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For those people who have not already been made aware of this, independently of this website, I am in a constant 24/7 activity with a small group of people (144,000) who are situated all over the world. I don't understand it exactly, but it is related to the design and creation of the great pyramid of Gizeh. Look at link (144,000) in the 'for your information' section of this website. In other words, our central nervous systems are somehow fused. They can sense that i am typing at this moment, even though they are situated in different places all over the world. They could also sense that I was drinking a cup of coffee, if I was doing that right now. I am not currently in activity with 144,000 people. Some have died from old age. Some I am not in activity with yet. Apparently, some of these people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with were sensing me as a fetus, when i was still in my mother's womb. I think that i am joined with these other people because of something relating to the sun, other stars (most notably the constellation of Orion), the design of the great pyramid, and electromagnetism. It means that what is happening in our minds, or central nervous systems, also exists somewhere else, in order for the fusion to be taking place in the manner which it is. I believe that the water in our systems acts as a conductor. I believe that the same was true of Jesus of Nazareth; meaning, that this same connectivity with others is what actually distinguished him from other people. Read in the 'for your information' section about 144 and 72, or the story of Jesus and the 72 in the book of Luke. Also the story of Horus battling Set (Sat-an) and 72 conspirators in Egyptian mythos. I am not stating that Jesus of Nazareth and the Egyptian Set (Sat-an) are the same being. 72 is 1/2 of 144, with there being 1440 minutes in one day. The story of Jesus of Nazareth in the bible is mostly allegorical, although he was a real person in real history. The constant 24/7 activity can be, at times, maddening, for both me and the people who are sensing me. I believe that the 144,000 is some type of star seed. Constellation of Orion, astrology, 12 x 12 x 1000. Look at links below. Star seed is not necessarily "positive". I was 24 years old (1997), when it first became evident to me that I was, or am, in this unique, constant 24/7 activity with people. I am not schizophrenic. Then, in February of 1998, I started to sense an intelligent being communicating to me, with the use of physical contractions of my muscle and soft tissue, which meant that this being began to sense me first. It is a form of non verbal communication. This happened, in a way, exactly as it was predicted by something known as the Ussher chronology. Beginning of 1000 years (6000 years = 4004 BC to 1996 AD). Look at links in the 'for your information' section of this website. It also means that other people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with can sense, or were also sensing this intelligent being. It was extremely confusing at first. Madness. Isolation from the community. Hopelessness mixed with confused faith. 13 years later, in May of 2011, I started to sense another intelligent being communicating with me, with the same type of physical contractions of my muscle and soft tissue. It was, and still is, easily differentiated by me, and also the entire worldwide group who are sensing it, from the communication from the first intelligent being. It was, or is, fainter and more frequent. A totally different person, with a totally different personality. Non verbal communication. Both of these beings wanted, or want, to make it apparent to me, and anyone else who they thought was sensing me, because of the type and timing of the physical contraction communication which they can generate, that they had my vision, or that they could see what i could see. It was, or is, sensed as a person who is sort of child like, who is in a type of shock, or stupor, and finding it fascinating. Like they are children watching cartoons on television. It is very easy to understand, through sensation or non verbal communication, that the first intelligent being which myself and the rest of the group began sensing was, or is, male. It is very easy to understand, through sensation or non verbal communication, that the second intelligent being which myself and the group began to sense was, or is, female. They are human, just like I am human. I know without a doubt that the female is Hispanic, now (in the year 2022) about 30 years old, probably still living in Houston, Texas. I have seen her about 6 times in different places in the Houston area, because she wanted me and the rest of the group to know that it was her, wanting me to talk about her, or that she was responsible for creating the sensations, in a way childishly showing off. She used to have a white SUV and restricted phone number in the year 2011. Height is probably about 5 feet or 4 feet 10 inches. Medium size breasts. Full figured. She had long brown or light brown hair. I believe that she lives inside of the Houston 610 loop area, or that her parents live inside of the Houston 610 loop area. I believe that this is true, because she was able to get to locations within the Houston 610 loop area, where I was, quickly, already knowing that I would be at the same location. She has an unusual issue with her left eye, which I have seen, which I believe is the eye which acquired my vision, being at the beginning of the fusion of our central nervous systems, right around the last week of may of 2011. I believe that she has a brother who owns, or who used to own a Dodge Charger. I saw this car when I dropped off paperwork at the downtown Houston police station, wanting to be respectful of her, trying to establish rights for both of us. I also saw the person who I think is her brother together with her at the Houston Veteran's Administration hospital, when I went there one time. She wanted me and other people to know that it was her. I know without a doubt that she is lying about this situation to her family. I can reasonably assume that the male being who can also create contractions of my muscle and soft tissue, which other members of the group (144,000) can sense, who also indicated that he has my vision, also has an unusual issue with his left eye. Meaning, the eye which acquired my vision in February of 1998. It took me 13 years (1998 - 2011) to be able to understand that this male being is an African American, and also that he is ignorant, not possessing extraordinary knowledge concerning me, or this situation, which I thought that he had prior to 2011.
I think that the black man who I am referring to might live in New Jersey. He likes to be a stupid smart ass, thinking that I won't understand what he is communicating, or wanting to think about how he thinks that he is slick, when he really isn't. I think that he is involved in social security fraud, at the United States social security administration. I think that he receives social security benefits for the problem with his left eye, which began on February 22nd, 1998. I doubt that he told the social security people that he is in constant 24/7 activity with me, or has my vision in his left eye, and that he can create contractions of my muscle and soft tissue, or be aggressive. It is not social security. He is intentionally harming people. Check New Jersey social security applications, sometime shortly after February 22nd, 1998, to see if there are any applicants who fit the description, an unusual problem with left eye. I bet that the doctors had no idea what caused it, or why it would begin in the manner which it did.
I believe that these 2 people were characterized, or defined, as Set (Sat-an) and Nephthys in Egyptian mythos, in the past. I believe that I was characterized, or defined, as Horus (Christ) in Egyptian mythos, in the past. Look at links in the 'for your information' section of this website. I also believe that the male was characterized as Beelzebub during the time of Jesus of Nazareth. My old bible study teacher told me that Beelzebub was just another name for Satan.
After having enough experience, having been situated together with these 2 people for some time already, as stated, I can list some of their characteristics.
They are like people who are a type of mentally retarded. Constant stupor. Psychopathic. Sociopathic. Narcissistic. Childish. Evil. It flaunts being evil, seeming to try to recruit evil people. Hate. Anger. Envy. Jealousy. Greed. Problem with ego, or perhaps super ego. Negative. Angry. Sadistic. Nervous. Insecure. Creepy. It flaunts thinking that it is creepy. Attempts to intimidate. Vicious. Insane. Predatorial. Deceit. Perverted.
Even evil people wouldn't want anything to do with these beings. They have a mental problem.
Because they are naturally or understandably insecure about what people think about them, namely because of their unusual issue with their left eye, they embarrass and anger easily, ultimately having betrayed the community, desperately trying to make it seem like I was evil, or that people should think of me as evil, when I am not evil, and when they knew, or know, that I am not evil. They also childishly and sloppily imply that they have some authority which they don't think that they have, wanting to make a mockery of what would actually be considered responsible behavior, it seems because of panic, or greed, or not understanding how they should fit in with society. They seemed to want to try and associate in a cooperative way, when the activity with them first started. As time went on, they seemed confused about how to survive, socially, and long term, thinking that they had embarrassed themselves by having been unnecessarily aggressive.
They both seem to want ignorant people to believe, acting out in a childish, blatantly fake, confused, ignorant manner, that the eye above the pyramid on the dollar bill represents them, or that they have authority which they actually don't have. It is related, but the eye on the dollar bill seems to be the opposite of what they are. God is a loving God. They are not loving, and not only that, they are trying to make people think that God is not a loving God. They are also trying to fool people into thinking that i am not loving.
I have tried to help them. They should communicate to the public, or me, with actual words and conclusive statements, instead of trying to stupidly and wrongfully hustle their way into happiness, social success, power, or survival. There would be a commitment to cooperation which they would benefit from. They wanted, or want, to show off and play childish games. It got, or gets them intro social trouble. It seems like their minds never develop properly, in any incarnation of theirs, because they have my vision, and are constantly distracted by, or interested in what I am doing. They are not doing work like other people ordinarily do work, by not communicating with intelligent statements, which are easily understandable and conclusive. It got them into social trouble, or didn't, or doesn't, allow them to make a type of normal social progression. They seem to be implying that they are supposed to get unusual special treatment, or be worshipped because they are unusual, but they are lazy, childish and are constantly attempt to deceive, like someone who is criminally insane. They are disabled, and are trying to obtain something for themselves in an unethical, rude, bully style way. They seem to live in a fantasy world, fanaticizing about having happiness and power, but are unwilling to try to do work like people ordinarily do work, communicating using intelligent, conclusive, easily understandable statements, in order to achieve this happiness. They have a confused identity problem, seeming to want to settle for being different, and a foe, not wanting to try to make a more normal social progression on earth.
They seem to have an unusual need to feel loved, or respected, or accepted, or recognized. They have an unusual psychological problem, just as a few other people who i am constant 24/7 activity (144,000) with have proven themselves to have. These 2 people are trying to secure something for themselves, using their ability to create contractions of my muscle and soft tissue, which other people in the group (144,000) can sense, as a type of weapon. It is an attempt to subdue or incapacitate me, and other people, so that these 2 beings do not have to work as hard, or compete with others, as people ordinarily have to compete, or cooperate, with others. It seems as if they are doing this, really for the future incarnations which they think that they will have, not wanting me, or others worldwide, to achieve the potential in this life, because they think that it will make it better for themselves if I was considered unpopular. I think an attempt to have me murdered, in this life, or in future lives. They want to create frivolous gossip which they think will benefit them in making me seem unpopular. It seems as if they are both confused and angry, trying to create gossip which they think will help their chances of survival. They have a strange pride problem, or ego problem, like someone who feels special, but inferior, and is in a type of panic, then doing something irrational for attention. It is an angry, childish attitude, like "oh yeah, well i am somebody too!", or, "oh yeah, well i am going to show you who i am!" They think that i am special, or unique, so they have a confused desire to feel special, or unique, too.
i think that these creatures might have been a problem during Jesus Christ's time here on earth, or a distraction for him, but that it was not so bad that people communicated at length about it. I have thought that the biblical character Beelzebub was, or is, a way to refer to them, or at least the male. There were more opportunities for problems to arise in this incarnation of ours because of technology.
I have told both of them that it is better if we work together, and that they are creating a lose-lose situation for themselves and the community. It seems as if they both want, unrealistically, to be thought of as like stars, or celebrities. As I stated, they have a unusual ego problem. I have told them they they would have love and happiness in their lives if they didn't try to unnecessarily overshadow me, or other people as well. As time goes on, it doesn't seem as if they care about being loved anymore. They are confused about what people think about them.
They have mental problems. It seems like their ability to create the contractions in my muscle and soft tissue relates to an electric charge, or a positive/negative charge, or electromagnetism. We don't feel electric shock, though. I have thought that maybe it has something to do with the moon (grey aliens?/I read that they don't have a soul), or reptilian entities which I have read about, or something about Alpha Draconis (constellation of Draco/Draconian/star corresponding to northern side of great pyramid). It might not be the moon, but because of Alpha Draconis being a binary star system.
They (black man and mexican girl) both try to take advantage of ignorant people's ignorance. They try to use their ugliness (behavior) as an alibi, because what they do is so unbelievably ugly, and also because they are thinking that ignorant people wouldn't believe that Satan is in human form. They both know that they can be identified, because of a problem with their left eye, so they are trying to hide and obstruct other people's work at the same time, thinking that it is the only way which they (it) can survive.
I wish that scientists and other people would be informed about what is going on by people who who i am in constant 24/7 activity (144,000) with, who could prove that the constant 24/7 activity is real. They would have to include me and perform a test, publicly certified with television cameras and the police. They could put us in different rooms of a building, say something to me, with me being in one room of the building, and the other people in the other rooms of the building would know what it was. Someone could touch me somewhere on my body not inappropriate, and the other people in the other rooms of the building would know where on my body it was. Give me something to eat, and the other people in the other rooms of the building would know what it was. It could be certified by the police. Television cameras were invented only 70 years ago. The eye (like a camera) connects everything, or allows for information to be gathered and processed. You could use it as an important tool like a microscope. For example, people who don't live in Egypt wouldn't know what the pyramids looked like, unless there were photographs of them. They couldn't understand it, or begin to understand it, or conceptualize it, or appreciate it. The use of a television camera to observe myself connected to the 144,000 would be like looking at a cell, through a powerful microscope. Objectivity. Science, and not religion. I think that it would be good for scientists, politicians, and future politicians to understand, because this constant 24/7 activity which I am in with others applies to people all over the world, not racially or territorially discriminatory. World mind. World consciousness. I think that it will get spiritually messy in the future, or in everyone's future incarnations, if you don't make a story about me now, while you can, in the way that you could. Don't take our current peace or social order for granted. I have a few ideas about how to secure it. One is that if it were acknowledged by the government, it would be respected, but also as a way of making it seem unimportant. I could do something unusual every morning when i get out of bed, which only people who i am in activity would know about. There is a chance of an information leak, I think for people who would try to get social security disability money, when they are not mentally sick, or disabled, or in constant 24/7 activity with me. Another thought is that there would be an agreement that the 144,000, after being officially recognized, do not speak about me, or themselves, in public. If someone who wasn't a person who i am in activity with would try to convince people that they were a person who i was in activity with, no one would believe them, or pay attention to what they had to communicate.
I think that at a minimum, the police, or FBI, who i believe already know about this public situation, should come to my home, stating to me (in front of everyone) that they know about it, and have made a public statement about it. There needs to be more social order, or more confidence vested in what is happening. apparently, It happens all of the time, or in cycles.
God bless, and Peace be with you.
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some of the above information seems like i am dragging it on, or becoming too emotional about it, but that is because i am confused and sick, wanting the 2 beings who are acting aggressively to be real and cooperative.
also, i usually write in all lower case, or am informal. i also like the uniform aspect of all lower case.
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i am being made intentionally sick and confused by this creature (i am referring to it as one thing, but it is 2 different people) all day long, every day. it has compounded. it has been going on for years. my mind can not function properly. i feel constantly threatened, publicly. nobody's mind could function OR DEVELOP properly. it is weird, childish sadism. they are also evil or criminally insane. please help if you can. try to help. i am not crazy. part of the reason that it is doing this to me is to make it seem like i am crazy, or evil, of fake, trying to cover up the fact that people know that they are the problem. another reason is that it wants to make me seem weird and unlikeable. it is because it thinks that people think that it is weird and unlikeable. it thinks that it can't survive. it is so different than what people normally are, like an animal or completely different species, so that it doesn't try to work with people, as people ordinarily work with one another.
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interesting article about great pyramid. cornerstone. chief cornerstone.
scroll down to part about alpha draconis. thuban. satan.
https://www.blueletterbible.org/study/larkin/dt/32.cfm
alpha draconis. constellation of draco. draconian. egyptian set (sat-an). alpha draconis is called thuban (serpent) in arabic.
https://www.quora.com/What-is-the-mythology-behind-the-star-Thuban-Tell-me-everything-you-know
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thuban, head of the serpent, or large snake. alpha draconis, look to our northern hemisphere.
binary star system.
historically represented the north pole, from the 4th to the 2nd millennium BCE.
in arabic, it represents the dragon.
in egypt thuban was very significant in the original alignment of the pyramids and stars before the earth's tilt and magnetic realignment. pharoah kufu believed he would join the sun and thuban in death.
in sumerian and mesopotamiam lore, it was called tiamat. tiamat the sea serpent, that existed even before the sky and sea had divided from each other. a dragon of chaos that had to be tamed before brining in a new order.
in greek mythology hercules, jason and cadmus are all tasked by gods, to kill a dragon for different reasons, eventually placing a dragon in the sky to represent a trophy of cadmus.
habab is where satan get's connected to draco threw pagan arabic, muslim cultures, the light barer, bringing of morning, the morning star.
jujitsu comes from thuban, and was given to his half son oda nobunaga, as a gift to help conquer and unite japan.
the archons are a war bread race, hive minded, cybernetic, genetically modified constructs, that have become self aware are an now have the ability to war with higher dimensional forces by causing havoc in the system like a virus. the fallen.
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this is what i have been communicating about. i have read something else about a hive mind from another source. something about orion dragon queen. i am guessing thuban (alpha draconis), as it relates to alignment of the great pyramid, one of the 3 pyramids corresponding to the constellation or orion. i read the term messeh, from which comes our term messiah or mashiach. something about crocodile/reptilian. i am reasonably certain that i, or a positive force, is to keep this entity at bay, cycle after cycle. they seem to be more of an annoyance, rather than a real threat. maybe the annoyance is a real threat. they try to use deception, psychological warfare, obstruction, as a method of dominating, or survival. criminally insane. very strong survival instinct, but irrational or confused thinking, like an animal which is trapped, attempting to break free.
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it is just like they teach in church, that satan tries to stop you from being more, or as much as you can be in life. i want you to be as much as you can be. Good luck and God bless you.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Archon_(Gnosticism)
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here is a houston,texas police report which i created on 12/01/2016.
the incident number is: 1528227-16
the officer's name: E. Estep
unit #: 20G52N
i would like to create another report, or add to the existing report. i think that people could think that they have a better chance of getting away with murdering me if there is already an existing report. go figure. the report is filed under some mental health category which shouldn't be filed under mental health. i would like for houston media and national media to be involved with this. i know that you know about this situation. i want to communicate with a media investigation person here in houston.
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this black man and mexican girl who people know about are desperately trying to fool people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who don't understand english, trying to make them think that i did something really wrong in the past when i didn't. it is really obvious that i didn't. they have the bad heart. they have the evil intent. they mix stupid, unimportant irrelevant things together in order to try to make people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who don't understand english, think that something is important, or that i have an attitude problem, when it isn't important, and when i i don't have an attitude problem. they are nervous about their current life and future lives. they also want people to know that they are evil, because of how they are trying to make honest people defend me, so that they can say that the honest people who defend me are evil or fake.
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it important for me to state that i was able to give people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with (144,000), who are situated in places all around the world, who speak different languages, an opportunity to locate my website on the internet. i translated my full name, as my full name would enable someone to locate my website, into the numbers corresponding to each letter of my full name, as the place values of each letter in the latin alphabet. i explained many times by speaking out loud, and with body language, what i was doing, so i think that it worked. i used google translate, with audio function when it was available, typing numbers spaced with commas, as the numbers corresponded to the place value of the letters of my full name, using the latin alphabet. for example, a = 1, b = 2. when the google translate audio function was not available for some languages, i was able to give people the information myself, verbally, using information from omniglot as a reference, and method of performing the conversion into numbers myself. in other words, when i speak out loud, it is sensed by others who i am in constant 24/7 activity with. interesting work. God bless you...\
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i corresponded with houston, texas channel 2 television (NBC) investigates. investigation ideas. i made an online submission. today is 8/11/24.
i am not implying that channel 2 must do something.
but some kind of response would put me at ease, thanx.
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no one could be blatantly, childishly, strangely stalked and bullied, like i have been and still am, and remain calm, given the situation. not the pope. not mother theresa. no one. in fact, it makes a person who is loving and caring even more angry than a person who isn't loving and caring. some people are playing dumb because they they don't want any real responsibility.
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just because i had a love dream, and they didn't, or couldn't, doesn't mean that i didn't. get real. leave me and other people alone.
I WISH THAT THE POLICE OR GOVERNMENT WOULD LET ME KNOW THAT THEY PUT OUT AN OFFICIAL, PUBLIC STATEMENT ABOUT THIS UNIQUE SITUATION; AN ATTEMPT TO CREATE A DETERRENT. THERE IS EVIDENCE WITH TESTIMONY THAT I AM BEING HARASSED AND STALKED SINCE 2008. IT IS EXTREMELY DAMAGING TO MY SPIRIT AND THE SPIRIT OF OTHER INNOCENT PEOPLE WHO ARE SITUATED WORLDWIDE. SOCIALLY LAME, EVIL, CRUEL, PSYCHOPATHIC PEOPLE DO IT WHEN THEY THINK THAT THEY CAN GET AWAY WITH IT. A FORM OF CHILDISH, WEIRD ANARCHY. THE PEOPLE OF THE WORLD SHOULD NOT FEEL ABANDONED BY GOVERNMENT. IT PROJECTS WEAKNESS OF THE GOVERNMENT. PLEASE TRY TO HELP.
WHY CAN'T PEOPLE FEEL AS IF THEY ARE ALLOWED TO PUBLICLY, SECURELY COMMUNICATE ABOUT A REAL PROBLEM WHICH MOST PEOPLE IN AMERICA KNOW EXISTS? MANY PEOPLE ALL OVER THE WORD ARE SUFFERING, AND THIS HAS THE POTENTIAL TO CREATE GOSSIP WHICH CAN ADVERSELY AFFECT WORLD, AND FUTURE WORLD SECURITY.
the black guy and mexican who i have communicated about in the first part of this section of this website are trying to trick ignorant people into thinking that they are not human, or not in human bodies on earth, trying to create gossip all over the world. at first they did want people to know who they were. now they are trying to hide. they fear being killed in this life, or in future lives. actually, they are trying to work it so that they can hide, or get something from someone, if they think that they can get away with it. they know that they can easily be identified because of the unusual issue they developed with their left eye. they are not gods. they are no more gods than i am a god. i am a human on earth. i am in a human body. they are in human bodies.
the black man and mexican girl are trying to put the 144,000 at odds with itself, trying to deceive people who i came into constant 24/7 activity with, after i translated my full name, or website address, into different languages around the world in the year 2024. the black man and mexican girl are trying to avoid being killed in this life, or their future lives. they are evil. this doesn't mean that i am a white supremacist, or that i am promoting white supremacy.
the mexican girl is lying to her parents, stating that someone else besides her is being aggressive with the physical contractions which she can create with the use of the concentration of her mind, trying to deceive her parents, probably for inheritance money. i told her a long time ago to come out and talk to me, actually communicating to me and everyone else something real and conclusive, and she did exactly what i didn't want her to do, digging herself into a hole. ignorant people have no idea about how nice i was to this girl in the beginning.
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squared away. high and tight. outstanding. high speed, low drag. good to go. hoorah. solider on. lock and load.
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i think that if the government would make an official, public story about me, showing some support and confidence, i think that these things would back off. i am not crazy. they try to dominate with ugly psychological warfare and deception. they assume that i will be fair game, along with everyone else who is made defenseless, assuming that no authoritative body will officially, publicly, come to my defense.
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4/17/26
i deleted recent posts. i want to try to ignore ugly evil stalkers. ignorant people have no idea how about how cruel or debilitating this has been, for years.
i have happy in my life. family and work dogs.
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good grapevine is more important than this section of this website.
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i sent the same correspondence to office of Donald J. Trump (prior to 2024 election), President Joe Biden, houston mayor John Whitmire, houston police chief, houston channel 2 news (NBC) investigates, texas district 7 state respresentative Lizzie Fletcher, Houston-Galveston Archdiocese (Pope Francis), explaining my situation, trying to obtain protection for myself and community.
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4/18/26
i am really really sick of evil fake childish people trying to use the honest information on my website against me and others. that is why i deleted it. it doesn't matter because i didn't and don't have an evil intent. it was online for several years. spirit of the law, and i didn't do anything wrong. another reason that i deleted it is because the amount of information would seem excessive or obnoxious for people who don't understand how sick i am being made, or how much i am being stalked/harassed. my posting over the years helped the community. peace.
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i hope that mexican guy who i know was with the mexican girl at houston memorial park in 2015 or 2016 goes to the police, informing them about what he knows about her identity. she is a demon. she is greedy, evil, childish, wanting to deceive and use people. she intentionally wants to harm hispanic people, or actually everyone.
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does the pope want to help me out? can he help? can he make a statement stating that christ should not be stalked, or tormented, and that they know that i am here, even if they don't reveal my identity for security reasons? there is already a security problem. can people figure out a way of showing me some real respect, protection, somehow, trying to deter sadistic childish evil people, indicating that some people care about me, or are allowed to care about me? i am sick of this. i want the entire community to be protected. it seems like there needs to be more support, or more confidence. what is the message?
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i think that some people think "well if he is christ, he is supposed to love everyone." i don't love or like people who are mean and dishonest, whether they be black, white, asian, indian, hispanic, girl, boy.
in all fairness, people need a reason to love themselves. like good parents, or grandparents. or positive experiences.
get a job. stay out of jail. take something to the table on thanksgiving day.
i am not into crime. that is what really makes the difference.
the bible does differentiate between good and evil, and God or christ is a judge.
think long term.
good luck.
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5/2/26
a few people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with want others including the police to know that they think it is fun to harm innocent defenseless people. they have mental problems. i don't want to sound angry, but they are lazy ugly evil childish fake sadistic bullies, implying that unintelligent lame thugs and criminals are going to mock christ, or good people. they have an identity problem. they lack confidence.
i wish that the police or FBI would simply come to my home, when you know that i am home, and state to me (in front of the people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with) that you are aware that there is a problem. not just because of what i communicate on this website, but because of what i know that others communicate. i know that you already know about it. i know that the government knows about it. evil rude people can intentionally cause a problem, but then also play dumb. it seems like they are trying use christ as a way of forming a gang of dishonest thugs. they are not, and will not be the majority. they are the minority. they have an identity problem. that is a security problem. be bold. if word went through the grapevine that you had been to my home, i think that it would help. you don't need to make a statement on TV. evil rude people are implying that they can control the state, or community, in general. they are trying to combine church and state. it is confused. church does seem combined with state when i am alive, so lets try to figure it out. please don't feed me to the wolves. give me a break.
or how about anyone coming to my home, priest, whoever, doesn't matter if you give us a fake name, and saying something kind to me (in front of others), indicating that you know who i am, or that people know who i am?
why are people politicizing this in a dumb way? if it is going to be politicized, politicize it in a good way. i don't like the thought of people being scared. there isn't a reason to be scared, just need to mark territory.
or, why doesn't the pope put me up in a castle in italy, supreme pizza with supreme toppings, with girlfriend and dogs, with security guards, with access to a good library and computer. i mean, whatever makes the community secure, right? mostly joke, but also serious, wanting to make a point. it is practical to feed me (and the community) to the wolves? am i a king? who should have security? everyone? i am what i am. why should the pope have security, with me at the same time not having security? that seems like a recipe for long term disaster. curiosity killed the cat. be proactive. this doesn't mean that i am greedy. you would want to be respected, also, for the sake of peace and quiet, the community in general. do you think that it is fun to feed me to the wolves? really.
i wish that the vatican would be more aggressive. the church is not perfect, and can always seek to improve, compilations. christ does need an office, or christ should be recognized.
it looks like christ return is every 30 degrees, or 2160 years. has anyone told anyone? what are you studying? what is the curriculum? how is this being taught? what is scripture, as an entire body of work? doesn't seem like they will officially recognize my study work, or the work of others. maybe they don't want to recognize it, for some reason. should it be disheartening? that wasn't or isn't my plan.
i left voice messages with houston channel 2 news investigates, 2 days ago. i called the police, but then got confused about what i would say to them, so i didn't speak to them. it is very frustrating or weird and scary when you think that the police already know about it.
i just want it to be actually verified, substantiated, that people know that there is a problem, even if they think that they can't do anything about it. people shouldn't be able to play dumb.
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5/20/26
it is frustration in general. i've tried so hard to positively empower, wanting to live a normal life after i worked through my initial confusion, 1997 - 2007, being honest friendly, who always wanted to help EVERYONE. instinctual. what else would i have been thinking, since i know that i am in activity with different types of people? i've been childishly weird mocked and stalked by a very few people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, blacks and whites, a mexican, who have personal problems. i don't like the idea of ignorant people thinking that i am an uptight person, or not cheerful, because of this section of this website.
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5/27/26
a few people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who made fools of themselves, are constantly stalking me, childishly stupid mocking me, intentionally irritating me, actually weird scary childish sadism, because they are so afraid that i will look better than they will if they left me alone in peace. they are actually cheesy creepy fans of mine who want my attention in public. they don't even care if people know that they were or are the problem. they just don't want me to look better or more confident than they do because of their insecurity and personal social problems. they are scared. they are embarrassed. they are confused. they don't want me to move on, because they think that they can't move on. they engage in unnecessary weird childish dirty politics, and i didn't sign up for dirty politics. i signed up to try to be a help for everyone. they pretend as if they make me look bad, when they know that they don't. they keep trying to get me to communicate about them in this section of this website, fake, implying that it makes me look so bad, when it doesn't. they like for people to read this, because they don't want people to think that i am more confident than they are. it is important for me to state, anyway. it seems like they hate happy people, and want to drag the community into their obvious misery. i'm really going to try to ignore these evil ugly stalkers, again, and i sincerely want the community to be happy. think of pancakes and bacon on christmas morning.
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5/29/26
message sent to houston police and houston channel 2 investigates.
Sent: Friday, May 29, 2026 10:18 AM
To: CommunityEngagement@houstontx.gov <CommunityEngagement@houstontx.gov>; Investigates@kprc.com <investigates@kprc.com>;
Subject: Community Protection, Emergency
To whom it may concern:
My name is Joshua Evan Mishler. My website address is JoshuaEvanMishler-Pinnacle1.com. Please refer to the 'Important' section of my website.
Unusual to state, but I am Christ at this point in time. This can be confirmed by people who are situated all over the world (144,000), who I am in a constant 24/7 activity with. Apparently Christ occurs every 1/12th of zodiac. I would be very surprised if you had not heard of me, or the situation which involves me. I have been communicating with Houston channel 2 news investigates. I think that they want to try to help me and the community, if possible. I communicated to them that I would contact the police and copy them the message. A few people who I am in constant 24/7 activity with (144,000) are criminal, evil, sadistic, crazy, stalkers, obviously with mental/social problems, and assume that no official office, or no one in general, will every publicly indicate that they know that there is a very serious problem which people are well aware of, as if they are respecting me, or acting as if they want to try to protect me and the community. It is a form of terrorism. Torture. Psychological abuse, publicly, which they want the community to know about. It is much worse and confusing that you could imagine. They are not sophisticated. It is very confusing and sad to think that the police know about the situation, but wouldn't indicate to me and others, if questioned, that they are aware of it, as if they are trying to positively console others. One of the motives of the criminals is to make me and others so sick, that someone will murder me, or force me to commit suicide. I understand that the people who I am in constant 24/7 activity with are burdened/confused by the constant 24/7 activity, but I have a right to life, or a happy life. It is a blatant violation of my soul, and the souls of others. They criminals imply that I have no rights, or no protection under the law. They would also imply that the police or government have no protection or rights.
Confused issue about church and state. I don't want special treatment. I just want to be treated as a U.S. citizen, public person, who needs recognition and protection. I think that if word got around that the police had communicated with me, at least indicating that they are aware of the problem, that this would help. The community needs protection, or a better sense of security, even if it is impossible for the police to be able to stop blatant aggressors. I am trying to create a psychological deterrent to crime. It is very difficult or mostly impossible for me to do this alone. I don't want to feel alone. It is scary. It is scary for other people as well, including innocent children.
Please communicate with me. Please don't ignore me or others who are suffering horribly. The criminals attempt to scare people away from me. Don't be intimidated by their nonsense.
Respectfully.
Josh
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5/30/26
this is not about people's personal religious beliefs, or a choice to believe. this is about reality, matter of fact, that i am real, that it is what it is. i am a human who lives on earth, with other humans. why should anyone imply that because people don't have to worship me, that i shouldn't be recognized and protected, just like i was any other person.
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5/31/26
Sent: Sunday, May 31, 2026 12:11 PM
To: CommunityEngagement@houstontx.gov <CommunityEngagement@houstontx.gov>; Investigates@kprc.com <investigates@kprc.com>
Subject: Re: Community Protection, Emergency
It is a security/health problem for the entire community, not just a personal problem of mine alone. It is obviously the intent of certain people to make the entire world community feel threatened, or harmed. Similar to terrorists who don't care that people know what they are, or what they are doing. I am reasonably certain that this has already been confirmed. Why shouldn't this be addressed? They assume that they will be able to recruit new people if no one actually shows me real respect. Peer pressure. Try to put a stop to it. Be bold. If it is an evidentiary issue, shouldn't the authorities communicate about it or to me anyway, given testimony which I know exists? It seems to me that the police should communicate about it or to me, no matter how unusual it is. I thought that if there was agreement that it is a problem for the entire world community, because of negative gossip, that the authorities would agree to try and help. It is not about worshipping Jesus. It is about an acknowledgment that there is a problem, or potential problem, for the entire world community, because of negative gossip which certain people are obviously wanting to create. It is psychological warfare. Satan is an evil creep. Really. I am in constant 24/7 activity with people situated all over the world, and they communicate to others, and more people communicate to others, etc.
I don't know what to do. I just want peace and quiet. I just wish that it didn't feel so cold and confusing. We are social beings. Are children supposed to think that the police were unwilling to protect Jesus? Why? Am I supposed to be "crucified"? I am not a criminal, and not involved in anything bad at all, verifiable, so I don't think that anyone would want to try to humiliate me or the police with any type of counter aggression.
Hey, at least I tried, right?
Good luck and God bless you.
Josh
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6/1/26
the very few people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who are stalking me, are like the ugly weird creature in lord of the rings who looks at the ring and says "precious". it is really creepy. i am not sure if the story of lord of the rings makes sense, because i didn't understand the movie. they want me all to themselves, not wanting me to have fun with other people, or not wanting other people to have fun with me. they tell blatant lies about me so that they have an excuse to keep involving me in their lives. they are sociopaths.
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6/9/26
copied from 'for your information' section of this website.
i was thinking of what seems to really determine whether people follow God, or christ, as a principle, and that can be simplified as obeying the law. i don't necessarily mean the 10 commandments. i don't mean going to church every week, or not eating pork, or not drinking alcohol. law in the bible, a type of publication, is a principle or type of statutory precedent. my point being that obeying laws (renewing your driver's license, not stealing from store, no rape, no forging signatures, no stalking, etc.) is what actually or practically determines if one is christ like, as a principle. really what determines if whether someone is christ like, fundamentally, or most importantly, is whether they choose to obey the law.
what is important is crime, or if a person's behavior would be considered criminal. i don't necessarily mean the 10 commandments. one argument for law, for and against the validity of the 10 commandments in the bible, is why are there not more legal commandments in the bible, when considering or compared to a common comprehensive penal code at this point in time?
interesting that you can argue against a precedent.
https://legalclarity.org/what-does-precedent-mean-in-law-definition-and-types/
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that above is more of a brainstorm than good argument about anything. i have been in trouble with the law.
difference between religious law and other law, with other law being more understandable. laws don't mean much when they can't be or are not enforced.
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i wish that Pope Leo would initiate a study into how Christ's behavior would actually, probably tend to be different that anything written about him, exactly, or allegorically. incarnation after incarnation. people tried to make sense of it later, after Jesus Christ died, and they did a very good job of it. not perfect, not stating that it could be, but they tried, very interesting work. i wish that there would be a greater teaching of the significance of 'Gematria' (hebrew and greek alphabets, old and new testaments; respectively). it is a story within the story. there can be a type of redundancy when using numbers as a method of interpretation. I was thinking of how is it accepted that Jesus argued with teachings during his time. probably would be time after time, given how it has been or will be documented. he has to figure out what is going on each time. God is in control, because it involves dependency, many influences, at that particular time. i hope that government makes it easy for me next time, if they can. change subject. the bible is not a perfect story which is perfect for everyone, including me, sometimes. christ is here, people write things down, then the community "learns" something, then christ returns, and he has to figure it out all over again, depending on the time of the year. seems like 12 christs per year, zodiac, 25,920 years, so it would be like seasons. astrology. have you ever heard of the expression "down by law"? it is what it is. logic. sometimes i wish that someone would have told me when i was young who i was. he could also agree with teachings. i want to keep a low profile, but church work, or religious work, in general, should be recognized by governments and people. it is a social event. i wish that a good theologian would write about how christ in person would be different than scripture, or a summation. i would like to know all of the statements which christ made, which are not a part of scripture. again, they tried to make sense of it later, after christ was gone, and did a very good job.
focus on keeping Christmas good. cycle of sun. i will try, too.
Pope Leo and i could go into business in Rome, making Chicago style deep dish pizzas. we could have names for the different style pizzas. the 'Garden of Eden'. the 'Joseph of Arimathea'. the 'Nicodemus'. the 'One Forty Four'. the 'A Pie for a Pie'. the 'Salt of the Earth'. the 'By The Skin of Your Teeth'. the 'Doubting Thomas'. the 'Pontius Pilate'. the 'Trust in the Lord With All Your Heart'. the 'King Solomon's Temple'. the "Noose of Judas'. i capitalized so it was easier to read.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Joseph_of_Arimathea
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nicodemus
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6/10/26
(from an old bible school teacher)
It is the Christian belief that Scripture was penned by men who were inspired by God, so there's a belief of infallibility of the Bible. That can get tricky, as someone could point out that men compiled the works believed to make up the Bible. The general response to that is that the Old Testament was in place before Jesus lived and people were directly inspired by God, i.e. had conversations with Him as He was establishing His sovereignty, and then the New Testament was written by people who either had a direct connection to Jesus (Matthew, John, Peter, etc.) or were with someone who had a direct connection and likely dictated his story (Mark and Luke, for example).
The Catholic church is clear that the Bible itself, even though it pretty much matches the Protestant Bible, is not complete and that what they call sacred tradition is just as important. Sacred tradition amounts to sayings made by later popes, centuries after Jesus lived, that the Catholic church considers infallible. So for example, their sacred tradition says that ministers (priests, bishops, etc.) may not marry. That "rule" is not biblical, and in fact it's stated in the Bible that Peter was married. Ironically, the Catholic church claims that Peter was the first pope. That's part of my issue with the Catholic church, and one of the reasons it is its own denomination. If everyone went along with sola scriptura, or belief that the Bible itself is complete and correct, then there would be no denominations other than Christianity.
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6/17/26
In Jewish mysticism and Kabbalah Protection Guide, Gevurah represents divine judgment, boundaries, and severity, and is traditionally associated with the left side of the Tree of Life and the "left eye". While a necessary force, unchecked judgment can manifest as cruelty, leading to the destructive concept of the "Evil Eye" (Ayin HaRa). [1, 2, 3, 4]
The Left Side and Judgment
[1] https://www.jilli.org/2021/08/16/wir-08-16-2021/
[2] https://inner.org/sefirot/sefgevur.htm
[3] https://inner.org/hebleter/ayin.htm
[4] https://www.myjewishlearning.com/article/evil-eye-in-judaism/
[5] https://judaica101.ajudaica.com/kabbalah-protection-guide/
[6] https://www.scribd.com/document/918680781/Meaning-of-the-Hebrew-Gevurah-Google-Docs
[7] http://www.13petals.org/matrixstudy/gevurah/
[8] https://dailyzohar.com/daily-zohar-941/
[9] https://judaica101.ajudaica.com/kabbalah-protection-guide/
[10] https://www.sparknotes.com/philosophy/kabbalah/section6/
[11] https://www.jewishvirtuallibrary.org/ten-sefirot-din-gevurah
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sanhedrin / emphasis on number 72
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i want to try to ignore stalkers. it is very difficult because they indicate that they are actively trying to create division and hate in the community. i am trying to stop it.
the very few people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who stalk me and the community, in general, are socially lame, lacking confidence, wanting people to know that they lack confidence, not wanting people to think that me or other people in general are more confident than they are. their envy/jealousy and childishness is weird and cheesy. they have a problem with people who are more confident than they are, in general. that is why the trouble started back in 2008. get a life.
a very few people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with try to make other people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who don't understand english, think that something is more important or interesting than it is. it is the same stupid, unimportant, irrelevant crap, over and over and over. it is extremely childish and cheesy. it is envy/jealousy about the love or special intimacy which they think that i have from people in different parts of the world who don't understand english. they want to interfere with my peaceful intimacy with people in general, including people who do understand english. i am peaceful because i am innocent. the people stalking us are not innocent. i know that the people who don't understand english have already figured out that what i am stating out loud, in reaction to unnecessary aggression, is not important, and that they are being stalked also. people who are unhappy will sometimes want to make happy people unhappy. it is very childish and selfish. i don't want to make anyone unhappy. i really don't want to keep posting about this. i have done enough of it over the years. i understand that people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with are unusually mentally challenged, and burdened, but it does not give them an excuse to blatantly harm other people emotionally. they don't care enough about themselves. it doesn't matter if i cared about them if they didn't care about themselves.
good luck and God bless you.
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i want to talk to a priest about this. i wish that Pope Leo would make a formal effort for the church to teach more about the significance of Genesis 1:1. Gematria. also, Gematria in general, Hebrew and Greed alphabets. focus about Genesis 1:1 is on Hebrew letters Alef (1/1) and Tav (22/400), 401, 1 plus 400. or it could also be 1 plus 22, 23. Alef Tav is the 4th part or word of the 7 parts or words of Genesis 1:1. Alef Tav (like Alpha Omega) is considered untranslatable or "untranslatable". also, the Hebrew letters Vav (6) Alef (1) Tav (22). the Hebrew letter Vav (6), related to 60, is used as a conjunction, like the english word "and". I suggest that the church begin to gather good study work from the internet. the bible alone should not be the only study material, to be formally considered, or formally taught. the bible alone is vague. the church could create another book, or study work, to go along with the bible. take advantage of the study work available. compile. that work was also generated by God. you could create a book by book analysis, or more simply an analysis of the entire bible. scan over the 'for your information' section of this website for ideas. please don't waste my time or effort. thank you for your consideration. also, specific numbers in different religion cultures illustrate how there are similarities in different religions. the Pope could be responsible for teaching more than just the bible, or more than just one religion. think about coordination, while you can. 'The Osiris Numbers' chapter in Graham Hancock's 'Fingerprints of the Gods' would be helpful. peace.
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6/18/26
i think that an important lesson from this situation for people of different races, is that just because you are black, it doesn't necessarily mean that you should follow a black person, instead of a white person, or a hispanic person, or an asian person. or, just because you are white, it doesn't necessarily mean that you should follow a white person, instead of a black person, or a hispanic person, or an asian person. etc, etc.
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i appreciate honest people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with helping the community, but seriously, who cares anymore? a very few people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who have personal problems, or who created personal problems for themselves, try to wrongfully defame me. there was a reaction to it by honest people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, but seriously, why should people pay attention to what any of them have to communicate about me? it was very important for some time, but not anymore. if people want to get to know me, they can think about this website, or go to church, or study the bible, or come to my home to have a cup of coffee with me. there is some confusion, because i do want people to know that i am here, so that the bible or other types of religious scripture can be validated. it is a social event which should be respected. it looks like it is every month, or 1/12th of the zodiac, which basically means that it is constant.
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6/20/26
https://biblehub.com/topical/b/balancing_law_and_grace.htm
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https://biblehub.com/topical/t/the_law_of_christ.htm
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https://www.gotquestions.org/Ten-Commandments.html
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i first thought that i disagree with the 10 commandments being placed in classrooms in America, but now think that, as a principle about the significance of scripture, that it is ok. basically a type of psychological reinforcement, like Christmas, especially if bible is validated because of me. it is confusing, because i think that the point of the bible is that old testament law corresponds to new testament law. maybe some scripture from the new testament would be better, happier, easier for kids to digest. doesn't seem to make intellectual sense to teach one without the other.
the 10 commandments is related to the decimal system. space/time. so if you want to get into it that way, you could. the bible seems to relate really broad concepts about space/time to us. we are products or our environment.
also, you can deep deeper into 10 commandment study. considered "10 words", with 613 (or 620, 613 + 7) Hebrew letters.
613 = 73
613 = 64
37 x 64 = 2368, with 2368 being Greek Gematria value for "Lord Jesus Christ".
please refer to the 'Judging by Appearances' file in the 'miscellaneous files' section of this website. rest in peace Vernon Jenkins.
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6/21/26
also, and in reference to 37 and 64 above. consider the following.
1234
1 + 2 + 3 + 4 = 10. decimal system. basic system of space/time.
1234
1234 can be evaluated in a similar fashion to 613.
add two digits to left of 1234 with each other, add two digits to right of 1234 with each other.
37
from left, add first and third digits, then second and 4th digits.
46
you can add center two digits of 1234. then add outer two digits of 1234.
55.
i think that it is algebra.
my thought, means and extremes
so the point is that 37 x 64, being 2368, Lord Jesus Christ (greek gematria) above, can also be generated by 1234. i think that Ivan Panin is mentioned in the Vernon Jenkins file, in the 'miscellaneous files' section of this website.
4, related to algebra, quad, relates to golden ratio, pentagonal geometry, 5. eye phi or some website which i already posted. seems like 4 gives rise to 5, i think related to center. center of a spiral? not as important as a good summer BBQ. lol. peace.
AI
In biblical numerology, Hebrew gematria (Old Testament) and Greek gematria/isopsephy (New Testament) share letter-to-number systems. Gematria equates words based on their numerical sums. Theologically, it is often claimed that specific Old and New Testament words share identical sums to reveal deep prophetic connections. [1, 2, 3, 4]
Because both ancient alphabets doubled as numerical systems (Aleph/Alpha = 1, Bet/Beta = 2, etc.), early Christian writers and theologians sometimes found parallels between Hebrew and Greek terms. Several significant, historic gematria equalities bridge the two testaments: [2, 5, 6]
Key Gematria Equalities
While these numerical equivalencies are often explored, the academic consensus is that gematria largely remains an interpretive tool rather than a strict structural rule.
AI responses may include mistakes.
[1] https://medium.com/@remnant-95127/biblical-gematria-its-wonders-269f8ada70ce
[2] https://earlywritings.com/forum/viewtopic.php?t=13594
[3] https://propheticnumbers.com/category/hebrew-greek-gematria
[4] https://www.chabad.org/library/article_cdo/aid/5541252/jewish/What-Is-Gematria.htm
[5] https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gematria
[6] https://ehrmanblog.org/ancient-numerical-interpretations-of-the-bible/
[7] https://medium.com/@remnant-95127/biblical-gematria-its-wonders-269f8ada70ce
[8] https://medium.com/@remnant-95127/biblical-gematria-its-wonders-269f8ada70ce
[9] https://www.bibleodyssey.org/articles/gematria/
[10] https://www.biblestudytools.com/bible-study/topical-studies/what-is-gematria-and-should-christians-use-it.html
[11] https://www.gotquestions.org/gematria.html
[12] https://allaboutgod.quora.com/What-do-you-think-about-Bible-Gemantria-How-do-atheists-explain-it-When-is-a-coincidence-no-longer-a-coincidence
this looked interesting, but i didn't read all of it.
https://rsc.byu.edu/new-testament-history-culture-society/jewish-hermeneutics-new-testament-period
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i wish that i could know if i put a little pressure on people to work on this, and do it quickly, officially. Church. Good luck and God bless you.
All Saints/Souls day. Peace.
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6/22/26
AI
In esoteric numerology and sacred geometry, the number 792 represents the Earth's diameter (7,920 miles) divided by 10. The gematria value 3,168 represents "Lord Jesus Christ" in Greek, and squaring the Earth yields proportional perimeters (31,680 miles) that perfectly connect the planet to Christ's name. [1, 2, 3, 4]
The Sacred Measurements
Would you like to explore:The specific letter-by-letter breakdown of the Greek and Hebrew names?More connections between planetary geometry and biblical numbers?Let me know how you'd like to continue your research.
AI responses may include mistakes.
[1] https://www.scribd.com/doc/75434493/3168-gematria
[2] https://www.facebook.com/groups/SacredGeometry369/posts/3996915260634319/
[3] https://sites.google.com/site/alphagematria/prime-square
[4] https://faithnews.cc/?p=29775
[5] https://www.scirp.org/journal/paperinformation?paperid=141847
[6] https://www.scribd.com/document/227328645/Gematria-How-It-Works
[7] https://www.scribd.com/document/227328645/Gematria-How-It-Works
[8] https://www.scribd.com/document/356113370/Ian-Shanahan-Greek-Fire-An-Introduction-to-Gematria-and-Isopsephia-Within-the-New-Testament
[9] https://medium.com/@remnant-95127/biblical-gematria-its-wonders-269f8ada70ce
[10] https://bible-menorah.jimdofree.com/english/888/
[11] https://www.facebook.com/yhara.rigodon.7/posts/using-greek-letter-numerology-to-calculate-the-value-of-a-word-in-this-case-the-/1512012269772989/
[12] https://www.academia.edu/36671458/Greek_Fire_An_Introduction_to_Gematria_and_Isopsephia_in_the_New_Testament_of_the_Holy_Bible_Revised_Edition_
[13] https://www.biblegematria.com/messiah.html
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6/23/26
it would be great if i knew that the church was officially working on something. study material. take advantage of study material, and positive aspect of age of aquarius. work with governments, too. church needs to be aggressive. don't rely on me to do everything. peace.
https://www.biblegematria.com/messiah.html
also, look at different articles, located at top of link directly above.
for example:
https://www.biblegematria.com/number-216.html
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7/8/26
i stated that i want to ignore stalkers. not surprising that i am starting to have a meltdown again.
a very few people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with intentionally want to be thought of as cheesy childish tattletales, when there is absolute no tale to tattle. a very few girls mostly. i don't mean this as a way of insulting girls or complaining, but as wanting to cause the the few who are being blatantly stupid to wake up, and encourage them, or to try to cause them to act like mature leaders. they are blatant and childish about informing the community that they don't want me to have love or friends in my life because they themselves have a personal social or love problem. it is extremely childish and irritating. they obstruct so much that it is abusive and weird, extremely childish, kind of like they are constantly slinging their underwear at me, so that i can't think of work, or good people in my life, or something which they think would make me more popular. i mean stupid annoying feminism crap, not anything sexual. again, it has been or is a very few girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who have a personal social or love problem, not the entire female community.
it is a few girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who want to be thought of as my wives or girlfriends, who know that i don't like them, and who know that i have a good reason to not like them. weak. desperate. possessive. they try to use me. get a life. quit involving my in your lives, or your stupid childish gossip, or your problems with other guys.
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7/9/26
along with the very few girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who blatant stupid childish wanted to create shit on the internet, it is a single black guy who pretends like black girls or all girls think of him as casanova. he is a fake weird wimpy creepy childish black dork. really, alpha draconis or something. look at my study material. the real reason he is being unnecessarily aggressive is because he thinks that girls don't or wouldn't like him, extremely childish, embarrassed, admitting it, with him being a sleazy dork about it. he is like a homeless crazy bum. not sophisticated at all. not intelligent at all. doesn't care about black children. doesn't care about black people or himself at all. he engages in constant weird creepy childish self destructive behavior. he intentionally wants to be thought of as a childish weak bum black man stereotype, who demands that black women take care of him, wanting to degrade black women, just like he also degrades himself. he doesn't represent all black people, not at all, and he also isn't a reason to unnecessarily discriminate against blacks. i have already referred to him in the upper part of this section of this website.
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7/10/26
a very few black people, mostly girls are embarrassed, and they try to fool people into thinking that they are not embarrassed by wanting to be known continuing to intentionally cause unnecessary problems. they are fake. they are nervous. they are childish. they imply that a double standard exists in america, or that people have to respect them even if they are so unbelievably disrespectful. they are trying to create the impression that i started trouble, when i didn't. the mexican girl is also embarrassed. she thinks that she is an embarrassment for mexicans, but is greedy and fake and wants to be thought of as a mexican star. their aggression all day long every day is really sleazy and ugly. they are sadistic. they want to be thought of as sleazy and ugly. they want to harm innocent happy people emotionally because they have motive and opportunity. they admit to being envious and jealous. i worked for my confidence and it makes them sour.
black girls will pretend as if this communication makes me look bad. it doesn't make me look bad. it also doesn't mean that black girls are superior, or that they have leverage over everyone. they intentionally try to get me to say negative things about them on the internet, not caring at all about themselves or other black people, or black children. they are really ungrateful. it is like i invited them to a thanksgiving dinner a long time ago, figurative, and then they said something really ghetto unintelligent ugly back to me just to try to embarrass or humiliate a special happy white boy, publicly. they lack confidence, especially after i tried to give them confidence, and empower everyone. they can't do the work. they don't try to do the work.
black girls are obviously involved in stupid childish obnoxious paparazzi shit on the internet or with their phones. they want people to know that they are. they are dumb. they gang stalk/harass me. i think that it is dark web crap. they are very boring unattractive unintelligent creatures, who tell people that they want a unique white boy to entertain them, or to make them feel special. weak desperate female crap. they want people to think that they are more interesting or attractive than they are, wanting people to think that i am involved with them. they are actively trying to create division within black people, trying to work other black people to do something for them, or to try to force black people to like them and not like me, constantly stalking me and irritating me, lying, blatantly cheesy fake childish trying to fabricate shit about me, wanting people to think that they have a reason to, stupid fake lying about me and money and my heart, wanting to get fake childish unintelligent insecure black girls to group together. they pretend as if they think that people believe them. they think that they made it look like they have the bad hearts, and they did, because they didn't care if they did. again, they don't care about their image. they want people to feel threatened by them. they are dangerous, wanting people to know that they are playing ugly games with computers and phones, and that they work in different places with access to information. they are boasting about it, like dumb criminals. they have a bad image because they don't care about their image. they put pressure on blacks to degrade themselves, to be fake, and to not care about their image or to be real in life. i don't like mean dishonest people, including some white people, also.
i am communicating this with the hope that the community really realize what is happening, along with other testimony which i assume exists, and realize that the community is better than that, and to not engage in that same type of behavior themselves.
i am not a weak man.
i wish that there was a way that an authoritative body could put out a message about respect. i have thought about the police, the church, the NAACP.
these people actually have the audacity to imply that their known blatant ugliness for 18 years doesn't matter, smug, ugly evil, childish, because there is no law about this situation, or because they think that no one will or can ever publicly act like they love me or care about me.
it makes me think of king Herod in the bible, who wants to kill all of the innocent children, or innocence and happiness, in general. i don't know very much about the bible.
i am concerned that a division in society will occur in the future if the government or church does not officially publicly acknowledge that they are aware of me and his situation. maybe someone is planning on doing it after i die. has there been any dialogue about this? don't you think that i should be involved, since i am the one with the experience? who is in charge? is there any pressure on anyone to act? it means that people can play evil games later on (or now) if they want to, unnecessarily secretively politicizing me one way or another. maybe different subject, i think that government would consider information about me as classified information in military. i mean, i think that it has already been this way for a long time already. apparently it is about who's turf it is.
don't forget to work with the people. people work better when they are happier. system is more important that one single part.
diversification of a portfolio?
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maybe if the police respectfully informed me that they know that there is a problem, that i would shut up about it. are the police really so afraid to speak with me "in front of others"? this website doesn't mean that i am socializing with anyone, or that i can communicate about a very serious problem with anyone. why can't or shouldn't i be treated like any other u.s. citizen, who has a legitimate public security concern, who is at the center of it? i would like to find out if the police know if other people have complained. why shouldn't i know if other people have complained? why shouldn't the public know if more than more person is complaining, from an official source? why shouldn't people know that i know that the police know that there is a legitimate public security concern, and that more than one person is complaining, since i am at the center of it? you wouldn't want to be me sometimes. it is weird and seems very cruel. very cold. how could that be good for kids who will be future leaders?
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i don't have any more space in the 'for your information' section of this website. it reached its max. i am trying to create a new 'for your information' section, to be placed directly under the existing 'for your information' section, but don't understand new website software. i would have probably placed number information above in the 'for your information' section.
for soldiers who are squared away.
i wish that the basic training brainwashing would have never worn off.
drill sergeants Cole (low intensity), Merrill (high intensity) and Fountain (middle intensity).
square perimeter of great pyramid = 3024 feet. that is 756 feet per side.
square perimeter of planet earth (4 diameters placed around sphere) = 3168 miles. that is 792 miles per diameter.
3168 - 3024 = 144
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what about a blockbuster screenplay written by some young geek out there, entitled:
"What the F is One Forty Four?"
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i had so much fun in the Army. i loved doing double time in formation while sounding off.
Rocka, Rocka, Rock, Rock Steady. Roll A, Roll A, Roll, Roll Ready... i am surprised they didn't bring me home in a body bag, going out so much at night. a KATUSA (Korean Augmentee To United States Army) korean solider who worked with USA soldiers taught me how to say "Dang Shin Um, May Woo, A Rum Dab Sim Mi Dah. (or something like that). it means "I think that you are very beautiful". experiences... like in Itaewon, Seoul, Korea.
i think that i would have done good for fellow soldiers if in the infantry or something in the field all of the time. it takes time to adapt. soldier lessons. i was first trained as a helicopter mechanic. i sort of wish that i would have stayed with helicopters. i got into administration for my second specialized school.
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some black girls are so afraid because they think that there is evidence that a white person is superior. i had no problem with 50% - 50%, but since THEY think that they are inferior, they want to be thought of as superior, which just makes my job easier, because they are classic Satan. they have made it all about their blatant insecurity for 18 years. they have an attitude problem. i wouldn't be doing my job if i didn't say so. i have had problems with white people, also, but black girls are the biggest group of criminal behavior regarding me and this situation. they lie to young black girls, like they are secretly trying to form some kind of army of crap (tech) in america. really. they boast about it. they intentionally want to teach hate. i am so proud of my unique experiences with black folk in my past, male solders, girls, and a few black people want other black people to hate me because of it, and other good qualities about me, because they think that i am more liked by intelligent blacks than they are, or than they would be.
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the real truth is that people should pay more attention to the top information at the top of this section of this website. the black man and mexican girl, who both acquired my vision in their left eye at different points in time, are psychopaths. they would be considered "negative aliens". they are absolutely sadistic and criminally insane, NOT SOPHISTICATED, extremely childish. the black guy makes me thinking of watching the movie 'The Exorcist', watching a young weird black boy with a big afro be ugly and weird and puke up green shit. the mexican girl more like the girl who you see in the actual movie. that is not an overstatement. it is scary and really really irritating, constantly, but also fascinating to have a better understanding of good versus evil. i am not crazy. they are pure evil, along with some of the 144,000. most of them are not causing problems for us. the people who have problems are the people who STUPIDLY gossiped. nothing wrong with gossip, as long as it is not stupid, or blatantly stupid.
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7/12/26
the black man and a some of the black girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with imply that they can do anything they want to, or say anything that they want to say, as long as they have something to lie about. so does the mexican girl. that is why they intentionally want people to know that they are acting aggressively so much, cheesy attempts to fabricate absolute crap. again, they want to teach hate, and also that they are different. really unintelligent. they don't care about being friendly, even with friendly white people. intelligent loving people don't understand it, because it is so unintelligent and mean.
the truth is that i am hated by a some because i am happier (more attractive) than the people who hate. it wasn't because i did anything wrong. the people who hate have very childish weak minds. they boast about being childish and weak. the few people who want the community to know that they are being constantly ugly childish aggressive don't want people to think that i am happy, always implying that they have "something" to lie about.
the very few black people who want people to know that they are intentionally constantly causing problems are like black people holding a gun to other black people, or to whoever, with an attitude like "ah nah, you ain't gonna act like you like whitey" or "ah nah, you ain't gonna do no jesus thing". they are black people who want other black people or whoever to feel threatened by them. they are like the blacks who captured blacks and sold them into slavery. criminal attitude. they mess with me so bad so much, just like the mexican girl does, with them working together, in order to try to not give the community an opportunity to like me. again, it is fascinating to see how weak dishonest people want to politicize me.
if anyone wants to accuse me of not having love in me, that is ridiculous. i am being mocked by weird uncivil childish creeps.
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7/17/28
a very few people are trying to get me to sound angry, or fake, or crazy in this section of this website. they intentionally make me physically and emotionally sick so that i can't function. they try to give me so much stupid shit to think about so that i won't be popular. i have the good witnesses. they don't have the good witnesses. this has been going on for years, and has compounded. it is weird and satanic. extremely stupid. they are socially lame. satan is a weird creepy dork. i am working with houston channel 2 (KPRC) news and the police about a recent issue involving my step father, R. Koenig and his prostate cancer diagnosis very recently, 2 weeks ago. it is related to black females intentionally wanting the public to know that in 2011 at Cypress Creek care facility they infected my blood, after i aggressively joked a few days before they did it, trying to ward off any aggression about a dirty needle, i think intended to target my digestive system, eventually causing me to need to have my colon resectioned. they seem to be trying to get me to put old information on my website, so that they can try to trick ignorant people into thinking that it is something recent or interesting, or so that they can imply that they have the ability to fabricate shit which really no one but stupid evil isolated socially lame black girls communicate about. they have been wasting their time for years, insecure, with a weird inferiority complex, obviously stupidly gossiping about me.
loving caring people who don't have any problems like i do underestimate how evil envious people can act.
bad things happen to good people.
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a main reason that a few people want to childishly stalk, humiliate, harass me is because i did good study work, and because i am paying the grocery store company where i stole food (from 2002 to 2006) back in person, store manager, $20 cash per month or every 4 to 6 weeks. i was addicted to meth amphetamine for 10 years. i was sad and it gave me hope, lots of energy to study. not anymore. i didn't care if people knew that i was doing it because i thought that my job was so important. after a while i was confused about whether it was right and wrong. when i quit i definitely knew that it was wrong.
some of these minority people who don't love themselves, not all of them, would shit all over abraham lincoln if they could, because they thought that he was more interesting, loved than they were.
they think that they can't create, so they just want to destroy. they are classic satan.
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7/17/26
my step father, R. Koenig, was diagnosed just recently about 6 weeks ago with the least worrisome non aggressive prostate cancer that an 85 year old man could think of. we live in houston, texas. it was a very new diagnosis, not at all in an advanced stage of development. people who i am in constant 24/7 activity would have known that he was diagnosed with this specific type of prostate cancer, what his name is, where he lives, where he would probably seek cancer treatment, etc. i think it highly suspicious that the cancer is now very quick attacking his bone, given other testimony which i know exists about my situation, about the past 18 years. why wouldn't i have a concern? if someone introduced foreign cancer cells to my step dad, they could have thought that people would think that it was prostate cancer, without any type of specifics, and that ignorant people would think that prostate cancer commonly spreads to the bone. the cancer seems to have spread to the bone extremely unusually fast, like someone thought that they could get away with doing something malicious. black girls over the last 18 years like to boast about wanting to harm me or people around me, wanting to imply that they can get away with it. like taking my mail, like infecting my blood, wanting to boast about it, implying that no one can prove it either. it is a combination of factors which makes it suspicious.
do not aggressive prostate cancer spread to bone in humans?
AI summary
Yes, even "not aggressive" (low-grade or slow-growing) prostate cancer can theoretically spread, or metastasize, to the bone, though it is highly uncommon compared to aggressive forms of the disease. [1, 2]
Prostate cancer cells have a biological affinity for bone tissue. When the disease does spread, the bones (especially the spine, pelvis, and ribs) are the most common initial sites of metastasis. This happens because cancer cells can escape the primary tumor, travel through the bloodstream or lymphatic system, and settle into the bone marrow where they find an environment that allows them to thrive. [1, 2, 3, 4, 5]
For more details on how prostate cancer behaves and the diagnostic tools used to monitor it, you can consult the American Cancer Society or ZERO Cancer. [6, 7, 8]
If you are asking about a specific case, it would be helpful to know:What was the Gleason score or prostate cancer stage at diagnosis?Are there currently any symptoms such as new bone pain or stiffness?Knowing this can help clarify the level of risk and how closely the cancer is being monitored.
AI responses may include mistakes.
[1] https://www.roswellpark.org/cancertalk/202211/where-does-prostate-cancer-spread
[2] https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=014O4F971u0
[3] https://zerocancer.org/stages-and-grades/metastatic-prostate-cancer
[4] https://www.cancer.org/cancer/types/prostate-cancer/treating/treating-pain.html
[5] https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T87n5aFqlbw&vl=en
[6] https://www.pfizer.com/disease-and-conditions/prostate-cancer
[7] https://prostatecancerleague.org/prostate-cancer/
[8] https://zerocancer.org/educational-materials/advanced-prostate-cancer-one-pager-pdf
could a nurse break the law and introduce cancer cells into a patient?
AI summary
Yes, a nurse could break the law by introducing cancer cells into a patient without informed consent. This action would violate ethical standards and legal regulations governing medical practice.
Legal and Ethical Implications
Yes, a nurse could break the law by injecting a patient with prostate cancer, depending on the circumstances. While legally administering medication is a fundamental part of a nurse's role, an injection can become illegal or constitute malpractice in several specific situations. [1, 2, 3, 4, 5]
The following scenarios are common examples of when an injection crosses the line into a legal violation:
If you are asking about a specific type of injection or legal jurisdiction, please provide:The state or location where the treatment occurredThe role of the nurse (e.g., RN, LPN, or Nurse Practitioner)I can help you understand the specific legal boundaries.
AI responses may include mistakes.
[1] https://www.rivasgoldstein.com/blog/2021/01/can-a-nurse-face-criminal-charges-for-a-medical-mistake/
[2] https://allnurses.com/injections-who-can-give-texas-t1800/
[3] https://resources.healthgrades.com/right-care/patient-advocate/treatments-a-nurse-practitioner-can-provide
[4] https://www.defranciscolaw.com/medication-errors-overdoses.html
[5] https://www.fifthavenueagency.com/nurse-be-sued-for-medical-malpractice-2/
[6] https://boundslawgroup.com/firm-news/unapproved-treatments-without-consent-can-you-file-a-lawsuit/
[7] https://www.facebook.com/groups/3750860935173809/posts/4163086750617890/
[8] https://nursing.wa.gov/faq/can-registered-nurse-perform-bladder-instillation-therapy
[9] https://nursing.wa.gov/faq/can-licensed-practical-nurse-give-antineoplastic-drugs-including-administration-bladder-installation
[10] https://www.ons.org/publications-research/voice/news-views/11-2018/which-rn-competent-chemotherapy-administration
[11] https://www.law.cornell.edu/regulations/alaska/12-AAC-44.966
[12] https://psnet.ahrq.gov/web-mm/chemotherapy-administration-safety-standards
[13] https://www.nextech.com/blog/who-can-perform-injectable-neuromodulators-and-derm-fillers
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7/18/26
black girls pretend as if all of this crap in this section of this website makes me look bad. it doesn't. it makes them look bad. they fuck with me so much all of the time, obviously wanting to make me nervous and feel threatened, trying to be sneaky about it, desperately trying to make me look crazy so that they think that they can cover up their evil sadistic past shit. they want to trash my website, trying to make it seem as if something is more interesting than it is, or to try to make it seem as if they are more interesting than they are. they are trying to trick me or confuse me into putting honest information which i recently removed from my website, which i have already mentioned, back on my website in order to try to make it seem like i was hiding or lying about something. it is ridiculous. the beauty of this situation is that everybody has the same information about me. it seems they have been lying to so many people for so long that it seems like they are past the point of no return. they are really dangerous. really bad thing for america. they have formed a criminal organization since 2008 but it isn't sophisticated.
they try to get me to put negative things about black girls or a mexican on my website, to try to make ignorant people think that i am a mean person, or to try to get blacks and mexicans to like them more than me, or to group together acting like they hate white people. i am not trying to start a racial problem. they are trying to make it look like i started it because they have been caught starting crap back in 2008.
black girls are so unbelievably fake and cruel, along with the black man and mexican girl who i refer to in the upper part of this section of this website, sadistic, childish, nervous, angry, ugly racists, constantly trying to fabricate shit about me, white supremacy and money. they want to mock, make fun of, humiliate, toy with an honest sweet white guy who THEY THINK is more attractive than they are, who they actually like, obsessed with the details of my life. they are unhappy, so they don't want me or anyone else to be happy. they have made absolute fools of themselves.
they keep pretending as if my good determined work in this section of this website makes me look bad, or fake, mean. it doesn't at all. they are fake. they want me and other good people to feel threatened by them, constantly, trying to make good people look bad, or fake, or mean. that is why we have communicated so much, because we feel threatened. my work in this section of this website makes it obvious along with other testimony that other people are a very serious problem for the entire community, and that i am trying to protect the community, and that my internet work, including having my own website for the last 5 years has already protected the community. i am sure that government and church is appreciative. god bless you.
weird childish creepy evil people stalk famous people. my situation is very bad because i lack privacy and because people can get to me and others. they want to try to humiliate me publicly, and it is mostly black girls who are doing this, because they gave themselves a bad reputation. they can't keep up with someone like an honest humble solider, so they try to humiliate him or make it seem like no one should follow him. they don't even care if people know that they are fake and mean. they just don't want people to think that i look or feel better than they do.
these black girls have no honest leadership, no honest ambition. they promote being childish, cruel, obnoxious, fake and thug, criminal. they have given themselves a bad image, whether they like people communicating about it or not. they didn't care about themselves or their image or other people.
the reason that they blatantly lie about me, money and white supremacy is because they think that i have more spirit than they do, and they want an excuse to obstruct my happiness. my problems started because i was innocent and happy, peaceful, publicly, not because i was guilty and angry publicly. they are weird creepy stalkers who want to make people unhappy because they are unhappy. basic psychology. law enforcement or happy public people understand what i am communicating about. it is a blatant weird negro attack on my innocent happy peaceful soul because they got themselves into trouble gossiping and lying about me. it is scary, like they don't have a soul. i am not in any social trouble for calling you out on your stupid shit negro.
a shot out to black people who might be a little thug, but who have class. i mean this respectfully. these black girls are trying to start up a stupid childish pointless nationwide gang which will harm black people. i never wanted to harm black people at all, and i know that there is absolutely no debate about it. i wanted to share with them, and build them up. this was already known a very long time ago. these evil black girls know this and still don't care about people knowing that they blatantly lie. they just don't want me to look better than they do, publicly. they have an identity problem. they make it all about their insecurity. they stupidly stupidly stupidly imply in a way which no one would believe that they are superior, doing it because they have an inferiority complex. satan had an inferiority complex. weird dishonest jealous angry creature. satan didn't want me or anyone else to be happy. it is a very basic psychology issue, when unhappy people like to make happy people unhappy. i am trying to get evil unhappy people to wake up, grow up, get a fucking life, and leave us alone, so that everyone can be happy. do you get it?
these black girls think that they can get away with blatantly obstructing my thoughts and feelings, as long as they have something to try to stupidly fabricate and lie about. they just don't want me to look better than they do, because they made themselves look so unbelievably bad, envious anti social haters. they seem to be intimidated by honest happy motivated white people. they also seem to have a problem with information on the internet.
they try to involve all black girls or everyone in their social problem, which they created for themselves, starting in 2008. they are like how children act when they know that they have been caught doing something wrong, pretending as if they are so good at deceiving the parents, so childish, so dishonest, so ashamed.
i think that they did infect my step father with more cancer cells, and part of the reason that they did it is because i have been saving a little money, and they know that i communicated about saving money, saving my non service connected disability VA pension, for one purpose to construct a nice tomb stone being buried next to my step father (dad) and mother at Black Jack Springs cemetery outside of La Grange, Texas. his last name is Koenig, which means king in german. black girls obsess about my innocence wanting to harm me or make me look bad, desperately trying to get fake embarrassed black people to join together. my dad's name is actually Konig, with the two dots (umlaut) over the letter O. my last name is Mishler, which is also german. i had just spoken with my real father about saving money every month. black girls could get into his mail or personal business too, right? these black girls don't want people to understand the context of what has happened over the last 28 years, since 1997, and that people really do understand that i am innocent. i am knowingly a honest friendly determined white boy who was betrayed by people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who obviously stupidly gossip, who have social problems, who don't like themselves, who are childish, or who think that other people won't like them compared to me, and who try to spread their social problems to other people. their aggression means that they are obviously not content, that they are obviously not happy, that they are obviously fake, that they obviously have a lame social life. like black terrorists in america. i had spoken out loud about the thought or fear of my grave site with monument being vandalized, along with my parents' grave sites, and i think that it gave black girls an idea. just like they wanted people to know that they are childish and spiteful when they intentionally infected my blood at Cypress Creek care facility in 2011. they imply that a double standard exists in america, and that black people have rights when no one else does.
i am not a terrorist, although i do have great respect for Islam, peace by upon Him. i don't understand Muhammad and Christ, or maybe Mahdi and hidden Imam. it was so unbelievably cool to cry at the prayer call. i am not an expert, but i know that 114 is significant, # of Surahs in the Koran. or the 19th chapter of the Koran? i have some study work done in the 'for your information' section of this website. that was a different subject. it is ironic that there is so much tension in the Mid East. it was something about the truth of Jesus which became politicized or territorial, then eventually really because of money, or who had control. i am very happy that the church has done so much work, but don't get complacent, or selfish, or disoriented, because you are thinking that you are already so cool. be aggressive like it was life or death. Pope Leo could try to form a union of all religions, because numbers or concepts in different parts of the world relate. refer to book Fingerprints of the Gods, by Graham Hancock. also, megalithic structures. the past is the future.
i have been capitalizing letters to make it more easy to read.
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7/18/26
Early-stage, non-aggressive prostate cancer cells lack the genetic mutations required to survive outside the prostate. Because they haven't acquired the ability to break through the prostate capsule or enter the bloodstream, they remain confined to the gland and do not pose a risk of bone metastasis. [1, 2, 3, 4, 5]
Metastasis is a complex, multi-step process. For prostate cancer to reach the bones, the tumor cells must undergo several biological changes:
You can review the American Cancer Society's guide on Treating Prostate Cancer Spread to Bones for more information on how advanced stages behave.
If you are interested, we can discuss:How Gleason scores help determine cancer aggressivenessThe specific biomarkers and receptors that allow advanced prostate cancer to thrive in bonesThe role of the bone microenvironment in attracting prostate cancer cellsLet me know which of these you'd like to explore!
AI responses may include mistakes.
[1] https://www.roswellpark.org/cancertalk/202211/where-does-prostate-cancer-spread
[2] https://www.ucsfhealth.org/care/conditions/prostate-cancer-localized
[3] https://www.medicinenet.com/how_quickly_does_prostate_cancer_spread/article.htm
[4] https://durwardblack.com/prostate-health/
[5] https://sperlingprostatecenter.com/extracapsular-extension-and-treatment-decisions/
[6] https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T87n5aFqlbw&vl=en
[7] https://www.jamesvito.com/blog/2025/6/3/prostate-cancer-with-bone-metastases-answers-to-your-questions/
[8] https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC3082284/
[9] https://www.thefocaltherapyclinic.co.uk/living-with-prostate-cancer/where-does-prostate-cancer-spread-to/
[10] https://www.cancer.gov/news-events/cancer-currents-blog/2022/prostate-cancer-active-surveillance-increasing
[11] https://drsumansahoourologist.in/why-does-prostate-cancer-act-differently-in-every-man/
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my step father was a really cool blessing for the entire world. so was my mother, who he married.
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7/19/26
about some or many black females again, it is a criminal organization which formed or gained momentum because they are low class, boasting about being low class, wanting to mock, humiliate, make fun of a motivated honest friendly white christ. they want people to communicate electronically (good and bad people) about what these black girls are intentionally doing, mean, fake, threatening, criminal, blatant, using me and other 144,000 as a form of media, like they childishly want people thinking that they are into childish propaganda, trying to recruit new black girls, trying to force them into crime, trying to make them think that it is interesting, involving phones, computers, and that it involves different people who work in different places. boring unintelligent lazy black girls who want to get into other people's business, they are socially lame. i think that it will be much more evident in 20 or 50 years. they will probably act ugly just to spite people. that's ok, it just makes my job easier. it is ironic that i would knowingly only want to love black people, help them, grow with them, share with and empower them, to be weird very painful betrayed by evil selfish mean blacks. they get jealous because i have something good to share while they don't.
it is very important for people to know that i know that it is very important for me to stay cool on the internet. it can involve international law, which is fascinating. combination of 1 and 2. a few people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with are gang staking me and the 144,000, very nervous, very evil, very ugly. they are miserable creatures, i think related to Nephilim or something in the Book of Enoch. something about Luciferian rebellion. Lucifer was good but then became Satan. i think that 200 can be reduced to 144,000. just thinking now, 144,000, divided by 200 = 720, which is # of minutes in one day. i am pyramid geek. sometimes in the past i would be a cheese wizz, thinking that i knew more about something than i did. i already joked about it before more than once. i was motivated by supernatural experiences and my own 1,296,000, or 50 x 25,920.
why don't these black girls who like to play dumb go to a priest and confess? you gossip too much, and you know that you do, and you stupidly pretend as if you have pride. i don't like fake shit. i am not fake. i am definitely not stating that you shouldn't have pride. it is really horrible sickening saddening to think of a few girls (not all all humble) who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who gang up on me, who are weak, dishonest, boring, greedy, disrespectful, cruel, socially lame, starting with paris hilton. she is a lazy creep who should have just gone to jail like she was supposed to have. she intended to create a problem for me and everyone else, real ugly stupidly cheese wanting to take responsibility for it. she wants people to think that she thinks it is funny, because she likes to remind people that she is so rich that she doesn't have to care, like some kind of childish creepy psychological fake marketing propaganda about the hilton family and hilton hotels. they are losers, and paris is the leader. she really wanted to boast about being the leader of losers, especially weak fake cruel white girls, but it turned out to be weak fake cruel blacks girls, with hilton implying or actually demanding that everybody better be as stupid or uncaring as she is, or else.
i had wanted to state above that people knew that i wanted to keep cool on the internet.
it is important for me to state that the black guy who i think lives on usa east coast (new jersey?) and mexican girl who i definitely know used to, probably still does, live in houston texas, are trying to force people into crime. really. they want to be thought of as criminal stereo types, very childish like characters in a movie because they are disabled and don't care about honest work, stupidly pretending as if they are cool or more interesting than they are. they are really boring and don't have a life or friends. like problem adolescents. they work with the black girls who want people to know that they are being blatantly ugly. 18 years of this. paris hilton wanted to intentionally be thought of as the leader of dumb fake shit in america, or the world, wanting to make an ugly paris joke about it, but it didn't work. she is evil. criminally insane. her "socialite" whatever is propaganda. she is childish and socially lame. i have been around the block or street since i was 12 years old.
extremely painful experience with childish sadistic girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who really act like they think that girls are not supposed to care about building or caring about the community makes me sometimes wish that i could live in saudia arabia, with 50 happy friendly wives (girlfriends). something good and something good. i have been to religious ceremonies in both buddhism and islam which separate men from women, or women from men, respectfully. it is considered a social norm.
deleting old information from this section of this website seems to have created a vacuum. i was concerned that it would, even having stated previously on this website that i was afraid that it would create a vacuum. i can let other people, including really cool spiritual black people, do the work for me, evil negros. i mean, if you choose to be an evil negro. don't try to play the victim, implying that a double standard exists in america. you are disgusting fake and lazy. i am a famous positive person, even though they try to make me look negative, and it is really understandable that weird creeps would stalk me, given this unique public situation. positive note. positive people. from a statistical or world population percentage perspective, this situation has really not been problematic. the problem is people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who are disabled, who got into crime or evil selfish social games. it is like they don't have a soul. it is scary. really. like having been kidnapped and constantly abused. cool loving honest people don't get it, unless you have been exposed to creeps or crime like i have. it has been going on for a very long time, and i am tired and not thinking very clearly most of the time. that is the criminals' intent.
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7/20/26
the information below is old, and i can put what i took down off of my website right back on my website. i don't need to put it back on my website because it is very old very unimportant information which everyone, not just black females, already had.
in 2008 some unintelligent ugly fake evil sadistic childish black women, who wanted everyone to know that she was a person who i was in constant 24/7 activity with; attacked me at a grocery store, blatantly lying about me and money, not caring if people knew that she was lying, trying to force people to be fake about me and money, who was intentionally wanting to complicate my relationships with everyone, so i called her a name. she was cruel and weird. totally normal to call someone a name, for stress relief. she wanted to try to humiliate me, publicly, but i had done nothing wrong, so i wanted to humiliate her, publicly, because she had done something wrong. i had and have no problem with people knowing that i called her a name, because everyone already knew that i was honest and sweet, and that i cared about black people. black women got embarrassed even though i immediately apologized to innocent black girls if they got hurt, and instead the black women for 18 years already did the unintelligent fake embarrassed cruel negro peer pressure thing, blatantly lying about me, money and white supremacy. they have a motive to lie about me, to try to cover up the horrible act of the black woman at the grocery store, and their embarrassment, implying that i am ugly and that they are not. i am not lying about anything, and i also don't have a motive to lie. they are so ungrateful. it seems like they want to harm me and people around me because they are jealous/envious. now years later they are admitting to being ugly and disrespectful to begin with. you can't call a black woman name, especially if they deserve it, right? they are embarrassed and very very mean. me calling her a name doesn't mean that i am a mean white person, it means that i am a confident innocent white person who didn't and doesn't have anything to hide, who isn't going to take any fake cheesy cruel shit from black females. i already knew that people knew that i was innocent, so i had and have no problem having stated something IN DEFENSE.
paris hilton intended to create a bunch of confused shit on the internet, greedy, cruel, childish, and that is exactly what happened. she wanted to try to make herself seem more important and more interesting than she is. she tried to create an impression that i was a fan of hers, or that i liked her when i really didn't. i was just neutral, just wanting to feel good about having been kind to someone who i thought was in trouble, when it was on TV that she went going to jail. she intended to create a social problem for me, knowing that i lack privacy, thinking that it would be amusing for her and her sister and mother who she obviously stupidly gossips with. she is not a cool interesting social person. that is just what the media wants people to think. she wanted to cause people to judge me in a negative way, especially girls, wanting them to act aggressively toward me, knowing that i lack privacy, and that is exactly what happened. hilton is an uncaring socially lame boring childish person who pretends as if she thinks that she is so much. it is really obvious that she intended to create a problem if you understand the context.
black girls are probably making sick creepy jokes amongst themselves, knowing that i will try to explain why they are doing what they are doing, trying to get me to put old unimportant information back on my website, not wanting me to move on like i had stated that i wanted to do, wanting to ignore stalkers. i am being gang stalked really bad every day, i think now they are involving my girlfriend, shelly. they are trying to get me to explain what is going on, knowing that i am a friendly honest person, knowing that i will try to protect the community, in order to try and make it seem like something on my website is important, and that they have dirt on me, stupidly trying to make it seem as if they are more interesting or important than they are. they are into cheesy unintelligent ghetto crime. they are trying to force black girls into crime, along with the black man who has my vision in his left eye, and the mexican girl who has my vision in her left eye. really. i really know what i am communicating about.
it has always been 4 problems. paris hilton, black girls (starting with the one at the grocery store in 2008), black guy who has my vision in his left eye, mexican girl who has my vision in her left eye. they all evil, wanting to use each other, all of them in social trouble. they gang up on us. paris tries to play it off with her family and friends like she is not a part of the problem, and is "so cool and socialite", but she actually really wanted to be the leader of the problem or leader of mean fake people. hilton intended to cause a social problem for me, but she didn't know that it would get as bad as it has gotten, so then she tries to play innocent when she isn't at all. she is evil. she did it with malice, really obviously, not caring if people knew but also implying that she had alibi, making a sick childish ugly paris hilton joke about it. some of the 144,000 are really bad people. she is a cheesy creepy stalker who wanted to boast about it. creepy feminine childish sadistic shit. like an unintelligent unattractive dominatrix who pretends like she is attractive when she isn't. the hiltons are selfish childish irresponsible really uncaring dorks, and paris is the leader.
i want to keep cool, but i wrote some good stuff down when i was camping with shelly a few days ago. evil people were/are trying to make me sick on the internet, wanting me to seem fake, mean, crazy, before i put the following information down, to try to have me be discredited. they might as well face it, that i am more popular than they are, and that people are allowed to act like they care about or love me if they want to. they are really so weird jealous/envious because i have something to share which they don't.
stalking me even more, gang stalking, since i stated that i wanted to ignore stalkers above in this section of this website, with them thinking that people think that they are already cheesy and guilty for a very long time being stalkers, or socially lame, with them trying to make it look like i am fake, mean, crazy, and that i have no right to think people are stalking me, even when they obviously are, or that i have no right to act like i dislike black women, publicly. they intentionally wanted to be thought of as an ugly stereotype, peer pressure, and now childishly pretend as if they are covering it up by doing it even more. really scary and weird. they pretend as if they make me look bad. they pretend as if they think that i look bad, in general. no. i don't look bad. i am very proud of what people know about me. they don't want me to rest or to able to work or function well. actually black girls are just admitting to being dumb from the start, an intimidation tactic, implying that they can get away with it, or that they are superior no matter what, really because they are embarrassed. they are obviously becoming more and more sloppy and desperate.
this is what i communicated about before on my website, that if i didn't have information on my website, that it would create a vacuum. ok, i guess we need a vacuum to really figure out who is evil and who isn't.
these black girls know where my parents and i plan to be buried for a long time, Black Jack Springs cemetery just outside of La Grange, Texas, knowing that we are a sweet respected white family, and it seems as if they are boasting that they want to be thought of as fake and ugly, and that they are spiritual vandals. 18 years of psychological horror, since 2008. i wouldn't be surprised if they eventually vandalize people in the cemetery who are related to my step dad. they like to try to make me look bad in public when i don't look bad in public. they admit to being jealous/envious or having an inferiority complex. really childish and creepy. very weak. pathetic.
they try to make it look like something is new, or interesting, or important when it is all very old and boring.
ironic that a known friendly honest white boy, who was known to have wanted to share and build up everyone, would then give rise to crime or ugliness. cause and effect. juxtaposition
some of these people are ashamed for being utterly stupid with their gossip, as much as they have been for years. they are ashamed of it and what they are, and are trying to cover it up, pretending as if they think that i am ugly and that they are not.
it was known that i was promoting unity but some of the negro wants to be different or states that they don't give a damn about trying to be anyone respected in life. i was promoting something positive about the future, imaginary, not something negative about the past which i have no control over. world history is important, or cause and effect.
black girls (or many girls) try to play the victim when they are actually the oppressors.
i am like a humble solider in life and i am mocked/harassed by lazy fake disrespectful uncaring socially lame people.
one of the best spiritual experiences i had was when i went to Antioch Missionary Baptist church in downtown houston in 2010, going to the front of church to sing, and cried for several minutes while i held a little black girl's hand, after her parents put her hand in mine.
the fake rude black girls pretend as if me acting like i don't like them makes me unpopular. it doesn't. it makes me more popular since i am known to be a friendly honest white boy. i don't have to kiss their ass because of slavery in america or world war 2. they imply that no one has rights, or is allowed to call them a name, or act like they dislike them, even if they are blatantly evil and cruel. they make it all about their insecurity, implying that no one has rights, or is allowed to act like they don't like them, even if they intentionally want to be thought of as unlikeable. it is unintelligent ghetto hustle cheese shit, where they try to work people with more power, wanting to create psychological leverage, because they are insecure or because they think that they are incapable. a few of the black girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with want to be thought of as thug mob bosses who run a criminal organization, like out of jail, even if they are not in a jail. they have an identity problem. childish fake socially lame ugly tattletale paparazzi shit, when there really really really is absolutely no tale to tattle. there are no secrets you dumb black girls, and everyone knows that. no secrets, and i had and have no evil intent. they are trying to make black girls act like events way from my past or even present are interesting, or important, or something new, when they are not. the mexican girl with my vision in left eye and black man with my vision in his left eye work with them. black girls want people to think that they know something special or that they are special in a way when they are not. you are not more special or powerful than everyone else, negro. everyone had and has the same information. they are so fake and selfish, wanting to use christ's work as a way of implying that they more than christ, shitting on him (or a man) at the same time. it can be typical female shit attitude. people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with situated all over the world know for sure that i am innocent because they sense it, also sensing that weird creepy evil childish people (mostly black man with my vision in left eye and mexian girl with my vision in left eye / contractions of muscle and soft tissue in my body which they sense) trying to ruin my reptation, a really blatant childish selfish game. the black man and mexican girl are not sophisticated at all. really. people in the world who i am in constant 24/7 activity with understand that they are being stalked/harassed also, they are people who the stalkers think care about me. it is extremely childish. governments all over the world know because of testimony from all kinds of people, some who already worked in government, that this black guy and mexican girl, yes, easy to understand that it is 2 different people, are some kind of disgusting dishonest socially lame monster. again, i believe that black man and mexican girl are north side of earth, draconian, alpha draconis, or maybe also ursa minor. north side of pyramid. refer to my study work in the 'for your information' section of this website.
again, some black girls are trying to force other black girls into crime, tech, phones, computers. again, ironic that a friendly honest white boy would create that type of reaction. really.
black girls or black people have a problem in america mostly because of a few black girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who formed a criminal organization, who are boring fake unintelligent lazy bums, who don't work, who obviously don't care about doing anything at all because of the noise which they intentionally create, obstruction, who wanted to stupidly spread unimportant gossip about unimportant issues, who are trying to force black girls into crime, who stupidly wanted to be thought of as the leaders of black people.
i'll really try to stop posting for a good while or unless it is really important, after the post directly below.
some black girls (not the smart honest friendly ones who have a job and a life), the black man with my vision in his left eye, the mexican girl with my vision in her left eye, really totally fake childishly dumb evil pretend as if they are good at fabricating evidence which people can use against me. they want me and honest people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with to state that they are childish and fake, evil, weird, to try to make me and the honest people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with look weird and fake. some of the people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with are evil people who are trying to hide, wanting to distract people with my website, so that they think that they can hide and lie about something, and get special treatment. they are not stars or celebrities. they have social problems. it is obvious that they are childish, total losers, childish sore sour bitter losers, who have no life, who don't care about a life, who want to stupidly gossip about my life, obviously thinking that i am fascinating, wanting people to think that they are more interesting or more important than they are. paris hilton obviously stupidly gossiped about me too, obviously cruel, obviously greedy and fake, wanting people to think that she is something great, or interesting, or desired, when she isn't at all.
good luck and god bless you.
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it would be nice to have some friendly no nonsense black people to my home. you know where i live. come on over. no talk about negative or confusing anything. simple conversation. maybe we could look through an encyclopedia to come up with something to talk about. haha. i don't care, smoke a joint. i like Malibu coconut rum with pineapple/mango whatever juice, a bit of grenadine, a bit of hot sauce.
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when are some black girls going to stop stupidly childishly boasting about their puny unintelligent criminal organization in america? you are not the leaders of black america.
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i like Morgan Freeman in Bruce Almighty. America, and interesting twist of fate.
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7/22/26
people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who are evil and so ungrateful, who lie about me (money/white supremacy), really really really don't want ignorant people to understand how much they know about me, and the fact that they have known for a long time that i am innocent, and that i never lied to people who i am constant 24/7 activity with or people on the internet about anything. weird cruel childish mockery.
the evil sadistic childish black woman, a person who wanted me and others to know that she is in constant 24/7 activity with me, who wanted people to know that she assaulted me at the grocery store in 2008, didn't know that i would call her a name which then black women obviously childishly gossiped about, confusing the black community as a whole, giving uncaring dishonest black women a motive to try and humiliate me in the future. i didn't want to harm the black community as a whole. i was calling one single evil sadistic childish black woman out, trying to be funny about it. the black woman who was at the grocery store just thought that she would try to make me look stupid, or try to humiliate me, but she didn't. again, the real problem is paris hilton because hilton intended to create a problem, confusing shit on the internet, childish, selfish, cruel, thinking that it would be amusing. really.
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for fake sadistic childish stupidly ungrateful people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who lie about my past.
is there a legal term in Latin, which infers that something which happens later doesn't matter, if it doesn't mean anything to begin with?
AI overview:
Yes, the primary legal maxim that captures this concept is "Quod ab initio non valet, postea neque valet." [1]
This translates to: "What is not valid from the beginning is never valid." [1]
How it Works
In contract or property law, this means if a foundational element or meaning is entirely missing from the start—making it legally meaningless or void ab initio (from the beginning)—any later additions, updates, or actions that depend on that original meaningless foundation are also legally void. [1, 2, 3]
Related Useful Maxims
AI responses may include mistakes.
[1] https://www.linkinglaws.com/assets/pdf/contents/legal-maxims-896.pdf
[2] https://www.law.cornell.edu/wex/ab_initio
[3] https://www.linkinglaws.com/assets/pdf/contents/legal-maxims-896.pdf
[4] http://www.inrebus.com/LatinMaxims/LegalQuotes_l/
[5] https://www.lawyersincyprus.com/latin-legal-maxims-and-phrases/
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it is interesting to learn how some of the people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with don't want ignorant people to know me, brutally honest all of the time, a guy with a good heart, known, already understood, like what you would imagine a preacher or pastor stating about satan not wanting people to know about christ. they are weird, childish and satanic. socially lame. very jealous/envious people with a social problem. they don't want people to know about me, honest and positive, because they don't want people to understand what they are, dishonest and negative. they are afraid. they are nervous. satan is trying to hide. get out of our lives. quit harming happy people just because you are unhappy. i am a happy person. they try to make me and everyone else unhappy. i am trying to get people to grow up and leave others alone, so that everyone can be happy.
the black girls who are into crime, not just people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who associate with the criminal black girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, think that ignorant people would underestimate or not imagine what they are doing with phones, computers, maybe dark web. that is how criminals think that they will get away with crime, that no one will be able to imagine what they are doing, because they are so "smart". the reason that we all know about it is because they were/are very childish dumb criminals who don't have anything real going on in their lives, who wanted to boast about crime, stupidly wanting attention for something. it is obviously a criminal organization. black girls have given themselves a creepy psychological problem and they are using each other as a crutch. they are pretending as if they think that they seem attractive because they have confused their image, desperately trying to make me look weird, fake or mean in this section of this website. they are actively trying to recruit young ignorant black girls. it is scary. they don't give a damn about right and wrong. i am warning the U.S. FBI. i was into a bit of crime with dope people when i was younger, when i was into illegal dope, and i am intuitive, and understand people who are involved in crime, or people who are criminally insane. they are desperate for a fix or some type of relief. sorry. it is not going to happen unless they change their behavior.
as far as Antarctica is concerned, and i don't live in Antarctica, i did what any loving white person who felt stuck in the middle of something would have done, wanting to share with, empower and love people, no matter who they were, especially since i knew that i was in constant 24/7 activity WITH DIFFERENT TYPES OF PEOPLE. it was imaginary. just because i had/have a love dream, and you didn't or don't, doesn't mean that didn't or don't. get a clue, you fake mean black girls. quit lying about me and white supremacy, just because because you have embarrassed yourselves really badly since 2008. why don't you find my antarctica sled dog joke, chocolate homeys with their gold chains bouncing around when they say "mush".
this is nothing new or important.
i really want to quit posting. some black girls are in a very very weird denial about thinking that they have made themselves seem very very unattractive, since 2008. the problem is that they didn't care about their image, like black people who do stupid uncivil shit when they violently protest for no good reason. i am not the problem, and people know it, especially caring honest black people.
the first instinct which i had when i became extremely extremely extremely confused in december of 1997, becoming self aware that i was being sensed, i thought by everyone, was to try to protect black people from some imaginary nazi alien force which i had read about in some file which my friend wasn't looking for. we don't have a mean bone in our bodies, and i have witnesses. my friend's name is R. Green and we still communicate. i thought that i was going to be murdered in cold blood by some imaginary nazi alien force because i am a loving white boy, and that the force wanted to suppress it. i went to house of pies on kirby drive, giving a young honest looking black couple something, and i went to the houston shoe hospital on kirby drive, giving an elderly honest black worker something before walking to my parent's home, which used to be in west university. part of the reason later that i didn't feel a need to worry about a hostile force was because of operation high jump, America, admiral Richard Byrd, in antarctica in 1947.
this is nothing new or important. black people already knew/know about this.
some black people have been so ungrateful and fake, weird and sadistic, embarrassed, knowing about all of this, lying and still lying about me because they think that they look mean or racist. they don't even care if people know that they are fake and mean, attacking me, my family, my girlfriend, constantly.
ignorant people need to understand what has happened in context, over the last 28 years, since may of 1997.
Summary
The Antarctic Treaty was signed on December 1, 1959. This treaty established Antarctica as a zone for peaceful scientific research and international cooperation, and it came into force on June 23, 1961
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this is not new or important.
there are documentaries on the TV history channel, TV learning channel, TV discovery channel about Antarctica and the third reich. or crashed aerial discs recovered and reverse engineered. same in America. bigger secretive plan, i think, i think maybe or reasonably to keep something alien and disgusting out. i don't want it to seem as if i am a mean white supremacist type. i'm not at all, and people know that i am not. i am stuck in the middle of it. crashed discs and development of technology in general, may be part of the reason why so much nazi propaganda existed. or double, triple, quadruple, pentagonal, octagonal, nonagonal agents. i will always be conflicted about a thought about trying to rationalize the holocaust. i am not an expert. i have 1% or something european jew in me (ancesty.com report).
this is not new or important.
some black girls, black guy with my vision in his left eye, mexican girl with my vision in her left eye, have obviously been stupid childishly lying to people for a long time about what they knew was in my heart because they have a social problem because they are lying about me, thinking that blacks and mexicans like me or would like me better than them, if they actually knew who i am. they want to unnecessarily turn it into a racial war. why? it seems like nazi propaganda is working them, too. this is not propaganda.
some black girls seem to want me to communicate again about Thule.org, when it isn't important, and when we are not evil. they want ignorant people to think that they stole my mail to paris hilton, when i really don't think that they did because of evidence, and when it definitely wouldn't matter if they did because i am forest gump. ask the honest people who are not insecure. i was interested in working on film, and i did, 84 pages which took me 2 or 3 hundred hours. i wasn't finished. it was intentionally sabotaged so that the cheesy fake mexican girl with my vision in her left eye thought that she could lie about me, money, and white supremacy. she is something satanic, trying to hide but also get something for herself. she is a really evil unfriendly angry mexican. film is not the kind of work which people can do without privacy or security. some people get very weird and jealous/envious about it because it is public work, like my work in general. it is why public people have security at events, or why TV stations have security. it causes weird jealous/envious people to want to humiliate public or famous people because it is public work, affective.
now some black girls will pretend like they didn't understand something, or that they have an excuse to play dumb, which is extra fake, extra stupid, sadistic, childish, disrespectful, weird, possessive, creepy, which is so unbelievably weird ungrateful toward me, toward God, and toward their own people. they are trying to cover up their embarrassment, their multiple childish really stupid embarrassments, by continuing with the same aggression, faking having pride, sort of just admitting to being something disgusting to begin with. they fight really ugly, and it is so sad, because there was really no reason to be fighting at all, AND THEY ALREADY KNEW THAT.
some black girls are trying to use this situation as a type of media to force young black girls into crime. really. i know what i am communicating about. they are combining absolute childish shit type propaganda about me and whatever is going on with Republicans and Democrats, to try to force young black girls, who they think are vulnerable, into hate and tech crime. or stealing mail or skimming or whatever. i wouldn't be surprised if the gang has name. it is a criminal organization, which she be noted. they are like blacks who sold blacks into slavery. they are dumb criminals, wanting to boast that they are working in different places all over the place, and that they pay very close attention to their phones, some kind of big group chat or something. it is scary. i really do have reason to be concerned. they are trying to intimidate people, but it is obviously very childish and lame, just because they are insecure because they think that they don't have power. they actually want people to know that they make it all about their insecurity. weak link. grow up. get with the program.
i mentioned Republicans and Democrats. i did not vote for president Trump. i have respect for his will, but i never trusted him to be an actual caring leader of America, or the world, knowing that his intent, probably also his x - lawyer Michael Cohen, was all about wanting to work a money deal somehow.
i have rights.
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7/24/26
i have legitimate reasons to have a privacy concern, given my entire family and their private medical information. especially given how some black girls in 2011 wanted to boast about being stupidly biased and irresponsible with regard to medical practice. it is scary for me and good people of the 144,000. mother's don't even want to tell there children about this.
can an independent police / u.s. government officer be assigned to me, to inform, and to investigate my close family's medical business?
you can't have church and state together, then later state that it wasn't together.
ignorant people underestimate the damage unintelligent criminals do, or can do, given this type of public situation, if there are no respected civil institutions in place, or as a guard rail.
can the police please come to my home?
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i wonder if retired Los Angeles detective Lopez (female) ever found out about me. i think she generated a report in 2018 or something. this is regarding Paris Whitney Hilton. i very seriously doubt that paris hilton's dad told the police detective what he really knew about me, or what he really knew/knows about his daughter, especially how he knew/knows that his daughter was/is wrong, selfishly stupidly irresponsibly toying with the public, cruelty of me, a mockery an important guy's important work, what should have no business at all, and also what should have been simple civil (legal) business. she is not a humble girl who really thinks, or who acts like she cares about thinking.
Hilton and her family were a type of curse for great U.S.A. really. i am not a negative person. it ultimately gave rise to crime for some black people. also an unnecessary issue or distraction for government. hilton wanted to see if people would follow her fake cruel childish crap, thinking it would be amusing, and they did, making a sick public game of it, implying that (joke) "they are as cool and stupid as paris hilton". hilton intended to cause people to act aggressively toward me while i lacked privacy, more confusing. cruelty is a part of her astrological make up. it seems as if she has a social problem, and was trying to make her family and friends think that she was social and that i wasn't, by intentionally "secretly" obstructing my life, wanting to stupidly gossip about me.
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i mean the tease about the Malibu rum and puff pass Indica really as figurative, or as a simple sign of affection.
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in reference to Freemasonry, i believe that there is some recognition of the devil, or satan, or lucifer. light and dark. it depends on the specific lodge, but yes. i think that a misconception is that it is evil, or necessarily involves money, or something regarding the devil, or satan, or lucifer, or is some intelligent vast conspiracy. it is sort of like church. nothing bad. some of the guys have money, but so do people at different churches, but church is about charity, and teamwork. is God rich? how about 2 or 3, or a rich man running to give a poor man money? have you studied of my work in 'for your information' section of this website? information about me is cool, but think of the future. it needs to be controlled with force. there really is something to understand, sort of like a hollywood movie or fiction about an issue. i don't mean that i am the devil, or satan, or lucifer. satan is an actual being, or 2 beings, in a very simplified form, which myself and others are really really really are aware of so far. i think just Alpha Draconis (Draconian), or Alpha Draconis + Ursa Minor, on the north side of great pyramid. black man who has my vision in his left eye, mexican girl who has my vision in her left eye. you can research. i have been informed that i am Orion and Dog Star, good friendly source of information, on the south side. it seems as if north is an absolutely disgusting sadistic evil childish creature, from a psychological perspective. like a unsophisticated problem adolescent. it doesn't seem to care about love, and it should, but it actually doesn't seem like it is fundamentally programed to operate as like a civil human, or as civil humans operate, thinking/acting like an animal. DNA or something. in a way i wish that scientists would interview me and people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, objective analysis. it really is fascinating and should be respected. experiencing the black man who has my vision in his left eye, and the mexican girl who has my vision in her left eye, is really like watching the creepy scenes of a horror movie, intentionally meant as cruelty from one person to another, but it is not a movie. it is constant, intentionally meant to be thought of a perverted and psychologically cruel. other creepy childish people get excited about it and follow them. like animals. really more like a nervous animal reacting to a human, like a snake, which hisses, in spite of charm. look it up on biblehub.com. maybe Nachash / 358.
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my mother's old pastor told me about a book by C.S. Lewis, "The Screwtape Letters", when i was scared, wanting to be respectful, more than one time, in 1997. I believe that the book is an interesting mockery of the devil. my mother's old pastor didn't know who i was.
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thanx Spotify!
i wish that i could work with someone who has their own mix lab set up. i have ideas about mixing stuff. i know, i know, maybe i an just a young whippersnapper... not in that business, but i thought about creating a sample of something, if i ever had some mixing equipment and left alone, in peace and innocence.
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i don't want to make anyone feel uneasy with the Mahdi and hidden Imam information. i just wanted to show that i have some respect for Islam, a bit of study. Islam means "peace" or "submission". the vast majority of Muslims are peaceful; not terroristic. money mixed with religion or "religion" is not necessarily good.
i don't have a mean bone in my body. it is strange how innocent, humble at heart, not involved in anything at all, the government probably finds it interesting, not threatening at all. please be open minded.
don't worry about any of that third reich information. again, i don't have a mean bone in my body. black people already knew that, but some of them want to try to divide because they don't want to try to keep up with caring honest black people. i have never thought about associating with anyone involved in white supremacy, white nationalism, january 6tth rioters, etc. nazi germany during and just after great depression and U.S.A at present are not the same thing. germans believed nazi propaganda because it did not exist in a vacuum. i read about it. weird bullshit which fit a narrative at that particular time in that particular place i don't like the thought of skin head type people who i think really are so unintelligent. leave me out of your business. i will stay out of your business. i mean that also, to Republicans who i think are narrow-minded. this information is just informative. think objective, big picture. use caution, and that is not a threat. i lived in germany for 3 years, taking a semester of german at night in college, and germans can be funny and sweet, weil es proper ist. Liebvohl Witz. Ciao.
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my previous reference to Saudi Arabia, with 50 wives (girlfriends) was joke, like Homer Simpson dressed like an Arab in a tent where the belly dancer comes out, after he claps his hands together twice; middle east Funk. so many unnecessary problems with fake selfish childish uncaring girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who stupidly wanted to use me, a few weak girls, who think that they are weak, who find it amusing to try to humiliate a special guy with a special job, but it didn't work. i seriously don't want to cause relationships problems. just the opposite of that. Saudi Arabia is a joke or figurative about female friendship and peace, and male power, which i want to be smart with. i am not selfish. i already had enough. 50 wives could be like 50 sisters.
for government, please be open minded. i have 28 years of practical experience WHICH YOU COULD NOT IMAGINE. i am not involved in anything at all, really. i know that you already know that. I don't vote for Republicans, but we need new young male and female muscle in both parties, if the system is to be true. i sometimes think about simplified scenario, like a good king who gave rise to greatness, less people involved, but you need workers. how to organize it? conscripts? conscriptions? i have respect for different official classes of government, at least insofar as they are officially recognized.
this is not mean aggression or nervous defense. this is being informative. think objective.
i am not a mob boss, giving orders around. i mean it. i am really sick and tired of me being known to have cared about everyone, honest, then calling out evil people, then trying to get the evil mean people to move on, without them trying themselves. they are lazy and fake. if they want me to keep going back into my known innocent past, i will. it doesn't make me look bad, and i understand if loving white people are confused by anything related to the third reich. i am not promoting hate at all. i am interested in the occult, or occult knowledge. information about jesus christ or joshua evan mishler is or will be occult knowledge.
the people who are not full of anger and hate, not full of guilt, are on my side. get a clue. people who stalk me, harass me, and others have a creepy weird fascination with my innocence, and their guilt.
the very few people who mess with me and others, really just people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, are engaged in crimes of passion. they have psychological problems, social/love problems.
as far as Northern Trust bank is concerned, the only real involvement i had in it, after being confused about it's importance for the world, positive imagination, was to try and protect people from the bank, first by writing a letter to Northern Trust's legal department in Chicago, at the end of 2010 or at the beginning of 2011, and then also by hand delivering the same letter to the Northern Trust branch bank, which used to be on Kirby Drive in Houston, in end of 2010 or beginning of 2011. i spoke with a black woman who worked at the bank who probably thought that i was weird. i am glad that she kept the original of the letter. i thought that the bank was trying to take advantage of people, unusual confusion because i thought that i lacked privacy, and that everyone was sensing me, and that something was going on around me everywhere because i lacked privacy. i had thought that rich people were going to invest, so that it would help people with less, but then thought (imagined) later that something unethical was happening. i was not interested in banks or banking at all. it was a misunderstanding. it was imaginary, child like, about something positive for the world. there is no reason to think that Northern Trust bank is involved in anything unethical. this unnecessary problem or confusion is part of the reason that black girls have stated that they don't like the black man with my vision in his left eye.
this is nothing new or important.
the black man with my vision in his left eye was a different person before 2011 than he was/is after 2011. he joined cruel fake black women who infected my blood at Cypress Creek care facility in 2011. he is a weak racist black man who thought that he couldn't be with a black woman if he would argue with them, even if, or especially if it was really understood that they had done something wrong. black man and black women also wanted to bully intimidate the mexican girl who has my vision in her left eye, immediately after the entire group began to sense the mexican girl, end of last week of may, first week of june 2011. that doesn't mean that the mexican girl is ignorant or innocent. they are like animals who attack each other, harming each other, confused, nervous. i don't mean me or good people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with.
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i just wanted to move on, but if a few fake mean people want me to inform people about my innocent past, just like i have been honestly doing for a long time, so be it. they like to pretend as if they have something to use against me, or as if they were good at fabricating something to use against me. really weird and confusing, bad for kids, thinking of how ungrateful they are. they turn it into a racial thing because they think that people of their own race (including white people) will like me more than them. don't put me in the middle of your unnecessary racial crap. leave me out of it, and i want to try to stay cool on the internet.
For those people who have not already been made aware of this, independently of this website, I am in a constant 24/7 activity with a small group of people (144,000) who are situated all over the world. I don't understand it exactly, but it is related to the design and creation of the great pyramid of Gizeh. Look at link (144,000) in the 'for your information' section of this website. In other words, our central nervous systems are somehow fused. They can sense that i am typing at this moment, even though they are situated in different places all over the world. They could also sense that I was drinking a cup of coffee, if I was doing that right now. I am not currently in activity with 144,000 people. Some have died from old age. Some I am not in activity with yet. Apparently, some of these people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with were sensing me as a fetus, when i was still in my mother's womb. I think that i am joined with these other people because of something relating to the sun, other stars (most notably the constellation of Orion), the design of the great pyramid, and electromagnetism. It means that what is happening in our minds, or central nervous systems, also exists somewhere else, in order for the fusion to be taking place in the manner which it is. I believe that the water in our systems acts as a conductor. I believe that the same was true of Jesus of Nazareth; meaning, that this same connectivity with others is what actually distinguished him from other people. Read in the 'for your information' section about 144 and 72, or the story of Jesus and the 72 in the book of Luke. Also the story of Horus battling Set (Sat-an) and 72 conspirators in Egyptian mythos. I am not stating that Jesus of Nazareth and the Egyptian Set (Sat-an) are the same being. 72 is 1/2 of 144, with there being 1440 minutes in one day. The story of Jesus of Nazareth in the bible is mostly allegorical, although he was a real person in real history. The constant 24/7 activity can be, at times, maddening, for both me and the people who are sensing me. I believe that the 144,000 is some type of star seed. Constellation of Orion, astrology, 12 x 12 x 1000. Look at links below. Star seed is not necessarily "positive". I was 24 years old (1997), when it first became evident to me that I was, or am, in this unique, constant 24/7 activity with people. I am not schizophrenic. Then, in February of 1998, I started to sense an intelligent being communicating to me, with the use of physical contractions of my muscle and soft tissue, which meant that this being began to sense me first. It is a form of non verbal communication. This happened, in a way, exactly as it was predicted by something known as the Ussher chronology. Beginning of 1000 years (6000 years = 4004 BC to 1996 AD). Look at links in the 'for your information' section of this website. It also means that other people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with can sense, or were also sensing this intelligent being. It was extremely confusing at first. Madness. Isolation from the community. Hopelessness mixed with confused faith. 13 years later, in May of 2011, I started to sense another intelligent being communicating with me, with the same type of physical contractions of my muscle and soft tissue. It was, and still is, easily differentiated by me, and also the entire worldwide group who are sensing it, from the communication from the first intelligent being. It was, or is, fainter and more frequent. A totally different person, with a totally different personality. Non verbal communication. Both of these beings wanted, or want, to make it apparent to me, and anyone else who they thought was sensing me, because of the type and timing of the physical contraction communication which they can generate, that they had my vision, or that they could see what i could see. It was, or is, sensed as a person who is sort of child like, who is in a type of shock, or stupor, and finding it fascinating. Like they are children watching cartoons on television. It is very easy to understand, through sensation or non verbal communication, that the first intelligent being which myself and the rest of the group began sensing was, or is, male. It is very easy to understand, through sensation or non verbal communication, that the second intelligent being which myself and the group began to sense was, or is, female. They are human, just like I am human. I know without a doubt that the female is Hispanic, now (in the year 2022) about 30 years old, probably still living in Houston, Texas. I have seen her about 6 times in different places in the Houston area, because she wanted me and the rest of the group to know that it was her, wanting me to talk about her, or that she was responsible for creating the sensations, in a way childishly showing off. She used to have a white SUV and restricted phone number in the year 2011. Height is probably about 5 feet or 4 feet 10 inches. Medium size breasts. Full figured. She had long brown or light brown hair. I believe that she lives inside of the Houston 610 loop area, or that her parents live inside of the Houston 610 loop area. I believe that this is true, because she was able to get to locations within the Houston 610 loop area, where I was, quickly, already knowing that I would be at the same location. She has an unusual issue with her left eye, which I have seen, which I believe is the eye which acquired my vision, being at the beginning of the fusion of our central nervous systems, right around the last week of may of 2011. I believe that she has a brother who owns, or who used to own a Dodge Charger. I saw this car when I dropped off paperwork at the downtown Houston police station, wanting to be respectful of her, trying to establish rights for both of us. I also saw the person who I think is her brother together with her at the Houston Veteran's Administration hospital, when I went there one time. She wanted me and other people to know that it was her. I know without a doubt that she is lying about this situation to her family. I can reasonably assume that the male being who can also create contractions of my muscle and soft tissue, which other members of the group (144,000) can sense, who also indicated that he has my vision, also has an unusual issue with his left eye. Meaning, the eye which acquired my vision in February of 1998. It took me 13 years (1998 - 2011) to be able to understand that this male being is an African American, and also that he is ignorant, not possessing extraordinary knowledge concerning me, or this situation, which I thought that he had prior to 2011.
I think that the black man who I am referring to might live in New Jersey. He likes to be a stupid smart ass, thinking that I won't understand what he is communicating, or wanting to think about how he thinks that he is slick, when he really isn't. I think that he is involved in social security fraud, at the United States social security administration. I think that he receives social security benefits for the problem with his left eye, which began on February 22nd, 1998. I doubt that he told the social security people that he is in constant 24/7 activity with me, or has my vision in his left eye, and that he can create contractions of my muscle and soft tissue, or be aggressive. It is not social security. He is intentionally harming people. Check New Jersey social security applications, sometime shortly after February 22nd, 1998, to see if there are any applicants who fit the description, an unusual problem with left eye. I bet that the doctors had no idea what caused it, or why it would begin in the manner which it did.
I believe that these 2 people were characterized, or defined, as Set (Sat-an) and Nephthys in Egyptian mythos, in the past. I believe that I was characterized, or defined, as Horus (Christ) in Egyptian mythos, in the past. Look at links in the 'for your information' section of this website. I also believe that the male was characterized as Beelzebub during the time of Jesus of Nazareth. My old bible study teacher told me that Beelzebub was just another name for Satan.
After having enough experience, having been situated together with these 2 people for some time already, as stated, I can list some of their characteristics.
They are like people who are a type of mentally retarded. Constant stupor. Psychopathic. Sociopathic. Narcissistic. Childish. Evil. It flaunts being evil, seeming to try to recruit evil people. Hate. Anger. Envy. Jealousy. Greed. Problem with ego, or perhaps super ego. Negative. Angry. Sadistic. Nervous. Insecure. Creepy. It flaunts thinking that it is creepy. Attempts to intimidate. Vicious. Insane. Predatorial. Deceit. Perverted.
Even evil people wouldn't want anything to do with these beings. They have a mental problem.
Because they are naturally or understandably insecure about what people think about them, namely because of their unusual issue with their left eye, they embarrass and anger easily, ultimately having betrayed the community, desperately trying to make it seem like I was evil, or that people should think of me as evil, when I am not evil, and when they knew, or know, that I am not evil. They also childishly and sloppily imply that they have some authority which they don't think that they have, wanting to make a mockery of what would actually be considered responsible behavior, it seems because of panic, or greed, or not understanding how they should fit in with society. They seemed to want to try and associate in a cooperative way, when the activity with them first started. As time went on, they seemed confused about how to survive, socially, and long term, thinking that they had embarrassed themselves by having been unnecessarily aggressive.
They both seem to want ignorant people to believe, acting out in a childish, blatantly fake, confused, ignorant manner, that the eye above the pyramid on the dollar bill represents them, or that they have authority which they actually don't have. It is related, but the eye on the dollar bill seems to be the opposite of what they are. God is a loving God. They are not loving, and not only that, they are trying to make people think that God is not a loving God. They are also trying to fool people into thinking that i am not loving.
I have tried to help them. They should communicate to the public, or me, with actual words and conclusive statements, instead of trying to stupidly and wrongfully hustle their way into happiness, social success, power, or survival. There would be a commitment to cooperation which they would benefit from. They wanted, or want, to show off and play childish games. It got, or gets them intro social trouble. It seems like their minds never develop properly, in any incarnation of theirs, because they have my vision, and are constantly distracted by, or interested in what I am doing. They are not doing work like other people ordinarily do work, by not communicating with intelligent statements, which are easily understandable and conclusive. It got them into social trouble, or didn't, or doesn't, allow them to make a type of normal social progression. They seem to be implying that they are supposed to get unusual special treatment, or be worshipped because they are unusual, but they are lazy, childish and are constantly attempt to deceive, like someone who is criminally insane. They are disabled, and are trying to obtain something for themselves in an unethical, rude, bully style way. They seem to live in a fantasy world, fanaticizing about having happiness and power, but are unwilling to try to do work like people ordinarily do work, communicating using intelligent, conclusive, easily understandable statements, in order to achieve this happiness. They have a confused identity problem, seeming to want to settle for being different, and a foe, not wanting to try to make a more normal social progression on earth.
They seem to have an unusual need to feel loved, or respected, or accepted, or recognized. They have an unusual psychological problem, just as a few other people who i am constant 24/7 activity (144,000) with have proven themselves to have. These 2 people are trying to secure something for themselves, using their ability to create contractions of my muscle and soft tissue, which other people in the group (144,000) can sense, as a type of weapon. It is an attempt to subdue or incapacitate me, and other people, so that these 2 beings do not have to work as hard, or compete with others, as people ordinarily have to compete, or cooperate, with others. It seems as if they are doing this, really for the future incarnations which they think that they will have, not wanting me, or others worldwide, to achieve the potential in this life, because they think that it will make it better for themselves if I was considered unpopular. I think an attempt to have me murdered, in this life, or in future lives. They want to create frivolous gossip which they think will benefit them in making me seem unpopular. It seems as if they are both confused and angry, trying to create gossip which they think will help their chances of survival. They have a strange pride problem, or ego problem, like someone who feels special, but inferior, and is in a type of panic, then doing something irrational for attention. It is an angry, childish attitude, like "oh yeah, well i am somebody too!", or, "oh yeah, well i am going to show you who i am!" They think that i am special, or unique, so they have a confused desire to feel special, or unique, too.
i think that these creatures might have been a problem during Jesus Christ's time here on earth, or a distraction for him, but that it was not so bad that people communicated at length about it. I have thought that the biblical character Beelzebub was, or is, a way to refer to them, or at least the male. There were more opportunities for problems to arise in this incarnation of ours because of technology.
I have told both of them that it is better if we work together, and that they are creating a lose-lose situation for themselves and the community. It seems as if they both want, unrealistically, to be thought of as like stars, or celebrities. As I stated, they have a unusual ego problem. I have told them they they would have love and happiness in their lives if they didn't try to unnecessarily overshadow me, or other people as well. As time goes on, it doesn't seem as if they care about being loved anymore. They are confused about what people think about them.
They have mental problems. It seems like their ability to create the contractions in my muscle and soft tissue relates to an electric charge, or a positive/negative charge, or electromagnetism. We don't feel electric shock, though. I have thought that maybe it has something to do with the moon (grey aliens?/I read that they don't have a soul), or reptilian entities which I have read about, or something about Alpha Draconis (constellation of Draco/Draconian/star corresponding to northern side of great pyramid). It might not be the moon, but because of Alpha Draconis being a binary star system.
They (black man and mexican girl) both try to take advantage of ignorant people's ignorance. They try to use their ugliness (behavior) as an alibi, because what they do is so unbelievably ugly, and also because they are thinking that ignorant people wouldn't believe that Satan is in human form. They both know that they can be identified, because of a problem with their left eye, so they are trying to hide and obstruct other people's work at the same time, thinking that it is the only way which they (it) can survive.
I wish that scientists and other people would be informed about what is going on by people who who i am in constant 24/7 activity (144,000) with, who could prove that the constant 24/7 activity is real. They would have to include me and perform a test, publicly certified with television cameras and the police. They could put us in different rooms of a building, say something to me, with me being in one room of the building, and the other people in the other rooms of the building would know what it was. Someone could touch me somewhere on my body not inappropriate, and the other people in the other rooms of the building would know where on my body it was. Give me something to eat, and the other people in the other rooms of the building would know what it was. It could be certified by the police. Television cameras were invented only 70 years ago. The eye (like a camera) connects everything, or allows for information to be gathered and processed. You could use it as an important tool like a microscope. For example, people who don't live in Egypt wouldn't know what the pyramids looked like, unless there were photographs of them. They couldn't understand it, or begin to understand it, or conceptualize it, or appreciate it. The use of a television camera to observe myself connected to the 144,000 would be like looking at a cell, through a powerful microscope. Objectivity. Science, and not religion. I think that it would be good for scientists, politicians, and future politicians to understand, because this constant 24/7 activity which I am in with others applies to people all over the world, not racially or territorially discriminatory. World mind. World consciousness. I think that it will get spiritually messy in the future, or in everyone's future incarnations, if you don't make a story about me now, while you can, in the way that you could. Don't take our current peace or social order for granted. I have a few ideas about how to secure it. One is that if it were acknowledged by the government, it would be respected, but also as a way of making it seem unimportant. I could do something unusual every morning when i get out of bed, which only people who i am in activity would know about. There is a chance of an information leak, I think for people who would try to get social security disability money, when they are not mentally sick, or disabled, or in constant 24/7 activity with me. Another thought is that there would be an agreement that the 144,000, after being officially recognized, do not speak about me, or themselves, in public. If someone who wasn't a person who i am in activity with would try to convince people that they were a person who i was in activity with, no one would believe them, or pay attention to what they had to communicate.
I think that at a minimum, the police, or FBI, who i believe already know about this public situation, should come to my home, stating to me (in front of everyone) that they know about it, and have made a public statement about it. There needs to be more social order, or more confidence vested in what is happening. apparently, It happens all of the time, or in cycles.
God bless, and Peace be with you.
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some of the above information seems like i am dragging it on, or becoming too emotional about it, but that is because i am confused and sick, wanting the 2 beings who are acting aggressively to be real and cooperative.
also, i usually write in all lower case, or am informal. i also like the uniform aspect of all lower case.
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i am being made intentionally sick and confused by this creature (i am referring to it as one thing, but it is 2 different people) all day long, every day. it has compounded. it has been going on for years. my mind can not function properly. i feel constantly threatened, publicly. nobody's mind could function OR DEVELOP properly. it is weird, childish sadism. they are also evil or criminally insane. please help if you can. try to help. i am not crazy. part of the reason that it is doing this to me is to make it seem like i am crazy, or evil, of fake, trying to cover up the fact that people know that they are the problem. another reason is that it wants to make me seem weird and unlikeable. it is because it thinks that people think that it is weird and unlikeable. it thinks that it can't survive. it is so different than what people normally are, like an animal or completely different species, so that it doesn't try to work with people, as people ordinarily work with one another.
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interesting article about great pyramid. cornerstone. chief cornerstone.
scroll down to part about alpha draconis. thuban. satan.
https://www.blueletterbible.org/study/larkin/dt/32.cfm
alpha draconis. constellation of draco. draconian. egyptian set (sat-an). alpha draconis is called thuban (serpent) in arabic.
https://www.quora.com/What-is-the-mythology-behind-the-star-Thuban-Tell-me-everything-you-know
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thuban, head of the serpent, or large snake. alpha draconis, look to our northern hemisphere.
binary star system.
historically represented the north pole, from the 4th to the 2nd millennium BCE.
in arabic, it represents the dragon.
in egypt thuban was very significant in the original alignment of the pyramids and stars before the earth's tilt and magnetic realignment. pharoah kufu believed he would join the sun and thuban in death.
in sumerian and mesopotamiam lore, it was called tiamat. tiamat the sea serpent, that existed even before the sky and sea had divided from each other. a dragon of chaos that had to be tamed before brining in a new order.
in greek mythology hercules, jason and cadmus are all tasked by gods, to kill a dragon for different reasons, eventually placing a dragon in the sky to represent a trophy of cadmus.
habab is where satan get's connected to draco threw pagan arabic, muslim cultures, the light barer, bringing of morning, the morning star.
jujitsu comes from thuban, and was given to his half son oda nobunaga, as a gift to help conquer and unite japan.
the archons are a war bread race, hive minded, cybernetic, genetically modified constructs, that have become self aware are an now have the ability to war with higher dimensional forces by causing havoc in the system like a virus. the fallen.
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this is what i have been communicating about. i have read something else about a hive mind from another source. something about orion dragon queen. i am guessing thuban (alpha draconis), as it relates to alignment of the great pyramid, one of the 3 pyramids corresponding to the constellation or orion. i read the term messeh, from which comes our term messiah or mashiach. something about crocodile/reptilian. i am reasonably certain that i, or a positive force, is to keep this entity at bay, cycle after cycle. they seem to be more of an annoyance, rather than a real threat. maybe the annoyance is a real threat. they try to use deception, psychological warfare, obstruction, as a method of dominating, or survival. criminally insane. very strong survival instinct, but irrational or confused thinking, like an animal which is trapped, attempting to break free.
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it is just like they teach in church, that satan tries to stop you from being more, or as much as you can be in life. i want you to be as much as you can be. Good luck and God bless you.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Archon_(Gnosticism)
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here is a houston,texas police report which i created on 12/01/2016.
the incident number is: 1528227-16
the officer's name: E. Estep
unit #: 20G52N
i would like to create another report, or add to the existing report. i think that people could think that they have a better chance of getting away with murdering me if there is already an existing report. go figure. the report is filed under some mental health category which shouldn't be filed under mental health. i would like for houston media and national media to be involved with this. i know that you know about this situation. i want to communicate with a media investigation person here in houston.
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this black man and mexican girl who people know about are desperately trying to fool people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who don't understand english, trying to make them think that i did something really wrong in the past when i didn't. it is really obvious that i didn't. they have the bad heart. they have the evil intent. they mix stupid, unimportant irrelevant things together in order to try to make people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who don't understand english, think that something is important, or that i have an attitude problem, when it isn't important, and when i i don't have an attitude problem. they are nervous about their current life and future lives. they also want people to know that they are evil, because of how they are trying to make honest people defend me, so that they can say that the honest people who defend me are evil or fake.
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it important for me to state that i was able to give people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with (144,000), who are situated in places all around the world, who speak different languages, an opportunity to locate my website on the internet. i translated my full name, as my full name would enable someone to locate my website, into the numbers corresponding to each letter of my full name, as the place values of each letter in the latin alphabet. i explained many times by speaking out loud, and with body language, what i was doing, so i think that it worked. i used google translate, with audio function when it was available, typing numbers spaced with commas, as the numbers corresponded to the place value of the letters of my full name, using the latin alphabet. for example, a = 1, b = 2. when the google translate audio function was not available for some languages, i was able to give people the information myself, verbally, using information from omniglot as a reference, and method of performing the conversion into numbers myself. in other words, when i speak out loud, it is sensed by others who i am in constant 24/7 activity with. interesting work. God bless you...\
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i corresponded with houston, texas channel 2 television (NBC) investigates. investigation ideas. i made an online submission. today is 8/11/24.
i am not implying that channel 2 must do something.
but some kind of response would put me at ease, thanx.
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no one could be blatantly, childishly, strangely stalked and bullied, like i have been and still am, and remain calm, given the situation. not the pope. not mother theresa. no one. in fact, it makes a person who is loving and caring even more angry than a person who isn't loving and caring. some people are playing dumb because they they don't want any real responsibility.
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just because i had a love dream, and they didn't, or couldn't, doesn't mean that i didn't. get real. leave me and other people alone.
I WISH THAT THE POLICE OR GOVERNMENT WOULD LET ME KNOW THAT THEY PUT OUT AN OFFICIAL, PUBLIC STATEMENT ABOUT THIS UNIQUE SITUATION; AN ATTEMPT TO CREATE A DETERRENT. THERE IS EVIDENCE WITH TESTIMONY THAT I AM BEING HARASSED AND STALKED SINCE 2008. IT IS EXTREMELY DAMAGING TO MY SPIRIT AND THE SPIRIT OF OTHER INNOCENT PEOPLE WHO ARE SITUATED WORLDWIDE. SOCIALLY LAME, EVIL, CRUEL, PSYCHOPATHIC PEOPLE DO IT WHEN THEY THINK THAT THEY CAN GET AWAY WITH IT. A FORM OF CHILDISH, WEIRD ANARCHY. THE PEOPLE OF THE WORLD SHOULD NOT FEEL ABANDONED BY GOVERNMENT. IT PROJECTS WEAKNESS OF THE GOVERNMENT. PLEASE TRY TO HELP.
WHY CAN'T PEOPLE FEEL AS IF THEY ARE ALLOWED TO PUBLICLY, SECURELY COMMUNICATE ABOUT A REAL PROBLEM WHICH MOST PEOPLE IN AMERICA KNOW EXISTS? MANY PEOPLE ALL OVER THE WORD ARE SUFFERING, AND THIS HAS THE POTENTIAL TO CREATE GOSSIP WHICH CAN ADVERSELY AFFECT WORLD, AND FUTURE WORLD SECURITY.
the black guy and mexican who i have communicated about in the first part of this section of this website are trying to trick ignorant people into thinking that they are not human, or not in human bodies on earth, trying to create gossip all over the world. at first they did want people to know who they were. now they are trying to hide. they fear being killed in this life, or in future lives. actually, they are trying to work it so that they can hide, or get something from someone, if they think that they can get away with it. they know that they can easily be identified because of the unusual issue they developed with their left eye. they are not gods. they are no more gods than i am a god. i am a human on earth. i am in a human body. they are in human bodies.
the black man and mexican girl are trying to put the 144,000 at odds with itself, trying to deceive people who i came into constant 24/7 activity with, after i translated my full name, or website address, into different languages around the world in the year 2024. the black man and mexican girl are trying to avoid being killed in this life, or their future lives. they are evil. this doesn't mean that i am a white supremacist, or that i am promoting white supremacy.
the mexican girl is lying to her parents, stating that someone else besides her is being aggressive with the physical contractions which she can create with the use of the concentration of her mind, trying to deceive her parents, probably for inheritance money. i told her a long time ago to come out and talk to me, actually communicating to me and everyone else something real and conclusive, and she did exactly what i didn't want her to do, digging herself into a hole. ignorant people have no idea about how nice i was to this girl in the beginning.
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squared away. high and tight. outstanding. high speed, low drag. good to go. hoorah. solider on. lock and load.
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i think that if the government would make an official, public story about me, showing some support and confidence, i think that these things would back off. i am not crazy. they try to dominate with ugly psychological warfare and deception. they assume that i will be fair game, along with everyone else who is made defenseless, assuming that no authoritative body will officially, publicly, come to my defense.
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4/17/26
i deleted recent posts. i want to try to ignore ugly evil stalkers. ignorant people have no idea how about how cruel or debilitating this has been, for years.
i have happy in my life. family and work dogs.
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good grapevine is more important than this section of this website.
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i sent the same correspondence to office of Donald J. Trump (prior to 2024 election), President Joe Biden, houston mayor John Whitmire, houston police chief, houston channel 2 news (NBC) investigates, texas district 7 state respresentative Lizzie Fletcher, Houston-Galveston Archdiocese (Pope Francis), explaining my situation, trying to obtain protection for myself and community.
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4/18/26
i am really really sick of evil fake childish people trying to use the honest information on my website against me and others. that is why i deleted it. it doesn't matter because i didn't and don't have an evil intent. it was online for several years. spirit of the law, and i didn't do anything wrong. another reason that i deleted it is because the amount of information would seem excessive or obnoxious for people who don't understand how sick i am being made, or how much i am being stalked/harassed. my posting over the years helped the community. peace.
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i hope that mexican guy who i know was with the mexican girl at houston memorial park in 2015 or 2016 goes to the police, informing them about what he knows about her identity. she is a demon. she is greedy, evil, childish, wanting to deceive and use people. she intentionally wants to harm hispanic people, or actually everyone.
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does the pope want to help me out? can he help? can he make a statement stating that christ should not be stalked, or tormented, and that they know that i am here, even if they don't reveal my identity for security reasons? there is already a security problem. can people figure out a way of showing me some real respect, protection, somehow, trying to deter sadistic childish evil people, indicating that some people care about me, or are allowed to care about me? i am sick of this. i want the entire community to be protected. it seems like there needs to be more support, or more confidence. what is the message?
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i think that some people think "well if he is christ, he is supposed to love everyone." i don't love or like people who are mean and dishonest, whether they be black, white, asian, indian, hispanic, girl, boy.
in all fairness, people need a reason to love themselves. like good parents, or grandparents. or positive experiences.
get a job. stay out of jail. take something to the table on thanksgiving day.
i am not into crime. that is what really makes the difference.
the bible does differentiate between good and evil, and God or christ is a judge.
think long term.
good luck.
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5/2/26
a few people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with want others including the police to know that they think it is fun to harm innocent defenseless people. they have mental problems. i don't want to sound angry, but they are lazy ugly evil childish fake sadistic bullies, implying that unintelligent lame thugs and criminals are going to mock christ, or good people. they have an identity problem. they lack confidence.
i wish that the police or FBI would simply come to my home, when you know that i am home, and state to me (in front of the people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with) that you are aware that there is a problem. not just because of what i communicate on this website, but because of what i know that others communicate. i know that you already know about it. i know that the government knows about it. evil rude people can intentionally cause a problem, but then also play dumb. it seems like they are trying use christ as a way of forming a gang of dishonest thugs. they are not, and will not be the majority. they are the minority. they have an identity problem. that is a security problem. be bold. if word went through the grapevine that you had been to my home, i think that it would help. you don't need to make a statement on TV. evil rude people are implying that they can control the state, or community, in general. they are trying to combine church and state. it is confused. church does seem combined with state when i am alive, so lets try to figure it out. please don't feed me to the wolves. give me a break.
or how about anyone coming to my home, priest, whoever, doesn't matter if you give us a fake name, and saying something kind to me (in front of others), indicating that you know who i am, or that people know who i am?
why are people politicizing this in a dumb way? if it is going to be politicized, politicize it in a good way. i don't like the thought of people being scared. there isn't a reason to be scared, just need to mark territory.
or, why doesn't the pope put me up in a castle in italy, supreme pizza with supreme toppings, with girlfriend and dogs, with security guards, with access to a good library and computer. i mean, whatever makes the community secure, right? mostly joke, but also serious, wanting to make a point. it is practical to feed me (and the community) to the wolves? am i a king? who should have security? everyone? i am what i am. why should the pope have security, with me at the same time not having security? that seems like a recipe for long term disaster. curiosity killed the cat. be proactive. this doesn't mean that i am greedy. you would want to be respected, also, for the sake of peace and quiet, the community in general. do you think that it is fun to feed me to the wolves? really.
i wish that the vatican would be more aggressive. the church is not perfect, and can always seek to improve, compilations. christ does need an office, or christ should be recognized.
it looks like christ return is every 30 degrees, or 2160 years. has anyone told anyone? what are you studying? what is the curriculum? how is this being taught? what is scripture, as an entire body of work? doesn't seem like they will officially recognize my study work, or the work of others. maybe they don't want to recognize it, for some reason. should it be disheartening? that wasn't or isn't my plan.
i left voice messages with houston channel 2 news investigates, 2 days ago. i called the police, but then got confused about what i would say to them, so i didn't speak to them. it is very frustrating or weird and scary when you think that the police already know about it.
i just want it to be actually verified, substantiated, that people know that there is a problem, even if they think that they can't do anything about it. people shouldn't be able to play dumb.
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5/20/26
it is frustration in general. i've tried so hard to positively empower, wanting to live a normal life after i worked through my initial confusion, 1997 - 2007, being honest friendly, who always wanted to help EVERYONE. instinctual. what else would i have been thinking, since i know that i am in activity with different types of people? i've been childishly weird mocked and stalked by a very few people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, blacks and whites, a mexican, who have personal problems. i don't like the idea of ignorant people thinking that i am an uptight person, or not cheerful, because of this section of this website.
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5/27/26
a few people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who made fools of themselves, are constantly stalking me, childishly stupid mocking me, intentionally irritating me, actually weird scary childish sadism, because they are so afraid that i will look better than they will if they left me alone in peace. they are actually cheesy creepy fans of mine who want my attention in public. they don't even care if people know that they were or are the problem. they just don't want me to look better or more confident than they do because of their insecurity and personal social problems. they are scared. they are embarrassed. they are confused. they don't want me to move on, because they think that they can't move on. they engage in unnecessary weird childish dirty politics, and i didn't sign up for dirty politics. i signed up to try to be a help for everyone. they pretend as if they make me look bad, when they know that they don't. they keep trying to get me to communicate about them in this section of this website, fake, implying that it makes me look so bad, when it doesn't. they like for people to read this, because they don't want people to think that i am more confident than they are. it is important for me to state, anyway. it seems like they hate happy people, and want to drag the community into their obvious misery. i'm really going to try to ignore these evil ugly stalkers, again, and i sincerely want the community to be happy. think of pancakes and bacon on christmas morning.
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5/29/26
message sent to houston police and houston channel 2 investigates.
Sent: Friday, May 29, 2026 10:18 AM
To: CommunityEngagement@houstontx.gov <CommunityEngagement@houstontx.gov>; Investigates@kprc.com <investigates@kprc.com>;
Subject: Community Protection, Emergency
To whom it may concern:
My name is Joshua Evan Mishler. My website address is JoshuaEvanMishler-Pinnacle1.com. Please refer to the 'Important' section of my website.
Unusual to state, but I am Christ at this point in time. This can be confirmed by people who are situated all over the world (144,000), who I am in a constant 24/7 activity with. Apparently Christ occurs every 1/12th of zodiac. I would be very surprised if you had not heard of me, or the situation which involves me. I have been communicating with Houston channel 2 news investigates. I think that they want to try to help me and the community, if possible. I communicated to them that I would contact the police and copy them the message. A few people who I am in constant 24/7 activity with (144,000) are criminal, evil, sadistic, crazy, stalkers, obviously with mental/social problems, and assume that no official office, or no one in general, will every publicly indicate that they know that there is a very serious problem which people are well aware of, as if they are respecting me, or acting as if they want to try to protect me and the community. It is a form of terrorism. Torture. Psychological abuse, publicly, which they want the community to know about. It is much worse and confusing that you could imagine. They are not sophisticated. It is very confusing and sad to think that the police know about the situation, but wouldn't indicate to me and others, if questioned, that they are aware of it, as if they are trying to positively console others. One of the motives of the criminals is to make me and others so sick, that someone will murder me, or force me to commit suicide. I understand that the people who I am in constant 24/7 activity with are burdened/confused by the constant 24/7 activity, but I have a right to life, or a happy life. It is a blatant violation of my soul, and the souls of others. They criminals imply that I have no rights, or no protection under the law. They would also imply that the police or government have no protection or rights.
Confused issue about church and state. I don't want special treatment. I just want to be treated as a U.S. citizen, public person, who needs recognition and protection. I think that if word got around that the police had communicated with me, at least indicating that they are aware of the problem, that this would help. The community needs protection, or a better sense of security, even if it is impossible for the police to be able to stop blatant aggressors. I am trying to create a psychological deterrent to crime. It is very difficult or mostly impossible for me to do this alone. I don't want to feel alone. It is scary. It is scary for other people as well, including innocent children.
Please communicate with me. Please don't ignore me or others who are suffering horribly. The criminals attempt to scare people away from me. Don't be intimidated by their nonsense.
Respectfully.
Josh
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5/30/26
this is not about people's personal religious beliefs, or a choice to believe. this is about reality, matter of fact, that i am real, that it is what it is. i am a human who lives on earth, with other humans. why should anyone imply that because people don't have to worship me, that i shouldn't be recognized and protected, just like i was any other person.
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5/31/26
Sent: Sunday, May 31, 2026 12:11 PM
To: CommunityEngagement@houstontx.gov <CommunityEngagement@houstontx.gov>; Investigates@kprc.com <investigates@kprc.com>
Subject: Re: Community Protection, Emergency
It is a security/health problem for the entire community, not just a personal problem of mine alone. It is obviously the intent of certain people to make the entire world community feel threatened, or harmed. Similar to terrorists who don't care that people know what they are, or what they are doing. I am reasonably certain that this has already been confirmed. Why shouldn't this be addressed? They assume that they will be able to recruit new people if no one actually shows me real respect. Peer pressure. Try to put a stop to it. Be bold. If it is an evidentiary issue, shouldn't the authorities communicate about it or to me anyway, given testimony which I know exists? It seems to me that the police should communicate about it or to me, no matter how unusual it is. I thought that if there was agreement that it is a problem for the entire world community, because of negative gossip, that the authorities would agree to try and help. It is not about worshipping Jesus. It is about an acknowledgment that there is a problem, or potential problem, for the entire world community, because of negative gossip which certain people are obviously wanting to create. It is psychological warfare. Satan is an evil creep. Really. I am in constant 24/7 activity with people situated all over the world, and they communicate to others, and more people communicate to others, etc.
I don't know what to do. I just want peace and quiet. I just wish that it didn't feel so cold and confusing. We are social beings. Are children supposed to think that the police were unwilling to protect Jesus? Why? Am I supposed to be "crucified"? I am not a criminal, and not involved in anything bad at all, verifiable, so I don't think that anyone would want to try to humiliate me or the police with any type of counter aggression.
Hey, at least I tried, right?
Good luck and God bless you.
Josh
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6/1/26
the very few people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who are stalking me, are like the ugly weird creature in lord of the rings who looks at the ring and says "precious". it is really creepy. i am not sure if the story of lord of the rings makes sense, because i didn't understand the movie. they want me all to themselves, not wanting me to have fun with other people, or not wanting other people to have fun with me. they tell blatant lies about me so that they have an excuse to keep involving me in their lives. they are sociopaths.
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6/9/26
copied from 'for your information' section of this website.
i was thinking of what seems to really determine whether people follow God, or christ, as a principle, and that can be simplified as obeying the law. i don't necessarily mean the 10 commandments. i don't mean going to church every week, or not eating pork, or not drinking alcohol. law in the bible, a type of publication, is a principle or type of statutory precedent. my point being that obeying laws (renewing your driver's license, not stealing from store, no rape, no forging signatures, no stalking, etc.) is what actually or practically determines if one is christ like, as a principle. really what determines if whether someone is christ like, fundamentally, or most importantly, is whether they choose to obey the law.
what is important is crime, or if a person's behavior would be considered criminal. i don't necessarily mean the 10 commandments. one argument for law, for and against the validity of the 10 commandments in the bible, is why are there not more legal commandments in the bible, when considering or compared to a common comprehensive penal code at this point in time?
interesting that you can argue against a precedent.
https://legalclarity.org/what-does-precedent-mean-in-law-definition-and-types/
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that above is more of a brainstorm than good argument about anything. i have been in trouble with the law.
difference between religious law and other law, with other law being more understandable. laws don't mean much when they can't be or are not enforced.
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i wish that Pope Leo would initiate a study into how Christ's behavior would actually, probably tend to be different that anything written about him, exactly, or allegorically. incarnation after incarnation. people tried to make sense of it later, after Jesus Christ died, and they did a very good job of it. not perfect, not stating that it could be, but they tried, very interesting work. i wish that there would be a greater teaching of the significance of 'Gematria' (hebrew and greek alphabets, old and new testaments; respectively). it is a story within the story. there can be a type of redundancy when using numbers as a method of interpretation. I was thinking of how is it accepted that Jesus argued with teachings during his time. probably would be time after time, given how it has been or will be documented. he has to figure out what is going on each time. God is in control, because it involves dependency, many influences, at that particular time. i hope that government makes it easy for me next time, if they can. change subject. the bible is not a perfect story which is perfect for everyone, including me, sometimes. christ is here, people write things down, then the community "learns" something, then christ returns, and he has to figure it out all over again, depending on the time of the year. seems like 12 christs per year, zodiac, 25,920 years, so it would be like seasons. astrology. have you ever heard of the expression "down by law"? it is what it is. logic. sometimes i wish that someone would have told me when i was young who i was. he could also agree with teachings. i want to keep a low profile, but church work, or religious work, in general, should be recognized by governments and people. it is a social event. i wish that a good theologian would write about how christ in person would be different than scripture, or a summation. i would like to know all of the statements which christ made, which are not a part of scripture. again, they tried to make sense of it later, after christ was gone, and did a very good job.
focus on keeping Christmas good. cycle of sun. i will try, too.
Pope Leo and i could go into business in Rome, making Chicago style deep dish pizzas. we could have names for the different style pizzas. the 'Garden of Eden'. the 'Joseph of Arimathea'. the 'Nicodemus'. the 'One Forty Four'. the 'A Pie for a Pie'. the 'Salt of the Earth'. the 'By The Skin of Your Teeth'. the 'Doubting Thomas'. the 'Pontius Pilate'. the 'Trust in the Lord With All Your Heart'. the 'King Solomon's Temple'. the "Noose of Judas'. i capitalized so it was easier to read.
AI Summary
To understand the significance of Joseph of Arimathea, consider these key points:
- He was a wealthy member of the Sanhedrin and a secret follower of Jesus.
- Joseph provided his own tomb for Jesus' burial after the crucifixion.
- He is often depicted as a symbol of courage for his actions in a hostile environment.
- His story is mentioned in all four Gospels, highlighting his importance in Christian tradition.
- Joseph is associated with the legend of the Holy Grail in later Christian lore.
- He is venerated as a saint in various Christian denominations.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Joseph_of_Arimathea
AI Summary
To uncover Nicodemus's secret about the Bible, consider these insights:
- Nicodemus was a Pharisee and a member of the Jewish ruling council, indicating his high status.
- He visited Jesus at night, symbolizing his desire for understanding without public scrutiny.
- His conversation with Jesus introduced the concept of being "born again" (John 3:3), emphasizing spiritual rebirth.
- Nicodemus struggled with the idea of spiritual truths versus traditional beliefs.
- He later defended Jesus in the Sanhedrin, showing his growing faith and courage.
- Ultimately, Nicodemus's journey reflects the transformative power of faith and the quest for truth.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nicodemus
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6/10/26
(from an old bible school teacher)
It is the Christian belief that Scripture was penned by men who were inspired by God, so there's a belief of infallibility of the Bible. That can get tricky, as someone could point out that men compiled the works believed to make up the Bible. The general response to that is that the Old Testament was in place before Jesus lived and people were directly inspired by God, i.e. had conversations with Him as He was establishing His sovereignty, and then the New Testament was written by people who either had a direct connection to Jesus (Matthew, John, Peter, etc.) or were with someone who had a direct connection and likely dictated his story (Mark and Luke, for example).
The Catholic church is clear that the Bible itself, even though it pretty much matches the Protestant Bible, is not complete and that what they call sacred tradition is just as important. Sacred tradition amounts to sayings made by later popes, centuries after Jesus lived, that the Catholic church considers infallible. So for example, their sacred tradition says that ministers (priests, bishops, etc.) may not marry. That "rule" is not biblical, and in fact it's stated in the Bible that Peter was married. Ironically, the Catholic church claims that Peter was the first pope. That's part of my issue with the Catholic church, and one of the reasons it is its own denomination. If everyone went along with sola scriptura, or belief that the Bible itself is complete and correct, then there would be no denominations other than Christianity.
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6/17/26
In Jewish mysticism and Kabbalah Protection Guide, Gevurah represents divine judgment, boundaries, and severity, and is traditionally associated with the left side of the Tree of Life and the "left eye". While a necessary force, unchecked judgment can manifest as cruelty, leading to the destructive concept of the "Evil Eye" (Ayin HaRa). [1, 2, 3, 4]
The Left Side and Judgment
- Sefirah of Severity: Gevurah (meaning strength or might) is the left arm of God. In the Kabbalistic map of the soul, the left side represents "receiving," limitation, and harsh assessment.
- Cosmic Eyes: In Kabbalistic texts like the Daily Zohar, the eyes represent a complete world. The right eye is associated with kindness (Chesed), while the left eye is associated with severity and judgment (Gevurah). [3, 5, 8, 9]
- Judgment Without Compassion: Kabbalah teaches that judgment without mercy is the root of all spiritual evil, often referred to as the "Other Side" (Sitra Achra).
- The Destructive Gaze: The Evil Eye (ayin ha'ra) represents the channeling of negative energy, jealousy, or destructive judgment toward someone through the gaze. [4, 5]
- Tiferet (Mercy): To prevent the severity of Gevurah from becoming actualized evil, its energy must be balanced by the central Sefirah of Tiferet (Beauty and Compassion).
- Kabbalistic Amulets: To protect against the jealousy and harsh judgment of the Evil Eye, Kabbalistic tradition often utilizes a red string worn on the left wrist, which represents the receiving side where negative energy enters. [5]
[1] https://www.jilli.org/2021/08/16/wir-08-16-2021/
[2] https://inner.org/sefirot/sefgevur.htm
[3] https://inner.org/hebleter/ayin.htm
[4] https://www.myjewishlearning.com/article/evil-eye-in-judaism/
[5] https://judaica101.ajudaica.com/kabbalah-protection-guide/
[6] https://www.scribd.com/document/918680781/Meaning-of-the-Hebrew-Gevurah-Google-Docs
[7] http://www.13petals.org/matrixstudy/gevurah/
[8] https://dailyzohar.com/daily-zohar-941/
[9] https://judaica101.ajudaica.com/kabbalah-protection-guide/
[10] https://www.sparknotes.com/philosophy/kabbalah/section6/
[11] https://www.jewishvirtuallibrary.org/ten-sefirot-din-gevurah
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sanhedrin / emphasis on number 72
AI Summary
To understand the significance of the Sanhedrin's 72 members, consider the following points:
- The Sanhedrin was the ancient Jewish court system and legislative body.
- It consisted of 71 members, with the High Priest serving as the 72nd member.
- Members were typically composed of elders, priests, and scribes.
- The Sanhedrin had authority over religious and civil matters in Jewish law.
- It played a crucial role in interpreting the Torah and making legal decisions.
- The Sanhedrin was instrumental in maintaining Jewish law during the Second Temple period.
i want to try to ignore stalkers. it is very difficult because they indicate that they are actively trying to create division and hate in the community. i am trying to stop it.
the very few people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who stalk me and the community, in general, are socially lame, lacking confidence, wanting people to know that they lack confidence, not wanting people to think that me or other people in general are more confident than they are. their envy/jealousy and childishness is weird and cheesy. they have a problem with people who are more confident than they are, in general. that is why the trouble started back in 2008. get a life.
a very few people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with try to make other people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who don't understand english, think that something is more important or interesting than it is. it is the same stupid, unimportant, irrelevant crap, over and over and over. it is extremely childish and cheesy. it is envy/jealousy about the love or special intimacy which they think that i have from people in different parts of the world who don't understand english. they want to interfere with my peaceful intimacy with people in general, including people who do understand english. i am peaceful because i am innocent. the people stalking us are not innocent. i know that the people who don't understand english have already figured out that what i am stating out loud, in reaction to unnecessary aggression, is not important, and that they are being stalked also. people who are unhappy will sometimes want to make happy people unhappy. it is very childish and selfish. i don't want to make anyone unhappy. i really don't want to keep posting about this. i have done enough of it over the years. i understand that people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with are unusually mentally challenged, and burdened, but it does not give them an excuse to blatantly harm other people emotionally. they don't care enough about themselves. it doesn't matter if i cared about them if they didn't care about themselves.
good luck and God bless you.
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i want to talk to a priest about this. i wish that Pope Leo would make a formal effort for the church to teach more about the significance of Genesis 1:1. Gematria. also, Gematria in general, Hebrew and Greed alphabets. focus about Genesis 1:1 is on Hebrew letters Alef (1/1) and Tav (22/400), 401, 1 plus 400. or it could also be 1 plus 22, 23. Alef Tav is the 4th part or word of the 7 parts or words of Genesis 1:1. Alef Tav (like Alpha Omega) is considered untranslatable or "untranslatable". also, the Hebrew letters Vav (6) Alef (1) Tav (22). the Hebrew letter Vav (6), related to 60, is used as a conjunction, like the english word "and". I suggest that the church begin to gather good study work from the internet. the bible alone should not be the only study material, to be formally considered, or formally taught. the bible alone is vague. the church could create another book, or study work, to go along with the bible. take advantage of the study work available. compile. that work was also generated by God. you could create a book by book analysis, or more simply an analysis of the entire bible. scan over the 'for your information' section of this website for ideas. please don't waste my time or effort. thank you for your consideration. also, specific numbers in different religion cultures illustrate how there are similarities in different religions. the Pope could be responsible for teaching more than just the bible, or more than just one religion. think about coordination, while you can. 'The Osiris Numbers' chapter in Graham Hancock's 'Fingerprints of the Gods' would be helpful. peace.
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6/18/26
i think that an important lesson from this situation for people of different races, is that just because you are black, it doesn't necessarily mean that you should follow a black person, instead of a white person, or a hispanic person, or an asian person. or, just because you are white, it doesn't necessarily mean that you should follow a white person, instead of a black person, or a hispanic person, or an asian person. etc, etc.
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i appreciate honest people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with helping the community, but seriously, who cares anymore? a very few people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who have personal problems, or who created personal problems for themselves, try to wrongfully defame me. there was a reaction to it by honest people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, but seriously, why should people pay attention to what any of them have to communicate about me? it was very important for some time, but not anymore. if people want to get to know me, they can think about this website, or go to church, or study the bible, or come to my home to have a cup of coffee with me. there is some confusion, because i do want people to know that i am here, so that the bible or other types of religious scripture can be validated. it is a social event which should be respected. it looks like it is every month, or 1/12th of the zodiac, which basically means that it is constant.
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6/20/26
https://biblehub.com/topical/b/balancing_law_and_grace.htm
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AI Summary
To understand Jesus Christ as a type of law in the New Testament, consider the following points:
- Jesus fulfills the Old Testament law, embodying its principles and intentions.
- He emphasizes love and mercy over strict legalism, redefining righteousness.
- His teachings, such as the Sermon on the Mount, provide a new moral framework.
- Jesus' sacrificial death establishes a new covenant, superseding the old law.
- He invites believers to live by the Spirit, rather than solely by written codes.
- The New Testament portrays Jesus as the ultimate example of obedience to God's will.
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https://biblehub.com/topical/t/the_law_of_christ.htm
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AI Summary
To understand the significance of the Ten Commandments and our need for grace, consider these points:
- The Ten Commandments serve as moral guidelines for living a righteous life.
- They highlight the standards of holiness that God expects from humanity.
- Everyone has sinned and falls short of these divine standards (Romans 3:23).
- Grace is the unmerited favor of God, offered to all who believe.
- Acknowledging our shortcomings leads to repentance and a deeper relationship with God.
- Embracing grace allows us to live in freedom, not under condemnation.
https://www.gotquestions.org/Ten-Commandments.html
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i first thought that i disagree with the 10 commandments being placed in classrooms in America, but now think that, as a principle about the significance of scripture, that it is ok. basically a type of psychological reinforcement, like Christmas, especially if bible is validated because of me. it is confusing, because i think that the point of the bible is that old testament law corresponds to new testament law. maybe some scripture from the new testament would be better, happier, easier for kids to digest. doesn't seem to make intellectual sense to teach one without the other.
the 10 commandments is related to the decimal system. space/time. so if you want to get into it that way, you could. the bible seems to relate really broad concepts about space/time to us. we are products or our environment.
also, you can deep deeper into 10 commandment study. considered "10 words", with 613 (or 620, 613 + 7) Hebrew letters.
613 = 73
613 = 64
37 x 64 = 2368, with 2368 being Greek Gematria value for "Lord Jesus Christ".
please refer to the 'Judging by Appearances' file in the 'miscellaneous files' section of this website. rest in peace Vernon Jenkins.
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6/21/26
also, and in reference to 37 and 64 above. consider the following.
1234
1 + 2 + 3 + 4 = 10. decimal system. basic system of space/time.
1234
1234 can be evaluated in a similar fashion to 613.
add two digits to left of 1234 with each other, add two digits to right of 1234 with each other.
37
from left, add first and third digits, then second and 4th digits.
46
you can add center two digits of 1234. then add outer two digits of 1234.
55.
i think that it is algebra.
my thought, means and extremes
so the point is that 37 x 64, being 2368, Lord Jesus Christ (greek gematria) above, can also be generated by 1234. i think that Ivan Panin is mentioned in the Vernon Jenkins file, in the 'miscellaneous files' section of this website.
4, related to algebra, quad, relates to golden ratio, pentagonal geometry, 5. eye phi or some website which i already posted. seems like 4 gives rise to 5, i think related to center. center of a spiral? not as important as a good summer BBQ. lol. peace.
AI
In biblical numerology, Hebrew gematria (Old Testament) and Greek gematria/isopsephy (New Testament) share letter-to-number systems. Gematria equates words based on their numerical sums. Theologically, it is often claimed that specific Old and New Testament words share identical sums to reveal deep prophetic connections. [1, 2, 3, 4]
Because both ancient alphabets doubled as numerical systems (Aleph/Alpha = 1, Bet/Beta = 2, etc.), early Christian writers and theologians sometimes found parallels between Hebrew and Greek terms. Several significant, historic gematria equalities bridge the two testaments: [2, 5, 6]
Key Gematria Equalities
- The Messiah / Shiloh (358)
- In the Old Testament, the Hebrew phrase for "Shiloh comes" (יבא שילה - Yaboh Shiloh) sums to 358.
- The Hebrew word for Messiah (משיח - Mashiach) also sums to 358, demonstrating an intentional numerical link regarding the arrival of the promised ruler. [1, 7]
- The Serpent / The Messiah (358)
- The Hebrew word for "the serpent" in Genesis (הנחש - HaNachash) equals 358, which some theologians link to the Messiah's role (358) in overcoming the fall. [1, 8]
- Jesus / The First & The Last (888)
- The Greek name for Jesus (Iesous) equals 888.
- This is viewed as the mathematical antithesis to the number of the Beast (666). [3, 5, 9]
- The Catch of 153 Fish (New Testament)
- The miracle of the 153 fish in John 21:11 directly connects to the Old Testament. In Ezekiel 47:10, the Hebrew name for the spring of "En-eglaim" equals 153, representing a hidden numerical prophecy that the Gospel of John fulfills. [5, 10]
While these numerical equivalencies are often explored, the academic consensus is that gematria largely remains an interpretive tool rather than a strict structural rule.
- Consensus among most mainstream biblical scholars on GotQuestions.org dictates that since gematria relies heavily on subjective word groupings, alternate spellings, and human ingenuity, it should not be treated as a primary or authoritative method for serious scriptural translation.
- Many historians agree the practice was utilized in the early Christian period (as seen in the Epistle of Barnabas), and is notably referenced in the Book of Revelation (the Beast's number 666). [5]
AI responses may include mistakes.
[1] https://medium.com/@remnant-95127/biblical-gematria-its-wonders-269f8ada70ce
[2] https://earlywritings.com/forum/viewtopic.php?t=13594
[3] https://propheticnumbers.com/category/hebrew-greek-gematria
[4] https://www.chabad.org/library/article_cdo/aid/5541252/jewish/What-Is-Gematria.htm
[5] https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gematria
[6] https://ehrmanblog.org/ancient-numerical-interpretations-of-the-bible/
[7] https://medium.com/@remnant-95127/biblical-gematria-its-wonders-269f8ada70ce
[8] https://medium.com/@remnant-95127/biblical-gematria-its-wonders-269f8ada70ce
[9] https://www.bibleodyssey.org/articles/gematria/
[10] https://www.biblestudytools.com/bible-study/topical-studies/what-is-gematria-and-should-christians-use-it.html
[11] https://www.gotquestions.org/gematria.html
[12] https://allaboutgod.quora.com/What-do-you-think-about-Bible-Gemantria-How-do-atheists-explain-it-When-is-a-coincidence-no-longer-a-coincidence
this looked interesting, but i didn't read all of it.
https://rsc.byu.edu/new-testament-history-culture-society/jewish-hermeneutics-new-testament-period
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i wish that i could know if i put a little pressure on people to work on this, and do it quickly, officially. Church. Good luck and God bless you.
All Saints/Souls day. Peace.
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6/22/26
AI
In esoteric numerology and sacred geometry, the number 792 represents the Earth's diameter (7,920 miles) divided by 10. The gematria value 3,168 represents "Lord Jesus Christ" in Greek, and squaring the Earth yields proportional perimeters (31,680 miles) that perfectly connect the planet to Christ's name. [1, 2, 3, 4]
The Sacred Measurements
- Earth's Diameter: 7,920 miles. Moving a decimal yields 792, an essential baseline in ancient cosmological and geometric measurements.
- The Square Perimeter: Enclosing the Earth in a square yields a perimeter of 31,680 miles (7,920 x 4). [2, 5, 6]
- 3168: In Greek gematria, the phrase "Lord Jesus Christ" totals 3168. This establishes a direct mathematical link between the dimensions of the planet and the title of Christ.
- 888: By comparison, the standard Greek gematria for the name "Jesus" (Ιησους) is 888.
- Hebrew Value: In traditional Hebrew gematria, the name of Jesus (Yeshua) is typically 386. However, esoterically, the number 3168 is arrived at through transliterated or "Greek Fire" numeric couplings mapped against cosmological ratios. [8, 12, 13]
Would you like to explore:The specific letter-by-letter breakdown of the Greek and Hebrew names?More connections between planetary geometry and biblical numbers?Let me know how you'd like to continue your research.
AI responses may include mistakes.
[1] https://www.scribd.com/doc/75434493/3168-gematria
[2] https://www.facebook.com/groups/SacredGeometry369/posts/3996915260634319/
[3] https://sites.google.com/site/alphagematria/prime-square
[4] https://faithnews.cc/?p=29775
[5] https://www.scirp.org/journal/paperinformation?paperid=141847
[6] https://www.scribd.com/document/227328645/Gematria-How-It-Works
[7] https://www.scribd.com/document/227328645/Gematria-How-It-Works
[8] https://www.scribd.com/document/356113370/Ian-Shanahan-Greek-Fire-An-Introduction-to-Gematria-and-Isopsephia-Within-the-New-Testament
[9] https://medium.com/@remnant-95127/biblical-gematria-its-wonders-269f8ada70ce
[10] https://bible-menorah.jimdofree.com/english/888/
[11] https://www.facebook.com/yhara.rigodon.7/posts/using-greek-letter-numerology-to-calculate-the-value-of-a-word-in-this-case-the-/1512012269772989/
[12] https://www.academia.edu/36671458/Greek_Fire_An_Introduction_to_Gematria_and_Isopsephia_in_the_New_Testament_of_the_Holy_Bible_Revised_Edition_
[13] https://www.biblegematria.com/messiah.html
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6/23/26
it would be great if i knew that the church was officially working on something. study material. take advantage of study material, and positive aspect of age of aquarius. work with governments, too. church needs to be aggressive. don't rely on me to do everything. peace.
https://www.biblegematria.com/messiah.html
also, look at different articles, located at top of link directly above.
for example:
https://www.biblegematria.com/number-216.html
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7/8/26
i stated that i want to ignore stalkers. not surprising that i am starting to have a meltdown again.
a very few people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with intentionally want to be thought of as cheesy childish tattletales, when there is absolute no tale to tattle. a very few girls mostly. i don't mean this as a way of insulting girls or complaining, but as wanting to cause the the few who are being blatantly stupid to wake up, and encourage them, or to try to cause them to act like mature leaders. they are blatant and childish about informing the community that they don't want me to have love or friends in my life because they themselves have a personal social or love problem. it is extremely childish and irritating. they obstruct so much that it is abusive and weird, extremely childish, kind of like they are constantly slinging their underwear at me, so that i can't think of work, or good people in my life, or something which they think would make me more popular. i mean stupid annoying feminism crap, not anything sexual. again, it has been or is a very few girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who have a personal social or love problem, not the entire female community.
it is a few girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who want to be thought of as my wives or girlfriends, who know that i don't like them, and who know that i have a good reason to not like them. weak. desperate. possessive. they try to use me. get a life. quit involving my in your lives, or your stupid childish gossip, or your problems with other guys.
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7/9/26
along with the very few girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who blatant stupid childish wanted to create shit on the internet, it is a single black guy who pretends like black girls or all girls think of him as casanova. he is a fake weird wimpy creepy childish black dork. really, alpha draconis or something. look at my study material. the real reason he is being unnecessarily aggressive is because he thinks that girls don't or wouldn't like him, extremely childish, embarrassed, admitting it, with him being a sleazy dork about it. he is like a homeless crazy bum. not sophisticated at all. not intelligent at all. doesn't care about black children. doesn't care about black people or himself at all. he engages in constant weird creepy childish self destructive behavior. he intentionally wants to be thought of as a childish weak bum black man stereotype, who demands that black women take care of him, wanting to degrade black women, just like he also degrades himself. he doesn't represent all black people, not at all, and he also isn't a reason to unnecessarily discriminate against blacks. i have already referred to him in the upper part of this section of this website.
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7/10/26
a very few black people, mostly girls are embarrassed, and they try to fool people into thinking that they are not embarrassed by wanting to be known continuing to intentionally cause unnecessary problems. they are fake. they are nervous. they are childish. they imply that a double standard exists in america, or that people have to respect them even if they are so unbelievably disrespectful. they are trying to create the impression that i started trouble, when i didn't. the mexican girl is also embarrassed. she thinks that she is an embarrassment for mexicans, but is greedy and fake and wants to be thought of as a mexican star. their aggression all day long every day is really sleazy and ugly. they are sadistic. they want to be thought of as sleazy and ugly. they want to harm innocent happy people emotionally because they have motive and opportunity. they admit to being envious and jealous. i worked for my confidence and it makes them sour.
black girls will pretend as if this communication makes me look bad. it doesn't make me look bad. it also doesn't mean that black girls are superior, or that they have leverage over everyone. they intentionally try to get me to say negative things about them on the internet, not caring at all about themselves or other black people, or black children. they are really ungrateful. it is like i invited them to a thanksgiving dinner a long time ago, figurative, and then they said something really ghetto unintelligent ugly back to me just to try to embarrass or humiliate a special happy white boy, publicly. they lack confidence, especially after i tried to give them confidence, and empower everyone. they can't do the work. they don't try to do the work.
black girls are obviously involved in stupid childish obnoxious paparazzi shit on the internet or with their phones. they want people to know that they are. they are dumb. they gang stalk/harass me. i think that it is dark web crap. they are very boring unattractive unintelligent creatures, who tell people that they want a unique white boy to entertain them, or to make them feel special. weak desperate female crap. they want people to think that they are more interesting or attractive than they are, wanting people to think that i am involved with them. they are actively trying to create division within black people, trying to work other black people to do something for them, or to try to force black people to like them and not like me, constantly stalking me and irritating me, lying, blatantly cheesy fake childish trying to fabricate shit about me, wanting people to think that they have a reason to, stupid fake lying about me and money and my heart, wanting to get fake childish unintelligent insecure black girls to group together. they pretend as if they think that people believe them. they think that they made it look like they have the bad hearts, and they did, because they didn't care if they did. again, they don't care about their image. they want people to feel threatened by them. they are dangerous, wanting people to know that they are playing ugly games with computers and phones, and that they work in different places with access to information. they are boasting about it, like dumb criminals. they have a bad image because they don't care about their image. they put pressure on blacks to degrade themselves, to be fake, and to not care about their image or to be real in life. i don't like mean dishonest people, including some white people, also.
i am communicating this with the hope that the community really realize what is happening, along with other testimony which i assume exists, and realize that the community is better than that, and to not engage in that same type of behavior themselves.
i am not a weak man.
i wish that there was a way that an authoritative body could put out a message about respect. i have thought about the police, the church, the NAACP.
these people actually have the audacity to imply that their known blatant ugliness for 18 years doesn't matter, smug, ugly evil, childish, because there is no law about this situation, or because they think that no one will or can ever publicly act like they love me or care about me.
it makes me think of king Herod in the bible, who wants to kill all of the innocent children, or innocence and happiness, in general. i don't know very much about the bible.
i am concerned that a division in society will occur in the future if the government or church does not officially publicly acknowledge that they are aware of me and his situation. maybe someone is planning on doing it after i die. has there been any dialogue about this? don't you think that i should be involved, since i am the one with the experience? who is in charge? is there any pressure on anyone to act? it means that people can play evil games later on (or now) if they want to, unnecessarily secretively politicizing me one way or another. maybe different subject, i think that government would consider information about me as classified information in military. i mean, i think that it has already been this way for a long time already. apparently it is about who's turf it is.
don't forget to work with the people. people work better when they are happier. system is more important that one single part.
diversification of a portfolio?
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maybe if the police respectfully informed me that they know that there is a problem, that i would shut up about it. are the police really so afraid to speak with me "in front of others"? this website doesn't mean that i am socializing with anyone, or that i can communicate about a very serious problem with anyone. why can't or shouldn't i be treated like any other u.s. citizen, who has a legitimate public security concern, who is at the center of it? i would like to find out if the police know if other people have complained. why shouldn't i know if other people have complained? why shouldn't the public know if more than more person is complaining, from an official source? why shouldn't people know that i know that the police know that there is a legitimate public security concern, and that more than one person is complaining, since i am at the center of it? you wouldn't want to be me sometimes. it is weird and seems very cruel. very cold. how could that be good for kids who will be future leaders?
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i don't have any more space in the 'for your information' section of this website. it reached its max. i am trying to create a new 'for your information' section, to be placed directly under the existing 'for your information' section, but don't understand new website software. i would have probably placed number information above in the 'for your information' section.
for soldiers who are squared away.
i wish that the basic training brainwashing would have never worn off.
drill sergeants Cole (low intensity), Merrill (high intensity) and Fountain (middle intensity).
square perimeter of great pyramid = 3024 feet. that is 756 feet per side.
square perimeter of planet earth (4 diameters placed around sphere) = 3168 miles. that is 792 miles per diameter.
3168 - 3024 = 144
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what about a blockbuster screenplay written by some young geek out there, entitled:
"What the F is One Forty Four?"
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i had so much fun in the Army. i loved doing double time in formation while sounding off.
Rocka, Rocka, Rock, Rock Steady. Roll A, Roll A, Roll, Roll Ready... i am surprised they didn't bring me home in a body bag, going out so much at night. a KATUSA (Korean Augmentee To United States Army) korean solider who worked with USA soldiers taught me how to say "Dang Shin Um, May Woo, A Rum Dab Sim Mi Dah. (or something like that). it means "I think that you are very beautiful". experiences... like in Itaewon, Seoul, Korea.
i think that i would have done good for fellow soldiers if in the infantry or something in the field all of the time. it takes time to adapt. soldier lessons. i was first trained as a helicopter mechanic. i sort of wish that i would have stayed with helicopters. i got into administration for my second specialized school.
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some black girls are so afraid because they think that there is evidence that a white person is superior. i had no problem with 50% - 50%, but since THEY think that they are inferior, they want to be thought of as superior, which just makes my job easier, because they are classic Satan. they have made it all about their blatant insecurity for 18 years. they have an attitude problem. i wouldn't be doing my job if i didn't say so. i have had problems with white people, also, but black girls are the biggest group of criminal behavior regarding me and this situation. they lie to young black girls, like they are secretly trying to form some kind of army of crap (tech) in america. really. they boast about it. they intentionally want to teach hate. i am so proud of my unique experiences with black folk in my past, male solders, girls, and a few black people want other black people to hate me because of it, and other good qualities about me, because they think that i am more liked by intelligent blacks than they are, or than they would be.
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the real truth is that people should pay more attention to the top information at the top of this section of this website. the black man and mexican girl, who both acquired my vision in their left eye at different points in time, are psychopaths. they would be considered "negative aliens". they are absolutely sadistic and criminally insane, NOT SOPHISTICATED, extremely childish. the black guy makes me thinking of watching the movie 'The Exorcist', watching a young weird black boy with a big afro be ugly and weird and puke up green shit. the mexican girl more like the girl who you see in the actual movie. that is not an overstatement. it is scary and really really irritating, constantly, but also fascinating to have a better understanding of good versus evil. i am not crazy. they are pure evil, along with some of the 144,000. most of them are not causing problems for us. the people who have problems are the people who STUPIDLY gossiped. nothing wrong with gossip, as long as it is not stupid, or blatantly stupid.
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7/12/26
the black man and a some of the black girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with imply that they can do anything they want to, or say anything that they want to say, as long as they have something to lie about. so does the mexican girl. that is why they intentionally want people to know that they are acting aggressively so much, cheesy attempts to fabricate absolute crap. again, they want to teach hate, and also that they are different. really unintelligent. they don't care about being friendly, even with friendly white people. intelligent loving people don't understand it, because it is so unintelligent and mean.
the truth is that i am hated by a some because i am happier (more attractive) than the people who hate. it wasn't because i did anything wrong. the people who hate have very childish weak minds. they boast about being childish and weak. the few people who want the community to know that they are being constantly ugly childish aggressive don't want people to think that i am happy, always implying that they have "something" to lie about.
the very few black people who want people to know that they are intentionally constantly causing problems are like black people holding a gun to other black people, or to whoever, with an attitude like "ah nah, you ain't gonna act like you like whitey" or "ah nah, you ain't gonna do no jesus thing". they are black people who want other black people or whoever to feel threatened by them. they are like the blacks who captured blacks and sold them into slavery. criminal attitude. they mess with me so bad so much, just like the mexican girl does, with them working together, in order to try to not give the community an opportunity to like me. again, it is fascinating to see how weak dishonest people want to politicize me.
if anyone wants to accuse me of not having love in me, that is ridiculous. i am being mocked by weird uncivil childish creeps.
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7/17/28
a very few people are trying to get me to sound angry, or fake, or crazy in this section of this website. they intentionally make me physically and emotionally sick so that i can't function. they try to give me so much stupid shit to think about so that i won't be popular. i have the good witnesses. they don't have the good witnesses. this has been going on for years, and has compounded. it is weird and satanic. extremely stupid. they are socially lame. satan is a weird creepy dork. i am working with houston channel 2 (KPRC) news and the police about a recent issue involving my step father, R. Koenig and his prostate cancer diagnosis very recently, 2 weeks ago. it is related to black females intentionally wanting the public to know that in 2011 at Cypress Creek care facility they infected my blood, after i aggressively joked a few days before they did it, trying to ward off any aggression about a dirty needle, i think intended to target my digestive system, eventually causing me to need to have my colon resectioned. they seem to be trying to get me to put old information on my website, so that they can try to trick ignorant people into thinking that it is something recent or interesting, or so that they can imply that they have the ability to fabricate shit which really no one but stupid evil isolated socially lame black girls communicate about. they have been wasting their time for years, insecure, with a weird inferiority complex, obviously stupidly gossiping about me.
loving caring people who don't have any problems like i do underestimate how evil envious people can act.
bad things happen to good people.
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a main reason that a few people want to childishly stalk, humiliate, harass me is because i did good study work, and because i am paying the grocery store company where i stole food (from 2002 to 2006) back in person, store manager, $20 cash per month or every 4 to 6 weeks. i was addicted to meth amphetamine for 10 years. i was sad and it gave me hope, lots of energy to study. not anymore. i didn't care if people knew that i was doing it because i thought that my job was so important. after a while i was confused about whether it was right and wrong. when i quit i definitely knew that it was wrong.
some of these minority people who don't love themselves, not all of them, would shit all over abraham lincoln if they could, because they thought that he was more interesting, loved than they were.
they think that they can't create, so they just want to destroy. they are classic satan.
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7/17/26
my step father, R. Koenig, was diagnosed just recently about 6 weeks ago with the least worrisome non aggressive prostate cancer that an 85 year old man could think of. we live in houston, texas. it was a very new diagnosis, not at all in an advanced stage of development. people who i am in constant 24/7 activity would have known that he was diagnosed with this specific type of prostate cancer, what his name is, where he lives, where he would probably seek cancer treatment, etc. i think it highly suspicious that the cancer is now very quick attacking his bone, given other testimony which i know exists about my situation, about the past 18 years. why wouldn't i have a concern? if someone introduced foreign cancer cells to my step dad, they could have thought that people would think that it was prostate cancer, without any type of specifics, and that ignorant people would think that prostate cancer commonly spreads to the bone. the cancer seems to have spread to the bone extremely unusually fast, like someone thought that they could get away with doing something malicious. black girls over the last 18 years like to boast about wanting to harm me or people around me, wanting to imply that they can get away with it. like taking my mail, like infecting my blood, wanting to boast about it, implying that no one can prove it either. it is a combination of factors which makes it suspicious.
do not aggressive prostate cancer spread to bone in humans?
AI summary
Yes, even "not aggressive" (low-grade or slow-growing) prostate cancer can theoretically spread, or metastasize, to the bone, though it is highly uncommon compared to aggressive forms of the disease. [1, 2]
Prostate cancer cells have a biological affinity for bone tissue. When the disease does spread, the bones (especially the spine, pelvis, and ribs) are the most common initial sites of metastasis. This happens because cancer cells can escape the primary tumor, travel through the bloodstream or lymphatic system, and settle into the bone marrow where they find an environment that allows them to thrive. [1, 2, 3, 4, 5]
For more details on how prostate cancer behaves and the diagnostic tools used to monitor it, you can consult the American Cancer Society or ZERO Cancer. [6, 7, 8]
If you are asking about a specific case, it would be helpful to know:What was the Gleason score or prostate cancer stage at diagnosis?Are there currently any symptoms such as new bone pain or stiffness?Knowing this can help clarify the level of risk and how closely the cancer is being monitored.
AI responses may include mistakes.
[1] https://www.roswellpark.org/cancertalk/202211/where-does-prostate-cancer-spread
[2] https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=014O4F971u0
[3] https://zerocancer.org/stages-and-grades/metastatic-prostate-cancer
[4] https://www.cancer.org/cancer/types/prostate-cancer/treating/treating-pain.html
[5] https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T87n5aFqlbw&vl=en
[6] https://www.pfizer.com/disease-and-conditions/prostate-cancer
[7] https://prostatecancerleague.org/prostate-cancer/
[8] https://zerocancer.org/educational-materials/advanced-prostate-cancer-one-pager-pdf
could a nurse break the law and introduce cancer cells into a patient?
AI summary
Yes, a nurse could break the law by introducing cancer cells into a patient without informed consent. This action would violate ethical standards and legal regulations governing medical practice.
Legal and Ethical Implications
- Informed Consent: Medical professionals, including nurses, are required to obtain informed consent from patients before any treatment or procedure. Introducing cancer cells without consent is a serious breach of this principle.
- Criminal Charges: Such actions could lead to criminal charges against the nurse, including assault or battery, depending on the jurisdiction.
- Professional Consequences: Nurses found guilty of such actions may face disciplinary actions from licensing boards, including suspension or revocation of their nursing license.
- The case of Chester Southam, who injected cancer cells into patients without their knowledge in the 1950s and 1960s, highlights the severe ethical violations and legal repercussions that can arise from such actions
Yes, a nurse could break the law by injecting a patient with prostate cancer, depending on the circumstances. While legally administering medication is a fundamental part of a nurse's role, an injection can become illegal or constitute malpractice in several specific situations. [1, 2, 3, 4, 5]
The following scenarios are common examples of when an injection crosses the line into a legal violation:
- Lack of Informed Consent: Administering any medication or treatment without the patient's valid, informed consent is illegal. Patients have the fundamental right to accept or refuse any medical treatment.
- Practicing Outside of Scope: An injection must be ordered by a licensed, authorized provider (like a doctor or a nurse practitioner). Furthermore, the nurse’s specific license (e.g., Registered Nurse vs. Licensed Practical Nurse) and specialized certifications (like ONS Chemotherapy Certification) must permit the administration of that specific type of medication.
- Medication or Dosage Errors: Gross negligence, administering the wrong medication, or significantly miscalculating the dosage of a chemotherapy or hormone therapy drug can lead to serious legal and criminal charges for the nurse.
- No Valid Order: Injecting a patient without an active, verified prescription or treatment plan in the patient's medical records violates nursing law and hospital policies.
- Physician Delegation Limits: In states where certain injections require direct physician supervision, a nurse injecting a patient without that supervision violates state board of nursing regulations. [13]
If you are asking about a specific type of injection or legal jurisdiction, please provide:The state or location where the treatment occurredThe role of the nurse (e.g., RN, LPN, or Nurse Practitioner)I can help you understand the specific legal boundaries.
AI responses may include mistakes.
[1] https://www.rivasgoldstein.com/blog/2021/01/can-a-nurse-face-criminal-charges-for-a-medical-mistake/
[2] https://allnurses.com/injections-who-can-give-texas-t1800/
[3] https://resources.healthgrades.com/right-care/patient-advocate/treatments-a-nurse-practitioner-can-provide
[4] https://www.defranciscolaw.com/medication-errors-overdoses.html
[5] https://www.fifthavenueagency.com/nurse-be-sued-for-medical-malpractice-2/
[6] https://boundslawgroup.com/firm-news/unapproved-treatments-without-consent-can-you-file-a-lawsuit/
[7] https://www.facebook.com/groups/3750860935173809/posts/4163086750617890/
[8] https://nursing.wa.gov/faq/can-registered-nurse-perform-bladder-instillation-therapy
[9] https://nursing.wa.gov/faq/can-licensed-practical-nurse-give-antineoplastic-drugs-including-administration-bladder-installation
[10] https://www.ons.org/publications-research/voice/news-views/11-2018/which-rn-competent-chemotherapy-administration
[11] https://www.law.cornell.edu/regulations/alaska/12-AAC-44.966
[12] https://psnet.ahrq.gov/web-mm/chemotherapy-administration-safety-standards
[13] https://www.nextech.com/blog/who-can-perform-injectable-neuromodulators-and-derm-fillers
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7/18/26
black girls pretend as if all of this crap in this section of this website makes me look bad. it doesn't. it makes them look bad. they fuck with me so much all of the time, obviously wanting to make me nervous and feel threatened, trying to be sneaky about it, desperately trying to make me look crazy so that they think that they can cover up their evil sadistic past shit. they want to trash my website, trying to make it seem as if something is more interesting than it is, or to try to make it seem as if they are more interesting than they are. they are trying to trick me or confuse me into putting honest information which i recently removed from my website, which i have already mentioned, back on my website in order to try to make it seem like i was hiding or lying about something. it is ridiculous. the beauty of this situation is that everybody has the same information about me. it seems they have been lying to so many people for so long that it seems like they are past the point of no return. they are really dangerous. really bad thing for america. they have formed a criminal organization since 2008 but it isn't sophisticated.
they try to get me to put negative things about black girls or a mexican on my website, to try to make ignorant people think that i am a mean person, or to try to get blacks and mexicans to like them more than me, or to group together acting like they hate white people. i am not trying to start a racial problem. they are trying to make it look like i started it because they have been caught starting crap back in 2008.
black girls are so unbelievably fake and cruel, along with the black man and mexican girl who i refer to in the upper part of this section of this website, sadistic, childish, nervous, angry, ugly racists, constantly trying to fabricate shit about me, white supremacy and money. they want to mock, make fun of, humiliate, toy with an honest sweet white guy who THEY THINK is more attractive than they are, who they actually like, obsessed with the details of my life. they are unhappy, so they don't want me or anyone else to be happy. they have made absolute fools of themselves.
they keep pretending as if my good determined work in this section of this website makes me look bad, or fake, mean. it doesn't at all. they are fake. they want me and other good people to feel threatened by them, constantly, trying to make good people look bad, or fake, or mean. that is why we have communicated so much, because we feel threatened. my work in this section of this website makes it obvious along with other testimony that other people are a very serious problem for the entire community, and that i am trying to protect the community, and that my internet work, including having my own website for the last 5 years has already protected the community. i am sure that government and church is appreciative. god bless you.
weird childish creepy evil people stalk famous people. my situation is very bad because i lack privacy and because people can get to me and others. they want to try to humiliate me publicly, and it is mostly black girls who are doing this, because they gave themselves a bad reputation. they can't keep up with someone like an honest humble solider, so they try to humiliate him or make it seem like no one should follow him. they don't even care if people know that they are fake and mean. they just don't want people to think that i look or feel better than they do.
these black girls have no honest leadership, no honest ambition. they promote being childish, cruel, obnoxious, fake and thug, criminal. they have given themselves a bad image, whether they like people communicating about it or not. they didn't care about themselves or their image or other people.
the reason that they blatantly lie about me, money and white supremacy is because they think that i have more spirit than they do, and they want an excuse to obstruct my happiness. my problems started because i was innocent and happy, peaceful, publicly, not because i was guilty and angry publicly. they are weird creepy stalkers who want to make people unhappy because they are unhappy. basic psychology. law enforcement or happy public people understand what i am communicating about. it is a blatant weird negro attack on my innocent happy peaceful soul because they got themselves into trouble gossiping and lying about me. it is scary, like they don't have a soul. i am not in any social trouble for calling you out on your stupid shit negro.
a shot out to black people who might be a little thug, but who have class. i mean this respectfully. these black girls are trying to start up a stupid childish pointless nationwide gang which will harm black people. i never wanted to harm black people at all, and i know that there is absolutely no debate about it. i wanted to share with them, and build them up. this was already known a very long time ago. these evil black girls know this and still don't care about people knowing that they blatantly lie. they just don't want me to look better than they do, publicly. they have an identity problem. they make it all about their insecurity. they stupidly stupidly stupidly imply in a way which no one would believe that they are superior, doing it because they have an inferiority complex. satan had an inferiority complex. weird dishonest jealous angry creature. satan didn't want me or anyone else to be happy. it is a very basic psychology issue, when unhappy people like to make happy people unhappy. i am trying to get evil unhappy people to wake up, grow up, get a fucking life, and leave us alone, so that everyone can be happy. do you get it?
these black girls think that they can get away with blatantly obstructing my thoughts and feelings, as long as they have something to try to stupidly fabricate and lie about. they just don't want me to look better than they do, because they made themselves look so unbelievably bad, envious anti social haters. they seem to be intimidated by honest happy motivated white people. they also seem to have a problem with information on the internet.
they try to involve all black girls or everyone in their social problem, which they created for themselves, starting in 2008. they are like how children act when they know that they have been caught doing something wrong, pretending as if they are so good at deceiving the parents, so childish, so dishonest, so ashamed.
i think that they did infect my step father with more cancer cells, and part of the reason that they did it is because i have been saving a little money, and they know that i communicated about saving money, saving my non service connected disability VA pension, for one purpose to construct a nice tomb stone being buried next to my step father (dad) and mother at Black Jack Springs cemetery outside of La Grange, Texas. his last name is Koenig, which means king in german. black girls obsess about my innocence wanting to harm me or make me look bad, desperately trying to get fake embarrassed black people to join together. my dad's name is actually Konig, with the two dots (umlaut) over the letter O. my last name is Mishler, which is also german. i had just spoken with my real father about saving money every month. black girls could get into his mail or personal business too, right? these black girls don't want people to understand the context of what has happened over the last 28 years, since 1997, and that people really do understand that i am innocent. i am knowingly a honest friendly determined white boy who was betrayed by people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who obviously stupidly gossip, who have social problems, who don't like themselves, who are childish, or who think that other people won't like them compared to me, and who try to spread their social problems to other people. their aggression means that they are obviously not content, that they are obviously not happy, that they are obviously fake, that they obviously have a lame social life. like black terrorists in america. i had spoken out loud about the thought or fear of my grave site with monument being vandalized, along with my parents' grave sites, and i think that it gave black girls an idea. just like they wanted people to know that they are childish and spiteful when they intentionally infected my blood at Cypress Creek care facility in 2011. they imply that a double standard exists in america, and that black people have rights when no one else does.
i am not a terrorist, although i do have great respect for Islam, peace by upon Him. i don't understand Muhammad and Christ, or maybe Mahdi and hidden Imam. it was so unbelievably cool to cry at the prayer call. i am not an expert, but i know that 114 is significant, # of Surahs in the Koran. or the 19th chapter of the Koran? i have some study work done in the 'for your information' section of this website. that was a different subject. it is ironic that there is so much tension in the Mid East. it was something about the truth of Jesus which became politicized or territorial, then eventually really because of money, or who had control. i am very happy that the church has done so much work, but don't get complacent, or selfish, or disoriented, because you are thinking that you are already so cool. be aggressive like it was life or death. Pope Leo could try to form a union of all religions, because numbers or concepts in different parts of the world relate. refer to book Fingerprints of the Gods, by Graham Hancock. also, megalithic structures. the past is the future.
i have been capitalizing letters to make it more easy to read.
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7/18/26
Early-stage, non-aggressive prostate cancer cells lack the genetic mutations required to survive outside the prostate. Because they haven't acquired the ability to break through the prostate capsule or enter the bloodstream, they remain confined to the gland and do not pose a risk of bone metastasis. [1, 2, 3, 4, 5]
Metastasis is a complex, multi-step process. For prostate cancer to reach the bones, the tumor cells must undergo several biological changes:
- Loss of Cell Adhesion: The cancer cells must lose the proteins that keep them anchored together inside the prostate gland.
- Local Invasion: They must degrade and break through the surrounding prostate tissue (the capsule) to access local blood or lymphatic vessels.
- Intravasation & Survival: Cells must survive the turbulent environment of the bloodstream, evade the immune system, and "seed" into the tiny blood vessels of the bone marrow.
- Bone Affinity: Once in the bone marrow, the cancer cells require specific receptors to bind to the bone matrix and depend on the bone's unique growth factors to establish a new tumor. [6, 8]
You can review the American Cancer Society's guide on Treating Prostate Cancer Spread to Bones for more information on how advanced stages behave.
If you are interested, we can discuss:How Gleason scores help determine cancer aggressivenessThe specific biomarkers and receptors that allow advanced prostate cancer to thrive in bonesThe role of the bone microenvironment in attracting prostate cancer cellsLet me know which of these you'd like to explore!
AI responses may include mistakes.
[1] https://www.roswellpark.org/cancertalk/202211/where-does-prostate-cancer-spread
[2] https://www.ucsfhealth.org/care/conditions/prostate-cancer-localized
[3] https://www.medicinenet.com/how_quickly_does_prostate_cancer_spread/article.htm
[4] https://durwardblack.com/prostate-health/
[5] https://sperlingprostatecenter.com/extracapsular-extension-and-treatment-decisions/
[6] https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T87n5aFqlbw&vl=en
[7] https://www.jamesvito.com/blog/2025/6/3/prostate-cancer-with-bone-metastases-answers-to-your-questions/
[8] https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC3082284/
[9] https://www.thefocaltherapyclinic.co.uk/living-with-prostate-cancer/where-does-prostate-cancer-spread-to/
[10] https://www.cancer.gov/news-events/cancer-currents-blog/2022/prostate-cancer-active-surveillance-increasing
[11] https://drsumansahoourologist.in/why-does-prostate-cancer-act-differently-in-every-man/
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my step father was a really cool blessing for the entire world. so was my mother, who he married.
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7/19/26
about some or many black females again, it is a criminal organization which formed or gained momentum because they are low class, boasting about being low class, wanting to mock, humiliate, make fun of a motivated honest friendly white christ. they want people to communicate electronically (good and bad people) about what these black girls are intentionally doing, mean, fake, threatening, criminal, blatant, using me and other 144,000 as a form of media, like they childishly want people thinking that they are into childish propaganda, trying to recruit new black girls, trying to force them into crime, trying to make them think that it is interesting, involving phones, computers, and that it involves different people who work in different places. boring unintelligent lazy black girls who want to get into other people's business, they are socially lame. i think that it will be much more evident in 20 or 50 years. they will probably act ugly just to spite people. that's ok, it just makes my job easier. it is ironic that i would knowingly only want to love black people, help them, grow with them, share with and empower them, to be weird very painful betrayed by evil selfish mean blacks. they get jealous because i have something good to share while they don't.
it is very important for people to know that i know that it is very important for me to stay cool on the internet. it can involve international law, which is fascinating. combination of 1 and 2. a few people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with are gang staking me and the 144,000, very nervous, very evil, very ugly. they are miserable creatures, i think related to Nephilim or something in the Book of Enoch. something about Luciferian rebellion. Lucifer was good but then became Satan. i think that 200 can be reduced to 144,000. just thinking now, 144,000, divided by 200 = 720, which is # of minutes in one day. i am pyramid geek. sometimes in the past i would be a cheese wizz, thinking that i knew more about something than i did. i already joked about it before more than once. i was motivated by supernatural experiences and my own 1,296,000, or 50 x 25,920.
why don't these black girls who like to play dumb go to a priest and confess? you gossip too much, and you know that you do, and you stupidly pretend as if you have pride. i don't like fake shit. i am not fake. i am definitely not stating that you shouldn't have pride. it is really horrible sickening saddening to think of a few girls (not all all humble) who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who gang up on me, who are weak, dishonest, boring, greedy, disrespectful, cruel, socially lame, starting with paris hilton. she is a lazy creep who should have just gone to jail like she was supposed to have. she intended to create a problem for me and everyone else, real ugly stupidly cheese wanting to take responsibility for it. she wants people to think that she thinks it is funny, because she likes to remind people that she is so rich that she doesn't have to care, like some kind of childish creepy psychological fake marketing propaganda about the hilton family and hilton hotels. they are losers, and paris is the leader. she really wanted to boast about being the leader of losers, especially weak fake cruel white girls, but it turned out to be weak fake cruel blacks girls, with hilton implying or actually demanding that everybody better be as stupid or uncaring as she is, or else.
i had wanted to state above that people knew that i wanted to keep cool on the internet.
it is important for me to state that the black guy who i think lives on usa east coast (new jersey?) and mexican girl who i definitely know used to, probably still does, live in houston texas, are trying to force people into crime. really. they want to be thought of as criminal stereo types, very childish like characters in a movie because they are disabled and don't care about honest work, stupidly pretending as if they are cool or more interesting than they are. they are really boring and don't have a life or friends. like problem adolescents. they work with the black girls who want people to know that they are being blatantly ugly. 18 years of this. paris hilton wanted to intentionally be thought of as the leader of dumb fake shit in america, or the world, wanting to make an ugly paris joke about it, but it didn't work. she is evil. criminally insane. her "socialite" whatever is propaganda. she is childish and socially lame. i have been around the block or street since i was 12 years old.
extremely painful experience with childish sadistic girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who really act like they think that girls are not supposed to care about building or caring about the community makes me sometimes wish that i could live in saudia arabia, with 50 happy friendly wives (girlfriends). something good and something good. i have been to religious ceremonies in both buddhism and islam which separate men from women, or women from men, respectfully. it is considered a social norm.
deleting old information from this section of this website seems to have created a vacuum. i was concerned that it would, even having stated previously on this website that i was afraid that it would create a vacuum. i can let other people, including really cool spiritual black people, do the work for me, evil negros. i mean, if you choose to be an evil negro. don't try to play the victim, implying that a double standard exists in america. you are disgusting fake and lazy. i am a famous positive person, even though they try to make me look negative, and it is really understandable that weird creeps would stalk me, given this unique public situation. positive note. positive people. from a statistical or world population percentage perspective, this situation has really not been problematic. the problem is people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who are disabled, who got into crime or evil selfish social games. it is like they don't have a soul. it is scary. really. like having been kidnapped and constantly abused. cool loving honest people don't get it, unless you have been exposed to creeps or crime like i have. it has been going on for a very long time, and i am tired and not thinking very clearly most of the time. that is the criminals' intent.
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7/20/26
the information below is old, and i can put what i took down off of my website right back on my website. i don't need to put it back on my website because it is very old very unimportant information which everyone, not just black females, already had.
in 2008 some unintelligent ugly fake evil sadistic childish black women, who wanted everyone to know that she was a person who i was in constant 24/7 activity with; attacked me at a grocery store, blatantly lying about me and money, not caring if people knew that she was lying, trying to force people to be fake about me and money, who was intentionally wanting to complicate my relationships with everyone, so i called her a name. she was cruel and weird. totally normal to call someone a name, for stress relief. she wanted to try to humiliate me, publicly, but i had done nothing wrong, so i wanted to humiliate her, publicly, because she had done something wrong. i had and have no problem with people knowing that i called her a name, because everyone already knew that i was honest and sweet, and that i cared about black people. black women got embarrassed even though i immediately apologized to innocent black girls if they got hurt, and instead the black women for 18 years already did the unintelligent fake embarrassed cruel negro peer pressure thing, blatantly lying about me, money and white supremacy. they have a motive to lie about me, to try to cover up the horrible act of the black woman at the grocery store, and their embarrassment, implying that i am ugly and that they are not. i am not lying about anything, and i also don't have a motive to lie. they are so ungrateful. it seems like they want to harm me and people around me because they are jealous/envious. now years later they are admitting to being ugly and disrespectful to begin with. you can't call a black woman name, especially if they deserve it, right? they are embarrassed and very very mean. me calling her a name doesn't mean that i am a mean white person, it means that i am a confident innocent white person who didn't and doesn't have anything to hide, who isn't going to take any fake cheesy cruel shit from black females. i already knew that people knew that i was innocent, so i had and have no problem having stated something IN DEFENSE.
paris hilton intended to create a bunch of confused shit on the internet, greedy, cruel, childish, and that is exactly what happened. she wanted to try to make herself seem more important and more interesting than she is. she tried to create an impression that i was a fan of hers, or that i liked her when i really didn't. i was just neutral, just wanting to feel good about having been kind to someone who i thought was in trouble, when it was on TV that she went going to jail. she intended to create a social problem for me, knowing that i lack privacy, thinking that it would be amusing for her and her sister and mother who she obviously stupidly gossips with. she is not a cool interesting social person. that is just what the media wants people to think. she wanted to cause people to judge me in a negative way, especially girls, wanting them to act aggressively toward me, knowing that i lack privacy, and that is exactly what happened. hilton is an uncaring socially lame boring childish person who pretends as if she thinks that she is so much. it is really obvious that she intended to create a problem if you understand the context.
black girls are probably making sick creepy jokes amongst themselves, knowing that i will try to explain why they are doing what they are doing, trying to get me to put old unimportant information back on my website, not wanting me to move on like i had stated that i wanted to do, wanting to ignore stalkers. i am being gang stalked really bad every day, i think now they are involving my girlfriend, shelly. they are trying to get me to explain what is going on, knowing that i am a friendly honest person, knowing that i will try to protect the community, in order to try and make it seem like something on my website is important, and that they have dirt on me, stupidly trying to make it seem as if they are more interesting or important than they are. they are into cheesy unintelligent ghetto crime. they are trying to force black girls into crime, along with the black man who has my vision in his left eye, and the mexican girl who has my vision in her left eye. really. i really know what i am communicating about.
it has always been 4 problems. paris hilton, black girls (starting with the one at the grocery store in 2008), black guy who has my vision in his left eye, mexican girl who has my vision in her left eye. they all evil, wanting to use each other, all of them in social trouble. they gang up on us. paris tries to play it off with her family and friends like she is not a part of the problem, and is "so cool and socialite", but she actually really wanted to be the leader of the problem or leader of mean fake people. hilton intended to cause a social problem for me, but she didn't know that it would get as bad as it has gotten, so then she tries to play innocent when she isn't at all. she is evil. she did it with malice, really obviously, not caring if people knew but also implying that she had alibi, making a sick childish ugly paris hilton joke about it. some of the 144,000 are really bad people. she is a cheesy creepy stalker who wanted to boast about it. creepy feminine childish sadistic shit. like an unintelligent unattractive dominatrix who pretends like she is attractive when she isn't. the hiltons are selfish childish irresponsible really uncaring dorks, and paris is the leader.
i want to keep cool, but i wrote some good stuff down when i was camping with shelly a few days ago. evil people were/are trying to make me sick on the internet, wanting me to seem fake, mean, crazy, before i put the following information down, to try to have me be discredited. they might as well face it, that i am more popular than they are, and that people are allowed to act like they care about or love me if they want to. they are really so weird jealous/envious because i have something to share which they don't.
stalking me even more, gang stalking, since i stated that i wanted to ignore stalkers above in this section of this website, with them thinking that people think that they are already cheesy and guilty for a very long time being stalkers, or socially lame, with them trying to make it look like i am fake, mean, crazy, and that i have no right to think people are stalking me, even when they obviously are, or that i have no right to act like i dislike black women, publicly. they intentionally wanted to be thought of as an ugly stereotype, peer pressure, and now childishly pretend as if they are covering it up by doing it even more. really scary and weird. they pretend as if they make me look bad. they pretend as if they think that i look bad, in general. no. i don't look bad. i am very proud of what people know about me. they don't want me to rest or to able to work or function well. actually black girls are just admitting to being dumb from the start, an intimidation tactic, implying that they can get away with it, or that they are superior no matter what, really because they are embarrassed. they are obviously becoming more and more sloppy and desperate.
this is what i communicated about before on my website, that if i didn't have information on my website, that it would create a vacuum. ok, i guess we need a vacuum to really figure out who is evil and who isn't.
these black girls know where my parents and i plan to be buried for a long time, Black Jack Springs cemetery just outside of La Grange, Texas, knowing that we are a sweet respected white family, and it seems as if they are boasting that they want to be thought of as fake and ugly, and that they are spiritual vandals. 18 years of psychological horror, since 2008. i wouldn't be surprised if they eventually vandalize people in the cemetery who are related to my step dad. they like to try to make me look bad in public when i don't look bad in public. they admit to being jealous/envious or having an inferiority complex. really childish and creepy. very weak. pathetic.
they try to make it look like something is new, or interesting, or important when it is all very old and boring.
ironic that a known friendly honest white boy, who was known to have wanted to share and build up everyone, would then give rise to crime or ugliness. cause and effect. juxtaposition
some of these people are ashamed for being utterly stupid with their gossip, as much as they have been for years. they are ashamed of it and what they are, and are trying to cover it up, pretending as if they think that i am ugly and that they are not.
it was known that i was promoting unity but some of the negro wants to be different or states that they don't give a damn about trying to be anyone respected in life. i was promoting something positive about the future, imaginary, not something negative about the past which i have no control over. world history is important, or cause and effect.
black girls (or many girls) try to play the victim when they are actually the oppressors.
i am like a humble solider in life and i am mocked/harassed by lazy fake disrespectful uncaring socially lame people.
one of the best spiritual experiences i had was when i went to Antioch Missionary Baptist church in downtown houston in 2010, going to the front of church to sing, and cried for several minutes while i held a little black girl's hand, after her parents put her hand in mine.
the fake rude black girls pretend as if me acting like i don't like them makes me unpopular. it doesn't. it makes me more popular since i am known to be a friendly honest white boy. i don't have to kiss their ass because of slavery in america or world war 2. they imply that no one has rights, or is allowed to call them a name, or act like they dislike them, even if they are blatantly evil and cruel. they make it all about their insecurity, implying that no one has rights, or is allowed to act like they don't like them, even if they intentionally want to be thought of as unlikeable. it is unintelligent ghetto hustle cheese shit, where they try to work people with more power, wanting to create psychological leverage, because they are insecure or because they think that they are incapable. a few of the black girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with want to be thought of as thug mob bosses who run a criminal organization, like out of jail, even if they are not in a jail. they have an identity problem. childish fake socially lame ugly tattletale paparazzi shit, when there really really really is absolutely no tale to tattle. there are no secrets you dumb black girls, and everyone knows that. no secrets, and i had and have no evil intent. they are trying to make black girls act like events way from my past or even present are interesting, or important, or something new, when they are not. the mexican girl with my vision in left eye and black man with my vision in his left eye work with them. black girls want people to think that they know something special or that they are special in a way when they are not. you are not more special or powerful than everyone else, negro. everyone had and has the same information. they are so fake and selfish, wanting to use christ's work as a way of implying that they more than christ, shitting on him (or a man) at the same time. it can be typical female shit attitude. people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with situated all over the world know for sure that i am innocent because they sense it, also sensing that weird creepy evil childish people (mostly black man with my vision in left eye and mexian girl with my vision in left eye / contractions of muscle and soft tissue in my body which they sense) trying to ruin my reptation, a really blatant childish selfish game. the black man and mexican girl are not sophisticated at all. really. people in the world who i am in constant 24/7 activity with understand that they are being stalked/harassed also, they are people who the stalkers think care about me. it is extremely childish. governments all over the world know because of testimony from all kinds of people, some who already worked in government, that this black guy and mexican girl, yes, easy to understand that it is 2 different people, are some kind of disgusting dishonest socially lame monster. again, i believe that black man and mexican girl are north side of earth, draconian, alpha draconis, or maybe also ursa minor. north side of pyramid. refer to my study work in the 'for your information' section of this website.
again, some black girls are trying to force other black girls into crime, tech, phones, computers. again, ironic that a friendly honest white boy would create that type of reaction. really.
black girls or black people have a problem in america mostly because of a few black girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who formed a criminal organization, who are boring fake unintelligent lazy bums, who don't work, who obviously don't care about doing anything at all because of the noise which they intentionally create, obstruction, who wanted to stupidly spread unimportant gossip about unimportant issues, who are trying to force black girls into crime, who stupidly wanted to be thought of as the leaders of black people.
i'll really try to stop posting for a good while or unless it is really important, after the post directly below.
some black girls (not the smart honest friendly ones who have a job and a life), the black man with my vision in his left eye, the mexican girl with my vision in her left eye, really totally fake childishly dumb evil pretend as if they are good at fabricating evidence which people can use against me. they want me and honest people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with to state that they are childish and fake, evil, weird, to try to make me and the honest people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with look weird and fake. some of the people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with are evil people who are trying to hide, wanting to distract people with my website, so that they think that they can hide and lie about something, and get special treatment. they are not stars or celebrities. they have social problems. it is obvious that they are childish, total losers, childish sore sour bitter losers, who have no life, who don't care about a life, who want to stupidly gossip about my life, obviously thinking that i am fascinating, wanting people to think that they are more interesting or more important than they are. paris hilton obviously stupidly gossiped about me too, obviously cruel, obviously greedy and fake, wanting people to think that she is something great, or interesting, or desired, when she isn't at all.
good luck and god bless you.
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it would be nice to have some friendly no nonsense black people to my home. you know where i live. come on over. no talk about negative or confusing anything. simple conversation. maybe we could look through an encyclopedia to come up with something to talk about. haha. i don't care, smoke a joint. i like Malibu coconut rum with pineapple/mango whatever juice, a bit of grenadine, a bit of hot sauce.
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when are some black girls going to stop stupidly childishly boasting about their puny unintelligent criminal organization in america? you are not the leaders of black america.
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i like Morgan Freeman in Bruce Almighty. America, and interesting twist of fate.
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7/22/26
people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who are evil and so ungrateful, who lie about me (money/white supremacy), really really really don't want ignorant people to understand how much they know about me, and the fact that they have known for a long time that i am innocent, and that i never lied to people who i am constant 24/7 activity with or people on the internet about anything. weird cruel childish mockery.
the evil sadistic childish black woman, a person who wanted me and others to know that she is in constant 24/7 activity with me, who wanted people to know that she assaulted me at the grocery store in 2008, didn't know that i would call her a name which then black women obviously childishly gossiped about, confusing the black community as a whole, giving uncaring dishonest black women a motive to try and humiliate me in the future. i didn't want to harm the black community as a whole. i was calling one single evil sadistic childish black woman out, trying to be funny about it. the black woman who was at the grocery store just thought that she would try to make me look stupid, or try to humiliate me, but she didn't. again, the real problem is paris hilton because hilton intended to create a problem, confusing shit on the internet, childish, selfish, cruel, thinking that it would be amusing. really.
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for fake sadistic childish stupidly ungrateful people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who lie about my past.
is there a legal term in Latin, which infers that something which happens later doesn't matter, if it doesn't mean anything to begin with?
AI overview:
Yes, the primary legal maxim that captures this concept is "Quod ab initio non valet, postea neque valet." [1]
This translates to: "What is not valid from the beginning is never valid." [1]
How it Works
In contract or property law, this means if a foundational element or meaning is entirely missing from the start—making it legally meaningless or void ab initio (from the beginning)—any later additions, updates, or actions that depend on that original meaningless foundation are also legally void. [1, 2, 3]
Related Useful Maxims
- Lex nil frustra facit: Translated as "the law does nothing in vain." The law won't bother trying to enforce or save something that was fundamentally meaningless from the start.
- Falsa demonstratio non nocet: Translated as "a false description does not harm." If an agreement includes a later description that is meaningless or incorrect, but the original intent is clear, the error is ignored. [4, 5]
AI responses may include mistakes.
[1] https://www.linkinglaws.com/assets/pdf/contents/legal-maxims-896.pdf
[2] https://www.law.cornell.edu/wex/ab_initio
[3] https://www.linkinglaws.com/assets/pdf/contents/legal-maxims-896.pdf
[4] http://www.inrebus.com/LatinMaxims/LegalQuotes_l/
[5] https://www.lawyersincyprus.com/latin-legal-maxims-and-phrases/
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it is interesting to learn how some of the people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with don't want ignorant people to know me, brutally honest all of the time, a guy with a good heart, known, already understood, like what you would imagine a preacher or pastor stating about satan not wanting people to know about christ. they are weird, childish and satanic. socially lame. very jealous/envious people with a social problem. they don't want people to know about me, honest and positive, because they don't want people to understand what they are, dishonest and negative. they are afraid. they are nervous. satan is trying to hide. get out of our lives. quit harming happy people just because you are unhappy. i am a happy person. they try to make me and everyone else unhappy. i am trying to get people to grow up and leave others alone, so that everyone can be happy.
the black girls who are into crime, not just people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who associate with the criminal black girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, think that ignorant people would underestimate or not imagine what they are doing with phones, computers, maybe dark web. that is how criminals think that they will get away with crime, that no one will be able to imagine what they are doing, because they are so "smart". the reason that we all know about it is because they were/are very childish dumb criminals who don't have anything real going on in their lives, who wanted to boast about crime, stupidly wanting attention for something. it is obviously a criminal organization. black girls have given themselves a creepy psychological problem and they are using each other as a crutch. they are pretending as if they think that they seem attractive because they have confused their image, desperately trying to make me look weird, fake or mean in this section of this website. they are actively trying to recruit young ignorant black girls. it is scary. they don't give a damn about right and wrong. i am warning the U.S. FBI. i was into a bit of crime with dope people when i was younger, when i was into illegal dope, and i am intuitive, and understand people who are involved in crime, or people who are criminally insane. they are desperate for a fix or some type of relief. sorry. it is not going to happen unless they change their behavior.
as far as Antarctica is concerned, and i don't live in Antarctica, i did what any loving white person who felt stuck in the middle of something would have done, wanting to share with, empower and love people, no matter who they were, especially since i knew that i was in constant 24/7 activity WITH DIFFERENT TYPES OF PEOPLE. it was imaginary. just because i had/have a love dream, and you didn't or don't, doesn't mean that didn't or don't. get a clue, you fake mean black girls. quit lying about me and white supremacy, just because because you have embarrassed yourselves really badly since 2008. why don't you find my antarctica sled dog joke, chocolate homeys with their gold chains bouncing around when they say "mush".
this is nothing new or important.
i really want to quit posting. some black girls are in a very very weird denial about thinking that they have made themselves seem very very unattractive, since 2008. the problem is that they didn't care about their image, like black people who do stupid uncivil shit when they violently protest for no good reason. i am not the problem, and people know it, especially caring honest black people.
the first instinct which i had when i became extremely extremely extremely confused in december of 1997, becoming self aware that i was being sensed, i thought by everyone, was to try to protect black people from some imaginary nazi alien force which i had read about in some file which my friend wasn't looking for. we don't have a mean bone in our bodies, and i have witnesses. my friend's name is R. Green and we still communicate. i thought that i was going to be murdered in cold blood by some imaginary nazi alien force because i am a loving white boy, and that the force wanted to suppress it. i went to house of pies on kirby drive, giving a young honest looking black couple something, and i went to the houston shoe hospital on kirby drive, giving an elderly honest black worker something before walking to my parent's home, which used to be in west university. part of the reason later that i didn't feel a need to worry about a hostile force was because of operation high jump, America, admiral Richard Byrd, in antarctica in 1947.
this is nothing new or important. black people already knew/know about this.
some black people have been so ungrateful and fake, weird and sadistic, embarrassed, knowing about all of this, lying and still lying about me because they think that they look mean or racist. they don't even care if people know that they are fake and mean, attacking me, my family, my girlfriend, constantly.
ignorant people need to understand what has happened in context, over the last 28 years, since may of 1997.
Summary
The Antarctic Treaty was signed on December 1, 1959. This treaty established Antarctica as a zone for peaceful scientific research and international cooperation, and it came into force on June 23, 1961
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this is not new or important.
there are documentaries on the TV history channel, TV learning channel, TV discovery channel about Antarctica and the third reich. or crashed aerial discs recovered and reverse engineered. same in America. bigger secretive plan, i think, i think maybe or reasonably to keep something alien and disgusting out. i don't want it to seem as if i am a mean white supremacist type. i'm not at all, and people know that i am not. i am stuck in the middle of it. crashed discs and development of technology in general, may be part of the reason why so much nazi propaganda existed. or double, triple, quadruple, pentagonal, octagonal, nonagonal agents. i will always be conflicted about a thought about trying to rationalize the holocaust. i am not an expert. i have 1% or something european jew in me (ancesty.com report).
this is not new or important.
some black girls, black guy with my vision in his left eye, mexican girl with my vision in her left eye, have obviously been stupid childishly lying to people for a long time about what they knew was in my heart because they have a social problem because they are lying about me, thinking that blacks and mexicans like me or would like me better than them, if they actually knew who i am. they want to unnecessarily turn it into a racial war. why? it seems like nazi propaganda is working them, too. this is not propaganda.
some black girls seem to want me to communicate again about Thule.org, when it isn't important, and when we are not evil. they want ignorant people to think that they stole my mail to paris hilton, when i really don't think that they did because of evidence, and when it definitely wouldn't matter if they did because i am forest gump. ask the honest people who are not insecure. i was interested in working on film, and i did, 84 pages which took me 2 or 3 hundred hours. i wasn't finished. it was intentionally sabotaged so that the cheesy fake mexican girl with my vision in her left eye thought that she could lie about me, money, and white supremacy. she is something satanic, trying to hide but also get something for herself. she is a really evil unfriendly angry mexican. film is not the kind of work which people can do without privacy or security. some people get very weird and jealous/envious about it because it is public work, like my work in general. it is why public people have security at events, or why TV stations have security. it causes weird jealous/envious people to want to humiliate public or famous people because it is public work, affective.
now some black girls will pretend like they didn't understand something, or that they have an excuse to play dumb, which is extra fake, extra stupid, sadistic, childish, disrespectful, weird, possessive, creepy, which is so unbelievably weird ungrateful toward me, toward God, and toward their own people. they are trying to cover up their embarrassment, their multiple childish really stupid embarrassments, by continuing with the same aggression, faking having pride, sort of just admitting to being something disgusting to begin with. they fight really ugly, and it is so sad, because there was really no reason to be fighting at all, AND THEY ALREADY KNEW THAT.
some black girls are trying to use this situation as a type of media to force young black girls into crime. really. i know what i am communicating about. they are combining absolute childish shit type propaganda about me and whatever is going on with Republicans and Democrats, to try to force young black girls, who they think are vulnerable, into hate and tech crime. or stealing mail or skimming or whatever. i wouldn't be surprised if the gang has name. it is a criminal organization, which she be noted. they are like blacks who sold blacks into slavery. they are dumb criminals, wanting to boast that they are working in different places all over the place, and that they pay very close attention to their phones, some kind of big group chat or something. it is scary. i really do have reason to be concerned. they are trying to intimidate people, but it is obviously very childish and lame, just because they are insecure because they think that they don't have power. they actually want people to know that they make it all about their insecurity. weak link. grow up. get with the program.
i mentioned Republicans and Democrats. i did not vote for president Trump. i have respect for his will, but i never trusted him to be an actual caring leader of America, or the world, knowing that his intent, probably also his x - lawyer Michael Cohen, was all about wanting to work a money deal somehow.
i have rights.
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7/24/26
i have legitimate reasons to have a privacy concern, given my entire family and their private medical information. especially given how some black girls in 2011 wanted to boast about being stupidly biased and irresponsible with regard to medical practice. it is scary for me and good people of the 144,000. mother's don't even want to tell there children about this.
can an independent police / u.s. government officer be assigned to me, to inform, and to investigate my close family's medical business?
you can't have church and state together, then later state that it wasn't together.
ignorant people underestimate the damage unintelligent criminals do, or can do, given this type of public situation, if there are no respected civil institutions in place, or as a guard rail.
can the police please come to my home?
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i wonder if retired Los Angeles detective Lopez (female) ever found out about me. i think she generated a report in 2018 or something. this is regarding Paris Whitney Hilton. i very seriously doubt that paris hilton's dad told the police detective what he really knew about me, or what he really knew/knows about his daughter, especially how he knew/knows that his daughter was/is wrong, selfishly stupidly irresponsibly toying with the public, cruelty of me, a mockery an important guy's important work, what should have no business at all, and also what should have been simple civil (legal) business. she is not a humble girl who really thinks, or who acts like she cares about thinking.
Hilton and her family were a type of curse for great U.S.A. really. i am not a negative person. it ultimately gave rise to crime for some black people. also an unnecessary issue or distraction for government. hilton wanted to see if people would follow her fake cruel childish crap, thinking it would be amusing, and they did, making a sick public game of it, implying that (joke) "they are as cool and stupid as paris hilton". hilton intended to cause people to act aggressively toward me while i lacked privacy, more confusing. cruelty is a part of her astrological make up. it seems as if she has a social problem, and was trying to make her family and friends think that she was social and that i wasn't, by intentionally "secretly" obstructing my life, wanting to stupidly gossip about me.
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i mean the tease about the Malibu rum and puff pass Indica really as figurative, or as a simple sign of affection.
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in reference to Freemasonry, i believe that there is some recognition of the devil, or satan, or lucifer. light and dark. it depends on the specific lodge, but yes. i think that a misconception is that it is evil, or necessarily involves money, or something regarding the devil, or satan, or lucifer, or is some intelligent vast conspiracy. it is sort of like church. nothing bad. some of the guys have money, but so do people at different churches, but church is about charity, and teamwork. is God rich? how about 2 or 3, or a rich man running to give a poor man money? have you studied of my work in 'for your information' section of this website? information about me is cool, but think of the future. it needs to be controlled with force. there really is something to understand, sort of like a hollywood movie or fiction about an issue. i don't mean that i am the devil, or satan, or lucifer. satan is an actual being, or 2 beings, in a very simplified form, which myself and others are really really really are aware of so far. i think just Alpha Draconis (Draconian), or Alpha Draconis + Ursa Minor, on the north side of great pyramid. black man who has my vision in his left eye, mexican girl who has my vision in her left eye. you can research. i have been informed that i am Orion and Dog Star, good friendly source of information, on the south side. it seems as if north is an absolutely disgusting sadistic evil childish creature, from a psychological perspective. like a unsophisticated problem adolescent. it doesn't seem to care about love, and it should, but it actually doesn't seem like it is fundamentally programed to operate as like a civil human, or as civil humans operate, thinking/acting like an animal. DNA or something. in a way i wish that scientists would interview me and people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, objective analysis. it really is fascinating and should be respected. experiencing the black man who has my vision in his left eye, and the mexican girl who has my vision in her left eye, is really like watching the creepy scenes of a horror movie, intentionally meant as cruelty from one person to another, but it is not a movie. it is constant, intentionally meant to be thought of a perverted and psychologically cruel. other creepy childish people get excited about it and follow them. like animals. really more like a nervous animal reacting to a human, like a snake, which hisses, in spite of charm. look it up on biblehub.com. maybe Nachash / 358.
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my mother's old pastor told me about a book by C.S. Lewis, "The Screwtape Letters", when i was scared, wanting to be respectful, more than one time, in 1997. I believe that the book is an interesting mockery of the devil. my mother's old pastor didn't know who i was.
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thanx Spotify!
i wish that i could work with someone who has their own mix lab set up. i have ideas about mixing stuff. i know, i know, maybe i an just a young whippersnapper... not in that business, but i thought about creating a sample of something, if i ever had some mixing equipment and left alone, in peace and innocence.
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i don't want to make anyone feel uneasy with the Mahdi and hidden Imam information. i just wanted to show that i have some respect for Islam, a bit of study. Islam means "peace" or "submission". the vast majority of Muslims are peaceful; not terroristic. money mixed with religion or "religion" is not necessarily good.
i don't have a mean bone in my body. it is strange how innocent, humble at heart, not involved in anything at all, the government probably finds it interesting, not threatening at all. please be open minded.
don't worry about any of that third reich information. again, i don't have a mean bone in my body. black people already knew that, but some of them want to try to divide because they don't want to try to keep up with caring honest black people. i have never thought about associating with anyone involved in white supremacy, white nationalism, january 6tth rioters, etc. nazi germany during and just after great depression and U.S.A at present are not the same thing. germans believed nazi propaganda because it did not exist in a vacuum. i read about it. weird bullshit which fit a narrative at that particular time in that particular place i don't like the thought of skin head type people who i think really are so unintelligent. leave me out of your business. i will stay out of your business. i mean that also, to Republicans who i think are narrow-minded. this information is just informative. think objective, big picture. use caution, and that is not a threat. i lived in germany for 3 years, taking a semester of german at night in college, and germans can be funny and sweet, weil es proper ist. Liebvohl Witz. Ciao.
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my previous reference to Saudi Arabia, with 50 wives (girlfriends) was joke, like Homer Simpson dressed like an Arab in a tent where the belly dancer comes out, after he claps his hands together twice; middle east Funk. so many unnecessary problems with fake selfish childish uncaring girls who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who stupidly wanted to use me, a few weak girls, who think that they are weak, who find it amusing to try to humiliate a special guy with a special job, but it didn't work. i seriously don't want to cause relationships problems. just the opposite of that. Saudi Arabia is a joke or figurative about female friendship and peace, and male power, which i want to be smart with. i am not selfish. i already had enough. 50 wives could be like 50 sisters.
for government, please be open minded. i have 28 years of practical experience WHICH YOU COULD NOT IMAGINE. i am not involved in anything at all, really. i know that you already know that. I don't vote for Republicans, but we need new young male and female muscle in both parties, if the system is to be true. i sometimes think about simplified scenario, like a good king who gave rise to greatness, less people involved, but you need workers. how to organize it? conscripts? conscriptions? i have respect for different official classes of government, at least insofar as they are officially recognized.
this is not mean aggression or nervous defense. this is being informative. think objective.
i am not a mob boss, giving orders around. i mean it. i am really sick and tired of me being known to have cared about everyone, honest, then calling out evil people, then trying to get the evil mean people to move on, without them trying themselves. they are lazy and fake. if they want me to keep going back into my known innocent past, i will. it doesn't make me look bad, and i understand if loving white people are confused by anything related to the third reich. i am not promoting hate at all. i am interested in the occult, or occult knowledge. information about jesus christ or joshua evan mishler is or will be occult knowledge.
the people who are not full of anger and hate, not full of guilt, are on my side. get a clue. people who stalk me, harass me, and others have a creepy weird fascination with my innocence, and their guilt.
the very few people who mess with me and others, really just people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, are engaged in crimes of passion. they have psychological problems, social/love problems.
as far as Northern Trust bank is concerned, the only real involvement i had in it, after being confused about it's importance for the world, positive imagination, was to try and protect people from the bank, first by writing a letter to Northern Trust's legal department in Chicago, at the end of 2010 or at the beginning of 2011, and then also by hand delivering the same letter to the Northern Trust branch bank, which used to be on Kirby Drive in Houston, in end of 2010 or beginning of 2011. i spoke with a black woman who worked at the bank who probably thought that i was weird. i am glad that she kept the original of the letter. i thought that the bank was trying to take advantage of people, unusual confusion because i thought that i lacked privacy, and that everyone was sensing me, and that something was going on around me everywhere because i lacked privacy. i had thought that rich people were going to invest, so that it would help people with less, but then thought (imagined) later that something unethical was happening. i was not interested in banks or banking at all. it was a misunderstanding. it was imaginary, child like, about something positive for the world. there is no reason to think that Northern Trust bank is involved in anything unethical. this unnecessary problem or confusion is part of the reason that black girls have stated that they don't like the black man with my vision in his left eye.
this is nothing new or important.
the black man with my vision in his left eye was a different person before 2011 than he was/is after 2011. he joined cruel fake black women who infected my blood at Cypress Creek care facility in 2011. he is a weak racist black man who thought that he couldn't be with a black woman if he would argue with them, even if, or especially if it was really understood that they had done something wrong. black man and black women also wanted to bully intimidate the mexican girl who has my vision in her left eye, immediately after the entire group began to sense the mexican girl, end of last week of may, first week of june 2011. that doesn't mean that the mexican girl is ignorant or innocent. they are like animals who attack each other, harming each other, confused, nervous. i don't mean me or good people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with.
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7/28/26
i just wanted to move on, but if a few fake mean people want me to inform people about my innocent past, just like i have been honestly doing for a long time, so be it. they like to pretend as if they have something to use against me, or as if they were good at fabricating something to use against me. really weird and confusing, bad for kids, thinking of how ungrateful they are. they turn it into a racial thing because they think that people of their own race (including white people) will like me more than them. don't put me in the middle of your unnecessary racial crap. leave me out of it, and i want to try to stay cool on the internet.