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i understand if you think that by reading this that i am going on too much but i am being made intentionally sick every day and it is really bad.  it is like being poisoned.   not only do they want to poison me but they want to poison anyone who is happy and loving.  these people are weird creepy lame losers.  they are stalking people.  they want to interfere with my relationships with other people and this initial information on my website is an example of that but it is better that i get this information out.  they want people to think that i am an angry person in order to try to make me unpopular but i am not an angry person by nature.  i am a very peaceful cheerful optimistic person who just wants to be left alone so that i can work.  they are angry because they got themselves into social trouble and now they are trying to cover it up.  these people don't care about work.  they just want to play childish games, mocking people who work or who like to work.  they are stupidly trying to make ignorant people think that i am the most dishonest person in the world when i am the most honest person in the world because that is naturally what this situation demands from me because i lack privacy or i know that i am being constantly sensed so there is no way that i could lie.  i never lied to anyone who i am in constant 24/7 activity with and i have never lied to anyone on the internet.  they know that or it is very simple and innocent but because they don't want to have to do the same thing in public, they are lying.  they want people to know that they are lying, like they are mocking honest people (me and the people who are defending me) or people who like to work.  it is like an attempted coup d'etat but these people who are trying to do it are so dumb and childish that no one will take them seriously. a very few people or mostly black women in the community (i don't want to hurt innocent sweet black women) think that they made themselves look bad or dishonest and mean so they are trying to make me and people who defend me look bad.  they are lying about the past and the present.  they are psychopaths or people with personality disorders who want to hurt innocent people including me.  they got themselves into social trouble because of their evil incredibly mean stupid childish gossip.  they make themselves look stupid and mean and then they panic and then intentionally act even more stupid and mean while faking thinking that they think that they look cool.  it is social lameness.  some black women want to be stupid and childish wanting attention wanting to and try to drag america down to some dumb ghetto shit but it won't work.  some ugly evil insane mean spirited black bitch who i am in 24/7 constant activity with who sits around all day doing nothing at all has been harassing me and everyone else every time i get on the computer for a long time.  everyone is sick of it and her and other ugly mean spirited evil black bitches.  it started after my mail to TMZ to try to get confirmation that paris hilton made reference to me (privacy law problem) was stolen twice (or maybe 3 times/i think that maybe a fed ex security signature thing was phony) by black women.  i grew up but they didn't.  they want power and attention, not caring if they make themselves look stupid or uncivil.  they keep making a big incredibly stupid deal of the fact that i called this nasty mean evil childish dishonest black bitch who wrongfully attacked me in 2008 a "rottweiler with rabies", trying to trick ignorant people who don't know me or what happened into thinking that i was the one who did something wrong when i absolutely didn't.   i didn't and people who really know me and really know what happened know that i didn't.  i reacted slightly defensively to a white lady at a grocery store one night as i was taking my change out of the metal change dish.  i thought that she might have been giving me a dumb look implying that paris hilton and i were stupid together and i had pride in my work or thought about a sense of self worth because i thought that the white lady was trying to take my worth away from me or from both hilton and myself.  i had feelings for hilton at first because i thought that she was sticking up for me in public but she was just playing dumb totally unnecessary childish games which confused me (and everyone else dammit!).  i didn't do anything wrong and people know it.  it didn't matter.  it was normal confusion given that i lack privacy.  it was a confused thought thought or feeling at the grocery store which happened in a matter of 2 or 3 seconds and i felt awkward and confused as i did it.  i even stated something about it quietly when i got back to my apartment right after i was at the grocery store indicating that i didn't have an attitude problem or that i wasn't rude.  now i don't think that the white woman who was at the grocery store was giving me a dumb look but was flirting with me.  these black women just didn't want me to be happy or peaceful or spiritual so they pretended as if they thought that i had done something wrong with money so that they could stupidly attack me try to humiliate hilton and myself.  it meant that they knew that i was innocent but that they didn't want me to be around people with money or to be able to make money because of their childish envy or probably because of their childish evil incredibly degrading gossip about me which they had been engaging in for years before that.  i know that they had been communicating stupid shit about me which they shouldn't' have been for years and then when there was a change in my life and i was moving on they tried to stop it because they thought that they were going to look bad.  they have a weird problem about money like they are acting like they don't want anyone to have it because they don't have it.  what these black women are really pissed off about is that they made themselves look bad or that they know that the black woman who wrongfully attacked me deserved to be called a "rottweiler with rabies".  they know that i was and still am innocent and they lie about me and my intent.  these black women are a disgrace.  they act childish and sadistic like they are flaunting some black girls' childish sadistic creepy low class behavior.  it also means that they are greedy, trying to get more for themselves than other people do.  it is a low class sleazy attempt to hustle.  they are evil too because they know that i am just a peaceful innocent nerd.  they want to humiliate a peaceful innocent nerd in public but they have just humiliated themselves.  these black women don't give a shit about black people.  they are just trying to stupidly boss them around, trying to get something for themselves. what that black woman did to me (and everyone else) in 2008 was evil and sadistic and it is still evil and sadistic and it is like these black bitches want to known for this shit. i was apologetic to innocent black women back in 2008 even though i didn't cause the problem.  these evil black women flaunt being ugly and childish and they are trying to drag america down to a stupid ghetto level but it won't work. they are making a very cruel childish mockery of me as a sweet innocent nerd honest white boy who likes to work.  they like to make an honest nerd white boy who they know would be confident and peaceful nervous in public like they want people to think of it as a childish cruel low class thug black female joke.  they want to mock people who are kind, honest and civil.  they are trying to recruit thug like sleazy dishonest people but i don't think that it will work.  they are obstructing people's lives because they don't want to think about people thinking about some people being better or happier or more confident than they are. dirty sleazy politics.  they fight ugly and dirty when there is nothing to fight about.   they are incredibly childish, evil and mean spirited.  weird anger problem.  they are a problem for national/global security.  it is a form of terrorism.  they are stalking me and it is actually a form of flirting with me in a real creepy way which means that they want my attention and that they want to interfere with my relationships with other people.  they envy my ability to socialize in a unique way.  they want people to know that i am thinking of them like they think that it makes them seem more important or more powerful than they are.  they want to unnecessarily gossip about my life (george h. w. bush, northern trust bank, pairs hilton).  it is an unusual story but that doesn't mean that i did anything wrong or that i had an evil intent or that it is more interesting than it is.  i wasn't a fan of hilton's and she should have just done to jail like she was supposed to have.  i didn't want to fuck with her.  why does she want to stupidly and childishly fuck with me and everyone else?  this black guy who has my vision in his left eye who can cause contractions of my muscle and soft tissue was or still is the george h. w. bush and northern trust issue and he knows it and everyone else knows it too and we are all sick of this bullshit!  they try to make people think that because it is an unusual story that it is more important or more interesting than it is.  they try to use it as a way of making people think that they are more interesting or important than they are and they do this because they want power over others or ignorant people.  they stupidly imply that they have some reason to harm me and other innocent people.  what are they accusing me of?  they know that they couldn't accuse me or anything in person.  they know that they couldn't accuse me of anything anyway.  it is just a bunch of stupid BS on the internet which they are engaging in and they do it because a few people got caught doing something really wrong and so now they wrongfully claim they have dirt on me when they know that they don't.  God knows that they don't either.  northern trust bank is not important.  don't worry about it.  this black guy confused me about it and i thought that it was about antarctica or technology or charity or something beneficial for the entire world. what else would would i have thought at that particular time? i was like a young innocent boy who wanted to believe in something good and happy like a dream or miracle.  they knew that i wasn't a racist or mean person.  why would i be a racist?  seriously.  it would make me unpopular especially when i knew that i was in activity with different types of people everywhere.  i am trying to survive so i wanted to help everyone and i don't care about calling a few black women black bitches on this web site because people who really know me know that i am cool and loving.  i still want to help everyone regardless of race. i used to talk about my dream of diversity every week.  this is one system.  the black guy also confused me about george h. w. bush and we are all sick of this bullshit!  they knew this and still know this but they lie about my intent or what caused what to happen.  i have a sweet loving nerd honest intent and they knew it and still know it but because they got caught having a mean nasty evil intent they lie about me and try to wrongfully defame me.  it is unbelievable.  nasty ugly evil cheap shots.  it is unbelievable.  really.  it is about these few low class creepy sleazy lazy black women and this low class creepy sleazy lazy mexican girl who has my vision in her left eye and who can cause contractions of my muscle an soft tissue wanting to humiliate an honest white boy innocent nerd because they are angry that he gets more attention than they do or because he can do more than they can do.  it is true.  i am not stuck up.  it is like they are implying that they should make fun of people who do honest work.  these black women and black guy and mexican girl are childish uncivil low class racists who have attitude problems who want to humiliate a white person in america.  they have hate in them.  they try to intimidate people, wanting people to be afraid of them but they are so stupid and childish that they won't intimidate.  they will just irritate people and then isolate themselves making their personal situations worse.   this mexican seems to want to imply that mexican girl style is to not be thought of as loving and kind and that they are all obnoxious and rude and stupid macho.  i mean no offense to sweet hard working mexican girls.   i really don't want anything negative on my website but i need to confirm what i know people who i am in automatic constant 24/7 activity with (144,000) are communicating.  it is a sad and frustrating situation but something good will come out of it.  these people who are intentionally causing problems should grow up and get a life.  they are childish, evil, mean spirited and socially lame.  they are flaunting being childish, evil, sadistic and creepy implying that they can get away with it but they won't get away with it.  no way.  i have done too much honest work for too many years while being observed.  they like to cause me to have to struggle unnecessarily in public making a really sick stupid cruel game out of it.  it is incredibly disturbing. this is what happens when a public person doesn't have security.  it reveals something nasty about human behavior.  i really don't want to go on and on but these people's gossip is so evil and childish and mean that it is unbelievable.  then if i communicate about it on the internet it emboldens them to act even more evil childish and mean.  they are boring people who want people to think that they are more interesting or exciting than they are.  i need help from the community in stopping this.  their evil childish mean gossip is what got them into trouble to begin with.  especially the few black women who are intentionally hurting innocent people including black children.  a few black women who lack confidence or who got themselves into trouble because of their stupid evil dishonest gossip are harassing me wanting to make me less confident in public because they don't want people to think that i am more confident than they are.  they don't want to think about my confidence and their lack of confidence at the same time.  it is envy.  really weird childish envy.  they don't like to think about how i am more than they are or they don't like to think about other people thinking about how i am more than they are so they want to make me less in public.  i am not stuck up.  i am trying to make this situation more normal or normalize this by trying to get people to make an international story about me and the 144,000. we could prove who we are or that our central nervous systems are fused (electromagnetism? / great pyramid?) with a test on tv and the interesting this is that these people are situated all over the world.  not racist.  interesting about about DNA (or biochemistry?).  i have a few ideas about security measures which could be put in place plus it is the job of the courts and police.   i am here every few thousand years which is every few days.  no big deal.  it also changes with astrology.  everyone including world leaders and future world leaders should understand the science behind it.  i could get help. i am only alive for 70 or 80 years or whatever and then i die and this should be a celebration about everyone.  cycles of time/development.  why would you want people to think that this should be an unhappy or weird story every time i come back?   that seems unnecessary. that is dangerous for everyone. use technology and civil institutions (work which has already been done/law) to create peace.  think about how the documentation of jesus is creating peace at this moment with me being here now.  do it again for the future incarnations.  don't take it for granted.  back to the crap, a few black women created a social problem for themselves and for everyone and i know that innocent black women are sick of it.  i am sick of it too.  these black women who are causing problems are lazy, lame, dishonest, boring, very mean and childish.  they are childish, fake and they are racists.   it seems like these black women want to be known for being mean and childish and creepy.  it is incredibly disturbing.  they are playing a very stupid childish game with everyone.  they are trying to trick ignorant people into thinking that i am mean because they got caught being nasty and mean.  people always communicate about white hate but what about black hate of an innocent white person or innocent white people?  psychologists would understand it.  black people can hold an unnecessary grudge against innocent white people.  these black women would rather ruin other innocent people's work in order to make themselves feel "better" about themselves rather than do something cool on their own as an individual in order to make themselves feel better.  i am a sweet humble guy and people know it but some of them intentionally provoke me in order to try to make me less popular like they are making a childish incredibly cruel mockery of someone who they know is sweet and humble.  they want people to think that it is interesting and exciting that they can harm me and others in public with out me having protection or without me being able to defend myself.  they are implying that harming people is impressive when it isn't.  i would compare it to vandalism.  like i stated, they are like terrorists.  harming people is the exact opposite of what i want to do or would be doing if they got out of my life and they know it.  they want to interfere with my relationship with other people because of envy or jealousy.  like i stated, they have weird psychological problems.  it is incredibly disturbing and i have asked people to tell my family about what is happening but no one helps or seems to care enough.  these people who are intentionally causing problems have personality disorders and they are using this group as a form of media in order to stalk people.  paris hilton, a few black women, a black guy who has my vision in his left eye and a mexican girl who lives in houston who has my vision her left eye are the problem.  paris hilton, a few black women and the mexican girl all think that they need to lie about me or the situation to other men in order to build those men up.  i am not implying that all girls are doing this or that other men need to be lied to.  it is just the few girls who got themselves into social trouble because they were playing dumb games.  the black guy who has my vision in his left eye and the mexican girl who has my vision in her left eye can create contractions of my muscle and soft tissue which the entire group (144,000) world wide can sense and they are using it as a weapon intentionally harming and trying to intimidate others in order to try to get something for themselves.  they have betrayed the community.  they are trying to bully people around but it won't work.  they think and act like sleazy thug like criminals.  they are trying to make ignorant people think that i am evil and that they are christ when i am not evil and when they are not christ.  obviously it is me and not them and they just can't handle it or don't want to work like i do and like people know that i do.  black guy who has my vision in his left eye and mexican girl who has my vision in her left eye are a form of Satan. it is evil and attempts to deceive people wanting people to know that it is evil trying to recruit them.  they are trying to steal my power but they are so blatantly stupid and evil that i don't think that it would work.  the issue with their left eye doesn't mean that they are good like they want people to think.  it means that they are evil and that there is something wrong with their brains.  it is scary.  it is like they are retarded and they are very very mean and evil. they are vicious weird animals who want people to know that they like to hurt people and that they don't care about having friends.  they are bound like Satan.  that is what their left eye indicates.  they act like little children who got caught doing something wrong and are now trying to lie their way out of trouble.  i understand if ignorant people are thinking "ok, ok, man...  you don't need to keep going on!"  you don't understand how often these people are being aggressive. it is really nasty really weird sick aggressive shit all day along every day and they are going to wish that they never fucked with me when all of this is over.  they will die stupid and confused and it is their own fault. oh well.  this mexican girl doesn't know how to lie her way out of trouble and she has been panicking for years.  she tries to confuse people as to what she is doing because she is trying to lie her way out of trouble.  she tries to make people think that either she is trying to help me which is definitely not true or that she has some authority to intentionally harm me and other innocent people. like a little child who wants to play make believe or who wants people to think that her life is some kind of ridiculously stupid false fairly tale. the black guy is like a little child who wants to play make believe too.  he mixes truth and lies together in order to try to get people to believe his ugly cheesy lies.  these creatures are evil and sadistic.  they should be killed.  sensing this black guy and mexican girl is like watching the little girl character is the Exorcist movie.  it is incredibly disturbing.  they are evil and lying about me and they want to hurt innocent people all over the world.  they are like evil incredibly mean tyrants.  this mexican girl knows that this black guy is guilty of creating the george h. w. bush and northern trust bank issues and she tries to cover for him because she thinks that they both look stupid like weirdos at a party with dunce caps on.  they are panicking.  they are insane just like these black women who are intentionally causing problems for the community are.  their lies are ugly and cheesy too.  these people are like drunk obnoxious mean people at a party who nobody likes and who get kicked out.  i think that the mexican girl's parents are supporting her knowing that she is harming people all over the world and that is incredibly stupid.  they should kick their daughter out of their house and make her live in a group home or half way house.  i think that the black guy and mexican girl are Set and Nephthys back in egypt.  they are 2 of the 9 original egyptian deities.  i am Horus which is Osiris (constellation of Orion) reborn.   look at information below.  they are panicking thinking that they have given themselves and people of their race a bad image and they are worried about their survival in future incarnations.  i am not wanting to cause problems for blacks and mexicans. this doesn't mean that all white people are good and that all blacks and mexicans are bad.  i mean what i state when i state that i don't want to cause a problem for blacks and mexicans but some of these black people and this mexican girl don't care if people know that they are nasty and evil and childish just as long as they think that people think that they are dominant.  it is scary.  they have a smug creepy childish attitude and it is scary.  they try to intimidate but they are dumb and childish.  they flaunt being smug,  creepy, evil and childish implying that they know that i am right and that they are wrong but that they don't care or that it doesn't matter because they are lazy and don't want to try to do anything with their life or because they are implying that lazy thug sleazy people rule.  no.  they don't.  they want people to think that i didn't create this website when good honest people know that i created it.  it is like these black people who are intentionally causing problems want to be thought of as disgusting mean childish creatures so it is weird and disturbing.  they act aggressively wanting me and other people to defend me because they want other people to know that they know that i am innocent and that they just want to humiliate me and anyone who acts like they care about me. this is how black women got themselves into trouble to begin with.  they wanted to humiliate me in public for no good reason or because they didn't like the thought of me being more confident or peaceful or graceful than they are.  they wanted to drive a wedge in between me and people with money or people on tv when i did nothing wrong.  they were implying that i wasn't allowed to be loved or liked even when they knew that i did nothing wrong.  it was because of their envy and evil mean dishonest gossip which they had been engaging in.  they thought that they were going to look stupid or have social problems because of what they had been communicating about me for years because i went through a positive spiritual transformation which they didn't anticipate.  i understand if it sounds like i am rambling but i am scared and confused along with other people and we have been going through this for a long time.  these beings who are intentionally causing problems are so evil and sadistic that it is weird.  they are angry and confused because they think that i am more than they are so they try to make me less. they have weird psychological problems.  they are socially lame.  strong people are not the problem.  weak people are the problem.   some of these girls are mean and childish and like to make me (or a man) nervous or uncomfortable or feel threatened in public like they get a sick childish thrill from it.  it is very mean and confusing.  my situation is already difficult and confusing.  they are actually wanting to play with me and toy with me and tease me and unnecessarily take up my time thinking that they are so special because they get to interact with me and it makes me sick and then they lie to other men stating that they don't like me when they actually do.  this has been and still is very painful.  black women or black people are secretly conspiring with the use of computers.  different work organizations.  government organizations.  i think that they learned some knowledge of computers from crooked black cops or crooked black government position workers.  they are childish and dangerous on some weird angry deranged power trip in america.  beware.  black people need strong bold public leadership.  i care about them. i wish that i had a few black friends who i could kick it with every once in a while.  me becoming angry is like a country or territory reacting defensively with a bomb destroying an evil aggression from another country.  it is unfortunate that innocent people get hurt but it is the lesser of 2 problems.  the long term benefit is greater.  i have deleted negative stuff 3 times from my website because i want people to think more positive and feel more positive but i have to document this.  it is for the benefit of the community.  i never thought that i would think these types of negative things about black people or communicate these types of negative things about black people or feel these types of negative things about black people because i always had a basic love and appreciation for them.  i want them to stop hurting other people and themselves.  it is just a few of them who are acting childish and stupid.  it doesn't mean that that the entire black community is a failure or no good or that they need to feel ashamed.  i am sick of thinking that black people are thinking that people are thinking that they are a problem when they aren't.  something else important about my george h. w. bush confusion is that i didn't know what this black guy who confused me was back then.  the black guy referred to george h. w. bush and i didn't understand the meaning.  for a while i thought that it was george h. w. bush who was communicating with me.  i thought that the black guy was something advanced or more intelligent that he was because he was creating contractions of my muscle and soft tissue in a weird unusual way which didn't seem human and i thought that he worked for the government or worked with the government because i couldn't imagine anything else at that time.  i also assumed that all of this was supposed to mean something positive like a miracle.  part of that was wishful thinking.  part of that was my imagination as a young person.  i also had a problem with methamphetamine usage.  i got introduced to it and then continued to use one a week because i was sad because it got removed from normal society and my family mostly because of what this black guy was doing to me for years.  i liked to use speed and study but then i would get confused and overwhelmed when it would wear off and i was in a vicious horribly dark downward spiral for about 10 years wishing that i could do something positive or interesting which was unrealistic.  i didn't want to imagine something weird and negative or awkward for the community so my mind thought of something positive which was unrealistic.  i just didn't know any better like a young child.  in a way i am only 25 years old right now meaning that i had to relearn everything or be reborn starting in 1997. i was communicating out loud to people after i would use speed every time after i would use about my thoughts and dreams and what i had experienced and my entire life and anything i had done which i felt bad about because i thought that i should come clean and always be a brutally honest as i possibly could.  there is really no other way for someone in my situation because you are constantly nervous because of a lack of privacy.  you get used to it and become more confident but it is always difficult. a  few things happened to me starting in 1997 which i thought were more important than they were or which i thought meant something which it didn't mean.  i thought that everything had some type of magic meaning sort of like when you start a job thinking that something will be a certain way but it isn't.  part of the issue is that i i thought that things were happening faster than they were or would or could.  i didn't want to imagine something confused or awkward for the community.  i wanted to imagine something magnificent.  the black guy and mexican girl should use the ability for them to be identified because of their left eye issue as something positive but in order to do this they would have to be much less aggressive and honest about what has happened just saying something like  "i fucked up because i was confused about my own life" and they would be ok.  i want them to be ok.  childish, mean, lazy, boring people are blatantly obstructing the community's health and happiness, implying that this can't be anything good when it can be.  they stupidly and childishly seem to be implying that it is all about my unnecessary suffering or other people causing me to unnecessarily suffer just because a few people accidentally caused me to unnecessarily suffer initially because of a lack of understanding about the situation.  now we do understand so it is pointless to unnecessarily suffer.  they want people to think that it has a negative meaning when that is not true.  they know that i can move on but they don't want me to because they think that i and other people will be happier than they will be and it is very selfish and childish of them.  i have girlfriend and a job and i want to be left alone.  everyone wants to be left alone so that we can be happy and meet our potential.  i'm not in any trouble with the law and their evil gossip about the past or present is stupid. they think that they can't be happy because they got themselves into trouble so they don't want to think of other people's happiness.  i wish that people would "kill" off this negative stupid incredibly and unnecessarily mean shit coming from other people.  make it more about science and less about religion.  use technology and civil institutions.  have faith in people.  the goal is to create something happy and peaceful for everyone including people who have or who still are causing problems.  it seems like these very few black women are implying that i am not christ because i don't like them and what it actually means is that i am christ because i don't like and fight against childish evil mean people and that could be anyone and not just a few black women.

why won't someone who i am in constant 24/7 activity with (144,000) inform my family about who i am and the problems which the community is having? i don't understand it. that doesn't mean that i would expect my family to tell other people so that they would tell other people, etc. people know that i have tried to explain to my family how there is a problem and that my family doesn't understand and that it causes problems for me and my family. why doesn't someone help or show some love and kindness and respect??? it is incredibly humiliating for me and my family in public. why does the public want to think of this, especially when it is unnecessary? are you implying that i am not allowed to be loved and respected and cared for by own family? do you understand how difficult this is to do when i am thinking of how public is thinking of how this is creating a mess for me and my family? how i am supposed to have strength? how does that support the community? it doesn't seem like the public wants me and my family to be strong or happy or spiritual. why? people want to make it about how they love jesus but it seems like when christ is actually here that they only make it about christ loving them or what christ does for them and not about them loving christ or christ's acceptance or what they can do for christ. relationships are about helping one another.

i wish that people who know about what is going on (144,000) would coordinate with me and the media and the FBI. you should use technology and civil institutions in order to set a legal precedent. peace on earth...
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you can order the book 'Seventy Faces' from this website. go the the 'store' link and then 'books and publications'. i think that it will be helpful for people.


the poem ('to my son') in the joshua evan mishler link above was created by Bruce B. Wilmer.




gematria / look at etymology

scroll down to carl's breakthough in gematria. each of the 14 numbers will equal 9 when you add the digits of each number until a single digit is derived.

for example:

144 / 1 + 4 + 4 = 9
1296 / 1 + 2 + 9 + 6 = 18, 1 + 8 = 9

more on the number 9 in section below (ennead/casing out of nines).

22 hebrew letters / click on gematria link / take note of how in upper right corner there is alef (1) and beit (2). that is similar to alpha - bet. you read from right to left in hebrew. 1 + 2 = 3.

divine providence related to eye of providence on dollar bill. hebrew letter ayin has an oridinal or positional value of 16. absolute value is 70. both 1 + 6 and 7 + 0 = 7,ayin

in link above, take note of how the shape of hebrew letter ayin incorporates the hebrew letters nun and vav.

hebrew letter nun / 14 or 50

300 + 400 is the 21st letter of the hebrew alphabet added to the 22nd (last) of the hebrew alphabet

hebrew letter samech / 15 or 60

photos in link (3 hebrew mother letters) above were taken of information generated by  take note of archetype for each letter.  compare with information within the wikipedia 'messiah in judaism' link below.  mashiach ben david (for hebrew letter mem) and mashiach ben yosef (for hebrew letter shin).  archetype for hebrew letter alef also relates to the mashiach (messiah).  a jewish person who is deep into study stated to me that i am right for thinking that there is some confusion amongst jews (even jews who study) about whether the mashiach (messiah) is a concept or an actual person.  he also told me that maimonides ruled that it would be an actual person.  jesus christ was one of the messiahs but everyone didn't have the same information.  christians were initially a secret society.  they feared persecution.  they were persecuted.  so were jews.  so were romans.  so were muslims, etc.

why does it have to be the same way? you can build on the work which has been done. don't project fear or insecurity. i am harmless. i have rights. when one person doesn't have rights, then no one has rights. focus more on yourself rather than what i am doing.

3 hebrew mother letters alef (1), mem (13 or 40) and shin (21 or 300) correspond to chapters 1, 13 and 21 of the book of revelations (bible). chapter 13 is best known for 666. important to remember that it is sequential and that chapter 14 is after chapter 13.


essenes. referred to above.,_Christos_Templars


page 8. page 35.

scroll down to diagram of 3 pyramids / golden ratio


the great pyramid is one of 3 pyramids close to cairo, egypt which are an exact model of the constellation of orion. man did not create the pyramids. God did. there seems to be some type of understanding or agreement about the relationship(s) of a biological entity at some higher level. i am a part of it and i want to make a difference which is beneficial for everyone. i can't do it alone. i need help.

10,450 BC / age of leo / also in link directly above

consider chapter 14 of the book of revelations

considering 144,000. there are 1440 minutes (720 or 72 x 2) in one day. 6 days = 144 hours


circle of enoch / enoch was the 7th patriarch in the bible / God takes him at 365 like the number of days in 1 year. ante chamber of great pyramid

scroll down to 1 enoch

take note of lineage starting with enoch

melchizedek was or is part of the lineage starting with enoch (link directly above)


take note of 4004 BC. 4004 BC - 1996 AD = 6000 years.

take note of diagram (2000, 2000, 2000, 1000). also, this hebrew letter zayin would correspond to chapter 7 of the book of revelations

6 and 7 like days of work and then1 day of rest. 6 x 7 = 42. scroll up and down.


the egyptian Set battles with the egyptian Horus. Horus was or is the king but Set tried or tries to steal it from him. Set who was or is evil is associated with 72 conspirators in egypt. christ was also associated with 72 in the book of luke. i am not implying that christ is Set. Christ is Horus who battles with Set (look at links below). these are just examples of how the number 72 has meaning. again, 72 (or 720) x 2 equals 1,440 or the number of minutes in one day. Horus loses an eye in the battle with Set or one of his eyes is damaged. Christ has had many names over the eons.

i know that a few evil fake black people are trying to trick ignorant people who don't know me and who don't know how blatantly evil and nasty this black guy is into thinking that him having my vision in his left eye means that he is Horus and that i am Set. no. he has my vision but i am Horus. my brain is ok. his is screwed up. Horus "losing" an eye in the battle with Set means that he has my vision in his left eye only. left eye is evil. that does not mean that i am evil or that Horus is evil or that Christ is evil.


Matthew 26:53 - A Roman legion consisted of 6,000 soldiers. A roughly equal number of auxiliary troops supported each legion. Thus 12 legions of angels would be equivalent to 72,000 or even 144,000 angels, more than enough to defend Jesus against arrest and crucifixion.

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casting out 9s. take note of how the figure 10 is part of the formula relating to the figure 9.

90 (east) = 9 because 9 + 0 = 9
180 (south) = 9 because 1 + 8 + 0 = 9
270 (west) = 9 because 2 + 7 + 0 = 9
360 (north) = 9 because 3 + 6 + 0 = 9

45 = 9 because 4 + 5 = 9.
45 is also the triangle of 9 because 1 + 2 + 3 + 4 + 5 + 6 + 7 + 8 + 9 = 45

any time you half 9 or something which equals 9 you will arrive at 9 again when adding digits together until a single digit is derived.

for example:

90 / 9 + 0 = 9
45 / 4 + 5 = 9
22.5 / 2 + 2 + 5 = 9
11.25 / 1 + 1 + 2 + 5 = 9
5.625 / 5 + 6 + 2 + 5 = 18, 1 + 8 = 9

you could multiply any number which equals 9 when the individual digits of that number are added together by any number and you will generate a number which equals 9 when the individual digits of the new number are added together until a single digit is derived.

for example:

36 (3 + 6 = 9) x 23,754 = 855,144 (8 + 5 + 5 + 1 + 4 + 4 = 27, 2 + 7 = 9)
9 x 97,456,356 = 877,107,204 (8 + 7 + 7 + 1 + 0 + 7 + 2 + 0 + 4 = 36, 3 + 6 = 9)
108 (1 + 0 + 8 = 9) x 74,593 = 8,056,044 (8 + 0 + 5 + 6 + 0 + 4 + 4 = 27, 2 + 7 = 9)

1 through 10 consistently generates 1 through 9 consistently.

1 / 2 / 3 / 4 / 5 / 6 / 7 / 8 / 9 / 10, 1 + 0 = 1 / 11, 1 + 1 = 2 / 12, 1 + 2 = 3 / 13, 1 + 3 = 4, etc.

10 / 9





3rd letter of hebrew alphabet is Gimmel / 3rd letter of greek alphabet is Gamma.  7th letter of latin alphabet is G.  the letter G is significant to freemasons because it stands for God, Geometry, Grand architect

3 and 7. take note that the first verse of the bible equals 2701 which is 37 x 73. refer to link above about mathematical monotheism.

refer to wikipedia (gematria) link above / gamma.

note that 6 and 28 are perfect numbers. 6 = 1 + 2 + 3 / 28 = 1 + 2 + 3 + 4 + 5 + 6 + 7.  also note that 496 is mentioned in an above link about hebrew letter nun.

note how in first video the rabbi makes reference to 16 (which is 7 because 1 + 6 = 7 or because 7 + 0 = 7) and 17 (which is 8 because 1 + 7 = 8 or because 8 + 0 = 8) at the end.

8 transcending 7. 50 transcending 49.


888 / look at hexadecimal conversion on right side of page. also note factorization incorporates the figure 37 into it.

note diagram in upper left corner / 378

the length of the grand gallery in the great pyramid = 153 feet. that is 1836 inches. the pyramid inch = 1.001 inches. therefore, 1836 x 1.001 = 1837.836. note 378 in the center of this number. also, a 3 digit number can create 2, 2 digit numbers. add the 2 digits to the left of the number until you have a single digit, leaving the digit to the right alone. leave the digit to the left alone and add the 2 digits to the right of the number until you have a single digit.

378 generates 18 and 36 again. 1836 inches

153 can relate to the miraculous catch of fish in the new testament. 153 is the triangle of 17. in other words, 1 + 2 + 3 + 4 + 5, etc. + 17 = 153. 17 (hebrew letter pei [17] is paired with hebrew letter ayin [16]). another issue which is related is that Yahweh (name of God which was revealed to moses/YHWH) equals 26 or 17. 26 / 2 + 6 = 8. 17 / 1 + 7 = 8. Yahweh is spelled yud (10), hei (5), vav (6), hei (5) in hebrew with no vowels. it generates 17 or 26, depending on whether or not you drop the zero in the 10. ultimately it will equal 8 when digits are added together until a single digit is derived (1 + 7 = 8 / 2 + 6 = 8).

some of my own work. 7 (like 7 days of the week) x .54 = 3.78. 8 x .54 = 4.32. 432 is the square root of the speed of light. 432 also relates to the scale which the great pyramid was designed with.

look closely number 1:43,200.

1 degree of latitude equals 60 minutes of latitude. therefore, 90 degrees (distance from pole to equator) x 60 = 5400 or 54.



read introduction and then scroll down to glacials and interglacials.


in genesis 1:1 there is an alef tav (word or concept/like alpha and omega/alef is first letter of hebrew alphabet, tav is last letter of hebrew alphabet) and then also a vav alef tav (word or concept). the hebrew letter vav represents the number 6 (like 60). vav is used as a conjunction like the english word "and".


666, 777, 888
8 / 7

i don't know that much about it but 36 is the triangle of 8. in other words, 1 + 2 + 3 + 4 + 5 + 6 + 7 + 8 = 36 (or 360). 666 is the triangle of 36 (same as 360). in other words, 1 + 2 + 3 + 4 + 5. etc. + 36 = 666.

i wish that i could get help with this. people should establish trust and confidence within the community; wanting people to know that they were not afraid to talk to me in public. i can get experts started but you would have to give me some authority. it would also hold me and everyone else more accountable. if there is anything which i am doing which people don't like then simply tell me. i will work with you. i am flexible. put civil institutions to work. don't make a waste of technology. upgrade. create something peaceful and interesting. it won't make a good difference if i have to do it all alone. i understand if people out there are thinking "i don't really care about all of this information." i understand. what would really be more important is some kind of communication or tale about love and acceptance. they already did that with the new testament. now we could construct the newest new testament. validate scripture so that experts can expound upon it. part of it has to do with time keeping. just like BC and AD. if you give leaders the information there won't be as many surprises in the future so they will think that it is no big deal. people make a big deal of it when it is not normalized and that can cause trouble. at this moment we have the ability to normalize it; making it more socially acceptable. put technology to good use. i fear that they will fight over me again in the future unless you do what i am suggesting you do.

the constellation of orion is osiris. 3 pyramids close to cairo, egypt are an exact model of the constellation of orion. note that the constellation of orion illustrates the golden ratio (1.618/diagram above) which can be related to quadradic equations.

it used to state that Set was also associated with or known for envy. again, Horus loses an eye in the battle with Set.

i know that this is the mexican girl who also has my vision in her left eye only. she is evil. read about what she is best known for. she really did try to kill me. she is still trying to kill me and wrongfully defame me. i could be known as both Osiris (father) and Horus (son).

thoth is something about the relationship or understanding of all of this. lol.

relationship between the egyptian thoth and the greek hermes

in reference to a "divine trickster", it is not a trick but people can get tricked. i think that the part of the story about hermes telling lies has some other meaning or represents something else about how it isn't a lie but how people can get tricked by not being open minded or loving enough. in a general sense, there is a mystery of God which is difficult to understand within context. think of jesus christ; past and present. i have thought about it as something like the game called rock, paper, scissors. also like an right triangle. one angle is 90 (or just 9 because 9 + 0 = 9) with there also being two angles of 45 (or also 9 because 4 + 5 = 9). 9 + 9 + 9 = 27 and then 2 + 7 = 9. or all types of triangles. all of the angles added together in any type of triangle is 180 (or 9 because 1 + 8 + 0 = 9). the important aspect of a triangle is that the angles form a center point. same with a circle. same with a square.


22 hebrew letters. alef (1) + tav (22) (first and last) are similar to concept of alpha + omega (refer to information above/22 hebrew letters, 22 chapters in the book of revelations). the torah or bible begins with the hebrew letter beit (2) as the first letter of the word 'Bereisheet' (in the beginning). 3 is the triangle of 2 because 1 + 2 = 3. 6 is the triangle of 3 because 1 + 2 + 3 = 6. 21 is the triangle of 6 because 1 + 2 + 3 + 4 + 5 + 6 = 21. 231 is the triangle of 21 because 1 + 2 + 3, etc. + 21 = 231. there are 231 ways of connecting or interrelating the 22 hebrew letters. this relates to the understanding or illustration of 1 body. cyclical.

hebrew letter shin / 21 or 300

hebrew letter tav / 22 or 400. note how tribe of Dan is incorporated into understanding. tribe of Dan is the archetype of the 16th letter of the hebrew alphabet (ayin/16 or 70, 1 + 6 = 7, 7 + 0 = 7). refer to information about hebrew letter ayin above. note that 22 and 1 are the same or overlap. the end is enwedged in the beginning and the beginning is enwedged in the end.

913 is the value for 'in the beginning' (genesis 1:1). this book was recommended to me when i told rabbi ginsburgh's secretary that i was interested in the overall structure of the bible. i have not ordered it or read it. i believe that the last letter of the hebrew word bereisheet (in the beginning) is the hebrew letter tav. tav is the last letter of the hebrew alphabet. the first letter of the hebrew word bereisheet is the hebrew letter beit which is the 2nd letter of the hebrew alphabet. when focused on 2 or the 2nd letter of the hebrew alphabet, i think that 2 is significant as it relates to the entire word or concept of bereisheet because 3 is the triangle of 2 or in other words, 1 + 2 = 3. the hebrew letter shin is the 21st letter (next to last) of the hebrew alphabet. 21 = 3 because 2 + 1 = 3 or because its' absolute value is 300 and 3 + 0 + 0 = 3. 3 is the triangle of 2. 6 is the triangle of 3. 21 is the triangle of 6. 231 is the triangle of 21. there are 231 ways of connecting or interrelating the 22 hebrew letters. thinking more about about the number 231, 2 + 3 + 1 = 6 (like 60 or a cycle or circle). there is some kind of differentiation between the first and last (22nd) letters of the hebrew alphabet with the 2nd and 21st (next to last) letters of the hebrew alphabet. it is one body.


if you pair the value of the first letter of the hebrew alphabet with the value of the last letter of the hebrew alphabet (like alpha and omega / beginning and end) you will get 5. that is 1 + 22 (ordinal or positional value) or 400 (absolute value). 22 / 2 + 2 = 4 or 400 / 4 + 0 + 0 = 4. so 1 + 4 = 5. then work your way inwards and you can pair 2 + 21 (ordinal or positional value) or 300 (absolute value). 21 / 2 + 1 = 3 or 300 / 3 + 0 + 0 = 3. so 2 + 3 = 5. then work you way inwards and you can pair 3 + 20 (ordinal or positional value) or 200 (absolute value). 20 / 2 + 0 = 2 or 200 / 2 + 0 + 0 = 2. so 3 + 2 = 5. i am not an expert on this, but it seems to allude to a notion that the concept or structure of the messiah is illustrated by letters or words or by holy scripture. one body. 5 is related to 50 or a concept related to the messiah. that would be 11 fives because 22 letters paired is 11 pairs and each pair = 5. 11 x 5 is 55. 55 is the triangle of 10, or in other words, 1 + 2 + 3 + 4 + 5 + 6 + 7 + 8 + 9 + 10 = 55. 10 is the triangle of 4 because 1 + 2 + 3 + 4 = 10. i think that this has something to do with the value of 'in the beginning' being 913 (or 4 because 9 + 1 + 3 = 13, and 1 + 3 = 4).

if i confused anyone with ordinal or positional value and absolute value, the values for the hebrew letters 1 through 10 are just 1 through 10. when you get to 11, you also have an absolute value. 11 is also 20. 12 is also 30. 13 is also 40. 14 is also 50, etc. 19 is also 100, 20 is also 200, 21 is also 300 and 22 is also 400. both ordinal or positional value and absolute value will be the same when you add the digit of the number until a single digit is derived. for example, 21 / 2 + 1 = 3 or 3 + 0 + 0 = 3.


concerning the significance of the freemasonic letter G, G is 3 in hebrew (Gimmel) and greek (Gamma) or G is 7 in the latin alphabet. G can stand for God, Geometry and Grand architect.

in the beginning / 913, 9 + 1 + 3 = 13, 1 + 3 = 4
created / 203, 2 + 0 + 3 = 5
God / 86, 8 + 6 = 14, 1 + 4 = 5
(untranslatable) / 401, 4 + 0 + 1 = 5
heaven / 395, 3 + 9 + 5 = 17, 1 + 7 = 8
and / 407, 4 + 0 + 7 = 11, 1 + 1 = 2
the earth / 296 / 2 + 9 + 6 = 17, 1 + 7 = 8

therefore, 4 + 5 + 5 + 5 + 8 + 2 + 8 = 37

refer to mathematical monotheism link above. 37 x 73 (thinking of 3 and 7) = 2701 or is the value of the first verse of the bible. it forms a perfect equilateral triangle with 2701 dots or pixels.

i wish that a group of the people who i am in automatic 24/7 activity with would go with me to the FBI in order to inform the FBI and furthermore the media about the few people who are assaulting us and intentionally creating confusion and misery for the community. they are childish, socially lame, angry people who don't want happy people to be happy. they are wanting to make a mockery of honest, loving people because they are not honest or loving. they think that they can't operate at a certain higher level so they want to intentionally drag people who they think can operate at a certain higher level down to their low class level. they are dishonorable. they are betraying the community. they lie. they are creepy. they are stalking and intentionally harassing and harming the community. it is a national and/or global security problem.




john dee worked for elizabeth I in the 1500s. dee traveled to the new world. this would have been before the american revolution. i am not implying with my ancestry DNA results that i am john dee or 007. i think that he and others knew about me before i was born in the new world; meaning, that they knew that i was going to be born in the new world.

144 / 144,000 (book of revelations) / 144 is the 12th term in the Fibonacci sequence which means that it is unique in that it is 12 raised to the power of 12 / Fibonacci sequence relates to the golden ratio or spiral / pyramids (link above) / golden ratio or PHI relates to the understanding of quadradic equations or space/time / there are 1,440 minutes in one day / 6 days = 144 hours


some of my own work. every 12 parts of the zodiac is separated by 30 degrees. as it relates to something scientific, in kabbalah, the absolute value of the 12th letter of the hebrew alphabet is 30. also, as it relates to something scientific, the absolute value of the 18th letter of the hebrew alphabet is 90. every 90 degrees of the zodiac can be illustrated as 3, 6, 9. 3 + 6 + 9 = 18.

for example:

30 / 3 + 0 = 3
60 / 6 + 0 = 6
90 / 9 + 0 = 9

120 / 1 + 2 + 0 = 3
150 / 1 + 5 + 0 = 6
180 / 1 + 8 + 0 = 9

210 / 2 + 1 + 0 = 3
240 / 2 + 4 + 0 = 6
270 / 2 + 7 + 0 = 9

300 / 3 + 0 + 0 = 3
330 / 3 + 3 + 0 = 6
360 / 3 + 6 + 0 = 9

as it applies to each 90 degrees, take the outer 2 digits of 3 / 6 / 9 and multiply by the center digit.
39 x 6 = 234. 234 is the inverse of 432, which is the square root of the speed of light. it illustrates a mirrored or reflexive nature like 37 and 73 or 144 and 441.

as it applies to each 90 degrees, take the outer 2 digits of 3 / 6 / 9 and divide by the center digit
39, divided by 6 = 6.5

6.5 x 4 (4 parts of 90 degrees each) = 26, which i think has something to do with a concept of 26 dimensions in string theory and possibly the 26,000 year cycle of the zodiac

234, divided by 6.5 = 36, with 90 degrees of a day on earth being 360 minutes.

i would like to follow up on this work with someone who knows something about number theory. i think that it is significant but i don't know how to explain it.

3 x 6 x 9 = 162, divided by 3 (3 numbers of 3, 6 and 9) = 54, with 54 or 540 relating to the formula for precession of the equinoxes. 5400 corresponds to the equator because 60 minutes of latitude = 1 degree of latitude. therefore, 90 degrees (pole to equator) x 60 (minutes) = 5400. you could take 3 away from the 9 in 3 / 6 / 9 and give it to the 3, forming 6. therefore, you would have 6 / 6 / 6. 6 x 6 x 6 = 216, which are the same digits as 162. 216, divided by 3 (3 digits of 3, 6 and 9) = 72. it takes the sun 72 years to travel 1 degree along the ecliptic. this relates to the equator or 54. you could square 3 to get 9, square 6 to get 36 and square 9 to get 81 and then add 9 + 36 + 81 to be 126, with 126 being the same digits as 162 or 216.




the hebrew letter tav is similar in concept to the greek letter omega.


me loves me sweet...

my girlfriend and i were both born in 1972. we are both water rats. we got back together in 2020 after high school which was year of metal rat. metal creates water. it will be metal for the next 11 years since this is 2021. 12 year cycle. rat is the 1st sign of the cycle.


heaven - yang water
earth - yang water
human - yang wood
kua # 1 (east group) - yang water


heaven - yang water
earth - yang water
human - yang wood
kua # 8 (west group) - yang earth

for a male to find his kua # you take the last 2 digits of the year you were born and add together until a single digit is derived. for example, 1972 is 9 because the 7 + 2 = 9. then you subtract 9 from 10 to get 1. for a female, you add 5 to the 9 you got by adding 7 + 2. this will give you 14 and then you add 1 + 4 to get 5.

there is no kua # 5.

kua # 5 for a male is kua # 2.
kua # 5 for a female is kua # 8.


12 year cycle (12 animals) corresponds to 12 year orbit of jupiter around the sun.


from 'The New Astrology' by suzanne white

Sagittarius / (western astrology)

bad manners
contradiction (contradiction is interesting because there is a contradiction about the contradiction)

Rat / (eastern astrology)

thirst for power
intellectual skill


in a way my astrological characteristics are not important because it will shift with every incarnation just as everyone else's will. God is in control.

scorpio = 8th sign of the western zodiac
sagittarius = 9th sign of the western zodiac

take note of space for each letter. 15 (hebrew letter samech) supports 14 (hebrew letter nun)

hebrew letter nun / refer to above

hebrew letter samech / refer to above

the beginning of the spelling of the name moshe (moses in hebrew) corresponds to the spelling of mashiach (messiah). the first 2 letters of the word Moshe omitting vowels are M and S, which are the hebrew letters Mem (13 or 40) and Shin (21 or 300). the hebrew letters Mem and Shin are also 2 of the 3 mother letters.


hebrew letter nun (14 or 50)

hebrew letter samech (15 or 60) / i want to learn more about what a jewish soul is considered or understanding how torah is applied to everyone, regardless of whether or not someone is a jew. i am mentioning this because of how the rabbi in the video below discusses a marriage with the jewish people. it is everyone but don't know how to explain it. i think that jewish folk relate themselves to the torah or the tanahk (hebrew bible / 24 books) because of the significance of hebrew.

message from a rabbi's assistant.

Harav Ginsburgh's Secretariat <>
Tue 6/23/2020 1:54 PM

  •  You
Basically it means that there are unbreakable bonds between the soul, and God, and the Torah.

On Tue, 23 Jun 2020 at 20:14 joshua evan mishler <> wrote:

what does it mean to be Jewish?  are all souls "Jewish" because of the unity of God?  12 tribes of israel?  priests, levites and israelites?  what is israel?





i made a joke today about ice t wearing a mohawk on his head and lots of big gold chains and saying loud/dramatically with a comical sneer look about him "Now i'm mr. ice T! And i pity the fool!


God takes Enoch at 365 like the sun. think of great pyramid and cirlcle of Enoch. great pyramid 144,000 casing stones.


from the 'Story of Philosophy' by Will Durant. (pages 352 - 353 / Chapter VIII / Herbert Spencer / I. Comte and Darwin)

This was an understanding which, in scope and patience, was second in modern times only to Spencer's "Synthetic Philosophy". Here the sciences were classified according to the decreasing simplicity and generality of their subject matter: mathematics, astronomy, physics, chemistry, biology and sociology; each rested on the results of all the sciences before it; therefore sociology; therefore sociology was at the apex of the sciences before it, and the others had their reason for existence only in so far as they could provide illumination for the science of society. Science, in the sense of exact knowledge, has spread from one subject-matter to another in the order given; and it was natural that the complex phenomena of social life should be the last to yield to scientific method. In each field of thought the historian of ideas could observe the Law of Three Stages: at first the subject was conceived in the theological fashion, and all problems were will explained by the will of some deity - as when the stars were gods, or the chariots of gods; later, the same subject reached the metaphysical stage, and was explained by metaphysical abstractions - as when the stars moved in circles because circles were the most perfect figure; finally the subject was reduced to positive science by precise observation, hypothesis, and experiment, and its phenomena were explained by through the regularities of natural cause and effect. The "Will of God" yields to such airy entities as Plato's "Ideas" or Hegel's "Absolute Idea," and these in turn yield to the laws of science. Metaphysics is a stage of arrested development: the time has come, said Comte, to abandon these puerilities. Philosophy was not something different than science; it was the coordination of all the sciences with a view to the improvement of human life.

in reference to youtube video above about the book of enoch.

i was thinking about being able to do a Gillette mach 16 shaving advertisement. nice and smooth.

Why was Book of Enoch removed from the Bible?

The Book of Enoch was considered as scripture in the Epistle of Barnabas (16:4) and by many of the early Church Fathers, such as Athenagoras, Clement of Alexandria, Irenaeus and Tertullian, who wrote c. 200 that the Book of Enoch had been rejected by the Jews because it contained prophecies pertaining to Christ.

i am not implying that it is jews versus christians. there is validity to all of it. don't understand it but i think that christ is mentioned more times in the koran that muhammad is. there is a second coming of christ in the koran but i don't understand it. you can google similarity of bible and koran (characters, etc.). islam means peace or submission but some groups which are a minority twist it into whatever they think that they can for selfish reasons.

you can order the book 'Seventy Faces' from this website. go the the 'store' link and then 'books and publications'. i think that it will be helpful for people.

excerpt from link above.

On page 253 of Star Names Allen says the Syrians called Leo Aryo; the Jews, Arye; meaning a Lion. Ari or Aryeh, is the Hebrew for “lion”, cognate with Akkadian aria, Aramaic arya. Aryeh in Sanskrit (a PIE, Proto-Indo-European, language) means “noble” and in Hebrew means “lion”. Ari was used in Hebrew as an honorific for an important man. The Hebrew name Ari-el translates to “lion of God” []. The word Aryan is a synonym for Indo-European (people and language). The original word in Vedic Language for Lion is ‘Hari‘ [10] which is phonically similar to ari. Linguists say that the Indo-European languages are not related to Hebrew and might deny a link in this case, but they are unsure of some words and they term the Hebrew words that have strayed into these languages “borrowings”. The term “Arya” derived from the Proto-Indo-European, generally carries the meaning of “noble” or “free”, is cognate with the Greek-derived word “aristocrat” [11].

first paragraph. don't understand it but 200 and 20 and 2 are interrelated. 200 fallen angels in the book of Enoch.


in reference to the book of Enoch actually i understand a little which is that the DNA of something more advanced or more evolved got mixed into what was here on earth. something else about planet mars. there was also some kind of differentiation between male and female DNA as it relates to africa but i am not being disrespectful toward black people. something about female DNA in africa. something about how the DNA spread or didn't spread. everyone serves a purpose so God created you because he wanted to no matter what.

there is going to be a problem with food in the future because of the weather. this is good information which i have. FEMA and the military (martial law will be instituted) should begin to coordinate now as if this issue has already begun or as if it is an emergency. they could begin to store non perishable food and have planned distribution points. people should stop having children or limit it to 1 child per mother and father if possible. try not to panic. the problem is when people don't address issues head on even if that means creating more work for themselves initially. it works out better in the long run if you don't bullshit around.  people could coordinate and contact your u.s. representatives or the president or the united states.  it would good if we could begin to coordinate something between the president, FEMA, the military and mayors of cities.  i will contact my state representative and the also the president with  


i think that it will be good for america in 20 or 40 years if a younger, more open minded, diverse generation of young people get involved in politics. go for it.


related to 200 fallen angels in the book of Enoch. something about some dudes who crash landed in a ship. relates to genesis 6:6. i don't want to give people the creeps with aryan whatever. think objectively. i don't understand DNA. i am not a white supremacist. think about cause and effect or action and reaction. everyone serves a purpose. God did not create you if he didn't want you here. divine providence.;_ylt=A2KLfR9KmK5hKagA2SpXNyoA;_ylc=X1MDMjc2NjY3OQRfcgMyBGZyA21jYWZlZQRmcjIDc2ItdG9wBGdwcmlkA1YyUXhSeGNWU3QuSUtVNGYxOGthM0EEbl9yc2x0AzAEbl9zdWdnAzIEb3JpZ2luA3NlYXJjaC55YWhvby5jb20EcG9zAzAEcHFzdHIDBHBxc3RybAMwBHFzdHJsAzE4BHF1ZXJ5A3RlY2hsb2dpY2FsJTIwYXJ5YW5zBHRfc3RtcAMxNjM4ODMyMjUy?p=techlogical+aryans&fr2=sb-top&fr=mcafee&type=E211US1485G0



(some of my own work)


137    137
 4           1

a three digit number can generate 2, 2 digit numbers. add the 2 digits to the left of the number until a single digit is derived. add the 2 digits to the right of the number until a single digit is derived.

therefore, you have 47 and 11.
47 + 11 = 58, with 58 being an appellation for kabbalah.

"May the Lord bless you and protect you; may the Lord make his face shine on you and be gracious to you; may the Lord look with favor on you and give you peace."

Numbers 6:24-26

i wish that people who know about me and the group who i am in constant 24/7 activity with (144,000) would make a story about this situation so that there would be a more objective, scientific understanding of christ. we could easily prove who we are with a test on tv. there would be much more respect for it and i don't think that people would want to cause problems thereby creating something more peaceful now and in future incarnations. people would think more about what created them or the solar system and stars thereby having a better appreciation for what they are. people would feel as if they had something in common. december 25th relates to the winter solstice or cycles of the sun. put people to work. i think that they would want to do the work.



sent electronically to congresswoman lizzie fletcher and president biden.

congresswoman fletcher. there will be a problem with the weather in the future and it will create a problem with food. crops and livestock. i think that it would be a good idea if the government start to stockpile non perishable food with planned food distribution points at cities throughout the country. mayors could be notified. good information which i have is that martial law will eventually be implemented. the government could begin to coordinate with the military and FEMA and mayors throughout the country. i am trying to buy america some time. i will copy and send this message to president biden with this would actually be good for leaders of the entire world to take into consideration.

joshua evan mishler


capricorn is associated with the 16th letter of the hebrew alphabet (ayin) / 70 / see above. the 22 tarot cards of the major arcana correspond to the 22 letters of the hebrew alphabet.