Left Side: In the Kabbalistic Tree of Life, the right side (Chesed) represents kindness, while the left side (Gevurah) represents restriction, boundaries, and severity.
- Source of Misfortune: The Zohar states that most negative energy and misfortune (Ayin Hara) originate from this left-side energy of harsh judgment.
- The "Evil Eye" (Ayin Hara): This is the negative energy caused by jealousy or excessive attention/praise, often linked to a "bad eye" that looks upon others with malice or envy.
- The "Good Eye" (Ayin Tovah): Counteracting the evil eye requires the "good eye" of Abraham/kindness, which focuses on blessings rather than restriction.
- Correction (Tikkun): The goal is to balance Gevurah (restraint) with Chesed (kindness), or to have the right side override the left side. [1, 3, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10]
- Reflecting Judgement: If you are not bothered by the evil eye, it cannot trouble you, as it is a form of negative judgment (Din).
- Protection: The "left should push away, but the right should bring close," meaning Gevurah should be used for appropriate boundaries, not malicious harm. [7, 8, 10, 11]
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gevurah
https://www.jilli.org/2021/08/16/wir-08-16-2021/
gevurah
https://inner.org/sefirot/sefgevur.htm
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- Ha-Nachash (הַנָּחָשׁ): Traditionally “the serpent.” Built from the Hebrew letters Nun (seed/continuation), Chet (boundary), and Shin (teeth/state-change), the word structurally describes a functional catalyst within a boundary that pushes a stalled process forward.
https://genesispatternspodcast.substack.com/p/episode-3-the-eve-we-thought-we-knew
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https://www.kabbalahempowerment.com/power-of-restraint-gevurah/
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nachash (snake)
https://biblehub.com/hebrew/5175.htm
please refer to 'great pyramid part I' file in 'miscellaneous files' section of this website. nachash = gematria 358.
you can research gematria 358, nachash (snake) and mashiach (messiah).