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All things were created through him, and apart from him not one thing was created that has been created.

John 1:3
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(3)  The principle of efficient causality

So much, then, for the analysis of change, terminating as it does in a realization of just what is meant by “potency” and “act.” But we also need one further tool if we are to examine the philosophical proof for the existence of God; that tool is principle of efficient causality. An efficient cause—and once again, we are using a word (“efficient”) in a technical sense, rather than in its everyday meaning—is one that contributes to the existence of its result (its effect) by means of some action which that cause performs. This general notion is one that is already quite familiar to us; in normal speech, when we speak of the “cause” of something, it is usually the efficient cause that we mean. So, for example, a builder is the efficient cause of a house, an author the efficient cause of a book, and so on. Now: the principle of efficient causality states (in broad form) that whatever advances from a state of potency to a state of act in regard to any perfection, does so not all by itself but rather under the agency of some being that is already in act. (This merely states that every effect has a cause, but it does so in terms of potency and act, for reasons that will appear shortly.) A little reflection on the nature of potency and act will show why this principle has to be true. Remember first, however, that change—whether substantial or accidental—can be defined as the transition from potency to act. After all, change is merely the loss of one act and the gaining of some other act to which the changing being was in potency.

Now, then: suppose that the reverse of the principle of efficient causality were true. Suppose that some being, itself strictly in potency, puts itself into act. That means that it gives itself the act for which it is in potency. But if it has the act to give itself, then it cannot be said to be in potency in the first place. Either it does not have the act in question (which is what is meant by saying that it is in potency) and thus cannot give that act to itself (for nothing gives—whether to itself or to anyone else—what it itself does not have); or else it does have that act to give itself, but then it cannot be said to be in potency. And so, if the act cannot be self-conferred, but is as a matter of fact conferred, then the only viable conclusion is that it is conferred by another, which other does have that act to confer, i.e., is in act.

Some interesting consequences, for our purposes, follow from this principle of efficient causality. Everything that goes from potency to act requires a cause, itself in act, for this. But everything that changes does, in fact, go from potency to act; again, change is merely the transition from potency to act in regard to some accidental or substantial perfection. Therefore everything that changes requires a cause for its change. This does not, as yet, show the necessity for God’s existence (for there is nothing, so far, to say that the cause of a changing being cannot be simply some other changing being); but it lays most of the groundwork we need.
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Known From The Things That Are / Fundamental Theory of the Moral Life
(Martin D. O’Keefe, S.J. / Copyright 1987 by Center for Thomistic Studies)
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relevant.

https://www.amazon.com/Jesus-after-Crucifixion-Rennes-Ch%C3%A2teau/dp/1591430712

https://www.amazon.com/Holy-Blood-Grail-History-Shocking/dp/0385338457

https://www.amazon.com/Jesus-Papers-Exposing-Greatest-Cover-Up/dp/0060827130

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913: The Secret Wisdom of Genesis

https://www.amazon.com/s?k=913+rabbi+ginsburgh&i=stripbooks&ref=nb_sb_noss

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Seventy Faces -
Traditional Methods for Revealing Inner Dimensions of Torah

you can order the book 'Seventy Faces' from the link below. i think that it will be helpful for people.

https://thetrugmans.com/?page_id=205

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137: The Riddle of Creation (Torah and Science)

https://www.amazon.com/137-Riddle-Creation-Torah-Science/dp/9655320421/ref=sr_1_1?crid=1U3YZH4DMGS7N&keywords=137%2C+the+riddle+of+creation&qid=1640029239&s=books&sprefix=137%2C+the+riddle+of+creation%2Cstripbooks%2C234&sr=1-1

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others books on torah on science.

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0&p=book+on+torah+and+science
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artwork

https://www.artbible.info/art/large/298.html

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tarot card / the fool

https://www.google.com/search?q=the+fool+tarot+card+meaning%2C+divine+protection&sxsrf=APq-WBs3CEOvnhCX8yVPwg7fd1deBTENSQ%3A1644254039749&source=hp&ei=V1MBYojxKtOnqtsPquK20AE&iflsig=AHkkrS4AAAAAYgFhZwnQHi_KnJdUl3bXrB-VOdX4nYK4&ved=0ahUKEwjI-NPPi-71AhXTk2oFHSqxDRoQ4dUDCAk&uact=5&oq=the+fool+tarot+card+meaning%2C+divine+protection&gs_lcp=Cgdnd3Mtd2l6EAMyBQghEKsCMgUIIRCrAjIFCCEQqwI6BwgjEOoCECc6DQguEMcBEK8BEOoCECc6BAgjECc6BQgAEIAEOggIABCABBCxAzoFCC4QgAQ6CAguELEDEIMBOgsILhCABBCxAxCDAToICC4QgAQQsQM6CwguEIAEEMcBEK8BOgsIABCABBCxAxCDAToLCC4QsQMQxwEQrwE6BggAEBYQHjoICAAQFhAKEB46BQgAEIYDOgUIIRCgAToICCEQFhAdEB5Q8Q5YxIsBYPeNAWgFcAB4AYABoQGIAbEikgEFMzkuMTGYAQCgAQGwAQo&sclient=gws-wiz

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origin of name 'bible'.

https://www.google.com/search?q=bylblos+bible&oq=bylblos+bible&aqs=chrome..69i57.9222j1j7&sourceid=chrome&ie=UTF-8

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the term 'gematria' (geometry). G. scripture.

https://www.google.com/search?q=isaiah+19%3A19%2C20+gematria&oq=isa&aqs=chrome.1.69i57j35i39j46i67l2j0i67l2j69i61j69i65.2866j1j7&sourceid=chrome&ie=UTF-8

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gematria / look at etymology

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gematria

https://www.google.com/search?q=what+is+gematria%3F&oq=what+is+gematria%3F&aqs=chrome..69i57j0l9.3176j1j7&sourceid=chrome&ie=UTF-8

scroll down to carl's breakthrough in gematria. each of the 14 numbers will equal 9 when you add the digits of each number until a single digit is derived.

for example:

144 / 1 + 4 + 4 = 9
1296 / 1 + 2 + 9 + 6 = 18, 1 + 8 = 9

more on the number 9 in section below (Ennead/casing out of nines).

http://www.greatdreams.com/gem1.htm

https://www.google.com/search?q=new+testament+greek+gematria&oq=new+testament+greek+gematria&aqs=chrome..69i57.9909j1j7&sourceid=chrome&ie=UTF-8

22 hebrew letters / click on gematria link / take note of how in upper right corner there is hebrew letter 'alef' (1) and hebrew letter 'beit' (2). that is similar to 'alpha'-'bet'. you read from right to left in hebrew. 1 + 2 = 3. similar to concept of trinity, or triangle. geometry.

https://www.inner.org/hebleter/default
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divine providence related to eye of providence on dollar bill. hebrew letter 'ayin' (link below) has an ordinal or positional value of 16. absolute value is 70. both 1 + 6 and 7 + 0 = 7

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Eye_of_Horus

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Eye_of_Providence

https://www.inner.org/hebleter/ayin.htm

https://www.inner.org/alefbeit/sigayin.htm

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hArEPktY79U&t=51s

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_PQbyRYdZUg

https://www.hebrew4christians.com/Grammar/Unit_One/Aleph-Bet/Ayin/ayin.html

https://hebrewtoday.com/alphabet/the-letter-ain-%D7%A2/?fbclid=IwAR0Fc7Vdw4Z4wdTRDdKjtLFXtj7K5ycrJ5B8xh5K_SWtxxMZqtDvgMXpCrE#:~:text=In%20Biblical%20and%20literary%20Hebrew,ayin

https://psychology.wikia.org/wiki/Divine_Providence

https://www.newadvent.org/cathen/12510a.htm

in link above, take note of how the shape of hebrew letter 'ayin' incorporates the hebrew letters 'nun' and 'vav'.

hebrew letter 'nun' / 14 or 50

https://www.inner.org/hebleter/nun.htm

https://www.inner.org/alefbeit/signun

https://www.hebrew4christians.com/Grammar/Unit_One/Aleph-Bet/Nun/nun.html

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a_UIjLiSsrA&t=7s

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MynXTRENj70&t=80s

300 + 400, is the 21st letter of the hebrew alphabet 'shin' (300) added to the 22nd letter of the hebrew alphabet 'tav' (400) (last) of the hebrew alphabet. 300 + 400 = 700 or just 7.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nun_(letter)

(related to hebrew letter 'nun', as described in link above)

hebrew letter samech / 15 or 60

https://www.inner.org/hebleter/samech.htm

https://www.inner.org/alefbeit/sigsamec

https://www.hebrew4christians.com/Grammar/Unit_One/Aleph-Bet/Samekh/samekh.html
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70 x 7 and 666 in pascal's triangle / 144

https://vinesandbrambles.wordpress.com/sevens-from-sowers-parables-numbers/70-x-7-and-666-in-pascals-triangle/#:~:text=For%20instance%2C%20Revelation%E2%80%99s%20number%20of%20the%20beast%2C%20that,on%20the%20center%2070%20x%207%20triangle-within%20%28red%29.

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the '3 hebrew mother letters' section of this website (3 hebrew mother letters/'alef' [1], 'mem' [13], 'shin' [21]) was created from information generated by inner.org.  take note of 'archetype' for each letter.  compare with information within the wikipedia 'messiah in judaism' link below.  mashiach (messiah) ben david (for hebrew letter 'mem') and mashiach (messiah) ben yosef (for hebrew letter 'shin').  archetype for hebrew letter 'alef' also relates to the mashiach (messiah).  a jewish person who is deep into study stated to me that i am right for thinking that there is some confusion amongst jews (even jews who study) about whether the mashiach (messiah) is a concept or an actual person.  he also told me that maimonides ruled that it would be an actual person.  jesus christ was one of the messiahs, but everyone didn't have the same information.  christians were initially a secret society.  they feared persecution.  they were persecuted.  so were jews.  so were romans.  so were muslims, etc.

you can build on the work which has been done, using technology and civil institutions. scientists (universities), theologians, the courts, law enforcement, etc.

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3 hebrew mother letters diagram.

https://www.google.com/search?rlz=1C1SQJL_enUS896US896&source=univ&tbm=isch&q=diagram+of+3+hebrew+mother+letters&sa=X&ved=2ahUKEwiW2oqlj83qAhVHMqwKHfcZCoYQsAR6BAgGEAE&biw=1366&bih=625#imgrc=l8m24lU9nEPpVM

22 hebrew letters / 22 chapters in book of revelations. correspondence.

https://www.google.com/search?q=22+hebrew+letters+22+chapters+in+the+book+of+revelation&oq=22+&aqs=chrome.1.69i59l2j69i57j0i67l3j46i175i199j46i433j0i67l2.6382j1j7&sourceid=chrome&ie=UTF-8

'3 hebrew mother letters' link, in 'visual' section of this website, the hebrew letters 'alef' (1), 'mem' (13 or 40) and 'shin' (21 or 300), correspond to chapters 1, 13 and 21 of the book of revelations (bible). chapter 13 is best known for 666. important to remember that the book of revelations is sequential and that chapter 14 is after chapter 13, so one single chapter in the book of revelations is not as significant as the entire set of chapters, or numbers, as a mathematical unit. i think that another way of thinking about the book of revelations (22 chapters) is that there are 231 ways of connecting, or interrelating the 22 hebrew letters. a geometrical pattern or form? 231 is the triangle of 21. 21 is the triangle of 6. 6 is the triangle of 3. 3 is the triangle of 2. a triangular number is always formed by adding any number of successive digits, starting with the number 1.

for example:

1 + 2 = 3
1 + 2 + 3 = 6
1 + 2 + 3 + 4 + 5 + 6 = 21
1 + 2 + 3 + 4 + 5 + 6 + 7 + 8 + 9+ 10 + 11 + 12 + 13 + 14 + 15 + 16 + 17 + 18 + 19 + 20 + 21 = 231

there are 22 letters in the hebrew alphabet (when thinking of the significance of 21 or 231/above). i think that 22 is final, or in a way separate from 21, because it shares a relationship with 1 being the beginning. the beginning is the end and the end is the beginning. similar to “I am the Alpha and the Omega,” says the Lord God, “who is, and who was, and who is to come, the Almighty.”

you can make 6 dots on a piece of paper. 2 centered under 1, and then 3 centered under the 2. notice how you can create 2 triangles (one pointed up and one pointed down), one inside of the other.

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hebrew letter 'alef' / 1
https://www.inner.org/hebleter/alef.htm

hebrew letter 'mem' / 13 or 40
https://www.inner.org/hebleter/mem.htm

hebrew letter 'shin' / 21 or 300
https://www.inner.org/hebleter/shin.htm

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i sometimes participate in a kabbalah zoom class. american friends of Gal Einai institute. yesterday (10/31/23) the lesson was about the spiritual significance of water. it was taught that water relates to the concept of transition. with this in mind, i am thinking of chapter 13 of the book of revelations (bible), corresponding to the 13th letter of the hebrew alphabet ('mem'). 22 chapters of revelations corresponds to the 22 Hebrew letters. chapter 13 is well known for 666. chapter 14 proceeds chapter 13. i posted at least one link above about how 666 also relates to the 1st first of the bible, which would be a type of transition. i don't understand how i do or don't relate to 666. i am composed of water, just like other humans are. there is also 777. there is also 888 (numerical value of world 'jesus'). i wish that i knew what the point was. lol. one issue is that 8 can be thought of as a marriage of 6 (male) and 7 (female), but i'm not sure if it is applicable to 666, 777 and 888. i am guessing that it is applicable.


https://www.chabad.org/library/article_cdo/aid/137085/jewish/Mem.htm
look at meaning. 'mashiach' means messiah in hebrew

https://inner.org/hebleter/mem.htm


all 22 hebrew letters. click on each letter to read. you can compare to the book of revelations (bible).

https://inner.org/hebleter/default

'mayim' is the hebrew word for water. it is spelled MYM, or Mem, Yud, Mem, with no vowels. the 2 letters of  Mem correspond to an upper water and a lower water, separated by a letter Yud.

https://search.yahoo.com/search;_ylt=AwrhedPlkkJlwNMQ1WNXNyoA;_ylu=Y29sbwNiZjEEcG9zAzEEdnRpZANMT0NVSTExM1RfMQRzZWMDcGFnaW5hdGlvbg--?p=what+does+mayim+mean+in+hebrew&type=E211US1485G0&fr=mcafee&fr2=p%3Ads%2Cv%3Aomn%2Cm%3Asa%2Cbrws%3Achrome%2Cpos%3A2&b=8&pz=7&bct=0&xargs=0

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bible gematria.

https://www.biblegematria.com/pearls-of-wisdom.html


https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0&p=vernon+jenkins+gematria

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real story about G-sus.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Swoon_hypothesis#:~:text=The%20swoon%20hypothesis%20is%20any,in%20the%20same%20mortal%20body.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Jesus_Papers

https://www.amazon.com/Jesus-after-Crucifixion-Rennes-Ch%C3%A2teau/dp/1591430712

Essenes. referred to in links directly above.

https://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Essenes,_Christos_Templars

https://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Law_of_One

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pentagram, golden ratio, correspondence between science, universe (golden ratio is used to solve quadradic equations), sun, earth, christ, 144,000

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pentagram

https://eyephi.com/phi-the-golden-ratio/

https://www.google.com/search?q=diagram+of+pyramids+golden+ratio&tbm=isch&ved=2ahUKEwjo3KnT_4PyAhULa60KHc--BNYQ2-cCegQIABAA&oq=diagram+of+pyramids+golden+ratio&gs_lcp=CgNpbWcQA1CvaVivaWCTdWgAcAB4AIABRogBRpIBATGYAQCgAQGqAQtnd3Mtd2l6LWltZ8ABAQ&sclient=img&ei=GmAAYejnFovWtQXP_ZKwDQ&bih=625&biw=1366

page 8. page 35.

https://www.yorku.ca/inpar/arthur_mstsggk.pdf

scroll down to diagram of 3 pyramids in the link directly below / golden ratio

https://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/egipto/fingerprintgods/fingerprintgods14.htm#Chapter%2049

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the great pyramid is one of 3 big pyramids close to cairo, egypt, which are an exact model of the constellation of orion. man did not create the pyramids. God (or whatever you call it) did. there seems to be some type of understanding or agreement about the relationship(s) of a biological entity at some higher level. i am a part of it and i want to make a difference which is beneficial for everyone. i can't do it alone. i need help. 3 big pyramids, including great pyramid, were constructed with some kind of telekinesis. impossible for man to have constructed.

https://www.oocities.org/kapluie/weirdpyrmid.html

10,450 BC / age of leo

https://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/egipto/fingerprintgods/fingerprintgods14.htm#Chapter%2049
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consider chapter 14 of the book of revelations

https://www.lostagesecrets.com/144000.html

https://anchorstone.com/the-great-pyramid/

considering 144,000. there are 1440 minutes (720 or 72 x 2) in one day. 6 days = 144 hours. 144 could also be 48 x 3. 48 is the first number with 10 divisors.

https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Matthew%2026%3A53&version=NIV

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/144,000

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circle of enoch / enoch was the 7th patriarch in the bible / he doesn't die / God takes him at 365, like the number of days in 1 year. ante chamber of great pyramid

https://www.google.com/search?q=diagram+of+circle+of+enoch+great+pyramid+&tbm=isch&ved=2ahUKEwiRv-OpgYTyAhWEWKwKHQPUAckQ2-cCegQIABAA&oq=diagram+of+circle+of+enoch+great+pyramid+&gs_lcp=CgNpbWcQAzIECCMQJzIECCMQJ1Dg4wVYhukFYP32BWgAcAB4AIABSYgBiQOSAQE2mAEAoAEBqgELZ3dzLXdpei1pbWfAAQE&sclient=img&ei=3GEAYZHhBoSxsQWDqIfIDA&bih=625&biw=1366#imgrc=D3goZHIkD5BbqM

https://images.app.goo.gl/1k2eLNTNbcbwUxui6

https://www.google.com/search?sxsrf=ALeKk02IMZked4atlSA4H9Q6I9QKynMoTw:1627414838915&source=univ&tbm=isch&q=diagram+of+circle+of+enoch+great+pyramid&sa=X&ved=2ahUKEwjTyP_agITyAhU2gGoFHQDSBQMQjJkEegQIBhAC&biw=1366&bih=625

scroll down to 1 enoch

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Messiah_in_Judaism

take note of lineage starting with enoch

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/High_Priest_of_Israel

melchizedek was or is part of the lineage starting with enoch (link directly above)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Priesthood_of_Melchizedek

my point is that christ is related to a lineage going back to the old testament. different names.

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0&p=enoch+and+the+144%2C000

https://www.truthunity.net/mbd/enoch#:~:text=Metaphysical%20meaning%20of%20Enoch%20%28mbd%29%20Enoch%2C%20e%27noch%20%28Heb.%29--,Jared%20and%20father%20of%20Methuselah%20%28Gen.%205%20%3A18-24%29.

enoch / 7

https://www.myjewishlearning.com/article/judaism-numbers/

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Ussher chronology / helps explain what is happening right now

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ussher_chronology#:~:text=The%20Ussher%20chronology%20is%20a,and%20Primate%20of%20All%20Ireland.&text=Ussher's%20work%20was%20his%20contribution,the%20age%20of%20the%20Earth.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Year_6000

take note of 4004 BC. 4004 BC - 1996 AD = 6000 years.

https://www.bibleprophecy.net/public_html/6000.htm

take note of diagram (2000, 2000, 2000, 1000). also, this hebrew letter 'zayin' would correspond to chapter 7 of the book of revelations

https://www.hebrew4christians.com/Grammar/Unit_One/Aleph-Bet/Zayin/zayin.html

https://www.inner.org/hebleter/zayin.htm

https://www.inner.org/alefbeit/sigzayin

6 and 7 like days of work and then 1 day of rest. 6 x 7 = 42. scroll up and down.

https://www.google.com/books/edition/Re_Genesis/kHGODwAAQBAJ?hl=en&gbpv=1&dq=gematria+genesis+3rd+day&pg=PT33&printsec=frontcover

1000 years = 1 day. 24 hours in one day. 1000, divided by 24 = 41.67 years. 1 hour = 41.67 years. rounds to 42.

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book of genesis / 666

https://www.google.com/search?q=666%2C+genesis+1%3A1&sxsrf=ALeKk00jyfZJW7o-MlwjIFcSLGUSMMr6pA%3A1627416905994&ei=SWkAYaWePK2tqtsP6tS60AI&oq=666%2C+genesis+1%3A1&gs_lcp=Cgdnd3Mtd2l6EAM6BwgjELADECc6BwgAEEcQsAM6BAgjECc6BQgAEJECOgIIADoICC4QxwEQrwE6AgguOgcIABCxAxBDOgQIABBDOggILhCxAxCDAToFCAAQsQM6CwguELEDEMcBEK8BOgcIABCHAhAUOgIIJjoGCAAQFhAeOgUIIRCgAToFCCEQqwJKBAhBGABQibwBWIHtAWDd7gFoAXACeACAAXmIAbUXkgEEMzMuMpgBAKABAaoBB2d3cy13aXrIAQm4AQLAAQE&sclient=gws-wiz&ved=0ahUKEwjl5tS0iITyAhWtlmoFHWqqDioQ4dUDCA8&uact=5
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3 wise men, 3 stars of orion

https://stellarhousepublishing.com/star-east-three-kings/?fbclid=IwAR3igzKZtEl8MxetOvDJTz6Z94QSbqWmehols1QDWLYAzM6HNuORVLxCU_0

https://stellarhousepublishing.com/the-star-of-bethlehem-three-kings-sirius-and-orion-2/

https://www.stellastarwoman.com/articles/sun-southern-cross-those-three-wise-men

https://stellarcodes.com/content/stellar-code-orion/#:~:text=Mintaka%2C%20Alnilam%2C%20and%20Alnitak%20are%20the%20three-second%20magnitude,acceptance%20of%20Christ%20energies%20on%20the%20planet%20earth.

http://webhome.phy.duke.edu/~hsg/134/poems/frost-canis-major.txt

https://www.britannica.com/topic/Horus

https://www.historymuseum.ca/cmc/exhibitions/civil/egypt/egcr10e.html?fbclid=IwAR1jWMFAZETmVfDpfcPgehjbdD_C-AkrL8bW73xejek3JaICOSqMP0OikvY

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ennead

don't focus too much on the homosexuality issue. there may be some type of misunderstanding by the author.

https://www.thenotsoinnocentsabroad.com/blog/horus-vs-seth-homosexuality-hippos-and-familial-violence

the egyptian Set (sat-an) battles with the egyptian Horus (christ). actually it was with Set and Osiris, Horus's father (osiris is the constellation of orion) first. Horus was created because of Set's desire to usurp Osiris or because he murdered Osiris. Osiris and Horus are similar concept (father and son). Horus was or is the king but Set tried or tries to steal it from him. Set who was or who is evil is associated with 72 conspirators in egypt. christ was also associated with 72 in the book of luke. i don't mean that christ is Set. Christ is Horus who battles with Set (look at links below). these are just examples of how the number 72 has meaning. again, 72 (or 720) x 2 equals 1,440 or the number of minutes in one day. Horus loses an eye in the battle with Set or one of his eyes is damaged. Christ has had many names over the eons. he has been here many times and he will be here many more...

it takes sun 72 years to travel 1 degree along the ecliptic. actually 71.6 years. 72 (years) x 360 (degrees) = 25,920 years (1 cycle of the zodiac). it rounds to 26. 71.6 (years) x 360 (degrees) = 25,776. 25,920 (years) - 25,776 (years) = 144.

in reference to the number 26, or the 26,000 year cycle of the zodiac, the name of God (YaHWeH) equals 26 and does correspond to the cycle of the zodiac or astrology.  YaHWeH is spelled Yud (10), Hei (5), Vav (6), Hei (5).  10 + 5 + 6 + 5 = 26.  

i know that a very few dishonest black people are trying to trick ignorant people who don't know me, and who don't know how blatantly evil and nasty this black guy (Set/Sat-an) who people know about, who has my vision in his left eye is, into thinking that him having my vision in his left eye means that he is Horus and that i am Set. no.  he has my vision in his left eye, but i am Horus or christ. my brain is ok. his is obviously screwed up for some reason. Horus "losing" an eye in the battle with Set means that he aquired my vision in his left eye only. left eye is evil. doesn't mean that i am evil.  i also have a right eye.  i also have a left eye which is not weird, like his is.  i think that it is something about envy, or a positive/negative charge. that does not mean that i am evil or that Horus is evil or that Christ is evil. it also doesn't mean that all black people are evil. God bless you.

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relevant.

https://egyptian-history.com/blogs/egyptian-symbols/eye-of-egypt

https://www.crystalwind.ca/eureka-amazing/ancient-wisdom/ancient-egypt/eye-of-ra#:~:text=According%20to%20Egyptian%20mythology%2C%20the%20right%20eye%20of,during%20a%20fight%20with%20this%20wicked%20brother%20Seth.

this black guy and mexican girl who the community know about and who are blatantly evil have my vision in their left eye. they were not born with this. they developed it at a precise point in time. black male in february of 1998. mexican female in may of 2011. they flaunt being weird and evil, like they want people to think that it means that they are cool, but they don't even believe that themselves. it is social lameness. they are sociopaths. they are psychopaths. they have a confused concept of themselves and a weird ego problem like satan. i have showed them both love, but they don't seem to want to act like they care, or they don't want people to think that they think that i am good, because they think that i will be more popular than they are. they have an unusual social problem.

left side? their left eye?

https://www.jewishvirtuallibrary.org/the-ten-sefirot-of-the-kabbalah

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12 hours = 720 minutes.

https://biblehub.com/john/11-9.htm

https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Luke%2010%3A1-23&version=NIV

https://www.google.com/search?q=did+jesus+send+out+70+or+72&oq=did+jesus+send+out+&aqs=chrome.0.0i512j69i57j0i22i30l8.8393j1j7&sourceid=chrome&ie=UTF-8

https://biblehub.com/context/matthew/26-47.htm

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Matthew 26:53 - A Roman legion consisted of 6,000 soldiers. A roughly equal number of auxiliary troops supported each legion. Thus 12 legions of angels would be equivalent to 72,000 or even 144,000 angels, more than enough to defend Jesus against arrest and crucifixion.

Holman Christian Standard Bible (HCSB)
Copyright 2010 by Holman Bible Publishers
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casting out 9s. take note of how the figure 10 is part of the formula relating to the figure 9.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Casting_out_nines

90 (east) = 9 because 9 + 0 = 9
180 (south) = 9 because 1 + 8 + 0 = 9
270 (west) = 9 because 2 + 7 + 0 = 9
360 (north) = 9 because 3 + 6 + 0 = 9

45 = 9 because 4 + 5 = 9.
45 is also the triangle of 9 because 1 + 2 + 3 + 4 + 5 + 6 + 7 + 8 + 9 = 45

any time you half 9 or something which equals 9 you will arrive at 9 again when adding digits together until a single digit is derived.

for example:

90 / 9 + 0 = 9
45 / 4 + 5 = 9
22.5 / 2 + 2 + 5 = 9
11.25 / 1 + 1 + 2 + 5 = 9
5.625 / 5 + 6 + 2 + 5 = 18, 1 + 8 = 9
etc.

you could multiply any number which equals 9 when the individual digits of that number are added together by any number and you will generate a number which equals 9 when the individual digits of the new number are added together until a single digit is derived.

for example:

36 (3 + 6 = 9) x 23,754 (arbitrary number) = 855,144 (8 + 5 + 5 + 1 + 4 + 4 = 27, 2 + 7 = 9)
9 x 97,456,356 (arbitrary number) = 877,107,204 (8 + 7 + 7 + 1 + 0 + 7 + 2 + 0 + 4 = 36, 3 + 6 = 9)
108 (1 + 0 + 8 = 9) x 74,593 (arbitrary number) = 8,056,044 (8 + 0 + 5 + 6 + 0 + 4 + 4 = 27, 2 + 7 = 9)

1 through 10 consistently generates 1 through 9 consistently.

1 / 2 / 3 / 4 / 5 / 6 / 7 / 8 / 9 / 10, 1 + 0 = 1 / 11, 1 + 1 = 2 / 12, 1 + 2 = 3 / 13, 1 + 3 = 4, etc.

http://www.greatdreams.com/gem1.htm

10 / 9

https://www.inner.org/string/string.htm

you don't have to give a 10th of your earnings to the church if you don't want to. you automatically give 10%. (smile).

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bible gematria.

https://www.biblegematria.com/pearls-of-wisdom.html?fbclid=IwAR0Y9ReYN-A7ZkPgNwAL09SN2hcj4F-VLgubx15Vxh7B052eTJB50MVJkRU

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significance of hebrew alphabet.

https://www.myjewishlearning.com/article/creation-mysticism-fashioning-the-world-from-letters/

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Hidden Treasures of the Bible - Chuck Missler

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UYiuM43u0Q4

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3rd letter of hebrew alphabet is Gimmel / 3rd letter of greek alphabet is Gamma.  7th letter of latin alphabet is G.  the letter G is significant to freemasons because it stands for God, Geometry, Grand architect

3 and 7. take note that the first verse of the bible equals 2701 which is 37 x 73. refer to link above about mathematical monotheism.

https://sites.google.com/site/themathematicalstandard/37-73-symmetries

https://sites.google.com/site/mathematicalmonotheism/home

refer to wikipedia (gematria) link above / gamma.

https://www.thefleece.org/gamma.html 

http://www.durandlodge.com/books/RegiusMs1390.pdf

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Novus_ordo_seclorum

note that 6 and 28 are perfect numbers. 6 = 1 + 2 + 3 / 28 = 1 + 2 + 3 + 4 + 5 + 6 + 7.  also note that 496 is mentioned in an above link about hebrew letter nun.  

https://mathshistory.st-andrews.ac.uk/HistTopics/Perfect_numbers/?fbclid=IwAR0Id-55-WYCwcsZ52gyRmCx-t5k3MUycF9s74Z8VADpQXKmKrwuPsTFpqE
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note how in first video the rabbi makes reference to 16 (which is 7 because 1 + 6 = 7 or because 7 + 0 = 7) and 17 (which is 8 because 1 + 7 = 8 or because 8 + 0 = 8) at the end.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=riJOTFvExOA

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=al69CZS4yto&t=10s

8 transcending 7. 50 transcending 49.

https://www.chabad.org/parshah/article_cdo/aid/2868/jewish/The-Eighth-Dimension.htm

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https://bible-menorah.jimdofree.com/english/888/

888 / look at hexadecimal conversion on right side of page. also note factorization incorporates the figure 37 into it.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/888_(number)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vyvqqkGP_kg

note diagram in upper left corner / 378

https://www.google.com/search?sxsrf=ALeKk02jL_f6ikIMKWWIK7npsqHlyJzXBw:1627501453824&source=univ&tbm=isch&q=378+center+of+pyramid&sa=X&ved=2ahUKEwiB3Zqww4byAhV3k2oFHbWXBGUQjJkEegQIDBAC&biw=1366&bih=625

the length of the grand gallery in the great pyramid = 153 feet. that is 1836 inches. the pyramid inch = 1.001 inches. therefore, 1836 x 1.001 = 1837.836. note 378 in the center of this number. also, a 3 digit number can create 2, 2 digit numbers. add the 2 digits to the left of the number until you have a single digit, leaving the digit to the right alone. leave the digit to the left alone and add the 2 digits to the right of the number until you have a single digit.

378 generates 18 and 36 again. 1836 inches

153 can relate to the miraculous catch of fish in the new testament. 153 is the triangle of 17. in other words, 1 + 2 + 3 + 4 + 5, etc. + 17 = 153. 17 (hebrew letter 'pei' [17] is paired with hebrew letter 'ayin'[16]). another issue which is related is that Yahweh (name of God which was revealed to moses/YHWH) equals 26 or 17. 26 / 2 + 6 = 8. 17 / 1 + 7 = 8. Yahweh is spelled 'yud' (10), 'hei' (5), 'vav' (6), 'hei' (5) in hebrew with no vowels. it generates 17 or 26, depending on whether or not you drop the zero in the 10. ultimately it will equal 8 when digits are added together until a single digit is derived (1 + 7 = 8 / 2 + 6 = 8). the figure of 26 relates to the 26,000 (25,920) year cycle of the zodiac.

some of my own work. 7 (like 7 days of the week) x .54 = 3.78. 8 x .54 = 4.32. 432 is the square root of the speed of light. 432 also relates to the scale which the great pyramid was designed with.

look closely number 1:43,200.

http://garyosborn.moonfruit.com/1-43200/4594099844

http://www.greatdreams.com/432.htm

1 degree of latitude equals 60 minutes of latitude. therefore, 90 degrees (distance from pole to equator) x 60 = 5400 or 54.

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jesus being baptized.

https://www.thegospelcoalition.org/article/jesus-need-baptized/
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bible gematria / speed of light.

https://www.biblegematria.com/speed-of-light.html

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read introduction and then scroll down to glacials and interglacials.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ice_age

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Milankovitch_cycles

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ceBH93EOots

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in genesis 1:1 there is an 'alef tav' (word or concept/like alpha and omega/'alef' is first letter of hebrew alphabet, 'tav' is last letter of hebrew alphabet) and then also a 'vav alef tav' (word or concept). the hebrew letter 'vav' represents the number 6 (like 60). 'vav' is used as a conjunction like the english word "and".

https://www.hebrew4christians.com/Grammar/Unit_One/Jesus_and_the_Aleph-Bet/jesus_and_the_aleph-bet.html

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new testament gematria / also greek. not just hebrew

https://www.google.com/search?q=new+testament+greek+gematria&oq=new+testament+greek+gematria&aqs=chrome..69i57.9909j1j7&sourceid=chrome&ie=UTF-8
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pope (with all due respect), vicarius filii dei, 666. i could use his help, civil law, validation of bible.

https://www.google.com/search?q=vicarius+filii+dei%2C+666&sxsrf=ALeKk02hc2SMJ81AyjRoWMQDHnRnhcRBEA%3A1627509795513&ei=I9QBYYXmHtmrtQaIq4LYDw&oq=vicarius+filii+dei%2C+666&gs_lcp=Cgdnd3Mtd2l6EAMyBQgAEMcDMgIIADIGCAAQFhAeMgYIABAWEB4yBQgAEIYDMgUIABCGAzoHCCMQsAMQJzoHCAAQRxCwAzoKCC4QsAMQyAMQQzoECAAQQ0oFCDgSATFKBAhBGABQ95YHWJWiB2DGqQdoAXACeACAAYwBiAHNBZIBAzEuNZgBAKABAaoBB2d3cy13aXrIAQu4AQPAAQE&sclient=gws-wiz&ved=0ahUKEwjFg-u54obyAhXZVc0KHYiVAPsQ4dUDCA8&uact=5

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Historicist_interpretations_of_the_Book_of_Revelation

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Antichrist

https://www.britannica.com/topic/Antichrist

https://www.biblegateway.com/resources/encyclopedia-of-the-bible/Antichrist

666, 777, 888

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/777_(number)
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8 / 7

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BsiHGHEXKWc&t=457s

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=boug5ZRVp6U

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jKcbERtHWwg

i don't know that much about it but 36 is the triangle of 8. in other words, 1 + 2 + 3 + 4 + 5 + 6 + 7 + 8 = 36 (or 360). 666 is the triangle of 36 (same as 360). in other words, 1 + 2 + 3 + 4 + 5, etc. + 36 = 666.
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i wish that i could get help with this. people should establish trust and confidence within the community; wanting people to know that they were not afraid to talk to me in public. i can get experts started but you would have to give me some authority. it would also hold me and everyone else more accountable. if there is anything which i am doing which people don't like, then simply tell me. i will work with you. i am flexible. put civil institutions to work. don't make a waste of technology. upgrade the planet's consciousness. create something peaceful and interesting. give people something new or interesting to think about. it will help them get along. it won't make a good difference if i have to try to do it all alone. i understand if people out there are thinking "i don't really care about all of this information." i understand. what would really be more important is some kind of communication or tale about love and acceptance which is what it would be, thinking long term. they already did that with the new testament. now we could construct the newest new testament. validate all holy scripture so that experts can expound upon it, being able to use me as a point of reference. if it happened twice, then it happens all of the time, and it is not so important, or it is more normalized, so that people don't create something weird out of it. part of it has to do with time keeping. just like BC and AD. if you give leaders the information, there won't be as many surprises in the future (future incarnations), so they will think that it is no big deal. people make a big deal of it when it is not normalized and that can cause trouble. at this moment we have the ability to normalize it; making it more socially acceptable. put technology to good use. i fear that they will fight over me again in the future unless you do what i am suggesting you do. make it about more about science, and not so much about religion. 24 hours in one day. 365 days in one year. cycles, and everyone is a part of it.
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complete the task.

https://biblehub.com/acts/20-24.htm
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the constellation of orion is osiris. osiris is the father of Horus. 3 pyramids close to cairo, egypt are an exact model of the constellation of orion. note that the constellation of orion illustrates the golden ratio (1.618/diagram above), which can be related to the understanding of quadradic equations.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Osiris_myth

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Horus

again, Horus (christ) loses an eye in the battle with Set. this black guy who the community is having problems with acquired my vision in his left eye in february of 1998. a mexican girl, who is now about 30 years old (2022), who i believe still lives in houston, texas, also acquired my vision in in her left eye in may of 2011. i have seen her about 1/2 a dozen times. she wanted to be identified at first. now she is hiding.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Set_(deity)

i know that this is the mexican girl who also has my vision in her left eye only. i have seen her in houston, texas about 1/2 a dozen times, because she was wanting to show off that she was a mexican. she is evil. read about what she is best known for. she really did try to kill me. she is still trying to kill me and wrongfully defame me.

https://www.worldhistory.org/Nephthys/

thoth is something about the relationship or understanding of all of this. lol. i think relationship between the sun and the moon.

https://www.worldhistory.org/Thoth/

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Thoth

relationship between the egyptian thoth and the greek hermes

in reference to a "divine trickster" (greek hermes), it is not a trick or i am not trying to trick anyone, but people can get tricked. i have been tricked, by not understanding everything about myself at a given point in time. i think that people can get tricked by not being open minded or loving enough. in a general sense, there is a mystery of God which is difficult to understand within context. think of jesus christ; past and present. i have thought about it as something like the game called rock, paper, scissors. also like an right triangle. one angle is 90 (or just 9 because 9 + 0 = 9) with there also being two angles of 45 (or also 9 because 4 + 5 = 9). 9 + 9 + 9 = 27 and then 2 + 7 = 9. or all types of triangles. all of the angles added together in any type of triangle is 180 (or 9 because 1 + 8 + 0 = 9). the important aspect of a triangle is that the angles form a center point. same with a circle. same with a square.

https://www.ducksters.com/history/ancient_greece/hermes.php?fbclid=IwAR1NFM7k9U6PfmCfQHCaWf5n5n0-IFtfOSLJBrANz3v-7cLqbUQKf7YyG9c

https://www.greekmythology.com/Olympians/Hermes/hermes.html

https://global.oup.com/us/companion.websites/9780195397703/student/materials/chapter12/summary/

https://products.kitsapsun.com/archive/2001/02-04/0072_tell_me_a_story__the_divine_misch.html

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hermes

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hermes_Trismegistus

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hermetic_Order_of_the_Golden_Dawn

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hermetic_Qabalah

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22 hebrew letters. alef (1) + tav (22) (first and last) are similar to concept of alpha + omega (refer to information above/22 hebrew letters, 22 chapters in the book of revelations). the torah or bible begins with the hebrew letter beit (2) as the first letter of the word 'Bereisheet' (in the beginning). 3 is the triangle of 2 because 1 + 2 = 3. 6 is the triangle of 3 because 1 + 2 + 3 = 6. 21 is the triangle of 6 because 1 + 2 + 3 + 4 + 5 + 6 = 21. 231 is the triangle of 21 because 1 + 2 + 3, etc. + 21 = 231. there are 231 ways of connecting or interrelating the 22 hebrew letters. this relates to the understanding or illustration of 1 body. cyclical.

hebrew letter shin / 21 or 300

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ie9LqKeEQbk

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4Sf3KVENm_Q

hebrew letter tav / 22 or 400. note how tribe of Dan is incorporated into understanding. tribe of Dan is the archetype of the 16th letter of the hebrew alphabet (ayin/16 or 70, 1 + 6 = 7, 7 + 0 = 7). refer to information about hebrew letter ayin above. note that 22 and 1 are the same or overlap. the end is enwedged in the beginning and the beginning is enwedged in the end. he mentions that the hebrew word for truth is 'emet'. the 3 hebrew letters he mentions (alef [1], mem [40], tav [400]) equal 441, which is the inverse of 144. something to do with light or the properties of light.

tav

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o89R_xsNk_g

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g3nM4czJw5s
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https://www.inner.org/parshah/genesis/bereisheet/E68-0123.php

913 is the value for 'in the beginning' (genesis 1:1). this book was recommended to me when i told rabbi ginsburgh's secretary that i was interested in the overall structure of the bible. i have not ordered it or read it. i believe that the last letter of the hebrew word bereisheet (in the beginning) is the hebrew letter tav. tav is the last letter of the hebrew alphabet. the first letter of the hebrew word bereisheet is the hebrew letter beit which is the 2nd letter of the hebrew alphabet. when focused on 2 or the 2nd letter of the hebrew alphabet, i think that 2 is significant as it relates to the entire word or concept of bereisheet because 3 is the triangle of 2 or in other words, 1 + 2 = 3. the hebrew letter shin is the 21st letter (next to last) of the hebrew alphabet. 21 = 3 because 2 + 1 = 3 or because its' absolute value is 300 and 3 + 0 + 0 = 3. 3 is the triangle of 2. 6 is the triangle of 3. 21 is the triangle of 6. 231 is the triangle of 21. there are 231 ways of connecting or interrelating the 22 hebrew letters. thinking more about about the number 231, 2 + 3 + 1 = 6 (like 60 or a cycle or circle). there is some kind of differentiation between the first and last (22nd) letters of the hebrew alphabet with the 2nd and 21st (next to last) letters of the hebrew alphabet. it is one body.

https://www.amazon.com/s?k=913+rabbi+ginsburgh&i=stripbooks&ref=nb_sb_noss

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if you pair the value of the first letter of the hebrew alphabet with the value of the last letter of the hebrew alphabet (like alpha and omega / beginning and end) you will get 5. that is 1 + 22 (ordinal or positional value) or 400 (absolute value). 22 / 2 + 2 = 4 or 400 / 4 + 0 + 0 = 4. so 1 + 4 = 5. then work your way inwards and you can pair 2 + 21 (ordinal or positional value) or 300 (absolute value). 21 / 2 + 1 = 3 or 300 / 3 + 0 + 0 = 3. so 2 + 3 = 5. then work you way inwards and you can pair 3 + 20 (ordinal or positional value) or 200 (absolute value). 20 / 2 + 0 = 2 or 200 / 2 + 0 + 0 = 2. so 3 + 2 = 5. i am not an expert on this, but it seems to allude to a notion that the concept or structure of the messiah is illustrated by letters or words or by holy scripture. one body. 5 is related to 50 or a concept related to the messiah. that would be 11 fives because 22 letters paired is 11 pairs and each pair = 5. 11 x 5 is 55. 55 is the triangle of 10, or in other words, 1 + 2 + 3 + 4 + 5 + 6 + 7 + 8 + 9 + 10 = 55. 10 is the triangle of 4 because 1 + 2 + 3 + 4 = 10. i think that this has something to do with the value of 'in the beginning' being 913 (or 4 because 9 + 1 + 3 = 13, and 1 + 3 = 4).

if i confused anyone with ordinal or positional value and absolute value, the values for the hebrew letters 1 through 10 are just 1 through 10. when you get to 11, you also have an absolute value. 11 is also 20. 12 is also 30. 13 is also 40. 14 is also 50, etc. 19 is also 100, 20 is also 200, 21 is also 300 and 22 is also 400. both ordinal or positional value and absolute value will be the same when you add the digit of the number until a single digit is derived. for example, 21 / 2 + 1 = 3 or 300 / 3 + 0 + 0 = 3. something about geometry (gematria) or physics.

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concerning the significance of the freemasonic letter G, G is 3 in hebrew (Gimmel) and greek (Gamma) or G is 7 in the latin alphabet. G can stand for God, Geometry and Grand architect.

in the beginning / 913, 9 + 1 + 3 = 13, 1 + 3 = 4
created / 203, 2 + 0 + 3 = 5
God / 86, 8 + 6 = 14, 1 + 4 = 5
(untranslatable) / 401, 4 + 0 + 1 = 5
heaven / 395, 3 + 9 + 5 = 17, 1 + 7 = 8
and / 407, 4 + 0 + 7 = 11, 1 + 1 = 2
the earth / 296 / 2 + 9 + 6 = 17, 1 + 7 = 8

therefore, 4 + 5 + 5 + 5 + 8 + 2 + 8 = 37

refer to mathematical monotheism link above. 37 x 73 (thinking of 3 and 7) = 2701 or is the value of the first verse of the bible. it forms a perfect equilateral triangle with 2701 dots or pixels.
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i wish that a group of the people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with would go with me to the FBI, in order to inform the FBI, and furthermore the media, about the few people who are childishly assaulting us, toying with us, and intentionally creating confusion and misery for the community. it is a national, or actually, global issue. they are childish, socially lame, angry people who don't want happy people to be happier than they are. they are wanting to make a mockery of honest, loving people because they are not honest or loving. they think that they can't operate at a level, so they want to intentionally drag people who they think can operate at a level down to their low class level. they are dishonorable. they are betraying the community. they lie. they are creepy. they are stalking and intentionally harassing and harming the community. it is a national and/or global security problem. compared to how many people it could have been, it is hardly anyone. just a few, but the few people who are acting up are creating a huge problem for many other people. i don't think that people would create problems if you make an international story about this. i think that they would respect it, like the honor system. a few people are creating problems because they think that they can get away with it or because they think that it doesn't matter. it does matter. if it seemed like it did matter because people were openly involved and candid about it, i don't think that they would act up anymore.


https://biblehub.com/matthew/18-20.htm

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in other words.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fw62ZSYh9mM

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k_IXzU-lnLU

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joshua evan mishler / ancestry.com DNA chart

https://www.ancestry.com/dna/origins/share/cb3c0d76-34a3-44bf-a70f-87ee8ff61fa3

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john dee / 007

john dee worked for elizabeth I in the 1500s. dee traveled to the new world. this would have been before the american revolution. i am not implying with my ancestry DNA results that i am john dee or 007. i think that he and others knew about me before i was born in the new world; meaning, that they knew that i was going to be born in the new world.

https://www.google.com/search?q=john+dee%2C+007&oq=john&aqs=chrome.1.69i57j69i59j46i67i131i433j46i67l2j46i67i433j69i60l2.3316j0j7&sourceid=chrome&ie=UTF-8
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144 / 144,000 (book of revelations) / 144 is the 12th term in the Fibonacci sequence which means that it is unique in that it is 12 raised to the power of 12 / Fibonacci sequence relates to the golden ratio or spiral / pyramids (link above) / golden ratio or PHI relates to the understanding of quadradic equations or space/time / there are 1,440 minutes in one day / 6 days = 144 hours

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tt_nqLvuR2A

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1Jj-sJ78O6M

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some of my own work. every 12 parts of the zodiac is separated by 30 degrees. as it relates to something scientific, in kabbalah, the absolute value of the 12th letter of the hebrew alphabet is 30. also, as it relates to something scientific, the absolute value of the 18th letter of the hebrew alphabet is 90. every 90 degrees of the zodiac can be illustrated as 3, 6, 9. 3 + 6 + 9 = 18.

for example:

30 / 3 + 0 = 3
60 / 6 + 0 = 6
90 / 9 + 0 = 9

120 / 1 + 2 + 0 = 3
150 / 1 + 5 + 0 = 6
180 / 1 + 8 + 0 = 9

210 / 2 + 1 + 0 = 3
240 / 2 + 4 + 0 = 6
270 / 2 + 7 + 0 = 9

300 / 3 + 0 + 0 = 3
330 / 3 + 3 + 0 = 6
360 / 3 + 6 + 0 = 9

as it applies to each 90 degrees, take the outer 2 digits of 3 / 6 / 9 and multiply by the center digit.

39 x 6 = 234. 234 is the inverse of 432, which is the square root of the speed of light. it illustrates a mirrored or reflexive nature like 37 and 73 or 144 and 441.

as it applies to each 90 degrees, take the outer 2 digits of 3 / 6 / 9 and divide by the center digit
39, divided by 6 = 6.5

6.5 x 4 (4 parts of 90 degrees each) = 26, which i think has something to do with a concept of 26 dimensions in string theory and possibly the 26,000 year cycle of the zodiac

234, divided by 6.5 = 36, with 90 degrees of a day on earth being 360 minutes.

i would like to follow up on this work with someone who knows something about number theory. i think that it is significant but i don't know how to explain it.

3 x 6 x 9 = 162, divided by 3 (3 numbers of 3, 6 and 9) = 54, with 54 or 540 relating to the formula for precession of the equinoxes. 5400 corresponds to the equator because 60 minutes of latitude = 1 degree of latitude. therefore, 90 degrees (pole to equator) x 60 (minutes) = 5400. you could take 3 away from the 9 in 3 / 6 / 9 and give it to the 3, forming 6. therefore, you would have 6 / 6 / 6. 6 x 6 x 6 = 216, which are the same digits as 162. 216, divided by 3 (3 digits of 3, 6 and 9) = 72. it takes the sun 72 years to travel 1 degree along the ecliptic. this relates to the equator or 54. you could square 3 to get 9, square 6 to get 36 and square 9 to get 81 and then add 9 + 36 + 81 to be 126, with 126 being the same digits as 162 or 216.

https://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=tesla+369

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HIDDEN MATHEMATICS - Randall Carlson - Ancient Knowledge of Space, Time & Cosmic Cycles

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R7oyZGW99os

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star of bethlehem.

https://www.google.com/search?q=is+the+star+of+bethlehem+sirius&rlz=1C1SQJL_enUS896US896&tbm=isch&source=iu&ictx=1&fir=6YXahdm5gn9pxM%252CwLGyKXeO7rvqrM%252C_&vet=1&usg=AI4_-kTWcqdiG8UhT1NvNU0gj_fCOUGLag&sa=X&ved=2ahUKEwjxnc764NzqAhUNiqwKHc4IBpAQ9QEwBHoECAoQJQ&biw=1366&bih=625#imgrc=6YXahdm5gn9pxM

https://stellarhousepublishing.com/star-east-three-kings/?fbclid=IwAR3igzKZtEl8MxetOvDJTz6Z94QSbqWmehols1QDWLYAzM6HNuORVLxCU_0

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https://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Hieros_Gamos
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refinement. i think that this is what the real concept of christ is.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gilgul

the hebrew letter tav is similar in concept to the greek letter omega.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o89R_xsNk_g&t=8s

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howdy ya'll!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ivyWdd8oduE
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me loves me sweet...

my girlfriend and i were both born in 1972. we are both water rats. we got back together in 2020 which was year of metal rat. metal creates water. it will be metal for the next 11 years since this is 2021. 12 year cycle. rat is the 1st sign of the cycle.

me:

heaven - yang water
earth - yang water
human - yang wood
kua # 1 (east group) - yang water

shelly:

heaven - yang water
earth - yang water
human - yang wood
kua # 8 (west group) - yang earth

for a male to find his kua #, you take the last 2 digits of the year you were born and add together until a single digit is derived. for example, 1972 is 9 because the 7 + 2 = 9. then you subtract 9 from 10 to get 1. for a female, you add 5 to the 9 you got by adding 7 + 2. this will give you 14 and then you add 1 + 4 to get 5.

there is no kua # 5.

kua # 5 for a male is kua # 2.
kua # 5 for a female is kua # 8.

when you combine kua # 1 and kua # 8, you generate a concept known as '5 ghosts'. i spoke with a feng shui master about this and he stated that the health of the relationship ('5 ghosts') depends on the intent of each person. we both have a simple, honest intent. my girlfriend conceived a child which was not intended when we were both 16 years old. it was aborted, but is always loved.

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funky rat.

https://www.google.com/search?q=rat+wins+the+race+chinese+astrology&oq=rat+wins+the+race+chinese+astrology&aqs=chrome..69i57j33i299l2.12573j0j7&sourceid=chrome&ie=UTF-8


12 year cycle (12 animals) corresponds to 12 year orbit of jupiter around the sun.

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from 'The New Astrology' by suzanne white

Sagittarius / (western astrology)

cheerfulness, openhandedness, solicitude, valor, honor, reason, outspokenness, recklessness, bad manners, vacillation, carelessness, contradiction (contradiction is interesting because there is a contradiction about the contradiction)

Rat / (eastern astrology)

nervousness, influence, acquisitiveness, thirst for power, intellectual skill, charisma, appeal, verbosity, thrift, sociability, guile, meddling

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in a way my astrological characteristics are not important, because it will shift with every incarnation, just as everyone else's will. God is in control.
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scorpio = 8th sign of the western zodiac
sagittarius = 9th sign of the western zodiac
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take note of 'space' for each letter. 15 (hebrew letter samech) supports 14 (hebrew letter nun)
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https://www.inner.org/alefbeit/signun

https://www.inner.org/alefbeit/sigsamec
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https://www.inner.org/hebleter/nun.htm

https://www.inner.org/hebleter/samech.htm
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https://dailygazette.com/2008/08/31/0831_startalk/

https://synchromystic.fandom.com/wiki/Galactic_Center

https://earthsky.org/favorite-star-patterns/teapot-of-sagittarius-points-to-galactic-center/
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hebrew letter nun (14 or 50) / refer to above

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MynXTRENj70

hebrew letter samech (15 or 60)/ refer to above

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y28Y7_mUZAE
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the beginning of the spelling of the name moshe (moses in hebrew) corresponds to the spelling of mashiach (messiah). the first 2 letters of the word Moshe, omitting vowels, are M and S, which are the hebrew letters Mem (13 or 40) and Shin (21 or 300). the hebrew letters Mem and Shin are also 2 of the 3 mother letters.

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hebrew letter nun (14 or 50)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a_UIjLiSsrA&t=68s

hebrew letter samech (15 or 60) / i want to learn more about what a jewish soul is considered or understanding how torah is applied to everyone, regardless of whether or not someone is a jew. i am mentioning this because of how the rabbi in the video below discusses a marriage with the jewish people. it is everyone but don't know how to explain it. i think that jewish folk relate themselves to the torah or the tanahk (hebrew bible / 24 books) because of the significance of hebrew.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ggUO2CDuUoo
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message from a rabbi's assistant.

Harav Ginsburgh's Secretariat <HaravYGinsburghSecretariat@gmail.com>
Tue 6/23/2020 1:54 PM

To:
  •  You
Basically it means that there are unbreakable bonds between the soul, and God, and the Torah.

On Tue, 23 Jun 2020 at 20:14 joshua evan mishler <mishler2002@hotmail.com> wrote:

what does it mean to be Jewish?  are all souls "Jewish" because of the unity of God?  12 tribes of israel?  priests, levites and israelites?  what is israel?

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hebrew for christians.

https://www.hebrew4christians.com/Grammar/Unit_One/Jesus_and_the_Aleph-Bet/jesus_and_the_aleph-bet.html

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the word 'wine' has a gematria value of 70. i wondering about significance of secrets, or is there was one particular secret which is alluded to.

https://www.sefaria.org/sheets/103860?lang=bi
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change of pace.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pJjgxXCkMYk

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cartoon.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8Qtgm5g5Gyo
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first verse of the bible, genesis 1:1 / 666

https://www.google.com/search?sxsrf=AOaemvITkuG_VVV6JQ-xRX0OuHovWgHoiQ:1632842054479&source=univ&tbm=isch&q=genesis+1:1,+666&fir=_ea7il72fM5lVM%252C3KNYlfMJL-5Z0M%252C_%253BgnG-tt3RwzAjJM%252CINRnP7sddkSLsM%252C_%253Bfy9ZcxObIRAV1M%252CINRnP7sddkSLsM%252C_%253BEmgYNI3-iIcOJM%252CIIs3olp8wSeNcM%252C_%253Bag3RTTyARXPDsM%252CpDclWhTnHeuJYM%252C_%253Bs0WErqCwsgckXM%252C8cqgNSRdfMkIaM%252C_%253Bb8ngCfuKIaVU7M%252CINRnP7sddkSLsM%252C_%253BdfNTzr5EUzvKQM%252CyL6ifVRZJ3EY6M%252C_%253BOMcmudL6Q1SO0M%252CINRnP7sddkSLsM%252C_%253BEUj6li4VRPyANM%252CJBMa8uDC6xw0PM%252C_&usg=AI4_-kRWzrXziTsc4vP7KDGkuxlqQwNWTg&sa=X&ved=2ahUKEwjo-4XV-qHzAhWpkWoFHco_DPkQjJkEegQIEhAC&biw=1366&bih=625&dpr=1

https://sites.google.com/site/themathematicalstandard/beyond-genesis-1-1

https://www.dafyomi.co.il/general/info/torahau/torah_numerology.php?d=11

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vyvqqkGP_kg

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I-5U8o47uBY
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ny1I3kFM7iI
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stigma

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Stigmata

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God takes Enoch at 365 like the sun. he is the 7th patriarch. his conclusion is unique when comparing Enoch to the other 9 patriarchs in the first 10 (Adam to Noah). think of great pyramid and circle of Enoch. great pyramid 144,000 casing stones.

https://images.app.goo.gl/1k2eLNTNbcbwUxui6

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FsVQnspOkkY

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social science.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Objectivity_(science)

https://www.cliffsnotes.com/study-guides/sociology/the-sociological-perspective/the-founders-of-sociology

from the 'Story of Philosophy' by Will Durant. (pages 352 - 353 / Chapter VIII / Herbert Spencer / I. Comte and Darwin)

This was an understanding which, in scope and patience, was second in modern times only to Spencer's "Synthetic Philosophy". Here the sciences were classified according to the decreasing simplicity and generality of their subject matter: mathematics, astronomy, physics, chemistry, biology and sociology; each rested on the results of all the sciences before it; therefore sociology; therefore sociology was at the apex of the sciences before it, and the others had their reason for existence only in so far as they could provide illumination for the science of society. Science, in the sense of exact knowledge, has spread from one subject-matter to another in the order given; and it was natural that the complex phenomena of social life should be the last to yield to scientific method. In each field of thought the historian of ideas could observe the Law of Three Stages: at first the subject was conceived in the theological fashion, and all problems were will explained by the will of some deity - as when the stars were gods, or the chariots of gods; later, the same subject reached the metaphysical stage, and was explained by metaphysical abstractions - as when the stars moved in circles because circles were the most perfect figure; finally the subject was reduced to positive science by precise observation, hypothesis, and experiment, and its phenomena were explained by through the regularities of natural cause and effect. The "Will of God" yields to such airy entities as Plato's "Ideas" or Hegel's "Absolute Idea," and these in turn yield to the laws of science. Metaphysics is a stage of arrested development: the time has come, said Comte, to abandon these puerilities. Philosophy was not something different than science; it was the coordination of all the sciences with a view to the improvement of human life.
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in reference to youtube video above about the book of enoch.

https://www.google.com/search?q=names+of+angels+in+the+book+of+enoch&oq=names+of+angels+in+&aqs=chrome.1.69i57j35i39j0i512l8.5298j0j7&sourceid=chrome&ie=UTF-8
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i was thinking about being able to do a Gillette mach 16 shaving advertisement. nice and smooth.
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Why was Book of Enoch removed from the Bible?

The Book of Enoch was considered as scripture in the Epistle of Barnabas (16:4) and by many of the early Church Fathers, such as Athenagoras, Clement of Alexandria, Irenaeus and Tertullian, who wrote c. 200 that the Book of Enoch had been rejected by the Jews because it contained prophecies pertaining to Christ.
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i am not implying that it is jews versus christians. there is validity to all of it. don't understand it but i think that christ is mentioned more times in the koran that muhammad is. there is a second coming of christ in the koran but i don't understand it. you can google similarity of bible and koran (characters, etc.). islam means peace or submission, but some groups which are a minority, twist it into whatever they think that they can for their own selfish reasons.

https://www.google.com/search?q=wiki+book+of+enoch&oq=wiki&aqs=chrome.0.69i59j69i57j69i60l3j69i65l3.1011j0j7&sourceid=chrome&ie=UTF-8

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Book_of_Enoch

https://www.google.com/search?q=which+books+were+removed+from+the+bible&oq=which+books+were+removed+from+the+bible&aqs=chrome..69i57j0i22i30l9.10301j0j7&sourceid=chrome&ie=UTF-8
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you can order the book 'Seventy Faces' from this website. go the the 'store' link and then 'books and publications'. i think that it will be helpful for people.

https://thetrugmans.com/
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-4_2LfzxX4I
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there is going to be a problem with food in the future because of the weather. this is good information which i have. FEMA and the military (martial law will be instituted) should begin to coordinate now as if this issue has already begun or as if it is an emergency. they could begin to store non perishable food and have planned distribution points. people should stop having children or limit it to 1 child per mother and father if possible. try not to panic. the problem is when people don't address issues head on even if that means creating more work for themselves initially. it works out better in the long run if you don't BS around.  people could coordinate and contact your u.s. representatives and/or the president or the united states.  it would good if we could begin to coordinate something between the president(s), FEMA, the military and mayors of cities.  i will contact my state representative and the also the president with whitehouse.gov.  

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humans did not evolve from apes (missing link).

https://www.google.com/search?q=humans+did+not+evolve+from+apes%2C+missing+link&sxsrf=AOaemvI5tzpxuYYRi3MlRHy0vPs3e8MpfQ%3A1638294811303&ei=G2WmYd73EZ2rqtsPrLKKuA8&ved=0ahUKEwie8Y7i08D0AhWdlWoFHSyZAvcQ4dUDCA8&uact=5&oq=humans+did+not+evolve+from+apes%2C+missing+link&gs_lcp=Cgdnd3Mtd2l6EAMyBAgjECc6BQgAEM0COgcIIxCwAhAnSgQIQRgASgUIRBj4DEoECEMYA1BaWKEFYLEPaABwAngAgAGkAYgBjAWSAQMxLjSYAQCgAQHAAQE&sclient=gws-wiz
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genesis 1:1 / 666

https://www.google.com/search?q=genesis+1%3A1%2C+666&sxsrf=AOaemvIju8anmaDKA59JhuzQju1SfiD_mw%3A1638832914611&ei=EpuuYd_MJMG3qtsPt8eRkAQ&oq=gen&gs_lcp=Cgdnd3Mtd2l6EAMYADIECCMQJzIECCMQJzIFCAAQkQIyBQgAEJECMggILhCABBCxAzIICC4QgAQQsQMyBQgAEIAEMg4ILhCABBCxAxDHARCjAjIICC4QgAQQsQMyCAgAEIAEELEDOgcIABBHELADOgcIABCwAxBDOg0IABCABBCHAhCxAxAUOgQIABBDOgcIABCxAxBDOgsIABCABBCxAxDJAzoFCAAQkgM6CAgAEIAEEMkDOgcIIxDqAhAnOg0ILhDHARCjAhDqAhAnOhEILhCABBCxAxCDARDHARDRAzoICC4QsQMQgwE6CwguEIAEELEDEIMBOgsILhCABBDHARDRA0oECEEYAEoGCEQY2P8USgYIRBjkvxVKBghEGJDkFUoECEMYAkoGCEUYkOQVUM8uWNljYNOGAWgCcAJ4AIABowGIAc4IkgEEMTAuMpgBAKABAbABCsgBCsABAQ&sclient=gws-wiz

https://www.google.com/search?q=genesis+1%3A1%2C+alef+tav&sxsrf=AOaemvInrvFjiRiKb02O1lZ72_uuDt7xzA%3A1638833275898&ei=e5yuYauXNqmnqtsPmYewgAI&ved=0ahUKEwjrwIXaqdD0AhWpk2oFHZkDDCAQ4dUDCA8&uact=5&oq=genesis+1%3A1%2C+alef+tav&gs_lcp=Cgdnd3Mtd2l6EAM6BwgAEEcQsANKBAhBGABKBghEGKyfA0oECEMYA1CrLFiDQGC8V2gBcAJ4AIABTIgBnAWSAQIxMZgBAKABAcgBCMABAQ&sclient=gws-wiz
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at least it is not psychopunk.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Psychopomp

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https://www.amazon.com/137-Riddle-Creation-Torah-Science/dp/9655320421/ref=sr_1_1?crid=1U3YZH4DMGS7N&keywords=137%2C+the+riddle+of+creation&qid=1640029239&s=books&sprefix=137%2C+the+riddle+of+creation%2Cstripbooks%2C234&sr=1-1

(some of my own work), in reference to number 137

137

137    137
4         1

a three digit number can generate 2, 2 digit numbers. add the 2 digits to the left of the number until a single digit is derived. add the 2 digits to the right of the number until a single digit is derived.

therefore, you have 47 and 11.
47 + 11 = 58, with 58 being an appellation for kabbalah.
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May the Lord bless you and protect you; may the Lord make his face shine on you and be gracious to you; may the Lord look with favor on you and give you peace.

Numbers 6:24-26
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i wish that people who know about me and the group who i am in constant 24/7 activity with (144,000) would make a story about this situation so that there would be a more objective, scientific understanding of christ or nature. we could easily prove who we are with a test on tv. there would be much more respect for it or appreciation of it. i don't think that people would want to cause problems, thereby creating something more peaceful, now, and in future incarnations. people would think more about creation or natural cycles of creation. rebirth. the solar system and stars, thereby having a better appreciation for what they are. people would feel as if they had something in common. december 25th relates to the winter solstice or cycles of the sun. put people to work. i think that they would want to do the work.

https://sites.google.com/site/themathematicalstandard/the-jesus-cube

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L50tuag6iRs
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i was born in mission viejo. grew up in san juan capistrano.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=phnArJV8jJg

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sent electronically to congresswoman lizzie fletcher and president biden.


congresswoman fletcher. there will be a problem with the weather in the future and it will create a problem with food. crops and livestock. i think that it would be a good idea if the government start to stockpile non perishable food with planned food distribution points at cities throughout the country. mayors could be notified. good information which i have is that martial law will eventually be implemented. the government could begin to coordinate with the military and FEMA and mayors throughout the country. i am trying to buy america some time. i will copy and send this message to president biden with whitehouse.gov. this would actually be good for leaders of the entire world to take into consideration.


respectfully.
joshua evan mishler

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capricorn is associated with the 16th letter of the hebrew alphabet (ayin) / 70 / see above. the 22 tarot cards of the major arcana correspond to the 22 letters of the hebrew alphabet.

https://www.tarot.com/tarot/devil-tarot-card-capricorn-zodiac-sign
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joshua evan mishler / astrological chart


https://www.astro.com/cgi/chart.cgi?;clang=e;rs=3;btyp=w2gw;cid=0gufile0lKMLz-u1641668702;nhor=1

https://www.astrology.com/article/north-node-meaning/
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introduction.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F133-YdYNTM
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knights templar being persecuted by catholic church. interesting that the knights templar originated in france, and then were "concluded" in france.

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0&p=knights+templar+being+persecuted+by+the+catholic+church

https://search.yahoo.com/search;_ylt=A0geKeaeQeJhg6EA54JXNyoA;_ylc=X1MDMjc2NjY3OQRfcgMyBGZyA21jYWZlZQRmcjIDc2ItdG9wBGdwcmlkA05DVWRRYkZDU015VFZmVlY2Nk1NdkEEbl9yc2x0AzAEbl9zdWdnAzQEb3JpZ2luA3NlYXJjaC55YWhvby5jb20EcG9zAzAEcHFzdHIDBHBxc3RybAMwBHFzdHJsAzQ5BHF1ZXJ5A2tuaWdodHMlMjB0ZW1wbGFyJTIwb3JpZ2luYXRpbmclMjBhbmQlMjBlbmRpbmclMjBpbiUyMGZyYW5jZSUyMAR0X3N0bXADMTY0MjIxODAwNQ--?p=knights+templar+originating+and+ending+in+france+&fr2=sb-top&fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0

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knights templar / john the baptist

https://www.ancient-origins.net/history-important-events/secrets-knights-templar-knights-john-baptist-005088

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everything but the "all guys, MF."

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5gAenGrKHKU
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you would know if you were one of the 144,000 and you probably wouldn't like it. it is a type of madness, especially at first. it has its' moments, however.

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0&p=enoch+and+the+144%2C000

https://www.truthunity.net/mbd/enoch#:~:text=Metaphysical%20meaning%20of%20Enoch%20%28mbd%29%20Enoch%2C%20e%27noch%20%28Heb.%29--,Jared%20and%20father%20of%20Methuselah%20%28Gen.%205%20%3A18-24%29.

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metatron / enoch

https://search.yahoo.com/search;_ylt=AwrEzet4E_thkp0AD0xXNyoA;_ylc=X1MDMjc2NjY3OQRfcgMyBGZyA21jYWZlZQRmcjIDc2ItdG9wBGdwcmlkA0FzeDEzMVkyUUdPXzB1MWs2QzEwb0EEbl9yc2x0AzAEbl9zdWdnAzQEb3JpZ2luA3NlYXJjaC55YWhvby5jb20EcG9zAzAEcHFzdHIDBHBxc3RybAMwBHFzdHJsAzIwBHF1ZXJ5A21ldGF0cm9uJTIwYW5kJTIwMTQ0JTJDMDAwBHRfc3RtcAMxNjQzODQ0NTYz?p=metatron+and+144%2C000&fr2=sb-top&fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0

https://search.yahoo.com/search;_ylt=AwrJ61nME_thnD8AHipXNyoA;_ylc=X1MDMjc2NjY3OQRfcgMyBGZyA21jYWZlZQRmcjIDc2ItdG9wBGdwcmlkA3loS3BRZEhmUUdpYVU3NGwzUjhaWkEEbl9yc2x0AzAEbl9zdWdnAzYEb3JpZ2luA3NlYXJjaC55YWhvby5jb20EcG9zAzAEcHFzdHIDBHBxc3RybAMwBHFzdHJsAzE2BHF1ZXJ5A2Vub2NoJTJDJTIwbWV0YXRyb24lMjAEdF9zdG1wAzE2NDM4NDQ2OTY-?p=enoch%2C+metatron+&fr2=sb-top&fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0

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can't figure it out.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eVF4kebiks4

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information about slavery.

https://www.historyextra.com/period/the-origins-of-slavery/

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Slavery_in_Africa

https://research.cornell.edu/news-features/curious-history-slavery-west-africa

https://www.takimag.com/article/did_africans_sell_africans_into_slavery_lets_ask_some_africans_jim_goad/

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messeh / messiah / crocodile

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0&p=messeh%2C+messiah%2C+crocodile

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tarot card / the fool

https://www.google.com/search?q=the+fool+tarot+card+meaning%2C+divine+protection&sxsrf=APq-WBs3CEOvnhCX8yVPwg7fd1deBTENSQ%3A1644254039749&source=hp&ei=V1MBYojxKtOnqtsPquK20AE&iflsig=AHkkrS4AAAAAYgFhZwnQHi_KnJdUl3bXrB-VOdX4nYK4&ved=0ahUKEwjI-NPPi-71AhXTk2oFHSqxDRoQ4dUDCAk&uact=5&oq=the+fool+tarot+card+meaning%2C+divine+protection&gs_lcp=Cgdnd3Mtd2l6EAMyBQghEKsCMgUIIRCrAjIFCCEQqwI6BwgjEOoCECc6DQguEMcBEK8BEOoCECc6BAgjECc6BQgAEIAEOggIABCABBCxAzoFCC4QgAQ6CAguELEDEIMBOgsILhCABBCxAxCDAToICC4QgAQQsQM6CwguEIAEEMcBEK8BOgsIABCABBCxAxCDAToLCC4QsQMQxwEQrwE6BggAEBYQHjoICAAQFhAKEB46BQgAEIYDOgUIIRCgAToICCEQFhAdEB5Q8Q5YxIsBYPeNAWgFcAB4AYABoQGIAbEikgEFMzkuMTGYAQCgAQGwAQo&sclient=gws-wiz

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of interest. i wish that people would make a story about this on tv news, proving who christ and the 144,000 are with a test. meaning, that our central nervous systems are fused. separate us into different rooms in a building. say something to me and the other people in other rooms would know what it was. touch me somewhere on my body, not inappropriate, and the other people would know where it was. the police could certify it. like being able to look at something (cell) through a microscope. then other work builds upon this. it helps people understand what it is, objectively or scientifically. matter of fact. not a frivolous opinion (religion). make it about official science and biology which the world should know about. objectivity. peace. it would lead to other scientific discoveries. i should have rights. everyone should have rights. leadership and love is also important. be brave. put the police and courts system to work for the world. i only live a short life span so what is the problem? what are all of you so afraid of? it confuses me. don't let twisted religion, instead of objective science, get the best of the community. it could be as simple as thinking about a flower which blooms from a plant once a year. or like the sun rising every 24 hours. very simple. innocent. just nature. interesting, but not important. i have a few ideas about how to secure it. i could do something unusual every morning when i get out of bed which only people who i am in activity with would know about. another security measure is that people who i am in activity with and myself are not allowed to talk about ourselves when in public. no one would listen to anyone who talked about it.

https://www.knowthyselfadvisor.com/144000-brotherhood-star/#:~:text=The%20144000%20are%20a%20soul%20group%20who%20belong,are%20known%20as%20the%20Order%20of%20the%20Star.

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GOOD AND EVIL ACTS

SUMMARY OF CHAPTER FIVE

An act is “good” or “evil” either because of something stemming from what that act is, i.e., from its very nature (“intrinsic morality”) or because of something completely outside it, having nothing to do with its nature (“extrinsic morality”).

Extrinsic morality can be something like authoritarianism, informal or formal: something is right or wrong because someone else say that it is. In informal authoritarianism, an act is good or evil because parents, unquestioned religion, or peers decree it so. Examples of formal authoritarianism are the Social Contract Theory (the state declares certain actions good, other evil: Hobbes) and the Social Pressure Theory (some other entity does so). Another version of extrinsic morality is the pleasure/pain theory: a good act is one that causes us pleasure, and an evil act is one that causes us pain. This can take the form of hedonism (the pleasure/pain is that of the individual: Aristippus, Epicurus, our own culture) or utilitarianism: the pleasure/pain is that of the group: Bentham, Mill, some contemporary thought. Extrinsic theories do have some problems, both internally and in the fact that they present themselves to us as somewhat alien to (or unworthy of) us as human persons.

An intrinsic theory of morality demands a special application of the Principle of Final Causality. In general, this principle states that every agent acts for an end, a goal. Some cases of goal-directedness can be found among all types of agents, cognitive and non-cognitive; moreover, all agents act for a goal: all human agents performing imputable acts do so (since will—and therefore knowledge—are involved), and all other agents do so as well (for the observed consistency with which a particular action always achieves a particular result implies a relationship of governance between act and end: the end determines the type of action to be performed). Imputable acts (which are ethics’ concern) always aim at least implicitly at a goal which is not also a means to some further goal; an intermediate goal in the order of intention (one sought for the sake of something further), precisely as intermediate, could not ultimately initiate an action in the order of execution. Finally, any action is “good” (in the physical sense) if it is complete, if it reaches its goal; act and end are, therefore, correlative terms.

Now, some actions present themselves as having a certain obligatory character. Given the fact that act and end are essentially related, the source of this obligatoriness will need to be either in the act itself or in the relationship that the act has to an end. The intrinsic theory of morality states that, objectively, a good action is one that leads us to a goal that we should achieve, and an evil action is one that leads us to a goal that we should not achieve (or leads us away from one that we should achieve).

Known From The Things That Are / Fundamental Theory of the Moral Life
(Martin D. O’Keefe, S.J. / Copyright 1987 by Center for Thomistic Studies)
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end of world war I, treaty of versailles big mistake, world war II

https://www.google.com/search?q=treaty+of+versailles+big+mistake&sxsrf=APq-WBsaKHBqdByyAfFPIuRWRqGbNJppVQ%3A1647352498046&source=hp&ei=sZowYtT2PICmqtsP8sqnkAU&iflsig=AHkkrS4AAAAAYjCowv2ZXqQFjvSkfL6DNdZcBLPTQCuB&ved=0ahUKEwiUk9qjosj2AhUAk2oFHXLlCVIQ4dUDCAk&uact=5&oq=treaty+of+versailles+big+mistake&gs_lcp=Cgdnd3Mtd2l6EAMyBQghEKABOgQIIxAnOg4ILhCABBCxAxDHARCjAjoLCAAQgAQQsQMQgwE6CAguELEDEIMBOgsILhCABBCxAxCDAToECAAQQzoKCAAQsQMQgwEQQzoFCAAQgAQ6DgguELEDEIMBEMcBEKMCOhEILhCABBCxAxCDARDHARDRAzoHCAAQsQMQQzoKCC4QsQMQ1AIQQzoICAAQgAQQsQM6CgguELEDEIMBEEM6DQguELEDEIMBENQCEEM6CggAEIAEEIcCEBQ6BQgAEIYDOgYIABAWEB46CAgAEBYQChAeOgUIIRCrAjoICCEQFhAdEB46BwghEAoQoAFQAFi41AFg7tgBaBJwAHgAgAG2AYgBxRuSAQQzOS4zmAEAoAEB&sclient=gws-wiz
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cause and effect. jewish folk. why were jewish folk what they were during jesus's time? why are they what they are now? how did they become what they were or are? most jewish folk didn't know what was going on during christ's time, or what christ actually was biologically. meaning, that he was actually being sensed 24/7 by a group of people worldwide. he was a type of intermediary or agent. i am a type of intermediary or agent. i think that it relates to stars or stellar rebirth. creation. christians were initially a secret society. another way to think of it is that christians started out as a 2nd temple jewish sect. there were also no bibles or churches like we have them today. there was also a technological difference (communication/transportation). there is also the difference between a jewish person's beliefs and jewish DNA. i don't understand what jewish DNA or "DNA" is, or how it originated. i am 1% or less european jewish. i am so frustrated, because we now have the ability because of television cameras and law enforcement, to prove what christ and the 144,000 are with a certified test. like scientists and the world being able to understand what something is, much better and objectively, because of a microscope. no one seems to want to do it. why??? it would lead to other scientific discoveries. i think about electromagnetism or the sun. why don't you make it more objective and understandable, using technology and civil institutions? what? you don't want me to have any friends? you don't want to make it a happy party? who would argue with nature? it should be a celebration, like christmas. christmas day is related to the winter solstice, or a rebirth of the annual cycle of the sun. people argue when you let religion dominate. science keeps it objective and peaceful.

(only the first article)

https://www.thegospelcoalition.org/blogs/kevin-deyoung/why-did-they-hate-jesus-2/

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Those Who Said "No!": Germans Who Refused to Execute Civilians during World War II

https://www.jstor.org/stable/1429971

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https://www.jewishvirtuallibrary.org/the-ten-sefirot-of-the-kabbalah

the 3 higher sefirot (look at diagram in link above/looks like a triangle at the top of the 10) are intellectual and the 7 lower sefirot are emotional (or animalistic).

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concept of anti christ.

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0&p=is+the+anti+christ+the+community

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5 (value of hebrew letter 'hei') and 50 (value of hebrew letter 'nun' [concept of messiah]) are related.

https://www.inner.org/alefbeit/sighei

https://www.inner.org/hebleter/hei.htm

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rbUermY7cAs

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rmqa0RQ-clY

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skull and crossbones flag / golgotha (bible)

https://owlcation.com/humanities/Famous-Pirate-Flags#:~:text=The%20red%20flag%2C%20when%20used,would%20be%20allowed%20to%20live.

https://www.cs.mcgill.ca/~rwest/wikispeedia/wpcd/wp/t/Theta.htm

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Theta

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0&p=knights+templar+sailors%2C+pirates

https://symbolsandmeanings.net/skull-and-crossbones-symbolism-meaning-origin-pirate-jolly-roger-flag/

https://search.yahoo.com/search;_ylt=AwrJ7JdNDD1iy5oAfWVXNyoA;_ylc=X1MDMjc2NjY3OQRfcgMyBGZyA21jYWZlZQRmcjIDc2ItdG9wBGdwcmlkA3p1ZjFGX3EyUWt5SE8wTEFTYk5RN0EEbl9yc2x0AzAEbl9zdWdnAzEwBG9yaWdpbgNzZWFyY2gueWFob28uY29tBHBvcwMwBHBxc3RyAwRwcXN0cmwDMARxc3RybAMzMARxdWVyeQNnb2xnb3RoYSUyQyUyMHNrdWxsJTIwYW5kJTIwY3Jvc3Nib25lcwR0X3N0bXADMTY0ODE2ODA4Mw--?p=golgotha%2C+skull+and+crossbones&fr2=sb-top&fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0

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hebrew letter 'tet'

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IziUdpP_dD8

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FtdvwiqK4gg

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this is what the black guy and mexican girl who have my vision in their left eye seem associated with. i do not hate all blacks and mexicans, and i am not telling other people to do that, either.

https://energeticsynthesis.com/index.php/controlling-factions/2665-false-king-of-tyranny

https://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/False_King_of_Tyranny

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relevant.

https://www.givemehistory.com/the-eye-of-horus

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brain stem evolution. what did humans evolve from?

https://search.yahoo.com/search;_ylt=AwrEzevcLT1iisMAKgJXNyoA;_ylc=X1MDMjc2NjY3OQRfcgMyBGZyA21jYWZlZQRmcjIDc2ItdG9wBGdwcmlkAzNKUkF6RFhMVGlXRjFSUUdhREp0MEEEbl9yc2x0AzAEbl9zdWdnAzAEb3JpZ2luA3NlYXJjaC55YWhvby5jb20EcG9zAzAEcHFzdHIDBHBxc3RybAMwBHFzdHJsAzQxBHF1ZXJ5A2JyYWluJTIwc3RlbSUyMGV2b2x1dGlvbiUyQyUyMGJpcmQlMjB2ZXJzdXMlMjByZXB0aWxlBHRfc3RtcAMxNjQ4MTc4MjQ5?p=brain+stem+evolution%2C+bird+versus+reptile&fr2=sb-top&fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0&p=are+human+brains+related+to+birds+or+reptiles

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fun love...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6iHN8y3d4Og

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hebrew letter tzadik (18 or 90)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GFAeP8SrrNk

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SjqYTb9thj8

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great pyramid / electromagnetic properties / i think it relates to why i am in constant 24/7 activity with people situated all over the world.

https://www.resonancescience.org/blog/New-study-reveals-electromagnetic-properties-of-the-Great-Pyramid-of-Giza

https://www.thevintagenews.com/2018/08/02/electromagnetic-discovery/?chrome=1

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0&p=great+pyramid+electromagnetic
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the substitutionary atonement of christ makes sense, whether he died on the cross or not. it was a synthesis of ideas or concepts at that time. it goes back to a Creator, or how something was created, or everything which was created.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Substitutionary_atonement
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sin. big picture.

https://www.desiringgod.org/articles/could-jesus-have-sinned

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypostasis_(philosophy_and_religion)

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the archetype for the hebrew letter 'mem' (13 or 40) (one of the 3 mother letters) is the mashiach (messiah) ben David.

https://www.chabad.org/kabbalah/article_cdo/aid/379756/jewish/Donations-for-David.htm

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pyramid inch.

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0&p=great+pyramid%2C+chronograph%2C+pyramid+inch


https://www.google.com/search?q=great+pyramid%2C+chronograph%2C+pyramid+inch&sxsrf=APq-WBt_aSjbmH_pyk8mlHGFtbfxjw1iQw%3A1649206674139&source=hp&ei=kuVMYrW7BZSxqtsP_Za1wAk&iflsig=AHkkrS4AAAAAYkzzoikxLSCLqxBuuTHWEfylhh9nvl95&ved=0ahUKEwi1zOHPnf72AhWUmGoFHX1LDZgQ4dUDCAk&uact=5&oq=great+pyramid%2C+chronograph%2C+pyramid+inch&gs_lcp=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&sclient=gws-wiz

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i will always love her...

https://marymagdalenebooks.blog4ever.com/

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mary_Magdalene

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objectivity. what is christ? how do you define christ? is it smoove and groovy?

https://www.timeanddate.com/calendar/determining-easter-date.html

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Date_of_Easter

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interesting, how it relates to Catholic church.

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0&p=loosing+and+binding+in+the+bible

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Binding_and_loosing

https://biblehub.com/job/38-31.htm

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KNOWING THE NORMS: LAW

e. Types of law

The aspect of law which we will now undertake to discuss, however, is not brief, and it is complicated. It is straightforward, but it is complex for all that. This is the whole area of the types of law.

In general, we can distinguish different kinds of law, even within the confines of the strict definition of law which we saw at the beginning of this chapter (i.e., even if we do distinguish out such things as Murphy's Law, the Law of Diminishing Returns, the laws of the physical sciences, and the like). On the basis of duration, for instance, we can speak of either eternal or temporal laws. Or, on the basis of laws’ mode of promulgation, we can have laws that are either natural (promulgated through the very nature of the being that a given law governs) or positive (really, posit-ed, i.e., laid down): promulgated through some external sign of enactment such as TV, radio, newspapers, and the like. Or, according to their origin, laws are either divine (given by God) or human (given by human beings). Two types of law—natural and positive—interest us in ethics, through a word first needs to be said about eternal law, since the word does come up in ethical discussions from time to time and since it has relevance for our understanding of natural law.

1) The question of eternal law

The term “eternal law” means simply that the Creator—the first uncaused cause, in the sense that we have seen—has given all beings a particular type of nature, and commands that those beings live in accord with that nature. In the last chapter, we saw that the Creator, under pain of contradiction, could not give a being a particular nature, and then command that the being perform some type of activity other than the activity proper to that nature. This present discussion is akin to that, but asks whether the Creator necessarily insists that the being perform any activities at all. The argumentation is similar to what we have already seen. Once the Creator has given a being a certain type of essence or nature, then it is not possible that he be indifferent as to whether the being fulfill the goal of that nature (by its activities, or course) or not. That would put the creator, once again, in the position of both willing the fulfillment of that nature (since the Creator did give it, and since it does, just by the fact of its existence, have a certain finality or fulfillment toward which it tends), and not willing it (as being, by hypothesis, indifferent to its fulfillment, insofar as the Creator is indifferent as to whether the creature does or does not perform any actions—the means by which the creature’s nature would be fulfilled). That, of course, is once again a contradiction.

On the understanding of “eternal law,” it is not hard to see that it does fulfill the definition of true law. It is an ordinance (a command, not a wish or a piece of advice), of reason (the divine intellect), promulgated (generally through the nature of the being in question), for the good of the community (it is aimed at the acquisition of the final goal by all of the beings who possess that nature) by the one who has the care of the community (i.e., by the Creator, who has the care over all beings of the universe, irrespective of any given community, city, state, etc., in which they may live).

Apart from noting that there is such a thing as divine law (discoverable by natural reason—as opposed to, say, divine law as made by religious revelation, e.g., the Ten Commandments), and apart from noting that it is true law, however, we will spend no further time in this area, since whatever else we might need to know of divine law will come back into our thinking when we consider the question of natural law, to which we turn next.

Known From The Things That Are / Fundamental Theory of the Moral Life
(Martin D. O’Keefe, S.J. / Copyright 1987 by Center for Thomistic Studies)


https://www.bartleylawoffice.com/faq/what-is-eternal-law.html

https://definitions.uslegal.com/e/eternal-law/

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Natural_law

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Positive_law

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Treatise_on_Law#:~:text=Treatise%20on%20Law%20is%20Thomas%20Aquinas%20%27%20major,for%20the%20legal%20theory%20of%20Catholic%20canon%20law.

as law, or a manner in which law is to be interpreted or deduced

Torah (literally 'Instruction' or 'Law')

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hebrew_Bible

https://users.cs.jmu.edu/abzugcx/Public/Biblical-Hebrew/Components-of-the-TaNaKh.pdf

again, i wish that people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with would make an international story about what christ + 144,000 actually are. we could prove it on tv news with a test, certified by the police. laws assist in creating a peaceful, civil environment. civilization. the idea is to make a big deal of it, so that it is not a big deal or so that people don't unnecessarily fight about what it is (religion). normalize. many incarnations to go. i think that there is probably a way to figure out when it will happen again.

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universal - 16. Philos. a. a general term or concept or the generic nature that such a term signifies; a Platonic idea or Aristotelian form. b. a metaphysical entity that is repeatable and remains unchanged in character in a series of changes or changing relations.

concrete universal - Hegelianism. a logical category having the concrete properties enabling it to enter into dialectical relationship with the absolute idea.

Webster's Encyclopedic Unabridged Dictionary of the English Language
Copyright, 1989, by dilithium press, Ltd.

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i am concerned about my rights, the rights of others, or the progress of civil law. when one person does not have rights, or their rights are confused, then there exists a problem with everyone else's rights. please make an official public story about this, with the use of modern technology, in order to advance the law. some people who seem to be negative aliens (beings inhabiting bodies [refer to beginning of this section of this website]) are trying to childishly, stupidly bully and harm people who act like they like me or love me around. they think like uncivil, creepy thugs, who make fun of an honest nerd. they are weak people who want to harm people who they think are happier, or more intelligent than they are. this has become people who think that they have less, wanting to harm people who they think have more. i am about love and and peace. they are not, blatantly, and then they also try to make it look like i am not, by intentionally confusing me, or making me angry in public. it is impossible for me to not become angry and they know that. they are like criminals who will act up as long as they think that they can get away with it. don't allow them to get away with it. take a stand. get scientists (biology) and the government, the media, the police and the court system involved. this is about future peace and happiness. law. civil society. build on the work which was done. it involves technology. please help.

https://search.yahoo.com/search;_ylt=A2KIbMrcq3ZiAcIADuRXNyoA;_ylc=X1MDMjc2NjY3OQRfcgMyBGZyA21jYWZlZQRmcjIDc2ItdG9wBGdwcmlkA2F0UzdBT1RFU2xld18zQXQ2OUY5R0EEbl9yc2x0AzAEbl9zdWdnAzEEb3JpZ2luA3NlYXJjaC55YWhvby5jb20EcG9zAzAEcHFzdHIDBHBxc3RybAMwBHFzdHJsAzU3BHF1ZXJ5A2VkaWN0JTIwb2YlMjBtaWxhbiUyQyUyMHJvbWUlMjBtYWtlcyUyMGNocmlzdGlhbml0eSUyMG9mZmljaWFsJTIwcmVsaWdpb24EdF9zdG1wAzE2NTE5NDQ1NTc-?p=edict+of+milan%2C+rome+makes+christianity+official+religion&fr2=sb-top&fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0

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light and dark. literally.

https://www.biblehub.com/john/1-5.htm

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/John_1:5

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The Shepherds and the Angels

8And there were shepherds residing in the fields nearby, keeping watch over their flocks by night. 9Just then an angel of the Lord stood before them, and the glory of the Lord shone around them, and they were terrified. 10But the angel said to them, “Do not be afraid! For behold, I bring you good news of great joy that will be for all the people: 11Today in the city of David a Savior has been born to you. He is Christ the Lord! 12And this will be a sign to you: You will find a baby wrapped in swaddling cloths and lying in a manger.”
13And suddenly there appeared with the angel a great multitude of the heavenly host, praising God and saying:
14“Glory to God in the highest,
and on earth peace to men
on whom His favor rests!”
15When the angels had left them and gone into heaven, the shepherds said to one another, “Let us go to Bethlehem and see this thing that has happened, which the Lord has made known to us.”
16So they hurried off and found Mary and Joseph and the Baby, who was lying in the manger. 17After they had seen the Child, they spread the message they had received about Him. 18And all who heard it were amazed at what the shepherds said to them. 19But Mary treasured up all these things and pondered them in her heart.
20The shepherds returned, glorifying and praising God for all they had heard and seen, which was just as the angel had told them.


https://biblehub.com/luke/2.htm

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Heavenly_host

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/144,000

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considering the thought of christ being perfect, it can confuse me. i think that either christ has faults, just like anyone else, or that the entire system is perfect. i think that it is the latter, even though it can be difficult to understand or accept. faith... what else could the system be, other than what it is? logic. think, for example, about the formation of the universe or the formation of the solar system. would someone say that there is something wrong with it or that it is not perfect? asteroids smashing into other asteroids in the asteroid belt? i guess that it is perfect. thinking more about it, or the concept of perfection, you can't change the past. you can only change the future or attempt to change the future. i think that this is when the concept of repentance and redemption make more sense. refinement. the universe is in a constant state of refinement, becoming more and more perfect or ordered. i also think that redemption is a concept involving very large amounts of time and reincarnation. i think that it happens automatically with time. changes, but it doesn't change.

other thoughts about the nature of God or nature of Christ. biology includes the reproduction of galaxies, stars, solar systems, etc. it would be love, in order for it to want to reproduce. similar to cellular reproduction.

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i hope that people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with (144,000) at least coordinate with the police and military, to inform them about this situation. you can refer them to my website. i wish that you would do more than that. you are being controlled or limited by old law. old law is still important, however, because it would establish the precedent for new law. use technology. technological devices (such as television cameras, satellites, computers, weapons, classrooms [buildings/desks/chairs/chalkboards/chalk], telephones, cars, airplanes, flying saucers, etc.) are composed of elements, just as humans are (police, military, judges, scientists, students). you can create a synthesis, which would enable the system to perform more efficiently. like taking vitamins? just need to begin to coordinate and implement. there would be slight confusion at first, but would run more efficiently after adaptation. think like a peaceful, loving, mad scientist.

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a rabbi who i study under sometimes told me that Adam was androgynous.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Androgyny

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bisexuality#Studies,_theories_and_social_responses

https://global.oup.com/us/companion.websites/9780199315468/student/ch4/wed/freud/

https://apieceofhistorybyramona.wordpress.com/2016/09/08/sigmund-freud-homosexuality-is-not-a-crime/
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i know that a few black people stupidly lie, stating that this black guy with my vision in his left eye is a good person. he isn't, and they know that he isn't, and they are ashamed of him, and they try to cover it up. he showed up right when i was supposed to in february of 1998 (4004 BC - 1996 AD = 6000). satan bound for 1000 years. i'm not wanting to create a problem for black people. a few black people are creating a problem for black people, and it is sad. the black people who are causing problems for other black people are acting like greedy thug hoodlums.

https://www.biblehub.com/revelation/20-2.htm

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i previously posted above that 144 could be 72 x 2.

144 / 1 + 4 + 4 = 9

72 = 1/2 of 144 / 7 + 2 = 9

36 = 1/2 of 72 / 3 + 6 = 9

18 = 1/2 of 36 / 1 + 8 = 9

9 = 1/2 of 18 / 1 + 8 = 9

9 = 3/3/3

it can be organized into 3/3/3, or 4 parts of 3/3/3. 4 parts of 90 degrees. astrology, or an earth measurement. there are 1440 (144) minutes in one day. that is 360 (36) minutes per 90 (9) degrees. or astrology. 12 x 12 x 1000...

i wonder if it has something to do with priests, levites and israelites. all priests were levites, but not all levites were priests.

who cares? in a way i agree with that. why not just make it about love and friendship?

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Humble yourselves, therefore, under the mighty hand of God, so that he may exalt you at the proper time, casting all your cares on Him, because he cares about you.

1 Peter 5: 6-7

Don't worry about anything, but in everything, through prayer and petition with thanksgiving, present your requests to God.  And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds in Christ Jesus.

Philippians 4: 6-7

For God has not given us a spirit of fear, but one of power, love, and sound judgement.

2 Timothy 1: 7

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http://www.sangraal.com/labyrinth.htm

(excerpt below is from link above)

Human activity is circumscribed by the actions of the higher DNA imprints, which means that we cannot will ourselves into spirit. But the divine can act upon and through us. Therefore, the inner circle has four points, connected with the solar stations and the fixed signs of the zodiac, which represents the four Arc-Angels, or parabolas of divine Intent.

Add these four points to the spiritual structure of our 32/64 pattern and we have a 36/72 pattern. This of course is the root of pentagonal geometry. A circle divides into five parts with angles of 72 degrees each. It also points to the precession of the equinox, which moves back through the zodiac at the rate of one degree every 72 years. Just as 32 + 1, the center/spirit, = 33, or the number of completion and perfection, so to does 36 +1 = 37 equal a cosmic completion. 37.5 eclipse cycles of 690 years each equals 25,920 years or one complete precessional cycle.

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beelzebub / i think that it is a name for the black guy who can act aggressively toward 144,000 who is causing problems / mexican girl also related to it with her aggression toward 144,000

https://www.deliriumsrealm.com/beelzebub/

https://www.huffpost.com/entry/beelzebub-an-unfairly-dem_b_9759936

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Beelzebub

(from a bible study teacher)

The Pharisees accused Jesus of working under him, not being him. That accusation prompted Jesus to call out the “unforgivable sin” of blasphemy of the Holy Spirit in the book of Matthew. Most feel that was just another name for Satan.

Mark

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"Another basic human need may be called the need for challenge. This need becomes more visible when one has been able to fulfill needs for food, shelter, status, love, sex and finds only boredom from the sameness of life. Under these conditions, the boredom serves as a prod, causing one to seek excitement, a new experience, or a more challenging goal. This challenge may also come from other people, catastrophes, problems, or one's religious background.

We need variety in stimulation, not just to avoid boredom, but to actually preserve our ability to perceive the world."

Maslow, A. H. "A Theory of Human Motivation"
Psychological Review, vol. 50 (1943)
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i am related to this.  a dude who i used to communicate with at thule.org stated "son of feathered serpent".

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Quetzalcoatl

https://mythlok.com/quetzalcoatl/

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https://www.biblehub.com/1_kings/14-10.htm

i am going to get this tattooed on my forehead. ha! joke.

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i wish that people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with would make a story about the 144,000, proving who we are, or that our central nervous systems are fused, with a test on tv news. the police could certify it. separate religion from science. it is better for governments, and future governments, because the general public and government are related. i wish that you would share this with the world, and generate international government protection and law enforcement protection, while combining it with the array of information which exists in the world today. i wish that you would put people to work, for the benefit of civilization. create laws. use technology. communication. transportation. schools. advance the law. courts. have faith in people. children should learn about what christ and the 144,000 is in school. i am allowed to have a sense of humor, and have sex. i am not a monk, or catholic priest, and i don't want to be a monk, or a catholic priest, although i have respect for the catholic church.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Catholic_(term)

i am not running for a political office. if you are not acknowledging that my rights and protection, or that other people's rights and protection, as a human beings, should be acknowledged and instated, then you not addressing a simple, civil law issue relating to nature. the universe. the solar system. why don't you address it? why don't you address what everyone is? children could learn about the 144,000, and myself, in schools. they should learn about it in schools. that would lead to other intellectual, scientific developments. don't make it about me. make it about everyone.

please educate. take advantage of technology while you still can.

https://ehistory.osu.edu/articles/burning-library-alexandria

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Library_of_Alexandria#:~:text=The%20Library%2C%20or%20part%20of%20its%20collection%2C%20was,to%20at%20least%20some%20of%20the%20Library%27s%20resources.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Civilization

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12 tribes of israel, 12 houses of zodiac

https://www.google.com/search?q=12+tribes+of+israel%2C+12+houses+of+zodiac&sxsrf=ALiCzsZ7lEB2VD0nkypADQonXhwCfXV3yw%3A1661799586744&source=hp&ei=ogwNY-HhKfPckPIPj9OGoAk&iflsig=AJiK0e8AAAAAYw0astHGORTZnnecEWMYuyBWX2q_mMyf&ved=0ahUKEwjhurXw3ez5AhVzLkQIHY-pAZQQ4dUDCAk&uact=5&oq=12+tribes+of+israel%2C+12+houses+of+zodiac&gs_lcp=Cgdnd3Mtd2l6EAM6BAgjECc6CwguEIAEELEDEIMBOg4ILhCABBCxAxDHARDRAzoRCC4QgAQQsQMQgwEQxwEQ0QM6CAguEIAEENQCOgUIABCABDoLCAAQgAQQsQMQgwE6CAgAELEDEIMBOgsILhCABBCxAxDUAjoRCC4QgAQQsQMQgwEQxwEQrwE6CAgAEIAEELEDOggILhCxAxCDAToECAAQAzoICAAQgAQQyQM6BQgAEJIDOgcIABCABBAKOgoIABCxAxCDARAKOgQIABAKOgYIABAeEBY6BQgAEIYDOgUIIRCgAToFCCEQqwI6CAghEB4QFhAdOgcIIRCgARAKOgUIABCiBFAAWJeDAWCqhQFoC3AAeAGAAY8BiAGGI5IBBTM5LjEymAEAoAEB&sclient=gws-wiz

https://messianic-revolution.com/e25-6-how-ezekiels-vision-is-connected-to-the-4-symbols-of-the-4-dominant-tribes-of-israel/

https://www.preceptaustin.org/revelation-topics-four_gospels

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why did jesus rise of 3rd day?

https://bibleproject.com/blog/why-did-jesus-rise-on-the-third-day/#:~:text=Jesus%20was%20adamant%20about%20the,%E2%80%94in%20this%20case%2C%20Jesus.

i'm not sure if this is supposed to relate to the intended meaning of 3 days, but 3 days x 24 (hours) = 72 hours, x 60 (minutes) = 4,320 minutes, with 432 being the square root of the speed of light. 432 is also half of 864, with there being 86,400 seconds in one day. 4,320 (minutes) x 60 (for seconds) = 259,200, with one complete cycle of the zodiac being 25,920 years. it may be related.

the third day in the book of genesis is significant, or unique, in that God stated that it was good 2 times.

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9/6/22

i wish that people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with would try to get the FBI and government to make a statement about this situation, making a definitive public statement, that we are being assaulted and stalked by 2 beings which are predatory. read the beginning of this 'for your information' section of this website. they are humans who have mental problems. actually, it seems to be a human, mixed with an animal. evil and greedy. you can't rationalize with it, just like you can't rationalize with some types of aggressive animals. they are panicking, trying to "ensure" their survival, and doing damage to the community. animalistic. protect the world from these creatures. the world should not live in fear, in this incarnation, or in future incarnations. it would be good to get the public on track with one public statement, made by a public official. don't let this problem sneak up on you later. don't underestimate evil. you have to fight, even if it would create some initial, or residual confusion. the good is better than the potential negative.

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data below is from 'the unification of physics' chapter (chapter 11). i attempted to write an essay, starting it in 2010 or 2011, continuing to work on it in 2013, using the paragraph at the bottom of the section immediately below, as an introduction, thinking that it would be a funny and interesting way to start an essay. i later realized that i had to include the beginning so that the reader didn't become confused. i tried to make the essay work, a meaning within the meaning, but i was stupidly harassed, so i threw it away. it would have been interesting to read, even if i couldn't have made it work. not a failure.

https://www.fisica.net/relatividade/stephen_hawking_a_brief_history_of_time.pdf


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But can there really be such a unified theory? Or are we perhaps just chasing a mirage? There seem to be three possibilities:

1. There really is a complete unified theory (or a collection of overlapping formulations), which we will someday discover if we are smart enough.

2. There is no ultimate theory of the universe, just an infinite sequence of theories that describe the universe more and more accurately.

3. There is no theory of the universe: events cannot be predicted beyond a certain extent but occur in a random and arbitrary manner.

Some would argue for the third possibility on the grounds that if there were a complete set of laws, that would infringe God’s freedom to change his mind and intervene in the world. It’s a bit like the old paradox: can God make a stone so heavy that he can’t lift it? But the idea that God might want to change his mind is an example of the fallacy, pointed out by St. Augustine, of imagining God as a being existing in time: time is a property only of the universe that God created. Presumably, he knew what he intended when he set it up!

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it seems as if people want to find out what i am going to do, but without respectfully engaging me in something social, civil, and interesting. what i honestly think is that it seems like you want to set me up for "failure", because it is more socially convenient for you that way. don't unnecessarily politicize me, and especially without giving me an opportunity to really be publicly known.

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i am not implying that i am the same. i thought that people would find this interesting. i am not engaged in any seditious act, and do not intend to be. i do not believe that i would ever be charged with a seditious act.

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0&p=sedition+jesus

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i thought that the etymology of the word republic was interesting.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Republic

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please note information in the 'volunteer work # 1' section, of the 'miscellaneous files' section of this website. 8 x 3, or 888, as 3 axis. i think that there is a correspondence. much of the numerology work in the bible corresponds to earth measurement, or space/time. 888, or 7.5, 7.5, 7.5. i hope that a scientist or person who studies esoteric aspects of the bible looks at this.

https://bible-menorah.jimdofree.com/english/888/

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figurative numbers. organization of universe?

https://www.encyclopedia.com/science/encyclopedias-almanacs-transcripts-and-maps/figurative-numbers#:~:text=Figurative%20numbers%20are%20numbers%20that%20can%20be%20represented,are%201%2C%203%2C%206%2C%2010%2C%20and%20so%20on.


https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0&p=figurate+numbers%2C+number+theory
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don't expect me to change the world, unless you let all of the world know that i am here, just as predicted, at the exact time that it was predicted, backing it up with the courts, police and government, in one swift statement. you probably wouldn't do that, in part because you want to make it about religion and not science. it creates a social problem if you don't, including for the government(s).

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pyramid inch. sir Isaac newton. circle of enoch in Great pyramid = 365.2422 inches. unit of inch was the only discernable unit of measure for the entire pyramid. double the height (northern and southern hemisphere) / 481 feet x 2 = 962 feet, divided into the perimeter / 3024 feet = 3.14.

https://search.yahoo.com/search;_ylt=AwrFavUDhDVjuq4ECQNXNyoA;_ylc=X1MDMjc2NjY3OQRfcgMyBGZyA21jYWZlZQRmcjIDc2ItdG9wBGdwcmlkA3NIeFJMSkVSVGdtaTNUZG1tNUdqT0EEbl9yc2x0AzAEbl9zdWdnAzEEb3JpZ2luA3NlYXJjaC55YWhvby5jb20EcG9zAzAEcHFzdHIDBHBxc3RybAMwBHFzdHJsAzIxBHF1ZXJ5A25hbWUlMjBlbm9jaCUyMG1lYW5zJTIwaW5jaAR0X3N0bXADMTY2NDQ1MTg2NQ--?p=name+enoch+means+inch&fr2=sb-top&fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0

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one of the 14 gematria numbers in the 'greatdreams' link, above in the 'for your information' section of this file = 3168 (lord jesus christ).

that can essentially be 36 (like 360) and 18 (like 180). space/time. longitude = 360. latitude = 180.

36 x 18 = 648 (with there being 864 or 86,400 seconds in one day) / that is not a typographical error / it is an example of numerology / the important issue is that it equals 9

36 + 18 = 54 (with 5400 being 90 (pole to equator) x 60 (minutes)

it is only one example of how the 14 numbers relate to scientific phenomena.

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i informed the military (DARPA) about my presence about 2 years ago (this post in 2023). they have my website. the military is not about making war, or about killing people. the military is about being able to prevent war, or to sustain peace.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/DARPA

https://www.darpa.mil/

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hopefully not. why?

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Religious_war

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i should have written in the message to whitehouse.gov that:

'i think that it is less confusing when everyone knows that everyone is in the loop.'

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don't people think that everyone in the world should know that i am here, precisely as predicted, and that it is really not that important? interesting, but not important. like the sun rising every 24 hours. wouldn't parents want their children to know about it, so that there is no unnecessary confusion when they are older, or in future generations? technology allows us to be able to do this. shouldn't christians, jews and muslims know about it, world wide, in order to find common ground, in order to avoid unnecessary, frivolous conflicts? skewed interpretation, instead of something more scientific. something more objective. there is a 2nd coming of jesus in the koran, also. what i am doing and saying all of the time is not that important.

who would want to create a problem? for children? for christmas? i doubt it. i don't want to create problems. i don't think that anyone would want to create a problem, especially since we have the bible. if people did create a problem, then we can work on that, for the advancement of law and society. please don't UNNECESSARILY politicize me.

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my sister. click on different images in 'gallery' section.

https://www.jillmaytorena.com/

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HAPPY HALLOWEEN....

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Halloween

november 1st, all saints day

https://bible.usccb.org/bible/readings/110122.cfm

november 2nd, all souls day

https://bible.usccb.org/bible/readings/110222.cfm

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washington d.c. / design

https://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/exopolitica/esp_exopolitics_zb.htm#4%20%20The%20Orion%20Beltway

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for FEMA and government. thule.org put out some kind of information about greedy corporations and seed, which would go stale or something, not that thule.org was involved in that.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Seed_bank

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this was the book which i remembered something about. library of congress. not 'intercept, but don't shoot'. thule.org gave me this information.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Stranger_in_a_Strange_Land

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https://www.britannica.com/topic/Quetzalcoatl

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Temple_of_the_Feathered_Serpent,_Teotihuacan

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https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Conjunction

hebrew letter 'vav', has a gematria (geometry) value of 6. also concept of 60, as in hebrew letter 'samech', or cyclical nature. support. try to be open minded.

https://search.yahoo.com/search;_ylt=AwrNZBS3DI1jYHM5iBBXNyoA;_ylc=X1MDMjc2NjY3OQRfcgMyBGZyA21jYWZlZQRmcjIDc2ItdG9wBGdwcmlkA2NTdHhtaWY1U2guTzBkT183X2syU0EEbl9yc2x0AzAEbl9zdWdnAzEEb3JpZ2luA3NlYXJjaC55YWhvby5jb20EcG9zAzAEcHFzdHIDBHBxc3RybAMwBHFzdHJsAzMwBHF1ZXJ5A2hlYnJldyUyMGxldHRlciUyMHZhdiUyQyUyMGNvbmp1bmN0aW9uBHRfc3RtcAMxNjcwMTg4MjQ3?p=hebrew+letter+vav%2C+conjunction&fr2=sb-top&fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4AyjKgz9tKg

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the 7 miracles which christ performed are allegorical. christ is the entire body of work.

https://www.biblehub.com/romans/12-5.htm#:~:text=%20Romans%2012%3A5%20so%20in%20Christ%20we%20who,body%2C%20and%20we%20all%20belong%20to%20each%20other.

rest in peace, sir missler.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UYiuM43u0Q4

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HtRdQeGm_7Q

hebrew letter yud (10)

https://www.inner.org/hebleter/yud.htm

hebrew letter tet (9)

https://www.inner.org/hebleter/tet.htm

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my sea cruise to honduras, belize and cozumel, mexico was fun and interesting. i learned that 'cancun' is mayan for snake nest. 'can' is snake. 'cun' is nest. i bought some cool wooden masks. i visited the ancient mayan city of Tulum. descending God. venus. morning star.

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a feng shui master told me that my girlfriend and i are a good match. i don't know if there is ever such a thing as a "perfect" match in feng shui. the point is to be able to understand how to bridge elements, so that they function harmoniously. the feng shui master told me that it is better for a relationship when an element, and yin or yang of that element, is the same for both people. my girlfriend's and my heaven, earth, and human are all the same, yang water.

in a way, i don't care about feng shui. i care about issues which are easier to understand. my girlfriend and i are in love, and happy with one another. we are also blessed to have wonderful homes.

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good luck, and God bless you...

https://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Master_Christos_Collective

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when my dad was young, he worked as a hamburger cook and the manager of the hamburger place was giving my dad a stupid hard time, so my dad cooked up a last order of hamburgers, took a bite out of each one, wrapped them up, served them to the customers, and then told the manager that he quits.

lol. actually he is a humble worker. i thought that the reference work was impressive.

https://www.amazon.com/Pharmacology-Hydroxyethyl-Starch-Therapy-publications/dp/0192612395

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some number work which i did about 15 years ago. i would like to follow up with a math professor. i intend to take this, and other work on this website, to a math professor, to try to learn how to communicate with someone who knows 'number theory'. i was told by someone who i spoke with in the past that i should investigate 'number theory'. i did a little bit, but got discouraged when thinking that i don't know how to get help, or how to make an argument for what.

96, divided by 5 = 19.2
69, divided by 5 = 13.8

19.2 + 13.8 = 33.0 (or) 1.92 (a decimal harmonic of 19.2) - 1.38 (a decimal harmonic of 13.8) = 0.54

i think that the figure of 33 relates to a type of calendar. i know that it is related to pentagonal geometry. also, when considering the figure of 0.54, as it can relate to the measurement of the equator.

32 x 3 = 96 / 32 could also be conceived of as 63, as 1 + 2 + 3 = 6, and 1 + 2 = 3
23 x 3 = 69 / 23 could also be conceived of as 36, as 1 + 2 = 3, and 1 + 2 + 3 = 6

32 x 6 = 192
23 x 6 = 138

32 points on a compass. i think that it relates to trigonometry. take note of difference between 96/69 and 192/138, when multiplying by either 3 or 6. consider geometric progression of 3/6/3/6/3, etc. also 3 = 6, as 1 + 2 + 3 = 6. 3 can indicate a triangle or circle.

another observation with 192 and 138:

192        192
138        138 

the outer digits of 1 and 2 in 192 add to create the center digit of 3 in 138. the center digit of 9 in 192 is formed when adding the outer digits of 1 and 8 in 138.

another observation with 192 and 138:

192
138

231 (adding digits vertically until a single digit is derived for each column)

231 can be 6 (or 60), as 2 + 3 + 1 = 6. 231 is the triangle of 21. in other words, 1 + 2 + 3 + 4, etc. + 21 = 231. 21 is the triangle of 6. there are 231 ways of connecting or interrelating the 22 hebrew letters. think of the hebrew alphabet as having to do with physics, and not so much about scripture. i think that maybe there is a connection with the atomic weight of the element cesium (132.90545196).  cesium has a very stable rate of decay, and is how we conceive of the time unit of one second, or 60 seconds in one minute, or 60 minutes in one hour.  i am stating this, because i read that the figure 33 relates to a calendar.  the atomic number of cesium is 55.  55 is the triangle of 10.  in other words, 1 + 2 + 3 + 4, etc. + 10 = 55.  the hebrew alphabet can be grouped into 11 pairs of 5.  1 + 22 (alef + tav) = 23, 2 + 3 = 5.  2 + 21 (beit + shin) = 23, 2 + 3 = 5.  3 + 20 (gimmel + reish) = 23, 2 + 3 = 5, etc.  you are taught that the 22 letters of the hebrew alphabet are 2 groups of 11. 1 through 11, and 12 through 22.  11 x 5 = 55.  i am proposing that maybe there is a relationship with the structure of the hebrew alphabet and time (or how time is measured).  each 5 which i demonstrated could be created could relate to the concept of the mashiach (messiah), as 5 (or 50).  a beginning and end, or beginning situated in an end.  think of christ, heaven, cycles.  

i totally understand if people would think "no, there is no connection between 231 and 132." i don't think that there is either, but i don't understand why some numbers have significance when they are reversed, or combined when inverted. for example 37/73, 144/441. i think that it relates to geometry. figurate. maybe there is a connection. i don't know. considering the concept of time, there is a past, present and future. would that help to explain reversing numbers, or figures? how space organizes itself? geometry? space?

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0&p=33+year+calendar%2C+christ

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i wish that the police or FBI would come to my home, wanting everyone to know that they spoke in person with me, wanting me and others to know that they know about this unusual situation, which i know that others have complained about, or are worried about, and have made a public statement about it. i mean, even if they can't stop the unwanted aggression. the reality is that i am a public person, and that some people are weird and childish, socially lame, mean spirited, needy for attention, implying that they can get away with stalking me, harassing me, while also taunting the authorities. it is a form of anarchy. i am a public person, which makes me a target for unusual, incredibly weird, incredibly disturbing aggression from the public, just like any other public person. it really isn't difficult to understand. just because i am christ, doesn't mean that i am supposed to be ok with it, or people wanting to blatantly harm others, because not trying to stop it would mean that i didn't care about the health of the community. i do care about the health of the community.

many people would have the same type of "problem" that i have, if people knew that they didn't have locks on doors, or fire arms, or that they couldn't call the police.

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i don't think that i got my point across. everything but the "all guys, MF."

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5gAenGrKHKU

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if i was a mobster in new york city, my name would be 'joshy, "the jerusalem"'. or 'evan, "the easter bunny"'.

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i deleted material from this website early this morning (4/25/23) which i thought didn't fit. i find it interesting, as i believe that others do, but i am choosing to not include it on this website. sometimes i get information similar to what i had on this website, on the cable tv history channel, on the weekends. always just wanted peace and happiness for everyone.

sorry if i confused anyone. i just wanted to let people know everything that i knew about.

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something which i think about people who state that they worship christ, or worship God, is that they are sort of worshipping a fictional character. i mean, with the use of just the bible as a way of knowing christ, or God. there is very little of what christ supposedly stated in the bible. i would like to know what he really stated, and then what he stated after that, and then what he stated after that, and then what he stated after that, and also what he whispered in mary magdalene's ear after he had a few glasses of wine. another thing which people don't realize, having been unknowingly brainwashed, is that jesus is considered "popular", or is accepted, because rome politicized him 300 years after the he supposedly died. some people who lived during christ's time didn't even know who he was, or that he even existed at all, because of the difference in time period, and communication abilities.

please don't unnecessarily politicize me. we are always "waiting" on the messiah (mashiach). it is a concept which relates to the future, but that doesn't mean that we can't make the most of the now.

i am trying to make the most of what i can do, right now. i wish that i had more opportunity to create positive change. like returning kindness to someone in front of everyone, who is letting me know that they know who i am, and who is being kind to me. don't expect me to be able to comfort people, or really make positive change, unless you comfort and protect me a bit, publicly, engaging me, or really giving me an opportunity. people need to engage the world, and give the world more opportunity. don't make me a social person without actually socializing with me. it is not a fairly tale about one person being able to do everything on his own. that is why people congregate at churches. people who care about helping, and getting involved.

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mad tv

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XminlVhLma4

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Be ye of good courage, and he shall strengthen your heart, all ye that hope in the Lord.

Psalm 31:24

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The Mosaic Covenant is a significant covenant in both God’s redemptive history and in the history of the nation of Israel through whom God would sovereignly choose to bless the world with both His written Word and the Living Word, Jesus Christ.

https://www.gotquestions.org/Mosaic-covenant.html

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book of Enoch / 7 (or 70, or 700)

https://www.myjewishlearning.com/article/judaism-numbers/

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demiurge / creator God, in contrast to true God

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr2=p%3ads%2cv%3aomn%2cm%3asa%2cbrws%3achrome%2cpos%3a2&fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0&p=demiurge+meaning

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0&p=true+God+in+contrast+to+demiurge

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0&p=was+jesus+the+demiurge%3F

https://www.britannica.com/topic/Demiurge

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0&p=is+the+demiurge+evil

i think that this (true God/creator God) relates to the concepts that heaven was created before earth, or that earth was created before heaven, or that heaven and earth were created simultaneously. there is a correspondence. like "on earth as it is in heaven". also like the freemason's symbol (divider and square). the divider corresponds to heaven, or spirit. the square relates to the earth.

https://www.biblehub.com/matthew/6-10.htm
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link added to the top of this section of this website, where other books are listed.

others books on torah and science.

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0&p=book+on+torah+and+science

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i ordered a personalized texas license plate (PNKTUAL). it is just a joke. don't take it too seriously. i was a bit of a punk in my teenage years, and my early twenties. overconfident. i am not implying that people should act like punks, or not be on time to work. i think that i am authorized to be in possession of the military license plate which i now have, but i am not sure, and feel better not displaying one which states 'u.s. army honorably discharged' because of being discharged early (pattern of minor misconduct/army regulation 635-200, chapter 14-12B) from the army. my discharge was characterized as 'general, under honorable conditions' (look at 5 types of military discharges below), which means that it is still considered honorable, and not characterized as 'other than honorable'. because my characterization of service was 'general, under honorable conditions', i was ineligible to receive my GI bill, or help with college tuition, which was the main reason that i enlisted in the army. i was also provided with a bus ticket from south carolina to houston, at the time of my out-processing from the army, instead of being provided with an airplane ticket from south carolina to houston. it was sort of like a college student getting kicked out of college because of partying too much. i liked to adventure overseas after work. because my discharge was not classified as 'other than honorable', it seems to mean that it was with conditions not less than honorable. state of texas eligibility requirement for a specialty military license plate. i spoke with people at the texas department of motor vehicles, wanting to switch from one specialty military license plate (u.s. army honorably discharged) to a different one (national defense desert storm), and i don't know if they understand what they are stating, informing me that i am not authorized to be in possession of a military license plate. i thought about wanting to have a military license plate because my step father's brother, who i work for in la grange, texas, was in the navy, having a military legion of merit license plate. i enjoy working for him. i wanted to switch from the 'u.s. army honorably discharged' military license plate to 'national defense desert storm' license plate because i enlisted at the same time that desert storm was happening, plus i don't feel comfortable displaying the 'u.s. army honorably discharged' plate because i was booted out early for a pattern of minor misconduct. i mean, even if i am authorized to be in possession of it. i didn't think that i would have to go to iraq, but was willing to go if i was told to. i liked the 'u.s. honorably discharged' military license plate because of the army pentangle symbol. i have pride in my military service and experience, despite having been separated prior to my end term of service date. 4 years and 7 months active duty. i was very motivated at the beginning of my enlistment. very cool, unique experiences in korea and germany. or basic training, like the drill sergeant stating to the platoon when we first started to march "you guys have less rhythm than a couple of turds floating around a toilet bowl". i assumed that i was eligible to be in possession of a specialty military license plate. i was issued one, but am now going to change it. i am entitled to VA (Veteran's Administration) medical benefits, a non service connected disability pension, and other benefits, being that my characterization of service was 'general, under honorable conditions'.

5 types of military discharges:

- honorable
- general (under honorable conditions)
- other than honorable
- bad conduct
- dishonorable
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i regret ordering my new license plate (PNKTUAL). it was an impulsive decision, thinking that it was funny. i was making fun of myself when i was younger. sorry if i confused you, or let you down. i'm more sweet geek than punk.

i'm not going to switch to the new license plate (PNKTUAL) once that i am notified that it is ready to be done. i will also go back to a regular license plate. maybe i'll have an idea about a different personalized license plate in a year or two.

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i changed my mind again, and am going to switch to the new license plate (PNKTUAL) once that i am notified that it is ready. it is just a joke.

i was able to change my personalized license plate to 'PUNK2AL'.
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i believe that the police and/or FBI know about me and this unusual situation. i believe that they are aware that i have stated that i wish that they would come to my home and speak with me, in front of other people. i am frustrated with this situation, and know that the community is also. i believe that if they know about me and this situation, that they have a good reason to not do as i wish. i don't understand, but i think that they have thought it through. i am not angry with them. maybe they could change their minds.

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i'm not going to switch to the new license plate (PUNK2AL). not what i want as an image. i don't think that the police think that it is a good idea either.

sorry if i am confusing you, but i am going to stick with the license plate switch (PUNK2AL). i should get my money out of it. i like it. think that it is original and funny. i don't like for people who don't know me 24/7 to think that i act like a punk all of the time, or that i am telling people to act like punks, but i do have a bit of punk in me, sense of humor.

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i created a revised version of "k bar k", which you can view in the 'art*work / for sale / (2)' section of this website.
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i deleted 42 youtube links, not in sequence, in the 'chuckle schmuck' section of this website. i am not going to add anymore.
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young people, 20s, teenagers, or younger, should get involved in sports or music or art, work and school, exercise, and not drugs. drugs can be interesting at first, with experimentation, curiosity, but people who choose that can, or i think usually do, go down a unnecessarily confusing, sad path. it can lead to jail, or institutions. don't use dope as a substitute for creating interesting, positive, peaceful feelings, which hard work, or having discipline, generate. make your parents and grandparents proud.
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i wish that about 5 or 10 people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with would go with me to 2 different professors of biology, at rice university (houston, texas), and at the university of texas (austin, texas). this, in order to demonstrate, or prove with a test, that the constant 24/7 activity between us, and also the 144,000 worldwide, exists. it should be officially and publicly documented and protected. people should think objectively, sun and stars, a type of central nervous system or consciousness, in order to prevent unnecessary potential future conflicts, caused by ignorance, or by a confused religious classification of existence. please don't sweep it under the rug. that would be doing yourself, and the world community, a great disservice. it is a social event, which eventually becomes a political event. it should be easily accepted and celebrated. put the community on the honor system. you would be surprised at what happens.

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https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0&p=jesus+christ+political+messiah+or+spiritual+messiah+meaning

'the sword' is simply a reference to the number 7, or the 7th letter of the hebrew alphabet, letter 'zayin'. meaning: 'a weapon, a crown, a species, to nourish'. the 7th letter of the hebrew alphabet (zayin) looks like a sword. 7, or 28 as a perfect number, as 28 is the triangle of 7. something about physics in the universe.

https://biblehub.com/matthew/26-52.htm

https://www.hebrew4christians.com/Grammar/Unit_One/Aleph-Bet/Zayin/zayin.html
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i wonder if jesus christ was ever spanked as a child, or disciplined by his parents for acting up. this is not meant as a joke. what is the argument about him being perfect?

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5 charges on my criminal record :

- (1999)  DUI/possession of a controlled substance (meprobromate). i successfully completed 1 year of probation for the DUI. no conviction. dismissed. the possession of controlled substance charge was dismissed because it was given to me by a licensed physician. i was having trouble sleeping.

- (2002)  disorderly conduct/resisting arrest. i successfully completed 1 year of probation. no conviction. dismissed. my behavior was unusual due to my unique situation. i thought for some time that everyone was sensing me and it became overwhelming and confusing. i was acting weird by myself, talking out loud for hours, but was not disorderly with anyone in person. i think that the police knew what was going on and wanted to prevent any potential problems.  i was scared when the police started to apprehend me because i thought that they were going to kill me.  i wasn't told why i was being arrested.

- (2006) possession of a controlled substance (methamphetamine/less than 1 gram). i successfully completed 2 years of probation. no conviction. dismissed.

- (2012) injury to an elderly.  no conviction. dismissed.  my behavior was unusual due to my unique situation.  i hit my step father because i thought that he knew about who i was, which he doesn't, and that he was conspiring to harm me with others.  i thought that he wasn't being truthful with me, and also that he wanted to harm me.  we are currently on good terms.  i am glad that i went to jail, because i could have harmed someone else.  for 4 years (2008 - 2012) i thought that i was in constant 24/7 activity with everyone, and it caused me to be delusional.  i finally snapped out of believing that i was in constant 24/7 activity with everyone when they first transferred me from the harris county (houston, texas) jail, to rusk state hospital, to see if i was competent for trial.  i thought that i was never going to be let out of the harris county (houston, texas) jail.  if someone who knows who i am would have informed my family or my doctor at the houston veteran's hospital about my unique situation, and the fact that i was struggling, then none of this would have happened.

https://www.nealdavislaw.com/blog/criminal-defense/deferred-adjudication-texas

i am including a letter which i gave to my court appointed attorney in 2012, in reference to the injury to an elderly charge. it is located in the 'miscellaneous files' section of this website.

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silly.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zsXMmF-ggvI

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scroll down to 'future' in link directly below. big picture.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Earth

https://www.sciencefocus.com/planet-earth/when-will-earth-become-uninhabitable

https://www.news.com.au/technology/environment/climate-change/humanity-doomed-because-earth-is-destined-to-become-lifeless-red-planet-just-like-mars-scientist-warns/news-story/6ad9410240770cf21ad31ef1b28af12c

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i wanted to state that i appreciate what the police force do for us, and that people shouldn't take the police force for granted. it would be chaos without them, and most people are not willing to subject themselves to the kind of difficult work which the police force perform. they act as a deterrent for crime, simply because people know that they exist, or because people know that they can be easily contacted. i do not agree with the violent riots which have occurred because of rare occurrences of problems when the police force attempt to make an arrest. if one were to obtain an arrest problem percentage rate, i know that it is very low. usually there is not a problem.

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(from link directly below)

What do the numbers 666 mean?

666 has had a bad reputation because of its biblical meaning as “the number of the beast,” but it's mostly unwarranted. The spiritual meaning of 666 is an encouragement to refocus. Seeing 666 tells you to pay closer attention to any fixation you currently have on earthly problems and details. Jun 29, 2023

https://www.google.com/search?q=is+666+really+a+bad+number&sca_esv=564016503&sxsrf=AB5stBghbJ6qJXMV9-4Iz0ILsSiRhAr10Q%3A1694280409860&source=hp&ei=2ar8ZMvoMbajqtsPpaiw4AI&iflsig=AD69kcEAAAAAZPy46XR3Ln1osWaAmJX1yMoA5pus1sv0&oq=&gs_lp=Egdnd3Mtd2l6IgAqAggAMgcQIxjqAhgnMgcQIxjqAhgnMg0QLhjHARivARjqAhgnMgcQIxjqAhgnMgcQIxjqAhgnMgcQIxjqAhgnMgcQLhjqAhgnMgcQIxjqAhgnMgcQIxjqAhgnMgcQIxjqAhgnSKIWUABYAHABeACQAQCYAQCgAQCqAQC4AQPIAQCoAgo&sclient=gws-wiz

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0&p=solomon+666+talents+of+gold

there is also information about genesis 1:1 and 666, above in this section of this website.

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28 is the triangle of 7, or in other words, 1 + 2 + 3 + 4 + 5 + 6 + 7 = 28. 28 is a perfect number. there are different types of numbers. i don't understand it that well, but you can arrive at a perfect number by doubling numbers, starting with the number 1, until the sum of the numbers is prime (7), and then multiply the prime by the the last number in the doubling series. for example, 1, 2, 4 = 7, then multiply 7 x 4 to arrive at 28.

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O O O O
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i got the above graph information from a man who studied sacred geometry, whose name was vernon jenkins.

notice 3 groups of 6 in the corners. 777 overlapping for the border.

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144

https://vinesandbrambles.wordpress.com/sevens-from-sowers-parables-numbers/70-x-7-and-666-in-pascals-triangle/#:~:text=For%20instance%2C%20Revelation%E2%80%99s%20number%20of%20the%20beast%2C%20that,on%20the%20center%2070%20x%207%20triangle-within%20%28red%29.

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since there is no guarantee that people in the world would find out about me though communication, i am not required to bridge people's relationship with God. logic. people can have their own relationship with God. think of the difference between the components of a brain (electro whatever, chemicals, synapses, neuro transmitters), and how one would feel or think about the entire brain itself. objectivity, or the importance of a lack of objectivity. is spreading "the gospel" that important? what seems to be important is to stop people from creating unnecessary, confused social/political situations, because of christ, because of their own selfish, social/political interests.

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hallelujah

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J__T2dvaWww

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thanks very much to omniglot.com.  it helped.

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10 or 613 commandments / physics

https://inner.org/torah_and_science/mathematics/love_fear.php

https://www.chabad.org/library/article_cdo/aid/1556513/jewish/What-Is-the-Significance-of-the-Number-of-Gds-613-Commandments.htm

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cause and effect / miracles

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0&p=miracles%2C+cause+and+effect%2C+action+and+reaction

action and reaction / miracles

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0&p=action+and+reaction%2C+miracles

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oneness of God

http://iyyun.com/teachings/shema-oneness#:~:text=The%20Shema%20is%20the%20ultimate%20expression%20of%20Divine,and%20all%20that%20exists%20is%20included%20within%20God.

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is there such a thing as race in humans?

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr2=p%3ads%2cv%3aomn%2cm%3asa%2cbrws%3achrome%2cpos%3a3&fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0&p=is+there+such+a+thing+as+race+in+humans

several ways which you could think of race is that there was a common start point, which makes them all equal. also, there is no end to the race, so how could you determine who the winner of the race is?

what would be the point of having a race when there is no finish to the race? all inclusive.

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the bible begins with the letter B, which is 2, as A = 1, B = 2, C = 3, etc.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bereshit_(parashah)
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is christmas really a celebration of the sun and stars?

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0&p=is+christmas+really+a+celebration+of+the+sun+and+stars%3F

when was jesus christ actually born?

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0&p=when+was+jesus+christ+actually+born%3F

jesus christ born on september 29th, 4 BC

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0&p=jesus+christ+born+on+september+29%2C+4+BC

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who do the 12 tribes of israel represent?

https://search.yahoo.com/search;_ylt=AwrFNyS.gSRlHnoDPq5XNyoA;_ylc=X1MDMjc2NjY3OQRfcgMyBGZyA21jYWZlZQRmcjIDc2ItdG9wBGdwcmlkA0RCQkt1eDVCU1Btb1poNkVYbmhtS0EEbl9yc2x0AzAEbl9zdWdnAzAEb3JpZ2luA3NlYXJjaC55YWhvby5jb20EcG9zAzAEcHFzdHIDBHBxc3RybAMwBHFzdHJsAzQxBHF1ZXJ5A3dobyUyMGRvJTIwdGhlJTIwMTIlMjB0cmliZXMlMjBvZiUyMGlzcmFlbCUyMHJlcHJlc2VudCUzRgR0X3N0bXADMTY5Njg5MTQyNQ--?p=who+do+the+12+tribes+of+israel+represent%3F&fr2=sb-top&fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0

are the 12 tribes of israel an allegory?

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0&p=are+the+12+tribes+of+israel+an+allegory

do the 12 tribes of israel relate to astrology?

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0&p=do+the+12+tribes+of+israel+relate+to+astrology

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freemasonry

regius poem / both original form and modern translation / Euclid was a mathematician / Euclidean geometry

https://montgomerylodge.com/regius-poem/

(excerpt)

Many years after, the good clerk Euclid
Taught the craft of geometry full wonder wide,
So he did that other time also,
Of divers crafts many more.
Through high grace of Christ in heaven,
He commenced in the sciences seven;
Grammar is the first science I know,
Dialect the second, so I have bliss,
Rhetoric the third without doubt,
Music the fourth, as I you say,
Astronomy is the fifth, by my snout,
Arithmetic the sixth, without doubt,
Geometry the seventh maketh an end,
For he is both meek and courteous,
Grammar forsooth is the root,
Whoever will learn on the book;
But art passeth in his degree,
As the fruit doth the root of the tree;
Rhetoric measureth with ornate speech among,
And music it is a sweet song;
Astronomy numbereth, my dear brother,
Arithmetic sheweth one thing that is another,
Geometry the seventh science is,
That can separate falsehood from truth, I know
These be sciences seven,
Who useth them well he may have heaven.
– Regius Manuscript poem, A.D. 13902
(British Museum / London)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Euclid

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Masonic_manuscripts

https://maa.org/press/periodicals/convergence/mathematical-treasure-god-the-supreme-geometer

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Great_Architect_of_the_Universe

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https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Conceptions_of_God

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i sometimes participate in a kabbalah zoom class. american friends of Gal Einai institute. yesterday the lesson was about the spiritual significance of water. it was taught that water relates to the concept of transition. with this in mind, i am thinking of chapter 13 of the book of revelations (bible), corresponding to the 13th letter of the hebrew alphabet ('mem'). 22 chapters of revelations corresponds to the 22 Hebrew letters. chapter 13 is well known for 666. chapter 14 proceeds chapter 13. i posted at least one link above about how 666 also relates to the 1st first of the bible, which would be a type of transition. i don't understand how i do or don't relate to 666. i am composed of water, just like other humans are. there is also 777. there is also 888 (numerical value of world 'jesus'). i wish that i knew what the point was. lol. one issue is that 8 can be thought of as a marriage of 6 (male) and 7 (female), but i'm not sure if it is applicable to 666, 777 and 888. i am guessing that it is applicable.


https://www.chabad.org/library/article_cdo/aid/137085/jewish/Mem.htm
look at meaning. 'mashiach' means messiah in hebrew

https://inner.org/hebleter/mem.htm
Divinity:
The closed mem – the arrival of the Mashiach.


all 22 hebrew letters. click on each letter to read. you can compare to the book of revelations/22 chapters (bible).

https://inner.org/hebleter/default

'mayim' is the hebrew word for water. it is spelled MYM, or Mem, Yud, Mem, with no vowels. the 2 letters of  Mem correspond to an upper water and a lower water, separated by a letter Yud.

https://search.yahoo.com/search;_ylt=AwrhedPlkkJlwNMQ1WNXNyoA;_ylu=Y29sbwNiZjEEcG9zAzEEdnRpZANMT0NVSTExM1RfMQRzZWMDcGFnaW5hdGlvbg--?p=what+does+mayim+mean+in+hebrew&type=E211US1485G0&fr=mcafee&fr2=p%3Ads%2Cv%3Aomn%2Cm%3Asa%2Cbrws%3Achrome%2Cpos%3A2&b=8&pz=7&bct=0&xargs=0

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https://www.explainingspace.com/what-is-the-33-year-cycle/

https://www.britannica.com/science/golden-number

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i created a new section on this website called 'brainstorm / science work'. i moved work to that section.

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is the new testament propaganda of the early church?

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E210US1485G0&p=is+the+new+testament+propaganda+of+the+early+church

greek isopsephy (gematria) in new testament

https://beholdthestone.com/archives/1093

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E210US1485G0&p=isopsephy

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exegesis

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr2=p%3ads%2cv%3aomn%2cm%3asa%2cbrws%3achrome%2cpos%3a5&fr=mcafee&type=E210US1485G0&p=exegesis

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i moved a few posts from this 'for your information' section to the 'important 1' section. i won't go totally crazy trying to defend myself and other people anymore, while basically being defenseless. i don't like the negative tone posts. some of it is necessary.

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this is a malware URL which my computer keeps blocking, for about 3 or 4 weeks now. today is 1/22/2024. i am not worried about it. can someone investigate or help me out?

static.s123-cdn-static-d.com

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From Watergate we learned what generations before us have known: our Constitution works. And during the Watergate years it was interpreted again so as to reaffirm that no one--absolutely no one--is above the law.

Leon Jaworski

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officer - 4.  a person appointed or elected to some position of responsibility or authority in the government, a corporation, a society, etc.

office - 5.  the staff or designated part of a staff at a commercial or industrial organization.  6.  a position of duty, trust, or authority, esp. in the government, a corporation, a society, or the like.  7.  employment or position as an official.  8.  the duty, function, or part of a particular person or agency.  9.  a service or task to be performed; assignment; chore.

constitution - the way in which a thing is composed or made up; make up; composition.  2.  the physical character of the body as to strength, health, etc.  3.  character or condition of mind; disposition; temperament.  4.  the act or process of constituting; establishment.  5.  the state of being constituted; formation.  6.  any established arrangement or custom.  7.  see Constitution of the United States.  8.  the system of fundamental principles according to which a nation, state, corporation, or the like, is governed.  9.  the document embodying these principles.

constitute - 1.  to compose; form.  2.  to appoint to an office or function; make or create.  3.  to set up or establish (laws, an institution, etc.).  4.  to give legal form to (an assembly, court, etc.).  5.  to create or be tantamount to.  6.  Archaic.  to set or place.  

Webster's Encyclopedic Unabridged Dictionary of the English Language
Copyright 1989 by dilithium Press, Ltd.

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my mom has this funny book.

The Pig Poets: An Anthology of Porcine Poesy

https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/2573730

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calendar objective, nicene council 325 AD.

https://search.yahoo.com/search;_ylt=Awrij7jdU7RlxNYE4qtXNyoA;_ylc=X1MDMjc2NjY3OQRfcgMyBGZyA21jYWZlZQRmcjIDc2ItdG9wBGdwcmlkA2w5ckdlQkp6VHIuUGhtb2gxTEd6dkEEbl9yc2x0AzAEbl9zdWdnAzEwBG9yaWdpbgNzZWFyY2gueWFob28uY29tBHBvcwMwBHBxc3RyAwRwcXN0cmwDMARxc3RybAM0MQRxdWVyeQNjYWxlbmRhciUyMG9iamVjdGl2ZSUyQyUyMG5pY2VuZSUyMGNvdW5jaWwlMjAzMjUlMjBhZAR0X3N0bXADMTcwNjMxNjgzMQ--?p=calendar+objective%2C+nicene+council+325+ad&fr=mcafee&type=E210US1485G0&fr2=sb-top&iscqry=

where is nicaea located

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr2=p%3ads%2cv%3aomn%2cm%3asa%2cbrws%3achrome%2cpos%3a1&fr=mcafee&type=E210US1485G0&p=where+was+nicaea+located

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calendar objective, nicaea, easter

https://search.yahoo.com/search;_ylt=AwrFGTP_VLRl9QMAipBXNyoA;_ylc=X1MDMjc2NjY3OQRfcgMyBGZyA21jYWZlZQRmcjIDc2ItdG9wBGdwcmlkAzZ0Q3g3OGZhU0J1YVg5ZDVDalNfS0EEbl9yc2x0AzAEbl9zdWdnAzAEb3JpZ2luA3NlYXJjaC55YWhvby5jb20EcG9zAzAEcHFzdHIDBHBxc3RybAMwBHFzdHJsAzMzBHF1ZXJ5A2NhbGVuZGFyJTIwb2JqZWN0aXZlJTIwbmljYWVhJTJDJTIwZWFzdGVyBHRfc3RtcAMxNzA2MzE3MjA4?p=calendar+objective+nicaea%2C+easter&fr=mcafee&type=E210US1485G0&fr2=sb-top&iscqry=

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https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/144,000

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i think that it would be good for the entire nation if school through 12th grade, or through 8th grade were organized into 4 day work weeks. i think that it would be good for kid's morale and grades, family life, social life. sense of love or compassion.

https://www.thoughtco.com/pros-cons-four-day-school-week-4046198#:~:text=Moving%20to%20a%20four-day%20school%20week%20boosts%20student,were%20also%20able%20to%20get%20some%20extra%20rest.

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i added 'art work* (2) / downloadable' to this website. i am trying to photoshop out some of the legs which are underneath the longhorn in front. i think that there are 2 longhorns behind the longhorn in front, even though it seems as if you can only view 2.

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today at my parent's church, sunday (2/4/2924), it was a recognition of the feast of the presentation of the lord (2/2/2024). each person in the entire congregation lit a candle before the last hymn, at the end of the service. the feast of the presentation of the lord is a recognition of the end of the christmas season.

https://bible.usccb.org/bible/readings/020224.cfm

https://www.ncregister.com/cna/the-presentation-of-the-lord-a-symbol-of-the-messiah-s-embrace

https://ewtn.co.uk/chpop-what-is-candlemas-the-beautiful-biblical-celebration-explained/

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i am trying to add a little bit of good detail to 'art work* (7) / downloadable'. i will leave the version presently there. i will have more than one version available to download.

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this is a poem which i wrote one morning before college, at the original House of Pies on kirby drive (houston, texas). i thought that maybe it needed a fourth part. i can think about it.


Grains of sand,
which form a land,
the best way that the elements can.

Times' tale is washed ashore,
and over time, more and more,
soft white dunes my feet adore.

Crashing waves to let me know,
that magic on this earth is so.
the Designer chuckling to and fro.

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i think that it helps to think about what the universe is, generally thinking. big bang, formation of solar systems, formation of planets, asteroids smashing into each other. it couldn't be anything other than what it is. what is key is concept of future, or how the future can be affected. rectification, reformation.

how is sin conceived of? intelligent beings have the faculty of reason, or choice.

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr2=p%3ads%2cv%3aomn%2cm%3asa%2cbrws%3achrome%2cpos%3a1&fr=mcafee&type=E210US1485G0&p=hypostatic+union

if someone is not able to be able to think of doing good, or to execute good deeds, does that make them a sinner? is it sin, or is it a function of hypostasis?

i was thinking of what i was conceiving as a difference between a physical reaction, or process, and an intellectual reaction, or process. it seems as if the physical reaction, or process doesn't have a choice as to what it does, or how it operates. it seems as if the intellectual reaction, or process, does have a choice as to what it does, or how it operates. the more that i think about it, a choice which an intellectual being make is inevitable, or limited to the individual's particular mind, even though it may take time for the choice to occur. in this sense, there is no choice, with action and reaction being compared to only a physical process. the brain is physical matter. there is, however, a documented philosophical differentiation between matter and principle, or matter and form.

moving particles, as physical matter?
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food for thought.

https://www.wordhippo.com/what-is/another-word-for/change_for_the_better.html

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as opposed to mortal sin.

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E210US1485G0&p=what+does+venial+mean

venial sin.

https://www.britannica.com/topic/venial-sin

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i wish that the government and/or scientists could study the brains of the black man and mexican girl who i refer to in the 'important 1' section of this website. they both live somewhere in america, and could be identified. it seems as if they have a different type of mind than humans, or as if there is something missing from their brain structure. maybe it relates to brain stem evolution. this is nothing prejudicial toward blacks and mexicans as a whole.

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catholic church cardinal calls for permanent dialogue with freemasons.

why don't they have a permanent dialogue with me? easier way to accomplish much more work. or they could do both.

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E210US1485G0&p=report%3A+cardinal+calls+for+%27permanent%27+dialouge+with+freemasons

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one of my old army buddies told me something about an expression or something which i think goes "you got change for 50 cents?". i thought about the following on my own.

50 cents:

2 quarter dollars
5 dimes
10 nickels
50 pennies

2 + 5 + 10 + 50 = 67

this doesn't mean that i have an american flag in front of my house. i am not using this a way of asking for monetary donations. just triva.
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i don't know if i am a goat, a fish, a lamb or a lion.

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official - 1. a person appointed or elected to an office or charged with certain duties, esp. in the government.  2.  of or pertaining to an office or position of duty, trust, or authority.  3.  authorized or issued authoritatively.  4.  holding office.  5. appointed or authorized to act in a designated capacity.  6.  (of an activity or event) intended for the notice of the public and performed or held on behalf of officials or of an organization; formal.

Webster's Encyclopedic Unabridged Dictionary of the English Language
Copyright 1989 by dilithium Press, Ltd.

etymology of word 'official'.

https://www.etymonline.com/word/official#:~:text=official%20%28n.%29%20early%2014c.%2C%20%22minor%20ecclesiastical%20court%20officer%22,to%20duty%2C%20service%2C%20or%20office%22%20%28see%20official%20%28adj.%29%29.

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love funk.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jj5nH0O8lmg

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cabal/kabbalah. i think that it relates to some type of structure.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cabal

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i am not a psychopath. i am a psychosidewalk or psychotrail.

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easter trivia.

https://www.learnreligions.com/easter-egg-history-1807594

https://www.history.com/topics/holidays/easter-symbols

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr2=p%3ads%2cv%3aomn%2cm%3asa%2cbrws%3achrome%2cpos%3a1&fr=mcafee&type=E210US1485G0&p=easter+rabbits+aachen+germany

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torah. musical notes. no punctuation.

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E210US1485G0&p=torah%2C+no+punctuation%2C+musical+notes

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E210US1485G0&p=no+punctuation+in+original+torah

no chapters in original bible.

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E210US0G0&p=no+chapters+in+original+bible
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a think for a stink?

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this seems to be a type of neurological system. myself, the 144,000, and everyone. related to sun and stars.  i wish that scientists would be given the authority to officially, publicly study it. it seems as if humans, or all animals, are a type of receptor, similar to plants, with a function similar to photosynthesis.

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greek letter 'THETA' related to etymology of the english words 'TH eology', 'TH eatre', etc. i don't know if it is the 8th or 9th letter of the greek alphabet. 9 seems to make more sense. i think that the ancient symbol was a circle with an X shape in the center. i think that mariners who worked during the time period after christ, or on behalf of christ, invented pirate skull and crossbones idea.

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E210US0G0&p=greek+letter+theta+symbol%2C+skull+and+crossbones

chrome-extension://efaidnbmnnnibpcajpcglclefindmkaj/https://philarchive.org/archive/SVOTPA

golgotha

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E210US0G0&p=golgotha+place+of+the+skull

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young people, 20s, teenagers, or younger, should get involved in sports or music or art, work and school, exercise, and not drugs. drugs can be interesting at first, with experimentation, curiosity, but people who choose that can, or i think usually do, go down a unnecessarily confusing, sad path. it can lead to jail, or institutions. don't use dope as a substitute for creating interesting, positive, peaceful feelings, which hard work, or having discipline, generate. keep your parents and grandparents proud.

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i saw 2 young black girls walking home from school earlier today, and i don't wish them any harm at all. i don't wish any harm on innocent kids.







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For those people who have not already been made aware of this, independently of this website, I am in a constant 24/7 activity with a small group of people (144,000) who are situated all over the world. I don't understand it exactly, but it is related to the design and creation of the great pyramid of Gizeh. Look at link (144,000) in the 'for your information' section of this website. In other words, our central nervous systems are somehow fused. They can sense that i am typing at this moment, even though they are situated in different places all over the world. They could also sense that I was drinking a cup of coffee, if I was doing that right now. I am not currently in activity with 144,000 people. Some have died from old age. Some I am not in activity with yet. Apparently, some of these people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with were sensing me as a fetus, when i was still in my mother's womb. I think that i am joined with these other people because of something relating to the sun, other stars (most notably the constellation of Orion), the design of the great pyramid, and electromagnetism. It means that what is happening in our minds, or central nervous systems, also exists somewhere else, in order for the fusion to be taking place in the manner which it is. I believe that the water in our systems acts as a conductor. I believe that the same was true of Jesus of Nazareth; meaning, that this same connectivity with others is what actually distinguished him from other people. Read in the 'for your information' section about 144 and 72, or the story of Jesus and the 72 in the book of Luke. Also the story of Horus battling Set (Sat-an) and 72 conspirators in Egyptian mythos. I am not stating that Jesus of Nazareth and the Egyptian Set (Sat-an) are the same being. 72 is 1/2 of 144, with there being 1440 minutes in one day. The story of Jesus of Nazareth in the bible is mostly allegorical, although he was a real person in real history. The constant 24/7 activity can be, at times, maddening, for both me and the people who are sensing me. I believe that the 144,000 is some type of star seed. Constellation of Orion, astrology, 12 x 12 x 1000. Look at links below. Star seed is not necessarily "positive". I was 24 years old (1997), when it first became evident to me that I was, or am, in this unique, constant 24/7 activity with people. I am not schizophrenic. Then, in February of 1998, I started to sense an intelligent being communicating to me, with the use of physical contractions of my muscle and soft tissue, which meant that this being began to sense me first. It is a form of non verbal communication. This happened, in a way, exactly as it was predicted by something known as the Ussher chronology. Beginning of 1000 years (6000 years = 4004 BC to 1996 AD). Look at links in the 'for your information' section of this website. It also means that other people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with can sense, or were also sensing this intelligent being. It was extremely confusing at first. Madness. Isolation from the community. Hopelessness mixed with confused faith. 13 years later, in May of 2011, I started to sense another intelligent being communicating with me, with the same type of physical contractions of my muscle and soft tissue. It was, and still is, easily differentiated by me, and also the entire worldwide group who are sensing it, from the communication from the first intelligent being. It was, or is, fainter and more frequent. A totally different person, with a totally different personality. Non verbal communication. Both of these beings wanted, or want, to make it apparent to me, and anyone else who they thought was sensing me, because of the type and timing of the physical contraction communication which they can generate, that they had my vision, or that they could see what i could see. It was, or is, sensed as a person who is sort of child like, who is in a type of shock, or stupor, and finding it fascinating. Like they are children watching cartoons on television. It is very easy to understand, through sensation or non verbal communication, that the first intelligent being which myself and the rest of the group began sensing was, or is, male. It is very easy to understand, through sensation or non verbal communication, that the second intelligent being which myself and the group began to sense was, or is, female. They are human, just like I am human. I know without a doubt that the female is Hispanic, now (in the year 2022) about 30 years old, probably still living in Houston, Texas. I have seen her about 6 times in different places in the Houston area, because she wanted me and the rest of the group to know that it was her, wanting me to talk about her, or that she was responsible for creating the sensations, in a way childishly showing off. She used to have a white SUV and restricted phone number in the year 2011. Height is probably about 5 feet or 4 feet 10 inches. Medium size breasts. Full figured. She had long brown or light brown hair. I believe that she lives inside of the Houston 610 loop area, or that her parents live inside of the Houston 610 loop area. I believe that this is true, because she was able to get to locations within the Houston 610 loop area, where I was, quickly, already knowing that I would be at the same location. She has an unusual issue with her left eye, which I have seen, which I believe is the eye which acquired my vision, being at the beginning of the fusion of our central nervous systems, right around the last week of may of 2011. I believe that she has a brother who owns, or who used to own a Dodge Charger. I saw this car when I dropped off paperwork at the downtown Houston police station, wanting to be respectful of her, trying to establish rights for both of us. I also saw the person who I think is her brother together with her at the Houston Veteran's Administration hospital, when I went there one time. She wanted me and other people to know that it was her. I know without a doubt that she is lying about this situation to her family. I can reasonably assume that the male being who can also create contractions of my muscle and soft tissue, which other members of the group (144,000) can sense, who also indicated that he has my vision, also has an unusual issue with his left eye. Meaning, the eye which acquired my vision in February of 1998. It took me 13 years (1998 - 2011) to be able to understand that this male being is an African American, and also that he is ignorant, not possessing extraordinary knowledge concerning me, or this situation, which I thought that he had prior to 2011.

I believe that these 2 people were characterized, or defined, as Set (Sat-an) and Nephthys in Egyptian mythos, in the past. I believe that I was characterized, or defined, as Horus (Christ) in Egyptian mythos, in the past. Look at links in the 'for your information' section of this website. I also believe that the male was characterized as Beelzebub during the time of Jesus of Nazareth.

After having enough experience, having been situated together with these 2 people for some time already, as stated, I can list some of their characteristics.

They are like people who are a type of mentally retarded. Constant stupor. Psychopathic. Sociopathic. Narcissistic. Childish. Evil. It flaunts being evil, seeming to try to recruit evil people. Hate. Anger. Envy. Jealousy. Greed. Problem with ego, or perhaps super ego. Negative. Angry. Sadistic. Nervous. Insecure. Creepy. It flaunts thinking that it is creepy. Attempts to intimidate. Vicious. Insane. Predatorial. Deceit. Perverted.

Even evil people wouldn't want anything to do with these beings. They have a mental problem.

Because they are naturally, or understandably, insecure about what people think about them, namely because of their unusual issue with their left eye, they embarrass and anger easily, ultimately having betrayed the community, desperately trying to make it seem like I was evil, or that people should think of me as evil, when I am not evil, and when they knew, or know, that I am not evil. They also childishly and sloppily imply that they have some authority which they don't think that they have, wanting to make a mockery of what would actually be considered responsible behavior, it seems because of panic, or greed, or not understanding how they should fit in with society. They seemed to want to try and associate in a cooperative way, when the activity with them first started. As time went on, they seemed confused about how to survive, socially, and long term, thinking that they had embarrassed themselves by having been unnecessarily aggressive.

They both seem to want ignorant people to believe, acting out in a childish, blatantly fake, confused, ignorant manner, that the eye above the pyramid on the dollar bill represents them, or that they have authority which they actually don't have. It is related, but the eye on the dollar bill seems to be the opposite of what they are. God is a loving God. They are not loving, and not only that, they are trying to make people think that God is not a loving God. They are also trying to fool people into thinking that i am not loving.

I have tried to help them. They should communicate to the public, or me, with actual words and conclusive statements, instead of trying to stupidly and wrongfully hustle their way into happiness, social success, power, or survival. There would be a commitment to cooperation which they would benefit from. They wanted, or want, to show off and play childish games. It got, or gets them intro social trouble. It seems like their minds never develop properly, in any incarnation of theirs, because they have my vision, and are constantly distracted by, or interested in what I am doing. They are not doing work like other people ordinarily do work, by not communicating with intelligent statements, which are easily understandable and conclusive. It got them into social trouble, or didn't, or doesn't, allow them to make a type of normal social progression. They seem to be implying that they are supposed to get unusual special treatment, or be worshipped because they are unusual, but they are lazy, childish and are constantly attempt to deceive, like someone who is criminally insane. They are disabled, and are trying to obtain something for themselves in an unethical, rude, bully style way. They seem to live in a fantasy world, fanaticizing about having happiness and power, but are unwilling to try to do work like people ordinarily do work, communicating using intelligent, conclusive, easily understandable statements, in order to achieve this happiness. They have a confused identity problem, seeming to want to settle for being different, and a foe, not wanting to try to make a more normal social progression on earth.

They seem to have an unusual need to feel loved, or respected, or accepted, or recognized. They have an unusual psychological problem, just as a few other people who i am constant 24/7 activity (144,000) with have proven themselves to have. These 2 people are trying to secure something for themselves, using their ability to create contractions of my muscle and soft tissue, which other people in the group (144,000) can sense, as a type of weapon. It is an attempt to subdue or incapacitate me, and other people, so that these 2 beings do not have to work as hard, or compete with others, as people ordinarily have to compete, or cooperate, with others. It seems as if they are doing this, really for the future incarnations which they think that they will have, not wanting me, or others worldwide, to achieve the potential in this life, because they think that it will make it better for themselves if I was considered unpopular. I think an attempt to have me murdered, in this life, or in future lives. They want to create frivolous gossip which they think will benefit them in making me seem unpopular. It seems as if they are both confused and angry, trying to create gossip which they think will help their chances of survival. They have a strange pride problem, or ego problem, like someone who feels special, but inferior, and is in a type of panic, then doing something irrational for attention. It is an angry, childish attitude, like "oh yeah, well i am somebody too!", or, "oh yeah, well i am going to show you who i am!" They think that i am special, or unique, so they have a confused desire to feel special, or unique, too.

i think that these creatures might have been a problem during Jesus Christ's time here on earth, or a distraction for him, but that it was not so bad that people communicated at length about it. I have thought that the biblical character Beelzebub was, or is, a way to refer to them, or at least the male. There were more opportunities for problems to arise in this incarnation of ours because of technology.

I have told both of them that it is better if we work together, and that they are creating a lose-lose situation for themselves and the community. It seems as if they both want, unrealistically, to be thought of as like stars, or celebrities. As I stated, they have a unusual ego problem. I have told them they they would have love and happiness in their lives if they didn't try to unnecessarily overshadow me, or other people as well. As time goes on, it doesn't seem as if they care about being loved anymore. They are confused about what people think about them.

I think that these 2 beings have something to do with the moon. I have read that scientists think that there used to be 2 moons. They have mental problems. It seems like their ability to create the contractions in my muscle and soft tissue relates to an electric charge, or a positive/negative charge, or electromagnetism. We don't feel electric shock, though. I have thought that maybe it has something to do with the moon (grey aliens?/I read that they don't have a soul), or reptilian entities which I have read about, or something about Alpha Draconis (constellation of Draco/Draconian/star corresponding to northern side of great pyramid).

I wish that scientists and other people would be informed about what is going on by people who who i am in constant 24/7 activity (144,000) with, who could prove that the constant 24/7 activity is real. They would have to include me and perform a test, publicly certified with television cameras and the police. They could put us in different rooms of a building, say something to me, with me being in one room of the building, and the other people in the other rooms of the building would know what it was. Someone could touch me somewhere on my body not inappropriate, and the other people in the other rooms of the building would know where on my body it was. Give me something to eat, and the other people in the other rooms of the building would know what it was. It could be certified by the police. Television cameras were invented only 70 years ago. The eye (like a camera) connects everything, or allows for information to be gathered and processed. You could use it as an important tool like a microscope. For example, people who don't live in Egypt wouldn't know what the pyramids looked like, unless there were photographs of them. They couldn't understand it, or begin to understand it, or conceptualize it, or appreciate it. The use of a television camera to observe myself connected to the 144,000 would be like looking at a cell, through a powerful microscope. Objectivity. Science, and not religion. I think that it would be good for scientists, politicians, and future politicians to understand, because this constant 24/7 activity which I am in with others applies to people all over the world, not racially or territorially discriminatory. World mind. World consciousness. I think that it will get spiritually messy in the future, or in everyone's future incarnations, if you don't make a story about me now, while you can, in the way that you could. Don't take our current peace or social order for granted. I have a few ideas about how to secure it. One is that if it were acknowledged by the government, it would be respected, but also as a way of making it seem unimportant. I could do something unusual every morning when i get out of bed, which only people who i am in activity would know about. There is a chance of an information leak, I think for people who would try to get social security disability money, when they are not mentally sick, or disabled, or in constant 24/7 activity with me. Another thought is that there would be an agreement that the 144,000, after being officially recognized, do not speak about me, or themselves, in public. If someone who wasn't a person who i am in activity with would try to convince people that they were a person who i was in activity with, no one would believe them, or pay attention to what they had to communicate.

I think that at a minimum, the police, or FBI, who i believe already know about this public situation, should come to my home, stating to me (in front of everyone) that they know about it, and have made a public statement about it. There needs to be more social order, or more confidence vested in what is happening. apparently, It happens all of the time, or in cycles.

God bless, and Peace be with you.

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some of the above information seems like i am dragging it on, or becoming too emotional about it, but that is because i am confused, and sick, wanting the 2 beings who are acting aggressively to be real, and cooperative.

also, i usually write in all lower case, or am informal. i also like the uniform aspect of all lower case.

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i am being made intentionally sick and confused by this creature all day long, every day. it has compounded. it has been going on for years. my mind can not function properly. i feel constantly threatened, publicly. nobody's mind could function OR DEVELOP properly. it is weird childish sadism. please help if you can. try to help. i am not crazy. part of the reason that it is doing this to me is to make it seem like i am crazy. another reason is that it wants to make me seem weird and unlikeable. it is because it thinks that people think that it is weird and unlikeable. it thinks that it can't survive. it is so different than what people normally are, like an animal or completely different species, so that it doesn't try to work with people, as people ordinarily work with one another.

basically, i am saying "take this job and shove it." don't expect me to do something positive for the public when you don't act like you care about at least trying to protect me from weirdos who are out there. they are childish and sadistic.

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here is a houston, texas police report which i created on 12/01/2016.
the incident number is: 1528227-16
the officer's name: E. Estep
unit #: 20G52N

i would like to create another report, or add to the existing report. i copied and pasted this to the top of this section of this website.
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i have already deleted negative tone information about half a dozen times in the past 2 or 3 years from my website, trying to fight, and then not liking what i think that it is doing to the community, trying to fight, and then not liking what i think that it is doing to the community, etc. the issue is that i am defenseless, and that there are weird, childish, very mean people out there. i have been confused about what to do. i want to stop bad things from spreading, but i don't want a negative, confusing tone or confusing thoughts to dominate the community. a few people who are are really not nice or honest, who caused a social problem for themselves, didn't anticipate in the past that i would ever be communicating online, defending myself and the community. then they started to fuck with me so bad, weird, childish cruelty, in order to try to get me to defend myself and the community even more online, in order to try and make it seem like i am a weird, uptight jerk, or a liar, when i am actually not. my computer work worked against them, publicly, so they tried to make it work against me, publicly. they are evil. it will be difficult to not fight back if they continue to do what they have been doing, since i lack privacy in the way which i do. they probably will continue. it is completely natural to feel the need to fight back against this aggression, since it affects your feelings, publicly, and permanently. you fight to try to bring a feeling of dignity into your life, like someone who is being raped or violated. the people who are being unnecessarily aggressive are weird, childish psychopaths/sociopaths. it shouldn't come as a surprise that a person in my situation is being stalked, harassed, violated, in public.

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i really don't  feel like there is a need to communicate anything more about george h. w. bush, northern trust bank, paris hilton, or thule.org.  one reason is that i have already honestly communicated about these issues, more than once.  the other reason is that i am not evil. with people knowing that.  i'll probably be ignored and harmed even more if i do communicate about these issues again.   it gives childish, evil, fake, socially lame people something to lie about, and to try to spread hate about.  they do it because they got themselves into social trouble.  they want ignorant people to think that because i seem defensive about something, that it means that i am guilty of something, or that there is something more interesting or more important about it than there is.  no.  it is like cheesy, lame tabloid shit.  it isn't important.  ok, here is something.

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george h. w. bush stated "1000 points of light", which was unusual and is related to christ, which confused me, back in the past when i thought that everything had some special meaning, like a child would think, making me think that maybe i was going to have some official support if i accomplished something significant for scientists, along with the fact that i thought that skull and bones was more important than it is, or was, along with experiences which i had, and was still having with the supernatural, mostly this black man acting aggressively toward me. in 2002, i was nervous and confused, feeling isolated, hoping that i could do something good and be happy, and i thought that i would write a letter to george h. w. bush, to try to figure out if i was thinking the correct thing, that i was supposed to work on something related to the weather, and also if he seemed like he was acting supportive. the letter was brief, and would have seemed like i wasn't really making a real point. i remember mentioning "1000 points of light", and also something about geomagnetism, thinking that geomagnetic reversals were important, mostly because of a book "fingerprints of the gods", by graham hancock. i became nervous or awkward while i was working on the letter, thinking that maybe i shouldn't be writing the letter to bush while i was high on methamphetamine, thinking that it was disrespectful or inappropriate. at that moment, the black man gave me what felt like, and i think that other people who sensed it would agree with me, a loving, comforting nudge, like "everything is ok." i didn't know that it was an ignorant black man who was acting aggressively, thinking that he was someone who had special knowledge about the future and who worked for some kind of super government, i thought that it meant that i was correct for thinking that everything that i was thinking about working a miracle was accurate, and that it was prophesized. i didn't want to think that i was supposed to create a mess, with me feeling confused and sad all of the time. i would have stayed way, way, far away from george h. w. bush if this black guy had not have acted aggressively in the way which he did, at that moment. it seemed like he was telling everyone that it was ok, and that there was nothing bad in my letter to bush, since i became nervous or felt awkward. i used to think that maybe i was supposed to unite 2 opposing factions in government, like some "scorpion king" did back in egypt (i don't mean the movie), uniting upper (southern) and lower (northern) egypt. i believed or wanted to believe that i was going to figure out something important for scientists, and that i would have support, or love in my life. i didn't want to think that God was cruel. i was young and naive, and also confused, nervous, and i had a drug problem. amphetamine is used to treat sadness or depression. it caused me to have unrealistic, positive hopes and thoughts about the world's future, with an interest in geomagnetism or the weather, thinking that i was, or that maybe i was supposed to work a miracle, not thinking that God would want to use me as a way of creating something weird and confusing for everyone. now it seems like that is what God wanted. oh well. lol. i was also confused thinking that maybe i really didn't have any responsibility, or that what i was doing really didn't matter, because i was not officially together with anyone who knew about me. i wouldn't expect me to accomplish anything really good for the community, if no one who was indicating that they knew who i was, socialized with me, being friendly, publicly, giving me an opportunity to shine. don't be surprised if you create a weird freak. i thought that george h. w. bush was part of some kind of imaginary hocus pocus, abracadabra world organization, which was about "prophecy", which knew something about me, which was about benevolence. i am sure that many people have thought all kinds of crazy, untrue crap about the bush family, and skull and bones, and that the bush family would agree with me. i thought that the fact that bush lived in houston was a sign, because i also live in houston. i was young and naive, like a child

as far as northern trust bank goes, i wasn't interested in banks or banking, not at all, and i did nothing unethical. i didn't drive to a bank. i wasn't thinking of a bank or banks. i drove to george h. w. bush's office in 2005 to drop off some sentimental items, i think mostly because i just wanted to see what his office looked like, but also because i felt awkward in public, wanting to feel secure, knowing that i had a weird drug problem, wanting to feel as if i could be liked or accepted even though i knew that people knew that i had a weird drug problem, thinking that maybe i was a part of some kind of network of people who did unique work for the world. i used to think about being able to have a cool job. i wanted to think that i wouldn't always be isolated, confused and sad, and that i could be around people at a job. weird mental problem because of what this black guy had been doing to me for years, plus other experiences, combined with a weird drug problem, methamphetamine. i used to think that i could not do anything without it. i did some studying for several years. in 2006, when i was in a car as a passenger, going to get vietnamese food, just happening to be driving by a northern trust bank location on bering drive in houston, texas, this black man's reaction to the driver (nothing unethical) stating something about northern trust bank and a minimum investment of 5 million dollars caused me to react to the black man. i think that the black man was wanting me to understand some point about 50 (messiah) or 5 (5 + 0), or me not having a special involvement with george h. w. bush, but i misunderstood what he meant by it. i thought that i was being told by this black man, who i didn't know was an ignorant black man, that northern trust bank was something good for the world, and that i was supposed to be involved in it. i was excited about it, but didn't understand exactly how it would work, thinking at the time that i should just keep it to myself and have faith. he knew immediately that he confused me, and then made a sick, childish, disrespectful joke about it, with me not understanding what he was doing at the time. now i do understand. i didn't understand that he was an ignorant black man. i thought that he was something with special knowledge about me and the future. i am glad that i communicated about it eventually, because it was causing me to act weird, publicly, with me thinking that i had to keep it to myself, stuck in an awkward situation. i didn't want to communicate it at first, because i didn't think that i was supposed to, and also because i didn't have all of the answers. people would have probably gone "so what is this?! and what is that?! what are you?! and who is that?!" there is absolutely no need for panic. i know what i am communicating about, when i communicate about this person who i now know is an ignorant black man, i have 26 years experience. i thought that the meaning was that many wealthy people were going to invest at northern trust bank, which would generate money or whatever you would call it, so that all banks, or so that all people would benefit. i believed, or wanted to believe, that antarctica, because i was young and naive, and because of what this black man did to me, was going to be a good place to be, something which would bridge this period of development with the next period of development, because of an ice age. then i tried to protect people from the bank after i thought that something about it didn't seem right. there is proof with a black woman who used to work at a northern trust bank location on kirby drive, houston, texas (beginning of 2011). i took her a letter which i had typed and mailed to the northern trust legal department in chicago in 2010 or 2011. i explained in the letter that private information was made public, thinking that my house had been broken into. i don't think anymore that my house was broken into. i am glad that i communicated about northern trust eventually. i was feeling weird about it for 3 years (2006 to 2009). northern trust bank is not involved in anything shady, there is no reason for alarm. it was just a misunderstanding. it wasn't my initial thought or idea. this black man knew that he had confused me, and didn't or doesn't want to take responsibility for it, lying with black women about my character because they have embarrassed themselves. i thought that everything which i was doing had some special meaning which it didn't. i had started to write a screenplay, and i thought that i was supposed to share information about northern trust bank with johnny depp, thinking that it was my duty. i have not been interested in writing a screenplay since 2013. i shredded all of the work. i sent 84 pages of work to the viper room in 2010. it was a start, and i was going to go back over the dialogue. i was happy with the scene by scene structure. i didn't communicate in the letter to johnny depp that i received unusual communication from this black man, or anything about antarctica. i just stated that i saw a sign for northern trust bank in the elevator at george h. w. bush's office when i went there in 2005, which is true. this is what the black man was referring to in 2006 because he has my vision in his left eye. he mixed the bank with george h. w. bush's office, which confused me. i was implying to johnny depp that maybe it was a reputable or good bank, but i thought that people had to determine that on their own. i stated "i am not intentionally steering you in that direction, but you might want to check it out" or "i am not trying to intentionally steer you in that direction, but you might want to check it out". it is funny, because i thought that when i saw mr. depp giving the paparazzi the middle finger, some time after i sent him mail about northern trust bank, that it meant that he was stating to me that 14 and 41 were good; with me being 14 (hebrew letter 'nun'/messiah) and george h. w. bush being 41 (41st president of the united states), 1 finger up and 4 down. i don't think that johnny depp ever got my mail, because i sent it to the viper room, not knowing that he didn't work there anymore. people talk stupid crap about me, lying, stating that i did something unethical when i didn't do anything unethical. the black man confused me, but it doesn't matter, because i am not evil. this black man lies, stating that i reacted to the information about northern trust and 5 million dollars before he did. i didn't. he reacted to it, which caused me to react to him. i know that he lies because he has attacked me and people who he knows will defend me like a weird, crazy, insecure, evil, sadistic pig, wanting us to know that he was lying about the situation, making a smart ass, ugly, sick joke of it.

i wasn't wanting paris hilton to give me money. i liked, and still like to earn my own money. i got stuck in an unusual, awkward, confusing public situation in a grocery store in 2008, thinking that a white woman who was standing behind me in the checkout line one night was giving me a dumb look, wanting to insult me and hilton, wanting to take away my pride, so i reacted to this in a defensive, confused way, and did nothing wrong, with people knowing that i did nothing wrong. now i think that the white woman was just flirting a little bit with me. i just misunderstood what was happening all around me at the time. i reacted to the look she had on her face, and then needed to take change out of the change dish in the grocery store, needing to pull the change toward me, thinking of my own jobs, my own money, my own pride, but mixed with a thought about hilton and i having worth or value together, since i thought that the woman was insulting us, and it got all confused. i pulled the change out of the metal change dish slightly more aggressively than normal, but you wouldn't have known that unless you were sensing it. it was confused for 1 or 2 seconds, because the more i thought that i wasn't a problem with money, the more it would seem as if there was a problem, when there wasn't, so my mind reacted by being more aggressive, not wanting to take it out slowly, as if there was a problem. it confused me because i am not a money problem, so i talked about it when i got back to my apartment about 10 minutes later. then the next day this weird, childish, creepy, fake, evil, sadistic, stupid, ugly attitude black women who i am in activity with assaulted me, verbal/non verbal communication, at the same store, knowing that i did nothing wrong, knowing that other people knew that i did nothing wrong, wanting to try to separate me from being loved and earning money. she wanted to humiliate me, weird cruelty in public, knowing that i did nothing wrong, and that it was just an unusual situation. i called her a name. she deserved to be called a name. i was trying to be funny about it. i also apologized to innocent black women, with me thinking that they got their feelings hurt. then unfortunately, a bunch of black women turned fake, childish and mean, pretending as if they thought that i was the problem because they were confused, or because that one black woman had embarrassed them. they should move on with their lives. the irony is that i have had so much trouble with trouble with females, since 2008, because i was wanting to lift the spirit of a female, hilton, being loving, having written to her when she was in jail in 2007. i felt sorry for her, seeing a photograph of her crying in the back of a police car.

paris hilton should not have been playing unnecessary, childish, cryptic games with me, or other people, having sent me several things back through the mail, cryptic junk, wanting to toy with me in public, wanting attention, knowing that i lack privacy in the way which i do. also, weird, childish, cryptic phone calls from her, toying with me and everyone else, with her wanting attention. she didn't conclude it in a respectful, civil way, acting as if she cared about trying to create long term order for the community. she was more interested in childishly, greedily entertaining herself (and probably her sister). it seems like she wanted to harm my reputation if i was not promoting her, like she has trouble promoting herself. she preyed on me, publicly. she wanted to see if she could use me, and so she tried to, and she thought that it started to work, but then it didn't work for her, because she was only playing cheesy, childish games in public. she has done so much unnecessary harm to so many people, all over the world, creating so much unnecessary confusion and tension, like the way i feel at this moment typing this, playing childish, disrespectful, rich kid games. i wasn't a fan of hers, i was neutral.

as far as thule.org goes, i didn't have an interest in, nor was i, or am i, an advocate of white supremacy. in fact, i tried to protect black people in 1997, when i inadvertently learned something about antarctica and the third reich, back in 1997, thinking that i was going to be murdered, right before i was checked into the psychiatric ward at the houston michael debakey va hospital for the first time. i have knowingly tried to help black or colored people at other times, too. the person who shared information with me, an internet file about antarctica and the third reich, wasn't looking for something about white supremacy, either; hence, thule.org. i think that you can find the same file by searching 'omega file' on the internet. i would rather just have a beer and bratwurst, than to read that entire file. i haven't read all of it, and i am not telling other people that they should read all of it. people knew about this information back around 2002 or 2003, but some of them will probably now play dumb, lying about my heart or character. thule can simply be the name of a hyperborea. i shared information about thule.org to the public, in the past, and anyone could have contacted the person there. i was, and am still not hiding anything. people knew this, but after they embarrassed themselves, starting in 2008, they went back into my past, being fake and socially lame, trying to make it seem like i didn't have a good heart. i believe that the guy who i used to email at thule.org was trying to help people, but i didn't know him that well. the person who shared information with me about antarctica and the third reich was actually looking for information about the ark of the covenant. also, antarctica is not a german project anymore. it is an american project, as with operation high jump (1947). i communicated about this many times in the past. it was my hope and thought that it was, or is, diverse. i believe that it is. the irony is that i thought that i was being told that i was involved with antarctica, or that maybe that i was involved is something in antarctica, which i believed or wanted to believe was something positive and diverse, by this black man who i have communicated about, who was trying to motivate me to do something, who i didn't know was an ignorant black man. now i do know that he is an ignorant black man. i also know now that he is an evil, weird, childish back stabber. they now have documentaries on television about antarctica and the third reich. i wanted to help people, and i knowingly had a dream about love and diversity, thinking that it was what america and i were all about, thinking that it was the only thing which made sense, and people knew this because i spoke out loud about it many, many times, trying to understand my situation. i have never communicated with anyone about hating jews or blacks or any type of person who wasn't white, and i wouldn't communicate with anyone who was wanting to communicate with me about doing this. there are pluses and minuses in all racial groups. get it together.

i had also given paris hilton my old email address and password, hoping that she would help me print the messages which i had saved from thule.org, thinking that i wanted to try to work some of them into the screenplay which i was working on. i sent her $20 for her time. i never got any printed work, and i never got $20 back. i wasn't doing anything shady. i would have been willing to share my email with everyone. i was excited about working on the screenplay and i was also wanting to establish trust and openness with everyone, since i lack privacy. i didn't think about how it could put put paris hilton in an awkward situation, and i apologize to her for that. i didn't think that it mattered, since i lack privacy all of the time, and since people know what i am doing all of the time, and since people know that i am not evil. i didn't have a computer which was online, or a printer, at the time that i asked hilton to help me. i didn't get into computers and smart phones like everyone else did when they came out. i hardly get any email. i really don't have anyone who i associate with, except now for my girlfriend.

i don't think that it should matter that i communicate anything more about this really old crap. i think that people get all excited because it involves famous people, or a bank. it isn't important and it isn't exciting because i am not evil. period. full stop. it is boring because i am a guy who must tell the truth all of the time, because he lacks privacy in the way which he does. i have been telling the truth, not wanting to do anything else but tell the truth, since i started to communicate out loud in 2002. i have also never lied when communicating on the internet. i have gone way, way out of my way to always tell the truth, about everything in my life, and people mock me for it. why should i continue to explain? all of this crap isn't important, because i am not evil or dishonest. it is a way for boring people to gossip about something, wanting others to think that they are more important or interesting than they are.

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i am very sorry if this information confuses you. i know that everyone is tired of my internet work. i am tired of it, too. i am tired of people harassing and bullying me. weird, childish, blatantly abusive sadism, harassing and bullying everyone else, too. i don't want to think about antarctica or whatever. i want to finish this cup of sleepy time extra tea, and take my dog for a walk, thinking about the microwave dinner which i have, and am blessed to have. people should stop playing games, bringing up my past, when they knew that i was just confused, and that i didn't want to hurt anyone. i still don't want to hurt anyone. don't unnecessarily involve me in your social lives. give me a break.

i wish that the government or some authoritative body would put out an official, public statement, which would make it seem like it was ok for me to be accepted, the entire world should know about it. it can have a positive effect. am i supposed to be demonized? why? there are people in jail, or who have been executed for having done much worse things than i have done, or ever would do. and please don't make a mockery of my honesty.

people should think that not everyone is supposed to like me, and that i am not supposed to like everyone. makes more sense that way, doesn't it? fair enough?

a few people are treating me in such a weird, abusive manner, because they don't want it to seem like i love, or because they don't want me to be loved. they think that they can't survive, so they don't want me to be able to survive.

maybe they will figure out that people should openly speak with me next time, being friendly.

basically, i am saying "take this job and shove it." don't expect me to do something positive for the public, when you don't act like you care about at least trying to protect me from weirdos who are out there. they are childish and sadistic.

why would i want to stay at a party when no one is nice or says "hi."? are you insecure? everyone is afraid for someone to know that you said "hi" to me? wow. what a fun party. why would i want to stay at that party? why would i be happy? i thought that it could have been an interesting social event for everyone, including me.

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i think that if 3 or 5 people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with and i were go to to the police, and file a report about what we are experiencing, it would be a good official start of a type of protection for the community, including the government.  it could last hundreds of years.  scientists, military, government.  don't think of it as me, as one person, with a personality which you may or may not like.  think of it as a function of the universe and solar system, having an important social affect.  don't think so much about the new testament in the bible.  governments should respect and protect what is happening at this moment, with an emphasis on science and not "religion".  that doesn't mean that i am evil, trying to hustle.  it is logical.  you don't want to create a bigger, long term, confused social mess by not respecting it or protecting it.  i am willing to work, just like other people.  but don't allow people to blatantly, childishly obstruct, and make a sick game of it, making fun of me in public. 

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ignorant people don't understand how sadistic and sleazy this mexican girl and black guy are, or whatever they represent. star system? they seem to be some kind of alien in the body of a human on earth. i think that the same is true of other people on earth. i wish that the government would let me know that scientists and the military are working on it. i wouldn't be surprised if scientists and the military already work on it, just not what people ordinarily know about. it is a disgusting creature with a disgusting personality. sadistic and sleazy. it is horrible to be stuck with. you would want to be put to sleep, but you would want it to be a respected, official, public thing, so that the community would benefit. i don't want confusion next time. why would you?

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all of the work which i deleted again is a reflection of other people's blatant, childish ugliness. unbelievable, isn't it? it is what happens when weird, childish people think that they can get away with stalking a famous person. if the government or someone else officially, publicly defended me, then this wouldn't have happened. the people who are bullying me and everyone else assume that no one will ever officially, publicly defend or protect me.


i think that if an official public statement would be made about me, that it would serve to cause the conflict in the middle east to begin to cease. i have already stated this. it would cause jewish folk and arab folk and christian folk to think about what they had in common, christ or a messiah. most people don't know that jesus is a part of the koran, even thought i don't understand it, also thinking that muslims don't understand it, either. making a statement about me being here would cause them and other people to be more open minded and tolerant of each other. it would be the beginning of a new phase. they don't even know why they are fighting anymore. religion, related to holy scripture, can be thought of as outdated, impractical, and an unnecessary cause for conflict. update it. i don't care about what people do, as long as it is not considered illegal in whatever place they live. it is ironic that where there is probably the greatest concentration of diverse religious influence on earth (mid east), related to christ or a messiah, there is also the greatest concentration of conflict. people use the concept of religion as a way to manipulate others because of their own personal greed. they can imply that, because holy scripture is interpretive, that they can choose to interpret it anyway they choose to, and that they still have the authority of God. we should create a new version of religion, or something "religious", which is much easier to understand or interpret.

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i would like for the police to come to my home and speak with me in front of everyone. it would comfort and assure me. it would be very easy for them to get my address and phone number. i would like to know that they have made a statement to the public about the fact that they know about my situation, and also that people are in agreement that there is a problem, and that there shouldn't be a problem. i think that there is a strong possibility that i will be murdered, probably when i get older with failing health, or possibly sooner. are the police going to look back at my website, after a murder investigation is started, and think "wow, we didn't try to do anything"? i know that the police know about what is going on. it confuses and scares me to think that they won't at least TRY to help. ignorant people really don't understand what type of horrible, horrible gossip is going to come out of this, because of other people's behavior, even if i myself don't communicate on the internet about it. these creatures who are stalking everyone are evil and sadistic. it wants the attention which i get, wanting to use the 144,000, and others, as a form of media. weird psychological problem. like terrorist behavior. some kind of nasty thug, criminal like animal or something mixed with a human. you could try to create a psychological deterrent, publicly. in other words, if the police think that the community would have a problem with a statement being made about me, the community would have to grow up, and face the fact that i am here, and that people are causing a problem, and that i have a right to have a peaceful, happy life, just like everyone else. i don't care if the police think that it will make waves. why would it? i am not after evil money and i don't want to give speeches. i would just like a little respect, and peace, please. people play games when they think that they can pretend as if they don't know about it. like someone pretending as if they don't know that there is work to be done, lollygagging. people can pretend as if they don't have to act like they care.

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what would be more important, publicly, than the information in this section of this website would be something like people communicating about how they knew that i had meals with people who knew, and who were acknowledging to me, and others, that they knew who i was. what christ does or states is not as important as people would think, or showing him some acceptance or love, publicly. long term social situation or social climate. that doesn't mean that i have some evil agenda, either. how can a person love, or demonstrate love, publicly, if they are not loved, publicly? this includes christ. people love christ in church, but this is not church, and christ is not some imaginary being, hanging from a wall. i am not demanding that people love me. i am wanting to point out that christ would have thoughts, feelings, confusion, and actions, just as other people do, because he is human.

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i wish that the u.s. government would make the people know that this public situation is being documented
and that it will be studied, for the protection of the world. you can't do any studying unless people are publicly open about communicating about what is going on. i bet rome tried to sweep it under the rug, too. these 2 creatures, who i have referred to in the 'for your information' section of this website, who are in human bodies, are something WEIRD, evil and very, very mean (sadistic), like what you would see on a show of star trek. this is not a joke. i don't mean to be funny. it should be taken very seriously. this creature (singular, even though we are absolutely sure that it is 2 different people) is attempting to establish psychological dominance on earth, even though i think that it thinks that it can't. it is confused, like an animal, so it is reacting in a confused, violent way, feeling like it is being confined, or trapped, desperately trying to survive. it seems to think that it won't be able to be happy. it is attempting to create negative gossip about me and this situation to last for a long time, so that i will have a lesser chance of survival, now, and in my future incarnations, so that it thinks that it can survive. it isn't smart though, because it won't have any long term power if i am not alive, life after life, because it can't be known unless i am alive. it wants to believe that it is connected to, or has the support of, a dominant evil alien force, when i don't think that it does, and which i don't think it thinks that it does, either. it is bluffing. i am sure about this. people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with know this, too. people should know that the military and police have been informed. everyone should know what is going on, and that no one is trying to keep it a secret because they are confused, insecure or scared.
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the very few people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with who are acting up aggressively are trying to fool other people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who don't speak english, into thinking that people who speak english think that i did something really wrong in the past, or that i have an attitude problem, when i didn't, and don't. the people being unnecessarily aggressive have the attitude problem. their intent is to intentionally, constantly irritate me, so that i can't think clearly, or be healthy and popular, publicly. they are doing this because they are unpopular. not only are they evil and childish, they are weird and sadistic. they are trying to make it seem like anyone who defends me is evil, or should be thought of as unpopular, while at the same time intentionally trying to get people to defend me. it is a scheme which won't work. their own personal, selfish social problems are not above the welfare of the community, in general, and i know that the community thinks the same.

i wish that the united states government would publicly, officially, initiate an investigation into what is going on, because it is in the interest of long term national and/or global security. at least try to get control of the gossip. we don't want long term negative or confusing gossip on earth. everyone should know that everyone knows about this situation, so that there are no surprises or unnecessary bias from ignorant people in the community. if it doesn't seem to people that it should be easily, officially accepted, or celebrated, it can create confused feelings and gossip. what is important are my rights, just like i was any other person on earth. i think that people only want to think of a divine aspect of christ, and not the human aspect. everyone is fully divine and fully human. scientists should be put to work on this matter, in general, so as to study it, and understand how it will continue to work in future incarnations.

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oh well, back to being defenseless.

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it is like i am being raped, violated, desperately trying to fight something really horrible off of me and other people. i also suffer from fatigue. the few people who are acting up want to bully me and other people, using this situation as a form of media.

can you help? can you get the police or someone to officially, publicly defend me?

i think that when i die, that people will think that there was really nothing wrong with me, and that i was put into a really horrible, confusing situation.

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this is a sentence in the section of information above about thule.org.

("the person who shared information with me, an internet file about antarctica and the third reich, wasn't looking for something about white supremacy, either; hence, thule.org.")

i didn't mean that thule.org was about white supremacy, or advocating white supremacy.  i meant that someone could associate it with white supremacy, because of what was known as the thule society during the time of the 3rd reich.

the guy who i used to communicate with at thule.org never once communicated anything to me about hating jews or blacks or anyone of color.  i don't think that he or other people care about what race someone is, as long as they are intelligent, spiritual and hard working.  there was also nothing ever mentioned about money, except for when, after i told him that i was working on a screenplay, he said that if i could get letters of intent from A list actors, that i could take that to a bank or an investor.  i am not sure if he knew what he was talking about.  i am not sure if an agent or someone else like a lawyer has to be involved, in terms of an actor's need for protection, or because of a need for insurance.  i don't know.  i am not interested in working on film any more.  i wish that the thule.org website was still up and running.  i believe that the thule.org guy who i used to communicate with was stupidly harassed.  it seemed to me like he wanted to help people.  i also believe that he knew that i lacked privacy, so i don't think that he would have wanted to put himself in harm's way, but in another way, he didn't seem shy.  i didn't know him that well.  the messages exchanged between he and i were innocent.  for example, the importance of meditation or being a vegetarian.  i got exposed to something which was associated with the third reich (thule society), but there is no dirt on me.  that is what the FBI would think if they investigated me.  there isn't even a reason to investigate me.  i am not evil, and i didn't want to harm anyone.  i was just trying to learn, thinking that it was my job to help people.  the thule.org website was interesting informative trivia.  for example, book of Enoch.

the reason that i brought up thule.org is because some people lie about my character.  they knew that i wasn't a racial problem in the past, when i was communicating about thule.org.  years later, after they got themselves into social trouble, they went back into my past and lied about what i was doing, or why i was doing it.  they also lie about why i wanted paris hilton to help me print email messages from my old email account.  it wasn't about trying to get money from her to give to thule.org.  i hardly knew her, and i hardly knew him, and i wasn't told that there was a need for money for anything at all, so i wouldn't have been doing that.  i wouldn't have been doing something like that in public, or at all. i was excited about working on film, wanting to try to figure out if i could work some of the information from thule.org into a film, and i thought that hilton wanted to be a partner.  i also wanted to establish trust, or openness.  i wasn't a fan of hers when i first communicated to her when she was in jail, but then i thought that she wanted to be a partner because she communicated in a cryptic way, confusing me about her intent or feelings.  i was also lonely, and wanted some female companionship.  i wish that i would have never sent anything to her when she was in jail, just trying to cheer her up.    

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i wanted to explain a little more about norther trust bank. this black guy is obviously lying about what happened, also putting pressure on black women to lie about it. he tells them that he will lie for them, if they lie for him. it is a bunch of stupid, unnecessary racial hate crap toward me. i am sure that he and black women will want to make an even bigger mockery of my honesty and hard work.

refer to the post above about northern trust bank. it is the part after george h. w. bush.

i don't want to communicate about this next part, because the black guy or other dishonest people think that it gives them something to lie about. i have already honestly communicated about it, more than once. when i was driving by the northern trust bank in 2006, as a passenger, when the driver of the car mentioned something about northern trust bank, and a minimum deposit of 5 million dollars, the black guy referred to the right, or east side of my body, which i thought meant something about God, or sun, or the world. something positive. also i thought that it had something to do with the shriner's recognition test. the bank was on the left, or west side of the street. he was just telling me to get out of bush's office, or to get away from george h. w. bush, since the sign for northern trust bank was in bush's office. that was stupid and irresponsible though, since he knew that he (the black guy) was the main reason why i was in george h. w. bush's office, because of the letter which i wrote to bush in 2002, and also that i wanted to help people, and that i was just confused, with a bad, really weird drug problem, which this black guy made worse and worse because, actually, he thought that it was interesting for me to get him high. the black guy thought that he had created a problem for himself, playing unnecessary games, so he tried to put it off on me. that is what he does. he is a very childish, very insecure black man, with a serious attitude problem. the black guy mixed the bank and george h. w. bush's office together, because there was a sign for northern trust bank in the elevator of george h. w. bush's old office. after he created a mess which he didn't know that he was going to create, causing me to write about northern trust bank to california, he lied and stated that i was thinking something about california, or the west, and that it was the reason he stimulated me on the right side of my body, or the east. he is lying, saying that i was the one who reacted to the driver's statement about a minimum investment of 5 million dollars, when it was his reaction to what the driver stated. he thinks that he can get away with being evil and fake, because he thinks that he can make up any story he wants to, because he is not communicating with the use of conclusive statements, using words. he implies that he doesn't have to work (communicate), just like other people do, and that he deserves special treatment, like he is some kind of God or something. he is an ignorant, incompetent, weird human. he is not a God.

i know that some, or the majority of black women have stated that they don't like him. so he tries to humiliate them. he also tries to humiliate me, but he doesn't. he implies that black women are not allowed to act like they like me, or that they are not allowed to indicate that they like white men, or that they are not allowed to indicate that they like a white man more than a black man. he is an insecure, weird, creepy, childish black man.

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i'm happy that i stated above that people don't have to like me, and that i don't have to like everyone. i feel as if it sets people free. i don't always like everything about myself. people probably didn't like everything about jesus. i think that it is easy for people to act like they like jesus, when he is sort of an imaginary character, who isn't an actual live person, who doesn't have actual human needs. it is sort of ridiculous. jesus and i are not robots, without human needs, feelings or emotions. we also don't have all of the answers, even though they tried to make jesus seem that way. it seems like people would have an attitude like "oh, well jesus does something for me, but i really don't have to do anything for him when he is human or a real person." this doesn't mean that i am greedy. i can't develop spiritually, because i can't develop socially. people who act like they love christ are actually not loving a real live person in real life. it is a concept, not an actual person, which they love.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cabal

it would mean that christ has more needs that an ordinary human, because of the unusual, confusing, awkward situation which he is placed in, publicly. in my next life, i wish that people would let me know early on, like when i am around 10 years old, who i am, and that i have responsibility. kings and queens are groomed. they are also a product of their environment.

i am thinking about this again, thinking that i am contradicting myself, when i am communicating on the one hand that i am not so important, and on the other hand, wanting to be groomed and respected as a king. it is confused, because i don't want people to be able to assault me, getting away with it. make a big deal of this, so that it isn't a big deal. i think that if modern technology were used as a way of informing the public about what i am, that people would lose interest in it, or think that it is not so important, and that is ok. think of people thinking of DNA codons. it is interesting at first, but then people don't care so much about it. they just accept it as a part of life.
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i can be a weird, confused, grumpy asshole if you want me to be. or, i can be a happy, peaceful social person if you want me to be. this is an unhealthy environment for me. we are social beings and i am being denied the opportunity to socialize. think of something like how parents raise a child, depending on a type of environment which they create for the child, generally thinking. an example is that children who are brought up in church, around people who are typically peaceful, loving and social, typically become happy, peaceful, spiritually strong, social people. we are social beings, just like a pack of dogs, school of fish, gaggle of birds, etc. the beings love, or appreciate each other. just because i am communicating something with the use of the internet, doesn't mean that i am socializing. in fact, it makes me feel weird and empty, like there is a weird, confusing void in my life. it becomes other people's interesting social situation, because you can communicate about me, knowing who i am and that i exist, and not an interesting social situation for me, and that is hurting me very badly, publicly, so that i can't perform well. i would like to be able to communicate about myself, or what is happening, with someone who is acknowledging that they understand what i am communicating about, like they are wanting me and others to think that it is ok for me to be cared for, or loved. i am actually not an unfriendly grouch. it means the opposite of that. i want to socialize, communicate, and have fun, feeling like there is something loving and interesting to think about, or experience. i am actually a cheerful, social person, not a grouch. i'm trying to get a party started. i'm not the party pooper. i am pooped because people don't seem to care about getting a party started. like your birthday, and people know about it, but no one says "happy birthday" to you, or christmas, and no one gives you a present or christmas card, or invites you in a house for rum egg nog (lol). or halloween and you can't dress up silly and go to the party with other kids, leaving you feeling empty or sad. you make me feel like a runt of a litter, who doesn't survive.

how am i supposed to perform well, publicly?
i am not a robot which is programmed to be happy all of the time. i am a product of my environment.
if you want me to be a weird freak, that is the way it will be. it isn't healthy for anyone.

doesn't it seem like i want to communicate with someone? why wouldn't i?

it can be a normal social behavior, but i don't like the idea that people don't want to give me power, publicly, because people think that it takes power away from them. that is greed. we should share power.

i don't think that i would be communicating any of this if a few people were not stalking and harassing me, wanting to humiliate me, publicly.
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i am not a mean person, or a racist person in general. i got stuck in the middle of something. i believe or would like to believe that whatever the germans worked on is now diverse. i understand if people think that what the germans did during world war 2 can not be justified. i am conflicted about it, and i am sure that many american scientists were conflicted about it during the late 1940s, or 1950s, and beyond. people don't realize how the propaganda of the the third reich still affects people today. i would like to believe that God is a loving God, and that it can be justified, but it is difficult to digest. the real issue about world war 2 was the conclusion of world war 1, or the treaty of versailles. a book which i saw listed the treaty of versailles as one of the world's biggest blunders. it put germany in a very bad financial situation, which sort of forced them to go to war. i already had this information online.

i have knowingly shown people of color genuine real love, because i am a loving nerd, and if people want to make a very weird, very stupid, very cruel mockery of it, then that is going to be the community's problem. take this job and shove it. it is never about what i have actually, sincerely done. it is always about the future and what i will do, sorry, take this job and shove it. people can choose if they want to go to church, just like people can choose to not go to church. you wouldn't even officially, publicly acknowledge that i am here, or respect the work which i have done. so you are not really wanting to give me a job, or recognition, are you? do you know why? because it is socially convenient for you. because it means that you don't have to make the same type of effort which i have been forced to to make for 26 years. go ahead and make me the scape goat. it is easier for you to find fault with me, one person, rather than having to find fault in the community, which includes yourselves.

i am really sorry if the german stuff makes people uncomfortable. it can make me uncomfortable. i am just doing my job, being informative about what happened (thule.org). i would not be doing this if some people were not lying about my character. i wanted to move on. it is like i started a controlled fire in order to contain a problem which a few fake, unfriendly people are trying to spread. ignorant people don't understand how confused, isolated and nervous i was after i started to receive these physical contractions from the black man, in february 1998, who i didn't know was a ignorant black man. i actually started to have unusual issues in the summer of 1997. i thought that maybe it meant the devil wanted to destroy me because i was basically a good, loving person. what does that mean? it means that i thought that there was no way that one person in today's world could do any good, or that i had no power to do anything good. i didn't want to believe that, or didn't want to have to cope with that, so what happened is that my mind went to a different extreme, thinking that maybe it meant that i was supposed to be involved in something which the germans worked on, but for a good, loving, happy purpose. happy for everyone, not just white people. receiving the contractions was very weird and confusing. it scared me at first, before i knew what it was, or who was creating it. i have gotten use to it. i probably make this look easy because i have gotten used to it. i didn't want to believe that i had to go through my entire life scared and isolated. isolated from even my family. i tried to explain what was going on with me, and they think that i am weird, or crazy, or unlikeable. extremely humiliating in public. wouldn't you want your mom to know who you were, or who she was? love, support, bonding. you should think of me as an innocent, honest child and not dr. evil. this is not a movie about dr. evil. i have warned you about being tricked, but i am not trying to trick you. God will play a trick on you, just like he has, and continues to play a trick on me. this is not a trick. be open minded. try not to judge. i have also been communicated with by some type of light several times. the first time it looked like a 4th of july sparkler which did some kind of geometrical pattern in front of me for 3 or 4 seconds in my old apartment, back in 1997. it made me think that everything which i was experiencing or doing or had done had some special purpose, which was or is NOT necessarily true. it gave me a very strong sense of faith, but also an unrealistic sense of faith, confusing me and my actions, sort of creating a mess, just like the ignorant black man did. whatever generates the light or sparks has an interesting personality. i think that simon and garfunkel referred to it as "the sound of silence". it is non verbal communication, sort of like flirtation, and it also means that whatever generates it is sensing what i sense, just like the 144,000. some kind of nervous system, or central nervous system. interdimensional? it responds to what i am thinking or sensing. i wouldn't be surprised if other people have experienced something similar.

i want people to know that i first learned about thule or the thule society in that omega file or whatever it is called which my old friend shared with me in 1997. i didn't have an intent to search for anything related to white supremacy. neither did my old friend. he gave me the file to read about 2 weeks after i first met him, while i was letting him stay at my apartment. it was also about 2 weeks after i saw that sparkler communication thing which i mention above. i used to think that my old friend created the sparkler communication thing, but he didn't. i also used to think that that the sparkler communication thing was related to the file, but i don't think that anymore. just like i don't understand what is happening, i don't think that the sparkler communication thing knew either. then the next year i started to receive communication from the black guy, who i didn't know was an ignorant black guy. so i thought that the omega file information and the sparkler communication thing and the black guy communication thing was all related. i searched for thule or thule society about 1 or 2 years later, thinking that maybe i was supposed to be involved in something, but only to help everyone, because that is what i have in my heart.

i remember watching the discovery channel in the past, probably in 1995 or 1996, some show about hitler, with the narrator stating something like hitler claimed that he was the messiah, and i thought "what the hell was wrong with that guy?!" or "how could someone who was doing the things he did think that?!".

i was also later confused about 108 years, with 108 years relating to the rosicrucian order, from the year 1889, the year that hitler was born, to the year 1997, the year that i discovered who i was, with events with supernatural, or february of 1998 being the beginning of supernatural unique communication from black man. 1997 or 1998 is the first year of 1000 years. 6000 years + 1000 years. 6 days + 1 day. this information elaborated on is in the 'for your information' section of this website. i don't think that 108 years from 1889 to 1997 is important anymore. i used to think that it was more important than it was or is. i used to think that everything which i observed or learned had a special, important meaning, like the mind of a child which doesn't understand what reality is. i had to start over 26 years ago, even though i am now 51 years old. i never wanted to harm or kill anyone. why would i? i know that i am in constant 24/7 activity with different types of people. unfortunately, i was betrayed or stabbed in the back by a few of my own people with their own selfish social problems. they shouldn't have engaged in evil, frivolous gossip about me.

i really don't like all of this stuff on my website. i wanted to move on, but a few people lie about my character or past, so then i honestly explain things from the past, which then complicates everything. i am so sick of this shit which a few people are intentionally creating, confining everyone to them. they are weird, childish psychopaths, or people with personality disorders, who want to confine everyone to them, intentionally making us miserable. they want people to know that it excites them to harm people emotionally, spiritually, and that they like to rub it in our face that they know that the police can't help us. even if i didn't communicate about it, other people would. they don't want happy people to be able to be happy, because they are miserable and don't like to think of happy people, like me.

i stated that the thule.org guy never communicated anything to me about hating jews or blacks.  this is true.  i already communicated online about this next thing in the past, but i forgot.  the guy who i used to communicate with at thule.org stated something once about female DNA and africa which i didn't or don't understand.  i think that it was related to fallen angels or genesis 6:6, something about some guys who crash landed on earth.  something about a "phony" trail to africa.  i don't understand what he meant, and i'm sure that there is a better way of describing whatever he meant.  i think that it means that DNA which was in the mid east, related to the chaldeans, assyrians, summerians, started to spread or not spread.  it didn't make me think that the thule guy was a mean person.  if i would thought that he was a mean person, i wouldn't have interacted with him in public.  i don't think that he hates all black people.  it seemed interesting and objective, but also a type of riddle which i don't like.  i don't communicate with this thule guy anymore.  he asked me not to back in 2014 or 2015.  i sent him about half a dozen more messages after he told me not to communicate with him, thinking that it was important to, not caring if he responded.  one message was to explain how i found him on the internet, or why i searched 'thule' online, so that there was no confusion.  another message was about how my mail has been stolen, thinking that his mail was being stolen also, so that he could take that message to a post office, if he needed to.  i am not implying that this guy knew or knows everything about everything.  a few black women lie about me, my character, money, paris hilton and thule.org, because a few black women think that they made black women look bad.  they stole my niece's birthday card and $20 which i had mailed to her, trying to make it seem like i had done something wrong by sending paris hilton $20 for help which i wanted with printing email.  they knew that i was innocent.  they are so fake, mean. and irritating.  they wanted to scare my family, think because of the love which my family has for each other, publicly.  they should stop playing games.   i used to think that things were more important than they are, or that was a reason why i was communicating with him.  he seemed interesting, and like he cared about me, but i didn't know him that well, and i don't communicate with him anymore.  ignorant people don't understand how i was being confused by receiving communication from this black guy, who i didn't know was an ignorant black guy, making me think that i everything was more important than it was or is.  i have communicated so many times with people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with about me not understanding DNA. some white people are unintelligent and unattractive.  some black people are very intelligent and attractive.  some white people are not successful.  some black people are very successful.  i have been intimate with a few black people, guys and girls.

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why do i state "take this job and shove it"? would people expect the president of the united states to effectively be able to do his job, a public position, if he didn't have security or protection? would people expect a person who works for tv news media, a public position, to be able to go on air, doing a good job, if they didn't have security or protection at the tv station? would people expect famous person in entertainment, a public position, to be able to do a good job, or do deliver a good speech, if they didn't have security or protection at the venue where they were? no, they wouldn't. people would think that they need security and protection from weird, childish, mean people who have mental problems. people are deterred from doing weird, rude, creepy things because they know that there is security or a form of protection for certain people. if some authoritative body at least tried to protect me from weird, childish, socially lame, sadistic stalkers, it would help. the weird, childish, socially lame sadistic stalkers assume that no one will ever officially, publicly protect me. weird, childish, socially lame people are trying to humiliate me, and anyone who is christ like, because they think that i am, or we are, more than there are. it is a form of weird terrorism. they want attention. it is impossible for me to be able to function properly, or do develop properly. this is not some fairy tale about jesus being a happy, loving, peaceful person. i tried to love people, but some of them don't love back, in fact they want to harm people who are happy. in fact they mock people who are loving. they are miserable, and want to spread misery. i wouldn't care so much about it, if were not being bullied every day. ignorant people really don't understand what i mean when i state that the people who are acting aggressively are childish and sadistic. like freaks or insane, creepy homeless people, begging for something from other people. it makes me think of the movie "escape from new york", with the people who are called the "crazies", living in the sewer system. they are also like john travolta and the girl who he bullied carrie with in the movie "carrie". it is also like biff in the movie "back to the future". it is also like the bug in the move "men in black".

the people who are acting up, being unnecessarily aggressive, want people to know that it excites them to be able to harm people emotionally, psychologically, spiritually. it engages in torture methodology. it creates misery and confusion, and will then leave us alone for a little bit of time, a few hours, so that we can start to feel a little bit better, so that it can harm us even more, confusing us, by starting again. it does this intentionally. it likes to confine other beings to it, and it is the most disgusting, demonic personality you could ever imagine. weird, creepy, sleazy ego. it is like an animal which gets excited by preying on another animal. it is sadistic. it likes to scare people, making them uncomfortable. it doesn't want people to be able to think of anything else but being stalked and preyed upon. i wish that it wasn't like this, but it is. i can't function or develop properly. the only thing which i think that i can do is to try to stop evil gossip from spreading, and also try to get the police or government to make an official, public statement. if this creature thought that i had some official backing of the government, it wouldn't try to take over or imply that the government can't do anything about it.

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why would i want to love, when i don't feel loved, because no one who is indicating that they know who i am comes up to me and says "hi josh. i know about what is going on, and i wanted to say good luck, and God bless you"? i don't want to be in a weird, stupid, imaginary relationship with people, which doesn't mean anything. i want to be in real relationships with people, like my mother or my girlfriend or my dogs. why would i care about being loved, when basically i am in a bad, weird, uncomfortable mood most of the time, because no one who is indicating that they know who i am communicates in a friendly way with me, acting like they are trying to protect me? like i stated, this is not going to be a fairly tale about jesus loving people and being in a good mood all of the time, no matter how bad he is being blatantly shit on, publicly, by people with weird personality disorders. you are not giving me an official job, publicly.

i am sorry if that german or thule stuff bothers people. if i would have been given a real opportunity to do something wrong, i wouldn't have and still wouldn't. ignorant people don't understand how confused i was. i thought that i was being told that i was a part of something, but the only way in made sense to me is if it was a happy story, for everyone. i wanted to believe in a happy ending to the story, because i know that i have love in me. maybe there is no happy ending to the story. why would i want to think of something scary or confusing or sad, when i lack privacy in the manner in which i do? i didn't want to feel powerless or hopeless. i was also much less confident when this first started for the first few years. confusing isolation from the community. i believed or wanted to believe that i had power to do good things. it now seems as if i really don't.

just because i am communicating online, it doesn't mean that i am socializing. you guys can socialize about what is going on, and i can't. it feels like i am being locked in a basement and starved, while other people can group together and socialize. neglect is a form of abuse. maybe you don't think of it that way, but that is what it feels like to me. it must be interesting for you guys to be able to communicate with each other about me and what is happening. unique time period. it is not so interesting or fun for me. so this is supposed to be a story about how i suffer from confusion, which makes you better or stronger? i honestly don't think that it will be that. i would rather not have to suffer from confusion, especially when i don't think that it is necessary. i would like to be able to have a peaceful, happy time, being who i am with others who know who i am. are you insecure? is that why you don't communicate with me, publicly? i am insecure because of other people's insecurity. i wouldn't be communicating with this type of negative, pessimistic tone, if i wasn't being stalked and harassed, a form of weird, creepy, childish torture, every day, all day long. i thought that someone could have at least tried, wanting me and other to know that they at least tried, to protect me. it seems to me like it is going to be a story about weird, mean spirited, childish, socially lame people, and not a guy who was happy and peaceful. no one even explains to me why no one communicates to me. why would i want to be at this party? i feel as if my soul is being starved. it is a cold place to be, and unfortunately, i think that this is what other people will think 50 years from now, or 100 years from now, when they think of what happened to me, and when they think of what is happening to them. don't think that it will be positive, unless you make it positive. i am sure that jesus was frustrated, too, trying to convince people to do something about the situation. i don't think that you care that much, because your situation is not as bad and confusing as mine. i made several attempts to commit suicide. not because i am weak, but because i wanted to stop the community from being harmed by creepy, weird, childish, mean spirited, socially lame people. now i don't want to commit suicide, because i have a girl friend. i know that you read this, and think "wow. that guy didn't seem very positive." you wouldn't be positive, either, if you were being blatantly violated every day, confined to weird, childish, sadistic people. they like for me to try to defend myself, knowing that i will, thinking that they are harming the community. it is a scheme of theirs. don't be duped. they know that i would be positive and happy, if they left me alone. they don't want me to be positive and happy, because it exceeds their potential, publicly. very sad situation. i wanted to believe that it could be better. i have stated this before. i don't believe God would want to create such a miserable situation for me and others.

some black women are harassing me, wanting people to know that they know that i am innocent, and that they think that it is fun to harass me anyway, making me sick and confused, every day. it is a very very ugly , childish game to them, as if they are incapable of thinking of anything else other than very very ugly, childish games. if they want to be hated, then they can be hated. it seems like they want to be hated, because they think that it gets them more attention, or gives them more power than they would ordinarily have. they make me sick, literally. what they are doing to me and the 144,000 is unusually cruel, confining us to them. they are unhappy, with mental problems, and don't want other people to be happy. this mexican girl is doing it also. so is this black man. they are a few people who interacted with me, making themselves look bad, so they are angry, trying to make me look bad. it is unusually cruel and sadistic. it is so unbelievably selfish and rude of them to do what they are doing. i understand if people would think that i am the one who is selfish and rude, with all of this crap on my website. you don't understand how often they are being aggressive, confining us to them. they are trying to take something away from me, and i am a peaceful, loving person at heart. it is a reflection of them. you wouldn't want to have to live if you were me. you would want to be respected, and put to sleep. i already tried to commit suicide, to protect the community from these people. they lie about that, too, stating that i didn't try.

this black women who is harassing me when i am online has an attitude like "yeah, i'm angry. yeah, i'm childish. yeah, i've got an ugly attitude. yeah, i'm stupid. yeah, i'm fake. yeah, i'm angry. yeah, i'm childish. yeah, i've got an ugly attitude. yeah, i'm stupid. yeah, i'm fake." etc, etc. over and over and over. weird, creepy mental problem. she is dangerous. some of these black girls are dangerous. they think that they made themselves look bad, and are really pissed off about it, wanting to harm people. they have a weird, childish, violent attitude. they are fake, really fake, pretending as if i started the trouble, trying to cover up the fact that they started it, trying to fabricate fake shit against me, implying that i deserve to be harmed for the rest of my life. i think that maybe someone at comcast is involved in helping a black woman get into my computer. they want people to know that they conspire, like when they have stolen my mail many times. or when a black nurse intentionally infected my blood, something which targeted my colon. they wanted people to know that they did this to me. i had joked around out loud about 2 days before they infected my blood about the thought that some black person was going to infect me with a dirty needle. they they did it just to show me and other people how disrespectful and spiteful they are, not caring if people know that they broke the law. also stealing my mail more than once, when there was nothing wrong with my mail. this black woman harassing me online wants me and everyone else to know that she is a black woman, but also that we can't prove it, and that she can get away with it. they obstruct, just like the black guy and mexican girl obstruct, not wanting people to know that i am happy and productive, trying to wrongfully defame me. they have motive and opportunity. i wish that the police would or could help. they don't care if people know that they are lying about me. they just want an excuse to be able to obstruct my life, not wanting me to shine in public. it is a racial thing which they started.

they are trying to make it look like God doesn't like me, or that God is not on my side. they are doing this because they think that God is on my side, and not on their side. they are fake, and they think that they have an image problem. sore, sour, stupid, lazy losers. people can read this, but you don't understand how childish and aggressive a few people are being toward me, and the entire community. they are stalking the entire community. unattractive, socially lame people who want attention. that is not what i am doing. in this particular situation, a few low class, socially lame, childish people of color are the oppressors. it is blatant ugly oppression, as if they are implying that black people have the right to oppress white people. weird vengeance, and it is so stupid, because i went out of my way to show them love and respect. sometimes bad things happen to good people, like me. i feel like i have been wrongfully imprisoned, or that i have been kidnapped, and am raped by weird people, who want others to know what they are doing. this is what happens when the police can not, or don't protect someone. can you at least try? we don't want this gossip. even if i was not communicating about it on my website, there would still be a story of weird brutality. what these few people are doing is unusually cruel.

they are trying to make it seem like i am crazy or weird on the internet. they are crazy and weird. i'll be damned if i don't fight back against their ugly ugly ugly childish, mean spirited stupidness. it is unusual cruelty, which is why my website looks unusually weird. it is a dirty, ugly scheme of theirs. i don't have to stupidly kiss black ass, just because i am a white person, living in america. they are oppressing me, and others, but they try to make it seem like i am oppressing them. it is a dirty, ugly scheme of theirs.

the black girls who are acting up aggressively toward me and others don't give a damn about other black people, or other black girls. they don't care about their reputation, or being thought of as attractive. they are trying to get all black people to group together, so as to hate others.

they are mocking me as a sweet, civil person, or mocking civil people in general. i was sweet until they came along. it seems like these few black people want to be thought of as brutal savages in a 3rd world country. that is what it is like with no police. they imply that they can be a mean and evil as they want to be. this is a problem for america, and also for the world.

i am not saying white supremacy. a few black people and a mexican are implying that it is black and mexican supremacy. they do it because they insecure, publicly, when having to compare themselves to me, a white person who is unique, and also because they got themselves into social trouble, publicly. i am not stuck up. i know what i am communicating about. they have a weird inferiority complex, publicly, which means that they think that they are inferior. not all black or mexican people feel this way, or should feel this way. it is a few who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who got themselves into social trouble by being childish and mean. they don't even try to have a good life. they are weird childish lose.

it is like i am on live tv camera, and people are coming over to me, pissing on me, or slapping me, or smearing shit all over me. it relieves stress and confusion to fight back, publicly, since i know that i lack privacy. they understand this, so they are trying to make me look weird and unfriendly on the internet, knowing that ignorant people don't understand what is going on. ignorant people wouldn't believe how CHILDISH AND SADISTIC these few people are. they are people with mental problems, who want to give me a mental problem. they are making me sick and confused, every day, all day long. they are the racists, but they try to make me look like i am a racist. they are playing a race card, wanting people to feel sorry for blacks and mexicans. they should get their act together. i have shown them love and respect.

i am not the one who is going on and on. they are. they also imply that a double standard exists. they also try to use that past thule stuff against me. i never wanted to harm anyone. they do blatant. weird harm to people every day. they imply that it doesn't matter if they harm people, because white people get the blame, playing a minority race card. i don't have to stupidly kiss black and mexican ass in america because i am white. i have already shown them love and respect. these few people who are acting up have personality disorders. they should grow up and leave people alone.

they act in a way which means that they want to be thought of as inferior, while at the same time implying that there is a problem with someone who thinks that they are inferior. it is a childish game. they do it so that they can imply that they have leverage over people. in other words, they imply that no one is allowed to think that they are inferior, even if it seems as if they are. another way to think of it is that they imply that i am not allowed to think that i am superior, even if it seems as if i am. this doesn't mean that i am stuck up. i just want to be left alone. i am being confined to people who have really really terrible personalities, who i wouldn't be around.

they are trying to fool ignorant people about what i am like, trying to make it seem like i am crazy or weird or unfriendly. they are crazy, weird and unfriendly.

a few black women are trying to cover up the fact that they have been, or still are, the problem. they fight dirty and ugly when there is nothing at all to fight about. they are actually ashamed of what they have done, and are trying to cover it up.

these few people who are acting up are weird evil scary sadistic psychopaths. ignorant people are not able to imagine what is going on. it is very very bad. it is scary to have to be stuck with them. part of the reason they keep acting aggressively is to try to get me to try to defend myself and others, trying to make it look like i am crazy since i have been into the psych hospital before. i am not crazy or delusional. they are evil. they are trying to make it look like i am delusional. they wanted people to know what they were doing, but then when i started to communicate about it on the internet, they shifted to trying to make it look like i am delusional. the didn't anticipate me defending myself and others on the internet.

the main reason that this mexican girl keeps obstructing my life is because she doesn't want me to be able shine the way which she knows that i could. she doesn't want it to seem as if mexicans are inferior. that is why she keeps obstructing. she is evil and insane. some black women and this black guy are doing the same. they think that if i shine the way which they know that i would shine, they think that it will make them seem inferior. it is a very selfish thing for them to be doing, actually not wanting anyone to shine.

these people keep trying to make it seem like because i am reacting defensively to their unnecessary, weird, childish, vicious aggression, that it means that i am the one being aggressive. i am not the aggressor. i am reacting defensively. it is typical evil deceptive girl behavior. if they think that they have made themselves look bad, or weak, they will intentionally provoke or irritate a man, in order to get him to be defensive, in order to try to make it look like he is the one being aggressive. ignorant people wouldn't believe how sadistic and evil these people are. they make me think of weird, very mean people in jail or psychiatric hospitals.

they want people to think that i look bad on the internet, but when it is all said and done, i will have been an honest, sweet boy, confused, being stupidly stalked and harassed, and who was trying to defend the community.

maybe this wasn't supposed to be good. go figure it out 1000 years from now.

they want people to think that they have an excuse to harm me because of the thule.org issue.  blacks and a mexican are doing blatant harm to me.  i am not harming them or wanting to harm them.  i didn't want to harm anyone.  i was just trying to learn. my intent, as it always has been, was to help people if i could.

obviously it is their intent to make me sick every day. they don't want a white person to look better than a mexican or black. they are so insecure.

they don't want it to seem like a white person is superior. i am not stating that whites should necessarily be thought of as superior. if you know me in person, people know that i am a sweet, honest white nerd. they intentionally obstruct and intentionally provoke in order to make it look like i am unfriendly or mean or dishonest. it is a sick childish game. these people are socially lame. i wanted everyone to be thought of as equal, but because they think that they are less, or because they think that they have made themselves look like they are less, they are playing a very weird, childish, cruel game. i can not think of anything else but being stalked and harassed. they have the black supremacist and a mexican supremacist attitude, actually because they are insecure, and think that i am superior, or actually because they are insecure, and think that people think that i am superior. i was nice to them, and tried to help them. really. they are so insecure and confused about what they are or what they look like in public, compared to me. they think that they make all blacks and mexicans look bad or inferior, so they are giving everyone this stupid stupid attitude. i don't mean all blacks and mexicans are bad like this. all i can think of doing is trying to protect the community. it is constant, non stop, sick, weird, every day, all day long stupid sadistic crap. another thing is that they want ignorant people to think that it is not that bad, or that i am faking being sick. no. i am not. it is like having been kidnapped, kept in a basement, and treated in a weird, sadistic way by freaks. like some kind of notorious, sick minded criminal you would watch a show on tv about. I WISH THAT THE POLICE WOULD TRY TO HELP! I WISH THAT THE POLICE WOULD COME TO MY HOME AND TALK TO ME, MAKING IT SEEM LIKE THE GOVERNMENT OR THE COMMUNITY CARES. this is a social situation which affects, or which will affect the government. i am a united states citizen who needs protection. who gives a fuck about jesus christ, or the bible, or the church?

ignorant people don't understand. i am being tortured all day long, every day. i am shouting and shouting in pain and confusion, trying to defend myself from weird, evil, incredibly creepy, incredibly sleazy, sadistic people. no, it doesn't mean that i am unfriendly. i am being confined. we are being confined. no. it doesn't mean that i am guilty of something with regard to george h. w. bush, northern trust bank, paris hilton or thule.org. they are ashamed of having created a problem, and knowingly being something weird, so they are lying about me. they enjoy stalking me and everyone else, thinking that it makes them seem powerful. they are weird, weak, socially lame people. it is what happens when a special public person doesn't or can't have security. don't you think that you should secure the united states of america of the world? we don't want a story about this, or negative gossip. it is not just that i am complaining, i am trying to get it to stop, wanting peace and quiet and happiness for the community.

these people take incredibly childish, incredibly ugly, incredibly stupid, incredibly mean cheap shots at me all day long, every day. like they are making a sick joke about the fact that they know that they are the problem, but also that they have something to lie about. it is a form of torture. this is not a joke. this is not funny. this is not healthy for the world. these people are weird, childish, evil, sadistic freaks. they want people to think that they are humiliating me, when actually they aren't, or won't. they want to humiliate a special person, publicly, because of how little they think of themselves.

the few people who in am in constant 24/7 activity with, who are acting up, being unnecessarily aggressive every day, are like crazy homeless people. like they are begging for change, or begging for someone to give them something.

when i went to george h. w. bush's office in 2005, it was sort of like i was a crazy homeless person, with a social problem, who wanted to feel like he could belong somewhere, and be happy, being around other people, wishing that he could have a cool job being able to help people. i was a nervous wreck when i was inside of the building, not being an obnoxious wise ass, combined with a weird sense of faith, and i can sort of remember thinking "why in the heck am i in here" or "this isn't right.". i was high on methamphetamine, like i was high on methamphetamine once a week for 10 years. . in my past, the only time that i felt like i could do something positive is when i had used methamphetamine. at least i didn't take any meth into the building with me, going into the building restroom and putting some up my nose. lol. i hope this helps to illustrate the problem which the few people who are unnecessarily causing problems are going through. but it doesn't give them the right to blatantly destroy or interfere with other people's happiness because they have a personal problem. they have an attitude like (real ugly tone) "oh no, you ain't gonna have the friends and love!. i'm gonna have the friends and love!." guess what? they won't.

something else about me giving paris hilton my old email address and password is that it would be the same as having someone at my home, me logging into my email account, and giving a person an opportunity to look at my email while they sit at my desk.  not so interesting, is it?  maybe she wouldn't have wanted to look at it, and that is ok.  there was nothing at all about harming people or hating people.  i am interested in the truth about world war 2, and what was actually happening, which means that i think that hitler's rants about the jewish people were actually bogus or lies; a form of propaganda.  i thought that the guy who i used to communicate with at thule.org was interesting, and he seemed to care about me and other people.  being in contact with him was exciting to me, also thinking that it was innocent because of the way which i found him, being young, and also because i thought that he seemed like he understood more than humans typically understand about what is going on.  i also had something else which i was experiencing at the same time, unique type of communication from the black man, who i didn't know was an ignorant black man, which made me believe that everything which was happening in my life was more important than it was or is.  i was also lonely, already isolated from the normal community.  i was always telling everyone about what i was doing.  no secrets.  i wanted to have faith, and think that something positive came out of nazi germany.  i didn't want to think that i had to live in fear or discomfort, or that other people should have to live in fear or discomfort, especially when i lack privacy in the manner in which i do.  i was scared at first, but then eventually thought that it was ok for me to have faith.  america continues the work which german scientists were involved in.  i believe that some alien force uses america, as a nation state, to do their work.  this is something which i read.  i hope that it is something which would be considered good for everyone.  i think that they are projects under the guise of the military.  i want to believe that it is something good, or contributes toward something peaceful, but i can't be sure, and after a while i really don't care.  i don't have any control over it.  i just have to accept it.  i didn't or still don't understand how i fit into government or something like a super government.  i wanted to believe that i had power, or backing, to do something positive for everyone.  everyone.  that is the only way it made sense to me.  i didn't want to think that i had to be scared.  


i wish that the thule.org website was still up and running.  it was interesting trivia.  i was not, and am still not interested in being around white supremacists in america or anywhere else who i think are dumb and unfriendly.  

this black man keeps harassing me and everyone else when i masturbate. it is very confusing and sadistic. he intentionally turns what would have been relaxing and stress relief into stress, anger and confusion. it is weird creepy cruelty. he is like a socially lame, crazy weird black man who would live under a bridge somewhere. he is weird, childish and insecure, but he pretends as if he thinks that it means that he is sexually attractive, and that i am not. he isn't sexually attractive. he knows that he has been rejected by black women, or everyone, and is insecure about it. he is weird, creepy, evil and childish. he actually envies how people can bond with me. he and some black women pretend as if they are humiliating me. they aren't. they are actually making it seem like i was a special person, who they thought was more attractive than them, who is being stalked and harassed by creepy, childish, socially lame, evil people. they don't like for me to seem more attractive or special than they are, so they keep constantly irritating me, publicly, pretending as if they have some type of excuse to do it. i don't want to seem stuck up, but it is their envy, or social problem which they created for themselves. they like to think that they make me look stupid in public, but they really don't.

part of the reason that this black guy is doing this, is to indicate to some black girls that he is working with them to try and harass me, publicly.

they keep trying to make it seem like i have an attitude problem, when i don't. they do this because they got caught having the attitude problem. they have the attitude problem, and they are even telling people that they like to give everyone ugly attitude.

unfortunately, it is a few low class blacks and a low class mexican girl who want to humiliate a white person, pretending as if they have a good reason to. they want people to know what they are doing. they don't care. isn't that ugly, childish and stupid? i know that not all blacks and mexicans think this way, and i know that i have the majority of the support, despite this seeming so weird.

it is difficult for me to lack privacy and be disrespected the way which i am being disrespected. it is weird, sick, childish cruelty. i know that i am being sensed, and that those people are communicating to more people, and that those people are communicating to more people, etc. i understand if you are thinking "just ignore it. don't write anymore about it on the internet." i get it, and i respect you for having that thought. it is impossible to ignore, because of the way which these few people can get to me. i can not think of anything else but being assaulted by weird people. this is what they want. it is like having been kidnapped, or confined somewhere with freaks wanting you and others to know that they like to harm you emotionally. even though it wouldn't seem like it, they envy my spirit. they have psychological/social problems, and so they want to give me the psychological/social problem. it is really absurd. all of this crap is a reflection of how they are weird, rude and greedy. not me. they keep implying that they won the fight. they didn't. first of all, there was nothing to fight about. you don't understand. i can not think of anything else but creepy, evil people who are assaulting me and you.

i know that this situation is difficult for people. hang in there. you will get stronger.

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i have been trying to defend myself and the community while basically being defenseless. that is why it looks weird or obnoxious. a few people who are evil (yes, there are evil people in the world) and being incredibly weird, childishly mean understand this, and this is what they want to do to me. i don't deserve it at all. ignorant people can't imagine how evil, sleazy and sadistic the aggression is, or the quantity of it. they know that i am basically a decent, honest, loving person, and they know that i will try to protect myself and other people, thinking that they can twist something which is basically good into something which looks bad or weird. it is like being stuck in something weird on 'a nightmare on elm street', except that it isn't a movie, and it isn't funny. i wouldn't go on and on like this if i was communicating to people in person, people who indicate that they have found out about this situation from others. no one is communicating back to me, so it goes askew.


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sometimes i visualize having a gun to my head and pulling the trigger, so that i could let you all know that you made me feel uncomfortable, like a party which i didn't want to be at, and that i wanted to get away from all of you. even people who i thought were nice. you don't communicate anything friendly or comforting, publicly, with the use of words.

it is no wonder that i would be confused. i wanted to do a good job, at least obeying the law and keeping a good attitude, but it is really impossible because of the way which people can assault me. i am being confined every day to people who are evil and sadistic. they like for me to know that they enjoy stalking me and making me uncomfortable in public. what else would i be doing, other than letting people know that there is a problem. i am "on air" 24 hours a day, 7 days a week non stop, and i wanted to do a good job for people.

knowing what i know now, with more experience and confidence, i wouldn't research 'thule', or care about thinking that maybe i was supposed to be involved in something which the germans worked on during world war 2, but i don't feel bad about what i did in the beginning, because of how i was confused by others things and inexperienced. i had a good intent. i wanted to help everyone.

the reason that i brought up the paris hilton and thule.org thing again is because a few black girls lie about me and my character.  they are creating division or trying to create division, which will do harm, so i am doing to try to stop it.  i'm sorry that innocent black girls, or the community as a whole gets hurt by this.

i understand if people think because of the paris hilton and thule.org thing, that i should have backed off of paris hilton.  she is the one who should have backed of of me, and the entire community.  she wanted to show off and it caused a problem.  i wasn't telling her to hate jews or blacks, either.  i was wanting to work on film.  just because i wanted stuff printed out, doesn't mean that i would have worked it into the film idea, either.  it was a story about a guy who writes a story.  the first third was an attention getter, the 2nd third was going to be where the main character learns, and the last third was going to be the main character writing it.  the intent was to be informative and inspirational.  i doubt that it would have been produced as a film.  maybe i could have created a book.

in all fairness, i was showing off a little, too, but i was confused about the importance of everything because of what was happening to me.

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here is a houston, texas police report which i created on 12/01/2016.
the incident number is: 1528227-16
the officer's name: E. Estep
unit #: 20G52N

officer Estep works out of the west side command station.

i would like to create another report, or add to the existing report. i copied and pasted this to the top of this section of this website.

i think that people could think that they have a better chance of getting away with murdering me if there is already an existing report. go figure.

oh yeah, the report is filed under some mental health shit which shouldn't be filed under mental health.

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this has been, since 2008, like some black women are a black KKK. weird vicious childish attacks on me, and other people, and i didn't even do anything to them or want to hurt them in any way. they knew this. they started the trouble. they knew back in the past when i was communicating out loud every week after i would use speed that i had love and humor in me. they try to fabricate a reason for them to have harmed me, or be harming me. it means that a black woman embarrassed them, or that the actions of black women embarrass them, but because they stupidly fake being self righteous, it becomes worse for them. they think that if they attack me, that it implies that i deserved to be attacked. it is a scheme. just because they are black in america, doesn't mean that they are always right, or that they can do whatever they want to a white person. i am defenseless. and they like to pick on and bully me, wanting people to know this, and implying that they can get away with it. they think that my presence implies that a white person is superior, since i am who i am, and because i am white, so they want to humiliate a white person, publicly, except that they are not humiliating me. that is not how it will play out hundreds of years from now.

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i have been intentionally and blatantly made sick and heartbroken by a few evil childish mean spirited people who didn't want to think that i was more liked or loved than they were, publicly. being with them is like experiencing a dog get jealous or envious when the dog thinks that you are closer to someone else, or paying more attention to someone else. they don't care if people know what they are doing, or that they are evil and childish and mean spirited. they indicate to people that they don't want me to have more than they do, publicly, like dumb insecure bullies who have bad manners. their greed is a problem for everyone. all of this shit is me taking something back from them.

i wanted to have faith because i thought that i was being told that i was involved in something the germans worked on. it was something unrealistically positive for everyone. was i supposed to tell people that we shouldn't have faith? i guess i was a stupidly loving fool, or idiot.

the thule.org issue was confused because of how i initially thought that everything was more important or better than it was because of unique experience with the supernatural.  i had no interest in harming anyone.  if there had really been an opportunity for me to really do something wrong, i wouldn't have.  it is confused because i wanted to believe that there is a happy ending, with me having wanted to be happy in public, and that there is a good purpose to everything which happens.  i wanted to be able to have faith, since i lack privacy in the manner which i do.  maybe i am a fool.  

i am sorry that people have to be stuck in the middle of it. it is old and unimportant.

i didn't want to think that i had enemies, since i knew that i lacked privacy. it was a child like fairy tale, also thinking that there was more prophecy than there is. i thought about a happy ending for everyone, diversity, american dream. was i supposed to preach that america is evil? how would we have had faith? i don't know what america is. i am not an expert in alien forces.

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sorry if white people were offended by me stating something about white supremacists being dumb and unfriendly, i am not a part of either 2 extremes, unfriendly white versus unfriendly black, or unfriendly black versus unfriendly white. i am in the middle, and want to be with different types of people.

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love is learned, just like hate is.
it is interesting how they made jesus so much, but really because he was shown love and respect at birth. i sincerely tried to lead with love, but i was mocked and made fun of, treated in a weird childish abusive way by people who are not loving. they didn't want me to seem like a loving person because they envy me being shown love, more love than they think that they would be shown.

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i think that some people are like "oh, wow, is he going to be like a star in america?" i doubt it. probably not. more like an annoying weirdo, who wouldn't be anything else but an annoying weirdo, because of the way which he is being stalked and intentionally harmed, even if he doesn't communicate about it himself on the internet. it is like having been kidnapped, and then molested, with the people who are doing it wanting others to know about it. it is impossible to be able to think of anything else. maybe i could do an article in 'schizzzo boy' magazine, where i talk about how humiliating it is to be treated for schizophrenia in public when the public knows that i am not schizophrenic. or about how the government acts like they don't care about trying to protect you or your family.

the people who are causing a problem for the community are like the people who took all of the toilet paper at the beginning of covid. they panic and are greedy, causing a problem for everyone else. there is pressure on me to do something for the community, even if that is just remaining calm and obeying the law, and i am telling you that it is impossible for me to remain calm. they don't want me to look good or be liked or loved because they don't want it to seem like me or others have more than they do.

the government might as well kill me, because this will be a negative story, even if i don't communicate about it myself.

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another thing about these few evil, childish, fake, sadistic black women is that they tried to put me calling a black woman a name in 2008 with the thule.org issue, in order to try to make it appear like i was a white supremacist, or that i had some evil agenda.  i didn't have an evil agenda, and they knew that.  i still don't.  they try to get people to feel sorry for them, trying to work everyone, trying to boss everyone around, instead of wanting to be known for what they really are, something dishonest and negative.

some of these black women wanted people to think that they have an attitude like during civil rights. why? they have their rights. they are the ones who are oppressing me. they started the trouble. i wasn't holding them back. they are trying to hold me back, because they don't like the thought of me being more confident in public than they are. they are just lazy, and don't care about themselves. they also want people to think that america right now is like some underground railroad something, like they are all harriet tubman. that is what they want people to think of it as, trying to stupidly intimidate people, and it is all childish and unnecessary. they are conspiring and playing games with electronic devices. they want people to know that they are conspiring, and also that they are childish, fake and mean. they are a danger to america, just like white supremacists are.

if some black women got this attitude like "oh, it be by any means necessary."
really? for what? what did i do to you? i mean, you started it. everyone knows you stated it.
ok. if it is by any means necessary, then i can get a can of spray paint, and spray the word "INNOCENT" all over an innocent black woman's car, right? i mean, you know that i am innocent. so why don't i target an innocent black woman?

now that they think that people think that i am making a good point, and that they started it, because they did start the trouble, they will fight ugly and dirty, doing something to me, just to show people how fake, spiteful, childish and mean they are. that is what they did to me when they intentionally infected my blood in 2011 with something which targeted my digestive system, causing me to need 3 major surgeries. they imply that it doesn't matter if they started it, and that i am not allowed to say anything back to them. like an ugly, unintelligent bully would.

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i am not the one with the mental problem. the people who are stalking me and everyone else, including the government, have the mental problem. they are weird. they are like evil children who don't want me to have any friends.

this situation is confusing, because i lack privacy, and because i know that people are communicating about what is going on, a problem. the natural tendency is to fight back, because it gives you a sense of dignity and peace. you don't understand how evil, creepy and sleazy they are. i can't get away from these people. they are weird and crazy. if the government would step in, and do some fighting for me, letting people know that there is evidence or testimony that i am being stalked and harassed, it would help. this situation is like a few kids in middle school acting obnoxious toward the teacher, without any way of enforcing discipline. there is no order. not for the government, either. it goes beyond what would be referred to as obnoxious behavior. it is unusual cruelty. they want to confine people to them and then do something like molesting them. like being kidnapped. like weird criminals who you would see a story on tv about. i have a job to do, but i can't do it. i keep trying and trying, but it is impossible because of the way which i am being assaulted, or because of the way which these people can get to me. they want to make me look bad because they envy they way which they know that i would have made people feel if they weren't obstructing. they think that i would be more popular than they would be if they left me alone, and they don't like it. it is very child like. like an evil child. it doesn't seem like their brains develop properly. no empathy for others. none. it is bizarre and scary. i wish that the government would launch an official investigation. it is some kind of alien force affecting business on earth. the same was true of jesus and whatever else.

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noah's narc? the grand narcitect of the universe? the narc of the covenant?

they think that the only way that they can seem powerful is to pick on and bully a defenseless person. say something to my face, motherfucker.

go ahead and kill me. seriously. i would rather do that, than to have to try and live with some blacks and a mexican. i already tried to kill myself more than one time, trying to get myself and other people to safety. it didn't or doesn't do me or anyone else any good for me to care because of the people who are around me.

these people who are acting up are low class thugs who are wanting to taunt good people like me, the police, the government, etc. they are the ones who are going on and on about things. they are the ones making fools of themselves. they are shady, doing things behind people's backs.

ordinarily, at a company where people who have something in common work together successfully, there is an application process. in other words, people who work successfully together at the same place are first vetted. in this situation, people do not necessarily have something in common, or a desire to do honest work. that is why there is a problem. some people want to do honest work and some people don't care about it. i do care about it.

a few people who are acting up are trying to trick people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who don't understand english, into thinking that black people are more popular or powerful in america than they are. it is a weird, childish fantasy of theirs'. they are actually not mad at me. they are mad about something else, and wanting to take out their anger on me and other people.

they are trying to fool people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with, who don't speak english. i am not the one with the attitude problem. they couldn't keep up with an honest nerd white boy, so they sabotage. they also have a weird hatred of all white people in general for some reason, even nice, loving white people, like me. it is an inferiority complex. psychologists could easily agree. it is abundantly obvious that they hate, and that they want people to hate. i am just wanting to be left alone. i don't need to prove anything, or that i am a loving person. i already have proven it years ago, sincerely.

they are the ones who are being argumentative. they try to fool ignorant people.

they are engaging in weird, weird, childish, self destructive behavior. sometimes i start to do it, also, because it really does seem hopeless because of these few people who i am stuck with. i would rather be dead and at peace.

God can use me as bait. they pretend as if they haven't learned anything over the years because they are fake and lazy.

they are the ones who are being argumentative. they try to fool ignorant people. i've got much better things to do than to have to take care of weak blacks and a weak mexican. they imply that a white person has to take care of them, no matter how rude and childish they are. go away. i am very tired of thinking of blacks and mexicans. i mean no offense to nice blacks and nice mexicans.

these people who are acting up want to hurt my ability to be liked or loved because they have a personal problem. they are weird psychopaths, or people with personality disorders. they want to make everyone miserable. so weed them out. they want to make everyone miserable because they are miserable. i am not wanting to make people miserable. i am trying to protect the community. i am trying to prevent them from spreading their misery. they actually think that i am a happy person, or that i have good reasons to be happy, and it makes them hate me, making them want to spread their misery everywhere. they can't keep up with happy people, so they try to spread misery. it is impossible for me to ignore. i can't do anything else but think of being stalked by disgusting freaks. it is that bad.

i wish that the NAACP could get involved. black girls need strong, public black leadership. they need to take responsibility for their problem, not trying put it off on me, especially when i have already shown black people genuine love.

some black females are implying that they are superior. why? just because you had to stay at the village when the men went out to work in africa doesn't mean that you were any good in the village. get real. get some experience.

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this black guy and mexican girl are hoping that someone beats me over the head with a rock when i am a child, killing me in my next life. hey. whatever works. that's ok. they won't have any power.

for the government. it is either do or die. show me some respect. the reason that there are problems is because i haven't already been shown a basic, fundamental, necessary amount of respect.

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it is not a matter of my ignoring these constant, all day long assaults. it is a matter of it being impossible to function. they don't want you to understand that. i will fight. don't care so much about the money.

i've basically shut down. for about 1 month now. i've basically given up on hoping for happiness, or a positive change in my life, or anyone else's life. that is the reality. it is not a fairy tale about christ giving happiness. it is impossible unless you figure out a way of protecting me. they like to make me sick. they think that it is fun to make me sick in public. these people were and still are already trying to prevent me from having money, or having a job, or doing volunteer work at the local theater where i have already done volunteer work, or being happy like productive people are. they have been doing this for a long time already. since it seems like money is a problem, i don't care so much about it. at least i created some good art.

seriously though, why would i care about being liked, when my thoughts and feelings are being knowingly violated in the way which they are? not possible to be happy or likeable. i am giving up on being likeable.

they want to humiliate a special white person, while making a sick perverted joke about how think that they are inferior. they are embarrassed and confused about what people think about them, and so they want to humiliate me. they are like weird, evil children who don't want me to have friends, or to be liked, because i don't have the social problem which they have. i wish that someone would help me. i can't believe that no one is doing anything. nothing at all, and it is killing my soul.

if black women want to be known for being mean and childish, they got it. they act stupidly angry like they want people to think that they are slaves. they are not slaves. they have freedom. they have rights. i showed them love and respect. they are just fucking lazy. they don't want to cooperate.

it is fascinating to witness how this black man is insecure. he is weird and insecure, but tries to play it off like he is cool, like some weak, fake, cheesy black guys do. he is putting pressure on black girls who he thinks are weak like him to act like they like him, even when they don't. he holds black girls, or black people in general, hostage. he has an attitude like "ah nah, don't act like you like a white boy. just act like you like a stupid black man." really. he is blatant and obnoxious about it.

these people who are acting up mean and aggressive are trying to intimidate, humiliate or even threaten people who want to display my art, or donate to a GoFundMe internet fund raising account. i wouldn't be surprised if there is a shooting or fight or something stupid at a night club or something. i hope that there isn't. i am not stating that people have to own my art or donate to a GoFundMe if they don't want to, but they should feel as if they have the right to. anytime that something involves money, black women try to create a problem. so does this mexican girl. they always try to twist my honest hard work into something bad, not wanting me to be respected for who i actually am, because they think that i do a type of work which they can't do.



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"culture" between ice ages / thule.org

objectivity, when considering the development of planet earth. one can also research 'ice age' in wikipedia. intro, glacials/interglacials, milankovitch cycle. there is going to be a problem with food in the future because of the weather. this is good information which i have. FEMA and the military (martial law will be instituted) should begin to coordinate now as if this issue has already begun, or as if it is an emergency. they could begin to store non perishable food and have planned distribution points. people should stop having children, or limit it to 1 child per mother and father if possible. try not to panic. the problem is when people don't address issues head on, even if that means creating more work for themselves initially. it works out better in the long run if you don't BS around. people could coordinate and contact your u.s. representatives and/or the president or the united states. it would good if we could begin to coordinate something between the president(s), FEMA, the military and mayors of cities. i will contact my state representative and also the president with whitehouse.gov.

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volunteer number work # 1

past attempt to give scientists an idea which they could pursue on their own, with knowledge which they already possessed. i was attempting to make a breakthrough in physics, so that it could be applied to the study of the geomagnetic field, or weather. i am interested in pursuing part # 4 of this work, with a mathematics professor at the university of st. thomas (houston, TX), or other universities in houston, TX. i messaged the United States Geological Survey. i messaged another institution which studies cartography. NASA has a cartography and imaging sciences node which i can try to pursue. (1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8) 1, paired with 8 would correspond to 180 2, paired with 7, would correspond to 270 3, paired with 6, would correspond to 360 4, paired with 5, would correspond to 45 (half of 90), or 54 (like 540, or the equator) all pairs equal 9, when added together. 8 bits in a byte? 8 relates to 8 directions, or a cube. (quadradic equations) 1, paired with 2 = 3 3, paired with 4 = 7 5, paired with 6 = 11, 1 + 1 = 2 7, paired with 8, = 15, 1 + 5 = 6 that generates the essential digits of both 36 and 72. the angles of 36 and 72, relate to pentagonal geometry, and/or the golden ratio (1.618). 72 + 36 = 108. https://images.search.yahoo.com/search/images;_ylt=AwrOrrMUrwdkfY8BfzZXNyoA;_ylu=Y29sbwNncTEEcG9zAzEEdnRpZAMEc2VjA3Nj?p=36+72+108+pentagonal+geometry+quadratic+equation&fr=mcafee https://byjus.com/maths/golden-ratio/#:~:text=The%20golden%20ratio%20is%20approximately%20equal%20to%201.618.,solution%20to%20the%20quadratic%20equation%20x%202%20-x-1%3D0. leave the 3 by itself, add the center 2 digits of 7 and 2, = 9, leave the last digit of 6 as in 396, or earth radius of 3960. 36, or 360, is the triangle of 8. in other words, 1 + 2 + 3 + 4 + 5 + 6 + 7 + 8 = 36. 32 points on a compass. therefore, 8 = 1/4th, or 90 degrees. 360 minutes is 1/4th of a day, or 90 degrees. if 8 correspond to radius, then 16 would be pole to pole, or diameter. 3 diameters determine a sphere. 16 + 16 + 16 = 48. Ptolemy and 48 constellations? the almagest. now i think that they say that there are 88 constellations. i know that 48 is the first number with 10 divisors. 10 can be 1 + 2 + 3 + 4, or x + y + z + time. i am not just coming up with this on my own. 16 would also be 180 degrees (or latitude). 32 or 16 x 2, would be longitude (360 degrees). 32 points on a compass. 16 x 16 x 16 = 4,096, which can be viewed as just 496. 496 is a perfect number, e.g. perfect numbers, imaginary numbers, pure numbers, etc. i studied numbers for a few years, i know what i am communicating about. a 4 digit number can be organized into 3 variations of pairing of 2 digits. first 2 digits to left of number paired / second 2 digits to right of number paired, first digit with third digit / second digit with fourth digit, inner 2 digits paired / outer 2 digits paired. another thing about 16 (latitude) and 32 (longitude), or 48 together, or 48 as 3 separate diameters, is that 16 x 32 = 512, which is 1/2 of 1,024. 1,024 is significant with regard to computer science. 512 is also 8 x 8 x 8, so perhaps 8 can represent an axis, or diameter, instead of 16 representing the diameter. rate doubling or reducing by 1/2? related to geometric progression? cartography, and measurement of space/time, is similar to computer science. don't know if it could apply, but you can also think about 7.5 compared to 8 (7.5 rounds to 8). 10,800 minutes is pole to pole (latitude), because 1 degree of latitude = 60 minutes of latitude. therefore 180 (distance from pole to pole) x 60 = 10,800 (minutes). 10,800 (minutes), divided by 1,440 (# of minutes in one day) = 7.5 (days). therefore, you would have 7.5, 7.5, 7.5 (3 axis), instead of 8, 8, 8. the figure of 7.5 might correspond to 16 (latitude) (or 7, because 1 + 6 = 7) and 32 (longitude) (or 5, because 3 + 2 = 5); hence, 7 and 5, like 7.5. anyway, it would be a difference of .5. .5 + .5 + .5 = 1.5, or 15, or 60, even though i can't explain why you can go from 15 to 60, other than 1+ 5 = 6 or 6 + 0 = 6. positional value or absolute value, (physics/geometry). also, 15 (or 60) is the triangle of 5, or in other words, 1 + 2 + 3 + 4 + 5 = 15, so it would be 60/60/60, consistent with concept of 3 axis. a triangle is 180 degrees, like 60 + 60 + 60. i think that it is related, with gematria (geometry) value for the name Jesus is 888. Christ is 1,480. one way which 666 can be applied to earth measurement, or space/time, is that 10,800 (pole to pole/latitude), as mentioned above, would be 21,600 if 360 degree around earth. 216, like 21,600 is 6 x 6 x 6. 1/12th of the zodiac is 2,160 years. or, that could be 18 (6 + 6 + 6, as in 216, as 6 x 6 x 6) x 12 (houses of the zodiac) = 216, or 6 x 6 x 6. like i stated above, a 4 digit number can be paired up into 2 sets of 2 digits in 3 ways. 1, 2, 3, 4 (1 + 2 + 3 + 4 / x + y + z + time) when pairs are added together, it will create 2 numbers. - 3 and 7 - 4 and 6 - 5 and 5 37 x 64 = 2,368 (or the greek value for Jesus Christ / 888 + 1,480). i did this work on my own; meaning, the evaluation of 1, 2, 3, 4. there is a link in the 'for your information' section of this website about the number 10, or the significance of 1 + 2 + 3 + 4. decimal system. i doubt that i can help science progress. i think that this type of study was done a long time ago, and has since been sort of forgotten about. i think that it might be a new manner of analysis, but not that it will help science progress. maybe it would help science progress, if a correspondence, or correspondences, would be made between previously unrelated phenomenon . something else which i corresponded about in the past, was, or is the fact that a geometric progression, e.g. 1:2::2:4, 2:4::4:8, 4:8::8:16, will consistently generate a pattern, when the first 2 digits of each set are added together until a single digit is derived, compared to the last 2 digits of each set, when added together until a single digit is derived. it reveals 3::6, 6::3, 3::6. 6 is the triangle of 3. in other words, 1 + 2 + 3 = 6. i think that this reveals something about a function of the hebrew alphabet. the term 'gematria', which relates to each letter of the hebrew alphabet, in addition to how each letter has a numerical value, means 'geometry'. hence, geometric progression. 231 (or just 6, because 2 + 3 + 1 = 6) is the triangle of 21. 21 is the triangle of 6. 3 is the triangle of 2. 300 (or just 3) is the gematria value of the 21st letter of the hebrew alphabet. there are a total of 22 letters. there are 231 ways to connect or interrelate the 22 letters, with 231 being the triangle of 21, not 22. something about the letters 'alef' (1) and 'tav' (22) being united, or in a sense, overlapping. alpha (first) and omega (last). one of the 14 gematria numbers in the 'greatdreams' link, in the 'for your information' section of this file = 3168 (lord jesus christ). that can essentially be 36 (like 360) and 18 (like 180). space/time. longitude = 360. latitude = 180. 36 x 18 = 648 (with there being 864 or 86,400 seconds in one day) / that is not a typographical error / it is an example of numerology / the important issue is that it equals 9 36 + 18 = 54 (with 5400 being 90 (pole to equator) x 60 (minutes) it is only one example of how the 14 numbers relate to scientific phenomena. __________________ some number work which i did about 15 years ago. i would like to follow up with a math professor. i intend to take this, and other work on this website, to a math professor, to try to learn how to communicate with someone who knows 'number theory'. 96, divided by 5 = 19.2 69, divided by 5 = 13.8 19.2 + 13.8 = 33.0 (or) 1.92 (a decimal harmonic of 19.2) - 1.38 (a decimal harmonic of 13.8) = 0.54 i think that the figure of 33 relates to a type of calendar. i know that it is related to pentagonal geometry. also, when considering the figure of 0.54, as it can relate to the measurement of the equator. 32 x 3 = 96 / 32 could also be conceived of as 63, as 1 + 2 + 3 = 6, and 1 + 2 = 3 23 x 3 = 69 / 23 could also be conceived of as 36, as 1 + 2 = 3, and 1 + 2 + 3 = 6 32 x 6 = 192 23 x 6 = 138 32 points on a compass. i think that it relates to trigonometry. take note of difference between 96/69 and 192/138, when multiplying by either 3 or 6. consider geometric progression of 3/6/3/6/3, etc. also 3 = 6, as 1 + 2 + 3 = 6. 3 can indicate a triangle or circle. one more issue with 192 and 138: 192 192 138 138 the outer digits of 1 and 2 in 192 add to create the center digit of 3 in 138. the center digit of 9 in 192 is formed when adding the outer digits of 1 and 8 in 138.

volunteer number work # 2

past attempt to give scientists an idea which they could pursue on their own, with knowledge which they already possessed. i was attempting to make a breakthrough in physics, so that it could be applied to the study of the geomagnetic field, or weather. something else which i corresponded about in the past, was, or is the fact that a geometric progression, e.g. 1:2::2:4, 2:4::4:8, 4:8::8:16, will consistently generate a pattern, when the first 2 digits of each set are added together until a single digit is derived, compared to the last 2 digits of each set, when added together until a single digit is derived. it reveals 3::6, 6::3, 3::6. 6 is the triangle of 3. in other words, 1 + 2 + 3 = 6. i think that this reveals something about a function of the hebrew alphabet. the term 'gematria', which relates to each letter of the hebrew alphabet, in addition to how each letter has a numerical value, means 'geometry'. hence, geometric progression. 231 (or just 6, because 2 + 3 + 1 = 6) is the triangle of 21. 21 is the triangle of 6. 3 is the triangle of 2. 300 (or just 3) is the gematria value of the 21st letter of the hebrew alphabet. there are a total of 22 letters. there are 231 ways to connect or interrelate the 22 letters, with 231 being the triangle of 21, not 22. something about the letters 'alef' (1) and 'tav' (22) being united, or in a sense, overlapping. alpha (first) and omega (last).

volunteer number work # 3

past attempt to give scientists an idea which they could pursue on their own, with knowledge which they already possessed. i was attempting to make a breakthrough in physics, so that it could be applied to the study of the geomagnetic field, or weather. something else which i corresponded about in the past, was, or is the fact that a geometric progression, e.g. 1:2::2:4, 2:4::4:8, 4:8::8:16, will consistently generate a pattern, when the first 2 digits of each set are added together until a single digit is derived, compared to the last 2 digits of each set, when added together until a single digit is derived. it reveals 3::6, 6::3, 3::6. 6 is the triangle of 3. in other words, 1 + 2 + 3 = 6. i think that this reveals something about a function of the hebrew alphabet. the term 'gematria', which relates to each letter of the hebrew alphabet, in addition to how each letter has a numerical value, means 'geometry'. hence, geometric progression. 231 (or just 6, because 2 + 3 + 1 = 6) is the triangle of 21. 21 is the triangle of 6. 3 is the triangle of 2. 300 (or just 3) is the gematria value of the 21st letter of the hebrew alphabet. there are a total of 22 letters. there are 231 ways to connect or interrelate the 22 letters, with 231 being the triangle of 21, not 22. something about the letters 'alef' (1) and 'tav' (22) being united, or in a sense, overlapping. alpha (first) and omega (last).

volunteer work # 4 / quadratic graph

past attempt to give scientists an idea. i assume these matrices will reveal an understood geometric graph, when plotted. golden ratio? 4 x 4 = 16, x 4 = 64. 16 x 64 = 1,024, which is significant with regard to computer science. it could also be 7 (1 + 6) x 4, or 28 as a perfect number. 1 + 2 + 3 + 4 + 5 + 6 + 7 = 28. 1 axis rotation, counterclockwise, from normal x, y, z perspective.

volunteer work # 5 / quadratic graph

past attempt to give scientists an idea. i assume these matrices will reveal an understood geometric graph, when plotted. golden ratio? 4 x 4 = 16, x 4 = 64. 16 x 64 = 1,024, which is significant with regard to computer science. it could also be 7 (1 + 6) x 4, or 28 as a perfect number. 1 + 2 + 3 + 4 + 5 + 6 + 7 = 28. 2 axis rotation, counterclockwise, from normal x, y, z perspective.

volunteer work # 6 / quadratic graph

past attempt to give scientists an idea. i assume these matrices will reveal an understood geometric graph, when plotted. golden ratio? 4 x 4 = 16, x 4 = 64. 16 x 64 = 1,024, which is significant with regard to computer science. it could also be 7 (1 + 6) x 4, or 28 as a perfect number. 1 + 2 + 3 + 4 + 5 + 6 + 7 = 28. 3 axis rotation, counterclockwise, from normal x, y, z perspective.

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2023 veteran administration pension award letter

non service connected veteran disability pension. the army discharge characterization of "unconfirmed", pertaining to my service from august 8th to december 14th, 1990, is in reference to how i was army active duty two separate times, with a break in between, still being in the army. i first enlisted in the army reserve. i went to basic training and my first AIT school (67V/OH-58 helicopter repair), being in the army reserves. then i signed up a second time, while being the the reserves, to go army active duty (not reserves) with a different job (71D/legal specialist). i went to a second AIT school.


i am brainstorming. does a scientist want to help? i'll come back to this. please don't hesitate if you have an idea, or know how to work on this. people should be willing to work with me like i was any other person. no unnecessary bias.

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i think that the observation that 1,296,000 (a circle of space / 360 x 60 x 60) being 50 x 25,920 (# of years in the zodiac) may be a science break though.  space/time.  

- 144 years is the difference between 25,920 years (length of one cycle of the zodiac/72 years x 360 degrees) and 25,776 years (length of one cycle of the zodiac/71.6 years x 360 degrees). the actual rate of precession is 71.6 years per degree. relates to christ + 72 or christ + 144 (72 x 2).  

one half of one day is 720 minutes, or 43,200 seconds.  432 is the square root of the speed of light.  scale of great pyramid to earth is 1 : 43,200.


- 144 years x 50 cycles of zodiac (144 x 50) = 7,200 years. emphasis being 72
- 25,920 years (length of one cycle of the zodiac) x 50 cycles of zodiac (25,920 x 50) = 1,296,000 years
- 1,296,000 is a circle of space (360 x 60 x 60)
- there are 1440 minutes in one regular day
- 12,960 is one half of the zodiac in years, or 50%.

https://search.yahoo.com/search?fr=mcafee&type=E210US1485G0&p=circle+of+space+1%2C296%2C000


i first got the idea to multiply the zodiac by the number or concept of 50 because of information which is contained in the Gal Einai institute description of the hebrew letter 'nun' ("50 years to counsel"). i read this, and then thought about a book which i have called 'Fingerprints of the Gods', by Graham Hancock. in this book is information about how 1 cycle of the zodiac can be referred to as "a great year" or "a great return".

"50 years to counsel"
https://inner.org/hebleter/nun.htm

great year or great return
https://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/egipto/fingerprintgods/fingerprintgods08.htm#Chapter%2031%20-%20The%20Osiris%20Numbers

50 is a pure number. there are different types of numbers, like imaginary numbers, perfect numbers, pure numbers. 12,960 is 1/2 of the zodiac in years.  similar to 1,296,000 (50 x 25,920), or 360 x 60 x 60.

- pure number/dimensionless quantity

https://physics.stackexchange.com/questions/686381/is-there-a-difference-between-a-pure-number-and-dimensionless-quantity

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dimensionless_quantity

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_dimensionless_quantities

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50 is a pure number.The letter 50 corresponds to the pure number 50.But, percent is a "unit."
In theory, any pure number can have units added to it, and there's nothing that would prevent those units from being percent.But, again, the letter nun corresponds to the pure numberform of 50.On Sat, Jun 24, 2017 at 9:04 AM, joshua evan Mishler <mishler2002@hotmail.com> wrote:

does the number of 50 as it relates to the hebrew letter 'nun' signify 50 percent?

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i think that this observation is also important.

- 1 God day = 1000 years. 1000, divided by 24 hours = 41.67 years per hour. rounds up to 42.

144 hours (1 hour = 41.67 years) x 41.67 years = 6,000.48 years. there are 86,400 seconds in one day. 86400 same digits as 6000.48. example of numerology. emphasis on the year 6000, or 6000.48 years. 144 x 42 (41.67 rounds up to 42) = 6,048. same digits. 6 regular days x 24 hours = 144 hours.

1/4th of the zodiac in years = 6,048 years (25,920, divided by 4 = 6,048 (same number as both 6000.48 [41.67 x 144] or 6,048 [42 x 144]).

adding the 2 digits to the left of 41.67 until a single digit is derived = 5
adding the 2 digits to the right of 41.67 until a single digit is derived = 4

so 5.4, like 54 or 5400 (90 x 60) / latitude


thinking of the extra 0.48 of a year

- .48 x 41.67 = 20.0016
- .48 x 42 (41.67 rounds to 42) = 20.16


- .48 x 144 = 69.12 (same digits as a circle of space / 1,296,000 / 360 x 60 x 60)


- difference between 41.67 and 42 = .33. difference of .33 causes a consistent shift of 2 decimal places or 2 zeros. 33 year calendar? "life" of Christ? 100, divided by .33 = 303.03030303


- thinking of your work about difference of 242 years (this was part of an email which i sent to guy who i learned about 242 years and year 6000 from)

- 242 (years), divided by 42 (41.67 rounds to 42) = 5.761904761904762. difference between 5.76 and 6 (or 60/cycle) is .24 (like 24 hours in a day). difference of 6 earth days (5.76 rounds to 6), or 144 earth hours. it looks like the difference or significance of 242 years is related to 1 "week". 6 or 6 days or 60 (cycle).  it seems like it is measurements of time which are like like the metric system.  1000 or 100 or 10 or 1.   gradually smaller, consistently organized measurements.

144 x 24 (with 24 being the inverse of 42) = 3,456
144 x 42 = 6,048


6,048 - 3,456 = 2,592 (with 25,920 being one cycle of the zodiac in years / 360 [degrees] x 72 [years per 1 degree])


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- 96, divided by 5 = 19.2 / you divide by 5 because 15 or 6 (1+5) or 60 is the triangle of 5 (1 + 2 + 3 + 4 + 5 = 15)
- 69, divided by 5 = 13.8 / you divide by 5 because 15 or 6 (1+5) or 60 is the triangle of 5 (1 + 2 + 3 + 4 + 5 = 15)


- the importance of 96 and 69 is the importance of 32 or 23 / 32 points on a compass. trigonometry. 23 as figurate with 32.

- 32 x 3 = 96
- 23 x 3 = 69


- 15 + 60 = 75
- 60 minutes of latitude = 1 degree of latitude, therefore 180 (pole to pole/latitude) x 60 = 10800, divided by 1440 (# of minutes in 1 day) = 7.5 , (7 + 5 = 12, 1 + 2 = 3).
- 1 = latitude (odd), 2 = longitude (even) / 1 + 2 = 3 representing triangle or trigonometry


- 19.2 + 13.8 = 33
- 1.92 - 1.38 = .54 (54 = ½ of 108, with 108 relating to pentagonal geometry) / 5400 is a measurement corresponding to measurement from pole to equator (90 x 60).
- .54 x 7 (7 days of week) = 3.78
- .54 x 8 = 4.32 (with 432 being the square root of the speed of light)
- .54 x 6 (6 days of week) = 3.24 (same digits as 432, or 8 x .54)
- some relationship between 6, 7 and 8. 8 transcends 7. 1 week, or 144 (light)
- 3.24 (6 [days] x .54) + 3.78 (7 [days] x .54) = 7.02. emphasis on 72, or rate of precession (72 [years] x 360 [degrees]



- 19.2, divided by .2 = 9.6 (9.6 = 3.2 x 3) / focusing on 3.2, 3 + 2 = 5, pentagonal geometry (golden ratio), multiplied by 3 (1. x, 2. y, 3. z / trigonometry)
- 13.8, divided by .2 = 6.9 (6.9 = 2.3 x 3) / focusing on 2.3, 2 + 3 = 5, pentagonal geometry (golden ratio), multiplied by 3 (1. x, 2. y, 3. z / trigonometry)


- 19.2, divided by .3 = 6.4 (or 10 because 6 + 4 = 10), space (6) / time (4)
- 13.8, divided by .3 = 4.6 (or 10 because 4 + 6 = 10), time (4) / space (6)


10 could be illustrated as 5 + 5, and not 6 + 4 or 4 + 6


2 represents 10 (2 x 5) (6.4 or 4.6 = 10 / 6 + 4 or 4 + 6 = 10) / 10 = 1 + 0 = 1
3 represents 15 (3 x 5) (9.6 or 6.9 = 15 / 9 + 6 or 6 + 9 = 15) / 15 = 1 + 5 = 6


10 + 15 = 25. 25 can be illustrated as 5 x 5 (pentagonal geometry/golden ratio/pentangle facing up, pentangle facing down within the pentangle facing up)


i think that the 2 corresponds to longitude (90 to 90 or 180 to 360) and that the 3 corresponds to latitude(pole/equator/pole).


192 x 24 = 4,608 (with the number of seconds in one day being 86,400/same digits)
138 x 24 = 3,312


pairing up 1st and 2nd digits, 3rd and 4th digits of each of the above 4 digit numbers directly above, until a single digit is derived, yields 1, 8 (for 4608) and 6, 3 (for 3312). that is 18 (like 180 [latitude]) and 36 (like 360 [longitude]). 18 + 36 = 54, like the equator at 5400 (90 x 60) or 0.54 (1.92 - 1.38)

pairing up 1st and 3rd digits, 2nd and 4th digits of each of the above 4 digit numbers directly above, until a single digit is derived, yields 4, 5 (for 4608) and 4, 5 (for 3312). that is 45 or 54 plus 45 or 54.


4,608 - 3,312 = 1,296 (with 1,296 being a circle of space/360 x 60 x 60)


4,608 + 3,312 = 7,920 (with 7,920 miles being the diameter of the earth)


33 year calendar and golden ratio?
33 year calendar, golden ratio, longitude and latitude?
trigonometry?


time reckoning. sun and moon?

back to 23 and 32, or 69 (23 x 3) and 96 (32 x 3). maybe it has to do with 2 dimensional projection or 3 dimensions.

3 is the triangle of 2, as 1 + 2 = 3.
6 (like 60) is the triangle of 3, as 1 + 2 + 3 = 6.

i think that it has to do with trigonometry.  

2 x 23 = 46
2 x 32 = 64

3 x 23 = 69
3 x 32 = 96

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144 x 24 (with 24 being the inverse of 42) = 3,456
144 x 42 = 6,048


6,048 - 3,456 = 2,592 (with 25,920 being one cycle of the zodiac in years / 360 [degrees] x 72 [years per 1 degree])

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back to 23 (69 = 23 x 3) and 32 (96 = 32 x 3).

3 is the triangle of 2, as 1 + 2 = 3
6 is the triangle of 3, as 1 + 2 + 3 = 6 (like 60)

36 (instead of 23) x 3 = 108
63 (instead of 32) x 3 = 189

108, divided by 5 = 21.6
189, divided by 5 = 37.8

21.6 + 37.8 = 59.4

a three digit number can create 2, 2 digit numbers. add the 2 digits to the left until a single digit is derived, leave the digit to the right alone. leave the digit to the left alone, add the 2 digits to the right until a single digit is derived.

594 = 54 (like the equator [90] at 5400 / 90 x 60)
594 = 54 (like the equator [90] at 5400 / 90 x 60)

do the same conversion from 3 digit number to 2, 2 digits numbers for 216 and 378.

216 = 36 and 27 (like 360 and 270)
378 = 18 and 36 (like 180 and 360)

216 = 108 x 2 (108 = pole to pole or 180 x 60)
378 = 54 x 7 (like 7 days of the week?) 54 x 8 = 432 (square root of the speed of light)

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a 4 digit number can produce 3 pair of numbers.

for example:

1234

(2 digits to left/2 digits to right) / 3,7
(1st and 3rd digits/2nd and 4th digits) / 4,6
(inner 2 digits/outer 2 digits) / 5,5

37 x 64 = 2368, which can be illustrated as a cube (christ)

1234 could also be observed as a 14 (outer digits of 1234), centered by a 5, center 2 digits of 2 and 3 added), 154.  like 14 and 50.
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i'm not sure that 50 x 25,920, being 1,296,000 (circle of space/360 x 60 x 60), would be a scientific discovery or important for science, because it may just be a way of exemplifying what is already understood about space/time, or an arc second (1,296,000), or 50 as a pure number.

 when 50 x 25,920 is 1,296,000, or 1/2 of zodiac,  then 100 x 25,920 = 2,592,000

1296 rounds up to 13.
13 and 13?
26 dimensions. documented.
10 dimensions or 26 dimensions.

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- 144 years is the difference between 25,920 years (length of one cycle of the zodiac/72 years x 360 degrees) and 25,776 years (length of one cycle of the zodiac/71.6 years x 360 degrees). the actual rate of precession is 71.6 years per degree.

- 144 years x 50 cycles of zodiac (144 x 50) = 7,200 years. emphasis being 72
- 25,920 years (length of one cycle of the zodiac) x 50 cycles of zodiac (25,920 x 50) = 1,296,000 years
- 1,296,000 is a circle of space (360 x 60 x 60)
- there are 1440 minutes in one regular day

- 1 day = 1000 years. 1000, divided by 24 hours = 41.67 years per hour

144 hours (1 hour = 41.67 years) x 41.67 years = 6,000.48 years. there are 86,400 seconds in one day. 86400 same digits as 6000.48. numerology. emphasis on the year 6000, or 6000.48 years. 144 x 42 (41.67 rounds up to 42) = 6,048. same digits. 6 regular days x 24 hours = 144 hours.

maybe it helps with time reckoning. sun and moon?

i first got the idea to multiply the zodiac by the number or concept of 50 because of information which is contained in the Gal Einai institute description of the hebrew letter 'nun' ("50 years to counsel"). i read this, and then thought about a book which i have called 'Fingerprints of the Gods', by Graham Hancock. in this book is information about how 1 cycle of the zodiac can be referred to as "a great year" or "a great return".

"50 years to counsel"
https://inner.org/hebleter/nun.htm

a great year or great return
https://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/egipto/fingerprintgods/fingerprintgods08.htm#Chapter%2031%20-%20The%20Osiris%20Numbers
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to whom it may concern:
2/17/24

i sent emails out to 3 people at the university of st. thomas at st. paul, minnesota, and 4 people at the university of st. thomas at houston, texas. physics department. i think that communicating with people involved in astrobiology or astrophysics is good. feel free to help me out. i thought that meteorologists could get an idea.

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one example of numerology is how you can organize numbers into symmetrical form.  25,920 (# of years in the zodiac) can be viewed as 792.  that is the 2 numbers to the left of the number (25) added together until a single digit is derived.  leave the center digit (9).  add the 2 numbers to the right of the number (20) until a single digit is derived.  7920 miles is the diameter of the earth.  another way is to leave the digit to the left (2).  add the center 3 digits (592) until a single digit is derived.  leave the digit to the right (0).  that would be viewed as 270, or a number relating to earth measurement or algebra.  

the really important issue is that all of the numbers will equal 9 when added together until a single digit is derived. for example, 25,920 = 2 + 5 + 9 + 2 + 0 = 18, 1 + 8 = 9. another example, 7920 = 7 + 9 + 2 + 0 = 18, 1 + 8 = 9. another example, 2 + 7 + 0 = 9.

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for your information, this link is how i first learned of a circle of space (1,296,000 or 360 x 60 x 60). scroll down to 'carl's breakthrough in gematria'. 1296 is the 8th number down. the same link is in the 'for your information' section of this website.

http://www.greatdreams.com/gem1.htm  

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i am a little surprised that i didn't get any reply from the 7 people who i sent email to.  related to a few posts before this one.  i am not angry about it, just confused.  i don't know if people know about me, and are feeling scared to communicate with me.  doesn't invoke much confidence in situation.
i am considering establishing a 'GoFundMe' fund raising account on the internet. it would be great if i could raise $500 or $1000 per month. the last time i checked, in 2018, i am allowed to earn about $1,200 per month working part time, while still being able to retain my social security disability insurance of about $1,000 per month. my life is really too confusing and weird to be able to work consistently, happily or efficiently at a regular job with other employees.  unusual situation.  unnecessary prejudice or potential unnecessary prejudice.  i would not be doing a good job for a future employer if i even applied to work somewhere, because i already know that there is a problem, and not that maybe there will be a problem. a manager would think that they don't want a problem or a potential problem, not for their employees either.  i don't think that i would be able to do volunteer work, either, or at least not right now.  a few people who i am in constant 24/7 activity are blatantly, childishly stalking and harassing me, not establishing trust, so that without a doubt there wouldn't be a problem at a regular job, or at a volunteer work job.  unfortunately, it doesn't seem as if the police and/or government can do anything about it.   there is already a problem in my own home, or at any other home i am at.  extremely irritating.  it is meant to be thought of as childish and irritating, like the way children who are wanting to childishly control an adult act up.  what these few people are doing to me and other people situated worldwide is childish, perverted and incredibly disturbing.  it is like they are flirting with me, wanting my attention, and wanting to harm me publicly, wanting to interfere with my relationships with other people, at the same time.  it is an extremely childish, extremely weird, and extremely cruel public mockery of a person who they know has always been honest with them, verbally, and also with other people with the use of the internet.  these few people who got themselves into social trouble are implying that honest people don't exist, simply because they are not honest.  they try to spread hate, mean spirited behavior, and lies, but i don't think that it will work. they lie about me and money because they think that they made themselves unpopular over the years.  they are also holding people hostage, trying to force them to lie about me and money, or to also be mean spirited, but i don't think that it will work. their aggression is a form of childish terrorism, since they know that it is a constant 24/7 public situation.  i am a public person without some kind of official security, so i am fair game to unwanted weird aggression, blatant, childish stalking and harassment from a very few weird people who have mental problems, or who are socially lame.  they want it to seem as if i am the one who is socially lame, when i am not.  i don't think that me trying to work Etsy.com sales is a good idea. it would make me very sick and confused because of the way which i am being blatantly, childishly stalked and harassed every day, and because of the need to pay attention to details, and traveling from one location to another. i don't feel comfortable making a commitment to Etsy.com.  i am already being made very very sick, crazy, confused and uncomfortable every day, all day long, so that i really can't make progress in the manner in which people ordinarily make progress in life. the few people who do it are lying about me and money. they also lie about my character, stating that i had or have some interest in advocating white supremacy, when they knew that i didn't, and know that i don't.  it is not that i don't believe in them.  they don't believe in themselves.  i didn't and don't have a mean, or an evil intent.  they do.  they don't even care if people know that they are lying about me. they just want an excuse to be lazy and obstruct my life so that i am not as popular, with me not being knowingly peaceful, happy, and productive, publicly. it is so incredibly childish, selfish, weird and disrespectful of these few people to do this to not only me, but other innocent people as well. it is already very difficult or impossible for me to get much done each day. i would agree to being officially put to sleep at a hospital, if that were possible, but i wouldn't agree to it unless i was being officially and publicly respected.  that would be necessary in order to create long term peace, and not some kind of weird confused gossip for the world.  this isn't glamorous, and i don't think that it will ever be glamorous. maybe it will get better, but i would need some real evidence of that in order to state it with certainty.  as challenging as this is for me and the 144,000, we do have great pride and interesting spiritual moments.  people can download my art to their computer from this website if they want to. i am almost finished with some more of it. go to 'miscellaneous files' section of this website to see social security disability insurance paperwork.  it is possible to donate anonymously to a 'GoFundMe' fund raising internet account. also, money raised on a 'GoFundMe' fund raising internet account doesn't interfere or work against my social security disability insurance. i checked. take as much art as you want from this website, if you would like to have it. i wish that i could sign the work.  maybe i could do a little, one or two days per week, volunteer work, somewhere in houston, texas, but given what has happened thus far, it probably wouldn't be possible or a good idea. if that changes, i will let you know.  i really hope that i can, because consistent activity is good for us.  too much work makes me and everyone else who i am in constant 24/7 activity confused and sick because of how i am being blatantly, childishly stalked and harassed, both when i am at work, but more importantly when i am not at work, trying to rest and recuperate.  the people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with and i have more to think about than people ordinarily do, and it is mentally exhausting, but especially when we are being blatantly, childishly stalked and harassed.  it is incredibly childish and disrespectful. like young, unruly, honest goal lacking adolescents talking back to their parents in a stupid, disrespectful, obnoxious manner.  i think that people are surprised by the fact that i have worked out in the country (la grange, texas) for as long as i have, 2 years, with a very few people blatantly, childishly obstructing my thoughts and actions as i do it. i am usually talking out loud in frustration and confusion while i work, but it doesn't matter so much because i am by myself, outside in the country. it isn't glamorous, but it still makes me feel good to get up early for a few days in a row every other week and accomplish something. the people who are causing problems want people to know that they are causing problems, because they are trying to fabricate total nonsense evidence against. me.  it is so unfair.  i don't think that the few people who are blatantly, childishly stalking and harassing me, and others, will ever stop because of how fake, evil,  childish and socially lame they are. i hope for the their sake, and the sake of the community in general, that they decide to make a change for the better.  they created an image problem for themselves, or a social problem for themselves, publicly, really since 2008, and so they are trying to give me the image problem, or social problem, publicly.  a few childish psychopaths, or people with anti social personality disorders. they don't think that they can survive or have comfortable lives if i am popular or liked, with them having created an image and/or social problem for themselves. i wish that they would move on with their lives, and try to be happy, leaving me and others alone, and that there was a better sense of peace and respect in the community. i want them to be happy, but they don't seem to care about their own happiness or success.  i'm sorry about all of this confusion.  i am not faking being sick. it can be verified.  i can't work at a regular job, in order to be a little more financially comfortable every month, and peaceful, not stressed or not worried about money.  i am required to support myself, and also people who are situated all over the world. it is for a good cause.  

i wish that it didn't seem like i am always complaining. it is an unusual, weird situation, and i have a legitimate complaint. i would really like to work early in the morning, part time, at a grocery store, or early in the morning, part time, at a starbuck's, and if it really seems like there wouldn't be a problem, i will apply for a job. it would be fun to be around some people for a few hours every week, working together as a team. therapeutic. i seriously doubt that i would ever think that there wouldn't be a problem because of what has happened for the last 16 years, or since 2008. the people who are acting up unnecessarily aggressive have mental problems or personality disorders. they have done so much damage for so long that it is already a serious problem not trusting them, with them making us uncomfortable.

now that i think about it again, i think that it would be too confusing for me and the people who i worked with for me to work at a regular job. awkward. my heart or will thinks one thing, but my brain thinks another. i think that people want privacy, and they may feel uncomfortable or confused by the thought of me working around them. everyone would also have to worry about customers coming in to the place of work and doing something weird or provocative. there is a chance that it could happen. i am willing to work, but i think that it really is too confusing, stressful, or awkward at a job with many employees. maybe some volunteer work where i am mostly by myself?

i think that i will set the GoFundMe money raising goal as $30,000. that is for 3 years, or $10,000 per year. i want to put the money somewhere safe, so that i can not spend it faster than i should, only $10,000 per year. i don't know if i can transfer only part of what would be in a GoFundMe money raising internet account to another account as needed, so that the public can keep track of what i am doing with money. a money raising goal of $30,000 can be exceeded, if donors wish to do that. i only want to spend $10,000 a year. i can post my spending, if i am not allowed to transfer only part of what would be in a displayed GoFundMe account.

i am confused about how to set a GoFundMe account financial goal. i thought that i could create a short term goal of $30,000, which could be repeated every 3 years, so that people can monitor my spending, but that seems like i am creating too much work for would be donors. i am now 51 years old, and if i live to be 75 or 80 years old, or about 25 to 30 years from now, raising $10,000 per year would be $250,000 or $300,000. i am just thinking out loud. i was thinking about what i thought that other people were thinking. i was thinking that people who already think that they would want to donate to the fund were thinking that $30,000 is not a large enough goal. i don't know what i will raise, but i appreciate any help that i can get. in a way $250,000 or $300,000 seems like it is too high of a goal, so i can continue with a goal of $30,000, which can be exceeded. i will post an annual financial statement regardless of how much money i can raise. i will keep it to $10,000 per year.

$250,000 seems like a lot to be asking for, but it is not much money when considering how many people could potentially donate, if they donate $1 or $5 or $10. i could use the help please. thanx for your consideration.

another reason why it would be very difficult or impossible for me to work at a grocery store or starbucks or some place where there is many people is that i become confused when i read something by chance, which seems like i am thinking something or communicating something which i am not, sometimes just one syllable of what i looked at. or if i hear something which someone else says, which makes me think of something else, with me not thinking that it is important, but then if it seems like i am thinking that it is important because i am repeatedly thinking that it is not important. i would have to talk out loud in order to explain to people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with what is going on in my mind, and it would look strange, and it would be exhausting, and not be appropriate for me to work in a public place. my heart and will say one thing, but my brain says another. it is too awkward and confusing, for everyone. i would like to do volunteer work somewhere 1 or 2 times per week if it is possible, or not too much of a problem. i used to go to bible study a few years ago, as doing something away from my home, consistently, once a week. it is healthy for the group i am in. the emphasis was not on the the importance of the bible, but healthy consistent socialization or activity.

i guess that i will set the GoFundMe account financial goal at $250,000, instead of $30,000.

i want to get all of my artwork out of the photoshop lab, and upload to this website, before i set up a GoFundMe internet account. right now (12/11/23) i am thinking it will be about 1 or 2 more months. i am not sure, because of the photoshop lab's work capability, plus not knowing exactly how much work i have left to do. i have been going into the photoshop lab, making changes every week or two. the worker needs time for each change, in addition to other projects which she is working on. thanks, if you are thinking of donating. i am going to the social security office tomorrow morning to get in writing the exact amount of money which i am allowed to earn per month, while still being able to retain my social security disability benefit. i think that it is about $1,200 per month. i will get it in writing and upload to this website, to the 'miscellaneous files' section. i think that $5,000 to $10,000 per year is a reasonable GoFundMe goal, but i don't understand if GoFundMe can be set up for long term, or repetitious financial goals. i also understand if people only feel comfortable donating only one time. $5,000 per year is about $400 per month. $10,000 is about $800 per month. i can also upload a new (2024) social security administration disability benefit statement letter, at the beginning of next year.

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i never got to the social security office to get in writing the exact amount of money which i can earn, while still retaining my social security disability benefit. i will do it soon.

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another reason that i wouldn't feel comfortable working in a place with many employees is because i would think that employees would know who i was, or be thinking that there is something interesting about the situation, and not say anything to me about what they were thinking, or about what they knew about, confusing me and making me feel awkward or uncomfortable while i have to think of people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with thinking about what i am thinking of, or confused about, trying to work and focus. i would want people to indicate that they knew who i was, if they did, wanting me to think that they wanted me to make me feel comfortable in public, while i was trying to focus and work. i think that some people would probably think that it is interesting to casually toy with me, thinking that they knew that they were getting attention, knowing that i have to do something extraordinarily difficult, publicly, to see if i become confused, or say something about it to relieve stress, in order to see if people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with would communicate about it on the internet. that would be twisted, prejudicial and a little frightening, since it would inevitably make me feel awkward and nervous in public. people could pretend as if they don't know who i am, or pretend as if they don't know that there has been a problem, or that they should have some responsibility.

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i posted my 2024 social security benefit award letter in the 'miscellaneous files' section of this website.

i posted the 2024 social security fact sheet, with highlighted information, in reference to the amount of money, gross, which i could earn per year while still being able to receive my social security disability insurance. $1,550 per month. i don't need or want more than $1,000 per month.
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i think that maybe i will end up raising more money than i really need with GoFundMe. i appreciate any help which i can get. i will always keep people posted about what i have, and what i am doing with money. i will give what i don't need to charity, and keep you informed, posting bank statements. i would never be into extravagant crap spending. 'guide dogs for the blind' is one charity which i give a little money to every year. i could give more if i have more. i also thought about donating to some place for children who have been abused or abandoned. i also thought about being able to build something at a church or somewhere else. maybe downtown houston? artwork? maybe i could pay and help someone.

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i fixed 'artwork* (2) / downloadable'.

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'artwork* (2) / downloadable' may not print right at 4 x 6 inches, or 5 x 7 inches. doesn't look like it does. not enough space around subject. 8 x 10 inches seems to work. 5 x 5 inches seems to work. other sizes may work.

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you can print the art on metallic paper, or other types of special print paper, at a specialty print shop. 'artwork* (7) / downloadable', worked out good printed at 8 inches x 4 inches and also at 10 inches x 5 inches. you can simply print it on card stock material (fed ex office, etc.). cheers. i think that it would probably look good printed on metallic print paper, but more expensive.

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i think that people can now download images from the artwork* sections of this website. i assumed that it was working properly, but discovered today (3/16/24) that there was an issue. i activated a switch in the gallery settings which makes the downloads possible. cheers.

i deleted some images which were in the artwork* (7) section of this website. i need to make a slight correction to it. i am almost finished with other versions.

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i am planning to set up a GoFundMe internet fund raising account when my girlfriend is on spring break from school. i think 2 weeks. today is 2/29/24. i need her to help me with it because of security issues. i am not sure if i will finish finalizing art which is at photoshop lab.

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i got a matte and frame for 'artwork* (1) / downloadable'. the center opening of the matte must overlap the edge of the print a little bit, not allowing for as much space between the edge of the print and subject. i thought that maybe it would work better if people fixed the print to a matte without an opening, so that the space between the edge of the print and the subject doesn't get overlapped by the opening of a matte. you could float the entire print in glass, so that you don't lose any of the print by a matte.

the big white gap in the black area of 'artwork* (7) / downloadable' is 1/32 of an inch wider on one side than the other side. the side opposite the dot side is wider than the other side. i am fixing it, so that they are both the smaller size gap.

i am not sure when i will get the GoFundMe set up. my girlfriend started to do the work last saturday (today is 3/18/24), but we ran into some issues. this is how i discovered that you couldn't download images from my website. my girlfriend thought that $250,000 was way to high of a goal, and in a way i can agree, but it is a unique situation, and i am also collecting any donations for art. i can wait until my other art is finished. i think that the new version, with new detail, looks good. i will get the new version, and the old version with correction, online, as soon as possible.

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