3 photos above (hebrew letters alef, mem and shin) were taken of information which was generated by inner.org
you can still see my photos or art with comments on facebook (joshua evan mishler) if you click on photos quickly before the notice that my account isn't working appears.
photo of hippopotamus above is from the link below. i am not implying that i want to have sex with a man or that the black guy who can create contractions of my muscle and soft tissue which other people situated worldwide can sense is wanting to have sex with a man. the people who i am in activity with are the 144,000. it is a constant 24/7 activity. they know that i am typing at my computer right now. not exactly 144,000 at this moment. some have died from old age. some i am not in activity with yet. black guy wanted me to know that he has my vision and since the mexican girl who can also create contractions of my muscle and soft tissue has my vision in her left eye i assume that it is the same for him. she also wanted me to know that she had my vision and i have seen her in houston, texas about half a dozen times. she wanted me to know that it was her and she also wanted people to know that she was mexican. activity with black male started in february of 1998 and activity with mexican female started in may of 2011. i think that the 2 of them have something to do with the moon. difference between sun and moon. the egyptian horus loses his eye in the battle with the egyptian set or i think in another version horus's eye is damaged. the restored eye of horus is the well known egyptian symbol. there is more about the egyptian horus and egyptian set below. also read osiris myth. i think that the black guy is the egyptian set and that the mexican girl is the egyptian nephthys. i didn't know that it was an ignorant black man on earth at first because he was acting aggressively in a weird unusual manner wanting me to think that he was something more advanced because he thought that i would do more work that way. it took me 13 years to realize that he was not an advanced smart entity who understood the future. he believed in me even though i had a drug problem but then he changed his story around once he knew that he had created a problem in my life and with the life of other people. mexican girl knows that she is a problem too. if they would just be honest and state that they were or still are confused and quit lying then they would be ok. they want recognition but they are going about it in the wrong way. they have both attempted to betray the community but they failed. what they have done and are still doing is incredibly mean spirited. a few african american women have also attempted to betray the community. paris whitney hilton also.https://www.thenotsoinnocentsabroad.com/blog/horus-vs-seth-homosexuality-hippos-and-familial-violencehttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nEjPDS8Jp1E
(3) The principle of efficient causality
So much, then, for the analysis of change, terminating as it does in a realization of just what is meant by "potency" and "act." But we also need one further tool if we are to examine the philosophical proof for the existence of God; that tool is the principle of efficient causality. An efficient cause--and once again, we are using a word ("efficient") in a technical sense, rather than in its everyday meaning--is one that contributes to the existence of its results (its effect) by means of some action which that cause performs. The general notion is one that is already quite familiar to us; in normal speech, when we speak of the "cause" of something, it is usually the efficient cause that we mean. So, for example, a builder is the efficient cause of a house, an author the efficient cause of a book, and so on. Now: the principle of efficient causality states (in broad form) that whatever advances from a state of potency to a state of act in regard to any perfection, does so not all by itself but rather under the agency of some being that is already in act. (This merely states that every effect has a cause, but it does so in terms of potency and act, for reasons that will appear shortly.) A little reflection on the nature of potency and act will show why this principle has to be true. Remember first, however, that change--whether substantial or accidental--can be defined as the transition from potency to act. After all, change is merely the loss of one one act and the gaining of some other act to which the changing being was in potency.
Now, then: suppose that the reverse
of the principle of efficient causality were true. Suppose that some being, itself strictly in potency, puts itself into act. That means that it gives itself the act for which it is in potency. But if it has the act to give itself, then it cannot be said to be in potency in the first place. Either it does not have the act in question (which is what is meant by saying that it is in potency) and thus cannot give that act to itself (for nothing gives--whether to itself or to anyone else--what it does not have); or else it does have that act to give itself, but then it cannot be said to be in potency. And so, if the act cannot be self-conferred, but is as a matter of fact conferred, then the only viable conclusion is that it is conferred by another, which other does have that act to confer, i.e., is in act.
Some interesting consequences, for our purposes, follow from this principle of efficient causality. Everything that goes from potency to act requires a cause, itself an act, for this. But everything that changes does, in fact, go from potency to act; regard to some accidental of substantial perfection. Therefore everything that changes requires a cause for its change. This does not, as yet, show the necessity for God's existence (for there is nothing, so far, to say that the cause of a changing being cannot be simply some other changing being); but it lays most of the groundwork we need.
Known From The Things That Are / Fundamental Theory of the Moral Life / Martin D. O'Keefe, S.J. / Center For Thomistic Studies / University of St. Thomas / Houston, Texas 77006 / Copyright 1987 by Center For Thomistic Studies
scroll down to 'carl's breakthrough in gematria'. take note of the fact that all of the 14 numbers listed will equal the number 9 when the digits of each individual number are added together until a single digit is derived.
for example, 144, 1 + 4 + 4 = 9
for example, 1296, 1 + 2 + 9 + 6 = 18, 1 + 8 = 9http://www.greatdreams.com/gem1.htm
click on the 'gematria' link. you can also click on each letter of the hebrew alphabet. you read from right to left in hebrew. upper right hand corner is alef (1) and beit (2). that is alpha - bet. 1 + 2 = 3.https://www.inner.org/hebleter/defaulthttps://sites.google.com/site/mathematicalmonotheism/the-genesis-1-1-mirror-codehttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UYiuM43u0Q4
scroll down to diagram of first link. the top view allows one to see the beginning of the golden ratio or divine proportion (1.618). in other words if you continue to extend a line from the circular angle the 3 pyramid make, it would be the start of a spiral. constellation of orion does the same thing; meaning that the pyramids are an exact model of orion. there are may sites all over the word whereby huge massive pieces of stone have been placed with amazing precision (history channel on weekends). not only that but they align to the stars. don't underestimate it. it is proof of God's existence. he cares about our spiritual development. gave us a little nudge or loving punch in the arm. respect. it is unfortunate that more people didn't have the capability to see them a few thousand years ago because of a lack of transportation or electronic communication. they would just hear about them but not see them on television like we can now. the effect on the egyptian community must have been interesting (priests and scribes). it is similar to or illustrates something about the nature of christ also. i wonder if the next ice age (glacial period of about 100,000 years) will destroy them.https://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/egipto/fingerprintgods/fingerprintgods14.htm#Chapter%2049https://anchorstone.com/the-great-pyramid/https://www.oocities.org/kapluie/weirdpyrmid.htmlhttps://sacredsites.com/africa/egypt/the_great_pyramid_of_giza.html?fbclid=IwAR2vfkJ0mT5J5aQ0mz8UmrVr6IekjLH5Ud4XTyVz7PoBSA_H8oUQQvfu38Ehttps://www.thefleece.org/gamma.htmlhttps://www.jstor.org/stable/310633?seq=1
1 day = 1,44
0 minutes or 720 minutes (72) x 2. day and night. 6 days = 144
12 legions (c) of angels
26:53 - A Roman legion consisted of 6,000 soldiers. A roughly equal number of auxiliary troops supported each legion. Thus, 12 legions
of angels would be equivalent to 72,000 or even 144,000 angels, more than enough to defend Jesus against arrest and crucifixion.
HCSB Study Bible / Holman Christian Standard Bible / Copyright 2010 by Holman Bible Publishers
432 is the square root of the speed of light. 432 x 432 = 186,624 (miles per second). look closely at the number regarding the scale in the link below. 3 days = 72 hours = 4,32
some work which i did on my own was that each 90 degrees could be considered 3, 6, 9. take into consideration that each 12th of the zodiac is separated by 30 degrees. one example of how hebrew numerology relates to scientific phenomena is that 30 is the absolute value of the 12th letter of the hebrew alphaber. 12 is the ordinal or positional value.
30 = 3 because 3 + 0 = 3
60 = 6 because 6 + 0 = 6
90 = 9 because 9 + 0 = 9
120 = 3 because 1 + 2 + 0 = 3
150 = 6 because 1 + 5 + 0 = 6
180 = 9 because 1 + 8 + 0 = 9
210 = 3 because 2 + 1 + 0 = 3
240 = 6 because 2 + 4 + 0 = 6
270 = 9 because 2 + 7 + 0 = 9
300 = 3 because 3 + 0 + 0 = 3
330 = 6 because 3 + 3 + 0 = 6
360 = 9 because 3 + 6 + 0 = 9
so you have 3, 6, 9 per 90 degrees.
take outer digits or 1st and 3rd digit of 3 and 9, multiply by center or 2nd digit of 6.
take outer digits or 1st and 3rd digit or 3 and 9, divide by center or 2nd digit of 6.
39 x 6 = 234 (which is the inverse of 432 or the square root of the speed of light). it is figurate or reflective.
39, divided by 6 = 6.5
234, divided by 6.5 = 36
360 (like 36) minutes is 1/4th of a day or 90 degrees. there are 32 points on a compass with 11.25 degrees being 1 point. that is 8 per 90 degrees. 36 is the triangle of 8. 1 + 2 + 3 + 4 + 5 + 6 + 7 + 8 = 36. 666 is the triangle of 36 (or 360).
234 x 6.5 = 1,521. this makes sense because they are the essential digits of 11.25 (a point). they are also the essential digits of a gematria number which i am familiar with which is 1152.
i think that 6.5 can relate to 60 and 50. 21 is the triangle of 6 or 1 + 2 + 3 + 4 + 5 + 6 = 21. 15 is the triangle of 5 or 1 + 2 + 3 + 4 + 5 = 15. 21 + 15 = 36. another observation is that with 21, 2 + 1 = 3 and with 15, 1 + 5 = 6. 3 and 6 or 36 again.
this relates to algebra or quadratic equations.
i want to speak with an attorney who knows something about intellectual property. or i could speak with a professor who knows something about number theory. it is something significant but it is difficult to know how to explain it.
(x , y , z  + time ). 26 interests me because it is the value of Yahweh (YHWH) or the value of the name of God which was revealed to moses. yud (10) + hei (5) + vav (6) + hei (5). 26 relates to the 26,000 (25,920 or 25,776) year span of the zodiac.https://www.inner.org/string/string.htm
golden ratio / 3 pyramids at gizeh, egypt. constellation of orion. egyptian deity osiris is orion. horus (or heru) was his son.https://www.google.com/search?sxsrf=ALeKk00Dhq3u6XYnF5L-ktjjIimDsCg6lQ:1609005145928&source=univ&tbm=isch&q=orion+golden+ratio+diagram&sa=X&ved=2ahUKEwjqoqihm-ztAhUDbKwKHQPxBcEQjJkEegQIAxAB&biw=1366&bih=625
page 8. page 35.https://www.yorku.ca/inpar/arthur_mstsggk.pdfhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1Jj-sJ78O6M
3 pyramids at gizeh, egypt exact model of constellation of orion. scroll down to diagram.https://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/egipto/fingerprintgods/fingerprintgods14.htm#Chapter%2049
look closely at small red letters above circle. Enoch was the 7th patriarch in the book of Genesis. 7 or 70 or 700. God took him at age 365 like the sun. his departure is different than the rest of the first 10 patriarchs. look to the right of circle. 1000 years. 28 is considered a perfect number. 28 is the triangle of 7. in other words, 1 + 2 + 3 + 4 + 5 + 6 + 7 = 28. 4 perfect numbers from ancient times are 6, 28, 496 and 8128.https://www.google.com/search?q=circle+of+enoch+great+pyramid+diagram&sxsrf=ALeKk02m9KTfHX2MhJO9FqdB6zCBwe4QkQ:1618518661278&tbm=isch&source=iu&ictx=1&fir=EUkEXAUjFaoEnM%252C2AzOn8FFn0hJnM%252C_&vet=1&usg=AI4_-kTW0Uvc1YoK8YBQhogrbSMSpcc6cw&sa=X&ved=2ahUKEwjmh_jui4HwAhXbK80KHYkRClYQ9QF6BAgLEAE#imgrc=EUkEXAUjFaoEnM
scroll down to 1 Enoch. 1000 year reign of messiah. take note of forms of messiah and look at photos in gallery above (mashiach ben david and mashiach ben yosef).https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Messiah_in_Judaism#:~:text=The%20Messiah%20in%20Judaism%20(Hebrew,to%20the%20Land%20of%20Israel.
look at predecessors of Aaron. take note of Enoch and Melchizedek.https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/High_Priest_of_Israelhttps://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Priesthood_of_Melchizedek#:~:text=Christians%20believe%20that%20Jesus%20is,priest%20once%20and%20for%20all.&text=Since%20Aaron%20was%20in%20Abraham's,(Heb.
4004 BC - 1996 AD = 6000.https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ussher_chronologyhttps://www.bibleprophecy.net/public_html/6000.htm
take note of use of number 496. perfect number as stated above.https://www.inner.org/hebleter/nun.htmhttps://www.inner.org/hebleter/samech.htm
hebrew letter 'ayin'. 16 or 70. 1 + 6 = 7 or 7 + 0 = 7. take note of how hebrew letter 'nun' (link above) is incorporated into it.https://www.inner.org/alefbeit/sigayin.htm
divine providence. related to eye of providence on united states dollar bill. ayin.https://www.inner.org/hebleter/ayin.htmhttps://www.hebrew4christians.com/Grammar/Unit_One/Aleph-Bet/Ayin/ayin.htmlhttps://hebrewtoday.com/alphabet/the-letter-ain-%D7%A2/?fbclid=IwAR0Fc7Vdw4Z4wdTRDdKjtLFXtj7K5ycrJ5B8xh5K_SWtxxMZqtDvgMXpCrE#:~:text=In%20Biblical%20and%20literary%20Hebrew,ayinhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hArEPktY79U
note how he makes reference to 16 (7) and 17 (8) at the end of the video.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=riJOTFvExOA
more on hebrew letter gimmel (3).https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=al69CZS4yto
consider 37 x 73 (reflective numbers) as 2701 or value of first verse of bible. equilateral triangle.
associated with the hebrew letter 'ayin' (above) and the eye of providence on dollar bill.https://www.newadvent.org/cathen/12510a.htmhttps://psychology.wikia.org/wiki/Divine_Providence
consider chapter 13 of revelations as being one of the 3 hebrew mother letters. i am not completely sure, but i believe that the "man" they are referring to in revelations 13:18 is God. chapter 14 is next. the word "wisdom" is important in revelations 13:18. in hebrew gematria it equals 37 or 73. 37 x 73 = 2701 or the value of the first verse of the bible. refer to pearls of wisdom file in link above. related to 666. consider how 666 is related to genesis 1:1. look at photos in gallery above. information was obtained from inner.org
there are 3 mother hebrew mother letters. the are alef (1), mem (13 or 40) and shin (21 or 300). there is an archetype associated with each letter. the mashiach ben david is the archetype associated with the letter mem (winter, earth, love expressing itself like water). this would correspond to chapter 13 of the book of revelations. the mashiach ben yosef is the archetype associated with the letter shin (summer, heaven, love expressing itself like fire). this would correspond to chapter 21 of the book of revelations. there is also alef (1) which is the atmosphere in-between heaven and earth. one of the meanings is '1000". archetype for the hebrew letter alef is 'the ultimate manifestation of the soul of the mashiach. these are the only 3 letters whose archetype is a form of the mashiach (messiah).https://jewsforjesus.org/publications/issues/issues-v15-n05/two-messiahs-in-judaism-ben-david-and-ben-joseph/
osiris is the constellation of orion. 3 big pyramids outside of cairo, egypt are an exact model of orion (10,450 BC). not possible for man to have built. the pharaohs just claimed them.https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Osiris_mythhttps://www.historymuseum.ca/cmc/exhibitions/civil/egypt/egcr10e.html?fbclid=IwAR1jWMFAZETmVfDpfcPgehjbdD_C-AkrL8bW73xejek3JaICOSqMP0OikvYhttps://stellarhousepublishing.com/star-east-three-kings/?fbclid=IwAR3igzKZtEl8MxetOvDJTz6Z94QSbqWmehols1QDWLYAzM6HNuORVLxCU_0http://robertbauval.co.uk/articles/articles/egstarbeth3.htmlhttps://stellarhousepublishing.com/the-star-of-bethlehem-three-kings-sirius-and-orion-2/https://www.afrikaiswoke.com/first-anunnaki-pyramid-war-explained/https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Horushttps://www.britannica.com/topic/Horushttps://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Set_(deity)
90 (east) = 9 because 9 + 0 = 9
180 (south) = 9 because 1 + 8 + 0 = 9
270 (west) = 9 because 2 + 7 + 0 = 9
360 (north) = 9 because 3 + 6 + 0 = 9
45 = 9 because 4 + 5 = 0
45 is also the triangle of 9, because 1 + 2 + 3 + 4 + 5 + 6 + 7 + 8 + 9 = 45
anytime you 1/2 the number 9, you will get 9. for example, 9, divided by 2 = 4.5 and 4 + 5 = 9. 1/2 of 4.5 = 2.25 and 2 + 2 + 5 = 9, etc.
1 degree of latitude = 60 minutes of latitude. therefore, 90 (degrees from pole to equator) = 5400. 5 + 4 + 0 + 0 = 9
from pole to pole = 10800 or just 9. pole around the earth would be 216 which also equals 9 when the individual digits are added together until a single digit is derived.
144 = 9
we use arabic numerals: 1 ,2 , 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10 (but 1 + 0 = 1), 11 (but 1 + 1 = 2), 12 (but 1 plus 2 = 3), etc.https://mathworld.wolfram.com/CastingOutNines.htmlhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e7tmQX8BRRM
chapter 13 of the book of revelations relates to the hebrew letter 'mem' or the 13th letter of the hebrew alphabethttps://www.inner.org/hebleter/mem.htmhttps://biblehub.com/kjv/revelation/13.htm
chapter 14 of the book of revelations relates to the hebrew letter 'nun' or the 14th letter of the hebrew alphabethttps://www.inner.org/hebleter/nun.htmhttps://biblehub.com/kjv/revelation/14.htm
the hebrew letters are spelled with hebrew letters. consider hebrew letter 'ayin' (16 or 70 / 1 + 6 = 7 or 7 + 0 = 7). consider similarity between hebrew letter 'zayin' and hebrew letter 'ayin'.https://www.hebrew4christians.com/Grammar/Unit_One/Aleph-Bet/Zayin/zayin.html
related to hebrew letter 'zayin' (link above) or chapter 7 of the book of revelations.https://biblehub.com/kjv/revelation/7.htm
the word 'and' is a conjunction. consider 'in the beginning created God (untranslatable) heaven AND the earth. that is 7 parts to that statement.
1. in the beginning - 913
2. created - 203
3. God - 86
4. (untranslatable) - 401
5. heaven - 395
6. AND - 407
7. the earth - 296
the word 'AND' is spelled vav, alef, tav. vav is 6 (or 60 as in time). alef is 1st letter of hebrew alphabet. tav is final lettter of hebrew alphabet. like alpha and omega.https://www.google.com/search?q=vav+alef+tav%2C+genesis+1%3A1&oq=vav+a&aqs=chrome.1.69i57j69i59j35i39l2j46i131i433j0l5.3789j0j7&sourceid=chrome&ie=UTF-8
take note of portion of genesis 1:1 which is 'untranslated'. it is the first letter of the hebrew alphabet (alef) together with the last letter of the hebrew alphabet (tav). then there is vav, alef, tav (AND). alef, tav is similar to the concept of alpha plus omega.https://www.biblegematria.com/pearls-of-wisdom.html?fbclid=IwAR0Y9ReYN-A7ZkPgNwAL09SN2hcj4F-VLgubx15Vxh7B052eTJB50MVJkRU
when digits are added together until a single digit is derived, 401 (1 [alef] + 400 [tav]) = 5 because 4 + 0 + 1 = 5. 5 can be compared to 50.
considering significance of 666.https://www.google.com/search?q=666+vicarius+filii+dei&oq=666%2C+vica&aqs=chrome.1.69i57j0j0i22i30l2j0i390l4.4604j0j7&sourceid=chrome&ie=UTF-8https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Antichristhttps://www.biblegateway.com/resources/encyclopedia-of-the-bible/Antichristhttps://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Book_of_Revelationhttps://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Historicist_interpretations_of_the_Book_of_Revelation
36 (like 360) is the triangle of 8. in other words, 1 + 2 + 3 + 4 + 5 + 6 + 7 + 8 = 36. 666 is the triangle of 36. in other words, 1 + 2 + 3 + 4, etc. + 36 = 666.
i wish that people who i am in automatic 24/7 activity with (144,000) would contact me in public in order to establish trust and confidence so that people who know much more about this information would work with me. it would be good for the entire community to know about. it would be good for the community because there would be no debate. no conjecture. no superstition. no false arguments. everyone would be on the same page. like a manager running a company who wants to give all of the employees the same information at once instead of clicks which form by giving the information out to only a few people.
The French philosopher Auguste Comte (1798–1857)—often called the “father of sociology”—first used the term “sociology” in 1838 to refer to the scientific study of society. He believed that all societies develop and progress through the following stages: religious, metaphysical, and scientific. Comte argued that society needs scientific knowledge based on facts and evidence to solve its problems—not speculation and superstition, which characterize the religious and metaphysical stages of social development. Comte viewed the science of sociology as consisting of two branches: dynamics, or the study of the processes by which societies change; and statics, or the study of the processes by which societies endure. He also envisioned sociologists as eventually developing a base of scientific social knowledge that would guide society into positive directions.
from the 'Story of Philosophy' by Will Durant. (pages 352 - 353 / Chapter VIII / Herbert Spencer / I. Comte and Darwin)
This was an understanding which, in scope and patience, was second in modern times only to Spencer's "Synthetic Philosophy". Here the sciences were classified according to the decreasing simplicity and generality of their subject matter: mathematics, astronomy, physics, chemistry, biology and sociology; each rested on the results of all the sciences before it; therefore sociology was at the apex of the sciences before it, and the others had their reason for existence only in so far as they could provide illumination for the science of society. Science, in the sense of exact knowledge, has spread from one subject-matter to another in the order given; and it was natural that the complex phenomena of social life should be the last to yield to scientific method. In each field of thought the historian of ideas could observe the Law of Three Stages: at first the subject was conceived in the theological fashion, and all problems were will explained by the will of some deity - as when the stars were gods, or the chariots of gods; later, the same subject reached the metaphysical stage, and was explained by metaphysical abstractions - as when the stars moved in circles because circles were the most perfect figure; finally the subject was reduced to positive science by precise observation, hypothesis, and experiment, and its phenomena were explained by through the regularities of natural cause and effect. The "Will of God" yields to such airy entities as Plato's "Ideas" or Hegel's "Absolute Idea," and these in turn yield to the laws of science. Metaphysics is a stage of arrested development: the time has come, said Comte, to abandon these puerilities. Philosophy was not something different than science; it was the coordination of all the sciences with a view to the improvement of human life.https://www.cliffsnotes.com/study-guides/sociology/the-sociological-perspective/the-founders-of-sociology?fbclid=IwAR050EGWXQ2o3ulZ6nyawZK6OpRzr_cyjhtcKgoktP7ZtLjHaKyKB3c0RzQ
i still want people who i am in constant automatic 24/7 activity with (144,000) to make an international story of this situation, proving who we are and that we are 1 body, with a test on television. the television would be like a microscope, enabling people to understand what something is (and isn't). in a way it is important for people to understand but in another way it is not important.
turn this over to scientists initially and get it away from the church or "religion". again, in a way it is important and in another way it is not important. mix 2 things together.
1972. water rat.https://www.google.com/search?q=rat+wins+race&oq=rat+wins+race+&aqs=chrome..69i57j0i22i30j0i390l2.5574j0j7&sourceid=chrome&ie=UTF-8
divine providence is related to eye of providence on dollar bill. refer to links above.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_PQbyRYdZUg
'zayin' is the name of the 7th hebrew letter. it is letters to spell a letter. take note of similarity between the spelling of the hebrew letter 'zayin' and the spelling of the hebrew letter 'ayin' which is 16 or70. 16 is ordinal or positional value in the alphabet. for example, a = 1, b = 2, c = 3, etc. the absolute value of 'ayin' is 70. both 1 + 6 or 7 + 0 = 7. look at book of revelations, chapter 7. 22 hebrew letters. 22 chapters in the book of revelations.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8RUyTXdV3zo&t=170shttps://www.hebrew4christians.com/Grammar/Unit_One/Aleph-Bet/Zayin/zayin.htmlhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OwA5Jm85E4M
i think that the woman of valor thing is a metaphor relating to the concept of reproduction. the concept related to the hebrew letter 'zayin' is:
- the power of or chozer
(divine light reflected upward by creation) to ascend beyond its own point of origin.
i got the concept from inner.org
as 1 of the 10 alef-beit significances related to the hebrew letter 'zayin'.
please put technology to good use. i have spoken about this to my people many times already. if you don't put technology to good use, it will be your enemy. think about how technology relates to the elements. like the material in plastic or what is used in computer chips or flying saucers. humans or any living being are also composed of elements. integrate it together for the benefit of the whole. don't take technology for granted. don't be lazy. our evolution and peace depends on it. for thousands of years. it is like a body which learns to develop something within itself in order to be able to live or live more efficiently. our brains are still evolving. give them something good to think about. a good thought. a good feeling. love. why do you think that God built the pyramids or other things which are situated around the world? he wanted us to develop. he cared (or still cares) about us... don't forget about God. he didn't forget about you. please use technology for the benefit of mankind. we can prove who we are with a test on tv. a camera (like an eye) can connect that which is not connected. it would be like a microscope; enabling scientists or whoever to understand more about something or themselves. it is important. it would both empower and humble people. it is ok to challenge people. don't worry about it. believe in them. blood is an example of a connective tissue. you have red blood cells and you also have white blood cells.
i would like to get some help with this. if people who i am in automatic constant 24/7 activity with (144,000) would establish trust and confidence, then people including scientists and scholars would probably want to work with me or help me or help others to understand something better. i think that they would be passionate about it. my being here ties many things together. i can get them started but without help from people who know much more about something than i do we really won't get to the bottom of it. that is a shame. all that work for thousands of years and then no one helps to complete the job. an example of why this is significant is the calendar of time reckoning. i think that if i got help that they could predict when this would happen again. no surprises. no unnecessary confusion. it is a shame that something as innocent and peaceful as giving gifts out on christmas morning (winter solstice / sun / solar system / astrology) gets twisted into something "taboo". that is what is seems like to me.
love and educate people. civil institutions. put them to work. they are examples of what technology helped to establish. for example, there could be no school if there were not books and paper and pens and pencils or teachers who were educated in buildings built from wood and metal and glass with desks and books and paper and pens and pencils. don't forget about transportation or the ability to move one thing from one place to another place more easily or efficiently. our brains and the ability to communicate is what sets humans apart from other types of animals.
i followed up with houston police officer m. estep several times at the houston police westside command station actually driving there and talking to him in person. he stated that i should go to the FBI. i have called the FBI. they may have opened an investigation. i also called the department of homeland security. i have also messaged the president with the use of whitehouse.gov
the problem is that none of my own people coordinate with me in order to do something as a group. the lock is separated from the key. why are they making such a big deal of me? they think that other people will make such a big deal of it which means that they are making a big deal of it when it isn't a big deal. it happens all of the time so it is not a big deal.
another thing to consider is that the bible or documentation protects us. or actually i could think that it is both helping and hurting because people attack me because of my fame. it doesn't mean that i am stuck up. why not follow through on the work and document this again so that they will have something next time?
i fear that someone is going to try to kill me soon. it seems as if a few people who are working together to wrongfully defame me want to make people so crazy that they will kill me in order to get rid of them. they are involved in a cover up attempt. they are sending signals to each other to keep harassing me. they don't even care if people know that they are lying or dishonest. they are stupid and dishonest like trump supporters and trying to bully people around. i have thought about going to the police about this but without being able to give the police confirmation about this unusual situation i have been discouraged and confused or didn't follow through. i have already been to the police about this.
what is happening and has been happening for years is absolutely sickening. a few people are stupidly harassing me because they enjoy observing my confusion in public. they also like others communicating about it with electronic communication. like some kind of weird entertainment. it is weird blatant cruelty. they are implying that i have no rights and they also are implying that nobody who openly defends me has rights.
i have told people to either protect me or kill me because i don't want to be tortured anymore. it literally is torture and these people who are doing it are sick weirdos and want people to know that they are sick weirdos . they are deranged maniacs. that is not an overstatement. i am a famous person who is being stalked and it is scary. that doesn't mean that i am weak.
scroll down to 'carl's breakthrough in gematria'. take note of the fact that all of the 14 numbers listed will equal the number 9 when the digits of each individual number are added together until a single digit is derived.
for example, 144, 1 + 4 + 4 = 9
for example, 1296, 1 + 2 + 9 + 6 = 18, 1 + 8 = 9.http://www.greatdreams.com/gem1.htm
one of the last items which was posted on my facebook account (joshua evan mishler) was that i am working for my step father's brother on a ranch again in la grange, texas. i am working 2 days a week for 3 hours per day. i am still being harassed while i am at work by this mexican girl and black guy who can create contractions of my muscle and soft tissue which other people (144,000) situated worldwide can sense. there is no way that i could work at a grocery store like i want to after the job in la grange, texas with this mexican girl or anyone else stupidly and rudely coming into my personal space because i have to speak out loud in order to remain calm and they understand this already. their intent is to make me speak out loud implying that it doesn't matter if i am correct and that i have no rights. she is trying to scare employers and employees away from me or she is trying to make employees target me with unnecessary aggression when i am trying to do honest work. she is trying to make employers think that maybe there will be a problem so that i don't get hired but she is also faking trying to help me at the same time. she is evil. her evil plan failed and she is pretending as if she thinks that she won. she doesn't want me to be popular.
it is 4 entities that are the problem for the community. black guy who i have just mentioned. mexican girl who i have already mentioned. a group of black women who steal my mail and who infected my blood with something which targeted my digestive system causing me to need to have my colon resectioned. they did it trying to cover up the fact that a black woman did something dishonest and cruel by intentionally provoking me so that i am "not popular". it was in reference to paris hilton. paris hilton involved me with her in public and then did something childish and weird and rude. actually incredibly cruel. she killed the spirit of christmas sort of like she wanted to. her intent was to use me for publicity if she could or only if she could childishly and stupidly boss me around in public and if that didn't work then she thought that she would squeeze me out intentionally provoking me so that i was angry or "unpopular" in order to try to have someone kill me.she mixes things together so that it can't be proven. it is evil. she is still trying to use me and everyone else.
the mexican girl is evil, knowing for a long time already that i am a hard worker who wanted to work and she is desperately and stupidly trying to make ignorant people think that i am faking wanting to work so that people will give me money. i am not faking anything and she knew this about me back in 2011 when she started to be in activity with me and the rest of the group worldwide. i like to work. work is therapeutic plus i could use a little extra money. she and a few other people are childishly fanaticizing about them making people not like me because they think and they think that other people think that i am more likable than they are. it is weird. it is irritating. they are lame. they got caught doing something very very wrong in public and then they try to wiggle out of it trying to wrongfully defame me or by implying that i deserve to be treated in an inhumane way in pubic when good honest know and communicate that i don't. i am honest and i have a good heart. it is dirty politics and it happens all of the time so it is understandable. they never expected me to post anything on facebook or have a website or be able to defend myself and so they are now even more desperate to try to wrongfully defame me or try to point the finger at me when i did nothing wrong like little children who lie or play dumb in order to try to get out of trouble when they have been caught red handed doing something wrong. it means that they don't have love in them and then they intentionally provoke me in order to try and make ignorant people think that i don't have love in me. i do have love in me and they think that other people know it and it makes them angry because they think that people think they they are not God-like or Christ-like.
the mexican girl is intentionally hurting my girlfriend and her dog. i can't even watch my parent's cat and dog for 5 days like i told my mother i would. it is that bad right now. the mexican girl and is the most disgusting selfish sadistic dishonest creature in the entire universe. bizarre and incredibly disturbing. she is pretending as if she thinks that she won when she knows that she lost. she couldn't handle the responsibility. she is like a stupidly childish girl who would get fired from a job really quickly because she is playing games and not focused on work.
the more obvious it is that my girlfriend and i are very strong together the more that these people want to hurt us or try to make us look stupid but they won't make us look stupid and actually they already know that but are pretending as if they don't know that. they are panicking but trying to play it off like they are cool. they embarrassed themselves and are desperate to try to get out of their image problem. they will only make it look like my girlfriend and i have class and are in love and respect one another and care about one another.
i'm the producer.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WQdsdys7qkM
the mexican girl keeps lying and trying to get others to lie about the george h. w. bush and northern trust issue. she knows that it wasn't my fault and that i still did nothing wrong. she is trying to cover for the black guy who i have previously mentioned because she thinks that they have both made themselves look stupid or like 2 people with dunce hats on.
mexican girl and black guy and a few black women and paris hilton don't want people knowing that i am having fun because they think that if i am having fun or if people know that i am having fun that they won't be able to have any fun.
either protect me or kill me.
whatever this mexican girl and black guy who have my vision in their left eye are is absolutely sick and disgusting. it is demonic. they want people to know that they are dishonest and also that they like to hurt people emotionally, spiritually and psychologically.
mexican girl and black guy's behavior is so ugly that it is scary. weird alien shit. actually a very few black women and paris hilton too. i stated weird alien shit but it seems like at the next level that there is agreement that i am the boss or the number 1 or that i shouldn't be unnecessarily interfered with.
mexican girl is like a deranged heroin addict who has absolutely nothing left who keeps stupidly trying to get something out of a syringe when there is absolutely nothing left.
the issue with black people is that it is low class ghetto like dishonest thug black people trying to have control over educated or classy honest black people. no offense to good people who live in the ghetto.
a few black women who got themselves into social trouble are desperately and unsuccessfully attempting to make it look like i started the trouble when i didn't. they started it and they don't like what people think about them about it because it means that they are dishonest and don't have love and compassion in them. that is what cops want to find out in domestic disturbances or traffic accidents. they want to find out who started it and these black women are trying to cover it up. they tried to drive a wedge in between hilton and i because they were afraid that it would look like it was about love and not money.
these few black women are also trying to drive a wedge in between my girlfriend and i but they already know that they won't but they are pretending as if they think that they will. i have told my girl friend that she shouldn't feel as if she doesn't have the option to be with someone else but i really honestly don't think that she would want to.
hilton doesn't even care if people say that she is stupid. she thinks that as long as people are saying something about her or this situation that she can use it to her advantage. she is not trustworthy. her childishness and disrespect has hurt many people worldwide over the years.
i don't want to seem like the type of person who just complains about others. i'm not. it is only when there is something seriously seriously seriously wrong. we can't develop as a healthy community because of these few people.
i sent mail with the use of the regular mail service to the president biden and vice president harris asking them to respond to make sure that i know that they got it and i explained who i am and that my mail has been stolen in the past by people who wanted other people to know that i was being stolen or tampered with. i sent a letter which was not inappropriate plus 2 serenity prayer tokens; one for the president and one for the vice president. this was about 2 or 3 months ago. i have not received a response. i have also sent 3 messages to the president with the use of the whitehouse.gov
messaging system and i have not received a response and it seems like i should have received a response. i don't want to jump to the wrong conclusion, but after the way which i have been treated by a few black women, i really wouldn't doubt that my mail or messages have been tampered with. if it is some kind of "deep state" whatever, i think that it is creepy because they are childish and incompetent. they can't even do their job. irresponsible.
i didn't copy the first message sent to whitehouse.gov
but i explained that i had sent mail with the use of the regular mail service and that it included 2 serenity prayer tokens and that i had asked for a response to make sure that other people and i know that the president and vice president received their mail.
here are the last 2 messages sent to president biden with the use of the whitehouse.gov
to whom it may concern:
i wanted president biden and vice president harris to know about my website. as crazy or weird as it would probably seem, i am the messiah. it happened just as it was predicted to happen, according to the ussher chronology. in a way it is important and in another way it is not important because it will happen again and again and again just like it has happened more than once in the past. there is a security problem in america or the world because of this. the problem is that people are communicating about it secretively which means that there is no real accountability or it means that people can play childish games if they want to.https://www.joshuaevanmishler-pinnacle1.com/
also, i recently (about 2 months ago) sent mail including 2 serenity prayer tokens to president biden and vice president harris. i want to know if they got my mail because my mail has been stolen by childish dishonest disrespectful people in the past who wanted others who know about this situation to know that my mail was stolen. it is a security problem for america or the world. people need to know that the president and vice president got their mail.
joshua evan mishler
president biden / vice president harris:
i have asked you whether or not you received my mail through the regular mail service which included 2 serenity prayer tokens. i stated that i have had problems with people (i think african american females) stealing my mail wanting people to know that they were stealing my mail when there is nothing wrong with my mail. they are trying to cover up a mistake which a rude dishonest black woman made in 2008 by intentionally provoking me in order to try and make me "unpopular" because i am angry. the good honest people argue that there is nothing wrong with my anger or frustration. i think that a few childish black women want people to think that you are under their control. like childish incompetent deep state crap.
did you receive my mail? this is a security issue for the united states of america and the rest of the world.
joshua evan mishler
early bird gets the worm.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cUuUhrCx5F4&t=110s
this mexican girl and black guy and a few black women and paris hilton flaunt their childishness and lameness and blatant disrespect. they are losers. they are quitters. they don't even try. they are flaunting being nasty and sleazy. these few black women and black guy are the racists.it seems as if they are not capable of showing love toward a white person in public and i am a sweet honest white person at that. i have demonstrated love toward black people but they don't want people to think of that because they got themselves into social trouble and they just keep trying to cover up something which they did by intentionally and stupidly provoking me in order to try and make me "unpopular". they are taking really nasty incredibly stupid cheap shots at me. they are the racists who dwell on their skin color or how they are different. don't mean to offend or confuse innocent blacks or mexicans or whoever.
it is like terrorism when people take something related to God and try to twist it into something which it isn't. they are like childish vandals who want attention and who want to hurt people emotionally or spiritually or psychologically.
i really don't want to go on and on about something which i believe that ignorant people already understand because of the good work which i know that good people who i am in constant automatic 24/7 activity with (144,000) have communicated.
this black guy is lying about george h. w. bush and northern trust bank. black guy is being a stupid creepy smart ass about how he knows that people know that he is lying. he wants people to know that he is lying implying that it doesn't matter or that he doesn't have to do anything or be civil. he is a dishonest disrespectful cruel loser. it was his fault and he knows it and other people know it too because they were with me back in 2002 and 2006. he is ashamed of it and is stupidly "denying" what he knows people know that he did. he never expected that i would be able to defend myself on the internet.
these 4 entities which i have communicated about are making a sick stupid joke about how they know that other people have been or are the problem. they know that if people know that i am working happily and efficiently without being stupidly interrupted like it is some kind of stupid game that people will think that they should be working so they intentionally sabotage keeping every day the stupid and boring same because they don't want to have to work or grow up. they are like irresponsible adolescents with a really bad attitude.
a few black women are intentionally giving me a reason to not like them and then they want to childishly and stupidly play the race card wanting ignorant people think that they should feel sorry for them. they want to cheat and have leverage over white people. i am not kissing their ass. especially after the blatantly cruel way i have been treated by them. i don't have to tip toe around them.
these 4 entities are making a mockery of honest people who do honest work and who want to do honest work. like many republicans or trump supporters right now. they want to make it about evil dishonest people getting attention instead of honest civil people who are working and who want to work.
there is a problem with both blacks and whites right now in america. not all whites are good. not all blacks are good.
this mexican girl is intentionally referring to as many things as she possibly can with the use of directions (it is totally stupid and childish because it is irrelevant) in order to try and confuse ignorant people about what she meant in order to try and make ignorant people think that the people who are communicating about her don't understand her. she is evil and greedy. we do understand her. she is also incredibly stupid and childish. we really do understand her. we don't care what she means by it. "no" means "no". she is violating people like a man who wants a girl to know that he enjoyed raping her repeatedly. it is absolutely sick. it is the same thing with this black guy who can act aggressively by creating contractions of muscle and soft tissue. black women communicated that they didn't like him so he gives everybody this stupid childish creepy attitude.
they are angry creatures with mental problems. it is scary. they are also weirdly obsessed with the thought of deception. i have read about something about aliens who are using or trying to use levels of deception and propaganda.
these entities seem stupid (like the character biff in the 'back to the future' movies or like the bug or villain in the 'men in black' movies and i think that it would be easy to get them under control if people fought and used the right tools or technology.
don't be afraid of letting people know about me. people who have love in their heart. jesus changed the rules and so would I but it is still related to the origin. i am willing to fight. people can know everything about me that they wish to. i have no problem with that. i like to work hard and i also like to party a little bit. i was kind of crazy and sort of stupid when i was younger but i always liked to do an honest job. i am still kind of crazy but not as stupid.
the mexican girl wants to follow the evil childish way that paris hilton acted. hilton is conniving and thinks of schemes. her entire life. she does something and thinks "well, i'll do a little of this so that they could think that... and then i will do a little of that so that they could think this...". in other words depending on what happens she thinks that she can wrongfully manipulate people into liking her or doing "something" for her publicity. hilton is creepy. so is her father who she stupidly bosses around. she holds her family hostage. the mexican girl is doing the same thing to her family.
i think that there is a chance that someone could hack my website in order to try to give people who are lying about me an opportunity to lie again by stating that there never was a website. i don't know if someone hacked my facebook account but i made several complaints to facebook. i could do it again.
black guy and mexican girl both have my vision. i know that the mexican girl has it in her left eye. i assume that the same is true for the black guy. the egyptian horus (smile) loses an eye in the battle with set. black guy and mexican girl seem to be egyptian set and nephthys; respectively. they are like little children who are evil and dishonest. like their brains never developed properly.http://www.online-literature.com/bulfinch/mythology_fable/27/https://www.laits.utexas.edu/cairo/teachers/osiris.pdf
it makes sense that the mexican girl is the egyptian nephthys and that the black guy is the egyptian set.https://www.worldhistory.org/Nephthys/
she is a phony. she fakes being macho and strong because she is trying to get a mexican guy to do something for her. she is incredibly weak and childish. a mexican guy will figure out really quickly that she is childish and dishonest.https://occult-world.com/nephthys/
these very few people who are intentionally creating problems don't want people to think or know that i am having fun because they think that they won't be able to have any fun because of the social trouble which they have already gotten themselves into because they didn't have love or compassion in them. they are weak people who think that they can't have fun so they don't want people to know or think that i am having fun. i am going to have fun anyway....
a person who i think is a black woman who has a really really ugly attitude who has been messing with me since i sent mail with fed ex to TMZ in reference to paris hilton (i am reasonable certain that she went on TMZ making reference to me/she didn't have my permission/it is a privacy law problem/hilton wanted people to attack me at my job but was pretending as if she was supporting me/people at my job at the theater did attack me and it was very confusing and painful because i thought that i was in automatic 24/7 activity with everyone/i didn't understand how many people i was in automatic 24/7 activity with/black women stole my regular mail more than once just like they had in the past wanting people to know that they stole my mail) messed with me again as they have many times at my computer as i have already communicated on facebook as i was listening to this music is desperately and stupidly trying to make people think that i don't like black people or that i don't accept black people in order to make me seem less or not acceptable and the reason that they are doing it is because they think that people including black people think that black people or black women are not acceptable. their behavior is so ugly that it is sickening. like infecting my blood when i was in a psychiatric hospital (no, i am not crazy) wanting people including obama to know that they intentionally infected my blood after i communicated out loud 2 or 3 days before they did this that i thought that they might infect me with a dirty needle. they are blatantly cruel and dishonest because they wanted people to think that i deserved it or that i did something wrong when i didn't. they messed up and then got confused in public and then tried or are still trying to cover it up. they acted aggressively when i was at my computer listening to the music right at the part where the woman singing the song states "talk about it, talk about it, talk about it" like they want to confirm that it is a black woman who is doing it.
i am going to have fun anyway. these black women who are harassing me don't even try to have fun.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F2y0koXg0DQ
it is exactly as i just previously stated. they don't want people to know or think that i am having fun. it is because they think that i can have more fun than they can have or that i have more potential than they have. they don't want people to think that i am fun to be around when they actually think that it is the complete opposite of that. they are not any fun and i don't want to associate with people like that just like many people who are fun to be around can understand.
whoever is harassing me when i am at my computer with the intent of causing a big problem for everyone and trying to get attention (it seems) for black people is changing my pointer or cursor into the blue circle thing which normally appears when the computer is thinking like when it starts up or shuts down or when it is processing updates but it is not the computer thinking. it is a person who somehow has remote access to my computer who i think is holding down their return button on their computer and they do it at precise times when i am reading something or when i say something in order to try and confuse people. it seems as if it is a childish mean black woman or a group of childish mean black women who want people to think that it is a black woman but also that we can't prove that it is a black person. it is incredibly irritating and intrusive. i don't care if people are in my computer as i believe that a few people are but i don't want anyone messing with me when i am trying to concentrate in front of everyone else. it is disrespectful and irritating and childish.
mexican girl has been trying to confuse ignorant people about whether she intends to be thought of as friend or foe since i have been communicating about her on facebook since 2015 or 2016. she is trying to lie her way out of trouble. she doesn't know how to lie her way out of trouble. she is panicking but trying to play it off like she is cool when she isn't at all. she thinks that if she changes her behavior and stops with the incredibly stupid childish unnecessary aggression that it is an admission of guilt or she thinks that people will state that everything is better if she stops so she doesn't want it to seem obvious that she was the problem so she does the same stupid annoying thing every day wasting everyone's time like this message which i am writing at this moment. she wanted mexicans to look rude and obnoxious and violent like she couldn't come up with any other type of image for mexicans or like that was her only concept of what mexicans are. i am not stating that is their only image. she also wanted to create this idea that mexicans are the only ones who care about work when she obviously doesn't give a damn about doing honest work. she plays stupid childish games all day long every day not doing work. i wouldn't' be sitting at my computer right now if she would just leave me alone so that i could relax and focus on other things. she knows that i would be doing something else besides this if she would just leave me alone and she doesn't want people knowing that i am peaceful and productive because she thinks that i will overshadow her and other mexicans and it makes her angry and envious so she sabotages. she also keeps trying to make ignorant people think that i am the one who needs to change when it is her who needs to change. she is not my partner and i don't want her as a partner. i have already stated this. no one would want her as a partner because she is childish and dishonest and greedy. one of her lies is that she is friendly and that i am not. another one of her lies is that i deserve to be literally tortured every day which means that she is lying about the george h. w. bush and northern trust issues and other issues as well. she wants to lie about everything like attempting to deceive people about me or her or situation is some weird obsession of hers. she has a massive inferiority complex which means that she thinks that she is inferior. it makes her angry and full of hate. it makes the black guy angry and full of hate too. these 2 want people to know that they get a weird thrill from hurting people. there is something seriously wrong with their brains like their minds never developed properly. mexican girl is trying to buy herself time in order to try and figure out how to lie her way out of trouble but she doesn't have any type of real plan or she doesn't know what she is doing. i would like to know how she is being supported because if her parents are supporting her then they are also involved with hurting many people worldwide. her parents should report her to the police or the media. she is literally torturing people all day every day wanting people to know that she enjoys it or gets some thrill from it. she knows that she is making people mentally and physically sick and she continues every day like she wants people to know that she enjoys it. another one of her lies is that people who are communicating about what she is doing are lying in order to try and money or special treatment from ignorant people. we are not lying about it. it is absolutely horrible. when we sense her and the black guy it is like sensing some kind of weird very mean animal which is slithering around.
paris hilton tried to confuse people about whether she was friend or foe. she is evil and boring and mixes things together because she thought that if something worked good for her publicity then she thought that she could make people think that she was being a friend and then she thought if something didn't work out for her publicity that she could make people think that she was being a foe and that she didn't like me. she didn't do anything but cause a very big mess in my life and in the lives of many other people because of her greed and childishness and disrespect and thoughtlessness. she is stupidly cocky and stupidly bossy and stupidly childish. all i wanted to do was to cheer her up when she was in jail and i never intended to communicate with her ever again. i would have never written to her when she was in jail if she would have just gone to jail the way in which people ordinarily do. hilton involved me with her in public playing stupid childish games wanting people to think that she was one of the people who i am in constant 24/7 activity with (144.000/not all of them are honest or good/something about 72 [720 minutes] + 72 [720 minutes]/one day is 1,440 minutes) and she didn't want to allow me to complete something as simple as buying a gift for my niece at christmas time; then being able to move on to something else in public. she wanted to make it about her and her weak insecure sister over and over and over again in public not letting me complete something like successful people ordinarily complete something. hilton and her sister like this crap because they think that any kind of publicity will get them more publicity. it is a hustle and they have been doing it their entire life.
hilton wants black women to attack me. hilton is trying to play both sides. she doesn't simply answer a question about TMZ which i have posed many times so that meant that i had so send mail to TMZ which was stolen by black women more than once. both paris hilton and black women are a problem. it means that they will both lie about what happened at the grocery store in 2008. hilton also jerked me around and ripped me off for $150. i have already communicated about this more than once on facebook.
hilton and the mexican girl never established trust because they didn't want to have to commit to anyone because they thought that they could do whatever they wanted to that way or because they thought that they wouldn't have to do honest civil work like everyone else. they hold everyone hostage playing greedy childish girl games.
these few people who are blatantly and stupidly stalking me and harassing me are also blatantly and stupidly stalking and harassing my girlfriend. they won't break us up. these few people who are blatantly and stupidly stalking and harassing know that i am a very sweet very cheerful guy who also has a temper (like many people do) when people do things which really really are stupid and mean. they are intentionally provoking me trying to trick ignorant people who don't know me that well into thinking that i don't have love in me and they do it because they actually think that i have more love in them than they do but they don't want people to know that because they think that i will be popular or liked and that they won't be popular or liked. they embarrassed themselves so they are trying to make me look bad in public.
this mexican girl tries to create an image for mexicans like mexican gang guys with machetes who are brutal, childish, obnoxious and disrespectful. she is trying to attract a mexican guy who hates white people.
mexican girl keeps wanting ignorant people to know that she is referring to different directions because she is desperately and stupidly trying to fabricate evidence to try and use against me. black guy does it too. a few black women try to fabricate evidence to try and use against me also. they know that people know that they are the problem and it makes them angry.
i really don't need to continue to communicate about this. i know that other people confirm what i have been communicating. it is good versus evil. these people who are acting aggressively try to make me defend myself on the internet in order to try and make it look like i have hate in me but i have love in me. they have hate in them and they try to spread hate. these people don't even care about themselves or creating a healthy environment for themselves or for other people. they don't care about their own health or anyone else's health.
even if i don't communicate about what is going on with the use of the internet these people who are harassing me and others want ignorant people to think that i have hate in me. i don't have hate in me. i have love in me. these people who are harassing me and other people want to be hated because they think that they get more attention that way. it is very childish. i have love in me and they know it and they don't like it and they don't want other people to know it because they think that they made themselves look bad so they are desperately trying to make me look bad but it won't work because i am certain that i have help from good people. why would i think this? because people would rather think of something positive than something negative. i have bent over backwards throughout the years. i don't have a choice. i was or am still required to give my life.
paris hilton should give me my $150 back and then get the heck out of my life. she and her sister play childish games for a living. paris hilton stated that the dumb blonde thing is just "a gimmick" but she stated that because actually she is insecure.
the mexican girl keeps sending messages in code to the black guy and a few black women and paris hilton to keep bothering me trying to make me unpopular because they are unpopular. they are lying for each other. mexican girl is sending signals to the black guy to harass me and my girlfriend when we go to san antonio, texas soon to spend time on the riverwalk and at fiesta texas amusement park. she thinks that if they lie together that she can get herself out of the social trouble which she knows that she got herself into.
a few people who are harassing me and others are implying that we don't have rights. who has rights if i don't have rights? it really does seem as if an african american woman wants me to think that african american women have ugly attitudes. it is weird and scary. i don't want an ugly attitude black woman in my face every day when i did nothing wrong. they think that they did something wrong and are insecure about it trying to cover up their insecurity. it seems as if they want to be hated. they want to control the men and they don't want to do honest work.
what these people are doing is evil and a form of torture. a few black women, mexican girl, guy who i think is african american male, paris hilton. they want to be known for hurting christ. it is sick and disturbing. jesus had the same problem(s).
216 is 6 x 6 x 6. one way to think of 216 is that 1 degree of latitude is 60 minutes of latitude. therefore, 180 degrees of latitude (pole to pole) would be 10,800 or 180 x 60. 10,800 is simply 108. 108 + 108 =216, or in other words a complete movement around the globe. another way to think of the number 216 is that a 3 digit number can produce 2, 2 digit numbers. add the 2 digits to the left of the number until a single digit is derived. leave the digit to the right as is. that would produce 36. leave the first digit to the left as is. add the 2 digits to the right until a single digit is derived. that would produce 27. so you have the essential digits of 36 and 72 which both relate to pentagonal geometry. you can google 'pentagonal geometry, 108, 72, 36'.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WkEleGB5ICk
weird childish mexican girl.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RJRvPmONjVY
don't allow sleazy people to dominate. i don't want any part of that.
i understand if people who are reading this think that my use of adverbs to describe this situation is excessive or annoying. it annoys me but what is really annoying are these very few people who want to play childish games with the public. i am trying to describe something unusual. my brain turned to mush as i was trying to describe what is happening. other people have probably had the same issue. i am also trying to cope. i don't really need to go on and on about it anymore because i know that other good people are trying to help.
these very few people who are intentionally playing childish annoying games with the public are thieves. they try to take what is mine (i am not greedy / i am required to give all of the time / i just want peace and quiet and happiness for the community) and give it to themselves but without communicating with communication being a form of work. human's ability to communicate in the manner in which they can is what sets humans apart from other animals. they are not doing any work by communicating something substantial or intelligent but they want people to think that they are the boss so it doesn't make any sense.
these few people are very cruel. they are making a mockery of my sanity because they find it fascinating or entertaining. it is very childish and mean. i know that i just stated that i don't want to go on and on about this but i wrote these things down on a napkin when i was being harassed when i trying to work peacefully. they are also making a mockery of other people's sanity like terrorists do. we don't need that crap so i hope that someone does what i have suggested and make a story about this so that it holds people including myself more accountable.
these few people who are intentionally causing problems are disloyal toward me, God, the community, Jesus, their own families, little children, old people in nursing homes, etc. it is a tragedy. don't let them get the best of the community. they are just lazy lame people who don't want to do honest work.
this mexican girl and a few black women (it seems) intentionally violate people every single day. they are childish lazy dishonest women who don't want to have to do work like building a cathedral like men have to do. i am not stating that all women are weak.
i have read something about the negative alien agenda and it doesn't seem good. these few people who are intentionally playing games want to intentionally put negative thoughts into people or create misery. i am not wanting to do that. i am wanting to create something peaceful and happy. for everyone including the people who are intentionally causing problems. it seems like they don't have love in them so maybe they need to be loved. but sometimes you try as i have already tried and people don't budge and remain unfriendly or uncivil. i understand if you think that by me publishing this on the internet that it doesn't help or that it helps the people who i am criticizing but i think that it does more good than harm. i will really try to stop but the reason that i keep going on is because i can't make progress. we can't not make progress unless we have security in place. it is a very basic concept. what these few people are doing is a form of torture and they want people to communicate about it on the internet like it is a childish game or childish entertainment. they have some weird fascination with me and it is disturbing. i want normalcy in my life and in the lives of others. we can be more productive and more healthy if we are not distracted by the thought of something unusual and i understand if you are thinking "ok josh, then don't keep writing about it.". i get it. but i am scared and confused and i am really wanting someone to help me and the community. peace.
SESSION 3 / Why a God?
We don't think that God is some mythological creature flying around in space. We believe that God is existence itself. That space and time are flying around in him.
Those who came long before Christianity such as the Greek philosophers cam to an understanding, just through the use of reason alone, that God must exist.
I think that we are the first era in history to have so many people say, "God, if you are really there, why don't you reveal yourself to us?" I think God is looking down from Heaven saying: "Did you notice everything?"
If you are doing science and you're doing it for real, then you are looking for the truth. And the Church is all about the truth.
Fr. Paul Mueller, SJ
Science call tell us the "how" of things, "how" the universe works. But it can't address certain questions about the "why" of the universe--why was it created; why are we here?
Dr. Jack Wetterer
Faith isn't antiscience. Faith gave birth to the sciences.
When I read Genesis, I have modern cosmology in the back of my mind, and I see harmony. I think that the way I read Genesis has become more beautiful the more I learn about our cosmology, our origins, and not less so.
Faith is a choice. It's a reasonable choice. But let me go a step further. If you want a meaningful life, if you want joy and peace and happiness and a sense of purpose, it is also a necessary choice.
The Search / Copyright 2020 by Augustine Institute / All rights reserved
SESSION 5 / Who is Jesus?
Jesus Christ is easily the most dominant figure in all of history. That makes no sense at all. A guy that had no money, nor armies, no power--the most dominant figure in all of history?
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moshe is the hebrew way of stating the name moses.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MynXTRENj70&t=62s
my faith is confused right now and i am sure that jesus had the same issue when he was alive.
these black women who have and still are assaulting me for no good reason and this mexican girl and the black guy are trying to trick people into thinking that i am a racist in a way which i am not which makes them the racists. it means that they have been and still are spreading false gossip about me. they like to take my kindness and honesty and sincerity and turn it into pain and frustration in public for their own weird sickening entertainment making a mockery. jesus was also mocked. they imply that they can do whatever they want to do no matter how rude or cruel it is but that i am not allowed to call them a name or even think about calling them a name. they are childish trying to create a double standard intentionally trying to get me to call them names in order to try and smear me. they are intentionally provoking me in public trying to make me call them names because they think that people will think that it implies that i am not perfect or God or something like that and they do it because they think that people think that they are not perfect because of what people know that they did to me in public which they think that they shouldn't have done. i have already stated this but i don't like all white people or black people or asian people or mexican people or whoever and i know that other people feel the same way so i suppose that in one way i am a racist and in another way i am not.
the reason that i keep going on and on is because i keep being assaulted every day without protection by weird childish mean people who are fascinated with making me nervous and uncomfortable in public. i don't have rights or protection which a public person would normally have.
the issue with the mexican girl is quite simple. she was and still is after money and sex but she thinks that she made herself look bad making it more difficult or impossible for her to get money and sex from anyone so she is trying to make me look bad so she thinks that she can lie her way out of trouble so that she can get money and sex. it can be typical childish girl behavior. she is the most greedy disrespectful disgusting creature on the planet.
this mexican girl and black guy are demons. i mean actual demons. they have an identity problem or sex problem because of the issue with their left eye. they want people to know that they are demons or evil because they are trying to attract evil people. many people do the same thing. it is dirty politics.
this mexican girl has the most disgusting ugly spirit that you could possibly imagine. she doesn't even care if she is unpopular. she just doesn't want me to be popular or more popular with people knowing that i am peaceful and happy and healthy and working and happy with my girlfriend so she is intentionally harassing me every day lying about everything. she wants people to know that she is childish and evil because she is trying to attract a childish evil mexican guy. her parents should turn her over to the FBI or the media.
essenes. not sure if one of my names is lucifer but i am not evil. the name doesn't mean that you understand it. the evil dishonest envious people who are wanting people to think that they are God when they are not or that they have more power than i do when they don't or that i am evil when they are the ones who are evil are like satan. i think that they are like satan or i think that there is some kind of differentiation between lucifer and satan. you can research it. i don't agree with all of the 'historical jesus' in the link below. it may be disinformation. i do agree with something about the essenes. i got a tip about them one time. there may be something else which i don't agree with but i wanted to put this out anyway. i think that lucifer was an angel of light. again, the name doesn't help you understand it. just like the name "God" doesn't help you understand what "God" is. it is complex. i am not evil and i know that good people vouch for me and i am not putting words in their mouth and this is not me communicating in code. i want people to know everything about me which is why i would like for an international story to be made about me. right eye is lovingkindness. left eye is might or severity. i think that love and grace are associated with the first day of creation. something else for second day.
scroll up and down. 42 as 6 x 7 interests me. i would like to have an opportunity to work with really smart rabbis or whoever about this. time keeping.https://www.google.com/books/edition/Re_Genesis/kHGODwAAQBAJ?hl=en&gbpv=1&dq=gematria+genesis+3rd+day&pg=PT33&printsec=frontcover
of interest. whatever is persecuting me is evil (phony/hypocritical) but it still does some good.https://phys.org/news/2006-08-devil-prince-darkness-misunderstood-ucla.html
sirius (dog star) and orion are the 2 shafts on south side of great pyramid. ursa minor and alpha draconis are the 2 shafts on north side of great pyramid.https://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Alpha_Draconis/Orion_Group
i am trying to make it work better and i think that it would be good for me and the community if someone showed me and my family and my girlfriend and my doctors at the VA hospital a little respect and kindness and honesty.
it seems as if everyone would imply that i am supposed to do something for you but how is that possible when you don't show me a very basic amount of respect in public? people lie about me. people try to spread false gossip about me. people are intentionally making me mentally sick in public because they get some weird childish thrill from it. i would like to move on to something else. i would like the community to move on to something else.
people are sabotaging or holding me and others hostage because they are lazy or can't keep up with the work. they keep intentionally interrupting my train of thought like it is a sick childish game which means that i can't have a thought because i can't have a thought because i can't have a thought, etc. they don't want me to do work because then they think that they will have to do work. it is like someone putting a virus in a computer so that it doesn't function well.
i am not wanting to do that to you. all i want is peace and quiet and happiness for the community but i am not being protected so that is not possible. you are not being protected either.
these very few people who are intentionally creating problems for the entire community don't want to have to work as hard as i have to work so they are pretending as if they have dirt on me when they don't so that they think that they can imply that they don't have to work because i shouldn't be followed and the truth is that they shouldn't be followed because they are dishonest and evil. they also try to fabricate evidence to try to use against me like wanting people to know that they are making me angry when i try to work peacefully and efficiently at my computer just like people ordinarily do. it doesn't matter if i am angry because it would make anyone angry especially if they cared about protecting the community from evil dishonest people.
the concept of 'heavenly host' is interesting i think like the 144,000 (12 x 12 x 1000) because it seems to represent a diverse aspect of the heavens. not all of it is nice or friendly or honorable. different stars or star systems. some of these people are like animals (nasty aliens?) which need to be shot in order to protect people or children or old people who want to die peacefully.
it will form into different groups and then compete for technology.
the very few people who are intentionally causing problems for me and others are implying that i should be held to some kind of unrealistic standard even when they blatantly assault me or my girlfriend or my dog or my family implying that i am not allowed to react or become angry or uncomfortable even when their intent is to make me uncomfortable in public. they are so childish and stupid that it is ridiculous.
i don't want to cause a problem by communicating about these issues. i am thinking of deleting all of the negative crap which people already understand in about 1 or 2 weeks which people already understand. i am not trying to create division. other people are trying to create division because they are lazy and don't want to have to do honest work in order to join the majority.
sorry if girls felt like i put them in an awkward position in public because of what i stated about this mexican girl being greedy for money and sex or what i stated about how it can be typical childish girl behavior but this mexican girl is really really bad. she wants to lie about me while also acting like a little childish obnoxious slut and she doesn't work and she wants guys knowing that she isn't working trying to lure them to her and it is really bad. i don't like her attitude and i have a right to not like her attitude. doesn't mean that i am no fun to be with. she is no fun. she just wants to play dumb incredibly childish mind games and not care about helping with real work or doing something for everyone's confidence and progress and happiness. she wanted to use me and some other guy at the same time trying to boss men around in a really stupid childish way instead of being more sweet and humble.
joke. the black guy should get 16 black women concubines and the mexican girl should get 16 mexican guy concubines so that when you add 16 + 16 together you get 32 and then 3 + 2 = 5 like 50. ha. maybe it will help. we could write to the united states congress about it or the united nations. they could have apartments in the UN headquarters building in new york city. 16 guards to protect them. 4 groups of 4 guards along with 4 groups of 4 concubines. they rotate in synchronicity at precise times. ha. actually what i think they really need is one person to love and one person who loves them. i don't mean me or anything sexual about me and them. i sort of feel sorry for them because it would be very confusing to be in their shoes both having my vision in one eye (left) but they shouldn't have tried to betray me and the community. again, if they would just state that they got confused it would be understandable and then they would be forgiven if they just left people alone and did their own social work on their own without involving all of these other people. we are family so i wish them the best and it seems like at the next level up there is agreement about who is who or what is what. i want them to be happy. they deserve recognition as well as i do and as well as the 144,000 and as well as the entire community. stars or star systems. or the sun. there is order in the universe and it involves time (60). i am wanting to empower other people. i have power so i am not concerned about trying to get any except for the purpose of being able to bestow power upon other people. one system.
sorry if i offended or confused anyone with my concubine joke but i get tired of being serious all of the time because it just makes me sick and tired when other people are not serious plus i would rather keep it informal. i am serious about work but am also a goof too. if i lived in ancient rome my name would be goofus maximus.
what this mexican girl and a few black women (it is a reasonable assumption that it is black women/they are trying to cover it up) are doing is blatantly cruel and abusive. they want to be known for making people uncomfortable. that is the image which some of them want. i want to do the opposite of that. they want to be known for destruction because they think that they can't build or because they can't build or because they don't try to build or because they are angry because they know that i can build in a way which they never could. they know that i can build (this is an unusual situation) and so they are sabotaging because they don't want to have to do any honest work. they lack talent but they are stupidly implying that they think that they do have talent. i understand if ignorant people think that i am the one with the problem. no. i am not. this shit on the internet is what they want to create. guess what? i will not go down without a fight. it is the lesser of 2 problems. ignorant people really don't understand how blatantly cruel and abusive these very few people (mostly girls) are to me every single day usually more than once per day in public. it is bizarre and very very childish. i show the mexican girl and black people love in public and then they shit all over me making a mockery of it like they are pretending that they didn't know that i had love in me because they think that they made it look like they didn't have love in them and because they are angry about the image which they think that they created for themselves. they are not capable of loving in the way in which i am. first of all i am actually being sensed by a small group of people which means that i have the ability to share or communicate. part of it (no offense to anyone) is because they lack intelligence or character. they are implying that Christ or God (or a man) has no authority (because they don't want to have to make the same type of effort in public) which means that they don't even want to show me a very basic amount of respect which ordinary people ordinarily get publicly which means that they are making a mockery of this situation and it is really stupid and mean in america. it also means that they are lying about what they really know about me and my character and this situation. they mock God's (or a man's) authority. even if someone shoots me in the head when i walk out of my home later tonight i still had the authority. no matter what happens i still have the authority. it is in the bible (matthew 28: 18-20). this mexican girl actually thinks that i can build in an interesting way which mexican guys can't (no offense to mexican guys) but she doesn't want them to think that because she thinks that it will interfere with their macho or her sex life. she is so greedy and disgusting thinking about herself like that all of the time. she stupidly thinks that her looks are going to get her something which they won't and that is what a lot of young girls do. i wish that i didn't have to live around black people or mexicans but i am not a white supremacist. i have no evidence of anything loving going on. maybe you do but i don't. it seems like childish game like you are pretending as if this is good for you when i really don't think that it will be because you know that it isn't good or healthy for me. why isn't it healthy? because no one publicly (besides my girlfriend who is being kept in the dark by other people) shows some respect or love for me and my family which other people witness and communicate about. instead it is just people communicating about how people disrespect me or treat me in a blatantly cruel and abusive manner. what do you think this will be 300 years from now?https://www.britannica.com/topic/Edict-of-Milan
paris hilton is stalking me but she wants people to think that i am some kind of weird fan stalking her but i am not and it is just her way of stalking everyone. she didn't want to act in a way which would conclude the matter because she thinks that she can trick people into thinking that "something" is more interesting than it is or that she is more interesting than she is.
it is really a just few immature girls who are trying to make men look stupid.
these black women try to give me a bad image (like what you are reading right now) because they thought that i had a good image or better than their's. this isn't about me having done something wrong or doing something wrong. this is about childish girls wanting attention. they are making it personal. they want to hurt me in public because i rejected them even when i had a good reason to reject them. it is childish spiteful vindictive greedy for attention stupid girl crap. i understand if people think "you don't need to keep communicating about it" but it would make me feel worse in public if i didn't which means that it is a greater problem for the community if i don't.
these creepy stupid black women and creepy stupid black guy are trying to take control of the entire black community implying that black people should not act like they have love in them and also trying to segregate black people from everyone else because they think that they have more power that way. they are doing it because they think that they are socially inept or not capable of integrating into a more civil society with more class. they won't make black people have more power. they will split black people who have money or more class from black people who have less money or less class. i am not trying to create division. they are trying to create division. they think that they can't make it in higher class so they are trying to gather power as a lower class entity.
i understand if what i stated about not wanting to be around blacks or mexicans hurts the feelings of blacks and mexicans but i am in great pain or what i mean is that this mexican girl and few black people are intentionally creating pain and it is absolutely sick. i don't want an ugly stupid mexican in my face all day long and i don't want ugly stupid black people in my face all day long. i want to think of my loving family and loving girlfriend and loving dogs and loving cats and my nice home and my family and my nice neighbors and my nice neighborhood just like people ordinarily do. ordinarily people don't have people from other locations coming into their lives intentionally making them feel threatened and uncomfortable all day long wanting to steal something away or take away your life because you can have a happier more interesting life than they can (i am not stuck up) and they don't like it. it is easy to figure out their motive. they want stupid attention for mexicans and blacks but i know that it is not the type of attention which mexicans and blacks want. these few people who are causing problems are the exception (childish deranged maniacs/personality disorders/that is not an overstatement/it is scary and disturbing) and not the norm and i know that mexicans and blacks who know about this situation are not happy with what these few people are doing. i wish that i had some mexican and black friends in my life who i could talk to about this situation who understand that i am not the problem. it would help me cope. i am in great pain. i am being intentionally violated every day multiple times per day by weird creepy people who want people to know that they are evil implying that they can get away with it wanting notoriety. they are like adolescents with attitude problems who talk back to adults who want to do work. or they are like 4 or 5 year old children who scream at adults trying to get their way when their way isn't the good way or sensible way.
these black women and black guy and mexican girl and paris hilton lie about me. hilton is evil trying to play it like maybe it meant this or maybe it meant that. as long as she thinks that she can use it for publicity. she fanaticizes about people thinking that she is more interesting than she is. she isn't a star. not star quality. just a boring rich kid whose parents let her get away with whatever probably because she held the entire family hostage unless she could get her way and her way was just about making money and not doing something noble. she implied that she should shit all over me unless i could get her attention on tv. she shit all over everyone. these people's gossip is childish and evil. this mexican girl lies and intends to lie about me. her gossip is childish and evil. she attempts to create gossip about me which is stupid and unnecessary because everyone already understands what has happened because i am being observed all of the time 24/7. i was being observed for years before she came around so she isn't as smart or interesting as she wants people thinking is. in fact, my being observed is the beauty of this situation. there is no doubt as to what has happened or what i am doing. this is true but a few people lie about me like saying that an apple is an orange or that plum is a nectarine. they are like trump supporters who don't want to do any real or practical work or who pretend like they don't understand something when they do.
this mexican girl is evil and very very very stupid. she keeps implying that she has dirt on me when she doesn't and she is trying to cover for the black guy because she thinks that he makes her look stupid and also because she thinks that she makes him look stupid. she knows that the george h. w. bush thing and northern trust thing were his fault (it was his fault and i still did nothing wrong/they are the ones who want to associate with george h. w. bush and it is so disrespectful toward him and his family to not allow him to rest) and she keeps trying to get people to communicate about the past in order to try and deceive ignorant people who have not been following me and others on the internet for years. she is trying to have me killed but not wanting it to be very obvious and then she intends to try to lie her way out of social trouble.
this mexican girl isn't my friend and never would be. that doesn't mean that i am unfriendly. she lacks class and manners. i wish that i didn't live close to mexico. no offense to good nice mexicans. she isn't my friend and never would be. she isn't even accusing of anything because she knows that she can't. she is just desperately trying to make ignorant people who i am not in automatic 24/7 activity with think that "something" is more interesting or important than it is. she intends to try and lie her way out of social trouble. she is trying to make someone kill me by making us sick every single day and she has been doing this every day for years. she wants an image like brutal drug cartel people. it is disgusting. she is like some greedy rude desperate girl who is pushing people out of the way harming them trying to get something for herself. she wants mexicans to have an image of brutality.
this mexican girl is trying to make people think that i am crazy and that i don't know what i am communicating about. i do know what i am communicating about. that is one of the reasons that she attacks people so much. she is trying to make ignorant people think that all of the people who communicate about her are crazy. we are not crazy. she is mexican and i believe that she still lives in the houston area. she is trying to cover it up. at first she wanted people to be able to identify her but now she is hiding. at first she wanted people to be able to identify her because of her left eye and she was trying to lie her way into money and sex. now since i have been communicating about her on the internet for years she doesn't want people to be able to identify her so she is hiding but also trying to hustle her way into something. she is the most evil obnoxious vicious angry greedy childish yuck in the universe. she is panicking desperately trying to get herself out of trouble but she doesn't know how to do it. she just wants to lie and it is so stupid. it means that she fanaticizes about deceiving people wanting ignorant people to believe that she is something which she isn't. it is weird and very childish. she is a very very weak insecure coward lazy boring mexican female who desperately tries to make men think that she is something which she definitely isn't. she puts on this totally fake macho image crap. she does nothing all day but lie doing absolutely nothing else. she is trying to hustle some guy into giving her something while also implying that she (or women in general) can do whatever they want to do no matter how blatantly stupid it is. she does this because she thinks that her looks are going to get herself something which they won't.
this mexican girl and a few black women and this black guy and paris hilton flaunt being stupid and obnoxious and disrespectful. unfortunately it is impossible to make spiritual progress because of these people. they flaunt being stupid and obnoxious and disrespectful and it is incredibly lame. they flaunt their lameness.
this mexican girl and black women and black guy and paris hilton are flirting with me and also wanting to hurt me and the people who care about me at the same time. it is creepy. they are creepy childish weirdos. mexican girl. black guy. a few black women. paris hilton. they want creepy weird childish attention. that is not what i am doing. i wouldn't be writing any of this if they would just leave me alone or show me a very basic amount of respect. it would be nice and quiet and peaceful. they want drama because they find it entertaining and they are implying that there is no law which protects me and it is scary. i would rather die than to have to experience this. i have already tried to commit suicide. i am not implying that people should kiss my ass. ignorant people really don't know me that well by looking at anything i have done on the internet. i am a cheerful person by nature and these other people know it and so they intentionally cause me to act differently in order to try and make me unpopular. it is really sad and weird. they are flirting with everyone pretending as if they think that they are attractive when they think that they are not. what they are doing every single day is cruel. it is cruel and abusive and they are implying that no one can do anything about it or that they can get away with it. they want to hurt me because they think that i am superior and it confuses them and makes them angry. human nature but i am not wanting to create division. if i was shown a basic amount of respect like ordinary people ordinarily get then there wouldn't be a problem. people are not normalizing this and that is the problem. people want to dwell on the abnormal or unusual when they shouldn't. the people who have class are not the problem. they feel as if they are equals with me. the problem is people who lack class or who are not intelligent or who lack character. doesn't mean that i am stuck up.
this mexican girl and a few black women and this black guy and paris hilton stalk me because they don't want me to have fun because they think that i can have more fun that they can and they don't like it because they are actually sensing it. my brain is like a more advanced computer than their brain and they don't like it. i have a unique spirit and get a unique attention and it seems to make them angry and want to stalk me and other people wanting attention for themselves. they think that if i am having fun or that if people know that i am having fun that they won't be able to have any fun because they made themselves look bad. envy or jealously. it makes them angry so they sabotage. they have a weird inferiority complex. that is why people stalk other people. they want the person to think of them instead of what the person would ordinarily being thinking about.
this mexican girl keeps trying to make it about her playing childish games instead of me working. like she is trying to m make a mockery of people who really do like to work and who want to work. i already have a job and she is making it more difficult for me to work or to be able to rest in-between shifts. it is important to be peaceful and focused at your job and she knows that she isn't helping. she has never been any help with work because she wanted to make it about another man's work and not mine because she thought that it would make another man envious or jealous or whatever. childish girl crap. it could have been about everyone's work. it doesn't mean that i am the one who needs to change. doesn't mean that i am not friendly. she lies about me and money just like a few black women do. then the mexican girl wants people to think that all of this is fake. i am not fake. i am not faking anything. she is fake. she is evil.
she is an fake evil bimbo. she wants to make men feel threatened just like these few black women are doing like they are implying that men have to do what they want them to do or else. they are lazy and childish making up lies because they don't want to have to work in public like i have to work in public. not humble. i understand if ignorant people would see all of this crap which i am writing and think that i am the one who isn't humble but you don't understand what they are doing. they are the ones who won't shut up and they are the ones who started it. they are lying about me and this situation.
it wouldn't surprise me that if something happened to me that evil weird childish black women would take a cheap shot at my girlfriend and/or my girlfriend's mother. they would wait until i was dead so that i couldn't defend myself or my girlfriend or my girlfriend's mother. these black women are crazy and scary. deranged maniacs. they confused their image and they are pissed off about it trying to make me look bad. they want to be thought of as scary. that is what they want for an image. they take cheap shots at me and other people.
this mexican girl wants to get away with having betrayed the community like she gets some kind of weird sick thrill from it. it is incredibly disturbing. it is the opposite of Christ. same thing with this black guy or person who i reasonably assume to be an african american male. same thing with these few black women. same thing with paris hilton,.
it seems as if this mexican girl is trying to have me killed but not wanting it to be real obvious and i think that she wants black women and this black guy to attack me in order to try to fabricate false evidence to try to use against me and then have black women do her dirty work for her and kill me. the mexican girl wants to make people so mentally and physically sick so that someone will kill me in order to get rid of her since we are joined together in the way in which we are. i have already recommended more than one time for years now that we go to a doctor at a hospital in order to demonstrate how us being joined together in this way is unhealthy and unusual. a decision could be made about putting me peacefully to sleep so that the entire body is healthy and productive. or we could go to the media as i have suggested in order to try to gain public support for this. i should be shown some respect. then kill me if you want to kill me. i want to rest.
this mexican girl wants to mooch off of me just like paris hilton does. hilton wants ignorant people thinking that i want to mooch off of her but it is she who wants to mooch off of me and everyone else in public. i just wanted to buy a christmas gift without getting jerked around or ripped off. i don't need her permission or her sister's permission to purchase a samantha thavasa number 7 hand bag. i will look some more on poshmark. hilton had the audacity and rudeness to send me something which i didn't ask for so i thought that if i sent more money that i would get what i had asked for and then i got nothing and she kept the money. it wasn't necessary for me to send the extra $150 because i already had the merchandise (but it is not what i asked for / i thought that it was a gift because she put a flirtatious photograph of herself inside of the bag). it was weird and shady too because she didn't include a return address on the envelope which the purse was inside of. i was stupidly and childishly jerked around and ripped off. the hilton sisters are creepy and childish. so is their dad. they are trying to make people think that something is more interesting than it is.
this mexican girl, a few black women, black guy and paris hilton want to hurt people and i don't. that is the difference between them and i. they are blatant about it. i just want peace and quiet and happiness for people but they are assaulting us every day like they are making a mockery of the fact that they know that i would be creating something peaceful and happy if they left me alone. they keep wanting people to think that they have an excuse to hurt people when they don't and it is weird and childish. it means that they are lying about george h. w. bush and northern trust and paris hilton or whatever about my past which isn't as interesting as they want people to think. it means that they just want to hurt people. they know that if they left me alone that i could build and it makes then angry and envious so they sabotage. ignorant people really don't understand how ugly and disrespectful these people are. they have ugly thug like attitudes and there is a great deal of it in america and the world.
i really like seeing mexican people in the parks on saturday or whenever with their families having a good time. or playing soccer. they have good spirits.
this mexican girl who has been stalking me for years makes me think of girls who are into drugs. she is trying to attract a bad boy and she wants him to hate me. why? it means she intends to lie about what has happened or about what she definitely understood. i have taken drugs but i never got along with the people who were around drugs all of the time because i wasn't "cool" enough. usually i didn't like them and usually they didn't like me.
truthfully in general black people make me uncomfortable right now because of how i have been treated (blatantly violated or unfairly like some kind of extremely weird prejudicial treatment) but i really want black people to be happy and reach their potential. i don't have any good black people influence in my life.
i would need to be able to talk openly and honestly with someone who knew about my situation in order for me or the community to make spiritual/social progress.
it is very hard to think about all of the gossip going on around me and no one officially gives me an opportunity to state anything so all of this internet work seems to be a type of nonsense. i am not a loud person. these other people are loud and they are trying to make me defend myself in order to try and fool ignorant people into thinking that i am loud. i can't develop because they are intentionally making me go in circles. it is dirty politics. i am going to erase all of this negative mess on my website in about 1 week.
i have a loving sweet smart girlfriend and so i would like these black women who i don't want to be in a relationship with and this mexican girl who i don't want to be in a relationship with and paris hilton who i don't want to be in a relationship with (send me my $150 back paris like i have asked many times / and what about the TMZ thing paris? you never answered that question either). these girls are staking me. they have a weird fixation or infatuation with me and it is very childish and creepy. they want people to know that they are making me think about them and they also want people to know that they are harming me spiritually or psychologically. they do it because i rejected them and also because they think that people think that i had a good reason to reject them. leave me alone in peace. leave everyone alone in peace.
these attacks on me by black women and this mexican girl (who is real and who i believe still lives in houston, texas) seem to be racially motivated. they are full of anger and hate. it seems to be an inferiority complex or weird envy. i am not stuck up. if they did things which made them happy then they wouldn't want to try to take my happiness away from me. these women don't even care about trying to be happy. they want to wallow in the crap which they intentionally create every day. i am a cheerful gay person by nature. like being in a relationship with a girl who thinks that she made herself look weak and then dwells on it with a rotten attitude intentionally creating misery with a weird creepy attitude like she wants to admit to being no good at being able to build or who just wants to be known to be destructive and childish. girls want to be thought of as strong and sometimes when they think that they have made themselves look weak they get confused then quit trying. problem is if they are not humble implying that they are weak, yet superior.
keep on moving...
i wouldn't be surprised if this mexican girl ends up in jail or an institution or beat up by a girl or boy or into drugs or killed eventually. i would like to know what her parents are doing. obviously they know about what she is doing and obviously they don't care. they probably don't want to tell anyone because they think that she will be killed. isn't there a problem with that? why would people want to kill her in the first place?
you could shoot the video again with u.s. senator mitch mcconnell on the back of the motorcycle.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ThlhSnRk21E
i informed a journalist at NBC about my situation and i am reasonably certain that she has received independent confirmation that it exists. this is a national security or global security issue. don't underestimate it. don't shove it under the rug. it should be documented so that there are no surprises next time. they documented it last time with the help of technology and the same thing should be done this time in order to help to create a more comprehensive understanding and global peace. i am willing to work with people but you need to acknowledge that i have rights just like anyone else. not wanting to boss people around. i want to work for the people. respectfully.
i stated what i stated about black people making me feel uncomfortable but i know that most of them don't want to harm me or don't agree with this childish crap which a few black people are knowingly engaged in. i see black people in the community and it saddens me to think that their confidence has been confused by a few childish dishonest black people who would rather go backward than forward because they are lazy. i want them to be strong and happy. be strong and happy... you have come so far so don't let a few lazy dishonest childish people ruin it for you. it doesn't make sense to complain about inequality but then segregate themselves at the same time.
i didn't do anything wrong and they know it. i mean at least what they are stupidly referring to.
the reason that i made the joke about the concubines is because the mexican girl and black guy who people communicate about seemed sexually frustrated or it seemed like they are having some kind of social problem as it related to sexuality and i was trying to help them by indicating that they should be respected and loved despite having mental difficulty. obviously it was an absurd joke. i do it all of the time really because i become so tired of being serious when other people are knowingly not. might as well joke about it and try to spread some love. sorry if i offended anyone but i am not the root cause of the issue. their unusual and unwanted aggression was the root cause of the issue. i am not a sexual deviant.
again today both the black guy and mexican girl are being weird and rude. they do it every day. they don't care about moving on with their lives. i gave them an opportunity to move on and make a joke and be honest and have love in their life but they don't care about it themselves. they won't allow me to move on because they think that means that they won't be able to move on so they are playing an incredibly disturbing weird childish very mean game with me and everyone else. a few black women and paris hilton are doing the same thing. they want to put negative thoughts into people because they think that if they leave me alone that i could put positive thoughts into people so they are envious of what i am capable of doing. these people are lying about me like they want people to know that they are lying like trump supporters about the election, trying to spread stupid false gossip like cheesy tabloid crap and it is very painful because they know that i am innocent. they pretend as if they have a reason to act aggressively and it is because they know that i could move on and be happier than they can be because of what they are known to have done in the past which was wrong.
i will delete all of this negative mess in a few days.
now i am thinking that i won't delete it. too important because my experience matches up with other people's experience and it is good for us to be working together in order to defeat evil. i will just post other things.
i think that black women who seem to be harassing me when i am at my computer with some kind of remote access are trying to make ignorant people think that it is the russians who are doing it when i doubt that it is.
i don't know what happened to my facebook account. you can still access some of the information.
a dj could cue it at 2 minutes, 1 second.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wcmG1MwV_Ho
Stainless Steel - Stainless steel strings are the brightest and sharpest sounding of all electric guitar strings. They also last a long time and stay bright due to stainless steels inherent ability to resist corrosion. Stainless steel does feel quite a bit different than other electric strings.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vh_x--PJ7RQ